Feels Thread

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>>1663008

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>>1663010

>>1662738
give youtube source

>>1663095
Wish i had friends who cared about me that much.

>>1663098
Gee, thanks

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>>1662738

>>1663046
Fuck this lady

>>1663064
>trying to act like everything's alright when in reality you can barely keep going

Gets me every time.

>>1664690
Thats Mr ChiCity, he was one of the original youtuber who left once he saw how shit and corporate youtube was becoming.

>>1663064
i feel this but something bothers me, he recorded this, he went home he edited this... i mean come on

>>1663046
She's right, you know.

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>>1664712
That's why it hurts

>>1663064
>>1663070
>>1663075
every fucking time

>>1662746
this is george takei's voice, right?
either way its delicious as hell

>>1663084
the reason why im not killing myself

>>1663099
>>1663075
>>1663064

>cold leftovers from last year's turd buffet

I'm starting to believe these are posted by the same sick fuck in every thread

>>1662746
>babby's first abyss

You'll learn to embrace it.

>>1663095
Jesus Christ, I thought that video was familiar.
The Kyle he's talking about is Kyle Dinkheller. Some faggot shot him just because he felt like it. The guy crying must be another officer.
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Murder_of_Kyle_Dinkheller

>>1663090
this show is garbage

>>1662738
I remember back in high school when I used to purposely stay out in the rain then come into the classroom drenched in water. I thought it made me look cool as fuck.

>>1665431

>unpopular opinions

>>1665431
nah it's alright actually, just over rated

>>1664690
>nigger being a nigger

Wew lad, watch those edges!
One of the first YTers, known for being a straight shooter, being a human and exposing himself for the world too see that real niggas feel loss too

>>1663070
God Charles Bukowski was a fucking legend. The way he could so accurately depict life in it's unfiltered form was amazing. I don't know if we'll see another like him.

>>1663090
>that song
cringe
that was tumblr-tier sad

>>1665501
is this supposed to spook me? it's just a bunny

>>1663084
shit like this is why I haven't killed myself yet

I'm thinking about cutting off contact with everyone before doing it. Hopefully they'll never know.

>>1663084
thank you.

>>1662738
This kid gets it. He sees through all the bullshit. He sees his friends scrambling for cover, desperate to maintain their illusions of order and "niceness" to the universe. He has tasted that rare freedom of truly not caring.

>>1662746
>WhatIsNihilism.ini

>>1665553
do it faggot and stream it on twitch
don't forget to post the link here

>>1665553
before you do, look up arguments on why killing yourself is morally wrong. I have done this after failing the attempt and it gave me a better idea on why to live.

>>1665536
>poster >>1665501 is anya

>>1663098
right in the feels.

>>1664717
>>1664712
wrong

>>1663098
Why the fuck would the little girl be writing that in english??

>>1662743
sauce m8?

>>1665501
fu ckign crist as;dljkfh;;lkafs
scared me

>>1663090
BUUUUUUUUURRRRP!

>>1665720
Nice argument faggot.

>>1663067
Nope nope nope nope

>>1663073
I work in a pub in the UK and there are many old people like this, breaks my heart.

>>1663099
Godspeed little penguin

>>1662743
comfy af

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everytime it get posted, the title get underated

>>1665553
they will know, and if you care enough to want to spare them the pain that you'd cut off contact you've got a reason to live and you aren't going to kill yourself.

>>1665691
it isn't morally wrong, but even if it were that's not a reason to 'live'. You failed because you didn't want to die.

>>1666256
The real sad thing is just how shit he made GDQ.

>>1663064
Fuck man. This made me think of my friend who died beginning this month. I'm gonna miss my random chats with him so much.

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>Suicide looms over my mind every day, thinking about just leaving my role of existence for anyone else more fit for it
>Visit this thread

I made a horrible mistake

>>1663092
anyone got source on the song

>>1662743
Source on the song?
I would just google the lyrics if I was even remotely able to make out the mumbling.

>>1666488
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=thz_JqagxRU

>>1664712
She and her generation are the reason we're like this.
Looks at the fucking immigration thats destroyed our countries.
Many london and paris schools are 1% white.
Think about how wrong that is.
They are outcasts in their own country.
Nowhere they belong. With no people around them.
We're fucked. This world is mad and we're blamed for not being mindless corporate drones.
So we dont want to slave away at a desk for the rest of our lives, so what?
It's wrong. Everything is wrong. Hundreds of years ago memebers of tribes and villages had roles to fill, roles. People to fight for, something to protect, a reason to work and live.
now we this.
Millions of niggers, sandcunts and traitors.
What is there to fight for?

>>1663101

then he arrests him and the guy wishes he had committed suicide

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>>1662738

>>1666664
Well shit, I just realised that the source is in the title. What have I become..

>>1665726
ru dumb

>>1666690
Do you go outside sometimes ?

>>1666208
This was beautiful

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i have Scitzoid personality disorder and this was the last thing to actually make me feel, just the photo with the soft music

just imagine seeing someone you love run around under the stars and they are free and happy as they can be

>>1666763
Slit your throat.

