Feels Thread

>>30935570
>Delphox
>My mom ran my dog over when I was 14 and I held her as she died

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>>30935585
how the fuck do people even live through that kind of trauma

>>30935585
holy asstits
she at least felt sorry and sad too right?

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>>30935570
Scolipede
I have worse memories, but what's killing me now is the cancellation of Prism 4 days before its 8-year coming release.

>>30935615
At least you got to watch Twitch play it, anon

>>30935570
>Chespin
>Getting in a hospital at the age of 5 or 6,mom getting in hospital when I was 9,getting in hospital AGAIN when I was 11.
>>30935585
Oh boy,I-I don't know what to say,that's depressing to say the least.

>>30935630
Except I didn't. I wanted to play it myself, I didn't want to see it spoiled. That and that shit is far too slow paced for me.

>greninja
>my dog ran over my mom when I was 14 and I held her as she died

I knew I shouldn't have let that fucker drive

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>>30935655
>He's trying to derail the thread

>i like way too much pokemon but shaymin and mimikyu stand at the top
>bullied at school
>sexually abused for three years straight
>seeing my mom die
>dad neglecting me and eventually leaving me
>getting kicked out of my own home
>all my friends left me
>my pets die

there's way too much stuff that happened and i still feel like shit everyday. i don't want to continue like this.

>Mega Gardevoir
>My mom died on Christmas morning three years ago

I still fucking hate Christmas.

>>30935680
Interesting post

Tell us about your awful life anon

>>30935615
>but what's killing me now is the cancellation of Prism 4 days before its 8-year coming release.

wait, what the fuck? I have been following this game since its inception. fuck nintendo. boycotting pokemon

>>30935691
what do you want to know?

>>30935570
Slowbro

>Remember being 5 years old and my mom crying because there was nothing in the fridge to feed me and my sister, there was only butter and alcohol and my shitdad would stay in front of his computer while ignoring us.


I came out better than expected though.

>>30935708
Was the sexual abuse by your father? I've never really understood how kids get abused like that

>>30935710
Why is it so hard for good fathers to exist in current year

What happened

>>30935714
Home was a terrible place because my parents fought all the time and my dad was an alcoholic. I sort of escaped to my aunts house every now and then, my cousin there was the one that did it.

>>30935723
ah well that makes sense

I have no memories of my childhood because I pushed them all out, I consider myself lucky for being able to do that.

>>30935694
It was the creator's own damn fault. The game was basically finished months ago, but for whatever shitty fucking reason he wanted it to be a big deal, so he promised it for Christmas and it got hyped up, putting it on Nintendo's radar and causing the cease and desist order. If he had just fucking released it after the TPP stream like he goddamn said he would we would all be happy playing it.

>>30935684
Only 4 more days anon!

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Gengar.
I have quite a few but I guess the most prominent was my lengthy stay at the hospital as a child where they shoved tubes down my throat for a reason I can't recall, and I just kept vomiting.

>>30935714

basically, I was really horny one day, and agreed to suck my dad's dick as a joke. I honestly wasn't expecting him to go along with it as far as he did, but he told me to go ahead and he was okay with it if that's what I wanted to do. After I did it the first time it just kind of became a regular thing, I started seeing a darker side of my dad, and eventually he started asking for dirtier and dirtier things until I was basically his sex slave. at first I thought it was hot desu as I was struggling with gay thoughts at the time, but after he basically raped me for the first time I got sick to my stomache as I realized what our relationship had come to and felt like there was nowhere to turn. It's partly my fault

>>30935570
>Mimikyu
>Mom holding back crying when I walked by the living room as she cradled the ultrasound pictures of the child she'd miscarried
I thought I'd forgotten about that

>>30935745
(You)

Feel free to leave the thread at anytime

>>30935736
I tried that too, but now that I'm in therapy for all my feels, all the bad memories have to brought up again too. They dig really deep. Feels bad man.

>>30935752
I'd be pissed too if a Mew fled from me

>>30935757
Therapy is too fucking expensive, fuck that

>>30935718

Guess who is going to die alone.
At least I learned to never form a family.

>>30935755

these threads are stupid made-up boohoo woe is me faggot shit that has nothing to do with pokemon desu

>>30935763
Plus it doesn't do anything other than make you cry in front of people.

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>>30935742
I know. At least I'll be ready this year.

>>30935770
Breaking News: Troll is retarded

>>30935763
>>30935772
It's my last resort. I can't keep having all the nightmares. I keep getting panic attacks and I have so many fears that I can hardly even function. I have multiple complex PTSD's. I don't know what else to do.

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I have a few, but Golisopod now.
My worst memory is actually pretty fresh; my sister's husband left her and cheated on her, and a few weeks ago I saw her up close for the first time, and she was so thin she looked like a corpse
But also there was the time she nearly died giving birth to her son.

>>30935770
>having emotions is uncool

you have to be 18+ to post here

>>30935808
>You will never have to deal with any of that shit

feels fucking good to be a lonely white male

>>30935570
>Pumpkaboo
>I accidentally strangled my friend's hamster when I was a kid and had to have therapy for over 2 years because of it.

>>30935894
that's pathetic

Breloom
>Last year in college always partying everyday and being lazy not every other day
>Parents paying for me, being a little shit not giving a fuck
>Haven't been home for 4 months and the college year was over
>My dad really wanted to see me
>Go to the pub on the day Im suppose to go home
>Mother rings me furious telling me my Dad had cancer for 3 months and my fame were keeping it secret not to take my mind off my studies
>Break down over the phone and realize that I was a piece of shit who didnt deserve my family
It wasnt easy realizing that I was ungreatful scum, I went home, I helped my dad for the summer until my birthday in October and in January of this yewr I signed up for a course in office skills and am supporting myself this time, my dad wants to pay for my rent and car but I won't let him as I hqve to make up for myself wasting my parents money. I also go home a lot more often to spemd time with my senpai

>>30935905
this was me except neither of my parents can pay for me

>>30935902
Ok? It's not my fault that I haven't had a shitty life lmao.

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>>30935570
swampert

my mom has anger issues and she used to beat me and my brother all the time when we were smaller, once i ran from home to my grandma's because of her, and another time i remember her being so pissed that i handed my brother a metal spike thing that came with my compass kit that i took to school so he could defend himself, we were so scared

>>30935816
no it doesnt

>Sableye
>Saw my grandpa when I was at 8 yard old trip and crack his head on the pavement and bleed to death
>I was told to hold his hand while he walked just minutes before this happened
>am 21 now and still blame myself

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fave: pic related
worst memory: mom was bedridden whole December and got worse during Christmas eve and died at new years eve

>>30935954
Posted from my phone, meant to say '8 years old'

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>>30935902
I have a more pathetic one:

I literally cried when it finally hit me that this character would never get the happy ending she deserved. It hit me that her story was over just like that. She's an unnamed fictional character in the background of a children's television show, but I love her enough that it literally hurt me to say goodbye to her.

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>Mawile
>Watching my mom die

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>>30935803
therapy does not really help thst much anon, trust me
its mostly a waste of time and money

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>>30935570
>Mimikyu
>My mom threw a tupperware lid at my head and my head split open, half my face was covered in blood. My forehead is now permanently dented

>>30935570
Scizor.
Getting stabbed in the eye with a pencil when I was 14.

>>30935925
Then dont post anon, nobody is making you do so.

>>30936084
Why do you care about what I posted anyways? There's no rule saying that your worst memory had to be some god awful trauma inducing event.

>>30935905
Good on you for turning things around anon

>>30935939
>i handed my brother a metal spike thing that came with my compass kit that i took to school so he could defend himself
holy fuck dude

>>30935570
>Gallade
>Not worst but today is my B-day and almost no one greeted me. (Except for my mom,dad,and bestfriend)

>>30935570
Snivy
I got doused in gasoline and set alight a couple of years ago. Still can't function right.

