Crying Thread

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i just found out my parents have been making everything about their love and happiness together up for me and my brothers and holy shit i feel like absolute crap
i just want a fucking hug

I can't believe society just lets niggers play Pokémon when there's cotton out there that needs picking.

>>32879764
Underage problems

>>32879845
Actually neither me or my brothers are high enough function to live on our own

>>32879845
Not really.

I want to die.

Not in an edgy way, I straight up am sitting here planning to kill myself, all of my health issues have come back and I'm a waste of space, I can't socialise with people, all I do is sit awake for 22 hours a day and cry or stare at the wall or play pokemon, I can't even be bothered to do that anymore.

i'm just tired of life and tired of the fact nothing improves no matter how much effort it put into trying to get better, to get out there and be a good person

i just would like it all to stop but if i die i know they wont even be able to lift my disgusting fat body out of this stupid house, but i think of burning myself again, maybe just dowsing myself in gasoline and a match but doing it where no one can hear me this time

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>>32879900
>this time

>>32879845
thanks a lot, anon
i was typing a wall of text for (you), but what's even the point

>>32879919

I survived because they found me, and it's been hell for years since then, I can hardly walk. I don't want to be found this time, I don't want to look like an attention seeker.

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>>32879629
Omega Ruby/Alpha Sapphire are my favourite pokemon games ever but there's one thing keeping them from being perfect in my eyes.

THESE STUPID FUCKING PERFECT CIRCLES THAT FORM UNDER THE POKEMON AS BATTLE STARTS.
HOLY SHIT THESE THINGS SHOULD HAVE BEEN GONE IN X AND Y.
WHY IT TOOK THEM UNTIL SUN AND MOON TO GET RID OF THOSE DISGUSTING, POINTLESS CIRCLES IS BEYOND ME.

>>32879900

>doesn't try to socialize

"I can't socialize"

The problem is that what you define as "effort" isn't anywhere near what other people define as "effort" and if you're just lounging about for the majority of your day you'll continue to be the same fat unhealthy sack of shit you've always been.

Suck it up, move around, invest in yourself. Or, you know, continue to lurk 4chan all day and complain about how your monumental efforts haven't paid off yet.

I just replayed gen 1 and forgot how bad the movesets used to be. My butterfree never even got a bug move, I'm going to cry now

>>32879970
I do try and i get where you're coming from, but you didnt even say what my efforts have been

went to daily therapy, both for mind and my burns, started doing all that mindfulness stuff and had a carer who would help me leave the house and teach me to socialize, one after the other they quit, the healthcare system for mental health is broken and honestly would rather you fail

i went out and tried to get a job, they took one look at my fucked up face and said no , did online college, got me nowhere

my mother even tries to take me out now, it got better a while, we went out and i tried to talk to people but my head screams 24/7 that im doing bad at it and these people hate me

its hard to overcome that, and i know its hard to understand, but sometimes you just get so tired of fighting a losing battle

i am whining on 4chan though which says a lot about me you got me there

>>32879900
Learn to enjoy this lifestyle.
See all the good thigs about it (example: it's summer and it's hot af, if you had friends to drag you out you would be boiling in the sun.)
Everything has good sides to it. Also, finding online friends is a good start - you can meet them in person later and become irl friends, get them to introduce their friends to you etc.

Also if you're fat you definitely should lose weight. I don't mean strict diet but at least try eating healthier. And don't eat at night.

>>32880015
I feel similarly that socializing is difficult and no matter how ive improved I still feel like people subliminally think I'm weird or dislike me. What I found that helps is to get yourself to the point where you don't have the time or energy to care about it, which I get to through either running or the gym. Idk your physical situation anon so idk if you can do those, but try to pour yourself into something that absorbs your idle thoughts and replaces them with something more productive.

This is no where near the level of the problems of others, but I feel like I'm being eaten from the inside over my feelings for a girl. I recently reconnected with her after not seeing her since we were kids, and I just can't stop thinking about her.

