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Schizophrenic drawings thread
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I want to know what my ill brothers and sisters see
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>>17639283
I want to see too. I believe schizo is linked to other dimensions.
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LOOK AT THE PICTURE!!! SEE THE SKULL, THE PART OF BONE REMOVED, THE "MASTER RACE" FRANKENSTEIN RADIO CONTROLS, THE BRAIN THOUGHTS BROADCASTING RADIO, THE EYESIGHT TELEVISION, THE FRANKENSTEIN EARPHONE RADIO, THE THRESHOLD BRAINWASH RADIO, THE LATEST NEW SKULL REFORMING TO CONTAIN ALL FRANKENSTEIN CONTROLS, EVEN IN "THIN" SKULLS OF WHITE PEDIGREE MALES!

VISIBLE FRANKENSTEIN CONTROLS, THE SYNTHETIC NERVE RADIO DIRECTIONAL LOOP ANTENNA!

MAKE COPIES FOR YOURSELF
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>>17639399
G A N G S T E R C O M P U T E R G O D
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>>17639299
>>17639399
>>17640377
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Gangster Computer God Worldwide Secret Containment Policy:

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yJLhnts9-oQ
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I'm a diagnosed paranoid schizophrenic and I browse /ic/.
Back before I bothered to git gud, I painted a series of surreal landscapes. At the time I painted this one I was suffering multiple instances of daily psychosis.
I do not take any medications for my disorder. I smoke cigarettes instead.
>still a crazy artfag, but now I'm much better at it.
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>>17639299
l am schizophrenic and I can confirm I go to other dimensions.
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>>17640512
I like this painting. It makes me feel so calm and lonely
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>>17640512
dude get some help, schizophrenia is living hell, how can you live with this
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>>17640696
By smoking cigarettes, it helps.
(Not him but schizophrenic and smoking)
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Why are schizophrenics so overwhelmingly obsessed with "beams," "transponders," "electromagnetic waves being beamed at me" and so on? It seems to be a consistent theme.
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>>17640696
I got better by building a more positive attitude towards things. I don't take meds because I don't want to live like a zombie.
That said, I don't know if my solution is a good solution for everyone, but it worked well for me and I lead a very happy life. (poor because I'm an artfag, but happy)
Also, what >>17640714 said is true, it helps me focus my thoughts and balance my emotions.

>>17640682
Thanks desu.
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>>17640723
Not the case with me, but I can see why its a constant with a lot of schizophrenics.
Paranoid delusions can spawn from all manner of things.
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>>17640512
schizophrenia is energetic body damage, why don't you get healing and fix it?

smoking opens you up exactly the opposite of what you want.
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>>17640723
One part of schizophrenia can feel like mind control, or telepathy. It feels like other people can read your mind. It feels like there are thoughts in your head that aren't your own. And those thought have to come from something.. so when I get psychotic I get convinced that those are angels or demons or spirits or even God or Satan talking to me through divine telepathy.. but might as well be a government mind control machine or something along that line, if your delusions aren't religious in nature.
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>>17640746
you gave up...

http://www.ascensionhelp.com/blog/2013/11/21/tell-the-lords-of-karma-that-you-are-sovereign-no-longer-a-lightworker-part-2/

you need to balance the theme park around you with the real world that you can sense.
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>>17640739
>energetic body damage
What did he mean by this?
Like, my chakras are out of line or such thing?
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>>17640777
chakras are implants and anything involving them is negative agenda programming.

basically some of us have hot hands and an ability to randomly see pictures in our mind, sounds, taste, smell, touch

then an ability to feel shapes but to understand instantly the feel and purpose

but this gift also means your an excellent chess piece for bigger fish who inflict trauma then hook into and jump lead your senses.

the brain is an i/o port to energetic blob around your body, this energy which is xbox huge is your algo platform how you react etc.

energy body damage is systematic and deliberate, you form trauma into devices to partition and operate your biocpu compute cluster which self breeds and takes care of itself.

we are not farm animals but entities with unlimited potential
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>>17640801
That's interesting I suppose.
I'll stick to smoking though, thanks anyway...
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I don't have a pic related because I always burn them when I'm finished, but whenever it starts getting bad I will scribble out ancient Nordic runes on anything I can get my hands on

I always have a paper and pencil nearby so I don't carve them into my skin again

They always spells out "Yggdrasil has fallen; Ragnarök awaits" over and over again and I have no idea why
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Painted this a few years ago
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I draw shit like this in a lot of my notebooks. I'm not sure what they mean. Also how do you guys control the voices. I just texted a girl I've been harassing for 2 years cuz i hear her voice all the time in my head talking to me. I know it's all in my head but it seems so real.
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>>17641284
You have to sort out the conflict with your voices, and ultimately learn to get along.
...and leave that poor girl alone.
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>>17641279
fuckn creepy shit
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implying antipsychotics aren't demonry

just fuck my shit up world
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Full video of drawings

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QwvS1AIpOCc
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Soyou are all
diagnosed?

What are things you believe that others dont? Whatr things you think that make other ppl think you're loco?
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>>17641252

Because Yggdrasil really has fallen, my brother.

Ragnarök has started a few years ago.
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>>17641618
a ton of crap basically everything. It's more of a disability than anything desu it was originally thought to be a type of autism if you didn't know that.
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Schizoaffective here. Most of the drawings I made in the psych ward were eyes. I only have photos of drawings I made pre-outbreak, and they were all under the influence of drugs like DXM, MDMA, and LSD, so not very related. Medication keeps me sane, so I expect there will be no more psychosis inspired drawings as long as I stay on it.
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>>17641618
Crazy beliefs are built from having crazy experiences.
Schizophrenics experience a fuckton of crazy shit all the time. However in my experience, as long as you're not out doing crazy shit and hurting people nobody gives a shit.
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>>17643703
What was the psch ward like?
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>>17638134
I was diagnosed very young and I always felt it was more of superpower being able to see into the future (as so I thought) and seeing things that weren't really there.

