Do you have expirience with transmutation of sexual energy?

>>17503349
Did you misspell Transexuals?

Then yes, what would you like to know.

>>17503349
Yes my kinetic palm method produces great results of internalized ectoplasm discharge from my peehole

Is that possible!?!?

If I understand correctly, you are implying that as any other form of energy it can be redirected towards any other process. But is sexual urge really considered to be a kind of energy?

... If that's the case I might be a GN Drive.

>>17503349
yeah, actually. That's been a project of mine for a while. I know i'm going to get meme'd on for this, but i've been carrying a succubus with me for a long time. It's all about bringing love back into sexuality, honoring the divine feminine, bridging the rift that's been formed in our society between shallow carnal sexuality and true eros. When you're connected to someone sexually, what goes around comes around, so any disconnection, or imbalances go for both partners, and succubi especially enjoy tricking you into being a dominator, or being dominated. I've still got a lot to learn to transmute effectively, but I can tell you with relative certainty that Androgyny is key.

I feel like not masturbating makes me more focused, creative, emotional, assertive, etc. - all that good stuff...But I'm really starting to wonder if it's just a placebo effect. Does busting a nut diminish my spiritual awareness, or is the belief doing that?

You could say that jerking off is a drain of energy, but so is constantly trying to resist the urge. I'm willing to quit cold turkey if it means reaching life goals faster. But if I die & God's like "hey dude, why didn't you take advantage of that free orgasm machine more? There wasn't really any harm in it", I'm gonna be pissed.

yeah. didn't masturbate or noffin for bout six months and did daily meditations on this stuff. lotsa interesting things discovered, mostly sexual suppressed imagery and emotions surfacing. also it's pretty difficult if you've at one point in your life or, like many, all youth, watched porn and masturbated. repetition brings fixation - lemme tell you folks there are some things in the nadis in your legs, if im not mistaken. seen some things.jpg

>>17503511
feel it out, so to speak. lust is a huge waste of energy, and there really isn't much of a point in holding yourself back for the wrong reasons, or getting super mechanical or dogmatic about your practices. The best you can do is be super honest with yourself about what your commitments are and what's the best way to achieve them. It's been my experience that "orgasm machine" is such an incredible understatement of the human potential for spiritual growth, and the fact that that's what society reduces us to only serves as further motivation for me to not engage in lust in such an indulgent manner.

>>17503524
>getting super mechanical or dogmatic about your practices

I was asking my tarot cards about this earlier. The recurring theme seemed to be "occasionally indulging in vices (snacks, porn, days off from spiritual work) might make you feel as if nothing is changing, & your experiences might not be as intense, but life goes on regardless, and you may even get to a point where regular self-gratification actually boosts your confidence in the universe's ability to guide you. Taking a path of strict austerity will make you sharper, more forceful, & open you to abundance. But you run the risk of becoming attached to flawed systems of belief & in turn inflicting those beliefs (or a false sense of superiority) on others".

Honestly, I've always felt my best when I'm not putting much thought to it one way or the other. Being a teenager & wanking 10 times a week & feeling no guilt, fine. Going abstinent for months & feeling no urges, fine. Not jerking for a week & having the next session feel particularly satisfying, and not getting bent out of shape about it - fine. The only real problem is when I'm in one of these states where I'm masturbating multiple times a week & feeling like I'm hindering my growth.

>>17503576
as a general rule, the more we can reduce what is not necessary for spiritual development, the better, and that balance to strike with our indulgent attitudes will naturally reduce, as we become happy and grounded in how our actions are in alignment with our vision, but it's a gradual process, there's nowhere to truly get to, and the less cyclical suffering we put ourselves through, the less the world will suffer naturally.

>>17503618
I know you speak truth. It's just that my ego is strongest in the days immediately following a relapse. "You masturbated yesterday! Doing it again today wouldn't be a great loss. It's not like you've been on a clean streak for months...besides, the state you're in now isn't that bad, is it?"

But I remember how it feels to channel that energy for months, or even for a week. My mind is more directed. My work is more creative. As much as I'd like to be able to indulge these sexual fantasies with no harm done, I'm not sure it works like that.

...On a not entirely unrelated topic, how do you feel about spending most of your time fasting? I've found that consistently eating only once every 24 hours (getting enough calories during that one meal) has made me feel so much calmer & in tune with my body. I'd like to push it to eating once every 48 or 72 hours. But I'm not sure if the stress of ensuring I can do that & remain physically active//healthy outweighs the feelings of spiritual clarity.

>>17503677
We're in this boat together, my friend. We end up getting an ego about not having an ego, where it's suddenly unacceptable for us to behave as we were. It's really ironic. In those times, it's quite important to not focus on the what we've done or what we're supposed to be doing, but what we're being, and why we're deciding to embark on this path in the first place. an attachment to spiritual clarity destroys the spiritual clarity, because it produces a fear of not having the spiritual clarity, and the fear becomes something to indulge in.


It's funny that you mention fasting, because i just read a book on professor ehret's mucus free diet which promotes fasting and basically state that most disease is caused by bodily congestion of some sort. I love fasting.

