tfw no gf

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>>1268163

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>>1268166
This is the best feeling....I miss this.

>>1268645
Really? That looks really awkward

All I got is old porn I made with my ex. Now I'm pretty much forever alone. Ever have those extremely realistic dreams, and they always involve the opposite sex, and your brain somehow recreates the same insane hormonal and chemical adrenaline like feeling/rush you get when you were in love? And then you wake up and think, 'shit thats what it felt like, I had completely forgotten that feeling existed.' and then your forced to trudge through the rest of the day thinking about how you wished you hadn't dreamed that, as now all you can do is think about what you're missing, what you dont have, and what you probably will never have. That happened to me today. It sucked.

>>1268163
https://youtu.be/5jqv5Xx4MIQ
Yo op, i made that beat and that vid i didnt know there was a webm of it

>>1268165
Is that a bruised eye I spot?

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>>1268165
Anyone know the song in the background?

Also here's a webm

this is a depressing thread... guess ill share my depressing story

(1/?)

>Be me about four years ago, 12
>literally the autist of the school
>Had an old lady take me out of class to calm me down when i was triggered
>Keep in mind that i was born with the left hand of a month old embyro (Pic related)
>In last year of primary school, year six
>There were two year six classes
>Nearing end of year
>Teachers gather us up and tell us about an end of school play which we get to write
>Wizard of oz wins by majority vote
>A few weeks later they round us up again
>they ask for a raise of hands as they list off all of the characters involved
>lolnope.jpg
>Best friend gets the job of sound technician, we'll call him sound guy
>luckly i go unnoticed
>Next day we start deciding which songs to sing in the play
>The CD is weird and has songs start right after the next, so sound guy has trouble

finding it
>TheChanceHasCome.PPI
>stand up and walk over to the stereo
>Look like a bad ass as i find the songs needed
>Replace sound guy
>also help a lot with the lighting
>Known as the computer wizz
>Ego through the roof

>>1270708
pic wont load, search amniotic band in google images and its similar to the one with small balls of skin

>>1270708
(2/?)

Fast forward about a month.

>Two weeks until play
>Ego now in space because everyone respects me
>Like a 7/10 grill
>we'll call her dorothy because there were two in the play and she was one of them
>one night decide to ask her out
>Do it over text cuz im beta
>chat for a bit before her mom comes into her room and tells me to leave her alone whilst

she sleeps
>k
>She's back on the phone
> "Anon, could you meet me at the school at 8:00? please, we have to talk"
>Oshit.jpg
>school starts at 8:45
>Have lazy mother that wont arrive untill 8:40 (had to run to class every morning)
>say i'll try, but no promises.
>next day.
>arrive at 8:40 as usual
>didn't see her (Separate class rooms)
>skip to lunch time
>holding tray getting mash potatoes slopped into it when sound guy came up next to me and

said
>"anon, dorothy said she doesn't like you anymore"
>what
>Tell him ok and off he goes
>lunch ends and im shaking
>didn't see her for the rest of the day
>every rehersal I would steal a glance at her, when she looked back i got a pang of about

to fall off a chair
>this happened a few times
>Mfw my first relationship didn't last more than twelve hours
>Performance night
>performance was alright, nothing special
>Year ends and we get our grades for our SATS and still no talk
>Maths-2a
>English-2c
>Science-4b
>Fuck
>get heart brake for about a week
>Feelsbadman

>>1270711

(3/?)

skip summer holiday because irrelivent.
slightly less autistic this year, no need to take me out of lessons.

>next year in new school
>"This is it anon, a new school, a new chance to change my reputation"
>did it fuck
>Four or five months go by quite slowly, like this new grill that we will get to later,
but lets focus on our new subject, Melon
>Melon was a nice grill, tall and smart
>one day get a message out of nowhere
>"Hey anon"
>convo starts there
>after about five minutes of talk i get
>"I used to like you"
>beta so just reply with
>"yeah, me too"
>three texts later I ask her out
>"Ok"
>Ego rising
>skip to next day
>Saturday so I cant see her
>made plans with friends to meet at town park goto the cinima
>Arrive before friends because i live five seconds away
>park has a huge spider web thing
>"That'll make a nice picture"
>Climb to the top and take a picture to send to newly found gf
>message back saying
>"Cool bye"
>get another text a few minutes later saying
>"We need to talk"
>It's happaning
>"Can we just be friends not going out .., no hard feelings"
>Beta AS FUCK, reply with
>"ok"
>Another text
>"No hard feelings"
>"So your dumped"
>Mfw it happened again
>Mfw movie ruined because of broken heart
>Mfw BOTH of my relationships haven't lasted longer than twelve hours
>Get suicidal at the thought of that, for about three minutes
>next day she texts a simple
>"hi"
>ignored

