Story thread

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>making friends with a female instead of just pumping and dumping
lmao he fell for the love meme
have this

>>6974059
Continue.

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continue!

>>6974059

>The text reads along the lines of "never see my daughter again" and "I've had enough of your game"
>Confused and hurt, I went to school, It was a Friday, but one of the worst I've ever had
>it was her mothers birthday that day too
>I couldn't stop thinking about it and felt sick all day
>While leaving school with my friends, I saw her and her mom together, coming to pick up her younger brother.
>She saw me but looked past me
>I continued with my regular routine on a Friday but making time to call my dad and explain how nothing made sense
>I hoped for a response but knew I wouldn't get one
>Me and my father talked that night, I'd never seen my dad so angry with the idea of a parent getting involved and making something so simple into such a nightmare
>We sat and drank that night
>The months that followed were a blur, she started coming back to school and I had a million people asking me why we weren't friends anymore.
>I told few the truth
>The following months were a blur, i always wondered if that was what it felt like to be "depressed"
>I convinced myself it wasn't my fault, and I stay true to that today.

You might say I went too far, made it too weird, wanted to be apart of something that was never going to be. But no. Since day one I said I wanted to help. I went in with no expectations, no goal but to help another human through a time of pain. This was taken, chewed up and spat out when the time felt right.

>>6974116

>I avoided feelings towards people for 3 years, and that all came back that year
>I'm 18 now and It's been over a year and a half since this all started
>She is dating a guy who I was decent friends with and still am today
>He is what i almost was, a whipped asf guy with no social life because he has a girl friend
>He doesn't hang out with the boys anymore because of her, and he isn't even getting any puss
>I still see her at school, and i smile at her. But when she smiles back i don't feel happy because she noticed me, but because she knows i hate her

>The best I did was fuck one of her friends at a party after that>>6974086

So yeah
feels suck
3/10 wouldn't recommend
I dont think my explaining did justice of how much of a bitch she became, but im sure you anons can picture that yourself.

Questions kek?

>>6974118

Oh and the photo was from that Friday night when I got home.
Or morning, can't fuckin remember kek

>>6974118
Hell of a story.
Thanks for taking the time to tell it.

>>6974417
thanks anon

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>>6974059
Fuck it. needed to be done. most times you don't get the Hollywood ending and life go's on

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>>6974059
One of my dream cars is in the lower left of the picture, a Mercedes C107.

I fell in love with this car after I saw it for the first time infront of a Hotel at a 4-7 a.m. walk.
Took a picture and had to find out what car it is.
Around the same time also the desire to move to L.A. when I get older came up. I grew up in a flat and never really had privacy of my own. I live with my mom and sometimes the neighbours are really loud, so you can't relax. One day I want to live in L.A., because it seems really relaxing in the Hollywood/Beverly Hills area, I also fell in love with that area, because I spend two days just on google earth and maps trying to find a home of a person, while doing so, I figured how beautiful that area is. I searched on YouTube and found videos showing the area, and damn, I don't care about the celebrities and such, but the view over L.A. the trees, and clean roads, the upperclass lifestyle which I'm not used to, but desire to better my lifestyle is amazing to me. So yeah, this car, the C107 and Los Angeles, combined (picrelated) makes me sentimental and smile, and desire and strive for a better life. One that isn't filled with hate, anger, sadness, lonelyness but smiling, happiness, love, adventure, responsibility and enjoyment.

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dunno what to say but, this is just one of the comfyest/ peaceful pics i've taken

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My best friend stole the girl I liked. I'm depressed af. I do not express my feelings very well so he does not know. The girl is very attractive to me and he is treating her like garbage. Shouting at her and stuff. She is emotionally dependent, so she is stuck with him and I can't do shit. (Sorry for my bad english, i'm trying.)

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>Be me
>16 years old, dirt poor, living in WV with my dad
>Literally only escape is high school baseball
>Friend hits me up Friday night and says his girl has a friend and they want me to hang out
>Fuck it not doing much else
>Meet up and hop into his car
>Lay eye son the cutest girl I've ever met in my life
>Awkward small talk, flirting, etc.
>She's rich as fuck, goes to an all girls school in Virginia
>We go down to the lake, smoke weed, drink some beers, etc.
>Girls name is Meg
>Cops show up, fuck it, run
>She grabs me and pulls me behind a tree
>We kinda smile, she pulls me in and kisses me
>I give her my jacket- just a simple zip up hoodie- so she doesn't get cold
>Exchange numbers, I get dropped off back at my place
>Don't see her again for 2 years
There's more if people are interested

>>6975179
what's the update on this. Story is good

>>6975179
continue

>>6975343
>>6975498
Hey sorry I was at work. Just gonna nap then update it

>>6975179
you got me hooked on anon, please cont.

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>be me
>a cool blue spaceman
>no one on planet except me
>faps to purple moon rocks 15 times a day
>life is good

>>6975179
Bump, this is good

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>>6975179
>>6975343
>>6975498
>>6975567
>>6975721
Sorry all, passed out after 10 hours at work last night.

>Distracted as fuck
>Send texts, make calls, communicate a bit
>It's not the same
>High school of about 700 kids, same ones K-12
>Meg is so different. Cuter. Smarter. Funnier.
>Wonder if she thinks about me as much as I do her?
>Or about that kiss
>Eventually friend's gf says she's coming for a month in the summer.
>THIS IS HAPPENING
>Had just graduated high school, she was entering her final year at prep school
>She's been visiting Virginia Tech, UV, etc.
>I'm playing baseball at WVU
>Jk I'm a mong and I take night classes and work
>She's staying at her mom's place. Nice little place tucked away with a cute white picket fence.
>Things are awkward at first, eventually we have a fight, large emotional outburst. Debate saying "I love you" but i know that's stupid
>End up fucking
>Just her and I, end up living in that house for that month
>Spend our days exploring nearby wilderness, making up for lost time, generally living carefree (except when I have work and class)
>Plus lots of sex
>Month starts ending, the reality sets in
>She's going to go off to some amazing school, get her degree, get an awesome job and attract plenty of attention of chads
>I'm making minimum wage and go to community college part time
>Resent her a little for my own insecurities
>End up fighting and making up a lot as a result
>We eventually talk through shit and she tells me yeah life will be different for both of us but she'll always make sure to have a place in her life for me
>feelsgoodman.jpeg
>Eventually the summer ends, she goes back to Virginia
>Mom's house is sold
>All alone in bumfuck nowhere
I feel like I'm rambling lol but I'll post up the last part

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>>6975890
>>6975890
>Talk more frequently, when we can
>It's obvious she has a tough time balancing us having some time and her school life
>She decides to go to Virginia Tech
>I double up on classes, power through
>Decent grades, plan to transfer to a four year school up north in the state
>Talking becomes less frequent
>Less romantic
>Think about telling her I love her, but I know that's stupid
>Fast forward a year; she's a sorority girl and doing a ton
>Less time talking
>Talking about stay together over breaks stops
>Talking about hanging out stops
>Numbing myself to the inevitable by keeping my head down
>Days go by without talking
>Weeks
>At this point I'm too scared to talk to her because I feel like the reality will be too much
>As unlikely as it is, getting my degree and moving to Virginia to be with her is what I'm married to, that's just what I'm convinced will happen
>Eventually I call her, I miss her sweet voice
>Says I'm being weird, that we weren't anything.
>"I don't want to be anything to you anymore"
>Breakdown while apartment hunting for a school I'm going to so I can be good enough for a girl who doesn't want anything to do with me anymore
>Can't go back home, can't imagine going forward
>Worst day of my life

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>>6975905
That ended sad as fuck lol. But I ended up getting my degree in data analytics 3 years after transferring. Got a decent job in Virginia. Moved to California. Living in Silicon Valley now. This state is so fucking weird, it's a world away from WV. I still sometimes think about the first time I met Meg but I keep to myself now mostly. I'm not angry, her and I were two different people and she opened my eyes to the world. But it still hurts sometimes.

>>6975905

Fuck her, why feel a damn thing. lol

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First of all, excuse my bad english...it's not my mother tongue

Sit back, relax and grab something to eat and drink, this story might take a while

>Be me
>15
>have had a couple of girlfriends already but nothing "serious" yet
>just broke up with a girl i kinda liked but didnt really have feelings for
>girl adds me on insta
>she DMs me and we start texting
>tells me she saw me in school and would like to get to know me
>i'm shy as fuck and take some time to finally meet up
(we decided to walk to school together for like 10 mins.)
>start texting 24/7 and hanging out during breaks
>couple of weeks later she tells me she loves me
>feel uncertain what to do...
>stop contact with her overnight
(most stupid thing i've ever done)
>fast forward a couple of months
>really start to miss her...
>text her saying i'm sorry and miss her
>she gives me another chance

>>6977329

>everything just like before
>everythings awesome
>tell her i have feelings for her too
>come together
>get along very well
>relationship still start to get kind of boring...
>dunno if i still want all of this
>starting to dissociate myself from her
>she realizes...
>we break up
(this is the part where i the really really really fucking dumb part begins)
>fast forward couple of months
>summer vacation
>have a lot of time to think
>realize i miss her...
>text her again...
>get another chance...
>mess up again after couple of months...
>fast forward even more months
>turned 16
>lifes awesome!!!!!!!!!!
>have everything a 16 old could want: big room, consoles, computer, cool friends and nice family, good grades etc.
>still somethings missing...
>have contact with couple of girls but realize it's HER
>text her again, this time a very very very long text, saying how much i am sorry and that all the things i have can't make me as happy as she did
>she decides to give me one last chance
(i warned ya that it gets really stupid with a lot of on-off bullshit!)
>come back together immediately
>LIFES JUST FUCKING AWESOME WITH HER
>we meet literally every day
>our parents like each other so we're even allowed to stay overnight
>start to get intimate...
(won't go into detail but i really enjoy such things in a special way, cause to me it's a big love proof)
>summer vacation is about to start
>just graduated from my schoolform with an average of just As
(like i said: LIFES AWESOME)

>>6977329
>>6977340

>summer holidays start
>have a job in a local supermarket for summer to earn some money until i start at new school
>job sucks but everthings fine when i get home to her
>we have an great vacation with her parents in slovenia
>start making really childish plans for the future like moving together, marrying and having children
>holidays are over...
>new school starts
>shits fucking hard
>dont have much time anymore...
>want more free space...start to dissociate myself...again...
>she realizes somethings wrong
>we have a couple of weird days and talks
>she feels that somethings wrong and we decide to break up again
>i immediately regret my decision
>realize what a perfect girl i had with her
>she doesn't want to hear from me anymore
(understandable, i broke her heart multiple times and she didn't want me back even tho she still loved at that time)
>i try to forget her but it won't work
>text her very often saying i'm sorry and that i need her
>fast forward couple of months
>still miss her ffs
>chill on teamspeak with a mutual friend
>tells me she became a hoe and jerked of some guy at a house party
>heart physically hurts
>still can't get over her
>winter holidays start
>i decide i have to go to her house and talk to her, not always text
>sit on a bench in front of her house in the evening and ask her to come out
>4 hours pass
>freezing everywhere(at the time we had around -15 degrees celsius here and i was wearing only a thin jacket)
>she finally replies(at around midnight...)
>tells me to go home...
>heart breaks again
>at home she tells me i should give up and that she has forgotten me
>i decide not to text her anymore and start to think i just need to find someone new and fall in love again
>fast forward a couple of months
>turned 17
>have had contact with a couple of girls, some of them even wanted a relationship with me
>always denied them
>meet a really nice girl
>still miss my ex...

