hangin in there /v/?

Thanks doc

>>388400749
barely, thanks stu

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>>388400749

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>>388400749
drinking like a fish and hoping the power doesn't go out.
also switching between playing GTA SA and RS2.

>>388401068
Get the fuck out of texas anon

>>388401087
nah, things aren't nearly as bad as the news makes it out to be anyways.

It's 9 AM where I am, and I've just woken up. Morning, /v/.

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>>388400749
How do I fix my fucked sleeping schedule? I don't feel tired until now.

I'm hungry, /v/.

I don't know what to order for takeout.

>>388401320
Melatonin when you need to sleep.

no. life fucking blows.

as always

>>388401320
don't worry about getting up early

go to bed at 9pm. even if you don't sleep until 11, resist doing anything other than lie there in the dark.
repeat 3 days.
profit.

>>388401320
Exercise before going to bed, and make sure the only thing you do in bed is sleep. Set a time to wake up, even if you don't have anywhere to be that day.

>>388401360
Helps too.

I just realized I haven't had pudding that wasn't SnackPack in years. I wonder if they even sell that pudding powder anymore.

Is it possible to go to bed hungry? I'm thinking of making a bowl of oatmeal.

>>388400749
I may become an hero soon.

>>388401320
easiest ways? drink early in the day, or force yourself to stay up for one night. one night is not that that hard to do. it's after multiple nights that it becomes a burden.

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high, playing Skyrim special edition

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>>388401685
>>388400749

>>388401465
Exercising before bed is the dumbest suggestion anyone can give. When you work out you're only making your body tired and contrary to popular belief exercising wakes you up. It's when you over exert yourself you'll be tired and doing that can lead to health issues.

>>388400749
we can do it sempai

>>388401728
>>388401685
DUDE

WEED

I don't think I'm gonna make it.

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>>388401758

meh

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Cruising through another night shift
Just one more night till my days off + vacation time

Still no job, no higher education, still living in squalor by myself. Got pussy recently, so that's good I guess.

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>>388400749
Barely since my love life is a wreck but I've been getting better thankfully.

>>388401789
I'm a girl tho

>>388401758
>>388401818
lmao

>>388400749
Arma 3 and PUBG are my life now.
I feel like there's something wrong, but not quite.

>>388402004
tits or gtfo

>>388402004
H O U S T O N
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>>388401818
>>388402016
Are you retarded?

Walking, doing crunches, sit ups, any physical activity improves blood circulation and increases levels of alertness. Exercise boosts the level of the energizing brain chemicals dopamine, norepinephrine and serotonin.

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>>388402004
FRANKFURT AM MAIN

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>>388402103

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https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gkLvpt9Z3fA

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>Climbed out of my depressive rut
>Lost a metric fuckton of weight
>Got an oculus and actually enjoying vidya for a change
>Improved a bunch of other small shit to boot

I'm gonna make it /v/.

All I need is a GF and a better job and i'm there.

>>388402103
PFFFFFFFFFFFFFT

>>388402212
D U R S T I G
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>>388400749

Going to college part time and thinking of buying a PS4 and new TV since GPU prices are $600+.

My laptop can handle VNs and Diablo 3/WOW.

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https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1LFHa1upxKk

>>388401320
Need help with this too. For the past 3 days I tried aleeping earlier which is at 11 PM but then I keep waking up at 3 AM for some reason. After that it's hard to fall back asleep. Then here I am now until I get sleepy.

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>>388402663

>>388401349
Go to Five Guys anon, you deserve it

>>388402663
IF you have that image then you must know the source

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>>388400749
Kinda. Thanks for asking.
Wha'bu'chu?

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Started making a competitive yokai watch 2 team to get ready for psychic specters
Starting uni on monday and going to retake pre calc,
I can only pray I actually pass this time
even though i do feel better about this semester than before, I just worry about getting back into the stress of school

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>Friends on a trip to Japan
>Really wanted to go but had my reasons and wasn't able to

I feel lonely. I've always wanted to go there with my buds

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>>388400749
I dunno you tell me.

