Subtly Depressing Wallpapers

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>>6979168
The pic in the OP and this one are kind of what I'm after. It gives me a kind of sad vibe.

>>6979168
Whats wrong? Wanna talk about it?

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can i play OP

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>>6979300

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>>6979301

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mars seems lonely imo

>>6979172
Everything that has gone wrong for me is basically my fault, but there are really just three main things.
>I had an episode of "depression" like two years ago (basically like my mind "fractured"), which caused me to mess up a bit academically, with lots of unintended consequences.
>There's a girl at my college I like (for looks, so I don't know if I really like her), but I'm too beta to talk to her, and I never see her much anyways.
>I have OCD, which makes everything (even including saving pictures from 4chan) a nightmare to do.
I kind of wish I had someone nonjudgmental to just talk to about things.

Could I get some mobile wallpapers too? My phone's resolution is 1920 × 1080.

they are nice

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>>6979312

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>>6979344

Can someone turn the picture of the girl with the fishbowl on her head into a mobile wallpaper? Bump too, I'd like some more wallpapers if possible, and more mobile ones.

>>6979344
what does this actually say? tried a few image translators but eh no luck

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Straight from the feels folder

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If you've seen the film "Her"

>>6979312
Im sorry to hear all that. I could be your friend, i like to talk to someone that is different to me.
Whats ur # or whatsapp

>>6980249
I don't have WhatsApp and I am definitely not giving out my phone number to an anonymous person on 4chan. I don't mind talking to someone, but it would need to be through an anonymous service of some kind.

Also, can someone post some mobile wallpapers?

>>6980339
I think thats kinda impossible.

>>6980397
I mean, we can communicate through throwaway email addresses. But I'm not going to share any personal contact information on 4chan.

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>>6980454
I found your problem. You're a fag.

>>6980454

This nigga is saying he wants to talk, and you shoot him down. And you wonder why everything in your life is shit. Leave the box you created around yourself.

>>6979809
Anon, can you share yours feel? Mine is kinda old.

>>6980339
Kik, maybe?

>>6980457
>>6980458
I said I wanted to talk with him, but through an anonymous service. I never intended to shoot him down.

>>6980499
I don't have Kik either, but I can make a throwaway WhatsApp or Kik to talk with you. I appreciate your offer.

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>>6979801
水の領主 means waterlord.
I guess artist name of the guy who makes this kind of glitch wallpapers.
Nice guy, used to post here sometimes, do some requests.

>>6979811
50 shades/burger cult?

>>6979809
More please

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This is exactly the thread Ive been looking for

>>6979229

Fucking show made me cry

>>6981223
I don't think you know what "subtle" means

>>6981410
Maybe. That pic makes me feel at peace more than depressed though.

Can someone post mobile wallpapers? I don't have any myself.

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I feel sad when I look at this one because she looks like my ex, we were together for 5y (we started dating when she was 15 and I 16) then we had to broke up because her father got arrested and she moved to her mother (she doesn't like me) house (that is in LA, i live in Chicago)

>>6981708 You were 20 & 21 when she left you should have lived together. Call her.

>>6981712
It has been 2 months since that. I will probably do it this month, so I'm saving some money. Living alone is almost easy, if she moves in we'll need to buy more food and other stuff (and a car probably). But just thinking of seeing her face to face again is enough to make me smile.

>>6981744
>Living alone is almost easy
Is it really? Like was it easy initially, or was it something you had to get used to? Do you feel lonely without a roommate?

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Cheer up anon, and talk to people, sometimes its necessary to have different opinions about a subject, it helps

>>6981860
>talk to people
Honestly, I wish I had a friend like Hobbes from Calvin and Hobbes. The people I know aren't like that though. They're not bad people, but they just don't care to talk about things in general. Although >>6980249 offered to talk to me, and I said I could make a throwaway WhatsApp or Kik to talk to him, but he hasn't responded.

