Hows life?

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I got a girlfriend recently and so far it's been great. we both connect well and we never run out of things to talk about which is nice. The things is, I still haven't fucked her yet. I'm a virgin and she isn't but she's aware that I am. I'm just nervous about the whole thing when I shouldn't be. I know it's going to be awkward but I keep overthinking it. But other than that little event life is great.

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>>6760303
Falling behind in my classes, not getting what i want to do done. Not sure if i don't want to succeed or if i can't.

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Happier than I've ever been in my life. Still don't know what I'm gonna do for the future but hey, it'll sort itself out.
Have hope, friends

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Currently doing shittier than I have ever been. Dad has been dead for almost two years, dead end job, family hates me and no one loves me. I only got 4chan and video games.

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>>6760303
ups and downs with me. work is picking up but is getting in the way of college but currently feel it is more important as money is a an issue as always. Still cant shake the drink. moved away from the harder stuff but not the bottle. things with the girlfriend are good but im living a good 40 minute train journey away for ease of college, so loneliness can set in.
>>6760390
honestly bud dont worry about it if you can, the more nerves the more problems speak to her to. communication and trust are key in a relationship imo.
>>6760428
i know the feeling mate. i get distracted easily and often leave important things till the last minute. try to separate yourself from the distractions and work at your school/college/uni if possible. even a library if you can. and if you feel you cant succeed then find a better course maybe?
>>6760480
good to here anon. and being positive is hard to maintain i wish you all the best.
>>6760773
sorry for your loss man. i know its hard but look at the positives where you can, at least you are working i guess dead end or not.

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Loneliness and feeling of inadequacy are eating away at me every day. Been going to sleep hoping I don't wake up for a long, long time now. It seems to get harder every year.

Whoever said "it'll get better" can go eat a dick.

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just transitioning to adulthood. got a good job, now im worried if i get a mortgage i am shackled to my job

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>>6760773
Ill be your friend anon what games u play?

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Friend of a long time killed himself yesterday. Still don't quite know what to do, but it can't hurt to vent here.

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I feel nothing at all.

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I'm living with 3 roommates i can't stand anymore, I don't have a job and I'm not in school. I don't have a girlfriend and am a virgin. I play league all day. Basically i'm the epitome of a loser.
No way but up, amirite?

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Trying to promote/startup my 2nd income. Trying to understand my new promoted position at work while trying to plan my finances for when I leave in about a years time. Things are on the uphill for me at the moment and it feels good, but everything is just kinda happening fast

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School's been getting harder, but I'm struggling through. Only problem is I'm up late more often now and wake up every morning feeling like shit. Just gotta keep on keeping on. Good luck to the rest of you guys out there too.

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Watching the inevitable doom of real-life crashing down on my last semester of college

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downvote for poopy 4chan servres

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>>6761450

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Really feeling bummed out lately. Ran into a girl I almost gf'd today who was with her boyfriend. She tried to stop me but I was on the phone so I literally just walked past her and ignored her. Working a shitty wage slave job and trying to get out and into something better. Finally getting back into a gym groove though. It's like that point where you're actually starting to claw your way out of life shittiness and even though you're doing it, it still feels impossible.

>>6760773
I lost my dad about five years ago. At the time, I didn't feel affected since we were estranged. Definitely changed as time's gone on. If there's someone you can talk to about it or if you have the means to see a therapist, it's definitely worth it.

>>6761328
That's terrible, I'm so sorry.

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>>6760303
losing ability to be social, getting better at classes, became a bully again at the end of college.

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Pretty shitty, girlfriend of 3 years left me 2 months ago and I've been filling the void by chainsmoking and masturbarting far too frequently.

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18, going to community college. Still a kissless virgin. I try not to let it get me down but it's something I think about everyday. I'm an ugly, insecure wreck and I like to think things will fall into place naturally but that's not the case. Class, smoking weed, listening to music, and hanging out with my good buddy is pretty much all I do.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=srEchqeJi6g

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Honestly couldn't say, doesn't feel like I'm making progress in any area in life anymore. I've never really had much of a relationship with female other than just friends. I'm okay with this because I almost seem to lack several emotions. I don't think I've ever felt "love" Makes things easier sometimes cause no bullshit, but sometimes I wonder what I'm missing. and almost long for what I have never and may never experience.

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im in the grind right now. Trying to produce good work for the first time in my life for art school. Stressing about work, ex girlfriends, lost friends, and holding back my usual feelings of lonelyness and worthlessness. Feels bad when you hold out all of your feelings to a girl, and she drops them up front.

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>>6760428
Same exact place anon

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It sucks, but I know what needs to be done, and in what order I need to do it all in. I'm back to square one: no job, no car, no college. I'm focusing on a job now, sending out applications like buckshot. Soon as I land a new job, it's back to college and helping my mom pay bills. Once school is squared away, it's a new car. I've taken public transport to school and work before, I fucking hated it, but I'll do it again because I have to. I refuse to be a useless fuck-up like my brother who has a degree, no drivers license, and still works at target after ten years.

The road ahead of me is fucking hard, and it's terrifying because there's so much involved that I've never done before. But I've got four years of front-end retail experience and a demand to make something of myself someday. I've got a ton of people to prove wrong, and the most important person to prove wrong about my being a useless fucking failure is myself. I'm the captain of my soul, and by fucking God I am making to the new world, come hell, high water, and everything else that I know life will throw at me.

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You guys need to sit down for a minute and think about what you're gonna do with your life.

pic related, no wall tho.

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>>6761206
I come on here sometimes. I don't usually but I did today. I see myself here. Its anonymous of course but I want you to know You Aren't Alone. When you see someone in public just know that they're me and they feel alone. They might be smiling and laughing or maybe just reading a book but they're just as lonely.

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I honestly don't know.

I broke off a relationship about a month ago. I keep trying to tell myself I'm better off, that he used me, he lied to me and he's a snake. But I just keep finding myself going back to the good times, and I want to just go back to when I felt important to someone.

I recently graduated. I've been working a while, but now I'm looking to go full time. Work. Earn money. Get a house. Grow old. Die alone.

I'm not depressed or anything, I'm just a bit sad about how every thing just turned out. I thought it would have been so much better. But, honestly. I'm fed up dealing with people. I've been backstabbed, talked about, turned on, and betrayed too much in my life.

I just want...
Well. What do I want? I ask myself that every day, do I want intimacy? Do I want to feel important and worth?

I don't know anymore.

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>>6761459
I hate bullies, fuck you

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Just edited this, I'm fairly new any feedback?

>>6761549
you inspire me
thank you.

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>>6761597
Forgot to say how I feel, I had to put my mom in the mental hospital earlier in the year so I'm working through that.

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>>6760390

Don't worry anon, I was in a similar situation recently. All you need is a little bit of alcohol and attitude.

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I'm doing great so far. Started university recently, studying Game Developing and it has been fun. New place and met new people and i found a girl that i talk to everyday in the same class. I really like her because she is so nice, has a nice personality, cute and her voice is so cute and gentle and doesn't get in other's problems, although she is very shy and kinda restricted to herself.
However, i'm the only one at the moment that she ever talks too and i think i have fallen for her, soon i will gain some courage and confess to her.

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No job, not studying. In 3 months there is going to be 2 years I'm leeching my mom away. I have no money for anything I wanna do, I spend all my days in my room, I sleep a lot, I don't eat healthy. I'm pretty depressed, almost killed myself over a girl 3 months ago. I have nothing to live for and nothing that makes me cherish my time here. I don't think I'm ever going anywhere.

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Got hit pretty hard last night. Trying to get the crash report now so I can get a hold of the lady's insurance. Think I might have a fractured knee, going to the doctor's later. Sucks that I have to cut some of my work until this shit gets sorted out. Everything was going perfect too.

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Second year of uni studying physics, going alright.
Got a job working behind a bar at a fancy restaurant learning about alcohols and fun ways to get pissed.
All that's left to work on now is the sex life.
Have a gravity well.

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>>6761328
I've been on that position last summer. He was one the person that was always chill, smiling and saying, "everything can be fixed" you know?

My sis woke me up one day telling me he had jumped off a bridge. No one knows why, not even his parents.

You can only do one thing man, try to visit him anytime you can and just remember the good times, in a bit you'll be there with him. At least is what i wish for me...

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>>6760773
Hi Josh. I am also a Josh. And i love you.
I've spent the last two years becoming steadily more depressed and rutted into my circular life. Sometimes you can reach out for help when you need it but sometimes the only person who can help you is yourself.
I took a couple of months off to volunteer up north. I highly recommend. Try just doing something to shake things up. Or get some headspace. Or be lumped in with a group of people who don't know you and so don't have any expectations..

You can do it bro. I know you can. For you carry the great name of Josh. And we are destined for happiness if nothing else.

>>6761748

Dude, go get a fucking tech cert and go helpdesk somewhere. Hit the gym and eat like a fucking stoic badass. Man the fuck up. You gon be aight.

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>>6760303
I'm frozen by my thoughts and feelings and do everything I can to satiate my eternal hedonistic cravings.

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Was kinda down about life but feel better now. I'm going for physical therapy because it interests me and it makes a lot of money, but I also wanna explore and travel the world, i'm sure I can make room for both in a lifetime

Cool thread op

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Bad! I have no job,sent some CV's here and there. 5k in debt, tried to help my grandmother to pay for her health bills and stuff, because no one else is helping her. Last time i saw her looked like she will die soon,she sees dead people(no joke).Only drugs make me feel better. Going to order some more with all the money i have left. Hopefully will get a job soon.