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I'm not sure. I'm working two jobs, one I love and one I hate. I'm getting married in February. I'm hopefully moving north from the shithole I'm in to work with my uncle selling timeshares to retards with too much disposable income.

I haven't had the time or desire to play vidya. When i do, it's either Paladins or Stardew Valley.

I'm not happy. I'm jaded with modern video games, they're all shit. I'm probably going to get high on Monday, but even that doesn't bring the joy it once did.

I used to be so happy. Where did it all go wrong?

>>388403274
lol yeehaws get fucked

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>>388402314

>>388403294
What jobs you working? Also do you want to get married?

>>388403302
It's literally a single part of a state, ignorant third worlder

I have a normie job, I haven't seen a 4am thread in ages

Tonight I rage-quit against Roxas in my first KH2 proud mode run.
I pretty much have to do this battle perfectly since I don't have second chance

>>388403371

>implying
get fucked lmao

>>388403294
>I'm getting married
>in February
YOU HAVE TIME TO CALL IT OFF

not really

>>388403371

COWBOY UP!

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I took a 4 month break from work and uni ever since May. It was good for the first 2 months but life started getting boring 2 months in and I just felt useless.

>>388403364
I do want to get married, she's a great girl. More or less the wife type, very caring and very compassionate. I feel like NOT marrying her would be the biggest mistake of my life.

My jobs are a shitty retail job and overnights at a warehouse. The warehouse job is wonderful. It's physically exhausting, but at least there, hard work is recognized and pays off.

I just wonder if I have standard exhaustion or if there's a deeper issue I should see a professional about. Thing is, in a chucklefuck when it comes to medical stuff, I have no idea what I'm doing or how to set an appointment or use my insurance, which I guess is how the insurance companies want it to be.

>>388403371
Oh shit you're gonna grab that hat and put on your boots, ya partner?.

>>388403294
>married
RIP

5:00 AM

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>>388400749
>friends skipped out on playing vidya with you A G A I N

> Have to find a company to do my internship
> Spent the entire week playing retro games and Xenonauts
I'm afraid I don't know enough. School was easy because none of the teachers really knew what they were doing and didn't give a shit. In retrospect I picked a crappy school
Then i look at the requirements for even a fucking internship and they all have a long ass list of programming languages and meme web frameworks that I'm supposed to know
I don't know shit

>>388403667
Even Stu has gone to bed at this point

what are you people all doing with your lives

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Ever since I got a job I have been suicidal

>>388403576
I just set up an appointment with my primary care physician and told him I was depressed and wanted to seek therapy. I then got a referral to a therapist and when I got there they just handed me some paperwork that wasn't very hard to fill out. There will likely be a copay, which varies depending on your insurance. Mine was about $20 a session. It helped a bit but if I could go back and do it again I'd have just opted for antidepressants, but every case is different.

>>388403385
*critical mode

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>>388403807

>>388401320
m8 I sleep literally all around the clock because my circadian rhythm is totally fucked. My sleeping period shifts forward 1-2 hours a day so sometimes I go to bed at 3 in the morning and sometimes it's 3 in the afternoon. I've tried multiple times to fix it by establishing a daily routine, exercising, limiting computer time, pills, meditation, dietary changes -- none of it's worked for longer than a couple of weeks.

I once read that it's possible for your circadian rhythm to become permanently fucked/nonexistent if your sleep is messed up for several months/years. I gotta say after what I've been through I'm inclined to believe it.

Yes I enjoy bragging about how broken I am, it's one of the few things I have left.

>>388403807
Staying awake hoping I can spontaneously die now

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I failed my driving test the 3rd time

>>388403371
>from the dumb ol' south
>calling others ignorant
Get a load of this guy

>night school to learn up on heavy/complex math variants for a year
>then college for four years
>then I'll probably get drafted into the fucking military
until then I'm botting terrible MMOs for money and puttin nearly everything in stocks that wont plummit but increase
literally have 300 packetclients running this very instant, will boost it up to 5000 when I get my xeons

eat my dick world

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I had a bad day. I don't know if it was better then yesterday. I can't seem to tell the difference anymore. I tend to only really be happy when I'm sleeping.

Things weren't always like this.

