Crippling Depression

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>>1153782

>>1153782
source?

Only faggots get depressed lmao

>>1153961
+1 loool

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>>1153782

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>>1153782

>>1153782
This aint no tumblr. Get sick somewhere else faggot

>>1154194
Dam that hit really hard

>>1154235
this

Crawling In My Skin!!!!!

>>1154380
what is this from?

It's so frustrating living with depression and having to hide it from others. I don't dare to tell my closest friends for fear that they wouldn't think of me the same again. I also don't dare tell my employer for fear that they won't trust me with company assets or any promotion aspects. The only place I have to talk about it is anonymously on the internet.

>>1155287
its just a phase, you'll get over it.

>>1155299
I'm 34 years old. I've struggled with depression since I was probably 14 or 15. But thanks for the typical reaction. I should just get up and go outside, right?

>>1154972
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CVITzKHZhw0

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>>1154194

he's crying because of how good the game is.... right?

.......right?

>>1155307
kek
My favourites are:
>get scented candles
>go for a walk
>go lift bro
>get a gf

In my experience, friends definitely help out; having someone you can 'talk nonsense' to is always a big help. I only have one friend like that who I've had since I was 15, but that's mostly because I don't get along with most people.
Another thing that helped me was starting powerlifting. Once you start making consistent progress your confidence picks up a lot. Do SS+GOMAD if you're just starting.

And of course, women always fuck up your mood so maybe stick to prostitutes if you're feeling especially neurotic; one relationship I had when I was 26 set me back about 7 years in terms of emotional stability.

Despite those things I'm still chronically depressed however, I have found that it is definitely a character issue; in my experience it was growing up in a single-mother home that screwed me over.

Hang in there bruv, there's always anonymous imageboards

You know where to go!
http://tumblr.com/tagged/depression

>>1155307
Dude, nobody gives a shit. If you are hanging around threads like these then you'll never get healthy. So it is basically your own fucking fault.

>>1154183
Did he ever get an answer?

>>1155824
He's crying because he is realizing how much it sucks to play sonic with an arcade stick

>>1155299
>>1156021

Why are you even in this thread mate? You think you've got it all figured out and that your advice is useful? Your advice is shit, just like your understanding of depression.

>>1154194
the whole show is a super depressing watch. fucking sad when people go to jail wrongly. forgot the name tho.....

>>1154194
what's this from?

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>>1153951
Wir Kinder vom Bahnhof Zoo

>>1159939
rectify

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can someone link me good piano songs like this >>1154383

does this count as feels music?
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uIO5cDIYVwg

>>1155927
> in my experience it was growing up in a single-mother home that screwed me over.
yep you can count me in on that one

>>1160121
olafur arnalds

>normalfags pretending they can be depressed thread
why must they latch onto everything?

Sounds like you are more angry than depressed. Contribute or get out. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0kYc55bXJFI

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=V1zFeHJzS5E

m8 i been homebound fo allmost 2 years now. but still i feel im crawling out of that dark place im allmost starting to enjoy life agien. but never forget the only one that can bring about change is you, now get to it fag

>>1155287
your doing the opposite of what you should its no wonder you are still depressed talk to your friends about it. my dad had suffered with depression since he had kids when he was 18 and he struggled with it for about 20 years before he actually started talking about it and since then hes got allot better. open up to your friends that you trust chances are they understand or have had some depression in there life 1 in 4 people do suffer with it at some point

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wallowing in your own depression is pretty bad which is why i am posting cute

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talk to your friends and family about your problems it really helps, if you have none to talk too you have something you can work on start talking to people online join gaming community's or omegle you will meet like minded people pretty quick

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not sitting around and just wallowing in it is the first thing they teach you in therapy. That and write down your issues its allot easier to deal with a nagging problem if you write it down.

>>1163497
>>1163507
>>1163512
can you just fuck off cunt? everybody has heard your shit-tier advice before

>>1164764
thats awful :(

>>1155927
Going for a walk can help,as long as you aren't actively avoiding eye contact.
I forced myself to go to a bar and play pool with strangers,sounds tougher than it is.
Also I sucked at pool.

>>1164764
Song?

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>>1153782

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>>1165161
Prigay Vniz.

It's Russian for "Jump Down"

>>1165187
Here is a better version
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HOPuulqhbTg

I uses to think that people with depression were weak, and that they should be able to keep it together instead of have some sort of mental breakdown or commit self-harm.