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Seeing a lot of the responses in this thread... i'd thought i'd share some love and tell people some things that enriched my life

First of all, don't give up. No matter what you're doing or what situation, don't give up, you will be okay, maybe for some of you not now, or not tommorow but you will be eventually okay, just take a shower, deep breath and cozy up to a laptop and some internet and realize "Hey it's not that bad"

Second here are some general things that will VASTLY improve your life

1. Workout, find some sort of physical discipline, it's amazing for the soul and for the character, plus the more in shape you are the better life quality you will have, I recommened getting into weights

2. If you're single and you're depressed then you're doing it wrong. Don't ever chase women, and don't focus on women. Focus on YOURSELF and making yourself a better person, and women naturally follow. Everytime. Remember people can sense desperation and it's a powerful deterrent

3. Limit Video Game time, There's no one that loves videos games as much as me but you MUST limit them, especially at a young age, reason being because playing too many dissassciates you from reality, you lose your sense of "identity" because of false achievement that vidyas give you, if you force yourself to limit them, you'll be forced to find new hobbies to fill your time

4.) Read. Just fucking do it, youll thank yourself everytime

5.) Make a plan to imrpove your future, doesn't matter if you're in college, graduated, millitary, just working, etc. you should ALWAYS be working toward something bigger and chase it day by day, for it's your daily habits that determine the person you become and what you accomplish in life

Best of luck anons, you all can do it, make the choice NOW

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>>6761799
I don't understand anything of this field. I actually dropped game design college because I don't understand any of it. I just wanted to be in the "creative" part (storyboards, scripts, etc).
And I'm going to the gym for a month now, but it doesn't help much.

yeah, I dunno. Let's see what happens.

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>>6761831
Any recommendation on what to read?

>>6761338
Stupid sexy Flanders

>>6761849
not OP but read a million little pieces

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>>6761549
Ain't that some motivation

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>>6760303
Two days ago I was falsely accused of rape by my ex girlfriend. While I am somewhat optimistic about this case, I cant help but to worry about my future military and police career.

I have talked with both my friends and family about this and they are being as supportive as ever. I could not have gone through this without them.

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>>6760303
Pretty good. I just moved out of my parents house back in August and I'm loving college so far. The only real problem is I'm still not completely decided on what career I want to go into.

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Lost my girlfriend last year because of a fucking moron who decided to drink and drive and since then ive been dead inside. Ive grown such apathy for my life, my uncle and grandpa died in august and i didnt even shed a tear.When my gramps died I played Stick of the truth until morning and had a great time. Im disgusted by myself for not feeling nothing because i loved him.The only reason I dont kill myself is because i promised her i wouldn't.

>>6761849
Not him, but start with anything that grabs your interest, and branch out from there. If you want motivational stuff, read about the ancient Greeks and their obsession with the self. For zen and calming reads the book of five rings and the art of war are essential. When it comes to fiction, I enjoy Terry Pratchett. If I'm in the mood to be an edgey faggot, Cory doctrow is my go-to (I particularly liked Little Brother, even if it is a liberals wet dream).

Recommending by title: the destroyermen books (old warships in alternate hostory), mogworld (better than the synopsis makes it sound, it's hilarious), pirate cinema (also by doctrow), Epic and its sequel saga by Conor kostick, and the redwall books.

>>6761549
You should look into becoming a motivational speaker.

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The anxiety i feel is clawing me inside out.
The loneliness i feel is making me numb.
Yet i my life is doing great and i have loving friends and family.
What am i doing wrong?

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Have so much work to do, but am taking life day by day. Have a great day friends

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>>6760303
Just got a shitty job, and this time I think it's for good, used to quit them every three months or so. I'll miss being a neet, I think. Have to take a second gap year; which fucking sucks because I'm getting older, need to move somewhere better and bigger. Started taking some anti-depressants/anti-anxiety meds and I think they've helped. So you faggots really struggling with depression and anxiety should get help, it really works. Succeeding in school seems to get further and further away as a possibility, at least in my mind.

>>6761597
looks pretty good, what does it say?

>>6761490

I don't know whether or not you want to get out of your situation, but if you do, check out this video:

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=AqsQTHDi-QA

The RSD guys really helped me turn my life around. You should check them out if you want to get over your insecurities and get good with girls.

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>>6762014

forgot pape

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First year of college, wondering if I can do this for 3-5 more years or if there is even really a point.

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Have to reverse a massive change in my life in the span of maybe a month. I'm hoping I'm not fucking up.
I like someone but my dumbass mind is stacking all the good things coming in and certain something bad is going to happen.
I fucking hate my brain.

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Bout to graduate college. I recently landed a number to audition for professional theatre companies in March. Tryin to live the dream, man.

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Buzzed on poppy tea right now and working on concept art of the surface of earthlike exoplanets

Also requesting source on this

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I'm being myself in public now and no longer afraid of doing what I think is right rather than just doing what will please everyone else, regardless of the consequences. I feel like myself again.

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Parents think I'm a god or something for being the only one in 3 generations to go to college. It's been good so far but honestly I'm always miserable and can't seem to find true happiness anywhere I turn. Party's are shit, school is getting brutal, and I've amassed a shit ton of debt. Became a shitty edgelord and just think back all the time how I miss high school and the girl I dated back then, life was so simple and I was happy. Fuck the member-berries.

>>6761957
More social time is said to alleviate those problems (no shit shirlock) yea I know but I feel fuckin lonely all the time everyday and I had to force myself to not only hangout with people and be myself around them not some puppet(which is the hard part for me). Humans are social creatures bro try to find some like minded individuals you can call close friends and maybe even a girlfriend/boyfriend. It's what I figured happiness to be anyways and thats subjective.
>>6762046
Depends what your majoring in bud and if you actually enjoy that shit. Or just in it for the money like me
>>6762165
For me dude I live a life of pessimism and know shit can and will go south at any time. What does it for me is to live in the moment and actually do it. When you get shitty thoughts just think about your breathing the ground under your feet and what your looking at. You'll be fine set a plan and stick to it every single day and good luck with your endeavors.
>>6762178
Jelly jelly jelly good job dude literally.
>>6762218
Fuckin awesome dude I miss being that open and carefree maybe I'll try that again to see what it can do for me.

U guys are the shit don't forget it man. Remind yourself of that every fucking morning. Always think positive (even if you don't want to or never have before) because you become what you think. Wish I could give everyone in this thread a piece but y'all don't want my mushy ass to do that shit and I got papers to write. Good luck /wg/

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My Dad died 2 weeks ago of cancer, 6 months and he was gone, I'm really struggling to get on with college.

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>>6762287
Life goes on, the best thing to do is work hard in life and carry his stories with you

>>6761549
focus on yourself and do what YOU want or need to do. forget anyone else who is just going to...well, who are not going to be good for you.
>"i'm pulling for you, we're all in this together"

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>>6760303
Hey op, man where do i start.. so i'm a 20 year old black guy who lives in the US. i'm fearful with the climate of america but i'm also hopeful because i know there are nice people in this world. all in all things are doing good i was able to live on my own and get a kick ass job with no college time and i've been doing it since 18 and i think i'm only going up from here. i hope life has been good op.

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>>6761997
you know depression was weird for me i didn't even know what i was suffering from until i got over it and i remember the day i woke and realized life wasn't half bad it was so relieving it's like 30 pounds got taken off my chest and i didn't even notice it was there. in time you can find a great job or opportunity i advise you to make companion ships with people cause they will always help and suggest a good place that's hiring or put in your name. i wish you luck in life my friend and all your goals and aspirations become realities.

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>>6761902
wow, that's absolutely marrose and i can only partially imagine the pain you're going through and im sorry for that; but as you said you're girlfriend wanted you to live and move on. Think about it death is natural (painful) but natural so you must live on with this fact and rebuild your life as if it's another chapter in your life (for your girlfriend and your family) try and become an amazing grandfather and be just like him. i know it would kill me to lose my grandfather cause he is the man i idolize and want to be; he's the reason i want to have children in a way because i want to have a major and positive effect on my kids and grand kids. so you need to find your reasoning to grow; you might not have a single reason right now and it might make you depressed but give it time you will find that reason in time and you WILL be happy again i promise you that.

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>>6761588
god i know exactly what you mean, currently dating someone who im dying to make sure works out but cant help but miss someone i thought was "better off??"

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in school wondering all the time if i'll be successful or will i just be a disappointment

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>>6762334
dont worry honestly man, im very happy about america's turn of events despite being a brown femanon, just give/take chances

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>>6762374
just worrying about stacking up funds so i dont have to deal with shit

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>>6760303
I wish I knew how I feel, it's confusing to be completely honest. During the day, I feel okay and little things that make me happy every now and then, but when all is said and done, I feel pretty hollow here in my bed every night. It's as if i'm not complete.

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>>6760773
sometimes 4chan and video games is all you need

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>>6760303
Doing alright I suppose. Off to Uni soon. A bit worried about how my social life is gonna go desu, I'm not a very easy-to-talk-to person and I'm convinced people generally don't want to be around me (for good reason). I'll just have to see what happens and try to blend in with the normies for first bit until I can secure some friends.

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things not looking good for an ugly MtF stuck living in the middle of nowhere surrounded by angry religious hillbillies

assuming i don't get lynched by a christian death squad all i have to look forward to is resources getting dried up and mass refugee crises and junk. we're getting the dystopia part without all the full benefits of a proper cyberpunk, and that's lame.

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about to kill myself

Don't do it broski. Watch some porn. Drink a beer. I love you.

If I were to remind you chuckleheads every day, would atleast some of you actually work out? If you're like I used to be you need someone breathing down your neck to really get started,and it'll be great for you in the long run.

>>6762515
Pls no, you're a pretty cool guy who can do amazing shit.

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>>6760303
Finished my university course last week with a high distinction and have a graduate position lined up to start in February. Was doing my three year course full time while working full time in a finance firm (the same one my grad role is in). Asked if I can skip the grad program, given my experience and skill, but was denied on an idiotic basis.