>shiftry
>i've had symptoms of very early onset schizophrenia since 12 years old. i spent ages 13-16 in a psychotic haze getting yelled at every day because everyone, including the therapists, thought i was bullshitting. i literally cannot remember anything other than being yelled at and i'm starting to believe it never happened, despite how irrational that is

>>30936101
Im not that other anon, i was just pointing out that your reasoning was flawed.

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>Lilligant
>My mother straight up told me that she cared more about my clothes getting dirty than about my physical well-being when I was beaten up after school daily for weeks and when my parents divorced I was locked up in the office of the divorce judge because they wanted to force me to decide to live with my mother. I've had plenty of trouble with my gf for the first 1-2 years and although she got better, I'm still not really into the relationship but can't get myself to end it. For example: she developed a psychosis 2 months in and told me that I was just some kind of backup plan and that she initially wanted to get back together with her ex. I developed a huge crush on a girl from class during a break from the relationship in summer and I don't know what to do about it. I'm also in debt because I was forced to pay for the repair of the truck that hit me 1.5 years ago and swept me off my bicycle. I've been majorly depressed with almost daily suicidal thoughts and can't find a therapist - this isn't too bad at the time, though, since I'm currently having a relatively good time and these thoughts only hit me once every two or three days. All in all, things could be worse, I guess.

>>30935570
>Blastoise
>Having to put my dog down I've had since I was 3. I'm 19 now.

>gardevoir
>i was in a pretty abusive realtionship. i got beaten, punched and almost forced into having sex with her.

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>>30936194

>>30935962
Why don't you stop being a faggot and get over yourself.

>>30936194
happy birthday!

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>this fucking thread
Where did it all go so wrong? This shit is depressing

>>30936196
Fuck, why wouod someone do that to you anon?

>>30936000
Now I really feel like a lost cause.

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>>30936263
>>30936386
T-thank you good anons.That made me feel better ;-;

Volcarona
One time i decided not to wear underwear so i went to zip my pants and i zipped my dick head. I still have a scar on the left bottom side of my dick

>>30936430
remember to check the pokemon center. i was in a similar situation to you and it made me feel so much better

>>30936150
I still feel ridden with guilt but thanks anon. My dad's health yo-yo's he's great some days and like a corpse that had been left in the oven other days so it's hard to say how long he's left, even the doctors are unsure. I hope he lives long enough to see me get a job and when I've money, I want to get him something special and pay for my mother to help do up our house that she's been trying to do up and sell for about 2 years

>>30936422
I still have no idea. I never got answers. It was two people I knew, and the only people who I thought were my friends (I was socially inept and housebound a lot with anxiety) they never found out why they did it. They smiled in court and that gives me nightmares just as much as the whole 'seeing your flesh melt' does.

I'm being a downer, but this time of year always brings it back. The cold air makes everything ten times more painful and I have to see family who ask me to show them like I'm some novelty, (I'm covered in skin grafts, and lost a finger/most of my toes)

Well...
>Delcatty/Skitty
>My friend died, that same year my cat died

>>30936395
TUMBLING DOWN

>Buneary
>Earlier this year, a former friend essentially admitted he literally didn't care about anyone in our friend group or see any of us as friends, and that we were just basically just things to manipulate and cause drama with for fun. He literally wanted one of my friends to die, and went after her/made my other friends gang up on her the most. She still can't fully trust anyone that's left in our group. I don't blame her.

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>>30936497
Dude that's pretty fucked up. Also where the fuck did this even happen? I mean who would fucking think lighting someone on fire is okay to do?

>>30936532
It was planned, I know that much, I was walking from work to meet my dad (aforementioned anxiety he used to pick me up and drop me off) I don't remember everything, I just remember suddenly being wet and the smell, then the pain and the sight of it. I knew I was fucked, I wanted to just die.

Don't remember anything after that, woke up in hospital a few days later. I remember that because the nurse told me how my boyfriend had come looking for me and found me. I didn't have a boyfriend, she'd mistaken my dad for a bf, that always tickles me a bit, despite everything.

>>30936644
>I remember that because the nurse told me how my boyfriend had come looking for me and found me. I didn't have a boyfriend, she'd mistaken my dad for a bf, that always tickles me a bit, despite everything.
Well at least there's that. Also fuck I just want to hug you and tell you it'll be okay but hugging would probably hurt wouldn't it.

>>30936497
I hope those cunts are getting their arse caved in my bubba right now

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Poliwhirl
My grandfather dying around the holidays and my grandmother dying on mother's day months apart.

>>30935570
Combusken
Told my mom to make me tendies and she said no :(

Garchomp.
Bullying my little sister when she was in first grade. I'm probably directly responsible for why she doesn't have any friends.

>>30936675
Yeah, I can't touch much, even clothes hurt sometimes. I appreciate it, didn't expect to spill my life story on a place like /vp/, but it's helped, a bit. I'm fucking bawling now though, aha. I'm thankful for the hugs, though. You're a kind anon.

>>30936724
But the thing is I'm not a kind person, I'm fucking shit. I'm lazy, I'm weak, I'm overly sensitive, I'm stupid, you get the idea.

>>30936724
Your story reminds me of a former classmate of a friend of mine. She got acid thrown into her face by her ex and he keeps demanding higher and/or lower punishment just so they have to face each other again in the courtroom. He apparently admitted something like that to one of his cellmates.

Anyway, I hope you'll feel better one day and that your family will stop showing you off.

>>30936724
Let the tears out anon and have a safe and happy Christmas
>>30936757
Are you me?

>>30936762
Are you Russian? Where does one just get acid unless you work with chemocals or cleaning products?

>>30936765
Well I doubt you're as ugly or pathetic as I am.

Good luck in life anons.

>>30936778
Nope, I'm not and I have no idea where that guy got it and I highly doubt that he's a chemist or something like that.

Mum died when i was 8
Didnt get to say goodbye for the last time
She kicked my dad out a few years back so she was raising me and my 2 younger brothers at the time
>mfw
Also lugia i fucking love lugia holy shit

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>>30936802
>tfw I've become a friendless hermit
>tfw I'll probably die alone and unloved
I'd say at least it can't get worse but it can always get worse.

>>30936787
Pathetic, debatable, ugly, I'm actually alright looking but Im nearly 300lbs and have a body like Tony Soprano
I'm blessed to have a GF with a dad bod fetish

>>30936829
I used to be like that after a shitty youth but I got better through finding places full of other autists around me like roleplaying clubs and niche conventions.
You should try anon ; it's hard at first but you'll feel better.
Good luck.

>>30936855
Well then you're definitely not me because 1, I'm thin as a rail, and 2, I sure as hell don't have a gf.

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Mimikyu
Watched as my father almost beat my mother to death

>>30936891
You don't have to be overly pretty to find a gf but you should stop feeling sorry for yourself. That probably makes you super unattractive to women.

Azumarill
I always got beat up by my father and mother, my older siblings would bully me. Now I always feel like a failure and useless, I just wanna die

>>30936919
Well that and there's also the fact that I avoid socialising like the plague. Don't ask why, I don't know why I do, but I hate it.

>>30936919
My GF was on the rebound and I didnt even know. We've been going out for a year in January and she confessed to me in Augest she only went out with me at first to take her mind off her ex and had no long term plans to atay with me but has fallen in love with me and now wants to stay with me. Im 24 and shes my first GF to

>>30936939
You should best up yer crappy senpai

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Sableye
When I was 5 or 6, my family did foster care, and at one point we had two sisters, age 11 & 13, who forced me into sex and beat the shit out of me, and convinced me not to tell anybody or else I'd get punished for it. I told my parents when I was 15, and my mom didn't really care, but my dad did.

>>30936955
Yeah, something similar happened to me, too. She was my second gf, though and I was a couple of years younger than you are now.
The thing is, I get the purpose of this thread and I still think that this shouldn't be a place for self-pity.

