Can anyone who knows Romanian tell me what this says?

14 God I hope Lane doesn't read (them?) anymore. I can't make myself tell that (..?..) life, you need to enjoy it (life), stop feeling guilty when you're relaxed, like the Italians say. I want to do this more, to relax my body.

15 It feels like I must begin with "Oh God". What can I say... a lot of things are on the waiting line but they will be resolved. (...) Need to continue everyday life. I also need to enjoy (...)

16 I don't know why today was a little bit different, (not?) like stupid people. I need to leave everything that's hurting me to fall, not to let it stick to me. I need to have tunnel vision - to see what I want and not let myself be deranged by what I want (...)

17 (He/She) Tried to kiss me but I retreated. I haven't felt something (...) Today was beautiful. I stopped thinking about (the) problem. It was actually good. I am enjoying everything.