>>1663098

ouch. feels central

>>1666203
it's an insurance commercial. calm down.

>>1663008
damnit, marimo always gets me

>>1666773
>Anon, look! The stars are sideways.. Where do you think they're from? Where do they think they're from?

Best thread

>>1666771
no it wasn't. you're 13. get a job.

>>1666881
Fuck man.....

>>1666773
sauce on track plz

>>1666934
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=62IKzJqoeHY

>>1666944
mein negro, thanks

>>1663046
this is awesome
source?

>>1665553
>I'm thinking about cutting off contact with everyone before doing it. Hopefully they'll never know.

Anon that's infinitely worse.
Having a family member just up and disappear some day with no closure on if they're okay is something that nibbles at the greatest depths of one's psyche.
To kill yourself is to put your family through intense trauma that can eventually be recovered from,
To run off without ever being heard from again is to torture your family for the rest of their lives with worry and fear, and is much more liable to tear them apart than straight up suicide.

Pick your poison, either way you'd be hurting them gravely.

>>1666462
dude.
All memes aside, all w/e aside, your role in existence literally cannot be filled by someone else. There are billions of people in this world, idek how many people are born or die in a day but the fact is that whatever situation you find yourself in, your life is not an empty seat to be filled, it isn't a part in a song that anyone can play, it is your life. No one can "take your place" or "fill your role" because that would be their "role", not yours.

Whatever your life situation, only you can play your part. If the whole world is a stage and each man a player who struts and frets his hour upon the stage, then fret like you're the damn emperor, strut like no one else matters, give the world something to look back on and go "yeah, that's what I want my life to look like." Who gives a fuck if you're not a CEO of some fortune 500 or even a window washer. Make an impact in the lives of people around you, not by your deathm but by how people miss you when you aren't around, how people wish you were there to talk to, to shoot guns or shoot hoops with, to get high as fuck with and look at the stars at night with. If our lives are full of sound and fury, signifying nothing then make your sound and fury stand out through your interactions with others and when you die of old age or cancer or violent crime or hunger or some freak act of god, make people say " I wish Anon were here, they always knew the right thing to say, the perfect joke for any situation, the best advice about life and love."

Be a fucking legend in a tiny social circle and give people the hope you wish you had, the joy you wish you felt and the meaning you can't find for yourself. Death is not a solace, it is not your friend, it is not an answer. It is only the end of one phase of your existence.
T. some slightly drunk anon who wishes you Godspeed on your crazy journey.

>>1665409
>Some faggot shot him just because he felt like it
A nam vet who was declared %100 disabled due to his PTSD, depression, and bipolar, and a psychologist said he was most likely experiencing a flashback during the shooting.

>>1666881
Fuck dude, if he had just left like five minutes earlier.

>>1663064
>if i died and my friend did this and uploaded it to the internet for attention i'd cringe in my grave

>>1663090
God I hate the fanbase of this show. I liked it until the fans had to ruin it.

>>1663064
why record this and upload it

>>1666384
this webm and title makes me cry every time I watch it

>>1663090
Fun fact: The chemical he drinks lines up all of the ricks from every universe to the exact spot, he was going to wipe himself out entirely.

>>1667188
That just makes it hit harder.

>>1666881
So much for climbing the corporate ladder.

>>1663075
Holy shit...I was thinking that i got a thick skin...

That one got me good...

>>1665721
They learn English, champ

>>1667058
So now you hate it entirely?

>>1663067
hard feels man

>>1667188
What lead you to believe that?

>>1667058
It blows me away how much stock some of you guys put into the fans of something you like.

Just watch the show. I'm a huge fan of the show and I haven't crossed paths with any fucking internet groups who somehow like it enough to upset me.

>>1666692
this. in some countries it's actually illegal to try to commit suicide, especially if you do it on the railways so the family has to pay an absurd amount of fines and damage. no one cares about you or your feelings so just do it somewhere isolate.

>>1667058
Just enjoy the show without paying any attention to them, that's what I did.

>>1667167

Grieving is a strange process, man. Imagine the video blog where you share your thoughts with the world but your friend wasn't there to see it. He's not there to get a kick out of it and the shit you pull. He's not there when you get Bulls courtside tickets because of your videos. He's never gonna be with you. But you can record your graveside chat. Show the world what he meant to you and that he will never be forgotten.

He ain't there no more. But now everyone knows him and will never forget him.

>>1666384
fuck. i thought he would fix it. would have been a better ending.

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Everytime it gets me.

>>1666384
Man feels

Hey, I saw this thread for the same reason that a lot of you are here, to get in touch with the side of us we most often have to hide.

Just remember that its totally okay to feel this way. Suffering is part of life, you will always suffer. There is no way around it. I feel better since I realised that and made peace with it. It can work for you too, anon. Fighting your sadness because you think you shouldnt feel it doesnt help you, it makes everything worse.

Accept your pain and understand that you are just a flawed person like everyone else. You deserve to be happy, you just don't know how to be happy yet. Give it some time.