Jokes on me though, because now I'm suffering from depression and go to sleep every night hoping I don't wake up. I still wouldn't cut myself though, I still think that's pathetic.

>>1165399
what, did your gf broke up with you
stfu

>>1165440
My parents passed away within a month of each other, I failed both my courses in university, and I lost my minimum wage job.

Go fuck yourself.

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>>1165445
aw fuck
gl with that

>>1165445
Don't worry anon, everything will get better. Time heals all. It may take some time but you will make it through as life has something for everyone.

>>1160121
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=l7hjarY5rzo

>>1165475
>>1165494
thanks guys

>>1155287
Dude, they fucking know. You can't hide it. It's like trying to hide a boner. No one wants to admit they saw your hardon so they they choose to not bring it up. But they did.

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Eh. I got a few.

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Not a true depression thing, but it might spur it.

>>1154179
how i've spent my last week. besides the last cut

>>1155307
i don't know if you're actively seeking help. i am, and it hasn't helped yet but at least i've got something continuous to work through.

>>1164764
anyone got the version without the song?

>>1153782

i recommend you to try psilocybin.
have a look on figure 4:
http://www.thelancet.com/journals/lanpsy/article/PIIS2215-0366%2816%2930065-7/fulltext

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>>1154060

replace it with this one pls

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Only 8pm, still got a whole night of feeling like shit

4 any 1 that gives 3 shits about their life and not ending it, a good coping mechanism is to make music and just pour your feelings into it. WebM related, made it myself.

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Found this in another thread
>>1164494
Probably one of the shittiest things I've come across in a long time.

>>1164390
At least they're trying to help

>>1163512
Any places to go for anons? Anywhere to start for help? Site, numbers to call, books?
Also have social anxiety myself

>>1155927
Are you me?

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>>1166427
pretty nice

>>1155927
>>1155927
wtf do scented candles do.......

making music, drawing, gardening, being with dogs and socializing work superbly for me

>>1166394
oh well. theres always tomorrow

>>1167155
sauce ?

>>1167155
That's one lucky gondola

>>1166427
I like this a lot. What program did you use?

>>1167155
what's the song ?

>>1167301
>>1167271

The dears - Where the world begins and ends

>>1167155
damn good, source?

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Try all you want.

>>1162843
>normalfags pretending they can be depressed

I know one IRL, insists that his an introvert, a shy person, a depressed person. Dude is like the most outgoing person I know. I mean, if he's depressed what am I?

>>1155824
He's crying because he had been in jail since he was a teenager and Sonic was one of the last games he got to play before he was locked up.

i dont know how long i can go on lads. its just a matter of time until i actually kill myself.

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fuck u

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>>1167714
And what good is that gonna do anon?

>>1167296
Ms paint and movie maker

Among the people who lived close to the border, there was a man who led a righteous life. Without reason, his horse escaped, and fled into barbarian territory. Everyone pitied him, but the old man said : "what makes you think this is not a good thing?"

Several months later, his horse returned, accompanied by a superb barbarian stallion. Everyone congratulated him. But the old man said: "what makes you think this is cannot be a bad thing?"

The family was richer from a good horse, his son enjoyed riding it. He fell and broke his hip. Everyone pitied him, but the old man said: "what makes you think this is not a good thing!"

One year later, a large party of barbarians entered the border. All the valid men drew their bows and went to battle. From the people living around the border, nine out of ten died. But just because he was lame, the old man and his son were both spared.

>>1158922
>Your advice is shit

Just like your life then.

>>1154194
context?

>>1153907
how many of you are like this?

how's it possible to not have friends?

Why don't you have friends?

>>1167296
>>1167742

Ableton was the music software though

>>1168251
best friend died last month. back to being alone.

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Reading about peaceful suicide methods and the Peaceful Pill this afternoon.

Yesterday was my birthday.

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the saddest thing about life is, that no matter how much you struggle in any given moment and ultimately succeed or fail, life just goes on like nothing mattered in the first place.

>>1168252
Thanks man, I'm going to download it and check it out tonight. Still playing your song. It reminds me a lot of some of the ambient tracks on some video games I like.

I like it man. Do you have a YouTube channel?

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>>1168316
it's true

>>1167723
Sauce on moosic?

>>1168251

I wish I knew honestly. I go out and talk to people, but they are never interested in being more than just that, a person to talk to. My guess is they have their own social circle already and dont care to make new friends.