>>6981887
I understand, maybe I just told you what I think it's something that I should be doing as well, since I have kind of the same problem. You know, at first I thought the same, about people not having interest on talking about things but I guess it's not something you can start right away, that kind of relationship takes time to build. In my case, I have only one true friend that I can talk to about everything without any kind of filter, not trying to sound right and stuff, just talk, and she's my ex from a long time ago haha, sadly she's in another country now so I want to have at least one more friend like that I can hang out with, but since I'm shy that comes quite difficult. My point is, that kind of friend can come from people you least imagine. I don't know if you'll understand half of what I'm trying to say since my english is quite sad (as you already noticed), but I hope you find someone you're really comfortable with.

sorry anons probably wrong thread, but i just installed linux and i need some help
what terminal command shows all that computer info, like they have in desktop showcase threads?
if i could figure that out it would make my desktop more comfy
thanks in advance
t. windowsfag

>>6981916
i found it, i was looking for the "screenfetch" command, thanks anyways

>>6979230

Oddly enough I know the story behind this one, went to school with the artist who made it (either that or this is a VERY similar piece).

Was in tribute of another student who committed suicide before finishing her grad thesis. Image itself looks hopeful, but context makes it even more depressing...

>>6981915
In my experience (though I don't really have a lot, since I'm only 21), you can't really open up to people, mainly because people tend to ostracize you if you seem weird. A guy I knew in my high school wasn't the best socially, and I heard he told people he had a foot fetish, so as far as I know, he was kind of ostracized. I have a foot fetish too, and when a girl in my college who I was infatuated with took her shoes off, I was excited, but of course I couldn't show any interest. If you're a normal person with no mental illnesses or strange fetishes, that's fine, but if you're not, it's slightly more difficult to be really open with people. That's partly why I like 4chan; people here will more than likely have the same weird interests as you, and even if they don't, your identity is still anonymous.
>>6982037
Was there a reason that student committed suicide?

>>6979229
ow

>>6979312
>even saving pictures
Lol

Same, sucks, if an image saves in a way I don't like I have to delete it and then recycle bin it and then clear my download history and try again

>>6982128
I assume you have OCD too? For me, I just need to delete it and retry. Although my thing isn't limited to just pictures; it's also for anything I download from the Internet.

>>6979811
Not waving, but drowning

>>6979229
reference?

>>6982348
i'm going to hope you reverse image searched it first and that i'm not spoonfeeding an idiot here, but it's Shigatsu Wa Kimi no Uso

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>>6982371
thanks man. I always keep forgetting that guess I prefer to talk more. my bad

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>>6979229
ARRRGH PTSD
shit gave me a heart ache for a month

>>6980157
i need a gif version of this real bad. if anyone is interested in doing it, the movie is omohide poro poro (only yesterday for the english version)

>>6980458
he just wants to talk without giving away private info. considering 4chans history i dont think thats a bad idea

>>6982040
I dunno man, I'm 21 as well, and I have my own issues too,sometimes I see people who are really weird (for me) but I think that they're awesome because they can be whatever they are without worrying too much about the rest. They seem to be pretty happy and natural, I think that's cool. Maybe if you try to act in a certain way that you consider "normal", just to avoid being ostracized by people, you'll get surrounded by people who are not the kind of friends you actually want. Of course, these are all hypotesis, since I'm struggling with the same thing myself and its easier for me to just talk in anonymous forums like 4chan too. People are strange, they have their own problems and fetishes but sometimes they'll judge other people problems just because, I don't think thats the kind of people you want to have around you.

>>6982491
I mean, it's good to just be yourself, but if you're not "normal" in the sense that you have mental illnesses or strange fetishes/interests, and you let that out, there won't be many people who will want to associate with you. Like if you have a foot fetish, and you're in public, and you see a girl take her shoes off, getting excited would make you seem like a creep and people would probably avoid you. It's a similar thing if you tell someone "normal" that you browse 4chan, and describe what the people who also browse 4chan are like. That's why you don't do it.

>>6981708
I feel your pain

I mean, the quality kinda sucks but here you go:

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I didn't try to optimize the filesize or anything, just used ffmpeg

>>6982522
>>6982449

Whoops forgot the mention

>>6979174
Half expect there to be a star destroyer in the background.

>>6982523
thanks based anon.

>>6980716
use wire senpai

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I just broke with my GF, post your sadest shit

>>6981887
Man, i'm down to talk if you feel like it.
Created a throwaway discord account where we can write, don't need to speak
https://discord.gg/AUnFCcT

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>>6979312
That sucks man. I know 4chan isn't usually the place one would open up, even more rare is it to get anything else than shit in return. However, I think I know what you're going through, at least with the first two of the "three main things".
Sometimes things just suck, and you don't really know how to deal with them, even though it seems so simple and easy to do on the surface of things.
I hope it all gets sorted out somehow, Anon, I really do.
If nothing else, I'll leave you this pape of Aurora Aksnes.