Now I'm sad and depressed. Having worked so hard, proven my merit and buttered all the right people up, for it all to amount to nothing. I feel so worthless. Three years industry, domain and company experience, and I'll be on the same entry-level pay grade as someone else who just finished uni.

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i dont know. life is just passing away like the wind. for about a year now it just feels like nothing is happening but days passing and seasons changing. started watching anime after hating it all my life like 4 weeks. pretty cute shit and makes me want to cry when i compare it to real life because it's so happy and bright and innocent. ive also stopped masturbating since i started watching anime for some reason, i just havent felt like it

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I'm okay, I guess. I don't have problems like you guys have, but I have just kind of stopped feeling anything, except the very occasional tinge of happiness, and the more overriding sense of sadness and anxiety. I moved thousands of miles from my home and friends in the Caribbean to come to west coast Canada and study art. People here are cool, but idk, I wish I could find friends like I had before. I'm too stuck on trying to get a gf, but clearly something is wrong with me, because over the past 2 years (both here and back home) I've been rejected/friendzoned 13 times, 2 of which were in the past 2 or 3 months. But this is balanced by the fact that every so often I'll end up having some amazing experience cuddling with a girl or something (god bless MDMA). I'm still a virgin and don't think that will ever change. People keep telling me it'll happen but idk... I literally just want someone to cuddle and share experiences with.

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>>6760303
My life is shit. I'm currently studying Managament information systems in a shitty country. And my future is darker than this pape.

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Madly in love. She likes me too.

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A girl that I was really interested in does not have reciprocate feelings, so that's brought me down a bit as of late. Aside from that, I'm just waiting for acceptance letters from various universities while trying to balance my crazy busy senior year class schedule with enjoying the fact that I am a senior and all the perks and opirtunities that come along with it.

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Pretty shit. I just started college but I have 0 motivation. Didn't study for 3 exams, I get home at 3 or 6PM, eat, play video games, eat, shower and sleep.

I don't see myself doing anything in 5 years. There's nothing I really like to the point of wanting to make it a career. I turned 19 two weeks ago.


One thing that I think I'd like to do is traveling. Hopefully I'll be able to find a job that doesn't make me go crazy, save some money and travel.

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Ok so yesterday I travelled to meet with a girl I was talking to with on snapchat and we hung out for a time and it was really cool and the thing is that her mom doesn't approve of me talking to her and she's in a bit of trouble with the local authorities and I might be too but I'll find a way to sort things out or create one.

>>6762915
I also started colledge like this year like not even 4 months ago and I didn't attend any class. You don't have 0 motivation, at least you get up in the morning to go to class instead of sleeping all day and doing random stuff all night. Nigga you gave me motivation, I'll attend class tomorrow.

>>6762945


good luck man

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>>6761549
Fucking yes.

I feel like I am completely in neutral. I haven't had a job in a while, not from lack of trying. Nothing great happening in my life, but I'm still grateful for what I DO have and don't take it for granted.

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>>6763054
Fuck, my bad.

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Slipping into depression because of the state of the world and my inability to have any meaningful effect on improving it. Will probably eventually determine suicide is the only real option.

>>6761206
nice pape anon, and shame to hear that hope you get better soon, it might or might not get better soon, but for your case I hope it does

This time last year I was about to finish a masters degree, was just starting a company by myself and had another mildly successful one. I dropped out of the master shortly after and both companies are now bankrupt. Just thinking of what to do now.

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It'a been real tough man, tough enough that I'd turn to /wg/ for a place to talk about it. I just got left by this girl, which shouldn't really be notable, but I've been with her since 7th grade, 7 years ago. All of my most formative experiences as a person were had with her by my side. Now that I don't have her I'm starting to feel really lost, and I'm realizing that I don't actually enjoy the company of any of my friends. I have no one to talk to, and by extension I have no one to talk to about having no one to talk to. I just don't really know what to do or how to go about finding out what that might be. Hope you guys are having a good time, thanks.

>>6763633
shit happens man. just try to keep yourself together, find some hobbies that don't relate back to your friends/gf to get some space. see who you meet there. i just started martial arts couple months ago and i've met some nice people, they also meet weekly. its been a good way to engage with a new social circle.

and remember, the guys at /wg/ will always be your bros

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I spent a little bit of time with my old friends and we're all kind of reconnecting. Which is nice. I've been feeling a little lonely even though I'm with friends alot. I want to be more self confident and I want to overthink things less.

>>6760428
You're not the only one feelin this feel anon.

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>>6760303
I fucking hate my daily routine and i can't wait to finish school for joining the Army. My life is good but i still unhappy with it. I have friends, i go out ever saturday night and i'm good at school, but the daily life is killing me slowly every day more. I also fucking hate myself bc i had the possibility to get a girl that i liked but i fucked it up like i always do, and that's not the first that i do it. I think i'm addicted to my own self destruction

>>6762323
damn first time i see somwthing on 4chan related to my living place ALLAHU AKBAR

>>6761361
Stop/limit your league time and plan out what you'r e going to do every day. Set goals and make them, learn programming or something. Anyone can be anything. I believe in you, anon.

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I feel like I'm stuck, my friends have deserted me and I've never been lonelier. I do have every chance of getting out of this town, I've got the grades to get to any university I want after I graduate but I don't have a clue which door I want to open. Guess there's nothing I can do but wait and hope.

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Can someone create a skype group or some shit? I think it would be in many peoples interest to hang out and share experiences.

About myself. Been fucking around for the most part of my life and feeling like a disappointment when it comes to career mostly cause I havent given a fuck cause I know of other dimensions and that kind of shit making this simulation a big joke (it runs in the family). Anyways, Im quite spiritual and I feel most of the time that I am living my life for other people, to serve and it makes me sleep well at night. Im a nurse, not doing it for the money, mostly to make my mom proud and to be able to serve the universe. Been feeling like a empty shell that goes on autopilot the last months mostly cause I quited using drugs "dont overdo ectasy, it seriously will fuck up your seratonin receptors in worst case for years" just dont, shrooms are okay for a spiritual awakening tho but only try it if you got your psyche under control and love mother nature. Anyways, deep inside I know everything will be fine, im not really here to overthink stuff, I do my shit here this life and get out again.. all in all its alright.

Best of luck everyone, I love you all like brothers and sisters.

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>>6763952
also to all you out there thinking about suicide and that kind of shit, DO NOT EVEN THINK ABOUT IT. It will only fuck up things far worse and it will NOT be worth it... I know that life in 3D can be cruel as fuck but know that everything you have been through in life and will go through is a part of your own personal stimulation and in the end, essentially for your own soul to grow and develop so you will be compatible with a better world later on. Do not worry about people who have passed on, you will meet them again.

Begin to meditate and heal yourself. You are stronger than you think.

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>>6763424
Do you want to talk about it anon?

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I'm doing pretty well.

I have a job i love doing, awesome colleagues. Getting my own apartment soon.

The only thing i lack now is a gf

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>>6760303
If it wasnt for my kitty I would probably off myself.

>>6762334
>i'm fearful with the climate of america

kek

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Actually considered killing myself for the first time sometime over the last month.

So, uh, all right, i guess.

>>6764235
Considered, or did the the concept just cross your mind? It's an important distinction to make.

A while back the concept crossed my mind fairly routinely over the course of a month or two, but I never legitimately considered the act.

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I hate Portland (Maine) I hate this stupid faggot city. It's basically a "lite" version of West-Coast Portland with only a fraction of the population, but that doesn't make the population any less obnoxious. Everybody here is so uptight, they get offended by EVERYTHING. I have to tiptoe and tread lightly with every word I say. I avoid politics whenever possible, I try to stay polite and courteous. But no matter what I try, it doesn't work, everybody, from my classmates to the people at the gym, thinks I'm a racist, sexist bigot. And it's not just me, nobody thought of me this way before I moved here.

Portland is a dark and gloomy place. Shady figures ask you on the street if you have a lighter or money for the "bus" (read: heroin) Somalians are all over the place with headscarves and burkas.

I hate it here so much. I just want to move back up north, with the huge woods and small rural conservative communities. But I got 4 years of Uni to finish. I guess I'll try and transfer to a college somewhere else in the country, though I'll be very sad to leave Maine.

God, I feel so hopeless. Maybe I should just take some supplies, drive up north to some wide-open wilderness where nobody lives, and just live off the land. Wouldn't mind living on my own. Not like I had any friends before.

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>>6764273
Hey man I'm in Maine also. I can def see how it could be hard here in tip top liberal land for non liberals.

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>>6764277
I suppose the great irony of it all is that before I came to Portland I was semi-liberal myself. Pro-LGBT, very friendly towards other races, even dabbled in socialist politics for a while.

This place has made me very bitter. I'm afraid that by the time I get out of here I'll have actually become all the isms my classmates call me. Already it's gotten to the point where I never want to see another Somalian ever again.

At least Trump won. It was very satisfying to hear the frustration of my professors and classmates. They're terrified Pence is going to start rounding up gays and electrocuting them. Vox said that's what would happen, after all.

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Life's been feeling a mix of emotions. I want to succeed and do well in school but i have nearly no motivation to do my homework anymore. i just want to go home in the middle of the day and just work on computers and figure out computer hardware more. i really hope to end up in a good college in Indiana like Purdue, maybe IPFW, or even Butler. I also sometimes sit in class thinking about ways i can change my life or how i can change the way i live but i can never seem to get myself up to doing that. I'm in my junior year of high school and i just cant find the motivation to do my homework anymore but other than that i do fairly well on tests and quizzes. but aside that i already have a girlfriend i deeply love and life's been treating me fairly well.

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>>6762494
>Christian death squad
>Implying Muslims aren't the ones who are actually lynching trannies

You have nothing to fear from a few rednecks, anon. The worst that'll happen is they'll yell at you and insult you.