>>6977329
>>6977340
>>6977353

(forgot to mention that after that evening in winter i started to feel really really bad and kind of depressive, not like that "i want attention and cut myself"- depressive, i was just sitting in my room looking at old pictures, not going out and barely having contact even to my family)

>start having more and more contact with new girl
>she falls in love with me and i kind of really liked her so i thought why not
>hoped she would get me out of the deep pit i fell in and make me realize that there's plenty of girls out there
>i soon realized she can't make me as happy and make me feel the same way my ex used to
>fast forward to now
>stuck with girl i don't really love but i don't want to hurt because she really fucking loves me
>often think about breaking up and calling my ex which of course won't give me another chance cause i fucked up numerous times
(i do admit that it's my own fault and stupidity)
>still wake up every morning and hope for some sort of miracle to happen

i do know that there are a lot of women on this planet, still i only want her
i know how fucking stupid this sounds and i'm sure everyone's gonna start roasting me on this thread soon but i am afraid i will spend the rest of my life with women i don't really love hoping to get over her one day which i also know won't happen..

storys over i hope at least one person made it through all this bad english cancer and maybe has some advice...

>>6975905
life goes on man. feeling hung up over her means you're holding on to something that drags you down. now that you've had the experience, find a new one lol.

>>6974118
That story sucked.
She was taken, then available.
You got jealous and got spiteful.
You remained bitter.
Now you still resent her and call her boyfriend a pussy, despite him getting the girl you wanted.

>>6975905
Damn.

>>6977367
That's a hard path to walk.

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Met my girlfriend while on exchange in Japan, both Australians studying abroad. She lives on one side of Australia and I live on the other. Long distance for about 8 months, balls up and ask if she wants to rent with me. Move to a city in-between and live together since.

Sorry my story isn't sad like other anons, but this wallpaper reminds me of the night I met her lmao

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>>6974059
>be me
>19
>December, losing closeness with people I thought were friends.
>First semester was ending
>Ask a girl I talked to on and off if she wanted to go on a date
>It goes well
>Flash forward 3 months.
>Valentine's day
>Spend the day together
>Few weeks pass
>Find out she's still talking to her ex
>Makes me a little nervous
>have an argument about the existence of God, afraid of losing her
>End up breaking up with her, and almost throwing up in person
>Ex friend tries to talk to her when he knows that I really liked her.
>Clearly just wants her for sex.
>End up cutting him off for good .
>start talking to a really sweet girl that I met on tinder around the same time as Valentine's day gf (Yeah, I know, fuck tinder, I'm just stupid lucky.)
>Honestly really innocent, sweet girl
>Virgin, and just a really nice and good person, kinda naive.
>End up deleting her number
>April, get back together with girl that I broke up with
>Birthday comes up.
>Current gf and I spend the day together.
>Start having problems again.
>Break up again.
>Early May.
>Back together again.
>End up breaking it off for good.
>Deactivate my Facebook, delete all social media.
>Really upset, but don't want to talk about it to my friends or anything.
>Tfw you realize that trying to merge girlfriend into friend group is just a bad idea.
>Lose a bunch of friends that I thought were friends.

It's been a lonely time, but thank God Haley (tinder girl) wanted to still try to date.
>find out I really like Haley.
>Been dating 2 months.
>No stupid doubts or insecurities.

Life is full of learning, and I'm probably living in ignorance until something fucks me over again.
Falling in love is a funny thing.

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>>6975905
Holy shit man, reading this... Kinda makes me worried.
My girlfriend goes back to college 3 hours away in a month, and I'm just hoping that I can make it work, she's different.
Why is every girl so different to us when we find someone?
Ignorance is a double edged sword.

>>6977547
That's an awesome story nonetheless!

>>6977367
you cunt stop being so damn selfish if that girl loves you and you don't love her back don't lead her on. that is fucked up.

>>6977547
what an absolute legend

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>>6974482
it's such a beautiful car anon, hope you get there one day and enjoy the lifestyle here at LA.

>>6975174
had this shit happen to me once in high school, literally the worst fucking feeling, just the pure anger and sadness mixed together. He wasn't my "best-friend" though he was just a friend from the group I hanged out with, while i was still going out with my gf and everybody knew what was happening and what he was trying to to do. Literally nobody told me that he was trying to get at my gf towards the end everybody ended up feeling bad for me when I finally noticed it.

>>6975908
damn anon that's such a sad ending, all those memories & experiences you had together and her leaving you like that. But at least she opened your eyes to reality which ends up making you stronger anon :) it'll get better buddy

i really don't have one image that makes me feel a certain way, but I created this image with some of my favorite pictures that kinda brings back memories, excitement, and /comfy/ moments

>>6977549
>and I'm probably living in ignorance until something fucks me over again
yeah, probably

>>6977679
Sad.

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>Be me
>21
>winter 2017
>Never had a girlfriend
>Goes out clubbing with some friends a friday night
>Meet this really cute girl that I remember I went to primary school with
>Start talking and having fun
>One of my friend is trying to hit on her, it works
>Fast foward 3 months
>They're fuck friends, we go out 3 hours away from our city at my friend's father in the woods
>We're only the three of us, drunk, stoned as shit
>I find out that she is really attractive to me (feelsbadman)
>She tells me that she want me to be her best friend (Yea wtf)
>Roleplayed it, ends up she is being treated like shit with my friend, he's shouting at her, always talking to her in a bad way
>Feelsevenmorebadman
>Fast forward 2 months
>She is still stuck in the sex addiction/affection circle, she can't get out and tells me everyday how she feels bad and stuff
>She gets pregnant from my friend
>Friends panic, avoiding her to the max
>She wants me to go to the hospital with her (Hell no but im feeling bad for her)
>She gets an abortion and cries her life out
>Fast forward 2 weeks
>She wants to see me
>My friend also wants to see me
>Stuck in a crossfire between the girl I like and my best friend
>Ditch the girl for my friend
>She is really sad and i'm kinda too

The relation between her and my friend is over and she always wants to see me, I want too but I feel bad af to backstab my friend like that

My life sucks. I love this girl a lot but I can't do shit about.

Not a crazy story like others but this is my poor ass life,

Thank you if you read through that poor frenchy english. Pce

>>6977545
Huh?! Holy shit!! This is so close to my life I swear I typed it myself.

>>6978300
your an idiot, ditch the deuchebag and call the chick

>>6978300
You friend sounds like a bitch and the girl sounds like a ho.

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>>6978314
>>6978312
>>6978300

Walk away. She fucked up by staying with your friend once things started going sour.

She was still horny and enjoyed the abuse to get off, finds herself pregnant and has an abortion.

Now she's reaching to you to 'save' her. I'm almost 10 years your senior. Walk the fuck away son. Run for the mudafuking hills.

She is not worth you or your time. There are 7 billion people in this world. You will find someone worthy of your affection. Not this hedonist cunt that needs saving.

Save yourself.

>>6978314
Ive known this guy for almost 10 years now, he is really cool but when it comes to a relationship he is a total asshat for real. Does not sounds like it but he's nice as a friend.

>>6978339
Yea that's what i'm doing rn. I've told myself to fuck off with that cause its a real bad situation. Thank you for your opinion on that, appreciate it

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Classic story
> fall for girl
> think she's different
> get close
> she sluts it up
> get fucked up emotional for years
It's a cycle the repeats itself and gets worse each time

Here's my current phone paper

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This picture always makes me think of the days of winter... Sitting alone, nothing to feel but cold. The vast emptiness of it all telling me that life only gets worse. Friends keep disappearing and leaving, family slowly growing to hate each other. I can't even remember the positive side of life anymore really. All that I can really say is that life is just cold and dead to me.

that was a good story

>>6974059
That was a good story!

>>6977640
Thank you. I really like your pictures.

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>Be me 14 y/o
>Middle school just ended, instead of going to the HS within my district I decide to switch to a better one about 20-30min from my house
>I have a close group of friends, we all find each other funny and hang out all the time
>We've basically grown up together
>I make the decision to switch abruptly, they get cold feet and ask me how we can still be friends
>I try to comfort them, "It's gonna be fine, we can still hang out all the time, we already live in different neighborhoods"
>I'm really excited to be going to a new school, my friends are still criticizing me for it
>Things are getting a little tense, in hindsight I think they were a little jealous I was going to a better school but it made me feel shitty
>One friend (lets call him Kyle) switches to the school I'm switches to, that makes me happier

>Be me, 15 y/o, one year has passed
>Got in a fight with my best friend after he made a really racist and uncalled for "joke" about Asian people, one of my best friends was Asian at my new school and I lost my shit
>Things got tense after that, we started talking less and had fewer things in common
>He was basically the last of my old friend group that I was seeing
>I see pictures of my friends hanging out online, they invited my Kyle but not me

>2 years pass, 17 now and in my junior/senior years
>See my old friends rarely throughout the years
>We are still pals but we barely talk, when we do it's normally for bigger get-togethers or events
>We are distant but it's not too bad, I would still consider them friends
>They are choosing to hang out with Kyle all the time, it's weird because I always thought I was better friends with them
>I guess not

>18 now, finally graduated
>Go to one of my old friends graduation parties
>Hang out with friends a couple times during the year, and more in the summer
>Things are going great, we are kind of reconnecting
>They invite me on a trip with all of them, I say yes of course
>cont.

>>6979292
>I get excited that they invited me, we haven't talked a lot so it's nice
>I get a little freaked out though, the invitation wasn't formal and they never texted me about it
>It starts to dwell in the back of my mind that they might just leave and not tell me
>Ignore the thought
>Start to wonder if it's happening, ask my friend, he says he will let me know if anything happens
>a week passes
>check facebook for some reason
>See my friend posted a photo album
>...
>It's all of my old friends a the beach together without me
>...
>I wasn't sad, just filled with anger
>Then it dawned on me that we aren't friends anymore
>I start to realize that I have almost no friends in my town
>I felt truly alone at that point in time

This was one of the single most isolating experiences of my life. These were people I thought I would know forever, I remember back when I was 13 I thought we would be friends through college. I didn't realize how much life changes in 4 years, yet alone going through High School. I could have made a better effort to keep my relationships but I didn't and I grew apart from them.