>>6979815
Damn. Thanks for this m8.

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>>6982581

>>6981815
You get used to it, after some time it becomes your routine, so it starts getting easier and simpler.
I've been lonely for a long time (i only got she and 3 or 4 true friends),after all living alone didn't really bothered me.

>>6982592
The thing with the first main thing is that it was a combination of my family's trip to Japan in 2015 and my OCD. The trip was supposed to be fun, but my brother got in a nonfatal car accident in the few weeks before the trip, so that caused us to not be the most prepared for the trip. We also didn't know the weather would be bad in Japan. And my OCD kind of ruined the trip for me. I carried around this bag during our trip, and I had this irrational fear that if I didn't check the zipper every five seconds, the bag would open and all my stuff would spill out without me noticing. So while I was walking around with my family, I kept looking down at my bag every five seconds. It got so bad that I had my mom carry my bag when we visited Kinkaku-ji so that I wouldn't be tempted to look at the zipper again.

>>6982592
And I doubt I would have had a chance with that girl anyways. We're not in the same major, and we didn't have the same classes. I actually tried getting closer to her group of friends, and she definitely noticed, because she gave me this glance but didn't say anything. At any rate, other people like her too (pic related; I smudged out her name for anonymity). I'm not that disappointed though, because I never really had my hopes high for her.

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>>6982704
Blacked out more stuff in the original image to ensure her identity is anonymous.

>>6979308
>Maybe it’s a little early.
>Maybe the time is not :quite: yet.
>But those other worlds - promising untold opportunities - beckon.

>Silently, they orbit the Sun, waiting.

>>6982799
Did you miss the gigantic penis in that image?

>>6982829

Sometimes a pipe is just a pipe, anon.

>>6979303
Place?

>>6982583
Thanks anon.

>>6982799
-Carl Sagan

>>6982592
she's 21, looks 14

>>6979229
owie

>>6982928
She looks young, but what I find cool about her is that she's simply odd. I'm not a fan, I've just stumbled upon her music and seen some stuff every now and then. I find her interesting since seems like your average college-girl who just hasn't found her fit

>>6982700
That sounds like a struggle. I tended to have these things before too, but I don't feel like I can complain, as they just kind of passed as the time went on.
I needed to do every action an even number of times, and if I did anything with my left side, I had to do the same with the right side later.
As I said, these things passed for me, I really hope they do the same for you. No one deserves to be bugged by such an annoying thing.

>>6983216
I'm not sure if what you had is OCD, because as far as I know, OCD doesn't just go away. But don't take my word for it, since I'm not a doctor. It's such a pain especially when it comes to saving pictures from 4chan, because there are always images I want to save, but I never feel like I will save them properly, so I just save the threads the images are in and hope to get back to them later.

>>6979233
Isn't this from Dixit? I mean yes, the art from that is all from other sources, but still, good call.

>>6983218
Death would be that asshole who bends cards

>>6979346
Bump

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>>6979168
For all I know, she could be just an adventurous soul admiring the beauty that captures her attention. Yet, there are times I have second thoughts, that I still get the impression she's lonely, counting on to see a familiar face. However, at the heart of it, realizing the person she wants to spend her entire life discovering will always be missing from her life.

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>>6981054
This activates my almonds, I know moon is really confusing but shouldn't waterlord just be "水主"?

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>>6979168
Anon I know what its like to feel lonely. Cripplingly lonely. So ill share a bit with you.

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>>6984825
This one is by far my favorite when I'm feeling really lonely. It makes me feel like I'm loved and looked for, if only for a moment.

>>6984825
>>6984827
Thanks, anon. I don't exactly feel "cripplingly lonely." I just feel that the things in my life aren't going as smoothly as I'd hoped, so I'm disappointed in myself.

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Probably not proper for me to request anything, but it would be amazing if someone could please post the album art for Tomorrow's Harvest by Boards of Canada (preferably without the text because I'm a greedy asshole). It would be fitting for this thread imo, and I would love to add it to my collection.

