I know this will sound like roleplay, but it`s a serious issue. I need to solve it before I do something crazy.
Since I`ve seen Lillie, I`ve liked her. I wanted to hug her, I wanted to pet her. She's so cute.
But when I actually played the game, and I saw that she's a girl in need of help, that kicked my true obsession. I wanted to protect her. A relationship of mutual benefit, a nobody taking protection and an empowered nobody offering protection.
Yet I know that it`ll never happen, because reality sucks. All I can do is save Nebby who can't even get into the fucking bag.
This isn`t enough for me. Every night, I dream about Lillie. Today I broke down and started crying. I wished I could`ve slept more to dream about her.
I often dream about people mocking me for my appearance. But since I've played the game, that stopped happening. Because I'm protecting Lillie. I finally have the courage to tell people to fuck off, to beat them up, to defend myself. I dream about doing crazy things that I wouldn't before. All for the sake of me and Lillie. It gave me the self esteem that I lacked.
I`ve started researching on how to give myself a coma so I could dream more about her. Even if it`s just dreams, being with Lillie would make me happy.
But there`s a risk I`d die. If I die, I`ll never see Lillie again, even if it`s on the game or the 3DS.
What should I do /vp/? Please help... I feel hopeless. I don't want to die, but I don't want to continue suffering either.
Is this a copypasta? Can we turn it into copypasta? Seems like excellent bait.
>>30373758
Whether or not this is bait or real, kill yourself. Saged.
>>30373758
Tried too hard
>>30373758
Even if this is pasta, chill dude. I love her too, but the depression's not getting me this bad.
LILLIE IS WAITING FOR YOU IN THE NEXT DIMENSION OP. YOU MUST AN HERO.
>>30373758
Sorry copypasta express faggot OP but Lillie is mine and you'll never take her away from me.
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>>30374197
It's pasta, guys. OP posted one about Nihilego earlier. The exact same thing with a different name, obviously.
>>30373799
>Saged.
That can get you banned, anon. I learnt that the hard way (though to be fair, I'd heard the rule before, but I forgot about it because it's a fucking dumb rule, and almost dumb as Hiroshima Nagasaki himself).
I like Lillie because she reminds me of my little sister who drowned in a river near my house.
Please don't turn my sister into your disgusting meme pasta
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>>30375189
guys pls
i really love lillie
i need her
it feels so empty without her