Sometimes, when driving past an elementary school, I will think about them. The times we spent on the playground, how much fun we had together playing video games, the times we would just sit and talk about what we wanted to be in the future. The funny thing is, even though I get sentimental, I'm happy I don't know them anymore. I have better friends now who like to be around me and who I like to be around, I don't regret a single thing.

>>6979306
This was way back in like 2012, Idk why I'm thinking about this now. Fuck high school.

>>6975890
>>Month starts ending, the reality sets in
>>She's going to go off to some amazing school, get her degree, get an awesome job and attract plenty of attention of chads
>>

Some times you have to say fuck reality and make shit happen that you want to have happen.

>>6975890
So what happened?

>>6975908
What actress did she most look like?

>>6975179
I made myself into a depressed person for the latter part of my teenage years by basing my entire ideal life around the idea of movie-like romance. I've managed to become a more normal person now that I can forget is, but your line about her pulling you behind a tree and kissing her brings back that wonderful ache that I used to chase.

Thanks, Anon.#

(I still haven't had a girlfriend, though.)

>>6977640
Man that collage is great. I love how these pictures seem like any others out of context, but the way they're here together makes them feel like special moments even to a stranger like me.

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>be me
>Never really close with my Dad as a kid
>Figured Dad probably cared more about my sister bc she was a girl
>She always got real expensive stuff, everything I had I earned
>There was one thing we both mutually loved, Star Wars
>Literally grew up watching the movies on repeat
>Dad was a huge SW buff since he was a kid, still had all the merchandise in the attic
>He'd let me play with all of it
>He did his best to raise me and my sister right
>Flash forward a few years, sister becomes a delinquent
>She has no common sense whatsoever, starts doing stupid shit and driving all of us crazy with her stupid antics
>Gets Dad the worse, it's his little girl
>Start to hang out with my Dad more
>Get him to play vidya with me like when I was a kid
>One Day my sister hit the breaking point, she eloped to SC with her nigger boyfriend and excommunicated herself from our family
>Dad becomes depressed
(contd.)

>>6979602
>I feel awful for my Dad
>Hang out with him way more often
>We get to actually know eachother
>Realize my Dad is the most kind and honest man I've ever met
>He begins to open up to me and tells me about his life story
>Star Wars fan since 1977, had one of the largest Star Wars collections
>Inspired him to become an Air Force pilot, because the X-Wings were his favorite
>Made sure he had whatever it took to become a pilot
>On the day he applied, they turned him down immediately because he had Asthma one time when he was an infant
>His dreams were shattered
>But he kept on
>He ended up in the Air Force as a communications guy and got to travel abroad
>Got out of the military and went to college, met my Mom
>They have a good relationship, and eventually give birth to me and my Sister
>Work becomes longer, has less time to spend at home
>Still kinda into Star Wars too
>Mom gets angry at this, as most women do
>Instead of understanding my Dad she becomes more and more hostile saying shit like "YOU NEED TO BE HOME MORE"
>My Dad's just trying to provide for her and us
>Mom decides to pay her old high school boyfriend a visit
>She brings me along, and remember it clearly
>I thought he was just her cousin when I was little, but I was dead wrong as I came to find
>I remember vividly that she said "he might be your new Daddy" but of course it flew way over my head
>at this point in the story I became deeply disgusted at my mother, that she would do something like that to my kindhearted father
(contd.)

>>6979607
>He finds out where she went, asked me thoroughly where and who she was with
>I had no idea this even happened or that my own Mom would do that
>My Dad weeps and consults his family on what he should do
>Decides to put aside everything of his and focus all his time on work and family
>Patches things up completely with my Mom, still strong as ever to this day
>He makes sure me and my sister get a good education
>I feel bad though, it's like he sold his soul as a man to guarantee our future
>Then all this shit with my sister goes down
>Discover how much it hurt him, it's like he lost her like he almost lost my Mom
>I look at him in the eyes and finally see
>Me and my Dad are the same person
>I see myself in him, he sees himself in me
>All he wants is to see me succeed at my dreams and goals where he couldn't
>He wants me to be a better person than him, and live a better life
>I'm his only hope.

>>6979613
I do not share many interests with my father but I'll try to spend more time with him after reading this.

>>6979613

damn son that is an intense story

i can't read

>>6979039
thank you :)

>>6979613
great story

>>6974482
I love this picture and story, that was a beautiful post senpai.

>>6979306
>Sometimes, when driving past an elementary school, I will think about them. The times we spent on the playground, how much fun we had together playing video games, the times we would just sit and talk about what we wanted to be in the future

why am i sad

>>6979613
that ending is the start of an anime intro

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>>6974482
Bruh

>>6974118
lol, kids

>>6974059
You were young, but you have learned.

Never befriend a girl if it's not to fuck her. And make your intentions clear from the start.

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>Be me
>14
>Discover that a old friend from primary school came back after years living in a distant city
>She's cool, different and aways were a special friend to me
>I talk to other friends from those old times and arrange a meetup
>Started to talk more with the girl before the gang met
>We liked each other
>Went on a date before the great meetup
>She's smart, pretty and really nice to me
>Flirting.gif
>time goes on and the meetup comes
>It was litterally the feel of reuniting with the "Shippuden" Gang
>We watch LaLaLand
>During the movie we kiss
>Now we're oficially dating
>Everyone is happy
>I were already friends with her parents
>They support us, i start to love her
>turns ou she has many, MANY problems
>Her mom told me she had depression and ocd
>I started to care about her in a whole new level
>we listen to beirut as our anthem
>She borrows me a graphic novel
>I read as if my life depended on it
>Texted her to say i've finished and i missed her
>She answers with a confuse text saying that she didn't wanted me and that she had many problems
>I get monstruously concerned
>Turns out she's a pisychopath and her mom did not told before 'cause she liked me and tought I could do some good to the girl as a boyfriend
>She was using me the whole time
>She break up after a few weeks, we were not together even for a month
>I feel like I'm the basic concept of jerk
(the wp is the cover photo for our favorite album, i've stretched the image to match 1440x900p)

>>6981455
it looks awful but its what i could do, i'm not a photoshop expert, ok?

>tfw autistic to the point where you push every possible love interest away

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ok here goes a long story get ready
>be me
> like this picture

>>6981477
Great story, Anon. I can relate

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Buckle up, folks

>Be me, almost 17 years old
>Have a gf
>Live in Trondheim in coldasfuck Norway
>Listen to music a fuck ton
>Played both bass and guitar for 6-7 years
>Meet girl through one of my friends
>Find out she plays guitar, violin and guitar
>Start to hang out now and then, never us two alone
>We meet up at her place after a while, talk away the whole evening
>Find out she only listens to U2 ever
>shit taste lol
>I suggest she listen to my fav album at the time (Dinosaur Jr. - You're living all over me)
>Next time we meet is like she's a completely different person, like I opened up a whole world for her
>Start to hang out a lot more, play and listen to music together, smoke weed together, late nights together, etc.
>Feel like I can say anything to her after a while
>Realize I trust her more than my gf
>I tell her, and she says she feels the same way

>>6981661

>Fast forward three months
>Madly in love with her
>She confesses her love for me, and says we can't be friends anymore. Says it hurts to be with me but not as a couple, so we can't hang out together out of respect for my gf
>I tell her I love her too
>We fuck that night
>I say we have to wait until I break up with my gf, which I do the following day
>I tell my gf I don't love her anymore, and I don't see a future with us two as a couple
>She gets really sad, but thankfully she understands
>I leave my now ex's house, and go straight to other girl's home
>We instantly become a couple, >>6981661 pic was taken
>Been wallpaper on my phone since then

>Fast forward 2.5 years (now)
>Still together, live in an apartment in the city
>I play music with her all the time, and I also play in a band on the Norwegian punk-scene in Trondheim
>Our fav album is still You're living all over me

life is feelsgoodman

>>6974116
She broke up with a guy, used you as a "emotional support", "FOUND OUT" she liked her ex's older brother, messages you drunk after hooking up with 3 guys and you still tried something with her? What the fuck man
Nothing of value was lost, but don't be this idiot again, holy shit

>>6974116
>>6981700
That woman must be crazy hot

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I know it's only bad bad/stressing stories, but when i landed my eye on the thread, this was the first thing i remembered

>childhood was kinda fucked, because of school and family (mom and dad fights) and shit
>i would only play games and had a few friends
>sunday, i was 10 or 11
>everything was calm that day
>my parents were preparing a bbq on the backyard, my grandparents (mother's parents) were there as well
>playing something on my pc
>they call me to eat
>i leave my chair and look outside
>stare at the sky for a few seconds
>can't think of any of my problems, feel at peace for the first time, as far as i could remember
>go to the backyard

I still remember it clearly, i never felt like this again

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>tfw going through some shit
>read through thread
>not alone

feels___man.png

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>be 16, sperg to the max
>no friends except for one chick
>id known her for around 6 years from school
>just try to make her happy by buying shit and doing her homework
>no mind for my own mentality
>don't realize i've been fucked with for years
>she kept saying that i was useless, dumb, etc
>try to kill myself, chicken out last second
>she says that i'm fucked up, i have problems, should have done it
>wake up one morning
>realize that i've fucked up and wasted 6 years of my spergy life
>immediately cut her out of my life, work on mental health, work on meeting people
>still not great at social stuff but i'm working
>pape reminds me that i can't see around the corner, i just have to keep waiting and hoping

I hope yall know we're all going to make it amigos

>>6981799
Thanks my man, sometimes it feels like we're all alone in a harsh world but this kinda things make me think that I'm not alone

>>6974556
i love it

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>Be Me grade 6
>didn't give a single fuck about girls, I was still in that "yucky girls" phase
>Grade 7 rolls around
>my school has a summer camp every year in august so you can meet the new class
>I was preoccupied with another girl I was very close with. But during activities I was paired with her
>Due to private concerns I will keep the first letter of her name
>Alice
>When I left the other girl I just did School for a while
>My Memory has been very bad lately so I cannot remember when I started talking to her
>But we became very close. We would talk for hours on end on the phone.
>It was like this until I graduated from Elementary and went to high school. I still talked to her just as much.
>I needed to come back for an activity in the evening
>Alice was there, I surprised her and we talked for a bit
>The evening ended and I headed back to my School (boarding school)
>this went on until the end of the school year
>during the summer, something happened. Something very bad
>I went to her for help
>She tried to help as best she could.
>I pushed her away. I couldn't handle my shit
>Turns out she was coming to the same school as me
>I rarely ever spoke or ate. I felt out of it constantly
>she left October
>We started to talk again by December, I was feeling back to somewhat normal
>I messaged her. Small talk at first.
>Later I apologized for pushing her away
>I don't think it will ever be the same
Pic Related. This is my favourite time of the year, when the snow is falling lightly under the streetlights. I figured she'd like it too. I miss her

>growing up with Norma Bates for a mom
>not allowed to play with other kids since I'm better than everyone
>godsgifttomanking.exe
>staying in all day long playing on a 286
>1998 hits, 8 years old me gets a glimpse of the internet
>procedes to waste life everynight on irc
>start getting into mmos, erp, websex
>fastforward 2004, WoW hits
>bestthingsinceslicebread.cum
>finds out the hottest girl at our school plays it as well
>move to her server like a betafag, restart everything
>/w her
>she /w back
>ipassout.jpg
>started talking on breaks
>eventually taking long walks in the woods after class...
>starts falling for real for her
>still gutless
>one night after a lan party I walk her home
>she's in the door way
>gn.org
>she's still in the doorway
>fuck it, what's the worse that can happen... lean for a kiss
>she kisses back

tbc

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>>6983013
forgot pic

>>6981676
I'm happy for you anon. Allthough you weren't immediately honest with your ex, you did the right thing.