>>6764273
>>6764277
same, but im in MA right now
>super uptight liberals
>always looking for a political duel
>dont talk to my friends as much anymore
>just trying to plug along and finish school
worst part is Ive lived here my whole life but im getting real itchy to move someplace totally new, but cant for a long time

>>6764329
high school is hard, mainly because 90% of it is pointless, save for the last year ir so when youre trying to get into college. And even than it really doesnt matter, if you dont have the money/connections/ or scholarships youre dream school might not happen anyway
Good grades are important but not nearly as much as the other three (in my own personal experience). I wished somebody sacked up and told me that when I was in HS, but everyone put on this fake smile and was like "oh no high school is the BEST YEARS OF YOUR LIFE, OF COURSE ITS IMPORTANT"
if its any motivation, college is about halfway better. You still have to take some mandatory classes, but usually the teachers arent as serious about it(usually) and half of your classes will be something youre majoring in which makes it much more bearable
suck it up now, it'll suck slightly less in the future

>>6761490
same, but 21
Im starting to talk to girls more. You really just have to dig deep inside yourself and put yourself out there. You either will or you wont, but you cant complain if youre trying

>>6764350
Thanks for the advice anon. i just now need to make myself go through with this as best as possible.

>>6762046
depends on the course, if you genuinely like it its a lot easier to work

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It's 5 am, I have to go to school in 3 hours and I can't sleep. Listening to a lo-fi hiphop mix right now, considering writing journal since there's a power outage.
Don't even feel like smoking. What the fuck is wrong with me.

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I got a job downtown. It pays 8.50 starting and I can go full time after a month. I will be able to live close and bike to work everyday. I will be able to live in the city. I will have accomplished my only dream in life besides not working at all.

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>>6764330
>Its a /pol/tard who has never actually been out of his liberal city doesn't understand why cities are full of liberals in the first place episode

My dad dies last month
But i've made to uni,its pretty good now.

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>>6762885
if youre happy then why are you still useing 4chan?

>>6761549
Kill yourself

No degrees whatsoever. I dont have any skills. I'm ugly short and underweight. A very shitty job that pays less but I can't do anything about it. My life sucks. I just wish I could make my parents happy and give my young brothers good future. I don't expect anything from my life. Just kill me and erase every memory of mine from everyone I ever interacted with.

>>6764396
Because that's where all the immigrants who overwhelmingly vote democrat go?

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>>6764788
Mmmmmm nah I'm good.

>>6764788
don't be a cunt

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Just ended it with my girlfriend, feels bad man.

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Mehh life is going weird atm. Got a steady job and going to move into my first house with my girlfriend. Wich is amazing. But on the other side, my mom is dying of cancer and has 2 months to life. So I am in a period where I am making major steps in my life, but also lose one of the most important persons of my life :\ I don't know how to feel.

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I'm not too sure. Everyday is a different emotion. Nothing tragic happened to trigger it. Sometimes I wake up and I'll be happy, other days I feel hopeless, lonely, and just plain depressed. No girlfriend, not too bothered by it but I'd like someone to spend my days with, I have no one it feels like. I hate being at home. Going to college only because I have to. I have no motivation to do homework or study. Trying to figure out life one day at a time but slowly but surely losing the will to keep trying to figure it out. I don't care about anything. Weed is the only thing that makes me happy or motivated. Parents are against it. Only good thing I have going is my job at Sheetz. The concept of suicide crosses my mind every other day it seems. I would never actually do it though. I guess we'll see what the future holds.

>>6763772
thanks for the advice

>>6760390
Haha i remember being in the same situation. Just play it cool, be a good guy and she will show you the ropes when it comes to baby making

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Pretty empty. Not sad or anything just nothing enjoyable has happened in a while. I spend most of my time sleeping, listening to podcasts, and rewatching the same movie. Classes are okay, I don't enjoy any of them but that is so be expected. I'm constantly putting off things I enjoy because I'm always too tired.

Side note about pic releated, its not amazing but it has a backstory. It was back when I was 17, my dad and I were in parking lot of a strip mall. My dad and Step mom of 10 years were getting divorced and we had to move out of the house. My sister was off to college so the two of us moved into my dad's friends house. It was really just my dad and I moving there though since his friend was a truck driver. My dad and I were out shopping for things for the house and my dad was talking to his dad on the phone. I have never seen my dad cry until then, I didn't want to make it worse by standing around so I started taking pictures of the parking lot. It gave me something to do and made me look preoccupied.

Hope things are going well for all of you guys

>>6765010
I know the feeling, I'm in a similar spot. Just wait and things will have to go up eventually.

>>6765001
I'm so sorry anon, I hope you and your family the best. Your mom must be so proud to see you succeeding in life, with your own house, living with your girlfriend. I wish you the best.

>>6764995
Sucks man, I'm sure it was for the best.

>>6762885
I'm so happy for you, nothing in the world could compare to that.

>>6764391
It's great to see people working toward their dream, best of luck

>>6764960
Kill yourself

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Kinda meh. Feel smart enough to realize that I am not that smart... I am forgetful of things that are somewhat important (Working in customer service.. forget their order >10 seconds after order). My main problem with "not being too smart" is my ability to problem solve and understand certain things in communication with people. I am really at a loss when it comes to how to improve these 2 things.

>>6765116
No hobbies? You should at the very least try your best to find something you enjoy.. for your sake. There really is not much of a point in being alive if you don't try to enjoy it.

>>6761549
Good luck! You'll be happier in the end.

>>6764184
>cancer

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Not well. That's how I'm doing. Without getting into it too much, a combination of bad choices (due mostly to being easily influenced by family) and manipulative elder family members has left me life in shambles. Add to it that I am the only manlet in my family, 5'6", am Aspie confirmed, so I have always had problems with fems and making friends. No debt but nearly broke, $1000 to my name. Live week to week basically. Super depressed because I want to leave shithole So. IL but can't because of money and no body is willing to give me a chance, job-wise. I believe I am at the end. At 36 I can't endure another holiday season alone. Would really like to know what's it's like to have a fem who care about me. Never ever had one tell me she loves me. I think I'll just take a hot bath with a cold razor. Later, I think this is it for me.

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>>6764273

I went to University of Maine in Farmington. Was a much better experience than the shithole of Portland.

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I don't get excited anymore, I haven't felt truly happy for almost 2 years now. Recently I have this fear of growing old and never finding the "love of my life". I'm 20 years old, have 2 jobs and I'm not going to school just because I'm to nervous to deal with new people. I don't go out with friends as much as I use to, like I lost the drive to do things. I've lost all care about everything and I cant seem to find anything to help.

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Down the most dangerous road, with nothing but emptiness and gray, empty space. To life and death, huh?

Also, future rest in piece /r9k/ anon who bartended all the Feels & Frogs threads for the last year. He revealed his name was Jack, and helped a lot of anon's get through some hard times by providing a sympathetic ear. He said his death date was Tuesday.

One of my favorite papes in Jack's memory.

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Uni student, Freshman, looking forward to Thanksgiving to see family, my dog, and to drive my car. Goddamn I miss that shitty 2008 Toyota Matrix.

>>6762493
Fake it 'till you make it anon.

>>6762549
It's not reminding we need, it's willpower.

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feel like shit for the most part. im doing good in school kinda for the first time in my life. i feel really overwhelmed and can feel myself falling into my old ways of doing fuck all and wasting time. dont really know how to fix it.

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Quickly realizing that "no man is a island" As dope as living a introverted solitary life is, ska and hentai is only going to get me so far until I need someone else.

>>6765225
I might have something for that

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Pretty fuckin' decent, desu. I got married recently, and that's dope. At the moment, I'm listening to nujabes, kind of toasted, relaxing in bed, and the world has a sense of excellence to it.
I mean, sure, the world's pretty fucked -- we're all pretty fucked -- and that's the nature of human evil. But I'm here, and I'm good.
Sending mad love to everyone present + those not here. x

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>>6765193
I wish you best on your journey, anon. I hope the next life is better than the one you found here.

>>6765231
>ska and hentai is only going to get me so far until I need someone else.
>until I need someone else.
>I need someone else.
>need someone else.
>someone else.
>until
Psh, quitter, you've already put an expiration date on your solitary happiness. What are you doing, senpai?

>>6761789
>telling me he had jumped off a bridge.
Was his name Jared?

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>>6765193
>>6764235
>>6763424
>>6762515


Don't do it. Suicide is a permanent solution to temporary problems.

I came in this thread to vent a little but my problems seem like baby problems compared to some of the things you guys mentioned. I know "don't give up" is a cliche, but you don't want to waste what life you have left. Hang in there.

For all the anons out there who are struggling with college/classes - school's not for everyone. You don't necessarily need college to have a successful life - sometimes you gotta cut your losses and then keep an open mind for other opportunities. I graduated and my debt isn't bad but sometimes I wish I hadn't for a number of reasons, but other times I'm glad. If you think you can finish and you'll be better off for it, go for it. If you don't want to, don't feel obligated to.

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Got myself a girlfriend, we've been dating for four months now, i have no idea what's going to happen in the future, with her or with anything.

Found interest in Coding and Programming, started a course in an institute, html and css ez, javascript, jquery and C++ look hard.. Hopefully going to learn how to design a webpage.

>>6765001
Dope photo.

>>6765172
Exactly and I have sort of hobbies. I mess with OS's a lot and research about psychology and philosophy. I've just been too tired to do it recently. I use to practically be addicted to video games so I've stopped that almost completely. What about you anon? What are your hobbies?

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In a weird place right now. Just got my own place, just got a real job at a company I've always wanted to work for, in the field I wanted to work in, I pretty much have a lot of bases covered, which is comforting. On the other hand I've lost 4 friends to heroin in the last 2 years, my favorite college professor, and close friend, died recently saving two drowning children from the ocean, there are stark divisions growing between me and certain members of my family, I'm struggling to make new connections, I feel... idk, privileged, but somewhat directionless. Friends are dying all around me, or getting married and having kids, and here I am, stoked to have an apartment and a job in my field, but no love interests, losing friends, losing family. Did I fuck up somewhere along the way? Do I just need to wait this period out?