Now I'm 30, still live with my parents (working on that, though), have a pretty meh job, and wasted my 20s away. Feel like its too late for me to change my life.

>>1168450
>Feel like its too late for me to change my life.
it's *honestly* not. it's never too late to change your life around. 30 is young, I swear to god. make this decade count.

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>>1165494
> life has something for everyone.

No, it really doesn't. My life has been a wasted mess of video games, shit tier jobs, mediocre educational success and non-existent social life. What the fuck does life have to offer to me? Fucking nothing, I'm assburgers who will never know what it feels like to have a woman who loves you and who you love back. I will always carry the emotional scars caused by years of incessant bullying and exclusion. I've been thinking of getting into extreme sports just for the chance to die gloriously but guess what? I HAVE NO FUCKING MONEY, IT'S A MIRACLE IN ITSELF I STILL MANAGE TO KEEP MY FINANCES IN CHECK.

I've managed to reach a catharsis through magic mushrooms though and realized that there's nothing that this life will offer me and there's nothing really that I can do to fix it so I've accepted my fate. I'd imagine it's always the acceptance part that fucks people over. I've signed my fate and people here and offline would call me a coward for it, but if you'd start with the settings I had then you'd probably resign to the same fate as I did.

>>1167496
It might be a facade he puts up in social situations because he doesn't want people to think less of him

well you seem to be stuck in the trap you build yourself

honestly if you think everything is so bad why do you fear letting go of the safety you got?

from what you wrote:
>no money
>no social life
>no options

well if you dont have money you have nothing to lose from just taking any job since you wont earn less

if you dont have a social circle you dont have anybody who you should be worried about being embarrassed infront of

and having no options is just accepting that you dont want to change

>>1168501
start exercising. you'll see.

A great analogy for depression is a physical injury.

>I'm lacking energy overall and am sad a lot, don't know why.
>You might be depressed, try to see a doctor.
>But how? I've had a good life so far.
>That's like saying, "I exercise every day, how could my leg be broken?"
It's a real thing, and finding a path to happiness is similar to physical therapy.

Finding what works for you is the first step.

>>1154380
Looks like something from Silent Hill 3.

>>1168316
That's why you have to have the mentality that you are number 1 and the only thing that's important.
Or you can give that towards another, a loved one or whatever.

>>1153907
Wow, this is fucked.

I don't like living with G.A.D.

>>1168251
fuck you cunt

>>1166376
>>1166380
These are great - do you have any others like it?

>>1169409
They're from Dictionary of Obscure Sorrows on youtube

>>1169475
Very cool - thanks!

Anyone here gotten over depression? I'm mostly better now but I still get days like this when I hate myself and have a lot of intrusive thoughts.

Does it go away or will these be just a part of life for ever?

>>1168289
Hey anon. I'm two days late and I don't even know if you're still around, but take this
http://lostallhope.com
Maybe it helps, maybe not.
Good luck on your attempts.

Godspeed anon.
Godspeed.

>>1160121
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NOnOFbDjPDo

>>1168426
Diana Ross - it's your move.
most likely a remix of it too
closest I could find sir
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Uno7f5IGAPI

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Something about this song always makes me choke up. I have no idea why, I have no emotional attachment to it, it just makes me feel like I'm, holding back tears in my throat and have to take a deep breath. It's fucking beautiful but I don't know why.
Maybe it's because of the picture it's paired with. Gondola, far away from home, from everything he's ever known and loved, watching as it all gets torn apart and he isn't there to go with it all. Instead he's in some strange, unknown land, by himself, forced to just watch it all go to shit and deal with it. I guess we can all relate to that a little bit, yeah?

Anyone have the last of its kind bird one?

>>1168332
>>1168332
Late reply but yolo
Yea but that's the only vid I have up atm. Search up Ocean Man as a channel.

I have a soundcloud though if you wanna check it out, wont let me link, but prof name is User No. 420

>>1169554
Part of life forever pham, unfortunate as it sounds, the sad times are memories that are engraved into your brain. You can't scrub that out.

>>1171009
The beginning reminded me of this: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=AIIovpUQiro

>>1171415
Not him, but to me it reminded the Adagio for Strings, because it fucking is.
Regarding 'Massive Attack - Live With Me' though. At 3:06 the string part is the exact copy of 'Hybrid - Just for Today', or the other way around rather, since 'Just for Today' was released six months later. I don't know if there is any correlation between the composers, didn't bother to look up to be honest.