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>>6979168
Is there no desktop version? I really want it

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>>6982730
Hey OP, listen we all have girl problems and there always that one girl that gets to us. i wouldn't say i'm an alpha but im pretty confident guy and i consistently get compliments on my look but there's one girl at my job that for 3 months i literally couldn't even talk to her. Beautiful dark chocolate flavor girl that has for the longest time driven me literally crazy. she knows i like her and she explained that it's the same feeling the other way around but this whole i've been trying to take her out she ALWAYS flakes on me; it's been the most disappointed i've been in years but one thing you learn is that consistency is key and that you have to talk to her; before you talk to her plan out what you're going to initially say to her and just go with the flow. i promise you OP you wont regret it. one thing also the too issues you have such as OCD And your grade all you can do is take them one step at a time. i live on my own and i use to worry about bills and work and i realized that it's not worth worrying just go with the flow

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>>6983218
I love the concept but not a fan of the pic/art style itself. any anons got similar things?

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One last thing OP i also had a semi-Beta mindset till i watch a guy name Mindsmash and he explain the fact that if you consider yourself a beta then you will become one on a hormonal level but if you focus on being an alpha or the best version of yourself then that the image that will be presented to the world and it's worked for me.

>>6979229
The feels man

>>6985030
>you have to talk to her
I honestly would like to talk to her more, but the problem is that I never see her. She's not in the same major as me, and we don't have any classes together. If you calculate all the outcomes, there's no scenario where I would be able to really just talk to her without appearing creepy or anything. I don't know her and she doesn't know me, so I really have no reason to talk to her. I have tried to get close to her friends. Like one time, her friend was sitting next to her, and she was talking about replacing her Galaxy Note 7, because of the battery explosion issue. I am interested in technology, so I kind of struck up a brief conversation with her, in hopes of getting closer to her friend, but no dice.

>>6985161
It's getting quite annoying because I sometimes have dreams about her (they're not sexual), and it feels kind of real, but I get disappointed when I wake up and know they're not real. I'm trying to eliminate all traces of her from my life because I know I probably won't even be able to befriend her, but dreams aren't things I can really control easily.

>>6985161
I went through something similar a while ago. Also liked a girl I wasn't close to at all. I was dying to talk to her. It was the only thing on my mind at the time. I used to dream of her and it sucked balls when I woke up. I knew I had to talk to her somehow or I'm going to be pissed at myself in the future. I managed to reach out to her through a mutual acquaintance and started talking online. However, it felt as if I'm forcing my way through. It sucked so much, but it was the only thing giving me pleasure. I saw her at uni afterwards and talked IRL, it was awkward again but I felt it was a necessary step. I kept talking to her online, me starting the conversation every time. She kinda opened up and started asking questions herself and not just answering mine, but I couldn't feel she was interested. Maybe I rushed things, but I manned up and asked her out for some coffee at uni. It took her 15 mins to reply and it was a vague answer which prompted me to ask again. She said no in an indirect manner and it was pretty harsh to be honest. Some friend of mine told me to ask her why, and even though I wasn't convinced it was the right thing to do, I did it. She left me on seen. I felt so, so small and worthless. Haven't talked to her since then. This whole thing left a hole in my life and I'm so lonely and frustrated that I'm all alone. It doesn't help that I don't know many girls too.

If I wanted to give any advice, I'd say be careful when approaching someone you're not well acquainted to. Like, slowly get closer and make her interested in you. Wish you good luck man, so far for me nothing has sucked more than unrequited love.

>>6985478
I was like that during high school. I met a girl in one of my classes who I thought was pretty cute, and just fell head over heels for her, despite barely knowing her at all. She was all I could think about and talk about to my friends. I was unintentionally too aggressive with her though—she was the first person I had a real romantic interest in, and I had no idea what I was doing—and of course, she ended up rejecting me. I wasn't even able to befriend her.

I don't make that mistake anymore. I also don't get that attached to anyone anymore; I mean, I still have friends and all, but I don't get too invested into anyone unless I'm sure it's a good idea. You're right though; unrequited love is one of the worst things that can happen to you.

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Just a soft glow in an endless void

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Fug

>>6979300
That the oregon coast

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it'll never be this good again...

>>6979815
Amazing movie.

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>>6985830

>>6986195
What's it about?

>>6985945
True. They don't make cars that lasts 20 years now.