>>1665409
anyone got the murder footage?
It is pretty feelsy

>>1663085
which episode is this from?

>>1668667
season 7 episode 8

>>1664712
Nah, she's a cunt.
Just let people try to live their lives with that they can, goddamnit. Stupid hypocritical soccer mom.

>>1666993
I'm saving this.
Your work you not go completely unnoticed anon.

>>1663076
is it true that he said this some time after his wife died?

>>1663084
"Suicide doesn't stop the pain, it just transfers it"

>>1666336
great actor and great show

>>1666692
He'll probably just be involuntarily held in the hospital for 2-3 days because he is a danger to himself.

>>1662746
We define our fate. So we need to stay strong.

But:
born to late to explore our planet
born to early to explore the space
Only thing we can do is watch and make dank memes.

Make the world the memer place.

>>1666708
>10/10 would lay seed and grow old with.

>>1663076
Damn, Bob Ross is the man. He has been through a lot in life, but he still did paint. There is a lot of wisdom and life lessons in his recordings/show.

>>1662738
>>1665650
Sorry to burst your bubble but he was trying out his waterproof headphones.

>>1663079
Let the tears flow.

>>1666708
this is the face I make when I'm surrounded by ethnics as well

>>1666384
Can someone explain this to me? I see it often but I have no clue what's going on besides a guy who got fucked out of a race.

>>1669348

I thought it was his brother

>>1669399
You're goddamn right he is. As a kid I used to watch him on Sundays. Flash forward 15 years and I get a netflix account, and find out he's on there. Watched one just for fun and nostalgia, and then watched many more shortly after to get me through a bad period of a few weeks with lots of anxiety. He helps with anxiety

But not only that, now and then randomly mid-episode he'll throw out a little bit of wisdom that would hit me like a fucking bomb. I wish I could remember which episode or what he said, but there were mountains and he was talking about how we can make the painting whatever we wanted but the way he said it it was like an allusion to taking control of your life and making it what you want

>>1666336

>that hug

RIP Uncle Phil

>>1669560

I don't have the actual back story, but for one he's a driver not a mechanic, for two he's track side and not in a pit, doing what he can with basic tools like a screwdriver and pliers, which in all likelihood won't do shit to fix whatever the actual issues are with his car. Beyond that in the the time he's spent trying to fix the car he's beyond lost any chance he has at anything but last place, it's just that despite all that he's trying so hard just to get back out there. Maybe it was his first big shot, I don't know. It's just an example of heart winning over logic, he can't accept the loss

>>1666993
You'll probably won't see this, but you have a heart of gold anon. Thank you

>>1664274
Source on the song?

>>1669306
I agree. People should just do what makes them happy.

>>1666993
I'll be saving this. Thanx for your input bro, not the guy you responded to but this was cool to read. Best of wishes to you on your own journey.

>>1665433
this. guarantee you something like this is going through this kid's head.

>>1666256
true fact: this guy has an impeccable fashion sense

>>1667353
Yeah because throwing your body onto the rail tracks fucks up everyone else's life as well.

>>1662738
found sauce:

apparently that kid is always doing weird shit
https://twitter.com/melliinaa_/status/851660203577757696?lang=en

https://twitter.com/TortasoscarG

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Here's some music I wrote a while after some depressing shit happened in my life and I took it out in this autistic story I have had in my head since childhood, and had it as one of the characters dying, the main character's wife and mother of her children went on a mission to destroy a superweapon the enemy were building to destroy their home-city, and when they planted the charges she and her friend (the main character's mentor) get pinned down by gunfire after the rest of their soldiers get slaughtered. So he has to sit there and listen to her getting shot again, then again, then again while she is fighting off dozens of soldiers so they can't defuse the bombs, until she finally kills all of them. Then he drags her out of the complex into the trenches nearby, where she bleeds to death in his arms while looking up at the stars.

It's pretty autistic but it gives me feels. I am hoping to write more music for some of the other sad parts in the story. I listened to The Art of Dying Alone by Bvdub while driving home from that, after imagining it, looking out at the lights across the water, and just how huge and empty and cold the world is, and I felt this profound and beautiful sadness that made me happy to be alive. It's difficult to explain.

>>1666993
Beautiful, Anon, keep fighting the good fight.

>>1666993
feels, thanks anon

>>1666773
>just imagine seeing someone you love run around under the stars and they are free and happy as they can be
haha just have to find someone who loves me back first :)

>>1663090
I hate this faggot show and the people who enjoy it.

>>1666690
>we're blamed for not being mindless corporate drones
I would gladly be a corporate drone if it meant supporting and coming home to a decent pure hearted girl that loves me. Too bad their generation ruined that too.

Dehumanize yourself and prepare for bloodshed.

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>>1668646

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OC

>>1662746
is this the banana of feels threads

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=S7zHZrcHdxg

>>1663090
and thats why you use gnome over unity

>>1670817
Such a sad story

>>1666773
you'd think someone with schizoid personality disorder would know how to fucking spell it.

