33rd

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Hey there man, life is hard, this is a lil something i got for you. If your depressed make some changes. Not everything! Not all at the same time ! Just a little something every weak. Honestly wishing you the best man.

>>6776140
Happy birthday, bro
Shit sucks. Can't tell you when it will get better.
I can only tell you it does get better. Someday.

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>>6776140
I'm working my ass off at a job most people would hate me for doing and have no social life because of it. I guess I could stand to go out and put myself in a social setting that isn't work more often.

>>6776160

Maybe. It could also get worse, so don't give up hope!

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>>6776140
When youre 70 and depressed youre gonna think back and hate yourself for not improving and enjoying life more, im 70 and cant even imagine how nice it must be to be young again. I enjoyed my time tho

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>>6776140
Woo we where born on the same Day! enjoy our 33rd my brother. Have a new wall just for you!

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do we post the 33rd wallpaper in our folder?

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Life is difficult and terrifying some times. Other times it comes together and is exciting. Our lives are defined by our memories and how we view them as we wander through our days. Even our memories are imperfect and changing with us as we journey onward, giving us the chance to see them in a different light, to change how they define who we are.

I found my wife in a coma, I watched her stripped topless on an ER gurney in cardiac arrest for 20 minutes. I watched absolutely helpless for 4 days as her body struggled to hold on only to find out her brain was not recovering with her. The next day I sat besides her and said good bye one last time.

I will never get over that pain and that hole in my soul. But it gets easier to deal with over time. I will love again, I will be happy again, but she will always be a part of me. I owe it to her to be happy and keep living my life.

Last year the high school robotics team I mentor won the world championship. This year we came close again. It's something that helps me focus on being happy about something. I am sure that I will have many more stories to tell from the coming years.

Please read the image, you will cry.

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>>6776140
It will only ever get worse if you give up. It can only ever get better if you don't.

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>>6776225
I never quit

>>6776251
I don't see myself making it past 35 realistically. Maybe if I'm lucky I'll get to 70

>>6776358
Happy Birthday to you too!

>>6776361
Post whatever comes to mind

>>6776403
will read when not at work

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here

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No need to be sad anon

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>>6776140
Happy birthday man!
you need to live to be at least 60 so I can post a wallpaper who's filename starts with something besides "A"

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>>6776403
The last column in that wallpaper is too real, intimately close to the feelings we all have in situations like that.
I just lost my father on the 12th. He was 55, and died due to complications from open heart surgery. They had him on the heart lung machine the entire time I was there, having flown back home once it was clear his post-operative condition was failing.
I'm not even done with college yet, and was completely unprepared to lose my father. Unlike your wife, my dad's body was dying. His heart was too weak after the surgery, his tissues were becoming inflamed, and they couldn't filter out all the toxins that were slowly building up in his body.
My mother, sister, and I sat in that room with him all night, after we sent everyone else home. We watched him fade. Eventually, as it became clear that he wouldn't make it to morning, despite all the assistance being given, we said our final goodbyes and ended life support.
I cried more in the two days before he passed and in the weeks after than I have in my entire life. I said a eulogy at the service the next week, and shook hands and received hugs in the days that followed.
But all the sadness in the world couldn't bring him back. We got more years with him than nature intended anyways, and he lived a good life. I'll always be haunted by the things I didn't get to say to him, the questions I didn't need to ask yet, questions that I thought I'd be able to ask later when they were more relevant to my life.
But even now, less than a month later, I can feel myself improving. Building better habits, trying to be a better person despite the hardship and the sadness. I know I'm never going to stop missing him, but I also know he would want me to keep moving forward, not just for him but for myself. I just wish I had found that drive sooner, for a happier reason than the death of my dad.
Anyways, thanks for sharing your story. I really needed to get that off my chest.
I included another wallpaper too.

Thanks for all the support. You guys never disappoint.

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I can't think of anything helpful to say anon, but this wallpaper is quite inspiring, "let all the worries go"

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Happy Birthday and cheer up

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>>6778033
nice one

I'll make it. I've survived worse things than a birthday.

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>>6776140
Happy birthday Anon, you are loved.

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>>6778164
as are you!

Let's brighten this shit up. I gotta thing for gorgeous women, especially in headdresses, so Ima drop a few

>>6776140
On the bright side, you could still be on /pol/

>>6778202
I go in there ever so often to see what the happenings are. I wind up disappointed, yet somehow not.

>>6776413

complete bullax. What if he doesn;t give up and it gets worse? he fails again and again and again?

so no, things will not ONLY get better.

it could go either way if he gives up, or if he doesnt.

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>>6778207

I do need to hire an attorney now that you mention it.

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What the hell, I'll dump a few.

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>>6778232
that's the spirit!

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This was my previous wallpaper, but my mother-in-law has been using my laptop when I go to work because a power surge fried her desktop. I thought I should change it.

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Cheer up lad

>>6776626
Is this out of a game? Google is turning up nothing.

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>>6776140
Dont be depressed anon! One of the best aspects of 4chan is that we will always be here to talk even if we dont know who you are or visa versa! Happy Birthday BTW

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>>6778403
the main reason why I stick around!

>>6778207
>it can only ever get better if you don't.
meaning it can only get better if he doesn't give up, it will not get better if he does.

>>6778966
I wish it would be a better version on this.

>>6776251

That's cool, how does a 70 year old wind up on a bangladeshian marble enthusiast board?

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>>6776140
Keep Going Strong, Happy (Late) Birthday

>>6777193
Jesus Christ. This is exactly how I feel... I was in almost the same situation as you. I lost my father 2 years ago and everything you just said is how I felt and still feel. I'm sorry for your loss man. It's strange loosing a parent at a young age. Things get better over time...

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>>6778377
it's The Vanishing of Ethan Carter

>>6779742
You're based, thanks anon.

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Happy birthday, OP. I turned 33 a few months ago, and my life is mostly hot garbage. I just started anti-anxiety meds but so far the side effects are worse than the disease. But I'm sticking with it, and life, waiting for the plot twist to come, and I'm glad you are too. Here's one of my many rainy day wallpapers. I hope you're happy soon.

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Happy birthday lad.
Lifes a plate of shit, but its at least a plate of something.
Have a cigarette, look up at the stars, and let your mind wander.
Wish you luck.

>>6776140
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9gMPHUzIEl4

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I'm 33 on the 6th, hold it together cohort. I'm in this for the whole thing to see what happens next (historian, cmon WW3). Got laid off from two jobs the same week but it just means it's time to change.

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>>6778403

go get a beer.. we are all in pain.

>>6776140
You're literally one day older than me.

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We're all gonna make it!

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>>6776140
it was my 22nd on 11/26 bud, so i get 2/3 of your feels. same boat man, same boat.

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>>6781492
Fucking right we are!

>>6776140
No offense but do you have that without the words?

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>>6781774

>>6776140
Happy Belated Bday anon!

>>6776140
3 edgy 7 me, son