skip next few weeks

>The new grill that i liked, i had liked almost since the start of year 7
>everyday we would talk and mess about in kind of love hate way
>Winter before Melon was on the scene i had a fantasy of new grill coming behind me and
hugging me out of nowhere
>fag

>>1270717

(4/?)


>skip to year nine and our playfulness increases.
>Still havn't asked her though
>nearing to years end, we stop interacting as often
>year ends and didn't do anything
>that summer I had had enough of the bullshit and asked her to never talk to me again
>lose interest in her
>year 10 starts and girls are completely off my mind
>Also autism has 95% gone
>Come to the conclusion that relationships are pointless and only end in pain
>october(2015) comes around and im led in bed one night
>suddenly, an image of new grills friend apperes in my head, Yotsuba B for lack of a better name
>fuck she's beutiful
>Morals kick in and im up all night whilst my mind and subconscious goto war
>subconscious is winning, mind admits defeat and decides that the infactuation will pass.
>It didn't

>>1270721

(5/5)

>The date is 19/08/2016 and im still in love with that girl

>anyway
>2016
>Feburary, i think

>have no previous affiliation with her
>No way to start a convosation for fear of rejection
>one day, however, whilst we were lining up in our form groups, she turns to me out of nowhere and asks
>"Oh, are you in my form group anon?"
>she knows my name
>she talked to me
>what. the. fuck.
>the 5% remaining autism is back in full swing as i think about a response
>all i can muster is a simple, quiet
>"Yes"
>im internally screaming at myself to talk more with her, then one question comes into mind
>ABOUT WHAT!!!!
>shit
>the bell rings and we are let inside the class room
>chance missed
>That night i message her saying "did you really not know that i was in your form?"
>get a
>"Yep, i'm stupppidddd"
> followed by two cry-laugh emojies and a response
>cry myself to sleep
>one night had heart ache over the want to be with her

>skip to august 25th
>no interaction has occured, at all...
>we get our results for the science GCSE we did.
>C
>Notbad.png
>See this as an opportunity to start conversation.
>"hi"
>"Hello?......."
>"Quick question, what did you get for your result?"
>"A shit: C (cry laugh emoji)"
>"Me too"
>she sends a gif saying "I request the highest of fives!"
>and that was it, the conversation ended, just like that...

>same day went to secondary best friend's house because i was down and he was down about his grade
>Nigger askes Yotsuba B's best friend if Yotsuba B liked me
>Fucking nigger
>she replies
>"I'll ask her, but she's almost with someone from another school, they both like each other but they won't ask each other out, but I'll ask her opinion"
>Fuck my life
>AcceptanceIsTheFirstStageToEnlightenment

>current day
>depressed and lonely
>Tfw no gf

>>1270708
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>>1270725

Sorry the text file kind of fucked up but oh well

>>1270434
>Welcome to the NHK
My nigga

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Sauce plz

>>1269598
Hang in there bud. I know that life, you aren't alone

>>1268165
I must admit, I did not like this webm at first, but it grew on me.

>>1275308
Where's the fucking audio you piece of SHIT!

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>>1268165
Reminds me of this

>>1269172

It's awkward because you can tell she's not feeling it and on top of that she has to act for the camera. It is completely different IRL where there's no pressure from a lens in your face. I miss it the most out of anything having a gf gets you

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>>1270411
OP here. Yeah somebody made a webm of it and I used it for this. The beat sounds like vaporwave btw

>>1277617
fuckin love this show

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>>1268163
Same QT

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>>1281450
Wrong one i meant this one...still a qt3.14 tho

>>1275308
source?

>>1275308
>Pete literally cannot stop fucking every ugly how that wanders into his field of vision
>All while this gorgeous, lovely, loyal specimen is at home, alone and unfucked

Man fuck Pete Campbell.

wat is ur fav gf?

>>1288340
/fit/gf

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test

Shit thread.