Hello. I need your help.

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I am a typical soulless wageslave.
Kissless virgin, no friends, no family, only a blue collar job and a depressive, emotionless life.
I've always been more of a lurker than a poster but after reading through the otaku boards of 4chan I have come to learn that Japan has this wonderful culture where you can play a videogame in which you, the character, can write your own love story with idealized girls who are cute, inoccent, and loving.
Needless to say I'm very confident that such kind of game can somehow fill the emotional void in my life, since I tried a game called Custom Maid 3D 2 and I liked it so much, even though it was far from what I actually wanted it to be.
Therefore, I'm looking for a game that has all of the following:
>1- The focus is not on sex, but rather, on forming a relationship of true love;
>2- Headpats, hugging, handholding, and lewdness (to a far smaller degree);
>3- Extensive player customization (name, appearance, your own stats, etc).
>4- Several different kinds of girls with well thought personalities
>5- Perhaps the most relevant point, a very high number of dialogue decisions to choose from, a lot of player made decisions and interactions through the whole course of the game
In other words, what I really want is to be able to fantasize about meeting a female and forming a close bond with her. Talking with her, touching her, loving her, etc., even though she doesn't really exist.
Please tell me of any games that have such characteristics and I will find a way to install them by myself, I won't even ask you for links or whatever. If you don't know of any such games, I request that you at least direct me to a forum where someone might have the answer to this.
Thank you very much for reading through all of this. Good Christmas to you.