>>1663085
This seriously pisses me off because the Simpsons will never be this good again

>>1666992
>>1665553
Youve both got it wrong

You make your family hate you, so they wont be sad when you're dead

rape your cousin or get caught with cp or something, then kill yourself in jail

>>1663073
E
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F U C K I N G

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>>1671135
You not having a good day there? You can let it out we'll listen

>>1665116
No Takei has a squeaky low-test liberal chink voice

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>>1671048

>>1663099
why tho?

>>1666690
I feel like /pol/ has poisoned almost every board on 4chan. It seems to have made anons believe they're part of a group that they were never welcome to in the first place. At what point did 4chan start worshipping chads?

>>1671072
thanks anon.

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>>1666993
drunk posting is inspirational posting friends

>>1671698
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mMMLoCh-m-E song cover source if you want it

>>1663099
Oddly inspirational

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>>1663098
fuck

>>1663064
>tfw no one will ever do this if you ever died

>>1672034
shit. thanks, been searching for it quite some time

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>>1663098
BAWWWWW

>>1663099
I'll miss herzog when he's gone

>>1669405
Caring more about his waterproof headphones is freedom.

>>1666708
She realizes what a vain and unhealthy industry she is in.

>>1663073
fuck. im giggling maniacally do bury my grief

>>1672181
Record themselves to ask for attention on the internet at your own expense?

>>1667019
wrong
He taunted kyle before shooting him and you can even hear him chuckle as he delivers the killing shot and drives away

He tried his bullshit PTSD argument but was sentenced to death. God knows the fucker had some demons but he didn't need to take them out on some deputy for a speeding ticket

>>1663090
This show is a giant hunk of shit.

>>1666336
Fuck this show and the fucking faggots that pretend to like it. Will Smith and his shitty family can fuck right off.

>>1662738
Hmm. This high school seems familiar.

>>1670817
I just want you to know that this was a really lovely post and I hope you keep writing and keep playing because its things like this that keep me coming back to this site.

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>>1669381
I hear ya.

>>1672406
Wrong. He was screaming like a mad man during the gun fight. The guy was a war vet from nam.
see>>1670985
This is not the behavior or a sane person.

>>1671698
>tfw I missed out on all of this

>>1666666

>>1663079
That song is so beatiful

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>>1663046
>you're not living your life the way I want you to, so I'm going to try to make you feel like a piece of shit or a full minute and a half
People like this need to be euthanized.

>>1663046
isn't this the dudes mom who burst into his room when he was making a tutorial on how to play guitar?

>>1666881

He was telling her what office they were in like there was a chance they would be found and rescued. fuck

god damn this board is full of faggot redditors

>>1669639
its hard to say goodbye

>>1663099
"I never saw it fail to get a laugh."

>>1663046
Sauce?

>>1663098
that's the stuff

>>1672447
Thanks man. Same for me, these feels posts make sifting through all the trolling crap worth it.

>>1663076
>I'm waiting on the good times now

That hit me like a truck.

>>1669560
>>1669605
His entire life lead up to this moment just to have it fall apart.

>>1663095
I honestly thought it couldn't get much worse after watching the first dashcam, but, I was very wrong.

To think all of this, and many situations like this one, stemmed from a shitty war that ruined the lives and families of thousands of soldiers.

God have mercy on the souls of these men.

>>1672537
>This is not the behavior or a sane person.
He was a vet from vietnam with PTSD

>>1670999
song sauce?

>>1667167
It's from a different era of youtube when attention whoring or vidblogging wasn't a thing. barely anyone posted vids back then really.

MrChiCity was his name iirc

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>>1663084

stuff like this reminds me of the end of Control

say what you want about the film but that haunting scream of someone finding that their husband has hanged himself is horrific

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i dont know why but every time i hear this it makes me feel

Don't have the webm but 40:11 will break you.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KtrFcJjUIQ4&feature=youtu.be&t=40m11s

>>1673782
Gorillaz - Busted and Blue

>>1670986
do it right faggot

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This is how Western Society will die.
Maybe I'm just autistic. Gives me feels though...

>>1670817
Do you man, I kinda like it

>>1670817
It would be awesome to read a backstory leading up to it, the name of factions, what the conflict is about, you got something here, just keep up with ideas big guy

>>1669605
If he had managed to just drive to the box, his mechanics could have fixed it.

>>1674242
>makes a good point about how capitalism can't exist with a socialized lower class

Yes, I like this, excellent

>"The big bad capitalists and the banks are undermining muh workers"

Maybe if the workers weren't stay-at-home NEETs suckling on the teet of the state, this wouldn't be a problem? Minsky needs a bullet redistributed to him, that's all.

>>1665431
>>1665527
>>1667058
>>1670931
Stop samefagging you fucking retard

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2tV06iIPJ-M
>seen 10 times
>cry every time

>>1666993
no homo this post choked me up and made my eyes water a bit

no homo

>>1670910
:')

>>1673868
Great fuckig movie m8.

