I just turned 19 today, so post your 19th wallpaper.

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Are the years going way too fucking fast for anyone else? 2016 felt like a couple weeks compared to how, say, 2011 felt.

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I've been a lot more afraid of dying recently, it's really annoying. I thought I had gotten over it but all my fears from when I was a little kid are rushing back. Is this normal, any way older anons had this happen to them around a certain age?

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Like, I know that when you die, your entire life will just be like dreams you don't remember, but you don't wake up from your sleep either. But still, the thought of not existing terrifies me.

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I mean, it shouldn't, but it does. But you don't want to read my blog, so I'll shut the fuck up now.

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>>1985969


It's not dying you're afraid of; it's death. Totally natural, but we're all dying anon; some of us accept that and some learn to.

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If there is an undeniable proof that god doesn't exist, would you still do good deeds?

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9th wallpaper as in, 19th in the folder?

This is 19th in the good folder.

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>>1986093
This is 19th out of everything.

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>>1986092
As an atheist, the possibility (Or lack thereof) of the presence of a god doesn't factor in to how I behave whatsoever.

>If I feel like doing good deeds, I'll do them.
>If I don't, then I don't.

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>>1986103


>bearded sky wizard is watching, I better help granny cross the street.

If old beardy dosent exist, then so what? I'm with you anon, I do what I do because I want to, not because of imaginary consequences.

>>1986107


>when you love your seven days a week no matter what...

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>>1985965
Don't overthink it anon, do what you gotta do and live

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>>1985965

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Already posted 19th so here's an extra
>>>1986103

>>1985967
so im not the only one who feels this way, it sucks

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>>1985965

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>>1985965
Here you go

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>>1985965
'Tis my 19th soon too. Happy birthday

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>>1985967
That actually is happening, since every new year is a smaller fraction of the time you've been alive.

So each year will go by faster and faster.

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>>1985969
Seems like somebody is living the good life, it's normal to be afraid of death but the best thing to do is to accept the fact that everything and everyone will come to an end and enjoy your time here doing what you like. Your time might be limited but it will most likely take multiple decades until it's your time so worrying is the last thing you should do. This is easier said than done but keep this in mind

>>1989042
Goddamn the formatting in the reply box is so shit I just noticed

>>1985969
just bury that shit in the deepest part of your soul and don't let it out no matter what, at least that's how I do it

>>1985972
no shit, but you have to be a man sometimes and deal with it

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>>1989042
>>1989050
>>1989051
It's not just my own death that bothers me, but also how easy it is for others to die. I went shooting the other day, and I still can't shake the weird feeling of how such a simple, easy to use thing could end many peoples existences in a matter of seconds. Not that I don't like guns though, it's just somewhat terrifying to hold your life and others in your hands and realize how light it is. Or rather, the fragility and fleeting nature of humans is terrifying. Everything you ever were or ever will be is nothing but a lump of pinkish grey flesh surrounded by a think shell. In movies or such, they make death seem dramatic, but when you watch actual footage of someone getting shot, and know how holding a gun feels, death just seems underwhelming. It doesn't feel like a world crashing down, as everyone's own perspective more or less is, it just stops. No incredible shit, just a little bang, and it gets cut off. Death doesn't look any different than someone dropping a phone and cracking the screen. Disturbingly simple amd everyday.

I know it's simply a matter of my own personal perspective on everything, but it doesn't bother me any less for that.

>>1989951
>surrounded by a think shell.
Meant to say thin shell. I should probably go to sleep.

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wew lad

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>>1985965
19th folder's 19th wallpaper :).

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>>1985965
Hey im 19 too ^^

>>1986060
who is the girl on the left?

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Might not specifically be anime-themed, but It's my 19th wallpaper.

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>>1985967
No, days are weeks and weeks feel like months for me and im dead serious here.

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>>1985965

happy bday anon !

>>1985965
For me it was 18 a few days ago, does it get better anon?

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>>1985965
whoa, i turned 19 on the same day this thread was posted wtfffffff

>>1985965
Turning 19 was pretty scary for me. Turning 20 will be even scarier.
Feels bad considering I got exactly nowhere in life so far.

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happy birthday

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Not one of my favorites, unfortunately.

>>1986431
Love this one

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>>1985965
I think that a big part of one's life is understanding and accepting death, its that same fragility of it that makes it that more precious. as more of my loved ones have passed away, i feel my views on it change a bit more; i comes with time.

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>>1985967