>>30936877
I don't know what's wrong with me but every time I try to do that I get paralyzed with fear and back out.

>>30937000
I understand you were 5 and it was rape and not in one bit pleasurable and I feel for you but you lived out many people's fetish

>>30937010
These threads are better than the billionth "How did Mohn get Lusamine" "Injectors are faggots" "Breedingfags on their Touras stimulator or 400 hours" "healthy meta threads" and furry threads

>>30937034
Yeah I know, and I think it's why I have that fetish now. It's kind of made me distrust women a shit ton though, which I'm still trying to get over.

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Darkrai
Thinking for years that I was just fat and out of shape, and then finally ending up in the emergency room and finding out I had been carrying around a medical condition I had no idea of for god knows how long, that had completely destroyed my lungs and almost my heart. I had to spend 6+ months in the hospital and have a double lung transplant. I am really fucking lucky that I didn't just die in my sleep before I ever got to the hospital.

Also lost 2 cousins, an uncle and my cat around this time. 2014-15 were terrible years.

>Blastoise
>I watched my father die

>>30937059
I didn't say I didn't like the thread. I really do.
As a place to admit the things that went wrong and to be honest to yourself about how you feel. I just feel that going on and on about how much you suck after someone called you "kind" is a bit too much.

Probably Slowbro.

I critically injured a kid who was ready to go on a stabbing spree at my high school and nearly killed his accomplice. Was treated like a hero by friends and teachers, had to be extensively questioned by police and was almost institutionalized but I eventually went free because self defense, and I gained a lot of respect (and probably fear) in general.

But the families of the kids I nearly killed...I guess I don't what regret what I did, but they never forgave me and I don't necessarily feel good about what I did. Sometimes I think about how easy it is to kill people. It's not a comfortable feeling.

>>30935570
>Zekrom
>The countless times my mom told me how she wanted to murder both me and my sister when I was a kid, for 6 years.

>>30937086
>I just feel that going on and on about how much you suck after someone called you "kind" is a bit too much.
Sorry about that, it's just that I don't think I deserve such a compliment. I'll stop posting now.

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>>30936497
I honestly hope they're getting beaten to a pulp and raped in the ass each day in prison. They deserve nothing but to be miserable and in excruciating pain for the rest of their worthless fucking lives.

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>>30936497

>>30937124
It's fine. Just accept it when people say/write something like that maybe it'll one day make you think about how you're too harsh towards yourself.

I was going to suggest that maybe we could all meet up or something but then I realised it'd be like an alcoholics anonymous meeting where everybody just talks about how sad their life is.

>>30937348
what's wrong with that?

also it'd probably just be better to make a discord

>>30935925
It's not that you had an easy life, it's that you went into therapy for 2 FUCKING YEARS because you killed a hamster.

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>>30936214
>getting yelled at every day by everyone
>including the therapists
STOP!!

>Favorite pokemon
Flygon or Latias
I'm currently in the hospital, I had lost half my blood and turns out I have a ulcer in my esophagus, then I found out I needed my apendix out and I had golf ball sized tumor inside my stomach which needed to be removed also, I'm currently in tons of pain, and the iv pump alarm keeps going off so I can't get any sleep, it also looks like I'll be in the hospital passed Christmas.

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Audino
A few years ago telling my mom about the sexual abuse my big brother did to me when I was 10 years old (I'm in my late 20's now), only to have her not believe me and taking my narcissistic brother's side, while my brother threatened to sue me for slander for coming out with it. My father still doesn't know because I'm deathly afraid of him for the verbal abuse he subjected me to when I was a kid so I don't really keep in touch with him.

>>30937368
>what's wrong with that?
I dunno

Golurk

My dad occasionally tried to get my mom killed. He would refuse to fix her car brakes (ended up getting in a car accident with her but none of us were hurt) and forcing her to walk to a store when she had stomach surgery, just because he didn't feel like going instead.

Favorite Pokémon is a tie between garchomp and kommo-o

Was around 6 a the time, was playing with some dinosaur toys when I walked into the kitchen for something to eat. When I walk in there, all that is see is my mother screaming while holding my baby sister, who is unconscious and covered in blood. My grandma was also there and was trying frantically to clean all of the blood off of my sister with a wet washcloth. She has 911 on the phone and I am crying at this point. We run outside to see if anyone can help where luckily there was an off duty police officer visiting his mother who lived across the street. Fast forward to about an hour later. My sister has been airlifted to a hospital while my grandma is driving me there. I ask her what happened, and she said that my sister reached up on our TV set for a toy that she set there and it fell and crushed her head. She ended up surviving, but she is now permanently deaf in one of her ears. Still have nightmares about it.

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>>30935570
>Mimikyu

>Wen i found out that my friend hanged herself at home after being raped in her school bathroom by her classmate. She was only 13.

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>>30937663
jesus christ

>Krookodile

>Got my first kitten when was 13 and he was my pride and joy- the only thing that kept be going while living with my deadbeat dad and his druggie gf and teenage kids
>He goes missing for a few days, start to search for him for hours after school
>One morning before school, decide to go look for him
>Find his dead body in the backyard after the dogs drug him back from where he was left
>Turns out my dad killed him by throwing him in the dryer and turning it on and no one told me until after this happened
>He was only 6 months old
>Now if I see dead animals I have nasty breakdowns and vivid flashbacks

Honestly my whole life between the ages of 8-18 were hellish but that's one of the worst things that's happened to me.

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>>30936194
Happy birthday Buddy!

>>30935684
I'm sorry... How did she die?

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>Reading this thread

Guess I'm blessed my dad left when I was 8 instead of beating / raping me

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>>30937472
I hope you get better soon.

>>30935570
>Blaziken
>Every second that I live is worse than the one that has just passed

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>>30935570
>Dunsparce
>My pet Hamster's spine got damaged by something, we never figured it out.
>Local Vet was out of town, couldn't get a check up or anything.
>Watched over a few days as she slowly became weaker and weaker.
>Paralyzed from waist down, started having to drag the lower half of his body when it moved.
>One day I noticed her Not moving but still breathing.
>Let her out of her cage, and spend her last few hours with myself, feed her, pet her, and around 1 AM that night she died right there on my desk.

>>30937693
I know exactly how you feel, I had a kitten too, killed by someone else. Died a slow death, I was only 10.

Even I still struggle to cope with the memory and i'm 25 now.

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>>30937082
Are you better now?

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I was molested by my older sister's husband when I was 8.I can't be bothered to care about that for whatever reason.Also my dad ran over a puppy we adopted with his tractor(I was a farm kid)around that time too.

>>30936429
Dont worry anon, as someone who has had therapy but gotten away from it, I'd say i've been getting better without it. Helps me focus onthe positives

>>30935596
You don't, it fucks up your entire life.

>>30937472
Hey anon, I'm a nurse. Tell those lazy nurses to fix your IV. If it's in the crook of your arm, it's alarming because you're bending it. Ask for a new IV somewhere that doesn't bend. Also, get some pain medication.

Butterfree

Worst memory is probably my Mom being in the hospital, and her crying in the hospital bed because she had no money to pay for a surgery and was going to be paralyzed for the rest of her life or die.

What makes it the worst wasn't that she was worried about herself, but was devastated at the though of being a drain on me(I had just gotten out of high school, and my Dad was disabled and on fixed income already). Even if she got the surgery it was a 50/50 chance she'd survive it and she didn't want me stuck with the funeral bill.

In a movie-tier ending the literal best spine surgeon in the country was stopping at the hospital to visit a friend or some shit, and did the surgery entirely pro-bono. She still has pain/difficulty in movement but she's okay. After that I got out of high school and worked while in college and bought her and my Dad a small house.

>>30936196
That sucks anon. One of my friends had really bad burns like that. It's rough.