>>1663090
this show is good
fight me irl fagets

>>1674631
>projecting this hard against poor people

>>1663079
This is so sad

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>>1674545
Okay let me try to explain as best I can... when I was in the second grade I started using twigs and bits of broken pencil as star ships and imagining rocks and trees around the playground as cities... later on I imagined the school was a huge complex the enemy created as their base. I called the good guys "the whos" after the creatures in Dr. Seuss and the bad creatures "the lice" because we were always being checked for head lice. Even back then I knew it was autistic and weird, so I never did any of it at home. The end of elementary school was the "whos" finally blowing up the louse fortress (the school) which was the size of a mountain range on my scale. Then after middle school (which was basically a repeat), the main character's son succeeded him as leader, went to a tree outside my house which was really a miles-tall city of the whos, and could withstand years of siege. Then I ripped off a ton of shit from dune and there were epic quests I imagined during family vacations. I have this all written out in about 560 pages of prose, I haven't worked on it in a while but I will go back to it soon. I can't even finish writing the entire story there is so much plot. Right now I am trying to decide on whether or not to explore a 'renegade lice" storyline where one louse with a name like "watcher" or some noun shit like that turns on his conditioning and switches sides, and whether or not I should resurrect a dead character with ancient tech. I am 23 now and I still imagine this story in my head from time to time, not always directly but I am aware of what is going on in the world.

I could explain more but like I said it is very autistic.

>>1666690
I have to say, as much as I hate /pol/, they are incredibly good at shoehorning their shitty rhetoric into literally any kind of discussion, regardless of how irrelevant and misinformed it is.

Like we're talking about NEET losers getting told off by their mum, and suddenly it's all about how "muh brown people" are ruining society.

Go jerk off to more crusader hentai.

>>1671296
>I feel like /pol/ has poisoned almost every board on 4chan

This so much, basically all of my favorite boards have been taken over by their non-sense. I know that 90% of it is satirical/trolling, but that doesn't make it any less annoying

also
>At what point did 4chan start worshipping chads?

Don't use neckbeard buzzwords like that, it makes you seem like one of those preteen losers over on /r9k/

>>1663098
I actually cried. Fuck

>>1666993
Fuck now I'm sobbing. Thank you so much for writing this

>>1671135
this is objectively the best advice

literally Batman TDK: make them hate you so it's easier for them
or don't do it and live like everyone else does

>>1663073
>work in hospital, more specifically in the ER
>80% of patients are 65+ year olds
>just the other day I bond with a retired artist who used to draw for newspapers
>he was so happy I kept him company he drew something for me, kept giving me /tv/ advice and criticizing recent movies
>he even puts in a good word for me with a qt nurse and tries to be all paternal and supportive
>day right after there's this Alzheimer dude who remembers nothing, has a moment of clarity all of a sudden and realizes his wife is dead, cries his fucking eyes out while holding my hand
>this week another childless grandpa comes in, tells me about WWII, tells me about his life, gives me a few tips about Chess because he was good at it
>he was so happy to be able to share his experience with someone, he's so lonely
I don't get it. I come from a muslim country where people live with their children until they die, they literally see their grandchildren everyday. The never feel alone, hell they even get to have enough of them sometimes.
How can so many people end up like this ? I really don't get this culture.

>>1675598
>I don't get this culture
Then go back friend.

>>1675600
Trust me, I'm working on it.

>>1672181
>if you ever died
You think you gonna live forever or something?

>>1666692

Not unless the guy actually committed a crime. Suicide is not illegal in North Carolina (This happened in Raleigh). Standard procedure for this is an involuntary commitment order if the subject will not commit themselves, which will usually last 48-72 hours. Longer if there is not a doctor available to evaluate them.

[spoiler]I'm a police officer in NC, about an hour from this scene.[/spoiler]

>>1663079
lol we did this...

>>1673463
the laughs ruin it...

>>1666993
first tear in a while.

>>1675600
He pointed out a real flaw in the culture and all you can do double down?

>>1675522
i like this
tell me more

>>1673977
goddamn it

>>1673463
there are no laughs in the original scene.

>>1666462
You're a good kiddo, people really don't want you gone, just trust me on it...please

>>1676521
>>1666993
Anon... I was the original guy, I had just read this. Jesus christ this has got me hard. I'll try to keep going, thank you a ton <3

>>1663090
hahaha i love this show its edgy, and still underground. i fucking love it..cant waait to show this to my friends :)

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Feels every time.

>>1663098
Why the fuck did that give me a boner?

>>1664709
We all, in some way, want the world to know how we feel. Some people don't know how to do that. Some people might record themselves alone while they're at their most vulnerable because they can't be vulnerable around anyone else.

We all want the world to know how we feel, because we're not robots.

I'm not a robot.

>>1666926
>you're 13. get a job.
Something doesn't match here i think

>>1666208
Song sauce?, the second part with the woman vocals

>>1667167
>>1664709
If you watch the whole video he posted it cause his fans asked him to open up and talk about his struggles and personal life. Its the only video on his channel like that.

>>1662738
>I love all who are like heavy drops falling one by one out of the dark cloud that lowers over man: they herald the coming of the lightning, and perish as heralds.