I never drew but I do like this photo.
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>>17643730
I've never drawn*
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>>17640494
lol so true
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>>17643726
At the time I was in there, miserable. I lied about my voices and delusions to get out and didn't get properly medicated on the right anti-psychotics for me for another month after I did. I would say I'm not batshit insane off meds in that I'm stuck between believing and not believing my delusions, sort of in the in-between, so I was able to tell the docs what they wanted to hear.

In retrospect, the psych ward wasn't so bad. It was a safe place. No way to kill myself there. They took your belt and shoelaces. You were allowed to smoke 5 cigarettes a day at certain times. The people in there were very nice and we were like a family for the short time we knew each other. Lots of time to draw and there was art therapy. Most of the other classes sucked. Most of the people there were depressed or bipolar. There was one other guy with schizo, and he was so gone from reality it was hard to comprehend that I could end up like that if I didn't get help fast.

I miss those people sometimes. They were the best friends I've had since I went into psychosis.
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>>17643753
Yeah I can understand that.
I tend to get along better with other "crazies" than normal people.
In the town I used to live, I heard a story about a dude who had a severe psychotic episode and had to go away for a bit, When he came back, he was on a heavy prescription of anti-psychotics and all he did everyday was walk up and down his street smoking cigarettes with a blank expression on his face. He stopped talking to everyone, even his closest friends,
I don't take meds because they scare the shit out of me.
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>>17643782
There is a tradeoff with meds. You get some semblance of "sanity," but with that comes a dulled personality and cognitive deficits. Personally for me, past hobbies aren't fun anymore, I have a flat affect, the shakes, jaw-clenching, facial tics, and I feel anhedonic. Life feels kind of colorless nowadays.

Also, I'm a huge nicotine fiend now. Relaxes me.
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>>17641267
What's up with the dicktongue?
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>>17643803
Damn...
Psychosis was really intense for me for a couple of years. It's still just as "crazy" but I've learned to flow with the positive parts and discard the shittyness, Takes a lot of discipline, especially at first, but you get the hang of it.
Even so, I remember very vividly some of my worst paranoid episodes, and how often panic attacks happened, things were so intense at a few points that if someone were to approach me in the wrong way or at the wrong time I would probably have hurt a lot of people. Luckily for me, I was already a pretty introverted guy and people tended to leave me alone whenever I told them I couldn't be around people. So I definenitley see the value of a "safe place".
For a really long time I didn't tell anyone about it, It took several long instances of catatonia to get me to even bring it up with my mom because I didn't want to get sent off.
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>>17643851
Even considering all that, I personally value my creativity and mental intensity too much to take medication.
Although I can see why others would take the opposite stance on the matter.
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>>17643851
I can understand. I wasn't on effective medication from April 2013 when my psychosis first started until July 2013. My voices are of those I know; Friends, family members, etc. I remember thinking about hurting certain people, because I believed if they were gone their voices would go away. Also thought about killing myself a lot. Because of that I think I'm better off on meds. I don't have the ability to live without them. I still hear voices pretty badly when I'm not occupied, so I'm always listening to music or focusing on a particular activity to distract myself. Always fall asleep with the TV on or a Youtube video playing. The meds take care of the delusions and paranoia, which is great for me. I'm afraid I'd be a danger to myself or others without them.
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>>17643894
Interesting that your voices are of the people you associate yourself with.
Thankfully isolated voices are relatively rare fore me, When I do experience them its when I'm catatonic so they go away after I smoke a cigarette and chill out for a bit.
Visual hallucinations are really common for me though. I can hear them when they talk or interact with their environment. Some of them I can even smell.
This is the most difficult part of being schizophrenic for me; trying to figure out what is real and what isn't. Or, in a more practical sense: what is relevant to my "current" reality and what isn't.
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>>17643736
ty!
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Well it seems Schizophrenics can draw better than I can....Im still stuck on advanced stick figures...Also learning hands .
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>>17644015
Keep practicing to git gud.
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Can't believe no one posted this yet

Some artist named Louis Wain loved to draw cats but he became schizophrenic, and his drawings of cats might show how it alters the perception of reality. It's truly astonishing. If anyone has schizophrenia, is this actually how things appear?
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>>17644129
i see someone did post it already, what I get for not reading the thread thoroughly. Still would love some insight as to wether or not the later pictures really show how the perception of things change
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>>17643742
Saved you're picture :)
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>>17644133
>i see someone did post it already, what I get for not reading the thread thoroughly.

You posted a better version with more images. Thanks for that.
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>>17638134
i made this one
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>>17640608
its settled then
/thread
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>>17644162
I made one too fag
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>>17640512
I like it
it's straight out of 2001 A Space Odyssey
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niggers tongue my anus. also this thread is being monitored by the fbi.
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How can a person that doesn't perceive reality like us manage to pick up a pencil and draw shit?

Looks like an actor to me, he is being able to deal with reality just fine, he managed to pick up a pencil, a piece of paper and do the drawing.
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>he's being cured by the pills

How can he manage to still see the hallucinations and draws nightmarish shit he has been cured of?

>oh, it's from memory

Then it is not a schizophrenic drawing.
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>>17644971

Know what, I've been looking at galleries myself, apparently there are claims here and there that this or that artist was a schizo, and even an untreated one.