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>>30937803
Thanks anon

>>30936251
I dont know that feel, but I can imagine that as a huge animal lover. A friend of mine over in Oklahoma had to do that as well, whats worse was he and his family bred the Yorkshire terriers.

>>30937947
The person who did this art is dead.

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>>30937963

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>>30936194

>>30937348
Also we all live on opposite sides of the planet, I doubt many potatoes also browse /vp/

Quagsire

>first year that I moved away from home, several states away
>it's 4/20, haven't seen my parents since xmas
>smoke weed,go fishing and catch millions of useless little fish who steal my bait
>go home and go to bed early in defeat
>sleeping when my roommate hands me the phone looking upset
>instantly know someone died
>silently hope it's one of my grandmothers
>mom on the line
>"Anon, Daddy died"

I was in such denial they had to delay the funeral because I refused to get on a plane to go home. He was an (amateur) musician, playing a gig at a coffee house. He just started a new song, stood up, dropped his guitar and hit the floor. Massive heart attack.

>>30936909
Similar thing happened to me, except I started to beat him down and broke a glass on his head to put him at his place.

>>30937863
Significantly. Actually being able to breathe again really struck home how fucking bad it was before I got the transplant.

>>30937853
I'm so sorry you had to go through that too. I'll be 25 next year and I still can't really move past it. I get really depressed around the time it happened every year since it did.

>Bulbasaur
>My dad tried to kill my mom when I was 5 years old. My family on my mom's side has treated me like garbage ever since. Apparently I look too much like my dad.

>>30935954
It wasn't your fault, you can't blame yourself. If he was that frail it was inevitable.

>>30937931
They fixed it, they take forever when they switch shifts.

>>30936196
H-how?

>>30938066
yeah unfortunately change of shift does take a while. i bet they're not letting you eat anything either? hospitals are all about keeping up the customer satisfaction scores so they squeaky wheel gets the grease. if there's something you need, tell them. if you don't get it, escalate it.

>mudkip
my life in greentext:
>blurry early childhood
>gave a lot of happines to the people around
>always have 1-3 friends at a time
>school
>give a slight shit
>suddenly pokemon
>stop giving a shit
>slowly lose bonds
>mom hides game
>months without games
>slightly recover in school
>pokemon loses popularity
>cling on to popular MMOs to atay relevant
>eventually all that fades away
>give in to autism
>realize i'm "that kid" now
>decide to become serious in school however
>find the autism niche
>be successful in middle school
>luck runs out in high school
>learn the hard way that "that kid" isn't a thing anymore
>now it's called "lonely autistic permavirgin"

ie. There was a point were i was apparently supposed to change, but i didn't. I realize a decade later that pokemon was likely the cause. I can't say i regret a life with pokemon, but thinking about it still aches once in a while

>>30936497
Get yourself into the same prison so you can pour hot liquid onto their faces.

>>30938058
My dad cheated on my mom and my family hate me for it too, it's fucking bullshit

Arcanine
I don't know what the worst feeling is but here's a few

I was bullied a lot at school for being fatass fat.
I then would go home and bully my siblings.
That's what bothers me the most. I took it out on them. I did so many terrible things to them.

My brother wanted a birthday party when he was little. We were a poor family so this was unheard of but my mom put a little something together and he invited people from school.
no one showed up
Oh god I could cry right now. I had the audacity to make fun of him when it happened. Mind you, the same shit would have most definitely have happened to me which is why I wouldn't risk such a proposal. FUCK I HATE MYSELF FOR THAT. He was so sad. I'm the biggest piece of shit.

I feel bad for taking advantage of people and manipulating them. Like my current GF. She deserves so much better. I love her but I don't show it a lot and I'm mean to her and she just takes it all in stride.

If there is a heaven, I better not be there. It's what I deserve.

>Vanilluxe
>Parents discovering I was gay when I was 14
>No one talked to me, listening my mom cry to sleep everyday, my dad not talking to me for YEARS, going to therapy to cure the gay away.
Easily the worst time in my life. Being rejected by those you love is just... Crushing.

>>30938183
Are your parents red necks?

>>30936724
I hope it somehow gets better. You'll never be able to feel the same, but I have heard of victims that were able to mostly come to terms with it. Either way, the people that did that to you deserve to burn in the deepest trenches of hellfire for eternity.

>>30935763
>>30935772

Spoken like a true right-winger.

>>30938118
Yep, I'm on low amounts of clear liquids only.

>>30938208
>Implying I give a fuck about politics

Only autists title their beliefs, anon

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>>30938161
>My brother wanted a birthday party when he was little. We were a poor family so this was unheard of but my mom put a little something together and he invited people from school.
>no one showed up
DELETE THIS!!

>>30938208
>being left wing
>on 4chan
I know this is the normie board but come on.

>>30938203
Nah, they are religious.
Honestly they don't know better, and they still don't. But the memory of that sticks to me everyday.
>Getting home after school
>Go to my room
>Everything is a mess, all my stuff on the floor, like a hurricane just came through
>They found out

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>>30938183
Time for your therapy anon

>>30938244
I'm actually wiping away the tears now.

27 year old grown man and I'm crying because I'm a fucking asshole. No little brother should have to deal with that. I don't deserve these feelings. I didn't even go through this. He did. I let him down.

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>>30938305
How is he now? Is there hope?

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>>30938274

>>30938305
At least you show remorse for it now, anon. Most people that I've come across that bullied their siblings blew it off as "playing/joking" and didn't give it a second thought.

Though yeah, that was a /really/ shitty thing to do.

>>30938054
I get random flashbacks about it, sometimes it's hard to look at kittens that look just like it.

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>Wabbafett
>Step dad coming home and abusing me, broke my wrist when I was like 7 and never went to the hospital because I was too scared.

>>30938258
My grandmother told me over the phone how gays were going to hell and how god hated them but she never found out about me. I thought about telling her out of spite but I was scared I would have given her a stoke.

>>30938339
He's actually not that bad. He has lots of friends. A job and lives with a roommate. He's really selfish and a big pothead. No consideration for others but I'd say he's fine.

Funny, I'm the one with no friends, life, or future prospects. But like I said, I deserve this. This is Karma getting back at me.

>>30938437
Another one

One of my friends who I rode motorbikes with died in a crash

>The week before he found out his girlfriend of 2 years cheated on him
>He wasn't eating at all
>It's a legit possibility that he killed himself, he just randomly turned in front of the truck


I fucking hate that cunt, she had the fucking audacity to show up at his funeral. I want her to fucking die

>>30938396
Yes it was. Anytime they ask for help, usually when it comes to finances or a ride or what have you, I never turn it down.

They only ever call me when they need something but I can't expect any more.

>>30938274
Fuck that man. It was crazy expensive.

>>30938452
I've had to hear that so many times. I think it is the root for my hatred to religion.

>>30936046
why did she throw a lid at you
but more importantly: how the fuck did she dent your face with a tupperware lid

>>30937940
Holy shit that's amazing.

>Froslass

>Attempting suicide when I was 16, failing miserably and watching my parents' reactions
>Still want to die but can't do it because I'll just feel bad about making them suffer

>>30937940
Shiieet had you afford a house?

I can barely afford car insurance.

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>>30937940

>>30938722
We were very lucky

>>30938767
It's not very big

I got a gig working at a warehouse afternoons and a weekend night jobs for like two years. I'd bought a car already and paid it off quick so all I had to pay was gas and shit. Bought house dirt cheap, and since my parents don't really travel except by car it could be out in a tiny town. Did a lot of minor working and dad's disability pays the mortgage and some of the utilities. It sucked having an hour commute to college and a 45 minute drive to any friends but was worth it.

Nihilego.

It's not a worst memory, but just a bad time in my life.

My mother is a borderline narcissist. She's always been like this, but it got worse when I went to college.

Started dating someone who went to the local community college, she screamed at me about how she "wasn't helping [me] with paying all this money for college just for [me] to end up with some loser who can only afford community college."