>>1153907
Fuck that's hilarious

>>1169308
just answer maybe I can help u

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>>1168246
Guy was falsely accused and was robbed of his childhood. The last time he played that game he was likely 7 or so.

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>>1165445
>My parents passed away within a month of each other

jesus

>>1168251
Went to a college that none of my high school friends went to, never made any new ones. Not that complicated

>>1165445
>My parents passed away within a month of each other
Didnt they have insurance?

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>>1153907
hahahahaha

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>>1153782

>>1160121
Really cute feet. Sauce?

>>1165445
I assume they both have life insurance?

how much did u get?

>>1171965
>>1172001

Nope, we didn't buy life insurance.

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>>1154183
pic related

>>1156021
I like these threads. It's a form of catharsis. See - https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4vdeOkuR40o

>>1169554
I feel better. But I've been so withdrawn I missed a lot. I'm starting from square one.

>>1172171
sauce please?

>>1160121

I need sauce on this video.

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>>1172196
[spoiler]Read the filename, yadingus.[/spoiler]
http://www.imdb.com/title/tt3398268/

>>1165399
One does drugs, one wallows in self pity, one grabs the bottle, one internets all day, one cuts. They're not so different.

>>1168251
I have family, a GF, study and work, projects... but no friends. Lost all my old friends and don't wanna make new ones. Old ones won't come back, dunno why, doesn't matter anymore.

>>1172171
So I'm assuming I can watch the dub with no problems? Sounds good.

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dunno what this is but it makes me feel sad

>>1153907
omfg
that is the single funniest gif of the year for me

>>1172976
what the fuck is this. this isn't right.

>>1154194
gotta cry fast!

>>1167732
>muh money was no object
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Wu2HhlTEHMc

>>1168251
Having anxious or depressive characteristics tends to stir people away. Which, ironically, just deepens those characteristics. Which, ironically, stirs more people away. Which, ironically, deepens those characteristics even more. Which, ironically, (you see where this is going).

There isn't really a (reliable) rule book or guide on how to handle and adapt to debilitations that cost you loved ones. Nor are there guides on how to handle being around people with said debilitations, or handle them as loved ones.

>nb4whyCantYouJustSuckItUpAndGetOverIt
This wouldn't be an issue in the first place if that were the case.

>>1165445

anything i can do anon?

>>1173208

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=INB8Tp1Rkts

"Natural Blues" by Moby

>>1154927
And he's drunk as fuck so you know he's telling the truth lol

>>1173442
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hoI4WFpiSH4

>>1164390
This is why a lot of people are depressed. They won't accept help from others, so those other people stop offering. Stop pushing people away.

>>1165445
Ill remember this post anon

>>1173216
>there isn't a magic book that will make my problems go away without effort on my part
there sure isn't

"Sucking it up" is shit advice, it means something completely different to the person who already got it, than one who still needs it

>This wouldn't be an issue in the first place if that were the case.
here's your issue, thinking too much about what you can't.

Stop wanting

>>1155299
life is just a phase, you'll get over it
if you have nothing useful to post, don't post

>>1174675
stop giving shit, generalist advice, and maybe they won't be ignoring you so much

although >>1163497
is actually good advice

>>1154194
>your average /v/ermin.

>>1166415
their was blood on that niglet's hand.

>>1173479
Gonna need some sauce on music

>>1174675
Yeah that's why people are depressed, you cracked the case you stupid cunt.

>>1171943
what was he falsely accused of that they put a kid in jail for so many years?

dont know how to make webm so i will just post YT link
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mMRrCYPxD0I

>>1175221
meurder and rape of his girlfreind , the show name is rectify , it's actually pretty good !

>>1160121
sauce senpai

>>1167155
sauce pls

>>1174817
>here's your issue, thinking too much about what you can't.
Hardly anyone does that. They're likely preoccupied with other things to give it much thought. It's just that it's a constant experience and verity wherever they go, whatever they do. It's always present, regardless if they want it or not, willingly conjure it up or no, and follows them on a 24/7 basis. They're going to, now-and-then, be reminded of it and can't help but think; only to have a shittier day resultingly.

Love this thread guys. Lots of good music.

I missed the part where this said "normalfags give me advice on my depression thread"

>>1160498
I just found out my gf of 3 years cheated on me, and I have no idea what to do. And to mare it all worse I just had to have my dog put down a month ago so she's not even here to help me out.