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>Be me
>17, born in 2000
>Irish daughter of Russian descended mother and German descended father
>8~8.5/10
>Call me Y
>Jump back to 4 years old, kindergarten
>Sitting on the swing waiting for Mum to come pick me up
>Random girl walks up to and pushes me off it (let's call her A)
>Wtf.jpg
>I punch her
>She punches me
>We fight
>I bite her
>She bites me
>Caretakers separate us
>They call parents
>Her Mum comes
>Mine is late
>They stay with me
>I play with them
>We become friends
>I turn 5, she turns 6
>We start 1st grade
>I excel
>I turn 6, she turns 7
>Mum transfers me to fancy school
>I get put in 3rd grade with a bunch of 8 year olds
>I get straight As
>Fast forward
>I'm 10, she's 11
>We're inseparable
>My parents are always working
>She and her Mum become a second family
>I stay over all the time
>Her Mum put another bed for me in A's bedroom
>Regardless, we always sleep together
>I feel more at home there than at my own house
>On one of my stays we watch a romance movie
>"Hey Y, want to kiss?"
>whynot.png
>sloppykiss.gif
>ew.gif
>Fast forward to 2012; I'm 11, she's 13 and a 9/10
>My 12th birthday
>Big party, many kids
>Seven minutes in heaven
>A and me get chosen as a joke
>They lock us in
>"Hey Y, want to kiss?"
>whynot.png
>nicekiss.gif
>feelsgoodman.jpeg
>They unlock the door
>We come out
>They cheer
>It didn't go past those kissed inside the closet
>We're still inseparable
>Fast forward 3 months
>Dad becomes big earner, but gets transferred to Brazil
>After another 2 months I move from Ireland to Brazil

Pic related
Tbc

>>6983017
I know, but I don't think I could have handled it differently. I wasn't lying to her, and I didn't want to completely destroy her feelings. I still liked her, just not like that, you know?

Also,
>>6983032
>>6983013
CONT!!!!

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>Be me, 18
>Graduated High School
>I had some people i considered friends, but at the same time knew they didn't really cared about me
>Decided to break all contact with them and start a new life at the University
>Fail at getting the Scholarship
>fuck
>All my High School years plans had been shattered
>Get extremely depressed, and have no one to talk to
>Get really desperate, so i decided to join the Army
>Worst decision of my life, regret it imediatelly
>Parents extremely disappointed with me, saying that i threw my life away
>At least i fail at the health test and get sent away from the army
>To afraid to see the test results by myself, so i just accept it
>My father starts paying for college
>I felt extremely shitty going to the worst college in my city and making my father pay for it, but i go with it
>Spend my free time hanging out with my girlfriend and playing Magic: The Gathering and Yu-Gi-Oh! at my LGS
>I am really socially awkward, so i can't even engage in conversations with people at my LGS, let alone other students in class
>Start smoking, start drinking
>Don't feel absolutely nothing while drinking, neither smoking. I just felt empty all the time
>Having almost daily nightmares of my old friends, in these dreams i would always confess how shitty i felt and how i fucking missed them
>One day i get the news that i got the scholarship to study network engineering at one of the best Universities of the country
>Quit my shitty college the exact same day
>I just felt that nothing had a real purpose, i didn't ever get happy about going to a public University, and i just felt bad spending money on cards
>Realize i will always feel like this no matter what, so decided it was time to start learning to live with it.

And i'm still learning. At the end of the day i'm just your average 4chan user. At least University will start next week so we'll see what happens
Also, this wallpaper was in my desktop for most of what happened, so i feel a deep connection with it

>>6983236
Keep your head up, Anon, it gets better. You don't know what the future will bring, or who you're gonna meet

And you've got a gf, that's better then half the people on this website lol

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>be me, 8 years old
>Iraq War happens, Dad gets deployed
>Instead of coming home after Saddam is ousted, he's restationed in Afghanistan
>miss him for 2 years
>One day Mom gets an emergency call
>He's suffered a heart attack and gone into a coma
>transferred to a hospital in Germany, we fly there to be with him
>At age 10 the concept of death was still a bit foreign to me, so I was just psyched to have a month off of school and explore Europe instead
>Absolutely certain he would get better
>He didn't get better
>Go back to school crying
>some dickhead classmates make fun of me for my loss at recess
>Mom gets bogged down with legal paperwork that Dad used to handle
>Grades start slipping badly, Mom and I have arguments all the time about it, souring our relationship
>Got so frustrated with the whole situation that I smashed my expensive laptop she'd bought for me
>Just before entering high school, we move 3000 miles away because Mom was homesick for New England
>Maine's community is really dense, I found it impossible to make friends
>Relationship with Mom degenerates completely, first thing that happens when I get home is a heated argument about my B- grade average, then a run upstairs to hide in my room so I don't have to see her for the rest of the day
>Gradually become depressed to the point of considering suicide
>Mom isn't happy either, we decide to downsize
>move to a small apartment in the city and a private high school
>High school turns out to be ultra-SJW, full on "muh pronouns" and everything
>By some miracle manage to mostly keep my trap shut and avoid suspension
>At graduation I realize it's been 10 years since that fateful day Dad was deployed, I've spent more of my life depressed than not.
At this point I've lost all passion for anything beyond vidya. I don't have much hope for the future. I'm tired of hearing "it'll get better" when it never does.
Wallpaper is for Dad, he sure loved Tolkien's work. We watched the movies together all the time.

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Okay, so we've all been broken, but I have an honest question. How can we recover from a broken heart. I honestly feel like I'll never be the same again emotionally. It's been years since I actually caught feels towards another girl

>>6983560
I am going to be very hard on your ass:
Piss off dude you are just a selfish moron. Nobody has pity for your story.
Guess what: your happiness doesn't matter quit bitching about your stupid little story.
Man up you cunt. Emotions are your fault, feeling depressed is a fucking choice,
and you chose it the moment you had self pity,
the moment you took refuge in video games, the moment you chose to live life as a child forever.
But I suppose you must love to stay this way,
a little depressed, a bit anxious and melancholic, deep down you like this feeling, feeling hurt.
Being the hurt little misunderstood child.
Who is morally superior, a hero.
That’s why you like this picture of Boromir, the hero which redeems his mistakes by sacrificing himself for the greater good .
The only problem is that you are not Boromir . You stand for nothing that’s good.
You think that you are the fallen hero,
the fallen hero whom the whole world conspires against, the hero vs. the world, great story dude
but nothing gives a big room for improvement.
Life is not about our happiness or pleasures. Also you live in fucking America easiest place to survive on earth.
You are basically playing life on the easiest setting and you :Can't take it?
Maybe there not enough challenge for you in life dude.
QUIT BITCHING ABOUT YOUR LIFE.
MANY HAVE IT WORSE.
Move to Africa.

>>6983609
I don't blame you for being hard but jesus christ the things you say make no sense

>>6983568
Maybe you're gay?

>>6983560
>>6983609

Let me offer you a different and more analytic perspective: you haven't properly grieved your loss. Neither has your mom. It was okay to act out of line as a kid, as you were merely reacting to the situation at hand.

Depression isn't a choice. It is an involuntary reaction and a coping mechanism. Your mother tried to cope by worrying about your future, but it manifested probably in all the wrong ways.

However, it is within your reach and possible to get better. Things don't magically get better. You need to decide to improve things so they can actually start getting better.

There are things you like. There are things you want to achieve. Don't aim for perfection. Contemplate the things that make you actually profoundly happy, and focus on those. Aim for happiness and a peace of mind. Process your grief. Processing the grief leads to being able to control your emotions. Being able to control your emotions makes you able to control your actions. You may have to become a bigger person than anyone around you has ever been. And you know what? You can achieve it. But you must be willing to work towards it through understanding, compassion and humility. Attend therapy. Do whatever needs to be done. It's never too late.

You're not alone. Good luck.

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>>6983032
(cont.)

>Dad's now earning a few thousand per month
>I get put in a fancy prep school
>I don't know how to speak Portuguese
>As a result my grades suffer and the perfect transcript I'd had until now gets besmirched by B and C minuses
>Mum doesn't need to work any more, so she doesn't
>She starts to grill me because of the string of bad grades
>I keep contact with A via Skype and text messages
>Very frequent, Skype calls at least 4/5 times per week and messaging at random times during the day
>After around six months I manage to somewhat learn Portuguese, my grades shoot back up and I become the best in class with the exception of Portuguese language tests
>Bullying starts because I'm a 12 year old studying with a bunch of 14 year olds
>Parents don't give a shit about it
>I only made three friends since moving to Brazil
>They get bullied as well because they're like me
>One day I snap because some dude makes fun of my nonexistent breasts (yeah no shit genius, I'm a twelve year old without tits, how rare)
>I hit his head on the teacher's table, break his nose
>Now parents give a shit, I get grounded for months
>A and I start to lose contact
>I turn 13, she turns 14
>My parents are still pissed about the guy's broken nose
>They don't let me go to Ireland to celebrate it with her, nor her come here to celebrate with me
>She makes other friends there
>We lose more contact
>Barely talk any more, maybe once a month
>Parents become even more distant
>About the same time when I affirm my sexuality (I mean, I already knew I wasn't straight but I was afraid of thinking I was gay)
>Didn't have any support except for the internet during my questioning phase
>I start going to parties
>I start drinking
>I don't smoke nor take any drugs
>Parents grill me about parties even though I'm still a straight A student
>They start to ground me for the pettiest stuff (e.g. I didn't answer the house phone)


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Tbc

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I've had this wallpaper since I found out my gf and I became a couple the day this album was released.
This album is fucking amazing though, definetly a decent pick for album of the year.