Changed my major from STEM to something more liberal arts-y, she screamed at me because "clearly [my] friends were always jealous at how special and smart [I am] and peer pressured [me] into being just as mediocre as all of them."

We then got into an argument about me staying alone with my partner. She kicked me out of the house for Easter break and told me to not come back until my last day of school. She then called the police because I put my foot on the dashboard. This was the first time I had ever gotten so mad at someone that I started cussing them out.

Ended up having to go to the hospital because I was suicidal over all this shit. My social worker and primary psychiatrist called up my mom and told her flat out that what she was doing was killing me on the inside.

I'm contemplating moving out for good at this point and let her know. She talks to her dad, who rightly agrees with me and says she's being a bitch and handling everything the wrong way. I laughed when she said "He really shouldn't have said that, since I'm the parent and he should support my decisions." She convinces me to stay because she vows to take my mental health and my decisions seriously.

She doesn't. Argues with me on my birthday about it. Everything I've said she's done here she has flat out denied ever happening. Threatens to put me in a disability home if I don't get over my depression in a specific timeframe. Had to drop out of school.

So now I have nowhere else to go and need to save money. I'm doing better now and money is coming smoothly, but I really need to leave.

>>30938901
>a lot of minor working
Minor work on the house that is

Also fuck the hospital though, fucking vampires . They still call trying to get likes1200$ for my mom staying in a hospital bed for two days after the surgery.

>>30938908
I know it's not going to be easy but you should leave ASAP.

She needs you more than you need her.
She needs you to feed her narcissism.

>>30938908
Move out brother. Just find a roommate or something and straight leave

>>30938908
t. Lillie
[spoilers] Seriously though, gtfo there, you need to leave. I hope it all goes well for you.

>>30938994
>>30939021
>>30939025

I appreciate it, guys.

I'm going to move out within the next 6-8 months. I'm saving for a car right now and I'm nearly done with paying the last bit of my student loans (4K left). After those two things are out of the way, I'm just gonna pack up all my things and go somewhere. Don't know where yet, but I'm looking for places that have jobs. I'm selling some of my things for extra money/less things to pack.

But seriously, thank you guys for the encouragement.

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>alolan persian

>>30935570
>alolan persian
>watching my 13 year old cat's health constantly waver for a few months, noticing how he went from a fatso to a bag of bones
>a few months later he was trying to die before my dog had found him
>we took him in and he lasted about three days before he was hiding and mewling, looking around aimlessly like he didn't know where he was
>still remember kissing his head before he was injected

>>30939132
Yeah man no problem, I know it takes a small push to get going

I know its hard to deal with an abusive parent. trust me Im this Anon >>30938437

But you gotta stand up, its scary as hell at first but you wont regret it, Also fuck anyone who says emotional abuse aint real. Shit fucking hurts

>>30937963
how do u know

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>>30936724
You deserve all the kind things in the world anon, I hope your life gets better soon because you deserve it.

And i hope the people who burned you dies in jail of a shanking in the face.

>Braviary

Jr.high. I didn't have any homework and I went home. My mothers health was deteriorating rapidly for 3 years at this point, so she was on several medications. Being on those many meds at the same time took a toll on her mental stability so she was to put it bluntly, fucking insane. My dad was whipped and obeyed her every command no matter how nonsensical it was or even if it would deteriorate her health even more in the long run. We got into any argument and I push my mom. My dad gets furious and beats me with a wooden pole, mostly in the arms and legs. I was a crying mess on the kitchen floor and had noticeable bruises. My dad forces me to go back to the school with him to get my assignment notebook to check if I really didn't have homework. The principal and secretary notice me crying and bring me into their office. I explain to them what happened and thought nothing of it. My dad comes in wondering what was taking so long and once we get back to the car, I explain what happened. He fucking lost it. He gets home ASAP and explains to my mom that the DCFS would be coming to take me and my brother away. The rest of the night my mother kept saying "now this family is going to be split up because of you.", placing heavy emphasis on YOU. The rest of the night is spent with me having an existential crisis at age 12 thinking I split my entire family up.

The DCFS lady gets there and my parents force me to wear a hoodie and jeans despite it being mid April so they can cover my welts. They got off scot-free and now the DCFS thinks I'm a liar wanting attention and has a grudge against his parents.

Why does everyone here have a really shit life in one aspect

My worst memory is probably embarrasing myself as a kid in a school production cause I was too afraid to go on stage

also Lycanroc

sneasel, aipom alola raichu or totodile
sexually abused by my brothers pal when i was 5 and i still see him every day, also my gf last year called me toxic and shit talked me to everyone i knew and cheated on me

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>>30937756
No idea. She just passed during the early hours of the morning. Gone in a split fucking second.

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I owned two tortoises and a box turtle from Mississippi when I was 9. Noticed they were getting ready for hibernation so I spent a lot of time making sure they were comfortable and found a place for them to sleep. A day later my dog found them and ripped them all to shreds. Buried their remains in the front yard and gave up all of my pets after.

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>Charizard

>have a fun uncle
>he's a fisherman and every few weeks he comes back with cool stories about stuff he saw in his travels
>uncle finds out he has brain cancer
>has surgery
>comes out fine but starts breaking down after a few weeks
>can only mumble
>can't walk
>has to be taken care of by my aunt, since he's not married
>I refuse to visit him and see him that way
>at one point they need to take him down a flight of stairs
>being a young fit male member of the family, I'm called to do it
>visit him since I have no choice
>he doesn't recognize me
>can't eat on his own
>I carry him down the flight of stairs and the wheelchair handle is stabbing into my side
>he starts crying "I'm gonna die, I'm gonna die" in a slurred voice as he's being carried
>I'm in pain but can't let him go, start thinking "he might die"
>get him down safely
>get a big scar near my ribs from the wheelchair handle
>he dies a week later
>people ask me about the scar
>say "oh it's nothing, don't worry about it" while playing a montage of my memories of him in my head everytime, which ends with him at his weakest, fearing death

>>30936757
>I'm lazy, I'm weak, I'm overly sensitive, I'm stupid, you get the idea.
None of those things contradict being kind. You're still kind, anon! Your words to the other poster show it.

>>30938006
>potatoes
As in Irelanders? I'm right here, bud!

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Seismitoad

>6 years ago
>my family and I travel to celebrate christmas with our other relatives
>come home about a week later
>excited to see my dog again
>walk into the backyard
>dog is dead on the floor
a family friend came to check on the dog every day,so it had to have happened on the day we came back
I still cant figure out how the hell she died

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I pulled a knife out on my brother then tried to take myself out when I was 8. All because I was feeling left out on things.
While hanging out with a close friend, I once confided in him that I wished my boss' infant son would die just so my boss would have a lesson in humility but really I was just being an entitled shit seeing some kids can have it all while I had little to nothing.
I took part in bullying someone who wanted to be my friend because shit was funny.
I bullied some of my sister's friends. Physically for some of them.
I got into fights with girls and didn't think anything of it then. I got into fights with anyone without much regard or thought for retaliation, so I didn't give a fuck.
I had a younger friend I used to hang with, but some times he'd act shitty to me when other people would hang with him. So I knocked some of his teeth loose when we were play fighting and called it an accident.
I was resentful of my first girlfriend because she didn't look very attractive and couldn't be fucked to break things off face to face.This was before even Myspace was a thing.

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>>30936194
Happy birthday, anon!
Swole Bug will bake you a cake!

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This thread is huge now, is someone in /vp/ not dead inside?

>>30935570
>Lanturn
>Was doing the final PT test for graduation in the USAF and tore my shoulder

Worked my ass off and got discharged. That's ok, I didn't want to see the world anyway

Xatu
I don't even know what my worst memory is, spent about 10 years in a pretty deep depression but it was straight up brain problems, nobody ever lit me on fire or anything (that's some shit right there)

I'm okay now though - even successful! So for those of you who are depressed you can eventually learn to manage it, just be easy on yourself, that's probably the most important part

>>30936194
That is a common thing for me
but happy day, hey

>>30941557
This is exactly why cybernetics are an important but underfunded field. Pretty looking prosthetics aren't enough, we need a functional good-as-original or slightly better implants.

