i am a practiced satanist/chatholic who has seen what i believe

>>17605388
Who wants to bet money on gramps raping mom when she was a child

What kind of satanism? Atheistic (LaVey) or occult. Because one contradicts the other.

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>>17605388

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>>17605388
>Satanist & Catholic
>Irish & Australian
>Family is Devil Worshipers and Priests
>Says he's 19, types like he's 14

OP is a mess.

child? no that was when she was well in her teen years. apparently the fact he was irish was proven further by his drinking. and no i am not sure the name of it in fact i have tried to pull away from my family on the matter...but she did tell me that LaVey was a child and unimportant if that helps

still beside all the unpleasantness me and my grandfather were close once he apologized to my mother in order to be close to me. however surprise surprise that did not stop him from ramming belief's down my throat and attempting to remove me from my parents...especially once he found out they made me kill an animal

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>>17605424
>me and my grandfather were close
>once he apologized
>surprise surprise that did not stop him from ramming
>down my throat
>and attempting to remove me from my parents

what kind of satanic tradition does your family have?

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>>17605424
>>17605456

>>17605424
This is a weird story OP. If they made you kill an animal they were definitely not LaVeyan. What rituals did you see them perform?

well the animal was because they wanted me to see how fragile life is, the mamed my bunny and told me i could let it die slowly or quickly but it was my choice. i was young so i cried a lot but i did manage to do the deed.. i am still scarred from that

rituals were a common thing in my life whether they were outside making fires, throwing dolls with their blood on them and the hair of another person to fire. or other times where it was chanting latin and half waterboarding eachover...the worst thing was that as much as i would love to believe that they were crazy and that this had no effect on them i would be wrong....i believe that some magic was brought from the doings

>>17607495
What type of magic? Can you recall books? Clothes? Symbols?


Everything can be useful info.

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>>17605388
Sounds pretty normal bro.

Are there a lot over there?

books i do not inherently remember at all. everything they told us they said was not to be recorded, in fact it was all told stories to be passed on...the magic was just in the way things played out. i did not see any beams of light or anything but i did see them all ask a kid who was about 6 questions, his name was Ent and he was what i guess we should say one of our head priest???

clothes: we would wear our best going out clothes and we would not drive to the forest like area we would walk and as we walk we had to smile and give sweets to everyone we passed. we were near the middle of town so we would join into the long line of slow walking well dressed smiling people when they were near our house...all up i suppose there was near 30 of us. sorry i just dont want to work out real numbers atm just woke pretty much

our symbol was from what i can most gather a curled horn with a cross in the centre

OP whats the strongest thing you can aknowledge from this experiences, what did you see or feel that makes you believe in the supernatural?

it start as a feeling...you begin to feel your being watched. and than you dream. your dreams are lucid but they are out of your control stll...your senses and thoughts are intact. but you cannot change the dream... than you meet "the silhouette" as my mom called it. it is what they were preparing me for in the rituals because you must remember them and treat them like courtasies towards the figure...than he spoke...his voice an echo and coming from every direction hard to understand...but the thing is you still hear him when you wake...more clearly and a lot of the time you just hear your name...you ask people did you call me they say no...sometimes though when your emotions are wild you hear other things..darker things

Well i give a damn if you like o dislike mario party games

How can you Exist if your Grandpa is Priest... you know celibacy....

well he had sex. pretty plain and simple plus in the modern age it is not exactly shunned upon. at least where i come from..

>>17608230
Hey Irish, your English is shit. What darker things? You are being very vague.

i apologize for my English. and the things you hear is sort of advice, sort of statements. for example i have heard once in a dream: "you fight it but it has begun, wheels turn and times change, science comes from ideas but so does destruction...those who seek magic have found it already...and those who do not realize what it is are the bringers of what is to come"

I brought this to Ent and he told me plain and simple that it is the word of one who knows truth. he also told me that i have found my guide, a spirit who will bind itself to me and speak when it feels it must. i still hear it and still think i see the shadows in the night move however i cant be sure what i am seeing anymore i see people when i walk past and when i turn they are gone....any thoughts on what i may be experiencing......??

>>17605424
he was doing the right thing

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OP is a practising roll playing faggot who has never seen shit.
>>17609115
This is the gayest thing I've ever seen including homoerotic pornography.
You people are such fags.
Why can't you be real men?
Pic related.

i will agree that he was trying to do right by me and i will also say that i want nothing to do with my parents fucked up lives..but he in his own rights was in the wrong...he blamed himself for my mother diverting to my fathers faith, truth be told he may be. he drinks worse than ever now and i hear he leaves every night at 2:30 AM in his full priest getup, with a cane and bottles of holy water and he does not return till 3:45... my grandmother who somehow is still with him has no clue what he does but says its the only time he is sober... i left my family and all that behind but i cant shake the voices and apparitions

if that is what you wish to believe. call me what you want. i wont sleep easier knowing you dont believe me...and if you sleep better tonight..i envy you

>>17609127
Tony? Are you an informant or in the witness protection program?

>>17609135
Why come here op? Why now?

>>17605424
OP is a pheggit, we don't spell apologise with a Z in Aus. gr8 b8 m8 you ain't seen shit.