>>6977549
>>6981676
You have good taste, Anon, although The Queen is Dead > anything ever

>>6983805
I realize now that my "story" isn't even close to how depressing some of the stories here are, but I think it's cute and worth a post

>>6983609
Nothing in your post makes any sense. You thought I was expecting pity for that? I wasn't expecting anything, I just liked OP's thread idea and posted a condensed version of my own story in the hopes that people would get something out of it. Why are you typing like you're trying to write a poem? Why is each line in your post a new paragraph? At what point did I ever imply it was me vs the world? Why the FUCK do you think I'd want to stay isolated socially forever? And how would moving to Africa help? Which country would I move to? The ones ruled by corrupt dictators, or the ones embroiled in civil wars? The Boromir wallpaper was chosen because my fathers favorite character was Boromir, not because I somehow think he's "like me". I don't mind harsh advice, I've gotten it before, but this is just stupid. You make yourself sound pretentious and egotistical, and I don't know why anyone would ever listen to someone like that.

>>6983780
I don't know if she's properly grieved either. I'm not sure if I properly articulated how huge this loss was for her, and the impact she made on little kid me. She used to be very active in my upbringing and very pleasant, but after his death she almost disappeared from my life because there was so much paperwork, and when she came back, she was snappish and anxiety-ridden. It was horrible for me to see her transform from such a happy, pleasant person to one who was bitter and trembling with anxiety all the time. I probably underwent a similar change to outside observers, now that I think about it.

>>6983787

Would like to hear the end of this.

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>>6977549
Cont.
>Spend entire day with Haley on Friday
>She went to Florida to spend time with her mom for a few days
>Been having doubts after making this post
>Probably not going to work out, I'm in a different city than her school
>She can't really make me laugh
>Don't feel like she has chemistry
>Fall asleep together
>Have to go to work at 6:00 that night
>5:02
>Mention breaking up when she has to go back to school.
>She starts to get really upset
>Conversation turns into breaking up by 5:30
>Tfw it's really hard to tell someone who's crazy about you that you just don't feel the same way anymore
>Her eyes are red, full of tears, mascara is all over her face
>Clearly broke her heart even though it was stupid puppy dog love
>Tfw 20
>Tfw feel like complete garbage
>Tfw I feel like I made a mistake
>Tfw I broke an innocent girl's heart because I'm not comfortable being alone right now
>ask family and friends for advice
>"Forget about her, you're gonna break people's hearts"
>Tfw care too much about human interaction sometimes
>Last 2 days have felt like shit.
>share a cigar with my friend John and vent about relationships
>It's not going to get better anytime soon.
>At least I have myself.
>Self improvement
I learned that you can't go out with someone immediately after something serious, you end up just feeling like you're trying to fill a hole in the end, no matter how you justify it to yourself.
Poor fucking Haley man, she didn't deserve to have to take a ride with me when she didn't know any better.
never tell someone you love them when you don't actually feel it.
That's all I have to say, I'm going to feel like shit, I know I fucked up.
I already blocked her on everything and am trying to move on.

Feels like shit man.
The wallpaper is nice though, makes me remember that I'll always have my guy friends, even though I barely have any.
I'm rambling at this point, this thread is just very comforting, knowing we are all here.
I wish I could cry right now.

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>>6983032
>>6983787
(cont.)

>I get depressed because no more contact with A (not the cut my wrists for attention sort of depression, just sad)
>Spend a few months that way
>Parents don't really care
>I get into a friends with benefits relationship with one of the qts in my class
>She's 15, solid 8/10 stereotypical punk girl style (let's call her M)
>I bounce back from some of the sadness
>Everything's going well between us
>My body develops, I no longer look like a washboard
>I lose my lesbian virginity
>We have sex whenever we can
>Her mum's okay with it
>One day we do it at my house because my parents are going out
>They come back because they forgot something
>They find me going down on M
>Mum freaks out
>She doesn't believe I'm gay because I'm girly
>She chalks it up to a phase
>Dad takes it in stride, and ultimately comes to terms with it
>(Mum still thinks it's a phase even though it's been four years since then)
>For some reason Mum starts spending more time with me, as for why she does so is anyone's guess
>Surprisingly we get closer
>We develop a normal relationship
>I get quite happy because Mum was now an active part of my life
>She actually starts paying attention to the stuff I do
>For the first time in years she praises my grades and behaviour
>feelsgoodman.png
>Some months pass
>Complete loss of contact with A by now, haven't talked with her in months
>Get sad again
>My 14th birthday comes around
>One day before it Mum hosts party and invites mostly her and Dad's friends
>Pretty lame
>Still no contact with A
>Fast forward two months
>M says she loves me
>I don't feel the same
>We end the relationship
>Fast forward another month
>Dad has business in Ireland
>We travel back to spend around a month

Pic related, it reminds me of the time we laid in her house's roof looking at the sky and talked

To be continued.

>>6984009
I've been running around buying school stuff since yesterday; classes at my university start in five days, but I'll finish it.

>>6983013
>>6983107
>we start start dating
>1 month in, she tells me she is still suffering after her last breakup and doesn't want to be heartbroken again
>fml
>we break up
>start smoking weed to numb the pain
>morewarcraft.doc
>get invited to a party
>what's the worst that can happen
>go and try to have a nice time
>she's there
>abort.exe
>change my mind, fuck her
>get wasted, started dancing with some girls
>one of them starts unbuttoning my shirt
>exgf gets between us, says she wants to talk
>still beta as fuck so I go outside to talk to her
>says she really has feelings for me
>420 time
>we make out
>we're together for the rest of the highschool
>I start med school, she takes a year off
>she gets more into hardcore drugs
>starts getting fat
>we fight everytime we meet
>we decide to break up
>heartbroken and relieved at the same time
>get a mail later that year
>an invite to a girls birthday party back home
>decide to go
>she's thrilled I made it
>party is awesome
>it's 12am, I'm smoking on the balcony
>she walked out
>small chat for like 1 min
>tongueinmouth.rip
>her mom catches us
>she's mad AF cos she hates me
>not from a "good" family
>kind of depressed
>leave
>she texts me
>"i don't care, we'll make it work"
>regain hope
>...

tbc

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>>6984320
>>6984744
aaahhhh lord cont please

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>>6983032
>>6983787
>>6984320
(cont.)

>We'll be staying in a rented house in the same city where I used to live, though not the same neighbourhood
>Mixed feelings about going back because of A
>Mum notices
>Asks why
>I explain about loss of contact with A
>We go
>I spend the 10 first days trying to avoid going to the places I know A used to frequent, which unsurprisingly I liked to frequent as well
>It mostly works, until I go to the neighbourhood's public library
>I'm taking a look at the fantasy section
>Hears one of the clerks address A by name
>ohshit.jpg
>I quickly hide behind the closest bookshelf
>Hears her describe me to the clerk
>Clerk rats me out
>motherfucker.png
>Can't come out of hiding place
>She comes from the left
>I prepare to bolt to the right
>She grabs my arm
>She asks me to wait
>She starts apologizing
>wtf.jpg
>She kneels
>WTF.jpg
>She's crying
>Now I'm crying
>People are looking at us
>thisisembarassing.png
>I get her to stop apologising
>We get out of library
>We go to a coffee shop
>Now I finally get a good look at her
>Mfw in less than a year she turned into a 10/10 and is about 10cm taller than me
>We're sitting
>We're not talking
>thisissoawkward.png
>When we mange to start talking I find out A went looking for me after seeing my dad and them Mum ratted me out to A
>Honestly not very pissed about it
>We reconnect
>feelsgoodman.jpg
>Fast forward 3 days
>We're hanging out again
>It's as if no time has passed
>feelsgreatman.jpg
>What is this warmth in my chest?
>Eh, it's probably nothing
>I spend the last 17 days at her house
>Her mum's still a second mum to me
>On the day before I leave we go up to the roof
>We lay down
>We hold hands and talk
>I realize what the warmth is
>OhShitI'mInLove.gif
>I'm too beta to make a move on and risk ruining our renewed friendship
>I leave the next day
>Start talking via Skype and text messages again
>Afraid we'll just repeat the cycle

>Pic related, this is pretty much a 1:1 of the tattoo she has
Tbc

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Story behind this pape is that years back, a guy came on here and said he planned on killing himself. Guy sounded really depressed, and this was the last picture he uploaded before he got off.

No clue if he actually went through with it or not, but I really hope he's happy, wherever he is.

>>6983560
high school doesn't happen to be john bapst in bangor, does it?

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I'm gonna get really mad if this thread gets archived now

>>6985272
I'll probably finish the story today since I won't be going off after school supplies and won't need to access via Clover

>>6985284
>>6984896
This is my story btw

:(

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This Makes me cry, i havent achieved anything in my life and i cant seem to get anything working for me.

It has to get better. it just has. I am getting better.

i am just crying

fuck you all for making me reply,

>>6974118
Awfully similar to an experience I had in high school, actually. I hope I can give you comfort knowing that you're not the only one who feels shit like this

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>>6987180
Anon, the fact that you're alive right now on the internet means you've accomplished quite a bit. You just gotta realize that.

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Reminds me off when I first got Uzumaki on hard cover. The book was great and while reading it life was ok.

What really sucked was the girl I was with. Rather, she was great. But the relationship tore me apart. I was so enthralled by being with her, my oneites, that I didn't expresses myself out of fear of ruining it. Additionally she had some depression and that caused her to also become infatuated with me. Our love towards each other plus long distance caused me to be unable to emotionally express myself for about 6 months.
Our relationship was in my mind the best thing, but in actuality it was a burden. I felt like every problem in my mind was 10x as big, and it just spurred more problems. I even talked directly to her about my pain, which she shared, and no conclusion could be reached. It felt like I was doomed to never be able to find mental ease. Depression, anxiety, suicidal thoughts and many tears followed what was one of my worst semesters at college.

Looking back, the whole experience was actually great. I learned how important honesty and self expression is. I also learned how much turmoil my mind faced on a daily basis and I began meditation and yoga. I'm much better now! And junji Ito is still one of my favorite illustrators and story tellers. His lovecraftian themes and emotional expression hit me just right.