She's going to be moving an hour away from me in August for college and I want to be with her so bad, but I'm just not sure if she'll like me back or if she already has a boyfriend. I don't even know what to talk to her about because she grew up on an island and doesn't really play video games or use social media, and ever time I text her she takes a long time to respond and cuts conversations short. I have no idea if this is a bad sign or just how she is. I want to ask her but I'm scared to and don't want to make her think I'm as desperate as I am.

I'm sort of a fuck up. I don't have my driver's license and I've never had an actual job, but I'm still young enough for living with my mom to be acceptable. My last relationship ended badly with me getting a restraining order. Luckily it was wiped when I turned 18. I'm not a stalker or anything, I swear they'll just give those things out over anything. I've finally gotten over my depression from that though and I've been trying to get my life in order again. She makes me really happy and want to be with her forever, but I felt that way about my last girlfriend and she hurt me really bad. I've learned a lot from that though and think I could be a better boyfriend, but I'm scared about how she'll feel about me or my hobbies. I think she'd be fine with Pokemon since I know she at least likes Zelda, but I don't know how she'll feel about me liking idols.

Maybe I'm worrying about small things, but I just find it so scary. She's feels like the one chance I'll have at a girlfriend in a long time, and I feel like I'll just go back to being depressed if she rejects me. Our families have known each other before we were even born, and I'm scared of ruining our friendship.

>>32880232
There are plebty of women in the world.
>inb4 but she's my world
No she's not, no apocalypse would happen if she just disappeared. Just tell her how you feel and don't tell her your entire life story on the first date.

>>32880232
rape her

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I just ate a really, really spicy pepper.

Also, chili pepper pokemon when?

>>32879962
>tfw I like the circles
It gives the impression that the Pokemon have mass and are displacing the ground underneath them.

>>32880273
yeah I get she's not the end of the world, but I just don't know what I would do with myself. I'm not very out going so I doubt I'd find someone that would get me over her anytime soon. I probably get to emotionally attached to people.

>>32880446
No... I don't want to hurt her even if she hurts me.

I'm a Littenfag but fucking hated Incineroar. Thing is i'm beginning to like it... what can I do about my shit taste?

>>32879962
This made you cry?..

>>32879900
>maybe just dowsing myself in gasoline and a match but doing it where no one can hear me this time
Don't do it, if you really are a fat fuck you could be like the obese corpse that blew up a crematorium.

>>32880603
No but it made me sad.

>>32879980
While replaying genwun I used pkhex for extra TMs, no regrets.

>>32880582
I went through the same thing with Delphox. Honestly, I don't think liking Incineroar is a problem as long as you aren't a total fag about it who feels the need of to preach your affinity for it to the entire board.

>>32880015

>i tried to talk to people but my head screams 24/7 that im doing bad at it and these people hate me

that isn't a thing. people might not care for you (if you haven't given them ample reason to love you or kiss your ass) but they don't hate you and if they did - what does that have to do with what you're working on and toward anyway. i can call my brother a nigger-jew and tell him he's the most garbage person in the world, but he won't care because it's a safe-bet that's not what I think and he doesn't blow my words/actions/thoughts out of proportion like a crazy person.

scars are cool. comeback stories are cool. the only one holding you back is you, there are literal retarded people working as door greeters at Walmart. if you want a job you'll have to get used to getting rejected for valid reasons and for no reasons at all. it's pretty common to have to apply for 1-2 hundred jobs to land one if you're entry-level and I think it's safe to say you haven't put that kind of effort in.

college gets you a degree, and a degree gets you nothing except an edge over someone with similar experience that lacks a degree. again, you've got to follow through and bust your ass and stop hoping the world will offer you shit.

you're not fighting a losing battle - you're not fighting at all.

>>32880582
Littenfag and I hate Incineroar too. I'm not and never will like it however.

I actually have autism (as in a professionial diagnosis) and while I can pass as normie for the most part, I'm constantly doubting myself when I interact with other people and afraid I'll fuck up. Feels like all my life I've been playing catch up to all my peers and now that I'm finally not a social retard

I have a shitty assiociates degree that got me a shitty temp job that I'm not even sure I'll keep. I tried going for further education but I was so depressed and anxious at the time that I ended dropping out twice. I've spent the past two years basically doing nothing but trying to get over my issues. I have the worst study skills and I'm no longer good enough ace tests without studying so going back to school will fucking blow but it's basically my only option to not be a leech on my parents the rest of my life and I'm not sure I can even do it.