How come they were able to capture the madness if they are insane and thus unable to deal with reality?
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>>17644969
>implying everyone on the schizo spectrum functions at the same level and are completely unable to do basic day to day tasks altogether
>implying we can't or don't commonly use art as a coping mechanism or way to show ideas that are difficult to describe with words
good god i hope you're trolling
if not talk to a real schizo person and stop being so ignorant
and no i won't be that person
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>>17644328
Kek
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>>17644971
you are a fucking retard. pills don't "cure" schizophrenia. literally kill yourself.
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>>17643669
PONY WHAT THE FUG!!!!!!!
A PONYPOSTER ON MY /x/ !!!!!!!!!!!!!
WHAT THE FUG IS THIS BANNNNNNNNNNNNN BAN BAN BAN
BAN THIS DEGENERACY PONY POSTER BAN BANBANBAN
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>>17643669
OMFG WHAT THE FUG IS A PONY DOING ON MY /x/!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! DUMB PONYPOSTERS SPREADING DEGENERACY
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>>17643669
FFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFUGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGING PONY POSTERS

WHY DON"T YOU GO DO DEGENERATE PONYPOSTER THINGS LIKE U PONYPOSTERS DO
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>>17640602
Thus one is way cool anon
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>>17638134
I'm not sure if i'm just being irrational, mild paranoid or schizophrenic. But everytime i feel anxious, depressed, mad or irritated. I am always certain that the source of the feelings are someone else. Like someone projecting feelings onto me either consciously or unconsciously. Also, when i'm anxious i listen to disturbing creepy music to calm my nerves, or read about demons and evil stuff. Ironically, i seek fear to relax my fear. This though, is just a very small portion of my extremely weird mentality.
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>>17645114

Interesting. Could you tell more about it anon?
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>>17645114
Could you draw a picture to explain yourself better?
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>>17640739
Not growing your own tobacco?
It's fuckin easy to grow hyperpotent shit that you use in minucule amounts like drugs.
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>>17645169
I don't really have anything to draw. I just saw this thread, and even thought it specifically were meant for schizophrenic drawings, i felt like posting about my kinda schizophrenic psyche.
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>>17638134
man with glasses and short hair.
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>>17645170
Oh Google.
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>>17644129
It seems that this guy, and schizophrenics in general, are able to see things as energy rather than their physical form.
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>>17645186
That's fine. I can kind of relate to the "seek fear to relax my fear" thing. I like to think that the mental health issues and other personal shit I've had to wade through has somewhat hardened me against future obstacles. Reading about all kinds of spooky scaries and thinking "I could maybe survive that, I've been through worse" gives me some comfort, like it feels as if the struggle wasn't all for nothing.
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>>17645225
I doubt that. I think it's more about getting used to dealing with things on more abstract levels due to the introspection that often comes with schizophrenia or any mental disorder.
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Just letting you guys know there are lots of new drugs way better than the old ones for managing your psychoses (which btw actively damage your brain over time, so...).

I'm on an antipsychotic for bipolar 2 and it's working well enough for me. Of course it's at a small supplementary dose to my antidepressants, but it's basically done the opposite of "turning me into a zombie." I actually want to do shit now and I actually have energy.

I really recommend rexulti if you can handle it (I couldn't, too many side effects, but made me feel great) or abilify (which I'm on now).
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>>17640801
true schizo talk
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>>17645334
Have you tried lithiun?
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>>17645258
i love this album, snowing are fantastic
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>>17639299
In deed

An exorcist say that one demon told him: 'you want to know about our deeds? Look at the asylums full of people suffering from our havoc!

According to the exorcist P. Amorth possessions and infestations are, in some cases, related to mental illness
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>>17641279
It gives me creeps

Specially the eyes

Dunno if bait but scary though
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>>17644620
No, anon. The FBI can't see us. We don't exist. They dont see you if you don't let them.
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>>17641267
>painted
>is a drawing

I'm pretty sure this thread will end up in "look guys ! I drew some generic distutbing stuff so Im schizo !"
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>>17645089
Calm down and take your fucking meds
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>>17644129
The crazy drawings look like the ones from DMT stories
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>>17641279
THATS FUCKED UP DOOD D:
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this guy wasn't schizo, but makes me really sad
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>>17645669
>That last drawing
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>>17645669
What did he have if not schizophrenia?
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>>17645777
alzheimer
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Why do schizophrenics some so many cigarettes. I read somewhere that around 80-90% of schizophrenics smoke.

Read a book recently which was partly written by a guy who had bad schizophrenia and he said he smoked cigs because he believed tobacco would counteract the meds he was forced to take because the pills he was given had a name that began with 'O' and tobacco ends with 'O' so he made that connection in his mind.
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>>17646194
I have schizoaffective disorder. I use a vape now chronically, but before the vape I'd smoke 1-2 packs a day. There are some studies on the topic. Basically it acts as its own sort of antipsychotic and helps with the positive symptoms of schizophrenia. A lot of schizo people smoke, that is very true, which is one of the factors in why people with schizophrenia have a higher mortality rate, because they're more susceptible to lung cancer. The other reason for a higher mortality rate is suicide.
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There's this band called Rudimentary Peni and their vocalist/guitarist has schrizophrenia. He does all the art for their albums and holy shit it's beautiful
pic related
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_9tvmT7jHjU
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>>17645170
kek isn't that an art ai trained on birds or something
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>>17644024
You have one of these for feet? Not a schizo but I'm a drawfag and I can't draw feet or shoes to save my life.
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skitzoaffective