>>1177009
ok, go download this, and watch it:
https://eztv.ag/shows/496/wilfred-us/

>>1171009
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FOwRW8ee4S8

try this version

>>1174675
Depression doesn't work that way, you fucking idiot. If getting out of bed is insanely hard, stop assuming we'll have the energy to talk to anyone. The very idea of leaving my room right now makes me visibly cringe. I haven't spoken for 36 hours, and you think I'm going to read what you posted, shower, get dressed, and leave my house? It's like trying to explain addiction to someone who isn't addicted. "well why don't you just stop?" That's not how fucking addiction works.

>>1172976
sauce?

>>1153907
Jokes on you Williams.

>>1153907

It's funny because it's true

>>1170188
S-Source?

>I want to cry

>>1171009
violins/string instruments tend to really pull on my heart strings, even on things that aren't really supposed to be emotional.

I can feel this one as well.

>>1168251
I think it's pretty possible
There's friends, the people you chum around with then there's proper friends that just click, everyone needs at least one friend where they're mutually comforted by simply sitting near them

>>1172976
this isn't sfw
mods where

>>1168485
>Think to myself "Is this it?" when nothing happens
>"This can't be it"
>Read the words again
Sneaky.

>>1173208
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5IyzpP9yB4U&index=1&list=PLzkjZn6-ux7IGAUGzpQxl7htqhuQkKUC0

>>1159052
Rectify
show about guy who was in jail for around 20 years
pretty much kino in comparison to shit on tv

>>1171009
Track name, I know you know it!

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=q5AkBBQWZR4

>>1154927
dat honesty

>>1168251
People aren't interested in the same things. Holding a conversation seems too superficial and forced all the time. Whenever i see people being "charismatic", i can somehow tell the things that they don't mean or forced lines to keep the conversation going. i can't be like that, i have to seriously be interested to continue speaking but it's all pointless. It might be autism or ADD but i feel like I've evolved past social life. I grew this disinterest for other people and it seems worthless, yet it cause depression. It's too superficial for me, yet i still have these emotions holding me captive. I try not to talk to people because i know i sound pretentious and arrogant. I have no friends. I have no GF. I have nobody.

>>1166381
Jesus Christ, I have never felt so goddamn alone in my entire life. All the women that have come and gone in my life and I could only say that about one of them. She never loved me back.

>>1172976
man i think this webm is really cool but i dont get it
is it supposed to make me a furry or something

>>1181672
You're a psychotic loon. It isn't your fault.

>>1168289
I'm probably late but happy birthday...it will all get better

>>1181672
I feel ya...overthinking stuff SUCKS

>>1168251
i resent most people for being extremely boring, being alone is a lot better than being surrounded by people if they're just going to tire and bore you

>>1171955
Fuck this episode was a kneejerk. Didn't expect this kind of hit from a show like Scrubs. First time I felt moved in a way from a TV show.. and the last it seems. fuck..

>>1155287
A large dose of Psilocybe cubensis with special focus on set and setting. (Unless you like being depressed, that is.)

>>1165494
>it gets better
thats bullshit and you know it

>>1154927
sauce on that piano?

>>1183232
nvm found it
https://youtu.be/EoaPhxNubL0

>>1173479
sauce on music????

>>1168289
happy birthday sport

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Anyone wanna webm this?

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PAJ4pMLXRTA

>>1173479
Please, give us the music

>>1178077
Henry Rollins - I Know You

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You guys are fucking faggots.

>>1177664
https://vimeo.com/75534042

>>1171978
Welcome to fucking Russia.

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I don't know sauce of the music.

>>1154927
Fucking Slavs dude. They do that 180 shit all the time.

>>1183305
AAAACCCCTTTIIIINNNNGGGG

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>>1168251

It's not like I'm autistic or have a repulsive personality. I can get along with almost anybody, and have had lots of 'mates' who are happy to spend time with me pretty much whenever.

The problem is I'm simply misanthropic. I don't know if there's some underlying mental issue that's causing this, frankly I don't care.

If I'm around any specific person for too long they start to annoy me. Really annoy me. Their tiny natrual faults that everyone - including my self - have start to grate and become really fucking obvious. It's gotten to the point where the sound of some people's voices iritate to me. Give enough time and I'll end up ACTUALLY HATING anyone you introduce me too.

So as you can picture, my disguist / dislike of someone either leads me to activly avoid them, or it becomes apparent to them how much I dispise them, so they avoid me.

In this aspect I can truly say
>I have never had a friend.