Idk, time will tell, I suppose. I love this board so much. Thank you, anons.

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>>6760303
I'm fuckin' great, mate. I'm busy making America great again and all the pieces are falling into place. And winter is just right around the corner. I fucking love winter.

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>>6760303
I just want to live a normal life. but I'm fine I guess i'll figure it out eventually

>>6764851

A less /pol/-tardy answer is that cities generally need a solid, functioning "big" government to keep running, and that makes people more dem-minded.

Also if you live in a city you're more likely to have met an immigrant/jew/asian/black.gay person so you're unlikely to think they have horns.

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On the outside, everything is great

>Be 21 y/o 6'4" and physically fit
>Certified firefighter/paramedic
>Be critical care paramedic at private ambulance service
>Absolutely love my job despite making less than McDonald's burger flippers
>Next step is just putting out applications to get on Fire Rescue (pic related, my dream department)
>Still live at home with loving parents
>Upper middle class
>Going back to school next semester to finish EMS and Fire Science degrees

Everything is going great. Thing is I'm lonely. Really fucking lonely.

>Have had 3 "girlfriends" but the relationships never lasted more than 2 months
>Still in love with first girlfriend somehow
>Have had penetrative sex only 2 times
>Currently talking to no one.
>Sure I have friends at work, at the gym/MMA, and through doing acro yoga but I almost never do anything with anyone outside of those activities.
>Never get invited or hit up by anyone because literally everyone thinks I'm busy
>That's an actual quote too. "Sorry anon I thought you were busy" I have heard more times than I can count
>When things start to be going well especially with a love interest, life literally cockblocks me. Plans fail, messages fail to send, things seem to be forgotten, or they just think I'm too busy to do anything as usual
>Honestly not even that busy and will make plans happen no problem
>I want someone to talk to. Someone with a mutual love interest. It's such a good feeling but one I haven't felt in such a long time
>Don't even remember last time I got a "Good Morning" text or last time I hung out with an actual group of friends

I want a girl to talk to and friends to hang out with /wg/, I don't understand how that is so hard to achieve
I understand this is trivial compared to some of the issues other posters have in this thread and I genuinely hope life gets better for you guys.

I'm having a hard time, I'm 23 male and live with my parents still. Their constant bickering drives me crazy so I spend most of my free time in my room isolated from the world. My job is killing me both physically and mentally, and I've never been in a relationship before despite finding someone to love being my only dream in life. My motivation is at an all time low, If not for work I would only leave the house to eat. How do I get out if this pit?

>>6765312
I'm already expired as fuck.

>>6762373
never knows best is written on her ciggarete

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Uncertain. Let me explain, I guess.

It's been two years since my Mom died. 6 months since I graduated with an Associate's in Liberal Arts, with no drive to continue college and no real preference with what I do with the rest of my life, as long as my friends are happy. 2 months since I got out of an emotionally and mentally abusive friendship that I wanted so much to be a relationship for some god forsaken masochistic reason.

I just got hired at my first job, being paid above minimum wage in a part time position. It's only seasonal, but if I do well, I can get on for full time. I'm nervous and don't know when my first day will be, but I have my uniform ready and it's honestly kinda nice.

I'm in a friends with benefits situation with someone who mutually likes me, however they're not ready for a relationship. It's been a month. They've told me if I find someone else while waiting they'd understand, but I'm invested, patient, and stubborn. They know I'm invested. They know I already love them. I fall hard and I fall fast. She also has some issues in her life at the moment that are going to make it hard for us to see eachother for a few months. In that time, she could very well end up back with her ex boyfriend or trying to fill a void with whoever she crosses paths with. Whatever happens, she promises to break it to me the best way she can. I trust her.

Tonight's the third night in a row we haven't even texted eachother very much this week. I have Pokemon Moon running next to me but instead I'm on 4chan writing my current situation in life. Days have been weird with the uncertainty of my situation with her, I don't have much direction. I'm behind on all the anime I'm watching.

I don't really know where any of this is gonna take me. I still live with my Dad, who's always out; so I basically live alone. I guess if this job pulls through I have to start looking at what it's going to really be paying me. It kinda scares me that I haven't put that much thought into it

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Had a date tonight, kinda. theres this girl that I was really connecting with. She's in the same show as me, we're both actors. Asked her to go to a grand opening for an outdoor ice skating rink (she said she really liked ice skating). Yesterday she texted me, saying she didn't want to make presumptions but didn't want misunderstandings. "Not as a date, okay?". That bummed me out, but not as much as tonight when she said she couldn't go at all. She had a good reason, as yesterday she accidentally stabbed herself above her wrist opening something with I presume a knife. Even if it was a good reason, I was hoping this was at least a situation that could possibly lead to an actual date. Not sure how or if things are going to advance from here, but I keep asking myself why I get my hopes up when it all just comes crashing down right before something is supposed to go right. Other than that, my family hates me, but I'm forced to live with them because I'm not financially stable and can't get a job. My friends are turning into douchebags and I can't find anything that makes me happy, because the only thing that would is a woman. I'm not doing great.

>>6764329
i'm actually in the same boat as you anon -- junior living in indiana extremely disenfranchised with state educational system. cant be assed to do anything for school anymore, definitely not going to make it into purdue like i once wanted to. good luck with getting into college

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Work 6 days a week in a factory and have a good relationship. I usually get depressed at nights so I come here and turn on some chillstep. Really wish I was at uni, since im young.

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Feel totally in between everything.

I'm a right-wing /pol/ack and conservative politics is giving me a lot of energy and motivation that I didn't have before, but I'm uncomfortable with all the race and "superiority" shit. Also, more and more people I respect are aggressively left-wing so I feel like I have to hide who I am in order to enjoy life.

I'm also about to move from regular college to law school, and probably into a new state. Scary shit. Getting ready for some debt, but it's the new networking that concerns me.

Most importantly, I just don't know what's going on with my love life. I'm a lot better with girls now than I was in high school, but I just don't care. I feel like I hate or get bored with every girl I meet nowadays, and in high school everything was so romantic and exciting. Trying to rekindle that feeling with an ex, but nothing is working. I'd rather spend all day playing vidja, browsing 4chan and doing schoolwork from home than going on dates anymore. Not sure where to go emotionally while I progress forward professionally.

>>6761861
HOLY SHIT I LOVE YOU SO MUCH! I've been looking for this wallpaper for a while.

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>>6765726
I'm afraid I'm heading the same direction as you are right now.

I hate my life, but there aren't any problems. I have a fine job that pays adequately for my experience and where I live in the country and the management genuinely wants everyone to succeed. I have a committed wife that loves the shit out of me and wants nothing more than to have a happy home.

I spend a lot of my time daydreaming about what I'd do if she suddenly died in a car accident. The shit I would save up and buy for my computer or the sort or trips I'd take that she never would agree to. Whether I'd sell the house or try to convince some friends to move in to cover the mortgage. Or if I'd sell everything and move in to a small apartment and live see ascetic lifestyle. If I'd pick up tobacco for the fun of it.

In my head, I know this is the safest play, but I'm bored and tired and not living the life I thought I would at my age. At least we don't have kids yet

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Doing pretty good, good grades and everything. No girlfriend because I'm socially awkward.

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Phone wallpaper cause why not.
I'm a female, got married earlier this year and not due to having a baby or some dumb shit. Struggle majorly with PTSD due to a rape and child abuse. It's debilitating and I'll take just about anything to make it stop. Literally anything. Working is difficult, I can only manage part time. It's work + the energy of keeping shit together and having major anxiety. Even driving is a pain in the ass sometimes. But, at the end of the day everyone says I handle myself very well. So I guess that's something.

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20 yrs old recently graduated college as an IT. didnt learn shit.
Got a decent entry level job and doin alright....i guess.now that i'm earning money though it feels good to give back to my parents.
colleague/mentor/friend transferred company last friday so it'll be kinda lonely at work.
currently planning a hiking trip with some friends from college kinda lookin forward DESU. and thinking about learning sign language or japanese (cause im a weaboo f*ck) or getting into stocks just so i'm not idle on a saturday.
so all things considered i'm doing alright..... i guess.

>>6761831
nice tips anon, think i'll try it for a while

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I sincerely don't know what to think of my life right now.
Everything is going the same way it always goes, I'm still alone most of the time,
my roommate (which I barely even speak to anymore) is the closest thing
to a friend that I've got, my trust issues are as big as ever, and given the fact that
I'm becoming fatter and fatter, they ll go back to being as big as they were back in 6th grade.

Worst of all, I'm 2nd year in a degree I have no interest in, car engineering or mechanical engineering,
however you wanna call it.
>Why pick up a degree about something you don't give a shit about?
It was the least non-appealing degree to me for reasons I can't explain properly.
I have no interests or dreams whatsoever, whatever I would've picked it would've eventually felt like a mistake anyway.

Also being a lazy moron, who can never bring himself to actually do something, except for those rare moments when panic kicks in, isn't helping me in college at all. I barely understand a thing, 90% of the class is in the same position as me but that doesn't really help me at all.

Telling myself I'm a dumbass makes me feel like shit, but then telling myself that I m not a dumbass is even worse because then everything falls on my lazy persona, which makes me feel even more terrible because I m losing the race over something that should be in my control.

Back on the subject of loneliness, it's actually a really funny one.
I told myself in high-school that it won't matter if I'll end up alone
>who cares? I was always a loner anyway, I ll get through life just like that, by myself

Even worse sometimes I even thought
>it will all be ok in college, I ll make friends there
That obviously didn't happen. And now, day by day, I m starting to feel even more and more sad.