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>>1675782
There's so much.... I actually do have a blog I made just to have all this stuff saved online somewhere, search "whos and lice" on google and it should be one of the first results.

I guess the best way to describe this world would be, imagine the world as it is, except about 1,000 to 5,000 times larger. Strip away cars and most buildings, and roads too most likely. Basically just a huge world where things are thousands of times larger than normal: forests of trees miles tall, etc... because a lot of the world I ignored in my fantasies. I liked radio towers, though, and I always imagined them as huge "citadel" towers for the lice. Some of them were railguns that launched shells into orbit to come crashing back down tens of thousands of miles away. That's the weapon that Trielle (the character bleeding to death in the original video I posted) died trying to stop. Her husband, Orion, was the son of Peter and Emily, who were the original characters I came up with when I was in elementary school. They were clean-cut default action heroes in a lot of ways, attractive, intelligent Mary Sues. I had to graft flaws onto them later on. There was a lot of ret-conning I did for the story later on because a lot of what I came up with when I was little was retarded. I mean, "whos" and "lice" are pretty retarded names for races, to be fair, but I couldn't change them because they were too ingrained. I came up with explanations for the names later on, but ... it'll always be a rough fit. For a long time this story was really just an autistic habit. I'd walk to the mall and imagine walking through the parking lot as a fighter attack, weaving between siege cruisers looming in the area around the massive "fortress" they were attacking (the mall). Or years later when I took a walk after work through the college nearby, listening to music and imagining a battle I'd been building up to for months where several main characters were killed.

>>1676659
sauce on music is
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bEQtkLNTmRs

>>1663067
>clicked
>heard the music
>saw the Asian girl
>nippitynobbitynopeson

>>1665431
>>1665527
>>1667058
>>1670931
>>1672417
>>1676558
https://youtu.be/cxo0pSNYMXE

>>1663079
that hit like a truck,
even though i saw it coming.

>>1666690
I know this feel anon, don't let the detractors get you down, most of them just don't know any better.
>there is no "we" anymore
>it's us and them now

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jHPwAEW9E4w

>>1666993
saved.
shit son next time im drinking, im going to toast to you anon.

>>1662743
Damn, i really liked this song, then i heard the rest of it..

>>1676955
Damn fine, thanks man i really needed something like it.

>>1666384
music source?

>>1674631
>im going to win the lottery, c-capitalism is the still the b-best!

someone put this song on a vid
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0nXDETMYLCU

>>1666993

Thanks, anon

>>1667188
Source on that?

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>>1666690
>mfw fell for the uni meme
>mfw fell for the London meme
>mfw left my cozy coastal town for 3 years at a <5% whie university
>mfw 3 years of hardcore depression and complete 180 in politics, parents like this all throughout whenever I visited

>mfw they no longer question me after sitting through 3 hours of graduation, with name after name after name from africa, middle east or india.
Now they just ask me how I put up with it and why I didn't leave.
For the record, I make it a point to never bring up /pol/ stuff outside of /pol/, I don't even use 4chan's /pol/, but I do sometimes reply if someone else brings stuff up like this. London has fallen, and the west is falling

>>1666993
>Be a fucking legend in a tiny social circle and give people the hope you wish you had, the joy you wish you felt and the meaning you can't find for yourself.

Thank you anon, today I feel a little bit better

>>1663076
his wife died quite shortly before he recorded this video

im too lazy to kill my self

>>1677956
well.... I guess that's a good thing.....

>>1673463
Faggot

>>1677865
Literally can't even fucking imagine the US where London is the national average. I know they live in closed off communities separated outside of cities but jesus.

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>>1666773
The thing that gets me about this one is that when I finally found the source on the music a long time ago, it turned out to be some random guy, not famous at all, just improvising on his piano.
To me at least, this is just amazing. It's one of the most strangely emotional and touching pieces I've ever heard. I would have believed it was Satie or Debussy, but no its just a fairly talented man alive right now.
Brilliant.

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>filmed in 2011

>>1678679
Reminds me of my doggo. She's dead now.

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>>1662738
The rain doesn't bother you when you already don't feel anything.

>>1663090
MORTY GODS NOT REAL

>>1678837
It's always sad, but you must remember that dogs are ephemeral beings and their lives were always limited to ten short years or so. Just remember, that for that short time you made every moment of their life happy because they were able to spend it with you.

>>1671698
I'm gonna come clean here.

I did not have a childhood. I flat out did not have one. My parent's home schooled me up to 9th grade, and I did pretty much jack shit as a child except stay inside and read books, watch TV, and play computer games.I didn't have a crappy childhood or a boring childhood, I did not have one. If you ask me what I did as a 11 year old, or an 8 year old, or even a 13 year old, the only thing I would be able to tell you is I went to a summer camp this X year, or played Y public sport, and that was my only social interaction for the year. I of course had a crappy high school experience too, as I went to one of the most rigorous private Catholics in my region, had shitty social skills, and lacked enough background knowledge/study discipline. So HS a complete write off

And why was I homeschooled? My parent's thought I'd be diagnosed with ADHD and thought it would be a phony diagnosis/a disgrace to the family. It's funny because just this morning I went and talked to my college counselor about this, and how I've always had a deep underlying fear of having ADHD/Autism, and she was able to tell me she is 95% sure I don't have either. But she does think I'm missing out on a lot of social skills because I never picked them up as a child and ergo need to start taking group therapy classes

I lost my childhood, my high school life, and even possibly my future from lack of social aptitude because my parents were too God damn vain to let a child of theirs possibly have ADHD.