Man this thread is depressing. Seems like it's therapeutic though.

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Lilligant
A few years back my grandma died and I remember barely feeling any sad feelings about it because I was more concerned about my mom. She was losing her mind crying and stuff and has some heart problems. We weren't with her during her last moments but apparently one of her last words were "Donde esta Nicky?"
I was the favorite grandchild
:(

>>30935585
First post most depressing post

>Swampert
>friendless
>had a 3pet goats who were my best friends. Goats got ran over by a bus racing with another bus. I saw my only friends organs spread on the floor

Mimikyu

>Met friend online, she wants to be a writer
>Friend is especially motherly to me, because my mom neglected me a lot for my siblings
>Friend sees me as her daughter
>Talk for 2 years
>Move in after 2 years
>Live together for 2 years, all is well
>Friend works on novel
>Friend completes novel, it's pretty damn good
>Gets turned down by multiple publishers
>She begins to loose hope and eventually starts drinking
>Goes driving while drunk
>Car crash
>Critical condition
>I run in at 3 am to her room
>last words to me were "I'm so sorry I let you down"
>dies soon after

I think about her everyday

>>30941613
Cybernetics are something that I always found interesting, augmenting the human body with mechanical components. I wonder if Computer Science would have a use in such a field

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>>30936194
happy birthday, anon!

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Fav Pokémon is Dragalge.

Not any major awful memories but a lot of cringey shit.

Some painful shit.

>getting asperger diagnosis
>brother calls me a retard, tells me i'll never amount to anything
>find book in mom's bookcase called "living with a bothersome child"

Other

>be 7
>dad remarries with a cunt
>she gets on welfare
>essentially sits home with her two kids only smoking, drinking pepsi and cheap carton wine
>starts abusing me and tells my mom "i hate Anon because he's like you and i hate you"
>destroys my school art project in front of my face
>throws some of my mom's old stuff in the trash instead of giving it to her
>her youngest son slammed my face into a lego base plate several times
>his three shitty cousins came over and one of them showed me his balls, i told dad and stepmom and the 4 of them said he never did it so i got a weekend long punishment for "lying"

More

>mom remarries with soldier (she was in the military too she met him on deployment and ended up leaving my dad for him)
>dad told me with a straight face that he wasn't my father and i was born when my stepfather cucked him (it was a joke but i tought it was real)
>dad ended up bringing us home back one weekend and my stepfather punched him in front of me and my brother
>stepfather once grabbed me and shoved me in the wall and told me he could punch me and hurt me and get away with it (i was being a little shit but still).

>>30936194

Happy birthday Anon, I know the feel of being rejected. Also you have God-tier taste in Pokémon.

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>>30935615

I will never, never, NEVER understand how people are so fucktarded EVERY SINGLE TIME.

That kind of project is always, invariably, UN-FUCKING-DOUBTABLY axed the second it garners too much attention, or as soon as it gets any kind of playable material out.

So what do they do?
Do they stay silent until it's ready?
Do they obscure the release date until they can release the complete version?
Do they put up the game before they can get a C&D, thus making it impossible to contain it?

No
NO
EVERY FUCKING GODDAMN TIME
THEY ACT LIKE RETARDS

WHY
HOW IS EVERYONE SO DUMB
It happens EVERY FUCKING TIME, HOW DO FAN-PROJECTS STILL NOT UNDERSTAND HOW TO DO THIS SHIT

>>30941928
I'm really sorry all of that happened to you, anon.
Some people are just not fit to raise children.

>>30941961

I turned out relatively ok. Some got it worst.

Gardevoir

I once tripped and fell. And nobody helped me up. It was so horrible.

Jynx
I can't think of one

>>30941853
I think it spans a little of 3.

Engineering
Computer science (moreso for robots than augmentation I'd say)
Medicine

>>30941928

More

>make friend in first day of secondary school
>become huge autists together, ponyfags and meme spouters
>flash forward to final year of secondary school 5 years later
>meet cutie pie who's in secondary 3
>she loves ponies and nerdy shit
>we both befriend her
>eventually go on facebook like one month later
>see profile of best friend having a hangout at his house with other friend and cutie pie girl
>confront him and ask him why they didn't invite me
>"oh well we're just more friends with her than with you"

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OK, got banned for someone else's post 3 months ago, so let's try again.

Mandibuzz

Not nearly as bad as most on here, but still hurt me.

>3 years ago, senior year in high school
>Dog starts growing a tumor on her leg
>Parents hold off on taking her to get inspected
>By the time we take her to the vet, tumor is big enough to jiggle when she walks
>Vets say that they can remove it and she'll be fine
>Family pays several hundred dollars for surgery
>Success, she ends up perfectly healthy
>Month later, something else comes along
>She becomes noticeably lethargic, hardly moving an inch
>Parents think it might be heatstroke
>Gradually nurse her back to health over the next week.
>She slowly starts to regain her energy
>Suddenly, her condition gets MUCH worse
>She can hardly move an inch and refuses to eat or drink
>Can only lie on side panting for air
>Cna't take her to the vet because they're closed on weekends
>Next day, she can't even move her head
>Parents tell me she will most likely die
>Give her my final goodbyes as she struggles to breathe
>She dies around midnight that night
>Dad and I carry her out and bury her in the backyard

After all that effort to remove the tumor, she dies from something completely different. We never figured out exactly what killed her. It definitely did not look like heatstroke in her last few days. I had her for 11 years since I got her for my 6th birthday. She was the most loyal dog I've ever known. Worst part is that I was hoping she'd live at least until I graduated high school.

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>>30941666
>Gets 666
>Nicky
Are you Adam Sandler?

Alright
>Empoleon
>any day my mom was drunk (she's an alcoholic) and fought with my father
>not only that she has congestive heart failure
>also watching my uncle and brother's best friend kill themselves.

I remember the latter more vividly. Was the first time I cried at a funeral.

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Why is /vp/ so full of broken souls?

>>30945742
I doubt very many people who aren't that broken would voluntarily breed thousands of imaginary critters in the hopes of getting one that looks slightly different.

>Dialga
>Best Dog ran away yesterday and nobody knows where she is.

>>30941959
vai a dormire

>>30941822
What are you doing here? Go get that book published anon!

>>30935570
Rockruff is my favorite Pokemon.

Worst memory:
>Caught some kids trying to shoplift from a local Rite Aid
>Filmed them in the act
>They found out
>I ran for my fucking life
>tfw Vikavolt-speed
>tfw they caught me

I told them I deleted the video, but I didn't. It's only a matter of time before they find out.

>>30945936
I trust you do the right thing, anon.

>>30941348
Holy shit.

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>>30941822
This makes me really depressed because I had an online friend like this. I should really get back in touch with her. I hope you still feel her love, anon.
My favorite Pokemon is mimikyu. I don't really have any horrible experiences, but I felt super depressed for a while after I gained the courage to ask out my long time crush. She replied with a confused "what?" I just said nevermind.

>Granbull
>being kidnapped and forced to do meth

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>>30937096
Well, on the bright side anon, you most likely saved the lives of a ton of innocent people.

>>30941822
You should write an auto biography about yourself and her, she sounds cool

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Vileplume

>hen I was a probably around 5-6 I remember my mom was driving around with me and my baby sister to do some errands.
>she parked to go into a store, left me and her in the car since it was only gonna take a minute
>my sister was in her car seat, see the seatbelt that goes through the back of it
>no idea why, but I decide to undo it
>still don't know why I did it
>when my mom gets back she doesn't notice
>she takes a turn at a stoplight
>my sister falls to the floor
>she's absolutely terrified, turns to me to try and see if I know
>shake my head and play dumb
>now my sister has some sort of form of dyslexia, mixes up numbers like 145 and 451
>she's a diabetic so mixing up these numbers gives my mom a hear attack every time my sister tells my mom her blood sugar
>I fucking did this

Sometimes I still wonder if it was just a dream, I haven't ever talked to anyone about this. I make sure to take good care of her now to try and make up for what I did.