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Be me
Be 14 fat normalfag that has 6 friends that he never hangs out with
One day friend brings girl to lunch table in school she is drop dead gorgeous learn she's his girlfriend think that's wierd she's in 6th grade he's in 8th she's 13 he's 15 about to be 16 learn as much as I can about her talk to her get to know her one day they break up I am hyped af start buying her shit like sodas and stuff be super smooth about but never ask her to date because I am fat Cuck and she is cute skinny blonde skip to end of summer save enough cash to take her out and ask to date one day hear from friends that she moved feel heart broken friends feel bad to because they knew how I felt I never got over her

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>Indian, born in America
>parents are socially autistic, fit the classic stereotype of indian immigrants
>have no clue how to raise children in a western country
>both parents have their own problems, like god complexes, stubbornness, thinking they are correct in every given situation, no matter who tries to reason with them
>selfish in their own ways, always hated each other
>intentionally deprived me of my childhood, which I found out much later during my teen years
>turns out children are supposed to be care free and happy, but I always assumed that other kids were always depressed and stressed like me
>I guess this really fucked with my social and physical development because I always felt behind my peers
>they gave me nothing except for food, shelter, and an education
>makes me angry that I was thrown into this shitty existence without my consent
>I'm universally hated for being Indian, something I have no control over
>not even the "cute exotic aladdin" type indian either, my skin is dark as shit :(
>spent a long time improving my social skills little by little, learning what was considered funny and what is cringy
>by the time I was 16/17, I was kinda good at talking to people, although I'm a bit shy
>start texting girls through various "match and chat" apps, but don't reveal that I'm indian.
>They think I'm a white guy with "the sweetest and most funny personality"
>some girls chat me up every day regularly, considering me one of their best friends
>4-5 girls start to really like me and start confessing romantic feelings
>something about me being there for them and being a great person and making them laugh then they're feeling down
>they want to take it further than being friends, but don't even know how I fucking look
>spend a few days testing the strength of these relationships, turns out these 4-5 thots were fucking in love with whoever they thought I was
>surprised bc I didn't think I was that good at talking to girls

I'll cont. if anyone cares

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Make this short
Freshmen year was at an orchestra and band concert for my school
After we had finished playing (I played violin) band started and tho I couldn't see I heard the most beautiful flute ever, it felt like love. After she finished her solo I saw her and I instantly fell in love. Her name was Aubrey and for years we off and on talked, I was a beta male back then and she was a goddess to me. A peak of a mountain and I felt like a cripple; jr year she was in my art class and after years she and her boyfriend broke up. One day I asked her to a dance for the school and she said yes. Time goes by and we are dating now, I remember how her green eyes looked, how her hair smelled like firewood. She was so kind back then and so talented, she had such a heart and mind. Her sister was a troubled child but very intelligent, she and my girlfriend both had lost their half brother. I guess over time it ate it Aubrey and she began acting suspicious, hanging out with exs, doing drugs, skipping school. Eventually we broke up, we would get back together off and on and she deterated more each time. Now shes with some 30 plus year old pill head, with a deformed child. I tired to see her one night, truthfully just to check on her. I was doped out from pills and ended up getting jumped and robbed. Found out later she had been cheating on me, I had been nothing to her. I still love her, yet hate who shes become. I guess I'm in love with a memory really, shes a nobody who had a endless future ahead of her. I talked to her sister recently, shes in a Catholic all girls school doing very well. After all these years im blessed/cursed with dreams of her. I dream that one day when we die, in another life we can do all the things I dreamed of. Im 20 now and I keep a picture of her and me as my wallpaper. The first picture of us, back when all my friends and family were alive and well, back when I had my innocence, back when life was simple. Goodbye green eyes

>>6981661
Godspeed, dear anon, keep makin that music

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All you sad cunts need to re-evaluate your lives.

>growing up I was always overweight and antisocial (grinding runescape, WoW, Maplestory from 13-16 really fucked me)
>girls were some magical mysterious species to me, too awkward to make any form of connection
>live my life in order to make myself more desirable to them
>workout often, pursue lucrative career (medicine), pretty much anything to make myself more desirable, not living for myself
>turns out it all worked
>25 years old in 4 days, and I can get women too easy now
>turns out I find women only attractive if they are unattainable
I wish I had spent those years being me, and doing things for me. But I didn't.

Long story short, don't do things to get girls. Don't stress about girls. Live your damn life. Find your own happiness.

>>6987317
cont?

Sad story anon, i was in a similar situation once. Hope you guys find each other again and everything turns out fine.

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>>6975612
thankyou anon

>>6987317
>after a while, they legit want my dick inside of them
>probably just hormones influencing their behavior, but sounded good to me
>take a chance and send a picture of myself to one of them
>get blocked immediately, confused as fuck
>for one, they were far more invested in this "relationship" than I ever was
>still hurt regardless
>this kept happening and then I realized something
>you can have the best personality in the world, but in the eyes of a woman, personality ALWAYS comes second to looks
>I kept messaging girls for months, probably chatted with hundreds of thots my age
>it astounded me how quickly they would forget what they had said the days prior
>one day she's calling me the sweetest most amazing guy in the world
>the next day I'm blocked/ghosted because she asked for a picture
>it didn't matter what promises they made to me or how strongly they felt about me before
>most of them were very quick to end the conversation, even after weeks of talking
>keep in mind that they would spill everything to me, I even have the full names and addresses of some girls today
>started to make a game out of it
>seeing how long I could chat with a girl, seeing how invested she could get into our friendship, how quickly she would look at me romantically, etc.
>the longer our chats went, the more intimate these bitches would get, pouring their heart and soul into long ass texts
>two different girls who lived in the next states over from me even made plans for us to meet and fuck
>some went as far as saying they could imagine spending their life with me
>I didn't care, because I knew it was only a matter of time before she saw my face and blocked me
>some girls who I had been talking to for 2-3 weeks had difficulty coming to terms with how I looked
>in their female brains, it didn't make sense for an ugly indian teenager to be so "funny" and "sweet"
>this just made things even more interesting for me, although it hurt my feelings :(

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>>6987708
>from then on, my perception of women was always a bit fucked
>I still see females as a shallow group of people
>don't fully trust anything they say, because they will do the opposite and switch up on you in a heartbeat, especially looking like me
>of course I don't let this show when I actually talk to girls
>have better luck with women irl and in school, but can't get a gf because indian
>I have no problem talking with girls and I've gotten pretty good at making them laugh
>make sure to differentiate myself from those nasty, cringy, autistic Indians
>but there's always a barrier and she can't bring herself to like me in a romantic sense
>workout, gain weight, get some nice ass muscles after several years
>get into med school, on track to become a cardiothoracic surgeon
>but no matter how big I get, no matter how much I make her laugh, no matter how much money I make, no matter how many times she says I'm the one for her
>it's hopeless
>at the end of the day, I'm a dark ass ugly ass Indian nigga and I can't do anything about it
>think about how easy life would be if I were white, or at least a light-skinned Aladdin type indian
>I get so depressed whenever I think back to my teen years
>how quickly girls would leave me, even after weeks of talking and them promising that they would stay
>no amount of self improvement will result in a female being attracted to me because of how I was born

I would be better off as a bird or a fish or some shit. I've almost stopped caring about relationships entirely.

To be completely honest, I only see one path for myself:
>buy a massive house
>buy all the cars I've ever wanted
>buy a shit ton of drugs
>buy some expensive ass hookers, like model-tier
>fuck all of them, OD, and die a happy death
This is viable with my income

Thanks for reading my vent, if anyone did. It's pretty scattered, but it feels good to let it out.

>>6987723

I read it anon. you'll be alright, cause you arent a shit person

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fuck it why not. I've only told maybe one person the whole story
>be me
>hs junior, popular, good grades, athletic
>life is fucking amazing
>start dating qt senior
>really pretty, ridiculously smart, into theater, super talented
>life is only getting better
>she goes off to study theater in a different state, keep dating through my senior year
>shit is still amazing, I am crazy about this girl
>Senior year, college time, big decisions
>don't move close to her cause i'm not retarded, go to school i want
>one of the big 3 US service academies
>still writes me letters during basic and shit
>but I can tell she is starting to grow distant
>we start to fight, she never calls or texts unless I do
>after two months of this, go to party with my bros
>girl at party is all over me, resist at first
>fuck man, its nice to feel wanted again
>super wasted, hook up with the rando
>wake up next morning
>fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck
>just cheated on most amazing girl in the world
>call her that night, I have to tell her
>she's crying, i'm crying, expect her to hang up and never speak to me again
>she asks how we are going to get through this
>"we"
>literally just betrayed her trust and she is thinking about keeping us together
>perfect woman, I don't deserve her

cont.

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>>6987747

>fast forward to end of fresh year
>things are better than before
>more trust, relationship is perfect
>spend a week together on vacation before I go do military training
>week in heaven, just me and the best girl in the world
>go to training, 6 weeks straight
>phone breaks week 2, no other way to communicate, didn't bring stamps, can't buy any
>can only leave her messages using other people's phones with limited time and service
>basically don't talk to her for next month
>training ends, finally call her before I fly home
>is hesitant, obviously something is wrong
>I ask
>she confesses
>cheated on me with friend who confessed his love for her two weeks ago
>hurts her to live with guilt for two weeks
>tell her it's okay, we'll work it out when I get home
>spend whole flight thinking
>she was the rock, the stable one, and she fucked up
>I've already fucked up, can we really do this?
>get home, go see her
>give her big hug, kiss her
>she cries, thought I was going to break up with her
>of course not, I understand, I did it too, and she didn't hide it
>spend night together
>next morning, driving her to work
>tells me she doesn't think we should be together
>literally in shock, can't even ask why
>drop her off, give her hug, and drive away

cont.

>>6987759
dude, i need to hear more

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>>6987759

>don't talk for six weeks, starting to get my life on track again. back at school
>"hey"
>can't not answer her, still horribly in love
>start talking again, painful as fuck
>tells me she just wants to be friends again
>beta me agrees
>only lasts a little while before its too painful
>tell her we can't be friends. I will never be able to see her as less than a lover
>apologizes, stops texting me
>6 weeks later
>"hey"
>fuck down the rabbit hole again
>she still has feelings for me, me for her
>start talking about why things went wrong
>looking like we can bounce back
>go home on leave, see her again
>I pour my heart out, tell her how painful it was to just be friends
>we get back together, only home for two weeks
>make the most of it, spend every second together
>for the first time since we split I was happy again
>leave ends, have to go back
>things go south immediately
>doesn't call or text unless I do
>puts no effort into fixing relationship
>chooses supporting role in shitty show over coming to event that was important to me
>am now more miserable than when we were apart
>call it over
>hardest thing I've ever had to do
>it was a rash, dumb decision
>probably could've working things out
>but whats done is done
>total bullshit, still in love with this girl
>she's still in love with me
>offer to drive 7 hours immediately when I get home on spring leave to go see her to try and fix things in person
>she flirts with the idea
>tells me when I get home that she thinks its a bad idea
>what the actual fuck

cont.