It's funny. I'm in a fraternity right now, had a steady girlfriend (I broke it off), and I have really good grades with excellent prospects. But something keeps drawing me back to this site... back to these damn cartoon frogs and Nazi webms, and I can't seem to shake it. You guys were here for me in my worst years, and now in my best I'm here with you

I wonder if anyone else in my fraternity had a midlife crisis thinking they had undiagnosed ADHD or autism. Probably not.

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>>1663098
There is truly no nobler of suffering than suffering for a better future. I respect beyond measure anyone who would go to hell and back for someone who will never appreciate the cost.

>>1677616
brown ppl aren't the cause of misery in your life, you are.

>>1662738
Are there any webm's of storycorps videos?
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OZ_15XjYssY
They always make me tear up.

>>1679024
my condolences anon. im sorry you were dealt such a shit hand. you did not deserve it.

>>1663084
He was loved.

>>1671698
>tfw had all of this and more
>completely overshadowed by being a poorfag with depressed alcoholic parents

You can never win man.

>>1679024
It is really nothing you could not salvage anon, hang that whole "broken beyond repair" mindset on the fucking nail. You can not have everything you want and you have an anon here who envies you for your childhood, because mine consisted of perpetual violence. I am certainly not happy that I got to experience the whole spectrum of public schooling and you should not miss it.
You did not lose your damn future, you said yourself that there is nothing wrong with you and others are obviously telling you the same. What you do here right now borders on humble bragging. Seriously, get the fuck out there and have a good life you fucking norman, you do not belong here and it is good that way.

>>1670719
I remember a story about some asshole who parked his truck infront of a train to kill himself, but got cold feet and ran away at the last second. The train hit the truck and killed a shit ton of passengers. I don't feel I have the right to judge suicidal people, but they could atleast have the decency to do it in a way that won't fucking cause problems for people.

>>1669306
If she "just let him live his life", he'd be homeless and destitute. She lets him live under her roof.

>>1678947
I'm gonna remake this into a Cold DNB track

>>1670817
Timothy.

>>1679297
i wanna hear it

>>1663064
every fucking time

>>1662738
hes just a fat kid trying to be different, fuck him

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>>1666773
>tfw you will never walk amongst the stars

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WSuMXlkd5jQ

Requesting the "Tears in Rain" monologue from Blade Runner so I can have it saved as a webm, thanks.

>>1663046
I've heard this before a song, inimical? Or just added in to the begging

>>1675598
People are short sighted fools now who couldn't care less about the future. If it isn't going to happen within 15 years it's not something to bother worrying about. This extends to keeping care of the elderly. The concept of "treat people who you want to be treated" doesn't apply to old people. You aren't going to be old any time soon, are you?
It really is a sad state of affairs.

>>1671135
>>1666992
>>1665553

Damn you guys are stupid, you have to think next level, layer the deception.

The key to killing yourself without your family being bummed out is to make it look like it wasn't suicide at all.

Go diving out of an airplane and "fail" to deploy your parachute or go fight ISIS is Syria. You will undoubtedly get killed but your family will think you died as a hero.

>>1671296
>>1675538
When every single board is espousing the same stuff, maybe it's time to realise it's not the /pol/ boogeyman and it's simply how the majority of 4chan feels.

>>1679541
Anon, please. You're making way too much sense for these people.

>>1666384
Car's 75 laps into the Le Mans 24 hour race. Le Mans rules state you can't go further than a "short walk" from your car. The car was doing some serious good lap times and got knocked out by some dickbag not paying attention. Racer tried to fix the car for 2 hours before having to give up.

>>1679427
This is a complete long shot but does anybody have a torrent for the original trilogy? Preferably not fucking raped by George Lucas's "Special Editions".

>>1679564
You can use tpd to find the despecialized editions. They're like 50 gb a piece though. Or just shell out $50 and buy a bootleg bluray set off of eBay.

>>1663064
how'd he die?

>>1679300
Timothy who?

>>1672901
shit, that voice sounded so familiar

>>1666336
Posting this is practically cheating.

Fuck you for making me re-watch that, anon.

>>1677655
River flows in you.

>>1666666
test

>>1666208
I always find this really funny. It really doesn't seem to be a feels thing.

>>1677865
How does the ethnicity of the people around even affect you?

>>1662738
I read that as a good feels thread. I was like wtf is wrong with you people, but now it makes sense.

>>1679685
It's Herzog. The same guy in the Penguin documentary and that one episode of Rick and Morty where Jerry is asked to give his dick away so the alien equivalent of Gandhi can have a new heart.