>>1172976
This is really cool, reminds me of Neuromancer... With Furries....

>>1167486
Not enough frontal downforce for contact.

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>>1172979

>>1172941
need sauce

>>1160498
good post

>>1170188
Damn

>>1168251
lol that's like anyone after school.
you don't have friends after school. period.

>>1184593
sauce???

>>1153907
if you never had a friend, and you spend your time watching this I'd say you're wallowing in it.

>>1168251
>how's it possible to not have friends?
How often do you make a new friend?

>>1164764
that hit me harder than it should have

>>1167465
is that fucking matthew mcconauhey?
also
lost at that fucking samurai champloo track

>>1171978
That's actually quite lovely.

>>1168251
left highschool with no real connections and proceeded to drop out of college after half a year.

>>1188395
... Gregorian - Bring me to life

>>1154927
That slav look like Jennifer Lawrence
>Slavrence

>>1181429
>>1171009
Samuel Barber - Adagio for Strings

This particular one is from the NY Philharmonic

>>1153782
hey, guys I don't do depression, but I do do the feels and I have been doing heavy feeling for 20 years now so I'm not a beginner.

What I want to say is that I consider myself an antennae for humanity to "feel", and I think most people in here are the same. Heavy feelings tend to depress a wandering soul and wear it down, but I think our jobs as "antennae" is to feel but also to keep our backs straight because we feel, not only for ourselves but for all humanity. So heavy feelings I consider my job to "digest" them into a deeper understanding for the human condition, instead of letting them drag me down.

so in that way we as "antennae" broaden the understanding of humanity as a whole, but it demands a bit of will on our part to not just get weighted down by them.

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>>1175752
> They're likely preoccupied with other things to give it much thought. It's just that it's a constant experience and verity wherever they go, whatever they do. It's always present, regardless if they want it or not.

bro...

>>1177726
Fucking Dearly Beloved makes me cry every time

>>1189649
sauce?

>>1168251
I'm autistic and don't really understand conversation, that along with my monotone way of speaking makes it rather hard for me to talk with people, leading to me gaining no understanding of how to talk to people, perpetuating the cycle. Also I have add so I jump from topic to topic on a whim which apparently annoys people

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>>1190540
are we dying to live or are we living to die??

>>1173479
perfect

>>1168251
Had 3 best friends growing up(many reg friends), after high school we all split. We still talk and are best friends, but we're all spread across the country. I'm 24 now and still haven't been able to make(or meet) any meaningful friends locally.

I'm a textbook introvert so the drive to "get out there" isn't there and I only did well socially when I was younger because of mutual friendships/relationships from people I already knew & my siblings so that pool of people was shared with me. I never actually had to "make" friends because of that, the pre-work was already done if someone met me and knew one of my siblings or someone I was already friends with.

>>1166380

This one hits me hard, I feel like im wasting my life. Like a loser. I want to enjoy life while im young but I don't even know where to start.

>>1168251
Some people don't want friends. Google schizoid personality disorder.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vt1Pwfnh5pc


anyone got the webm of this

>>1164764
BOMBA CLAAAAAA

>>1190717
dying to live or living to die. I've been giving this a lot of thought, but I can't see how we know enough to even contemplate that question.

Like we do one in order to to the other afterwards, implying one is more important, but important to whom and in relation to what?

Even the premises of the question are unclear. our understanding of what life and death is, is also very limited and the matter of answering your question becomes absurd.

That is my view on your question, but you might see something in it that I don't see, so maybe you could clarify what fascinates you about the question and that would lead us to a better question?

>>1177009
Monogamy sucks broh, thats what you get...

>>1191755

It doesn't, It means a lot to people to be with one person and just love that one person.

>>1191420
I'm not that anon but I have a response.
I believe what anon meant to bring up was the ironic paradox that our meaning of life provides. Through means of an anti-thesis, anon has brought out two truths which show opposite aspects of life. It allows one's mind to reenact the battle between the desires of our mind and the inescapable reality which is time. It all eventually leads back to redefining your life's meaning and purpose to yourself.
I see what you tried to say in your response. Though, I think you took the question too literal in terms of absolute truth. We may not know what death is but that dark void of unwanted and unfulfilled knowledge is the very thing which causes our appreciation for life, it's supposed opposite.
>Are we dying to live...
It focuses our mind on the desires we wish to fulfill that seem to be out of reach for a majority of humanity. We live each day allowing time to kill us a little bit each day just to have the chance at "living". Many of us cannot simply believe that what we are told to call life is "living". While working for someone else for 30% of our life and only being allowed to actually experience 40% of it (30% for sleep) in a way we wish to. I can see how it leaves people the impression that they have been cheated out of the time given to them by the universe to experience a conscious "life".
>...or are we living to die??
It's almost a shockwave from the universe into our psyche which focuses us on the reality of time and relationship to it. The actual time we have to live compared to space and time is virtually and practically nothing in relation to the universe. We have been given the opportunity to experience a trivial increment of time through our consciousness created by brains taking in external stimuli. This mountain of convoluted feelings, thoughts, expressions, stimuli, and sensations occurring within our minds is what we call consciousness. Though we always... (cont. on reply)