Not a drawing , but I'm really into photography. Ill edit my pictures to express how i feel.
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>>17641622
I have watched thousands enter this world

Soon I shall observe as billions leave it
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>>17640801

go back to /g/ faggot
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>>17645669
Damn, watching someone just degrade like that through their work...
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>>17638134
Saw one of these things in my dream. It was blue and had yellow eyes. You too Op. Not a schitzo btw. Maybe lol
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Never been talented in creating imagery, more audial with my guitar but here's a piece of my insanity I cooked up a few years ago
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I hope one day I meet a schizo friend. I have a feeling that if I experiment on him enough I can definetly heal him.
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>>17649984
not trying to heal your manic pixie dreamgirl with your dick.
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>>17646194
>>17646647
tabacco is the most powerful natural antipsychotic
maybe there is something better but is not widely available.
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>>17640512
Please post more.
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>>17643730
To that pic; he was right. Ive been a taxi driver for 6 1/2 years and can read people to a ridiculous degree. Ive been meditating for 16 years also. Some people do do that. They say things a certain way. They try to plant a certain point of view in your mind to control you. Thats the most objective way to put it for someone. Example customer whispered the entire hour ride. His whispering tactic was to try to induce paranoia and so he can feel in control. Basically they are all control freaks; aka sick fucks that need to be hurt in return in all honesty. Whispering tactic didn't work so he said the work creepy about 6 times and the word crazy about 6 times in the span of a few minutes! If you don't think those are tactics used to make me feel insecure I don't know what to tell you. And it fucking worked! Thats the worst part.

I get it all the time, I guess cause Im good at noticing it. Example yesterday super pretty lesbian who is rotten inside said "You don't have secret powers!" Its like wut? Thats some weird shit to say to somebody no? Then since that tactic didn't work whatever the fuck it was about she then gets this big male friend over then accuses me of trying to hit her. See she's stating a obvious delusion as fact, she wants the big guy to get angry and me be afraid of the big guy but Im prison harden and he new he wants none of this.

Another guy talked over me super aggressively to establish dominance and have me fear him. It worked a bit. Shits subtle and what they are doing is trying to sneak tactics past your consciousness implanting in your subconscious; its truly sick shit. It affects your level of happiness which is fucking WRONG! Think about it and they can't get in trouble for it! Now it wasn't like he spoke over me like hes got to say it before he forgets. It was obviously demonstrating Im in charge and fuck you!

Hell even this sweet as Hell lady said something about me being busy battling the dark forces.
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>>17643730
>>17650416
Basically what it boils down to is some people are insecure and try to establish dominance right away. Then some go the extra mile and keep going and going breaking your spirit. It is the most sick shit on the planet. I guess Im such an expert cause my mom is like that. She puts on a fake being nice which is fake and disturbing as fuck then throws some ill will at ya and repeat forever.
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>>17646658
too bad the band sucks
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>>17649964
>i just opened gimp and used a bunch of different brush tools

worst kind of person desu
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>>17645669
looks like a perfectly natural, coherent progress of a "normal" (ie. mentally stable) artist
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>>17641267
you painted this with a pencil?
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here is Stream. She wasn't sure how to translate her name but she showed me a stream and said she had the same name as this and I was like "stream?" and she was like yeah that's it so I guess her name is Stream like a brook. Actually her name being Brook would make more sense that's actually a name

anyways i colored it on the computer cause I don't have any colored pencils
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any requests? things like ordinary objects, spirits, realms, anything
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>>17651182
>short pink hair.
I think stream was the one posting her tits on /adv/ yesterday wanting to know how to triforce.
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>>17651217
Draw a penguin.
or a gun.
or a penguin with a gun.
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>>17651228
i don't draw much this is what i got
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>>17650187
Do you draw eyes as much as I do?
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>>17644129
wasn't this proven fake
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>>17652702
every cunt in the world who doodles or sketches draw eyes. its fucking gay
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>>17652994
>Exploring artistic talent is gay.
I bet people love hanging around you.
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>>17643730
>Louis Wain
Best artist imo, love his work
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>>17638134
this threads are very interesting. I'm a professional fine artist and illustrator in San Diego. I am not schizophrenic, but one of my biological parents is. I do however suffer from other mental illness, Clinical depression, anxiety disorder ect. Much of my work comes from thinking of many things conceptually , but the actual execution is more from inward feeling rather than observation.
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>>17653881
*these
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>>17653881
more examples of my work
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>>17653881
>>17653889
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>>17650187
thats literally donny darko and the eye of sauron combined you fucking faggot
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>>17641200
this is so good
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>>17653881
>>17653889
>>17653894
'mirin
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>>17646658
came to post this

>>17650571
you're a pleb
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>>17644133
Yeh, smoke Dmt. Then this picture will make sense
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>>17646194
from what I have heard, schitzophrenia is just a flood on information that goes through your brain and your dopamine receptors get fucked up. the nicotine puts a filter for a certain amount of time, i think it's around 20 minutes, and in that time there is not that flood of information so it is easier to focus/function. they become chain smokers because of how short the effect time is.
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>>17650452
best representation
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>>17641267
edgy lol
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>>17643703
Hey, I'm BP schizoaffective!
I dont want to post my drawings from low phases, they actually make me feel ill. A lot of them feature my blood. From my high phases, lots of really fantastic and divine stuff, mythical creature and a lot of colour and stuff.
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>>17646936
Ay schizoaffective here too my nigga
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>>17645640
Shit nigga if anyones being monitored its my crazy ass. Im an open book! Come at me bro!
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It really sucks being mentally ill with no artistic ability.
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>>17655646
go for it anyway. everybody's got to start somewhere anon. everyone that has artistic ability now started with none. people with talent gain skill faster, but it's a level grind for everyone.
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>>17655646
Try finger painting.
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>>17638134
logic states~
If the outer world entity has passage through the mind of man
Then man has connection through the mind to passages of the of the out world.