>>1678973
I know. She lived a happy life. I still miss her.

Probably the only time an sfm has made me sad inside.
https://youtu.be/gQNx0yvnMRQ

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>>1671698
The wistful feelings this induces are quite potent.

>>1680630
How old are you anon? It's still possible to experience a lot of that later in life.

>>1680634
I'm 21, had it pretty good (by autist standards) until I left school. I wish I had savoured it.
Kinda feel like it's more downhill from here as the flaws I've accumulated now start to tick away until it all ends for one reason or another.

Maybe I'm just being a faggot though, it's hard to tell.

>>1680641
Hey anon, hang in there. I turn 21 in 10 minutes and I haven't experienced any of that shit either. I finally started making friends the past few months, and I'm actually doing stuff with them (not tomorrow, my birthday just makes me sad) which feels so weird to me. Like I've been missing out on so much. Nothing makes me happier than socializing with people but I'm not very good at it.

Do you work? Do you want to go back to school? Meeting people, especially friends fucking is so hard. The people I talk to now are the first I've had in probably 10 or 11 years.

I hope that I get closer to people this year, and maybe even get a girlfriend for the first time ever.

Let's both keep our chins up and strive to do our best. It's going to be okay anon. I believe in you.

>>1674631
>nigger

>>1680648
>Nothing makes me happier than socializing with people but I'm not very good at it.
I feel that. I think close relationships with people is probably the best way to get satisfaction from life.
The reason I come to threads like this knowing I'll be sad is because it's just nice to feel any strong emotion sometimes.

>Do you work? Do you want to go back to school?
I dropped out of uni and have been essentially a NEET for about a year. Being in my room the entire time only amplified the flaws that made me drop out and stops me doing anything further. A self fulfilling prophecy of being a trash person.

I'm really glad you're starting to feel those feels anon. I sincerely wish you all the best in your endeavour.

Also.
Happy Birthday anon.
I hope it's not as sad as your expectations.

>>1678755
Still can't stand em. No sense to be made

>>1679532
Or just find a reason to live.

>>1680198
Just the idea that you couldn't understand something so simple is fucking mind-boggling, like you only have a conception of people as individual cogs meant only to perform a job-function and then die.

>>1675598
God damn man that shit made me tear up. When my grandmother passed away 2 years ago it was in a hospital room surrounded by family. But I could help but think about all the poor souls that don't have that privilege. The old folks whose kids are ingrate pieces of shit. Or the ones who outlived their families. You are a good person Anon. I agree this country forgot the faces of their fathers. And they did it willingly.

>>1675600
And that's the reason this country is in the state we are in. Because of shit mentality like this. I hope it's not so easy for you when you stuff your elderly in a home to die. Then again you probably already have.

>>1663090
that was a cool moment until the shitty music kicked in

>>1665277
Another reason why I want to kill myself. At least the knowledge that someone actually cared.

>>1681746
this is gonna sound gay
but you should be thankful someone cares for you
when time passes long enough you'll look back to where you came from i assure you

>>1681767
M8 I've got depression, at the very least. I will bounce back and then I'll fall into it again. Though I pretty much always want to kill myself. It's just that when the bad times come I fantasize about it, maybe even pull out all the meds I've got layin around and just look at them, contemplating.

I know I'll kill myself someday, it's just whether or not that day will be today. Since summer is here and I don't have a job to keep myself busy it'll probably be sometime in the next few months. Summers are always the worst.

>>1680906
lmao

>>1663084
Thank you, anon. Haven't laughed this hard in a long time.

>>1663076
fukk i cried

>>1663082
i miss sagan

nye and tyson are trash compared to him and feynman

>>1666993
>you're unique
>'just bee yourself'
>you're a special little snowflake and nobody could ever replace you
>all these people reacting with overly emotional bullshit

I want Reddit to leave.

>>1682774
Holy shit, sauce?

>>1680921
I have no idea how you could come to that conclusion. Do you think it's impossible for people to relate to someone because they're foreign? One of my best friends is Vietnamese.

>>1682956
>Filename

>>1682501
As if your "(dont)look at me" edgy trenchcoat wearing "life is cruel" emo act is any better.

>>1675746
>>1676476
>>1678137
I'm pretty sure the laughter track was added in to lighten up the scene, since its a comedy show.

>>1681746
knowledge you won't have because you will be fucking dead

>>1678973
funny, a person I know had her cat suppressed yesterday, it was 23 years old, as old as me, it has not moved or eaten in 4 days from her sofa, would barely drink and barely breath.

>>1677642
No kidding.

>>1675598
Often times, it's not because we're callous or uncaring. When my grandparents were my age, they could make a decent living where I grew up. As a result, most of their family lived within walking distance in the suburbs of Massachusetts. But now, to make a decent living and do what I like doing, I have to be closer to a city. So I'm forced to choose between close to my family and doing what I enjoy. And I'm lucky because I have that choice. Some people have to move away from their families just to be able to do anything.