1/2

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>>6766849
I'm sitting in a messy 3x3 room, writing this and listening to some song posted on /f/ and I just don't know how/when/if I'll snap out of it. Some times I tell myself ''it will all be ok, everyone's figuring their lives out, why wouldn't I figure mine out then?''.

Yeah, why wouldn't I? And then I realize that everyone figuring their lives out is most likely untrue. And that there's a pretty big chance that you may never be close to figuring it out.

Only good thing to come out of this whole situation is that I'm not bitter towards other people for
my general misery anymore, now there's only one person to blame and that person is, of course, myself.

2/2
Sorry for the whole novel, not like someone's gonna read it anyway.

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>>6764273
Ay that quote is from the Satanic Bible

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Doing too much acid, otherwise pretty good.

>>6761985
>what are you
>organism

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I'm doing ok i guess.
School is doing okay for now only thing is im afraid from whats to come because theres a shit ton of tests coming and i feel like im not prepared for them..but i hope i will manage to prepare until they come , i always seem to get out of these sorts of situations i hope i will get out of this one happy too.
I'm usually pretty unsocial , i mean at school i have a group of friends that i hang out with and with the rest of the class i still semi hang out with too.Though the feeling of lonelines is kinda fucking with me every day , and the fact a girl that i like seems to be playing with me, doesn't help.I honestly hope that i will manage to get a girlfriend by the end of the year because i sometimes feel incredibly sad and just have no will to do anything.Video games are the only thing keeping me in a good state of mind and kinda happy even though my internet is shit so i cant even play with my friends online.
Rest of things in life are doing okay i guess.
Considering to make a agreement with myself to work on myself , work on social skills.

If you made it with reading this all to here,thanks. I hope your life gets better and honestly i hope everyones life here gets better and that you all can be once again happy.

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Tired a lot lately. Losing interest in everything. Finish work, just want to shut off. I want to be alone but my family wants me around, my girlfriend wants me around, her family want us around. I'm happy, but I just feel a little reclusive lately, and don't feel like I have time by myself.

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I'm quitting my job this Sunday. Its gonna suck since I'll be out of money but I have to so I can focus on my grades to graduate from highschool.
But now that I'm taking a step back and looking at my life, I don't even know why I'm doing what I'm doing. Why do I keep moving forward? Why do we keep moving forward? For what?

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>>6767497
I asked myself that numerous times bruh

Life is about the pursuit of happiness, pursue what makes you happy, for me it's traveling and big titties, also big russian titties

But the point is, giving up means you are a pussy, if you put in hard work you will get results, i wanted to travel and see titties but i had to finish uni, so i had to dig through shit to get the good stuff

Pic related, its where i'll be living next year, best of luck anon

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>>6767025

I can relate anon. I think most of us channers are naturally introverted.

Make sure you truly enjoy the alone time you do have.

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I have a subnetting test later on this week but I never really figured it out and it generally feels like I'm missing a course since our teacher expected to already know this stuff, so it's stressing me out a bit currently. Moving out on my own later on this week, and I'm behind on schoolwork so I'm just hoping this week will be over soon.

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I had been depressed and borderline suicidal a few years ago. Now after feeling like I had been going through life on autopilot and not feeling like I knew what the fuck I was doing, I've graduated school, got a job, and got promoted. Still kinda bummed about being single. But I think the biggest lesson I've learned over the past few years is that having reasonable and manageable goals and chasing a dream (any dream) makes me feel tremendously better. The combination of going nowhere fast and not having any bearing in life was such a negative weight that I put on my own shoulders. I stopped focusing on NOT being or doing or having this or that, and just focus on the seemingly tiny and mundane steps I take here and now as long as I am going SOMEWHERE. I realized the pursuit of something kindled my well being.

I'm rambling. This is probably just meaningless bullshit. I'm not giving advice; I'm just saying what worked for me.

>>6762494
Myst :^)

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I'm okay.

>>6765116
Which movie?

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>>6767641
Thanks for this.

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Sleeping on a buddy's couch for the second month, he's sick of it. I am to. Can't sleep anywhere else. Not that I sleep.
Budding alcoholic, been shit for 11 years.

Meh.

I broke up with my wife recently, we have a son together, life cant be shittier right now.
Not because of her, fuck that stupid bitch, also already fuck someone else, a old high school friend. she have 2 daughters and also single.
she is fit as fuck, dem thights

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>>6767766
forget about wp

>>6761459
you are not a bully. you are acting like a bully. Go innawoods. volunteer at a soup kitchen. do something that destroys the ego.

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Pretty good I guess. Just bored and nothing to do really.

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>>6766238
>Actually meeting these people will make you realize they're perfectly nice
Some of them, yes. Most of them, no. I worked in a soup kitchen to do some community service work, meeting the immigrant muslims who came there for soup is what made me anti-muslim.

Not that I've never met any kind muslims, it's just that the huge majority of the ones I've met have great disdain for everything western despite the fact that they moved here.

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Not as good as I thought like 3 years ago. Parents get divorced, I quit University because of bad grades and some kind of depression and now I'm studying a shitty computation degree (not from University). Almost forgot, I quit doing any physical exercise because of depression and now I weight like 30 kilograms more.

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>>6760303
Doing good, working in a hotel right now decent pay, nice apartment, cool gf likes going to theatre enjoys bjs and anal, and my band is planning going on a tour on February.

>>6761459
>>6767837
>do something that destroys the ego
just drop acid at a soup kitchen

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I don't think this technically counts as life, but I just want to say it somewhere. I had a dream last night, and for some reason it's just really stuck in my head. It's nothing particularly wild or bad, I just can't get it out if my head. It's really strange since I pretty much never have dreams that stick around.

Here's a pape

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Im deaf with hearing aids and thats always fucked with me since i cant really hear people so its very hard for me to meet new people
a month ago i met a deaf girl who goes to my university, jut like me and we went out twice and had sex the second time
She has a boyfriend
someday I will go to the school's mental health clinic and find out if i actually am depressed or anxious or if im just a lazy kid with no motivation, but not today

>>6764788
kek

taking a break from studies and currently raising my pulse over my inability to find a satisfying wallpaper

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Currently procrastinating really hard instead of writing my BSc thesis. Overall shouldn't complain; I have a job and will continue studying, money is not a problem, no one in my family died etc.
But I'm really alone and scared of the future. I want to go back to the 1st semester when I was still alone and scared but at least I could sleep and play vidya all day with no consequences.

>>6767548
It seems that way. I never really have time alone at all, unless a bus ride counts. My life is spent entertaining, or helping, those around me. I suppose I should be grateful to have them there, but nothing is ever simple. Just taking each day as it comes, but I do eagerly await an opportunity to 'waste' time.

>>6767986
I wonder what deaf sex sounds like

>>6768078
Here on 4chan we ask only the most important questions.

>>6762327
>remember, if they don't find you handsome... they should at least find you handy

>>6762550
Still have line items other people don't. Don't despair.

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Going to a really shitty school despite my above average intelligence, realized I dislike all of my friends except one, who lives miles away, haven't been around other people I like in months, my only joy is smoking weed.

>>6761840
Great movie frame

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I don't know. I've been better. Everything just feels kinda empty. I'm very lonely, but I'm in a place where I just can't see myself being with anyone. I'm too much of a clusterfuck of nichey interests and wants, plus I'm getting too old and I'm going bald, which would be bad enough on it's own. The boys I like don't like guys like me. I just wish I had someone to hang out with and cuddle and do dumb romantic stuff with.
I was supposed to be a good student but I lost interest, so now I'm in a job that doesn't pay much and isn't going anywhere. It's based in one of my hobbies though so that's a bonus at least. I have no idea where I'm going. And that worries me, because I don't really have any ambitions any more.
My best friend has been going through a really bad patch for a while now and she pretty much relies on me to keep her sane and alive. I don't mind, because she's helped me out a lot, but it's taxing when it's every day for over a year. She doesn't really have anyone else. I'd probably have killed myself a while ago if I didn't feel so awful about leaving her.
I just don't know any more. I hate my appearance, I'm a shitty person, I have no direction, and I'm sad and lonely. I don't know what to do. Everything feels so hopeless.

>>6766737
>ascetic
>tobacco

>>6764273
>>6766881
is it odd that i know that as well?

>>6768078
actually I got into deaf porn for a while, very nice (;

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I think i've got a grip on life again? The Army is too much of a rollercoaster, not the good kind. I can't wait to get off this ride..This is a bridge from home, a continent away.

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>>6760303
mother diagnosed with breast cancer, failing at everything

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I'm struggling in classes and at this point in the term I can't save myself. I'm consistently having to do things and am always under pressure which I seem to put on myself.
Someone else in the thread put it nicely, I wonder if I don't want to succeed or if I just can't.
I've been getting lonely recently and since I'm not straight it seems to be a challenge. I also think I'm depressed or at least the stress is getting the best of me. And the problem is I never seem to show any of this. When I'm around friends I get distracted and forget about my problems. So I always seems fine even though I'm not.

All in all, though, life is ok.

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Doing alright i guess, not too good at university, but i think i can pull through, i usually do. Struggling with motivation and having almost no friends in my study city, but playing videogames with my friends, from my hometown, helps a lot.

>>6768078
ask my roomates

our implants actually fell off once or twice so we had to fumble around and put them back on

>>6768271
If you have above average intelligence, the school doesn't matter. You get the same shit done, and you'll prove your capabilities when you're finished in school. I would say I have average intelligence, went to a school that isn't considered good, same with college, and got accepted in to a Uni that's pretty damn good. Just carry yourself well, and find some modesty. Also drop the weed if you actually do want to get somewhere, I've witnessed first hand many people that were in the same boat and all picked the enjoyment of weed over the tedious grind of hard work.