>>1191933
>cont.
...make an attempt at separating one from another, we can never be sure that we experience the same thing as each other. Language has ironically trapped us within our own minds. Though we believe we can describe "sad" or "happy", one can never describe that ever-changing feeling we get when we feel what we call "happiness". Language takes away the personal and individualized wavy curvature of sensation and solidifies it to allow us to communicate it. Taking away the flavor and quality of pure sensation has caused it to become stale in the form of language. So, as we live every day attempting to live with one another and contemplating our meaning, we will never figure it out and always die thinking of such questions. And when the universe finally produces our curiosity with all the answers at death, it strips us of what it gave us at birth along with the questions. Our mind is never to be again and never allowed to comprehend the answers it has sought all of its existence. How cruel the universe might be for taking that away, but how thankful we are for what it has given us all.
So, are we dying to live or are we living to die??
The only answer to this question that makes sense to me is... we live each day, dying to live, closing in on death to wish to live again.

>>1167155
haha does any of you think, oh men thats me right there, all this weird abnormal fantasies I have, made me a literal retard.

>>1165445
keep your head up anon

>>1165440
You'll be just as low as anon and we will help you if you come for consolation in a feels thread. Then, at that point, when you have nothing left in your life will you see how much of an asshole you were. But we will still help you when you come back empty

>>1172976
I cracked a molar grimacing

>>1173223
>>1174799
>>1192055
Thanks for the support, I appreciate it.

>>1153782
oh stop being gay

>>1177009
dump her, its gonna be better for you in the long run, sorry pal

>>1168251
For me, it really depended on my outlook on life. I've had a lot of friends in high school, but I didn't know that because of my negative view of relationships and life in general. I also tend to be overwhelmingly introverted at times and I struggle with depression from time to time. It wasn't until years later I started contacting people that I've still got a few good friends left that I can just kick it with and shoot the shit. I've also made a lot of acquaintances since I've starting going out more.

When it comes to meeting new people, I have a tendency to be pretty awkward and can say things that can be socially inappropriate, but If you learn to own it you'll eventually meet a few good people that get you and actually care for you as a friend. Don't get so focused on making friends, just worry about being yourself and you will eventually. That's what I think

Sup dudes, don't really lurk and have never really posted, but these threads have always intrigued me, so I decided to stop by.

I want to share, which I assume is ok.

I, like a lot of people, went through depression and feelings of loneliness. I had a rough childhood, didn't finish school until I was an adult because of it, didn't take good advice offered by good people because I thought my parents had it figured out and that they seemed fine. They didn't. One is a drug addict, one is a gambler, neither had jobs my entire childhood.

I'm 26 anons, in university, studying a field I'm not sure I want to finish, but am working hard anyway. I have a decent job and live my life the way I want to live it. I have a good group of friends both online and offline, albeit mostly online, as I prefer to chill at home. I recently started dating a girl who I've known for two years or so, a girl who I instantly clicked with upon meeting, but I was in a relationship at the time. It was an unhealthy relationship, which I am glad to be out of.

My girlfriend, she has a lot of problems with depression and anxiety, but she is by far the most chill and easy person to be with I've ever known. We just click, always, even when we are both at our worst. I help her and she helps me, even though I'm in a pretty great place right now.

Cont...

>>1193951
I'm very happy with my life currently, happy with my girlfriend, even if she has problems, she's the first girl I've really felt in love with. I know I want to improve my life, it doesn't stop here, of course, I have a long way to go yet, but I'm doing better every year.

The thing I want you to take from my story is that you shouldn't stop anons, I came from nothing and now I have something, you can do the same! Start small, go slow, but don't stop moving forward. You don't have to make friends, you don't have to get a waifu, you don't have to make a lot of money, you just have to live your life and do what makes you happy, the rest will follow.