>Thus making the out world a reality.

But only one is proven, and upon the knowledge of the twin, all is set inversed of the known dimensions.
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I remember drawing with the shrink I went to, after my Mam died, and he draw a horse with lips, like pouty lips, and I laughed at him and said, with all the wisdom of a 6?7? year old laitie (kid) , ''horses don't have lips like that!'' and snorted, to which he laughed.

So that drawing is somewhere out that in my file.
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>>17655767
Actually its in your mind, and the rest of minds that took in your food upon gazing on you're comment....
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Its true
>imagination land is the same realm {outside world}

But don't allow that to sway doubt in you.

Without imagination, innovation would not be, progress would not arise.

Greets, now go out and play a bit..
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with infinity, everything imaginable is possible
>Infinity is an existent substrate of intellect

Without intellect, one cannot know infinity.
>Thus 'everything' which is imaginable is probable in motion.
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The influential inevitability of knowing God, ~ everything is probable.

Pigs might fly, given wings...
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>>17653894
cat?
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>>17655797
I would like to see my file, I, and any one of us here, are entitled to see our files, no matter what labels they've tagged us with. If they could, they'd publically tag us, subdermal implants and some sort of visible tag.A lot of dystopian novels do it, especially YA omes... in one novel, someone had thought up wiping people's memories, completely, for any ''offenders'', people who talked back or shoplifted a mars bar. In another, they tattoed people who had a gene for homicidal tendencies. Another had a metal collar that would act as a taser type thing. Another had another collar made of crystal/stone that blocked abilities....another had interface rings, and so on.
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You mean a /x/ drawthread?
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I did some paintings a few years back when I was in a really bad state due to split personality disorder. Looking at them now, it feels like someone else painted them.
1/2
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>>17657144
Let's try that again
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>>17643730
So does this mean mandela art is for schizos
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>>17656880
kek
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>>17644129
>>17644133
>>17652794

It is just a rumour.

While he really was sick, he didn't only do paintings, but also patterns for tapestries. There's an oficial website about his work that you can easily find on google.

Many of the "weird" cats he drew are actually much older than the paintings shown in the beginning of the supposed progression, and are actually patterns he did for said tapestries.

There's videos on yourtube talking about him too. His condition never actually afected the quality of his work, just the quantity.
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Do you guys have a lot of dreams and nightmares? Ever since this shit started I can't get a good night's sleep. I'm a lucid dreamer sometimes but I'm not sure if making a dream journal would help or exacerbate the problem. Anyone have any advice for this. Also smoking weed helps but I'm about to go on probation so I need another option.
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>>17645074
>A PONYPOSTER ON MY /x/ !!!!!!!!!!!!!
It's More Likely Than You Think
free pc check
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>>17645669
>this guy wasn't schizo, but makes me really sad
he just forgot how to draw
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Have posted this before but once again for the curious;

Went to sleep around 11pm after smoking a lot of cannabis (I know, I know, Schizo, but I have had things like this happen to me before I started smoking). Had a dream where I was seeing through someone elses eyes, hiding in a bush in my neighbors garden. The view started to move and kind of floated over the fence and came to rest just underneath my open window and looked up at it. Perspective shifted to a branch high in the tree of my garden, watched an all black humanoid figure silently levitate up the side of my house, like they were riding an elevator and look in through the open window.

I woke up in a cold sweat, sat up and looked around and laid down to try and sleep again. Heard a sound like 100 lighters being sparked at once, like right next to my ear and the room filled with bright white light for about 2 seconds, it was so bright I could perceive with it my eyes shut. Sat up again. Unexplainable feeling of terror washes over me.

Pic related standing near the open window. Just stare at it for around 2 minutes as I'm not sure what i'm looking at. It extends a hand and starts walking towards me. Feeling of terror increases as it comes closer. When its hand is inches from my face, fight or flight kicks in and I jump up, turn on the light and flip my head back around. This thing crosses the room and jumps out of the window onto the neighbors roof, it happened in less than a second, it was unnaturally fast.

Am I schizophrenic? Or was something trying to say hello?
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>>17657939
Being a long-time stoner with a family history of mental defects, I can confirm that weed does make it easier to get locked in sleep paralysis
Also never forget that weed is technically a psychedelic, even if ever so subtle AND can activate schizophrenia or other defects
I'm not schizo myself, but I do suffer from sleep paralysis among other things and some of the most vivid episodes I had took place when I was blazed to hell
The black figure evokes that for me, because it's common to see them when paralysed (supposedly they are not real and cannot hurt you, just figments of your imagination, but you could technically hurt yourself)
Usually weed tends to inhibit dreams, but I guess that's on a case by case basis
If this isn't an isolated incident, lay off the bong (not altogether quitting if you don't want, but at least reduce) and if you feel like it's necessary, get tested by a professional (most probably a crook who will try to suck your wallet dry, be wary of doctors)
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>>17646658
Awesome dude, music and art!
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>>17657939
>I jump up, turn on the light and flip my head back around. This thing crosses the room and jumps out of the window onto the neighbors roof, it happened in less than a second, it was unnaturally fast.
neighbour playing a prank or a serial rapist that came through the window
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>>17640512
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=z7qNsz6ZagA
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>>17641279
MOOODSSSS
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Back from before I started treatment
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>>17643730

>psychotic art

Looks a lot like psychedelic art actually

I still believe DMT lets you see things in higher planes.
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>>17643730
That picture is pure bullshit though, those paintings are by 3 different artists.
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>>17655763
There's a difference between if and iff
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Bowie
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sm
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>>17645669
the guy had alzheimers
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>>17640512
What medium is that, senpai?
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>>17640512
I REALLY wish I could vape but it makes me want actual cigs, schizo myself but that shit gives you cancer. The virgo in me wont have it but the taurus in me says just dew it...I have psychotic episodes fairly regularly, wish I could get some real help but meds are straight bullshit and if anything make you worse.
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>>17645114
You ever realize that there are people that practically secrete liters of bile? You guys think maybe there's like a bile interpreter in our throat, like the thyroid maybe, that atttempts to evaluate the bile "signal" and misinterprets the jumble in a weird way?