>>6985827
Love this

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perfect for 2 monitors
watch this movie if you havent

>>6986570
What's it called?

>>6986589
kimi no na wa

>>6986569
What are these types of pictures called? I love the reflection in the water being the opposite or past

>>6982884
Location: Kamishihoro Hokkaido, Japan

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>>6979168

>>6979303
Very inspiring, Anon

>>6982533
People who made this kind of wallpapers are REAL artist Imo

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I've saved a lot of pictures from this thread so I might as well contribute a few that I've saved in the past.

>>6986589
kimi no nawa

>>6979815
I really wish you hadn't added context

>>6984827
Im looking one wp of a similar style to this, is an anime girl in a roadhouse or i dont know, in the middle of a desert, so color orange dominates, theres a guitar close to her, thats all i remember, maybe someone know what am i reffering to?

>>6982297
I understood that reference

>>6982371
Just spoon feed people, jerk

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>>6979604
I did a simple gradient edit to make it taller, making it wider without stretching would require imitating the artstyle.
I didn't do the math to find out what aspect ratio it should be in but i figured if its tall enough you can just crop it while setting it as the wallpaper.

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he controls but at the end of the day, he's alone

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>>6987664
Thanks for that, but I already asked /wsr/ to make a mobile wallpaper from that image, and this is what they gave me. I don't know which one is better, but I've been using the one from /wsr/ as my phone wallpaper. Does anyone have any wallpapers like this style? It's depressing without being over the top imo.

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>>6985167
If its someone that really had an impact on you the dreams probably won't go away for a long time my man. Girl dumped me about 6 years ago and I had a dream that I was with her again within the last few months. They get less frequent, but I just try to enjoy them for the fleeting peace they give me. All things pass, and I've been alone for a while so its sort of nice in a way

>>6983214
i've been looking for this exact image for more than 3 years. thank you.

Just a random fag passing by. This thread really moved me. I sincerely hope you'll get better.

>>6979216
very subtle

>>6981240

Psst. Your favorite anime is shit.

>>6987898
>If its someone that really had an impact on you
It's the complete opposite, actually. She's had no impact on me whatsoever because I don't know her at all. The only reason I even "like" her is because I think she looks really cute. I've dealt with this exact scenario with another girl back in high school, and I swore to myself after I got over that girl that I wouldn't get myself in that position again. But yet, here I am.

>>6986463
a guy who falls in love with his computer (ai). The design of the entire movie was very beautiful.

>>6988409
Is it a depressing movie? Or just romance? Worth watching?

https://youtu.be/luM6oeCM7Yw

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>>6986569
this one really activates my almonds because as a sad lonely basement dwelling /k/ommando, an apocalypse/happening would actually improve my life. I dont have a happy life, a wife or gf, literally all I do is obsess about guns and fighting and work a dead end job to fund my gun and equipment collecting. Cant into military due to medical reasons and cant into PMC because i'm not a veteran, so i'm never going to actually get to fight. Closest i get is poking holes in a tin can with 5.56. I'd be the complete opposite of the pic if I were in an apocalypse beating in zed heads or raiders with a baseball bat, i'd be ecstatic and looking back on my life now as a depressed neckbeard posting on an animu forum. its wierd when you see a simple image that is so absolutely unrelateable to you that it causes this level of introspection.

>>6989504
I wish I was somewhere nice.

>>6989523
hmm friend im not certain "introspection" is whats going on here or indeed at any point in your life

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>>6979168

>>6989523
>Cant into military due to medical reasons
You know they actually will take overweight people if they show the desire to serve and slim up during training.

>>697931
Well at least you haven't dropped out of college yet. Sounds pretty salvageable.

email me at [email protected] . Always up to talk since I'm an insomniac. I'm on a new computer and haven't dug up my skype account details.

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you've probably seen this one before but eh

>>6982119
so pretty but fuck was this game awful

>>6990124
>Well at least you haven't dropped out of college yet. Sounds pretty salvageable.
I wouldn't have dropped out of college for any of those reasons. I'm not completely screwed or anything, either. I'm just disappointed in myself because if I didn't have OCD, or if I never went to Japan when I did, things would be different (and probably better) for me.
>email me at [email protected]
You could join the channel that >>6982583 posted.
>I'm an insomniac
How is that like? Are other people bothered by you always staying up at night?