What sucks most of all is that my parents have always been supportive and have done basically everything they can to help and all I keep doing is disappointing them.

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I came in here expecting pictures of crying pokemon.
All I got were feels and an uncontrollable urge to hug all these anons till they feel better.

My life sucks and I'm in love with a fictional character from Pokemon. Sometimes think about offing myself so we can be together, but I know that's crazy. I hate life. I hate myself. But I have to stay alive for the family, right?

I'm sorry, co-workers, I know I come off as unconfident and unsure, but I just don't want to cause a problem. I wish I could catch on faster, but I do try everytime I go in.

Everything in my life has been slow-moving, and I can't stand to live in this shitty house with shitty painted Disney characters on the walls for another day. Tired of working my early morning shifts to come home to a pissed-off man who fucking loses his shit if the kids make a slight sound, having to fucking leave with them and sit in a car for several hours until he leaves for work, then come home and only have a few hours of free time until I have to sleep. Then proceed to wake up before the sun is even up to go to work, rinse and repeat steps. I have permanent bags under my eyes, and the stress is killing me. Waiting for the promotion process at work to go through, so we can at least stay at a motel until an apartment is available. Fucking cheese and crackers, I'm fed up with this lifestyle.

>>32881076
Angry man is the home owner, no relation to myself nor kids.

>>32881076
Keep your head up, you seem to have a goal in all this so keep going at it and don't you dare fall.

>>32881108
It's really hard to not fall, but I understand. Thank you.

>>32881040
Have you tried lucid dreaming? It helps with my escapism when real life isn't enough to keep chugging.

>>32881153
Yes but I end up dreaming about Smash Mouth songs and just end up wanting to die more.

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I have collected 4,572 FC and I don't know how when the next rank is

>32865621.
This guy was a real fucking crybaby. I laugh evrytiem.

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>32880775 (You)
>I actually have autism

I hope you all get some good luck in your lives and find some good happiness, anons.

>>32879822
This anon impregnated its sister, grabbed a gun from his vast collection of automatic assault rifles and threatened to kill its mom because she didn't buy it the vidya it wanted, went on a shooting rampage at a local elementary school after fondling each child because government ayylmao conspiracy, and comfortably sits at home in its basement jerks off to Pokemon. i cri evertim

SM kept saying how good kanto was so i played gen 1 games on the VC but they sucked!

pokemon lied to me!

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wish the doctors would stop futzing around and gimme some antidepressants so i can go around not wound up and anxious all the time

wish mom didn't drink so much

and it'd be cool if i could just fap without getting sad and crying after orgasm
baka

>>32880449
It had better be a Grass/Poison type.

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>>32879900
>all of my health issues
If I'm not prying too much, can you at least tell us what kinds of issues are you facing? Maybe some of us here could offer some advice? I have a medical condition too, and I do feel that my life is sometimes compromised because of it. But as long as I'm still doing the things I like, I guess I'm quite contented. The key is to have something to look forward to in life.

>>32883263
No, no, there's your grass/fire type

>>32883357
Grass/Fire cinnamon stick Pokemon when

I'm probably borderline or whatever, never cared enough to see a therapist for longer than a year, because every single one of them tries to be friends with me and i don't want to.

I'm incapable of making any commitment, my mood is swinging up and down, i cross people out of my life when they do something i consider bad to me, everything is either amazing or awful and should be destroyed.

I'm for some reason like a catnip for men, and i get asked out pretty often. My head is fucked up and i can literally fall for a person within 5 seconds if he happens to say the right thing, and when that happens i never turn them down because my hormones do the love shit.

Then everything falls apart as i get overwhelmed by the relationship and get shit on by the people me and the other person knew for that. Two people aside, most of my friendships end within a year at most.

I just wish people left me alone. I'm perfectly happy inside my imaginary world where i can do whatever with no consequences.

>>32883349
W-What is Incineroar doing in this image...?

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>>32881053
Please don't be too hard on yourself. We all have weaknesses. Trying your best is enough, keep your head up anon.