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Metagross.
I guess when my Portuguese girlfriend said she was grounded from the internet for an unspecified amount of time. I took it really seriously, because her mother was so strict. I wasn't crying or anything, but I was certainly shaken up.

The real sad part is that that was several years ago and she never got back, and I still haven't mustered up the courage to call the Portuguese police to see if she died.
Really. I've asked Portuguese people online to look into it, but nobody has. Some people said they would, but never did. ...Do the police actually know who's died to begin with?

>lopunny

>be average all your life and you fucking hate because you feel like you can be much more but life just constantly shits on you and you just stop caring all together and just wait for the fucking ride to end already.
I just want something I can be proud of, is that so hard God? Why do you hate me?

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>>30935570
>Hydreigon
>Waking up in middle of my exploded appendix surgery

>>30936194
Thats more than enough you fucking attention whore

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>>30938656
typical lefty here

>Rotom

Probably the time I was first diagnosed with cancer and I had to quit my job, drop out of school, and constantly be shuffled around doctors offices and hospitals for a year. My only escapes during that time were shitposting on /v/ (before /vp/ existed) and playing Diamond on my DS while everybody was hype for HG/SS.

Second place goes to my grandma dying of a stroke at the dinner table.

Third place goes to my dad ruining a thanksgiving and messing up he and his brother's relationship because he got drunk and debated politics/threw my phone across the room.

>Ninetales currently
>tossup between waking up in the hospital and being told I was almost dead when they found me and I'd be sick for the rest of my life and watching my neighbors' dog jump the fence and maul my childhood cat

Tauros
>be in elementary school
>because I picked my nose my entire class treated me like a filthy monster
>be a that token school bully victim for a couple years
>one time in middle school I get a friend request on AIM from a classmate who wanted to help me
>helps me make a nice school project that impresses people
>feel like I can trust him as a friend after having no friends for years
>the next month he cuts ties with me and calls me a loser that will never have friends to my face
>this is only one of many humiliating incidents that turned me into a socially retarded shut in with no prospect of ever achieving a normal life

I know for a fact that if my parents hadn't moved to a new town before I went to high school I would have killed myself. I would dream every night of climbing to the top of the apartment building I lived in and jumping off.

>>30941348
You are a living piece of shit and i hope you die

>>30940670
Traumas can cause severe mental problems :^)

>>30936196
>Favorite pokemon is grass type

decidueye

>have no friends for most of my life
>have slight depression and adhd and get picked on for it all the time in school
>borderline failing grades in most classes
>fucking shithead stoners and other kids always being little pricks to my face and behind my back
>also get picked on by black and Mexican kids just because I'm white
>have vivid, violent daydreams about killing them or killing myself a lot of the time

I've been keeping a healthy social life and mental state as of recent times. Things are going much better.

>>30936724
I would buy you Chinese take out and watch movies and TV with you.

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Sylveon.

As a kid I would wake up usually to the sound of either my parents arguing or my mom just yelling at my unconscious dad a lot. He may have been hungover or just super drugged out but either way just not really "all there".

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Sableye

Found my first actual relationship with a guy from here on 4chan, everything was nice for a month or so until I blew up on him and completely destroyed the general we both posted in frequently and met on. Spent months after that point in regret and depressed as fuck until pokemon sun/moon came around and I focused more on that. Now the threads are just glorified shitposting.

I'm LD

>>30950812
I can honestly say I've been in the same spot man. It gets a lot easier as you get older, trust me. As in, you shouldn't have any issues within a few years.

>>30952192
hi abby

and no the general is fine

>>30949638
Fuck, fuck, FUCK! This is why Im so glad I've never have to get surgery despite being in intensive care 7 Times in my life. Were they able to sedate you again?

>>30950180
Might be the only thing I'll do right for once.

Favorite mon is probably Haxorus

It's good to know that you aren't alone in your struggles. We might not be in the same tunnel, but that doesn't mean your tunnel doesn't have light.

my story seems so mundane compared to what you lot have been through. Long story short I was a lonely nerdy kid who made a mistake in highschool which led me to becoming a psychotic. Everyone acts with caution around me. I guess they should act with caution, but I still feel lonely. It sucks knowing that you can never really connect with someone.

>Aipom
>Having my dog die in my arms at age 12 after he was hit by ups truck

>>30952788
Yes, it was the hell, the surgery got worse but I got no permanent aftermath from that, and yes, someone got fired

>>30938183
I am not in the same position as you were and I cannot relate, but I feel you so, so much, I hope it really got better because every fucking person in this world deserves mental health and happiness no matter what, we love you anon, and I have a friend that had the same problem as you did and he told me that Drag Race (the drag queen show from Logo) has helped him so much, I know it sounds a little bit stupid but I trusted him, well without extending myself, I just wish you a good life and never be ashamed of who you really are.

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>Toxicroak
>I was pressured by my family to come out of the closet, even though I wasn't comfortable doing so
>After coming out, one of my family members decides to tell my father without permission

>>30941666
oh my god anon, you really touched my heart with that last paragraph
>Donde está Nicky?

I AM CRYING

>Incineroar
> I was 3 years old when my father died and it was on November 20th, I still remember that day a lot because I was at my grandma's house waiting for him to arrive, he died in a car accident, I will never forget it and now every fucking June I have depression because of Father's Day, and because I will never ever know how having a father is.

>>30948521
You can't get dyslexia from hitting your head. It is genetic.

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>>30937096
You are a true hero and you did save a lot of lives.

Sorry that you had go through so much pain. But have a Slowbro on me.

>>30937096
>a stabbing spree at my high school
You're definitely not from the North America region, that's for sure.

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>>30937096
You are a hero anon. The world is a greater place because you exist

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My favorite Pokemon is Metagross. Anon who made this for me, I really want to thank you personally if you ever pop up again. I've been looking like crazy to thank you since I left the thread shortly before you posted it

>>30938023
I'm sorry about your dad

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>This thread
Suddenly everything makes sense.

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>birthday today
>older than most people here
>lost everything in friends, lovers, job
>no degree
>navy vet whose experience turned out to be worthless
>may actually be mentally ill without wanting to be at all
>should be dead, want to be dead really badly, can't be
>only buddy in this world is a dying cat I rescued when she came up to me after clearly being abandoned
>nursed her back to health, turned out to be giant badass of a Norwegian Forest Cat, follows me on walks and successfully fights things much bigger or supposedly meaner than her
>trying to motivate myself to return to school for her
>at least got myself back to stupidly uber-fit status when cat would follow me to the gym late nights and play there as I worked out
>just would like a lady and a decent paying job in my life since traveling will never be a thing for me

>>30935570
Breloom
>M-Metagross used earthquake
>Missed shitzazzle???
Fucking brightpowder would've won if it wasn't for that bulllll shit.

>>30935570
>absol
>tossup between my mother and sister trading my two favorite childhood cats for a retarded lab that got hit by a truck a month later or my best friend with benefits being raped, with her parents immediately disowning her and cutting off college funding when she refused to be committed

>>30954888
Happy Birthday anon, you got good tastes in Pokemon and I hope you can get your life back on track soon.

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Quagsire, I don't know why, he's unremarkable but he's my favorite.

