Vent/Dump

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>>6747900
I'm so jealous of my friend. He's everything I want to be. I don't see him that much since he goes to a different uni, but fuck. He's hot, tall, and naturally cool. I'm not ugly, not socially awkward, but fuck why'd I end up with the shittier genes.

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>>6747901
I don't hate myself, but for some reason I think about suicide daily. Never enough to actually do it, but there are bridges everywhere, plenty of opportunities. There's just a little bit in the back of my mind that says what if? What's on the other side, do I really want to bother with life? Of course, there's always the good stuff that reminds me not to, but there's still that nagging voice just whispering for me to just fucking do it. I swear, I run off of pure spite.

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>>6747902
I guess I'm just fucking crazy. Maybe I'll just get drunk tomorrow night and try and pretend I'm still a normal human being just like everyone else and not a robot trying to fake it.

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>>6747922

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>

Baby steps bro, Start going to bed earlier and waking up early. You will feel like you are getting more out of your day and able to achieve more.

>>6747903
No one is as normal as you think they are :D

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I want to scalp my TA. I bust my dick on my lab reports and he only gives me a few more points than my dipshit lab partner that barely writes anything.

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>>6748000
Been trying man. It's not necessarily a motivation thing, I wouldn't say I'm depressed, I'm just kinda lonely. It's cheesy as fuck, but all I want is a simple hug from someone.

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>>6748027

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>>6748030

You are all alone, just an hero OP

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>>6747903
You are neither crazy nor abnormal, what you're feeling is quite common.
"Studies have found that 70 percent of all people feel like impostors at one time or another. It is not considered a psychological disorder"

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>>6748053
I also just stayed up all night for no reason

> Why are we still here?
> Just to suffer!?

Seriously though I felt fine and then less fine and now definitely like a zombie

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>>6748086
> wallpape related

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>>6748086
> Why are we still here?
Could you elaborate on the "still" part?

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>>6748091
That's just a quote from MGSV

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Xc0EzLc7NZg

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>>6748094
Oh.
Were you doing any physical activities or browsing the net / playing vidya before trying to go to sleep?

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>>6748119
It's a long story, but basically I said fuck it, I'm staying awake all night.

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>>6748121
Well I'm no expert, so all I can do is hope that tomorrow will be better for you. Have a nice day/night/morning/evening.

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>>6748153

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I've recently just felt kinda lonely. I'm not depressed or anything, think I'm just realizing I don't care that much about most of the people I spend time with. Started when I was dating this girl, ignored everyone except her, she broke my heart, feel like I've burned bridges and neglected all my friends.

>>6747908
Fuck, that's so great

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it appears you have special snowflake syndrome
typical symptoms include attention seeking on anonymous image boards, bitching about mundane shit like 'i feel a bit upset time to get drunk :^( hey look guys i'm suicidal please suck my cock', and thinking they deserve something by simply wishing they had it.
there are a few solutions:
pay through the nose to tell your life story to someone who occasionally nods and then prescribes as many high drugs as they can
actually get your shit together and not be a failure. this one is a bit difficult as it involves admitting you are a lazy tard who just looks for a scapegoat for every problem
and of course, actual suicide
hope this helped!
and of course, this is /wg/, have one of my favourites

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OP this is poetry. Thank you for venting.

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>>6748155
This is gonna sound slightly retarded, but start talking more about yourself to your friends. Your relationships will be more meaningful and the girl will be less.

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My only friend died this summer, I'm a freak of nature, I don't have any friends for life, I hate university and I hate myself. I should have friends but I can't sustain any form of relationship with anyone. I'm also so desperate that I become a creepy fuck around girls without even realising. I'm a social outcast and I have suicidal thoughts every day so it could all be over.

not even half of it but here's a pape

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>>6748196
I'm also a drug addict, an entire foot taller than the national average and have a shitty personality. I'm slowly experiencing what it's like to lose my mind. I drift around this life lonely and confused but I can't get help because people this tall aren't supposed to be mentally retarded, they're supposed to be heroic or at least normal. I think my life stopped being worth living the week my friend died. I got really drunk at a party and just started crying in front of everyone and saying i wanna kms and shit. I don't even remember anything about it but I'm more ashamed of it than you can imagine. People don
t want to associate themselves with me and I want to be them

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>>6748199
I don't even know if I can say I have any friends at all now, even temporary ones. Since my breakdown everyones treated me differently.

I either have to move to another country and start again and still live with the guilt for leading this shitty life and wasting myself or I'm just gonna kill myself

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I told a girl I lover her stupidly and now I think I love someone else instead and we could be starting to get together and she likes me and I don't know what to do. It could be an ultimate dick move

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>>6748027
I feel you man. It's tough feeling like there's no one there for you, especially when you need someone the most. Sure we all got some sort of friends, but they're more like the sort of friends that you only see at work or school. I dont want to overstep any lines but I assume your like me and just want to be included but are too nervous to take the initiative. It really sucks, but somehow it keeps getting easier with each day. I hope this helps.

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>>6748530
I'm actually not. I used to be awkward and a robot, def not a normie during elementary and middle school, but I sort of taught myself how to fake it by staying near some normal groups of friends and eventually I can now passably appear as a pretty cool guy. There's only so much you can learn though; there's something about being 'in', for lack of a better term, that is natural and can't be taught. I just don't have it. I can talk to people, make friends easy, no problem, it's really connecting on an intimate level that's harder for me.

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Wishing everyone here better lives. peace

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best wishes to everyone, hope your days get better :-)

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>>6747900
I was hoping to find one of these threads somewhere.

All tricks and not a single treat for Halloween. Don't stay home to avoid trick or treat kids, but I drove my car instead of riding with my mom to avoid people beating on the door because they think someone is home. Plan is to go out for dinner at a local fantastic Mexican place, then take my brother to work and leave my car in the parking lot there.

I hit a nail on the way and by the time I get to the restaurant, tire is flat. Get my wrench out of the trunk, turns out the previous owner of my car was a fucking retard and didn't buy a new wrench for his shitty new wheels. One call to triple a and an hour later, I'm on my way to my brother's work place. Park the car, and proceed to kill time until 9,since that's the time most kids are finished trick or treating.

Get my car at 9, start the drive home with my mom driving behind me incase the spare fails. Stop at the intersection before the turn for where I live, and wait for the light to change. Light turns green, I go, and immediately get fucking nailed by a pack of niggers that ran the light in their shitbox. They look at my try my door, and drive off in to the night.

I quit my job two months ago because it was hell and I couldn't stand it. My health insurance rates are doubling, and I now have no way to get to job interviews. No car, no job, no school, nothing to do at all.

I am everything I fucking hated about myself previously. I worked my ass off to get out of the house, get a car, and get back in to school, and now I've been fucked over by some uninsured sack of shit. I'm back at square one, and I've got to make ends fucking meet one way or the other. I refuse to go back to being a worthless drain on my family.