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Spilling my depresso
not necessarily all wallpaper sized but eh

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>>6990218

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>>6990219

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>>6990220

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>>6990221

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>>6990223

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This is the closest I have of being depressing.

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>>6990126
I'll post the ones I have

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>>6990789

every time i go to /wg/ i consider suicide but i'm too scared of death to do it

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>>6980779

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>>6982526

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>>6987693

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>>6979312
Damn, I too have OCD and think I can imagine what's going with you. mine is kind of mainly cognitive now. Which is kind of scary.
Got a crush on a girl at work. Fucked up getting into further education.
It'll all work out eventually.

>>6979312
Damn, I too have OCD and think I can imagine what's going with you. mine is kind of mainly cognitive now. Which is kind of scary.
Got a crush on a girl at work. Fucked up getting into further education.
It'll all work out eventually.

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>>6990100
More like this.

>>6979300
anxiety level 29 wtf

>>6991265
>>6991286
My OCD is mainly washing my hands and doing computer stuff. I think the worst OCD I have ever had was when I was having steak with my brother, and this thought "what if I just stabbed and killed my brother with this knife?" just popped up into my head. It was scary because I thought I was actually going to stab him for a second, and I had to drop the knife I was holding and move away.
>It'll all work out eventually.
I hope it does for you and me.

>>6981578
faggot.

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>>6979168
>My bestfriend fucked the girl I had a crush on. I was close to that girl but I never knew that my friend was dating her. My heart shattered in million of pieces when she told me she was going out with him. I never opened up to him about that subject. Although their relation was mainly for sex purposes, he was treating her like shit, shouting at her and saying mean stuff about her,and man i'm dying inside. I've always been the guy who thinks ''Bros before hoes'' but man this is tearing me apart.
> I'm usually emotionally dead inside, but man when it comes to girls, man i'm melting inside. I really like this pape, kinda represent me. Cheers OP, I kinda know what you are going through.

>>6993239
cuck

>>6993239
fuck that nigga go find a better girl and flex on that bitch

>>6986566
>>6984925
>>6979812
Come on

>>6987066
God this is just so fucking cozy. I'd love to have a room like that.

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I've become really depressed since I've been going to /pol/ and taken an interest in current events. Thank God I'm not from USA so whatever is going on there doesn't bother me that much but generally I get extremely sad and anxious thinking about the state of the world. On the other hand, at least it pushes loneliness out of my mind for a moment.

>>6982445
i don't get that picture

>>6993239
The picture reminded me of this text I saved once:

I had a dream once.

I was standing on the rocky outcropping of a seacliff, and it was only me, edging my feet along, mindful of the crashing waves below me and the rocks like broken tusks. The sun bumed the rocks orange. I placed my hands against the warmth of the cliff and hugged against it, still moving, but the path grew narrow. I became hesitant. The path ahead of me curved inward and then outward again, like a horseshoe, but the cliff bulged outward making any progress impossible. To proceed, I had to jump the gap. The ocean below me did not raise its voice, yet I heard its voice all the clearer with each moment.

And then I saw her.

She was holding onto the footpath across the gap, crying out to me to save her. I do not remember what she looked like, only that her beauty was not of this world. She terrified me because she was everything I had ever loved, caught in one impossible spectral form. She called up every memory of every kind and good thing that I had ever known, and I could sense that she was a key to some forbidden world, a land of gods and angels. In her terrified eyes, I saw the realm of eternity. But the gap remained. Oh, God. I couldn't jump. I caught myself after leaning out too far, pressing back against the cliff. She cried out again, her grip slipping. The ocean bubbled with hunger, but I was too afraid. I couldn't jump. No, no, I couldn't do it, I couldn't risk death, for...her?

She screamed. Fell, and I immediately dove in after her into the waves, my fear completely gone. I grabbed onto her body and kicked my legs, pushing her up to the surface with every fire in my body.

She had already drowned, and in that crazy way dreams reflect your mind, I knew that she had died believing that I had abandoned her. I woke up screaming in the darkness of night, understanding.

The spirit - she was Life, and in fearing death, I had forsaken her.

-Anonymous 02/07/11

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>>6982567
Say no more!

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>>6994555
Better version!

>>6986665
I could never find the right way to tell you...
Have you noticed I've been gone?