>>6761438
Mah nigga. I feel like Im in a house of cards right now. If I fuck up just one class I have to wait *another* semester, which wouldnt be terrible if I wasnt turning into Van Wilder (without all the pussy). Im 6½ years in for my Bachelors. Im not an idiot. I was a victim of a series of accidents, as are we all.

>>6767933
this

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Smoked cigarettes and drank for about 8 years, today I have been sober all day and have not smoked a cigarette yet. It feels surprisingly good, albeit very hard.

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>>6761594
Dude thanks I've been looking for this for years

Originally saw it in this video, really /comfy/ music
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ETbDIngnOeU

Have a paper

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finished last year of IT course, don't even know if I want to go into that job field.I don't even know what i want to do with my life

>but here's some OC

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>>6760303
i'm doing damn good, happy about life after 10 years of absolute shit. feeling like i'm in a rollercoaster since it's been the most sincere and awesome year of my life so far, only to be taken up a notch early next year. i don't know what to fucking expect, but life is strange and amazing right now and i want to enjoy the moment.

this is for all you out there struggling, thinking there's no way out - trust in life, trust in yourself, you are awesome. remember that. here's a falcon for ya (my current wp) because they are cool and strong as fuck, just like you are.

>>6766269
>Still in love with first girlfriend somehow
this will never change, anon

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I'm inches away from everything I've ever wanted, but today I can barely afford lunch.

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>>6767681
Wristcutters A Love Story. It's a very comfy movie. My ex showed it to me and I really liked it but when she broke with me a year ago it reminded me too much of her so I wouldn't watch it. A couple of months ago I started watching it again and it still reminds me of her but it's different now. If you've seen it, my ex reminds me of Desiree so it's not as bad, it means I still will find my Mikal.

Pic related is a screen cap that would make a good pape. I just have a 720p download so I can't get any good ones myself and it's impossible to find any high quality online.

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>>6768769
one thing that has really helped me anon is helping others, it really puts my problems in perspective so i can see the solution through the problem
caring creates resilience

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Lost my job and trying so damn hard to find another. My girlfriend's been supporting me through the whole thing. Got real low the other day but after she told me she would always be by my side, I felt my confidence get back. I'm gonna make it, even if sometimes it feels like I won't.

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My best friend committed suicide in July after struggling with bipolar and schizophrenia coupled with a spice addiction. She helped me back from taking my own life years back, but I wasn't there for her when she needed me most.

I can't find a job locally to move out of my parent's house. To help them save money and not spend it on me, I eat crackers and drink water, and rarely eat a full meal so that they don't run low on groceries.

I'm working towards a degree in tech or medicine, but can only afford one to two courses a semester, if not one semester a year.

All the while I feel myself slipping into an antisocial, agoraphobic state of paranoia, to a point my melanin count is beyond normally low, my eyes are shadowed, sunken, and silver, my hair is thin, and I'm wondering if it's even worth giving a shot anymore when nothing has worked out so far. I'm a ghost in the system anyway, only 5 people would be impacted.

Life is going great, OP, even though its shit. I just tell myself to keep hoping. Because in the end, that's all we can ever do.

I do miss her though. Without her, there is no joy in my life anymore.

>>6769121
Keep it up man, remember how good it feels to be clean when you start to crave.

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>>6761491
>I've never really had much of a relationship with female other than just friends. I'm okay with this because I almost seem to lack several emotions. I don't think I've ever felt "love" Makes things easier sometimes cause no bullshit, but sometimes I wonder what I'm missing. and almost long for what I have never and may never experience.

Holy shit, I feel exactly the same

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>>6761849
I would also like to here some recs.

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>>6760390
>>6761669
I'd like to say that not too much of that alcohol tho man. A little bit is good for taking that edge off.

>>6763952
We need a skype group or some discord shit for this.

>>6763952
>>6770679

https://discord.gg/Hsy4WS5

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>>6760390
the first time will suck, but thats fine because it gets better
>>6760428
eliminate distractions, envision your ideal self and figure out how to get there
>>6761476
i have friends that smoke so i dont look down on you but you should try and quit, there are helthier outlets, find a /a/ /tv/ or /mu/ chart and fill it out
>>6761510
the grind gets easier at times, it really does, enjoy it all regardless, its life man, why not make the best of it
>>6761588
you need to find importance and happiness in your own life before you can double down with other people
>>6761765
sex is overrated coming from someone whos had sex. its nice, but friends are more important as corny as that sounds

I wish i could reply to all of these, but i dont have the time

Im worried about school even though i shouldnt be, i want to minor in stats but the classes are getting tougher. I have a ex-girlfriend that i like and she likes me but we dont get together because were too far apart and we dont like long distance. I also realize that our eventual jobs will put us far apart and i dont want to get deeper into something that isnt going to work out

>>6760390
just get it over with, no ones good at it the first time. Just try to go with your instincts and communicate.

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Pretty awful honestly. November is typically like this for me for some reason.
Things will hopefully start looking up soon, though.

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It's getting better. Parents divorced recently, I made an ep and people have been giving me pretty good responses to it, so it's looking up fellas.

>>6769560
You can do it anon, i believe in u

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I recently found out that tinnitus is a thing, something not natural, for which I am not sure if I always had it or caused it upon myself. I also discovered that I have something called "snow vision", I see the world in grain, pic related. I realise this isn't something awful, but it really hurts to know that I will never hear real silence again in my life or see clear colors.

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>>6770876
Share it with us anon

Mine's been rather shitty. Although college is going pretty good, I can't find the courage to break up with my gf.
It just isn't good anymore and she's not stable, and I'm afraid I messed her up a bit.

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>>6771473
Check out mynoise.net, it's run by a professional sound engineer who makes white noise and drone generators designed to help with tinnitus, among other things.

>>6762287
Christian?

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Fucking shit, my dad's one year anniversary for his death is in a few days and I got evicted a couple weeks ago, just had a shitty Thanksgiving and my mom is a fucking slut and pisses me off, I also dropped out if my senior year of high school, I turned 18 four monthhs ago and no one gave a shit and I have no job and pretty much no reason to live but I'm not the type of person to even consider suicide so hopefully shit will get better soon. Happy Thanksgiving guys

>>6771504
This, and there's also defonic.com that loads up instantly.

>>6766269
this ambulance bothers me, why does it have a semi cab, the Fire Department I am in has a Ram 3500 Cab and it looks fine

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I'm currently enjoying this Thanksgiving break with my folks. I'm 26, I'm about to have my year anniversary in my second full time job after university, and I'm enjoying it and learning a lot, despite making a bit less than what my other friends and peers with the same age/experience are making in other companies. I'm hoping that changes soon, since I feel like I do make enough to pay bills and buy small things for fun, but not enough to travel more.

I know what I want for my career, and I feel I'm heading in that direction, and barring some bad luck, I have a bright future with that. At the same time, I haven't had any luck with my love life. Tbf, I haven't pursued it, so I can't bitch too much about never having opportunities, yet I wonder whether I should let it happen naturally (I'm a loner by nature, and I don't mind doing things alone) or stop letting time pass by and just date more. Living in a city as a big as Los Angeles, I dunno where to start looking for people, even if I go out a lot to music shows and stuff.

The other is the political climate the country is facing. For the moment, life goes on, which is as I (and many others) predicted. I'm a Chicano (inb4 wall jokes) from illegal immigrant parents (now legal), yet I've seen more provocation of violence and intolerance from the supposedly tolerant left. I know how our government works, as well as how history has played out to see how Trump is not like Hitler or any Fascists that people like to compare him to, but I do fear the amount of false-flagging from hate violence may lead to darker shit from the side we least expect.

Hoping for a bright future.

>>6771530

Ask police stations or town halls if they have job openings or directories to someplace that will get you one.

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Life's kinda "meh" I guess. Pushed away everyone who ever cared about me. Mostly my fault. For some reason I used to have this feeling of entitlement and never really showed appreciation for anyone, so they just kinda eventually left. No real friends left I guess. I got pretty much zero connections with people. Nobody really knows me, never allowed anyone in. At a time I was proud of it, nowadays I just feel empty. Got a good job I guess, no gf or anything. My mom tries to connect with me but for some reason whenever she tries to reach me I get annoyed and push her away too but I really am scared to death to not have her one day. I do get laid occasionally, go out and such but I don't have real connections with anyone and it's my own fault. Dropped out of college, should get back to it cuz I'll need it eventually but I just don't get around to doing so. No hobbies, just videogames I guess. I'm just floating, waiting I guess. Not even sure for what.

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>>6760303
life is shitty right now, i have a job that nobody listens to me or respects me, money is tight because shit is expensive. my girlfriend of 3 years broke up with me last month.

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Well, pretty good, but it feels like I'm just drifting through life.

I thought that if I kept pushing forward and working hard, things would fall into place. I thought my life would turn out different that it has. I guess that's my own fault. I wish I could go back in time and focus more on school and my own talents. Youth really is wasted on the young.

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not doin so great, but i'm hoping the end of the year brings happier times.

job sucks and is most of my stress, but i'm really praying i can move out of this shitty town and into a city. i don't expect life to be easier but im hoping it will be just different enough to motivate me to change.

Getting desperate for a job pulling some strings with some people I know, might have a full-time job lined up soon. It's not idea, but I can schedule classes around it still. I just need money at this point, and I refuse to take any from my family,despite their offers.

Happy thanks giving guys, I know the words on a screen may not carry any weight with you, but you guys all seem to be pretty decent peeps, and I'm glad to have atleast stalked to some of you.