Never give up and do your best always!

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>>1166415

This one hits me hard. I found the full version

>>1193989

ugh, actually made me tear up a bit.

>>1193989
Clear your throat

>>1193989
Fuck.

>>1160498
My best friend accused me of lying to her, but I tried to get her to listen but she wouldn't. I see her on a day to day basis and she doesn't even see me as a person or a thing. No one does at my school. I had three of my friends who I have had known for years thought that I left the school and everyone knows that I'm the grade loser. I get called names. Have been told to kill myself almost everyday, but worst of all things is that this girl wont even help me out anymore. I just don't know what to do /wsg/. Thanks for reading? I guess. I think I might as well just end it.

>>1195442
>No one does at my school

Just suck it up and dont give a shit its not like youre gonna be 14 forever holy fuck youre never gonna see the people you are with ever again after whatever school youre at ends social problems arent problems you should care about they dont matter, you should only care about making yourself better for yourself its your future its your life.

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>>1195442
Stop putting your own happiness in the hands of others. Grow a thick skin and live your life, for yourself, not for others. If someone is not down with you, don't care and remove them from your life. Such is life, everyone goes through shit like this.

Try to live your life in a neutral place (mentality / mood wise). High ups, means low downs. You want stability and consistency.

If people remove you out of their life that easily, there's usually something behind it on their side, that you can't control. Count your blessings that you probably dodge a bullet, because people like those can go on to hurt you even more before they ignore you and remove you from their lives.

Next time, if someone is finicky in this way, ask yourself: is this person worth the risk, time and effort needed to keep them in my life? most likely they're not.

You are surrounded by people, don't stick with the ones that make your life harder and sadder.

The worst things are in your head, and in your own hands.

>>1165445
>My parents passed away within a month of each other
>tfw I would consider this a blessing
How two fucking 40 somethings can manage to be a financial drain on ME is beyond me. I can't wait until everyone is fucking dead so I don't have to worry about them.

Fucking cunts.

>>1167155
Aw, you made me remember that game. Shoot, what was it callaed again?

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If this doesnt depress you I dunno what will

>>1184317
>It's not like I'm autistic or have a repulsive personality
eh, based on your post I can say without doubt that you do indeed have a repulsive personality, friend.

>>1181524

This is probably the most depressing thing I've ever heard.
I feel really bad for that boy.

Fucking people, man. Shit parents raise their kids like shit and then blame them for it.

I really hope that kid gets real help and gets away from his parents.

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My feels folder has been waiting for this thread
1/11

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>>1190893
I'm getting evaluated for SPD soon, actually.

and yep, no friends and still a virgin. I am indifferent to this.

>>1168251
I never had any friends through my childhood and teen years because of seriously crippling anxiety which I no longer have for the most part. I think that killed my desire for friends entirely if that is even possible. I get lonely but my family is enough to satisfy that.

>>1174957
Holy fuck m80, I chuckled my tits off.

>>1171978
This is the nearest I have come to crying in 5 years

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>>1154927

that hits pretty hard.
he's felt pain, man.

most disappointingly, the girl just smiles and thinks he's an idiot. he might be, but he's right.

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Any anons ever struggled out of utter apathy itt?
Stopped seeing the point for alot of stuff. Got no goals to work towards or any idea as to where I want to be in the future.
Even then when I look around all I see is the same result, people starting up families with whoever will give them the time of day while working towards more pointless things to get themselves, or alone and just scraping by.

>>1166381
fuck, dude

>>1167486
does anyone know the song?

>>1203536
same boat here
i'd love to see someone answer that with something other than a generic answer

>>1153907
hahahaha

>>1166427
your music sucks

So many self-indulgent pricks in this thread. I would tell you to kill yourself, but considering that you're so self-obsessed and make excuses for how pathetic you are, you would not dare to lose a drop of blood.

>>1173479
I need sauce as well.

>>1153961

Well, ignorance is bliss.

>>1203536
>>1204724
Yeah...
It's called anhedonia. Putting a name on it might help.

>>1206684
You losers love to give yourself labels, even if they are certified by kike psychiatrists who just make this shit up to propagate their pseudoscientific research. Pathetic shits that you are.

>>1206968
I got a label for you, you're a gargantuan faggot. Disorders exist whether or not some "kike psychiatrist" certified them. Stop spewing memes and go suck a bathtub of dicks.

>>1165189
>better