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here is my story

>depression drives me away from other kids at school, I start coming home and playing vidya all day every day at age 12
>4 years later don't enjoy vidya anymore, spend all my time on here and watching anime

>4 years later finish school
>thinking that this could be my chance to start from scratch, move out for university
>start studying law and make an effort to socialize
>law is fucking boring and makes me more depressed
>stop going to university and stay in my room all day
>avoid flat mates at any cost
>half a year passes like this, now 21
>go to a doctor because I keep passing out when I'm drinking alcohol while not drinking that much
>he takes a blood sample
>doctor calls me the next day and says that I have to come in ASAP
>doctor tells me I literally have cancer
>rest of the year consists of me sitting at home and going to the hospital multiple times a week
>get a stem cell transplant by the end of the year
>am now officially "cured" but cancer can still return any time
>life still mainly consists of doctors visits
>donated cells keep attacking my body so have to take a lot of medication
>haven't played a video game for more than 2 hours in years, there is no good anime running at the moment
>backlog keeps growing
>just spend all my time refreshing /a/'s and /v/'s catalog

go ahead and shitpost me

>>388403807

It's only 2 AM, senpai.

I'm looking for a cheap laptop to buy for school that isn't a POS.

>>388403984
>only 2 AM

>>388403874
You're literally the exact same as me. It's crazy and the worst part is you get no sympathy from anyone else. I have no idea what's going to happen if I eventually get a full-time job.

>>388400749
I've felt better now that I have taken up drawing as a hobby, but I am so used to failure that I feel like it's a waste of time.

>>388404025

Nigger, I am the night.

But really, I can buy a cheap POS laptop now and then build a l337 RIG in two weeks when my $5,000 grant money shows up.

Is a PS4 worry getting?

The Evil Within 2 is going to be SO cash.

>>388401320
not by staying up for 24+ hours

>third fucking day this week ive done this I was up for 37 hours yesterday slept in till 3pm forgot to set my fucking alarm clock

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>>388401320
>tfw you will never have a functioning sleep schedule
>Tfw you can't even go to school or work because it's so bad
Kill me please

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>>388403576
working two jobs will do that to ya. if you dont eat and sleep enough it could also explain why you feel exhausted

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I hope that uni accept me.

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>>388404507
>used to literally sleep through recess, lunch and 2/3rds of my classes in late highschool
>now 24 and unemployed
>can sleep whenever I want
>consistently follow a pattern of 16 hours awake, 12 asleep
>still get shit from people that having a regular schedule will fix my sleep schedule
We're on the wrong planet anon

What's the keyboard shortcut to uninstall my life?

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Fuck it.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9hd8WfoTNhU

>>388404791
>Those MMX stepping noises
The attention to detail was nice

>>388404791
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kV2vfWUFtJ8

>>388404583
>Tfw got into uni
>Tfw nervous because I'm way older then most first years.
Guess I should be fine with being mocked, as I've been mocked all my life.

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I don't want to go back to law school. I only went because I felt like I had to, but lately all I've been doing is drawing and I've been skipping class to the point I failed Torts class basically means my future is fucked. I don't want to be a laywer, but it's my only career option at this point and now that path is basically fucked as well. I really just want to kill myself but I don't want to make my parents sad. I can't even sleep anymore because I just get anxiety attacks.

>>388404973
How much older is way older?

>>388404973
Uni is when kids start to realise age doesn't mean anything once you're an adult. You'll be fine.

>>388405027
how old are you?

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>>388400749
No.

>>388403874
>>388404089
You both need to see a sleep expert. You could be subject of a rare syndrome which affect sleep pattern. There's solutions but they're quite drastic (staying in darkness or using a red light two hours before going to sleep etc etc). Anyway go see a specialist because you can alleviate your issues, it's not permanent and you don't need to suffer.
>>388401320
Stay clear from screens one to two hours before going to sleep for a start. This includes smartphones. The blue light emitted by screens keeps you awake and no amount of f.lux will help you with that.

Always try to go to sleep at the same hour every single day including the weekends. Also try to wake up at the same hour. It will "sync" your system and will become natural after a certain while.