>>17605403

That was me when I was 12. Now I am addicted to anonymous acknowledgement. If someone doesn't respond to a post I make, I'll keep trying until I feel relevant.

>>17609127
This guy is in love with Burt Reynolds. Cute. And OP where are you?

i chose now to come and talk because it feels like the first breath of freedom i have had from my family and their belief's in fact when i started this last night i had the dreams and voices go against what i am doing but i am currently on a high for rebelling the voices and my family. it really feels good to have control. and i did not know that it was spelt differently in australia??? remember i was not born here. plus once again if you dont want to believe i seen what i seen great, convince me the same and than i will be impressed. and i am in NSW kellyville.

>>17609127
>homoerotic pornography
I bet you've watched a lot of that.

There's nothing wrong with this thread except OP's bad English.

Thank you guys i should mention i was home schooled so i appologise (better??) for my english. i am still new to this site haha but i must say that b/ is a very scary place 0.0 (that was a joke....sorry)

>>17609401
OP respond directly to the person you're replying to so we know who you're talking to.

ummm could you identify exactly how i do that?

>>17609304
Tell us about this Ent kid, did he have any parents, was he treated with reverence?

What other things have the voices told you?

And where are all the people in your story now?

>>17609412
Put the cursor directly over the number at the end of the line that starts off with Anonymous and the date and time. Click.

>>17609418
Ent was their when we arrived and i suppose he left after we all did? i am not sure about much when it comes to him, but he came around when i was about 6 years old and even when i was 17 he still looked young, he aged but he looked about 12 or 13. everyone would kneel and no one would speak when he spoke. i tried to be friendly once but he spoke like he was an adult. his eyes were always stone still but the rest of his face would wrinkle when he smiled. the eyes you could never forget. they were grey blue but my mother claimed they were green my father told her she was a fool for speaking of him... we were not to speak of him at all. we could speak to him at the meetings but other than that he did not exist to us. also he mentioned to us next week that his eyes are not important enough to break rules over and walked away

Does your grandfather knows you're a gay faggot?

>>17609449
Sounds like one creepy kid.

And what about the voices?

>>17609418
the voices have told me that i should harm animals or people.. they have told me lies when i fear trouble..and sometimes they have given me strength when i needed it. but when you give in to them you seemingly change..it is not exactly possession, its more basic, primal and yet it is complicated in the fact that you feel logic and knowledge rush through you.

>>17609560
Do they talk to you now while you're typing? If so, what do they say?

>>17609578
the voices are suppressible, but they are not able to be silenced right now they are not talking but when i spoke of Ent it felt as though there was a slight tickly scratch on the inside of my brain. when i hit post i fell asleep for a brief moment and was screamed at in deep voices with high pitched screams.. i saw Ents eyes and his smile....though now as i am writing the dream part i feel anxious, i feel like having my back to a window is a mistake... that i need to stop typing and leave this thread....

>>17605388
>19
> practiced satanist
Been doing it since you were ten. Huh buddy?

>>17609617
born into it. Friend??

>>17605388

Hey guys, God made me Christ for some time: I've saved mankind without dying and while sucking dog dicks.

Here's infinite wisdom: God is omnipotent in everypossible way tha omnipotence can be conceived and in every way that it is unconceivable at the same time.

Tell me how any human disobeyed HIS will and did any evil ever. Whatever he did.

Here's wisdom. Im this amazing I'm even a Christ and save them without dying for their sins.

>>17609646
i....i dont understand are you trying to sell something?

>>17609651
wait you blow dogs...i thought my family was fucked

>>17609651

No, I said the truth.

Answer: How can a human be evil by disobeying GOD if He is omnipotent in everyconceivable way and unconceivable? How can a human even disobey GOD?

Everyone does HIS will and thus never incurs in sin.

They're saved, you're fucked.

>>17609602
Have you tried saying a prayer, asking god for help?

>>17609658
ok...but you brought this up out of no where...it like your lost?

>>17609667
haha you sound like my grandfather...i am scared to do it honestly...the voice...attatchments...everything seems to lead me from it...i have been attendig church for 3 weeks now but cant sig the songs without feeling sick... the prayers i cant do with the screaming in my head.... plus there is a lot of weird stuff in churches...

>>17609673

I claim the good news wherever I desire.

>>17609691
oh well i apologise to you than. i thought you were a troll or lost haha

>>17609658
Free will?

>>17609684
If god exists and everything is part of him, i don't think you'll need a church to ask for his help. Try closing your eyes and focus on the love in your heart, maybe it'll be enough to silence the voices for a moment and enough for you to say a prayer.

>>17609695

Why do you think it is impossible for GOD to make Christ whenever HE desires to save mankind in the way HIS testicles command.

>>17609700

GOD is Omnipotent in every conceivable and unconceivable way, you have free will and at the same time you do HIS will.

>>17609703

The devil is just stupid and condemned for being retarded.

>>17609703
Yeah, but theoretically you also have other forces influencing you.

>>17609710

No, satan cannot disobey, he's just deluded, he does HIS will and also gets punished for it for being retarded.