>Meet a girl at the very end of high school
>Start dating, become extremely close
>She has an extremely rare disease, has gone through unimaginable suffering through all of the pain and surgeries
>She's still beautiful, intelligent, and hardworking, and creative
>Was also the victim of sexual abuse and an abusive family
>Eventually the stress of the relationship is overwhelming, severely strains my relationship with family and friends
>Break up with her
>Occasionally contact her to see how she's doing, take her out to lunch when I can
>She hasn't responded in a while and I'm not completely sure if she's alive or okay
>It haunts me every day, I just want her to be safe. If she is dead, I'd like to think she's in a much better place. She deserves that much
Also
>Am an alcoholic, at 20

>>30954888
Happy birthday anon, I believe in you

>>30954965
Alcoholism sucks dick man I've watched my mom drink for my entire life. Please for your own good get AA help and stuff.

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>Eevee
>Putting my dog down 2 days after christmas and everyone commenting on how cute and pretty she was while we were in the waiting room at the vet

>>30954888
do it faggot your cat sounds dank

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>Raichu
As a prepubescent child and continuing onward into my early teens I was abused by people I loved and trusted. People that were supposed to protect me. I was molested, fondled, harrassed and raped on a weekly basis by one person and beaten and terrified by another in retaliation for what the other had done to me. I was shoved, punched, bitten, burned with cigarette butts. I was told that what was happening to me was my fault because I was stupid and I couldn't listen. Crying made me get hurt even worse. And I knew that as soon as it was over, I would be back in the hands of the other person, who pretended to console me just to use me for their pleasure and the whole process would start over again.

This went on for years. No one came to my rescue. No one saved me. I didn't have a happy ending. It only ended when a divorce and a custody hearing took place and I moved to the other side of the country. It's been almost ten years since then and I still have scars for life - of all kinds. I wear plain clothes that cover every bit of skin. I wear long sleeves in the summer time so no one will see or ask questions. My toenails no longer grow like they should because my toes were broken so many times. I go to work and come straight home, avoiding all social contact except online friends. I'll probably never be able to have a significant other. I just want to stop hurting.

>>30955251
I understand the pain you feel to a degree, it isn't much but perhaps maybe getting a pet will help you a bit. A dog showing you unconditional love can really help a person in your shoes.

>>30954888
You got trips. Happy birthday navy anon!

Hydreigon
Being kidnapped by my friend's dad.

>>30941348
>gengar fag

Big fucking surprise

>>30935615
>mfw its real
I WAITED FOR 9 FUCKING YEARS AND THE GAME HAS BEEN FINISHED FOR FUCKIN MONTHS, NOW IM MAD

Why didn't he just give us the damn download MONTHS AGO, FUCKING IDIOT

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>Metang
>when I was a kid, me and my brother got caught in a rip current, got scared when I couldn't feel ground, then a convenient wave washed me back ashore. My brother was alright. Left the beach frightened. Went right back in a day later
>Mom used to put a lot of pressure on me to do good in school and wants to know my homework n stuff. I still procrastinate and talk little about my life to her.
>was borderline suicidal in high school. was stressed out about my future. mom infects me with stress she gets from her medial condition and anxiety. The fact that she got pneumonia and I didn't care much is disheartening, and even looking back I can't bring myself to say "what was wrong with me" on an emotional level
>fell in and out of two groups of friends. I say something unclever and mean to one of the ones I don't like and can probably never show my face to them again. In the second group, made a foolishly offensive and unfunny joke in front of a few, may or may not've told others, but one of them doesn't like me so who knows. in the back of my mind I worry that I may fuck up again with my current group
>political bullshit in the current year and faggotry from both liberals and conservatives cause my blood to boil, but I feel powerless against the perfect storm of stupidity
>Currently mom is stressed with my younger brother with school performance. Sometimes ends up crying. Dad is calm, but concerned. I don't know what the fuck is going on.
>permavirgin. my lust feels useless and torments me. also being a virgin makes me feel inadequate
>parents love me, but I feel like I take my life for granted
>my apathy makes me resilient and helps me cope, but also makes it difficult for me to improve myself. my apathy also makes me take my parents and my living conditions for granted, and I can't even get angry at myself for my flaws. my parents love me and have hope for me, but all I have for me is doubt and apathy

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>Latias

>Parents divorced when I was in middle school
>Dad took out anger on me
>Constantly told I was useless and would never amount to anything
>Wanted to make him happy, would try pretty hard to please him
>Nothing was ever good enough for him
>Eventually end up with the mindset that I was a failure
>Depressed and stop giving a shit about anything
>Become introverted and grades fell pretty hard
>Dad constantly yelled at me more, showed little emotion about it but hurt like hell on the inside
>Told me he had given up on me when I was 16
>Took it back a couple days later

definitely not as bad as some other anon's stories, but it made high school hell for me. Things got better somewhat after that, but it still stings.

>>30936194
>>30941928
Gallade best Pokemon

>>30955556
some nigger posted a leaked rom of it on here, did you try it out?

Fearow
Got stabbed once, I wasn't in any real danger but it was terrifying

Golisopod

I fucked up pretty bad a couple months ago. I pushed away my best friend and ex. I was pretty destitute for a while and cried all day for 2 months straight before going to counseling and taking refuge in the 3 jewels. I'm with a new girl now and I have another close friend but I still dream of my old friends almost nightly. Most of the time I'm apologizing to them. I want so bad to tell them I'm sorry for what I did and wish them well on their respective journeys through life but I'm probably the last person either of them wants to hear from.

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>Umbreon
>Was 4 or 5 Years old
>Held a knife up to my throat in front of my mom and grandma
>Threatened to kill myself in front of her and my grandma because I felt like my mom didn't care about me at all
>She didn't even tell me not to but my grandma actually cared and freaked out.

>kingdra

>dad killed himself when I was 11 so I grew up without a good male role model look where that's left me

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Maractus

>Dad's an annoying piece of shit
>Can be fun but when he's angry he's a fucking pain
>Is too much of a fucking pussy to scream at people in public yet he likes to be a bastard towards me and mom
>Doesn't even say sorry anymore for his autistic chimp outs
>One time years ago tried to deny I had depression because I "didn't look sad enough, I was just ashamed for my bad grades in high school"

I wish he'd get better. I like him but the urge to beat him up with something whenever he explodes is rising. If it keeps getting worse I can't wait until college is over so I can fuck off.

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>Chandelure

>My mom was really sick from Lou Gherig's disease, she only lasted a little over 3 years after her diagnosis, she went from walking to completely bedridden in 3 years and died from not having the muscle strength to breathe, she refused ventilation, I had to sign a form requesting the doctors to not resuscitate her when she became unable to breathe.

Bergmite

Best and only close friend told me he didn't want to speak to me anymore.

>Jynx

My stepdad said he wanted to play a fun game... he molested me when I was 7 years old, it hurts when I have to go popo

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I don't know how many anons have posted and are still browsing but to all of you I hope it gets better and you get a Christmas you deserve

>>30935570
>Nihilego
>woke up with my uncle molesting me
>threatened to kill me if I told someone
>only told my mom who said that I shouldn't talk about it to my dad or he might kill my uncle
>never went fishing with my dad again as my uncle always go together

>>30956280
That doesn't have to define you cousin. You can become the good male role model you never had for others

>>30956422
Fuck that's heavy anon. Cant imagine having to carry something like that

>>30935570
Fearow

I came home one day to find out that my dog went missing, and found out later that week that the construction workers down the road ate him.

>>30954779
I really hope I can find you again and thank you for this drawing. It really changed my mood around a bit. Maybe one day buddy.

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Xatu

Have fun with the green text:
>be me
>live in a restrictive religious family
>got beaten at home
>got beaten in school by classmates
>got bullied in school
>being mentally destroyed
>nonetheless being good in school
>nonetheless hated everything including me
>had only 5 friends
>everyone thinks that I'm retarded, still didn't know why.
>getting maniac depression diagnosis
>nobody wants me anymore
>everyone says that I'm going to die alone
>doesn't want to die alone
>end_my_life.jpeg
>only thing that makes me happy is this stupid franchise and science

But man, the other anons here suffer more.