Don't eat a shitton before going to sleep. Take a light meal two-three hours before going to sleep.

Don't exercise before going to sleep. The dumb retards spouting this shit have absolutely no knowledge whatsoever as you will get the exact contrary of what you're looking for.

tl;dr : set a pattern and stick to it, lay off the screens one hour before going to sleep, don't stuff your face just before going to sleep, sleep in total darkness and total silence (if you can, otherwise invest in curtains and ear protection)

>>388405148
23, 24 in two months

>>388403807
Nothing good or productive, apparently. Trying to find a "real job" to fund my MMO habit now that I'm out of uni, but obviously it's not going well. Been out a week and heard nothing back so far. Doesn't help that August is one of the worst months to apply for shit. I really don't want to wait until next year to get a job and start being useful.

I don't have any experience, but I have a B.S. in Computer Information Systems. My GPA is a shitty 3.2. I have no connections, no confidence, and only the bare minimum of extraversion that lets me leave the house to get food and shit. I think I'm well and truly fucked but I have to keep trying. I wanted to take a break for a month or so but I think I'll just get a shitty retail job since the people I'm living with are worried about me. If I'm out of the house I'll be out of mind too. Sure can't wait to start paying back 60k in loans on minimum wage.

>>388405049
I'm 28

>>388404973

I turn 32 in two weeks and I'm just now finishing up my Associate in Business at community college.

I fuck 18-21 QT22/7s on a regular basis.

Feelsgoodman

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>>388403909
>got it first time
>barely drove for a year because I'm always scared of fucking up

>>388405194
dude, you are still young. Start over if lawschool is making you wanna kill yourself. Do what is good for yourself. You may run into trouble with your parents but that's part of growing up and starting your own life as an adult

>>388402004

No you're not, post your dick.

>>388405194
They won't even realise you're not 18

>>388403909

How is that even possible the first time?

>>388403874
>My sleeping period shifts forward 1-2 hours a day
I do this too, except it's more like an average of 30 minutes a day.

Does anyone else feel stuck on things sometimes? Or perhaps a severe aversion to actually doing anything? Sometimes I get stuck doing something repetitive (like fiddling with a puzzle, or browsing 4chan) and it feels like I can't actually break away. I feel like I'm actively suppressing my own thought, and mindlessly preoccupying myself with bullshit instead.

>>388404973
I just graduated at age 27, went back at 25 after taking a break because I'm a pathetic sack of shit that was having mental issues on top of family problems. People don't give a shit if you don't draw attention to it. It was a little hard to find things to talk about since I wasn't up-to-date on the latest memes and vidya but nerds will usually find something in common to nerd out over, or at least respect someone's niche area of interest. You'll be okay.

>>388405250
Don't sweat it,man. I have a 28 year old guy in my class too. Had no fucking idea until I heard the others talking about it.

>>388405387
Disregard this, I thought I was in the chain about the guy being insecure about being old

>>388405395
Not him, but I fucked up once on my driving tests because I didn't see a stop sign under a bridge. I did pass on my 2nd attempt though.

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>>388405364
>Got permit but never got license because too nervous to practice

>>388403919
What MMO?

>>388403945
The days blend together for me, too. Nothing fucking happens.

>>388404973
Age dont really matter at this point, but i get you man that you cant help it. Itll be gone if make some.connections in your uni.
>>388405194
Me too anon, reaching 24 with nothing successfully worth mentioning. All now is to grind and hope this wide ride end as i wait for the next one after uni. I feel so fucking behind.

Lost my 3year gf and graduated on the same day a year ago, only family member moved away to start his new job soon after; havent been able to pick myself up since i spent 5 months constantly getting rejected from everywhere i applied to due to no previous experience. I even applied to no-pay internships just to get my foot in the door and they didn't want to take me, thought it was a mistake and that I meant a full time job; I'd take anything at this point. By now everyone is just wondering why i sat around for a year and don't want me either. I could go back to school but don't know what for, nothing interests me including what i studied before, i don't know where to go anymore I just sit and stare at my 4 walls everyday hoping tomorrow i'll get the motivation to try again.