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Horrible, just fucking horrible.
Not going to go deep into details; but all I'm going to say is that I did fuck nothing with my life. All of it, when finally graduated from high school; I finally did something with my life. Not going to say what it is, but what I am going to say is that completely pussyd out I hate myself. Now I'm working a job that gives me little money and little hours. My granddad died on my living room floor, right in front of me and my family. Then just a few days later; my grandmother on my other side of the family died. And because of the granddad's funeral and the few days I got for bereavement; I couldn't go to her funeral, it's been years since I've even spoken to her.

So basically, I got a shit job, no money, no friends, and have no idea what the fuck I want to do with my life. So yeah, things ain't fucking fine for me.

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I dunno. I feel like jumping on the first train and go visiting random places, meet random people, do random stuff. Point is I have no money for shit, I can't talk to people, and I feel like my hands are tied. Probably my problem is that I daydream too much and lose all the opportunities of my life, wich is sad because my life wouldn't be this bad. Going out with a girl tomorrow, she's clearly into me for reasons unknown but I'm completely indifferent to her. I should probably stop thinking and go with it.

Thank you guys, you're probably the only people I can open with. Here's my pape.

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>>6760303
Life is horrible, thanks for asking; just moved to a small boring city 5 hours away from my gf and friends for at least 1 year under a vage promise of better conditions at my return. At least I have a camera.

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>>6772189
On top of that the people here basically hates me because my job is to find who fucked up so badly that the had to send someone from outside their office to fix it.

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>>6772193
Main problem though is that now I have a lot of time for myself, wich is bad because I always end thinking how I've wasted the best years of my life. I just passed my 30s and I don't really love my gf or my job, but at the same time I'm not sure I can find something better on both aspects and I don't want to start over again.

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>>6772202

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>>6762876
feel you, also a poorfag in a poorfag country working in it

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It's going all right. Could be better, could be worse. I'm a sophomore in college. Just realized that I'll never have a carefree summer again, as I will be looking at Internships to do in the summer. Feels bad man.

>>6762006

終わり
おわり
owari
"It's over" (more commonly Owarida/Owaridesu 終わりだ/です); "The end"; "End"; "Fin," etc.

Pretty obvious what general area of "end" this picture is indicating.

>>6762006
[Same guy who responded first]

"It's over," and everything related to that phrase is also good. Japanese is a largely context-dependent language, thus the multiple translations.

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Lost my job right at the start of November and after 4 interviews still nothing heading into the holidays with a sick dad and feel like I wanna an hero if I could afford to

>>6772476
things will get better anon

>>6761849

Not op but you should definitely check out "the secret", the power of attraction and pulling the things you want towards you. It's interesting, and as you get to know the meaning behind the words you will see that it is actually really logical - a real eye opener to me

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>>6771788
Damn, thats though, stay strong man.

>>6771820
I respect your motivation and willingness to fight man! I'm need some of that lately.

>>6771838
Hope you get the full-time job you want, also, I don't know your family but It's important to accept some help in your life, there's no shame in that.

>>6771876
If you're mentioning high school, you're still pretty young, you have more than enough time to change, I know it's pretty fucking hard to do that, but nothing that is good comes easy! Also, stay in touch with family, they're the most important thing in your life. Cheers anon.

>>6772202
My mother went to college at 28, and now she's been doing what she loves for around 10 years. It's never too late to change anon, just need a lot of patience and strength.


As for me. I'm feeling very lonely and sad lately, due to a couple of strikes, I'm doing 3 semesters in one year in college, feeling extremely tired by now (I'm in the middle of the 3rd one), I'm not even doing homework or anything, I'm just feeling angry and sad when I think of college.

My personal life isn't going great as well, all of my friends are dating and shit, even the most autistic ones, I know I'm being picky, but I can't help myself, I want a friend, not just a "hot girl". My self-esteem is getting lower and lower, just thinking about how long has it been since I got closer to a girl makes me wanna cry, and I feel like I'm wasting this time of my life that is supposed to be so special. But I hate parties, I can't drink because of a health issue that affects my liver, so socializing is very difficult, I'm feeling like a big fucking child in college. And although I like to stay positive about life, it's very difficult to maintain positive attitude when everyone around you is moving forward in life except you. I don't celebrate Thanksgiving in my country, but anyway, happy late thanksgiving yall.

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Just graduated but unemployed. Live with a roommate but NYC rent is tough. Interviews are hopeful but only if I hear back. Trying to make games but don't know if they're even good.

It's good to see I'm not alone, but even better to see those willing to give encouragment

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>>6760303
I'm not doing good nor bad. I have nothing going for myself. I just browse 4chan and play video games. I don't know what to do with myself, but I'm not really depressed about it anymore. It's just whatever.

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>>6772551
Don't feel like you need to grow up so fast.

Focus on your shit, do what you gotta do. Let life come naturally. If you focus too much on the "should have" and "need to" then you lose sight of actually living.

Enjoy yourself. Don't feel pressured to go find a girl and move on yet. Women aren't everything, but I know it feels like it.

Happy Thanksgiving. :)

Good luck, friend.

>>6761849
Read books that make you understand how the world really works.

Read a lot about history, finance / economics and philosophy. You will understand that things have never been perfect nor will they ever be. There is no reason to cling to an unrealistic version of a world that never existed. If you want something changed then you need to work on it, no way around it.

Being in touch with reality avoids disappointments down the road.

My top 3 recommendations:
the art of war: https://www.amazon.com/gp/product/0804830800/ref=oh_aui_detailpage_o01_s00?ie=UTF8&psc=1

A Little History of Philosophy: http://www.audible.com/pd/Nonfiction/A-Little-History-of-Philosophy-Audiobook/B00R8HJQ5S

Zero to One: https://www.amazon.com/Zero-One-Notes-Startups-Future/dp/0804139296

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I can't really complain, especially compared to alot of the other people here. But I'm confused with my life alot of the time. Since I've gone to university (1,5 years ago) so much changed for the better. I've used to be depressed all the time, and had nearly no social contacts outside of school, for the sole reason of being too unmotivated to see people. Now I moved in with 3 old friends of mine very recently, which helped alot, since they get me to do more stuff. Also started running frequently, had my first short (and shitty) relationship (which is fine in hindsight, we both weren't ready for it, she had her own problems too). But on the other side there is always the fear, of falling back into old habits, the semesterbreaks are the scariest shit for me, since nothing forces me to have a daily routine. I hate myself for not having the discipline to organize my life, when I don't have to. Also I've met alot of really nice people at the university, but oftentimes I lack the confidence to be myself around them, although I know, it wouldn't be a problem for them. And then again, I don't really know who that "real me" would be, or how he would act. So much changed, that I honestly don't know. Sometimes I wish, there was just some kind of "old wise dude" in my life, who could just tell me, whats best for me and could guide me. I try to just live in the moment, and when I manage to do so (which rarely happens) it's awesome, but often I just tend to overthink. Since I got over my Ex, theres a new girl I really like, but I always catch myself, trying to appeal to her in ways, which just aren't really me. In conclusion I really need to sort my shit out, and just do whatever makes me happy, but often it's hard, and I end up just playing videogames and being useless all day. I just keep trying my best.
Also this thread is awesome, good luck everyone!

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>>6760303
I'm 3 classes from Graduation, don't have the funds to survive past January without Govt assistance, keep pushing applications to jobs (any) but nothing but rejections or silence.

No one is willing to take a part-time student, although I'm hoping that I'll get lucky with a casual or p/t role.

I've got 3 years experience in ICT Support and Network Administration so experience and skills aren't an issue (I've received feedback), its just their concerns towards my availability during the final year of my CompSci degree.

Uncertainty, fear, anxiety are how I'm doing, but things should look up within the next 6 months I hope.

IN ADDITION due to geographical location there are not graduate positions or programs I can join until at least mid next year, which is odd because the other programs nation-wide were accepting from October.

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Can't seem to move forward with my life.
Broke up with ex about 9 months ago and still have feelings for her.

My peers are all getting married and I'm single and face constant pressure to get on the bandwagon like the rest.

And facing struggles of my own.
So yeah, not good but not bad since I can just escape here from time to time.

One day it will all come down to hit me hard though.

Peace anons.

>>6770865
This is rad.

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My Girlfriend just left me and really REALLY hates me. I hate myself too, things feel empty. My feeling feel fake.

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>>6760303
signed back up for college less than a mile down the road, gonna try to plug away for a year and transfer somewhere. Realized that I hate sitting around everyday waiting for something to happen, so I might as well try again.
Still lonely tho, turning 21 in 3 weeks, living in a new city so no friends at all, gained 30lbs this year, living with parents. I feel like giving up often, so I make non-existent promises to women I'll never meet to give myself motivation to keep going. Pathetic really, but I've wasted so much of my life already and I'm propelled solely by the fear of being confined to a life of quiet desperation if I fail.
yea

>>6766885
I relate

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Posted here a little while ago. Super depressed and wondering if my life will ever work out. I'm always getting high. Got high the other day and realized life isn't all that bad. I no longer feel depressed or think about depressing thoughts like I used to. I knew one day I'd get better but I didn't see it being anytime soon. I'm a lot happier. I have my video games, art, YouTube, weed, work, my friends and family. I have a good life. Everyone does. Be thankful for being put on this amazing world. Everyday is a different adventure. Life is great. Do what makes you happy and don't worry about what other people think too much. Everyone is as intricate and defined as a person just as much as you are. You're here for a reason, make your life count. Create an impact. Your life may not look like it'll go up anytime soon and that's okay. But, life always has a plan. Everything will work out. You will be okay. Good luck, Anons. Stay positive. Even the littlest things in life can make you happy.

>>6773067

You're doing a what works for you. Pathetic? Depends on who you ask, but it's pretty natural for anyone to work for a purpose, and working for loved ones (made up or not) has been the objective even before religion came into play.

Do your thing; you're moving on, so good on you.

>>6761549
thank you anon

>>6761885
they same thing happened to me anon. It'll be alright in the end. Don't worry. If you're innocent then it'll all work out for you