>>6994604
Oh anon, this one always gets me…

>>6990103
he seems to be clinically retarded

>>6985942
Me at any social gathering

>>6979229
tf is that

>>6979168
is that from an anime?

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This has been my phone wallpaper for a really long time now.

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>>6995032
I'll post some past phone wallpapers I've used.

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>>6995033

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>>6995036

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>>6995037

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>>6995038

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>>6995040

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>>6995041
I'll post some from my desktop collection as well

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>>6995042

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>>6995043

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>>6995044

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>>6995045

>>6981578
I feel like just about anything that has a depressing appeal to it gives me a certain form of peace. Being a millennial is confusing.

>>6995022
Google reverse image search says it's from Patema Inverted, a Japanese animated science fiction drama film.

>>6994482
As someone who tries to record their dreams, this adds a beautiful second perspective to the concept (and my notes folder).

Greatly appreciated and saved. Thank you, anon.

>>6985033
Anyone have this without the text?

>>6986589
Keit-Ai

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>>6985033
Here, made it myself

>>6995913
>>6996096

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>>6987699

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if you wanted to end things, or if you needed space, then all you had to do was say so, but you disappeared, after all we've been through, without even saying goodbye... again

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>>6996227
and now the pain i feel in my chest just wont go away

>>6982119
my new wallpaper
thanks anon

>>6990159
Good concept, beautiful game, shit ending

>>6979344
I hear you anon. My story isn't much better.

>go to university
>dropout because financial aid fucked me hard
>in debt $6,000 it isn't as bad as it could be
>get a job pay back payments raise credit score
>I live in rural Ky. so I've planned on moving since birth
>Lexington is the place I want to be idk why
>depression and anxiety and other shit I've never had due to location
>decide the only way is do or die
>move essentials into my car, remove backseat and make a bed
>2 months live in car and finally find a place that's in my budget and allows me to save as well
>wont rent to me because bad credit even though I've been fixing it
>grandpa wont co-sign
>come home and re-enter the depression and anxiety

I was beginning to be social too is the worst part

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>>6996670
oh and here's my pape boot, currently been my wall for 6-7 months

>>6996671
Great pape man. I hope things improve for you.

>>6985827
Any more like this? I.e. Tokyo alleyways at night.

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>>6996676
I'll start off.

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>>6996689

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>>6996690

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>>6996691

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>>6996692

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>>6996693

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>>6996695

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>>6996696

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>>6996697

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>>6996700

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>>6996701

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>>6996703

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>>6996705

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>>6996706

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>>6996707

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>>6996709

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>>6996710

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>>6996711

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>>6996712

>>6996714
That's all the ones I have. If you have any I haven't posted of Japanese city streets and alleyways at night, then please post.

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>>6996715
I have this but it's more comfy than depressing. Yours make me sad, all these flashy lights and advertisements for whatever imaginable and a person is amongst all this all alone in the end.

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>>6996732
Another one I just pilfered from a different thread.

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From a LoL cinematic, but I like the feel

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>>6982869

>>6993239
Know the feel bro.
My cousin whom i was really good friends with tried to get with my ex of 2years.

Thats around 3 years ago, even tho we made up its not the same. The trust we once had in each other is just gone, now its just someone i see a couple of times a year.

Try to find someone else to be friends with and or girls to have interest in, if thats an option for you.

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>>6979815

>>6986570
this movie really punctures your heart multiple times

>>6981204
Aurelie Curie on flickr

>>6995324
thanks, anon

>>6988400
are you cripplingly ugly, or something? I'm a ginger with very yellow teeth beedy eyes. Some women are still dumb enough to find me attractive.

>>6994555
>>6994556
made me laugh, thanks anon

>>6995044
>when you been where he standing

I-I never asked for these feels

>>6982700
I know that feeling too!! The IRRITATING intrusive thoughts that somehow, someway, you did something wrong even though you yourself are sure that you didn't.

>>6997923
I don't think I'm ugly. I just don't know her, and she doesn't know me. I've seen her before, and I've tried to get closer to her group of friends, but it didn't work.
>>6998201
Yeah, my parents don't understand how I feel with OCD.

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What do you guys do to cope when life gets you down?

>>6984300
And who sits on cards, too.

>>6996689
Could any photoshop gurus remove the guy maybe?