>>388404973
Nobody gives a shit
Just don't be that asshole that thinks they know more than the teacher, that asshole is always an older person

>>388405412
yea, I tend to go on here or play some shit mobile game instead of doing something I wanted/should do
its not just for unpleasant shit like studying, i'll put off playing games I like for hours at a time

>>388405412
I do it all the time, I catch myself hours later after telling myself "you really should be doing something else", even if that something else was supposed to be fun- like playing vidya or reading the book I just got. I don't know what it is other than doing the repetitive, numbing thing stops me from feeling generally anxious about nothing and everything at once. I feel like a pussy shit for spending so much time repetitively going through a certain series of websites looking for updates but not doing the things I actually want to do. I don't understand at all.

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>>388405460
it took me 8 failed driving tests and 10 years to get my license. you can do it just don't give up hahahaha. trust me , your world will open up in so many ways suffering through the anxiety is worth it.
and then you can drive something like pic related around to your gf's house

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>>388405567
>>388405578
same here

>>388405463
re:start and trove
although at this point botting on restart seems like a must have because there's 400% more bots than players

>>388401320
Try magnesium

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>>388404973
not a problem there were a bunch of old faggots in my classes and nobody cared. if youre really conscious about it just take night classes. there will be some old 50 year old bitch or something to take the attention off of you

>>388405567
>i'll put off playing games I like for hours at a time
>>388405578
even if that something else was supposed to be fun
Yes, I avoid doing things I want to do, too. I find it very difficult to watch an episode of a tv show, for example. I've come to the conclusion that I can't stand things I'm "supposed" to do. I've got it in my head that I'm supposed to sit down for a tv show and watch it with 100% attention the whole way through. That's not chill! Here I have no perceived obligation.

>spending so much time repetitively going through a certain series of websites looking for updates
I have 4 websites that I check regularly. The internet seems very small.

Gamer girls are cancer
Anime too
Luckily I dont come here often

>>388403969
seriously go do something with yourself or you're going to regret it

>>388406001
>male gamer arent cancer
>going to 4chan
>not cancer
Well well well

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>>388400749
No. I got fired this week and I've been drunk since friday. Just about ready to end myself.

>>388403969
Do something fun before you die.

>>388401320
Just go to bed later and later and eventually it will loop around. That's what I do.
Started with getting out of bed at 12PM, 1PM, 2PM etc and eventually I was getting up at midnight and at that point, you can just stay all night and the following day to reset it.

>>388406203
well to you too

>>388406221
I'm sorry, Anon. I hope you have a buffer or somewhere to go between jobs. Don't give up just yet, hiring season will come around again.

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why is anthem guy fukken dead?

>>388406145
My meds don't allow me to do much at the moment, I always run the risk of going sick because my immune system is suppressed so that the donor cells stop attacking my body

>>388406281
suggestions please

Sometimes I lay awake at night thinking about the past and ll the shitty things that happened, the way it all turned out and how things are now. Since I started dating a trans girl my family completelly stopped talking to me and my old friends just ignore me at this point.
Last night my mom called me saying for me to go take my things from her house, later on when it was 4am she called me again, this time asking for forgiveness - I don't think she can really understand, I do forgive, but I do not forget it.

I just told her that i love her and she shut the phone in my face.

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>21
>still haven't gotten a job
>mostly taking out loans to get through uni
everyone I talk to about it says its not that much and I shouldn't worry but fuck it just doesn't feel right

>>388406521
I was going to suggest fucking a horse, but that might not be advisable with a suppressed immune system. I don't know, skydiving?

After avoiding bread for 8 months, I ate 2 sandwiches in the last two days and pizza,za yesterday during the fight. Now I'm in bed hating myself in pain

>>388400749
Nope

>>388406665
>avoiding bread for 8 months
But why?

>>388406558

Hey, I know it's tough but kys

>>388406558
But the premium boipussy is worth it right?

>>388406595
I know that feel. I hate the idea of borrowing money - thousands of dollars!- and having to pay it back over years if I don't immediately go back home to live there as I pay it off in one go.