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>>6987779

>pick up my dog from the boarding place, parents on vacation without me
>my dog still loves me
>text her and tell her that I saw going down to fix things as a last chance for us to be together
>have training early in summer, won't be home till late june
>it was last chance to see her in person before then
>gonna be six full months now before we see each other again
>no chance at reconciliation
>go to sleep, dog next to me, he still loves me
>wake up to text from her, missed calls
>'oh my god I didn't realize that, can you still come down?'
>no, I gotta take care of the dog now, no vacancy at doggy hotel
>love-blocked by the one thing that still loves me unconditionally
>dog turns out to be hero, more on that later
>trying to accept life without the perfect girl
>understand now that she isn't perfect, but I can't get her out of my mind
>try everything, change lifestyle habits, go on dates, hook up with girls
>doesn't help. everything feels empty
>dates are okay, but there's something wrong with the girls
>they aren't her
>not even sex with other girls is good
>literally just going through the motions in life
>don't even find solace in the gym
>"hey"
>I want to ignore it so bad but I can't
>I haven't stopped thinking about her since we first met almost 3 years ago
>start talking as friends again
>maybe we can just be friends? I genuinely enjoy her companionship
>nope. still in love with her.
>keep talking, its constructive. looks like maybe there is hope for us after all.

next one is probably last one

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>>6987791

>remember that training I talked about?
>another 3 weeks, no communication with outside world
>lots of time to reflect, know I will see her when I go home
>am at peace with whatever happens but I know what I want
>I want her
>I want to see her when I wake up, I want to come home to her, I want to travel the world with her
>I want to see her laugh, I want to see her smile, even after everything I want her
>training is over, rush home
>she seems hesitant to see me
>first time in six months
>go get ice cream, weird at first but then its like nothing ever happened
>still feel like best friends
>go sit on park bench, ask her what she wants
>she doesn't know, starts to cry
>instinctively, just cup her face and kiss her
>feels rush back into both of us
>she tells me she thinks she wants to try
>has to leave for work, I'm grinning like an idiot, promise to see each other the next day
>next day we meet at park
>walk around, talk about everything not serious
>change the subject to serious
>let her know that I only want back in if she is serious
>I won't do long distance after I graduate
>Approaching four years since we first started dating
>when I graduate, I want her to come with me wherever uncle sam sends me (stateside)
>that would mean giving up her dream of theater, big shows, maybe broadway
>watch her think for a minute
>longest sixty seconds of my life
>she starts crying
>"I can't do it anon, I'm sorry. I'm so so sorry."
>fast forward to today
>exactly one year since she first broke up with me
>still in love with her

Will it ever get better? I chased her for a year after we broke up and she is still who I think about. Sorry for the incredibly long post but it felt good to tell the whole story.

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>>6984896
(cont.)

>Back in Brazil
>Pretty frequent contact with A
>Fall for her even harder
>Fast forward two months
>Contact is even more frequent than before
>I'm head over heels
>Still too beta to confess
>Don't even know if she's gay too
>Skip another two months
>Her school vacation comes around
>She comes to Brazil
>I'm nervous as fuck
>She steps out of the airplane
>We lock eyes
>Cue careless whisper
>We greet like friends
>heartache.jpg
>She stays for 3 weeks
>It's fucking great even with constant longing for her
>We still sleep on the same bed like when we were kids
>Still too beta to confess
>She goes back
>Still chatting frequently
>Skip three months
>She gets a boyfriend
>heartbreak.png
>I drown my sorrow in random fucks at parties
>We schedule a two month visit for my vacation
>Her bf is apparently is a pretty nice guy
>Only makes me hate the dickwad more
>I try to appear happy in our calls even tho I'm screaming inside every time she brings the fucker up
>Our calls get less frequent
>iknewthiswouldhappen.gif
>I get pretty sad
>We barely talk twice a month
>We lose contact again
>After three months she asks me if I'll still go
>I say no
>She begs me to go
>Says she sorry
>Begs some more
>I give in
>I go
>Things are awkward as fuck
>I meet her boyfriend
>Guy's actually pretty nice
>Makes me wanna smash his head in with the damn car door
>One week later we go to a party
>Guy's demeanor changes completely
>Turns into an absolute asshole
>Treats her like shit in front of his friends
>Motherfucker is insulting the love of my life
>I get pissed
>Throw a punch
>We start fighting
>People start cheering
>A starts crying
>I break my knuckle and his nose
>Some guys separate us once they see blood
>They take him to the hospital
>They take us home
>Her mum's a doctor so she fixes me up
>mfw I'd never fought before
>mfw I discover I'm a natural
>mfw A gets pissed at me for beating up her boyfriend

Pic unrelated, Tbc
I know this is late but fuck it, I was busy.

>>6987732
Thanks bro :)

>>6987812
Holy fucking shit my dude

Usually I feel super bitter whenever I read some normie sob story bc I know I'll never know how it feels to be loved

But you got me on some other shit :(
Hope things get better

>>6987899
Man this is a great story even thought its not really for you. I would be pissed too if someone go out with my crush. I had pretty much the same story, my date went out with my best friend, but I was in love with the girl not my friend. Feelsbadman. I feel you.

>>6987899
This could be a movie, it's a great story, Anon

>>6987812
Never knew hard love was until I read this post, thanks you anon, must be painfully hard for you to love this girl. I hope I get the same feeling one day, cause now I feel empty. Pce.

>>6987976

thanks bro, it means a lot

>>6977607
a fuckin men

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>Be me
>23 and in college and work part time
>get charged with felony
>Not yet convicted but my hope has fleeted.
>Dream about days when I was free of my post-bail bond and wake up to realize life sucks and that I have to call in to make sure I don't have to take a random drug test that day..
>debate suicide every waking minute of my life
>I fucking hate life so much right now, knowing all my dreams and hopes have been smothered by the 'justice' system.
>still going to class.
>still working
>still waiting for my impending doom...

I hate this shit hole
Not much of a story other than the story of my life..

>>6975179
Dude, where in WV are you from?

>>6988763
Bro I been in hospitals for weeks. I've been charged with a felony in another state. I've taken hits for others.

Don't be a bitch this shit should make you tougher and smarter.

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I've been reading for a while, it takes me some time because english isnt my mother thounge. but loving all the stories for the moment.

But OP's story its the one that fucked my mind the most. I took off some lines and made it my story

>Be me
>17
>No idea what it was like to be in love
>There was this girl I knew, she was in the year below me
>She was cute but had a boyfriend
>Turns out they broke up
>Being me I messaged her and extended the offer to talk if she needed
>I was cool with this, and we became really close friends
>I found she was extremely emotional over her bf, and became somewhat depressed/suicidal
>I just wanted to help her through it as a friend does
>Jump forward, we're on summer holidays
>We literally do everything together and I catch feels
>I find out she likes someone
>Jealousy takes over
>I try to explain how that makes me feel and each time I do she breaks into tears, thinking im leaving her
>I keep denying my feelings for her even though it is ruining our friendship
>I went from wanting to help, to wanting to spend my life with her
>One night i can't take it anymore
>I send her a message, explaining how I constantly feel like she doesn't try to make this friendship work, a friendship she tells me is so important to her
>She doesn't reply
>I know i've fucked up and beg to see her
>Still nothing
>I get no sleep that night
>The following months were a blur, i always wondered if that was what it felt like to be "depressed"
>I avoided feelings towards people for 3 years, and that all came back that year
>I'm 18 now and It's been over a year and a half since this all started

Shit its still happening, i cant get that thought of my mind. I event saved this picture >>6977549 and uploaded it to instagram (she love's this song and she once sahred me it) whit the story in the description. She just took a SS of the story and sent a question mark. That just few minutes ago.

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>>6985051
I remember that
Sorry for the shit quality tho.

>>6979613
You're lucky you have a father and I'm happy you're getting to know him. I never had one (died when I was 5) so I never got to learn what he had to teach

>>6988954
That sucks man.

Trust me though, you would rather have no father than a piece of shit father who fucks you up for the rest of your life.

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>The year was 1986
>He was a teenager like any other
>Dreaming of his heroes and in love with a girl
>But on a thunderous night along a ragged coast
>A mysterious red car came to him
>Its power lighting his eyes blood-red
>In a flash all was lost in the hellfire of twisted metal
>When our hero emerged from the burning wreckage
>He and the car had become one, their souls spliced forever
>Leaving him to wander the night alone
>Invisible to everyone but her

>>6977329
Plis Anon Name of the photograph or photographer

>>6974556
Thanks anon. Perfect phone-pape.

>>6978623
Damn right

>>6981799
It gets easier with time mate

>>6987180
Have strength amigo, I've been there. Take care of yourself, but work hard, find your interests and develop them.

>>6989497
Love Nightcall.

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I've been obsessed with skyline photography for a while now, mostly with cities back in California where I'm from. Moved to New Mexico 2 years ago due to family issues, and haven't been back since. this photo reminds me of all the times my family would drag me to parties near or around East Los Angeles. They were shit to me back home and everytime we'd go out I'd have to pretend nothing's wrong with us. Lot of times id sneak away from them and Seeing how I wouldnt know anyone at most of those parties I would go find a spot where I can see central LA from. I'd just sit there and stare off to those buildings hoping I can forget what was waiting for me once it was time to go home. It's Been that way everytime we'd go out and crazy as it sounds it was some of the more nicer parts of my teenage years. It was therapeutic looking out into the distance and seeing how much Is out there. Always made me felt like what I was going through at The time wasnt so bad, and that I'm not really restricted to where I was living at. what I appreciate more about this photo is how simple it is, it wasn't taken from the mountains or in a helicopter, someone literally just climbed a roof or hell even went and opened their window and took this. This was the exact type of view I'd usually have where I'd hide from my folks. These were the only moments where I wouldn't be stressed from school, or my family, or the fact that I had a thing for both dudes and girls and was trying to hide it from even myself. All there really was just me and this monster of a city. I miss it everyday now that I'm in Albuquerque. It's Weird living in a place where there's hardly any police siren sounds going off or helicopters patrolling the skies at night. I grew so used to it that now living in a semi suburban area just feels off to me. I know Los Angeles isn't for everyone, especially down east, but I can still appreciate the aesthetics of the place and the vibes of it all.

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>>6974059
...

>>6990896
I like the pape. Any explain?