That could explain all sorts of deals happening in the news like hyper-sensitivity, entanglement becoming a thing. I've actually felt the way you mentioned and I think about it from time to time but I don't really feel calmer in my fears.

I thought about it this way ( cont. )
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>>17659314
Your brain interprets signals from enzymes and membranes that aren't attached to the nervous system so it develops the endocrine system to manage those signals from a central organ. Now, whenever you feel bilious for some particular reason, that level of bile is catalogued and attended to with a biological response from the endocrine system, which feeds the info into the brain through hormone signals which then activates the bodies neurochemical response. What I think then happens is that while your body recognizes the enzymes and the hormones that your body has just taken in, it does not register the origin.
Knowing that the body and brain function at really fast speeds, at least at the proper scale, maybe we can say that the brain gets bogged trying to determine what the problem could be. Meanwhile your body is attempting to ascertain the origin of this hormone which in turn triggers another emotional response from the body.
Now your brain is racing, you're getting scared and you have sub-consciously realized that this response isn't one of your own. It's got to be someone else.

Yeah or nay?

I'm no doctor, btw, but I have been learning about hormones, endocrine system, neurological pathways, neurological configurations, vibrations in the body, and other things of the like. I can't help but see that is satisfies the stipulations of the structure if perhaps there was a moral standard to be kept in place. Sure enough fat white women and their autist orbiters tend to huff guff a lot when they feel ignored. And it's certainly true that people secrete, not to mention that fat people have bigger tracts all about. It's really disgusting to think about but give it a moment's thought and maybe you'll find it as intriguing as I have.
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I see sadako all the time I don't draw her
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>>17659318
Still this post is unfair to some fat white women. I have met some real great women in my time, great laughs, great sense of humor, not shallow but also not proud, did I mention the great laughs? and I must say that this is probably a problem to do with women south of the border too. My son's grandma on his mom's side is a secreter of this variety. She walks around all day with her head pressed back on her spine and breathes with her mouth open all day. She's always yelling and if something doesn't go her way she holds her breath, pushes into the air and starts to sweat as if she were taking a shit. Which she might be. Because I have noticed that whenever her daughters got scared they would lift their asses as if trying to let out a fart.

Anyway, fuck fat people, they're disgusting. It probably also doesn't help that lots of trannies are taking prescription hormone medications at young ages, all the birth control and maybe even steroids for the gain freaks.
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>>17641284
Please seek help.
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>>17659318
>Now your brain is racing, you're getting scared and you have sub-consciously realized that this response isn't one of your own. It's got to be someone else.

This part is pivotal because what happens if the day before this day, anon was a completely normal person. No different than anyone else? What happens when he realizes that he "is having someone's thoughts" but has no way to describe this experience to anyone? He assumes he's going crazy.

That's why you gotta heed the "propaganda" from companies that deal with this kind of thing. If people warn you about side effects but no one has an avenue through which you could possibly investigate further, you may risk your well being by talking about it to people that are even less informed on the topic than you are.

Imagine this were true and that you spent time around someone with an eating disorder? What do you think that would do to your own body's response pattern?
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>>17644129
its like looking at an animal that slowly dissolved into an lsd based hallucination
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>>17643730
The one on the left looks like the cat dude from courage the cowardly dog fucked a Chinese dragon and they had kids
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>>17659430
*right
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>>17653889

This is the strongest out of the three. Really great.
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I don't know if anybody with schizophrenia watched this here, but I'll ask anyway.

Is this movie as accurate about schizophrenia as people say?
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>>17653889
I paint like this on lsd
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>>17640723
Anything a paranoid person doesn't fully understand is fair game for a delusion.
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>>17645056

Sure, a broken mind that never was treated can express things in a way that we understand because it is a broken mind.

Let's have a look at what schizophrenia is:

Schizophrenia is a mental disorder characterized by abnormal social behavior and failure to understand reality.

Oh, so you cannot understand reality yet you can express things in reality...

Common symptoms include false beliefs, unclear or confused thinking, hearing voices, reduced social engagement and emotional expression, and a lack of motivation.

Ah so a person with unclear and confuse thinking can very clearly and without confussion express in art what he perceives as his disease.

And a person with lack of motivation is going to be motivated to do this seemingly impossible task.

Uh-huh.
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>>17659845

Individuals with schizophrenia may experience hallucinations (most reported are hearing voices), delusions (often bizarre or persecutory in nature), and disorganized thinking and speech. The last may range from loss of train of thought, to sentences only loosely connected in meaning, to speech that is not understandable known as word salad. Social withdrawal, sloppiness of dress and hygiene, and loss of motivation and judgment are all common in schizophrenia. There is often an observable pattern of emotional difficulty, for example lack of responsiveness. Impairment in social cognition is associated with schizophrenia,[19] as are symptoms of paranoia. Social isolation commonly occurs. Difficulties in working and long-term memory, attention, executive functioning, and speed of processing also commonly occur.