I don't understand how people can spend money they don't have and feel ok. It's a huge part of what's stressing me out right now. I have to get a job and pay it off. I think if I don't get a job by New Year's I'll just end it all. Even if I don't go through with it, it's comforting to know that I have a way out if I just can't deal with it any more.

>>388406703

Fucked stomach. Everything started giving me either massive diarrhea or constipation. I removed everything but vegetables, turkey, chicken and beef and it's been great so far.

>>388406809
>vegetables, turkey, chicken and beef
Now you're just making me hungry.

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I miss my girlfriend. The apartment seems dead. The bedroom is strange and uninviting. The actual bed is cold and feels too big. I've slept on the couch these past weeks.

>>388406747
Well, it's pretty fucking nice.

I like my family a lot tho.

>>388406809
>vegetables, turkey, chicken and beef
You could make a great sandwich out of that

>>388403874
Circadian rhythm sleep disorder. Yeah it exists. See a sleep expert.

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>>388406809
>mfw he quit everything cold turkey except turkey and vegetables, chicken and beef

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>mfw I unironically have a waifu
>mfw it's amazing but also killing me on the inside

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>tfw keep getting nostalgic for 2011 and 2012 /v/, back when I was new to the site

I can't help but feel that /v/ was more interesting back then. There has been some interesting stuff this year, like Nier Automata and the HL2 Episode 3 story leak, but things still aren't the same these days.

>>388406978
Is it possible for a burger with only the legally-mandated health insurance and no job to get one done for under $500? I don't even know who my primary is, never been in to see them or even driven by the office.

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>>388407076
2012 was pretty awful I think, but there were some gold back then. I genuinely miss 2011 the most.

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>>388400749
Not really, the depression is setting in again.

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>>388407036

>>388407136
>Tropes vs. Women crowdfunding campaign began in 2012

That's when it all started to go downhill.

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>>388403874
>I once read that it's possible for your circadian rhythm to become permanently fucked/nonexistent if your sleep is messed up for several months/years. I gotta say after what I've been through I'm inclined to believe it.
you are making me scared anon

How old are the people who frequent this thread? 27 here

>start my full time job tomorrow
>feel like I won't have enough time for video games
I feel like telling my manager I'd rather just stay part time rather than sure succumb to being a wage slave.

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>>388407486
21
I should really go to bed

>>388407486
24 here

>went to job interview
>forgot how old I was
welp

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I just want a bf /v/

>>388407486
22 here.

>>388407526
Just wait until you are on your own and have to pay bills.

>>388407316
Help me. Upload my brain and soul into 2D please

>>388407401
It's true though. I can't hold down a job for more than two months or so because my sleep schedule gets fucked up and I'm too tired. Even if I'm really, really tired at 8PM and I go to bed I will wake up some hours later and be wide awake. Then, when morning rolls around I finally start to get tired, but I gotta get to work.

>>388407486
22

>>388407486
20. Turning 21 in December

>>388407486

28

>>388406961

Gonna make oven roasted potatoes and steak today

>>388400749
hahaha no

>>388407830
nice

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A guy just handed me another notice for some unpaid bills. I feel bad for these guys, because their work involves handing people shitty news and I doubt they ever see anyone friendly. He did tell me to take care though, but it's hard to muster a smile in return.
It's like a neverending stairway. I try my hardest to climb it and when I finally feel like I'm making progress, a hundred more steps appear above. I'll probably be indebted for life.

>>388407486
19. I still have time to make things better, but I worry that's just what I'll keep telling myself until suddenly it's 5 years later.

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>>388400749
I'm THIS close to losing my shit and ending it all
Today marks the third year in a row of me looking for a job, any job

>>388407486
26 here.

Reinstalling Red Alert 3 for a skirmish or two.. have couple of beers in the fridge.
Overall feeling very meh.

Wish I had a better pc to play some more modern games.

>>388407976
Year four here. I've had a few temporary jobs as janitor and such. It's not that bad, because I get to work alone and mostly just listen to music all day, but it's nothing to live off of.
I'm just really thankful of my dad who lets me stay here, so the cost of living isn't crushing.
He says it's fine and that things will work out, but I still feel like a parasite.