>>17503757
>I love fasting.

I really do feel like eating once every three days or so would be a healthier way to live, if a person could do it right. There are some challenges, though. The hunger. The fact that eating three days worth of food in one sitting is quite difficult, even after fasting (though I suspect that maintaining this practice over a long period would cause a person's caloric needs to drop). The need for a long rest period after eating a meal of that magnitude. The relative difficulty of being physically active on the second or third day of fasting.

If you can pull it off, you feel more energetic most of the time (i maintained this practice for a while when I was a raw food vegan). Everything takes on a religious quality. And the meals you do eat taste amazing.

...that last point, maybe that's the key to sexual energy work. When you need to eat, you have very good quality food that you can enjoy without regret. When you need to release that sexual energy, perhaps you need the right partner & the right kind of sexual practice. Exercise & creativity do it by degrees, but there's just some itches that a paint brush can't scratch!

>>17503806
what the fuck. oil or acrylic painter?

>>17503820
These days not much of either - been moving around a bit. But for a long time I was very much into exploring acrylics, water colours, ink & charcoal...Did some things a few years ago with bits of newspaper, cardboard, and dollar store markers that people responded well to.

Lately I've been very much into digital photography, but music has always been my main practice. That's partially what inspired my posting here - I noticed that my output the last few days (after masturbating) didn't seem to have the same degree of...hmm, simplicity, that sense of every part fitting together just right

>>17503403
Kek

>>17503849
oh. i'm an oil painter. that's still pretty crazy though.

Orgone. It is neither negative or positive

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i feel that i am a Christian and my sexual energy, that sort of sexual energy which only comes through spirituality, surely rivals any practitioner of kama sutra

perhaps sex and spirituality cannot be viewed the same, and also indeed possibly work against eachother

however, sex is a part of life, and I'm sure God who created us and created sex knows this

>>17503511
Orgasms take a lot of energy, and so does the semen that is expelled, take a lot of energy to create.

You probably feel that way, because your body isn't constantly using that energy to create semen, and can use it for other goals/needs.

>>17503877
asl?

when i jack off i electrocute myself

Mantak chia does

>>17503349
Energy manipulation is like occult 101.

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>>17503481
Sometimes I imagine having sex as a woman.
What is the esoteric explanation of it?

>>17506180
Do you get dressed up too?

;) ;)

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>>17506180
I've done this, and I've done it with my gf. For me it's just about exploration of 'female' energies, (let's say 'yin' rather than 'female', yin isn't specific to females, we are all a balance of yin and yang influences) and modes, softness, receptivity particularly.

My thoughts on the matter:

Testosterone can obviously be felt rising from day 1 to 7 of not jerking it. After the spike drops off on day 8, the body seems to shift gears and devote the energy to other processes. Usually from day 8 to day 28 I get some strong emotional fluctuations. 28 to 40 my dream recall becomes more frequent and clearer.

According to Robert Bruce, who probably got it from TCM, there are three storage centers in the body, Physical (sub navel), emotional (sub heart), and mental (sub brow).

The ayurveda stages from chyle to rasa to veerya to ojas (which is stored in the heart as raw spiritual energy) are about 28 days as well. Funny coincidence.

I did the math, adding the Gurdjieffian Law of Octaves into the mix as well. Every 45 is a full "note" or "body unit" of ojas from sub-navel storage to sub-brow. In the octave scale, it's 8 steps from beginning a project, in this case sexual transmutation, to a full doubling of your entire energetic vibration.

45*8= 360 days, roughly a year.

Also coincidentally, I have heard that a prospective shaman's apprentice must go through a year of celibacy.

With interpersonal sexuality, there is at least an exchange of energy, as well as a depletion of energy and stimulation of nerves with orgasm. I lean toward the Taoist theory that women get off with less damage more easily than a man does. But, sexual congress with another energetic being, it's not a total loss for the male. Activation of the heart center being an obvious benefit.

My personal experience indicates that semen retention and energy raising gives more focus, confidence, less fear, anxiety, sadness, pretty much what many of the proponents describe it as. While orgasm may clear the mind, the costs seem to weigh more and more badly on me as time goes by.

The only problem seems to not let yourself get tricked by your body-mind. .

No matter what you do, as long as you retain the veerya, the energy will find a way to manifest itself either physically, emotionally, or mentally. I think sublimation happens naturally as you get used to being celibate.

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>>17506759
haha you fucking faggots

>>17508685
it is a deep sickness that divides masculine and feminine energies, and convinces us that these are distinct roles. hyper masculine or hyper feminine people are energetically co dependent on one another. hyper feminine women are seen as attractive simply because of the strong masculine desire to add his masculinity to it, a natural desire for balance, and looking for that outside of yourself robs you of your personal sovereignty as a being.

>>17503449
it's a really powerful one.Powerful enough to liberate you from the chains.

>>17506180
in early tongues we called your kind candybutts

>>17506180
>>17506759
If you want to become One make them both as one.

nonsense. puritanical bullshit mixed with mysticism. Masturbate more not less imo.