Yeah, I'm sure a guy experiencing this and the above is able to paint you something that resembles the illness artistically.
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>>17645408
This
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>>17659845
>>17659851
No schizophrenic draws/paints or does anything productive when they are experiencing total, reality-shattering, heart racing, sometimes seizure inducing psychosis...
But they aren't like that all the time. Have you ever met/seen a schizophrenic? There are different gradients of intensity when it comes to these sorts of things. Sometimes you can't even stand up, sometimes you can paint a fucking masterpiece.
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Everything by Nick Blinko, the guy from Rudimentary Peni.
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>>17640512
>I do not take any medications for my disorder. I smoke cigarettes instead.
Real tough guy here
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>>17640377
El-P, is that you?
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>>17645091
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So how exactly does being schizophrenic make you a good drawer
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>>17665545
>17665545
it doesn't, it's just interesting seeing how different the things that they come up with are compared to what a sane person would do.
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>>17654425
kek
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>>17640714
You really should try vaping bro
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>>17666753
Cigarette 2.0
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>>17640494
>kosher-bosher
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>>17647575
I'd say he had gotten better to be perfectly honest. 1998 and 2000 are god tier.
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>>17653881
>>17653889
These are great
Everything else in this thread is utter garbage
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https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CchTZKZXRyo
this most likely.
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>>17645127
'we are accidents waiting to happen'
'for a minute there'
'i lost myself'
cant get the rest.
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>>17645258
john galm is not your dad
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>>17641284
Seek help, leave the girl alone. You can already know you need help, and from what i heard about schizos is that is half of the battle.
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>>17670097
Its just a creepy music video you retard
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>>17669765
lower you're fucking expectations asshole we're schizophrenic
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>>17645611
why would demons want to put people in asylums?
What would be the point of that?
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>>17658544
no it isn't, google him
but it is dusputed whether he even was schizoid
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>>17638134
Okay I'm not schizophrenic BUT I'm pretty fucked up. In the smallest nutshell just had an emotionally and sexually abusive childhood and was molested raped as a teen tried to suicide as an adult and NEET. This doesn't look like much but when I drew this I was having a really hard time I was very very seriously considering killing myself and crying almost the whole time. I consider this a doddle. It has no deep meaning at all I was just trying to distract myself from the feelings. That's why looking at it for me is sad and nostalgic. other people see a doddle and so do I but there is a lot of sadness in this one.
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>>17644129
you should know that it is not concluded whether Wain actually had schizophrenia or not
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Drew this during a severe psychotic episode, was later put in a mental hospital for a week.
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>>17672084
Oh I even used the tears to help smear the ink, sorry I'm a faggot. Lol. I still use art therapy btw and it helps a lot so yes I do suggest it.
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>>17672084
More if there is interest I didn't draw this when I was suicidal BUT these doodling style is present in almost all my emotional pieces. I start to draw and always draw those tangled nots, veins, vines, sometimes lightening and other times spiderweb looking stuff or tribal looking patters. The act of doodling can have a calming effect and by the end of it looking at the very surreal or random image makes you feel interesting.
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>>17641267
tera melos?
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>>17672117
This one I did the first time I went into a treatment center for two months. It was a really expensive good treatment and rehabilitation center. I was going through something called EMDR therapy for the first time for PTSD mostly regarding the molestation. EMDR was like being hypnotized while recalling details of the traumatic experience.

Hearing other people in group who had worse experiences was really hard. On the one hand I wasn't as bad as them and on the other hand its so hard to reconcile with society about just how bad some people are. But a lot of that not all of that are wrapped up into this drawing, there's a lot of obvious phallic symbols too, This picture doesn't show all of those details though.
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>>17650452
My man
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>>>>17639399
schizophrenia looks a lot like discordianism / church of subgenius
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>>17672139
This one I did of a friend as he was crying and just looking at it I feel disappointment that I cant capture the feelings that I wanted to.
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What is it like to hear voices?
I hear a voice that comments my actions, tells me what to do and how to do but at the same time, feels like I am in charge and the voice is more or less a suggestion. Is it the same?
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THIS IS NOT MY ART, but this girl reminds me of art a person who has suffered sexual trauma as a child might make, especially if they were regressing into a younger mindstate: http://shoppingcartfullofpinkturd.tumblr.com/archive

This is another of mine I did when I was about 17 which is like ten years ago now because I'm 27, the mindstate I was in when I did it was just unwell and exhausted it doesn't look like my usual style because I do go through experiences of wild changes in personal art style. I was extremely anxious and on bad meds when I did this.
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>>17672203
>>17672176
In these last three you see this human figure deformation shape that I'm obsessed with. It's this arched hunched back which to me looks alien in some kind of way I literally can't stop drawing and have drawn since I was younger. I used to think that it was because of suppressed memories of being abducted by aliens.
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>>17672196