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>>6974059
>summer time, age 12-17
>high school
>my friends and I playing in the woods near our homes every day during the summer
>camping out under the stars, often sleeping out there over night, going fishing, hiking, paying different games
>then we get older and we try drinking and smoking weed, bringing girls with us, cutting class and going out to lunch sneaking through the woods
>carefree, hopeful, future looks promising
>summers seemed longer and better
>some of the best times of my life


>now my town is literally dying, multiple stores and businesses are vacant or foreclosed and jobs are drying up
>crime seems to becoming more prevlenat
>whole place seems less safe, places id go to after dark now dont feel safe
>if youve seen the movie Gummo, its a lot like that
>parents are selling the house when Im done with college, gonna be weird saying goodbye since I grew up there all my life
>of my friends, some are in jail, 1 is dead, a few arent doing anything with their lives and working at the few retail stores or bars, getting fat and miserable and it hurts to watch
>some (that had money) were able to get out and move away some time ago, I still keep in touch but its not the same and honestly we're loosing touch
>im plugging away at a part time job, trying to finish school so I can get the hell out of dodge, less I be swallowed up by this black hole of a town
>sometimes when im bored ill go driving around and its just so weird now, this place looks like a ghost town but it still gets me nostalgic
>partly excited for the change, feel like its time
>tfw I want to go back, but theres nothing to go back to

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this is gonna be short but its all i been thinking about for a week and it relates to issues ive had in the past. idk if anyone has advice but i need to at least post this anonymously to get it off my chest.

>21 years old
>always been bad with women and have some really bad memories of past realtionships.
>on a road trip with buddy.
>meet a girl and we clicked pretty well.
>shes super attractive, i can make her laugh, she thinks im cool
>add her on social media the next day.
>find out she has a kid
>i really like this chick and im still talking to her but she lives hours from me and im not mentally or financially stable for a kid to be in the picture.
>main reason i havent totally ditched her is because i can sympathize i guess.
>my mom was a single mom at her age and i didnt grow up with my biological dad.
>want to continue to know her and at least be friends but im trying to not get tied down with a kid
>trying to act uninterested and not trying to flirt.
>she still acts interested.

idk just kinda needed to post this. and the paper is from rick and morty when rick has conflicting feelings over unity, a "being" i guess.

>>6974482
That last sentence hits hard

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Page 5 already, probably nobody will ever read this and it still hasn't reached any kind of climax anyways, but here it goes.

>be me, 15, in Argentina
>going to school, I realize how all of my friends have extra activities and places to go outside school, while I just come back home after studying and do absolutely nothing
>greatly interested in languages, decide to start learning russian
>start taking classes on fridays
>was kinda worried that it wouldn't work out, but i immediately changed my mind
>russian was fucking awesome
>a couple of weeks later, some more people start joining the class
>among them is this cute girl with a strange accent that catches my attention
>during break, i walk up to her and present myself. She doesn't tell me her name (because I didn't ask), but she tells me she's from Brazil and that she had lived and studied in russia for 3 years. we engage in smalltalk for a couple of minutes and that's pretty much all the interaction i would get from her for the following two months
>as time passes and i spend more time around her, i realize how in love i am with her and how fucking amazing and interesting she is
>she's the sleepy, dreamy and slightly childish kind of girl. she loves music and drawing, just like me
>I still have no clue about her age though
>one day, i realize that i should pay attention when the teacher starts asking our names to see who's present and who's absent
>finally got her first name, feel stupid for not having thought of this idea earlier

>cont

>>6992101
damn, catcha for previous post was a sign in russian. funny.

>that same day, as soon as break begins, i open up facebook and look up people with her first name
>didn't have super high expectations, but the name was brazilian so i figured there wouldn't be a lot of people with her name in argentina
>15 seconds of scrolling, i start losing faith, she probably doesn't have any social media presence
>but wait, there's more
>miraculously, i find her profile
>even more surprisingly, it's not private, so i can see her biography
i don't want all of this to sound like the usual creepy social media stalking, because i had no ill intention at all; just wanted to know more about her (could've talked to her instead but didn't know how)
>knowing her name, i look her up on other social media and i find her on instagram. take a look at a couple of her pictures, she's fucking beautiful in all of them. she doesn't look older than 17, so i figured i could have a slim chance of something happening between us
>also check out some of her drawings, and they're amazing, some made me feel a bit jealous
>feel like this could be the beggining of something

>next morning, look up her name direcly on google, see what pops up
>find a post she made on some website designed for people requesting assylum when they travel to another country
>she wrote a small profile of herself
>remember when i said she looked 17?
>she's fucking 23
>almost a decade older than me
>have no clue how this is possible
>realize the illusion is over
>how stupid i was, thinking something would happen with someone i only saw once a week

>go home
>cry some
>spot my russian textbooks with the corner of my eyes
>decide i will become so good at russian that in the future i'll be able to move there and become a real gopnik, just so i can keep seeing her for the next 4 years or until she goes back to her country

feels bad though. feels really bad.

>>6992115
Don't even want to imagine the feeling you got when you saw her age lol. Pretty heartbreaking man, I feel you.

>>6974118
move on anon. let go of your bitterness, that is what takes strength. be above her

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>>6983032
>born in 2000
I'm beginning to feel like a true oldfag

Got a religious one for you all.
>be ~18, depressed
>evicted out of house by parents close to Christmas day
>fuck it, I got a shotgun
>go to work one last time, gonna end it when I get home
>longest shift of my life
>car radio is off, turns itself on during the drive home
>Scorpions song "Send Me An Angel"
>weird but okay
>get home, pray for the first time in 6 years
>"send me an angel"
>smoke one last cigarette, give God 5 minutes
>smoke it down to the filter
>grab the shotgun, load it, cock it, put it in my mouth and put finger on the trigger
>right as I'm pulling the trigger
>RIGHT as I'm pulling the trigger, my phone rings
>girl I hadn't seen or talked to in ~2 years said she was in the shower and her anon vibes were going off

Really gets the noodle joggin.

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>>6987899
Please come back.

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>>6987899
(cont.)

>Because A is pissed at me we avoid each other as much as possible
>Things get even more awkward
>She keeps dating that cuck
>He hates me
>The feeling is mutual
>I call my parents and ask to go home earlier
>They make all the arrangements
>I tell A's mum, but don't tell A
>I plan to leave without telling her or saying goodbye
>A few days before my flight her dickwad boyfriend picks a fight with me
>I get a black eye
>A doesn't even apologise, saying I probably started it
>A few days go by
>On the day of my flight we have a fight
>I confess
>She flips out
>Tells me to go fuck myself
>She storms out
>Her mum takes me to the airport
>Says she's sorry about the way A's been
>Says she doesn't like dickwad either
>Says she can't actually do anything about it because that'd only make things worse
>I go back to Brazil
>A tries to text me
>I ignore all of them
>I spent the rest of my school break wallowing in self pity
>School starts again
>I meet a girl at the semester orientation, she can speak fluent English (Let's call her E)
>We start occasionally talking
>We become friends
>She's fun to be around
>feelsnoice.jpg
>Two months later my birthday comes around
>I get a text from A wishing me a happy birthday
>Makes me feel like shit
>I don't reply
>I get a call from A's mum
>I answer
>It's actually A's mum on the phone
>She wishes me a happy birthday too
>I actually cry
>I'm not in the mood to celebrate anything
>E shows up at my house
>Forces me to go out with her
>Says she knows it's my birthday
>I give in
>We go to the cinema
>We buy our tickets
>We watch the film
>We go back to my house
>My room
>E asks me why I've been depressed since we met
>I end up telling her everything
>She just listens
>When I'm finished she tells me she likes me
>She kisses me
>We end up having sex
>It was her first time
>In the morning I fell better than I have in months

Pic unrelated, tbc
University's been keeping me busy, that's why I disappeared.

>>6997321
Hurry I'm impatient

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> It's 2017
> Been 6 years since I finished school - I'm 24 yrs old now.
> 3 years since one of my good friends - a high achieving engineer student - has lost a lot of his mental abilities to a stroke.
> He was tank as fuck, and smart as fuck.
> Had to have part of his brain removed.
> He's been reduced to a man who can barely walk, write and even process his thoughts into words.

> 3 months since a childhood friend committed suicide.
> Haven't spoken to him in years but the news hit me like a brick.
> He left for work one afternoon but never appeared.
> Took a train to the coast and jumped off a cliff.
> It was his little brother that was called by the police at 1am.
> Left his credit card for his mum with a note: "Use the money wisely"
> I bumped into him a year and a half ago. He seemed to be doing fine, was good at everything he put his mind to.
> At his funeral I met many of the kids from our primary/elementary school. We've all grown up.
> Family friends who I haven't seen in almost a decade are definitely not the strong young adults they once were.
> His mother struggling to even come close to his grave is an image I'll never forget
> His brother's sunken eyes
> His strict father crumbling in his seat

> A week since a highschool mate died in hospital.
> Chillest dude, made no enemies and always keen to have a drink with the bois.
> Body stopped producing white blood cells.
> Third person to die in our highschool's year group.

When I think about all these things I always remember what an old classmate told me when we bumped into each other visiting our mate at the hospital:

"When we were in school, we would never have thought things would be this hard".
Here's to the last time we thought things would be easy.

>>6998020
Wtf im crying

>>6998248
what a faggot

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>>6997321
(cont.)

>We start dating
>Things start looking up
>After a week E introduces me to her parents
>After another week I introduce her to mine
>I actually start to fall in love
>My parents, surprisingly, are pretty supportive this time around
>Dad gets promoted again
>Becomes even bigger earner, and also lessens his workload
>Says he wants to catch up on lost time
>whynot.jpg
>We do just that
>We actually went to a rock concert once
>Just the two of us
>It was nice, one of my favourite memories
>He likes E
>My mum likes E
>Life's pretty great
>Fast forward a little bit
>A's birthday comes around
>Against my better judgement I send her a happy birthday text
>First thing she does is apologise for how she acted
>Says she's broken up with dickwad bf
>We end up talking again
>Not very frequent, but nice enough when we do talk
>I tell her about E
>She reacts… not in the best way, desu
>She gets a bit bitchy whenever we talk about her, so we mostly don't
>When her break comes around (different school calendars) she asks if she can come to Brazil
>I give in like the bottom bitch that I am
>She'll spend two weeks living with us
>We go pick her up at the airport
>E tags along
>The two immediately dislike each other
>Dinner that night is filled with backhanded compliments and awkward silences
>E gets possessive, something I'd never seen her do, but understandable in the current situation
>My dad and I take E home
>When we come back we realise Mum and A had a talk
>That night A apologises in person for the way she treated me
>I forgive her, I like her too much
>We go to sleep
>Me in my room, she in the guest room
>I wake up in the middle of the night with her curled up around me, her head on the crook of my neck
>I think about kicking her out of my bed
>I think about it
>But in the end I don't
>It feels too good to be close to her again
>I just cry a little bit
>She hugs me tighter
>And, eventually, I fall asleep again

Pic related, sort of.
To be continued.

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>>6998365
This is up there as one of the better stories I've read on the hellhole that is this site pls continue