Is the voice inside your head or somewhere around you?
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>>17672224
This is a doodle done in therapy which is most of my paper pieces.
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>>17672196
Depends on what they say. can be comforting, or scary.
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>>17672225

inside me

>>17672283
the truth, what i need to do, its selective. I can turn it "off" but sometimes it bruteforces itself
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I had a dream about this and scribbled it in the morning on my wii u
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>>17672286
i actually wasn't schiz or anything.
my house was actually demonically possessed by Maras/Night hags. What sets this apart from Schiz
is they would only attack in my sleep, and I exorcised my house and now I hear nothing anymore. I also dealt with Shadow men, etc. I am pagan, so this stuff doesn't scare me. Perhaps the most bizarre thing is being followed by ravens and crows everywhere. My goddess is the morrighan though so no surprise there. They are in places you wouldn't normally see them, cities, near my window, etc. I have shamanic faith. But I have heard voices from severe sickness with a Flu, and had convulsions and seizures as well. Fever of 105-106, same with having pneumonia and seeing an angel in all black. once again coming initially in dreams as a Crow or Raven. and when I open my eyes hes standing over me praying, and touches me. He told me it wasn't my time yet. I have had spiritual stuff since being a child. Nearly died as a small child.
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>>17672348
bro I'm sorry to hear that. I imagine its horrifying, A never ending nightmare, one cannot wake up from. Anxiety is a problem for me, It causes all sorts of stuff, with my imagination sometimes. luckily i can control it. Adderall, And Celexa.
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Clinical Depression Due to GID is my problem.
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>>17645059

If you take a cyanide pill you won't deal with any schizo bullshit ever again
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anyone here has read about Henry Darger?
This man had schizophrenia and wrote one of the longest novels ever writen, if not the longest.
He ilustrated it with watercolor paintins which had magazine pictures pasted to them.
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I've never felt the edge anywhere harder than in this thread.
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>>17641279
S P O O K Y
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>>17640512
Away with your cigarettes, smoke weed instead.
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>>17646658
i adore nick blinko's art. plus rudimentary peni are amazing.

WHEN YOU ARE A MARTIAN CHURCH
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>>17672910
Jeff magnum wrote a song about him called April 8 th. Look up the demo of it.
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>>17673029
I wouldn't doubt Jeffs got some form of schizo
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>>17672962
Marijuana is a psychoactive drug. Not exactly something a schizophrenic should be using. Gives me panic attacks from hell
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>>17640512
have you posted your drawings in the /b/ drawthread, perhaps? i've seen similar content there
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>>17658123
Got any post-treatment?
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>>17640512
slap that on a cs:go knife and we'll be gud 2 go.
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>>17646879
Hello Rob.
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>>17653613
this one is beautiful
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>>17672910
The animal collective album "Feels" has one of his collages as its cover
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I drew a lot during my w week stay in the hospital
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>>17643730
That picture has proven to be full of dung unlike you who is full of flowers and love <3
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>>17640512
What are your drawings like now? Do you still do surreal stuff, or nah?
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Lol I met a schizo on my way to a -------- rally. I threw away the shit he gave me but he was bald and wearing very ragged clothing, with painted nails. He asked me if I wanted one of his pamphlets and I said sure, he handed to me sometihng that as not pamphlets lol. What he handed me were pictures from vintage porn mags. The most interesting thing I found though was on the back of the pictures. They were scribblings of his life story? I don't remember much but they around the time he found out he was schizo and he confessed to a murder and osme other shit in those notes. I'd say more but that's the only thing I remember :((( + I got hot chocolate on them so they were pretty mch gone lmao
>mfw I spilled the hot chocolate
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>>17675667
1 off kms
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>>17644024
thank you anon, post moar
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>>17645676
kEK
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>>17645777
He forgot his face through the time because of alzheimer
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>>17649240
I can feel this photo, wow, you do it good anon keep going
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>>17649984
I have one, the only thing that I can say is that they have, like a different universe on their minds.
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i dont know about schizophrenia but people tell me i have delusions of grandeur/persecution and i definitiely experience psychosis
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>>17675948
post more, that's amazing
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>>17641284
First you have to know the cause of the voices. The voices come from demons and the medications they use only suppresses the part of the brain that makes spiritual connection, the medication is poison don't take it. Read the KJV Bible and start praying to Christ. When you hear the voices come, call to Christ to save you and believe in your heart that he will and he will.
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>>17675959
i tried to draw jinx from league of legends while i was having a really intense episode
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>>17675959
this was just a panic attack i think
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I dont have schizophrenia but i have a habit of zoning out and drawing stars over and over in my notebook. Pic related
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>>17676000
you have so much talent anon
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>>17646194
took an ambien once in high school and spent 30 minutes looking at some wood grain, because i saw your pic almost exactly.
Felt like i knew all the people in it too..
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>>17672910
i can't find the novel.. i think it's never been published! i wish i could read (some of) it
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These all remind me of Pallid Fingers, the parody of Salad Fingers.
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>>17676216
>>17676220
can I get this somewhere?
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>>17676231
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Question: Are trannys schizos or demon possesse?
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I experience schizo symptoms sometimes but other times I don't. Is this normal?
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>>17676189
Is that supposed to be Donald Duck
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>>17676273
and Mickey Mouse
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>>17676273
yes
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I heard the guy who made the following video has schizophrenia.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=g1Og5Tg_Jyo
While that may or may not be true, it's still creepy as fuck and makes me feel paranoid.
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>>17676294
holy shit i remember this lololol scary as fuck
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>>17676294
aeiou.
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I have schizo and assburhers and i am commision furry artist
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>>17676117
It's over 10 000 pages of tiny hand writing with barely any structure to it. Interestingly, all the main characters in his story are little girls drawn with dicks. Possibly because he didn't know girls don't have penises.
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>>17677698
Þ
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Just gonna leave this here..
Tell me what you see.
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honestly the best board in my opinion, id love to see more pictures
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>>17675972
shut the fuck up, its not roleplaying time
>>17641284
dont listen to
>>17675972
religious nuts always try to drag others down
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>>17679835
Your mom
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>>17639399
What??? What is this about? True the ancient Greeks had bigger skulls like that, but we essentially are them out of existence, the bone wasn't stolen...just devolved
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