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I wish I had a different hobbey besides playing videogames and watching stuff

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Anyone else feel like hiding? Like cutting all contact with the outside world and just disappearing?

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>>388408184
>managed to get away from video games for a while
>felt like it actually made me happier and more optimistic about nu-vidya
>one day I check on /v/ out of curiosity
>end up staying here browsing this board for 12 hours a day and feeling like human trash

That whole "you're here forever" thing isn't just a meme after all, huh

I really want to die.don't really wanna kill myself just hoping I'll die soon. I'm almost 24 and that's just too long

>>388408303
Yep, i feel like i'd be happier that way

>>388408178
>feel like a parasite
That right there.
I've been thinking of saying "fuck it all" and move out of the country or to another city, but it's a literal bet and I have zero means (money) of sustaining myself for the first few months. Fuck it all man, nobody told me it would be like this

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>>388400749
just got a job at a call center i just hope i do fine because its the first job that i get that does not make me want to kill myself

>>388408303
Seek help before you actually do it. I spent 1 year homeless because of a manic paranoia attack caused me to close ship, drop out of school, quit my job, almost burn down my house, and drive 5 state lines away from home in 2 days, before getting arrested for assault.

Got picked off the street by my parents/police eventually, but it was a hellish existence once the insanity wore off. Mainly because I was so fucking scared of going back because of what I had done/said, so I just kept going forward with my car.

>>388407136
2012 was pretty bad, but it had some interesting stuff like the lostboy.exe shitstorm and the "end of the world" stickies.

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>>388407486
I'm 25. I'm starting to really feel too old to be here.

>>388408417
I did that too and felt the same way, except I got fired three months later for not managing to sell enough subscriptions. Do your best, friend.

>>388407486
27, turning 28 soon enough.

I feel like I waited too long to do what I thought I wanted to do and now the prospect of living through 50 more years of telling myself "I've been through worse, I can do this" is... well. I wonder if I'll stop waiting to die and just kill myself if I can't get it together by the time I'm 30.

>>388407947
>19. I still have time to make things better, but I worry that's just what I'll keep telling myself until suddenly it's 5 years later.

I'm 25 now, and it really doesn't feel like that long ago that I was 19 myself. Don't procrastinate too much, because time will probably start flying by.

>>388408485
Rotate it dumbass. Other than that, nice.

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The only thing in this world that shows any kind of affection towards me is my dog.
She always gets happy when she sees me and sleeps in my lap when I play vidya.
Jumps up in bed and lies down over my legs when it's time to sleep and wakes me up by kissing my face when it's time for the morning walk.
She's getting old and I know she'll be gone soon and then I'll have nothing.

>>388408514
Idk I almost feel like that's the average.

>>388408303
I already barely interact with the outside world. The extent of my "social life" is literally just my immediate family, and this site.

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>>388408753

Not doing the shots in my phone.

>>388408774

I love pets. They're better than most people I know and deal with daily.

>>388408797
Average is ~21. Always has been and always will be. Despite the ''You'll be here forever'' meme, people do tend to leave. Out of necessity or realising they no longer belong.

>>388408545
ill try my best its just that i get nerveous with the idea of getting calls from angry people or just failing my training

>>388408338
>>end up staying here browsing this board for 12 hours a day and feeling like human trash

This is a horrible habit that I also have. I keep telling myself to stop coming here. I've installed browser add-ons to block this site. I've even resorted to editing my hosts file to keep myself from here. I keep undoing these things though, just to keep wasting my life here.

>>388408891
Where do they go to?

>>388408903
Don't worry too much about it, just try to absorb all the information you can and ask questions. There will always be angry people but all you can do is keep being polite and laugh to yourself later that they got so mad over something so minor.

>>388408303
>>388408374
Don't do this it makes mustard gas.

Seriously, it's difficult to explain without it sounding like some mysical/psuedoscientific mumbo jumbo, but there is an important difference between being antisocial and becoming a straight-up recluse. Everything in nature works on a feedback loop -- for example, people who go into comas often end up with severe teeth problems because there's no constant chewing to grind them down and set them back in place. Once you stop interacting with people full-stop your brain starts to lose any sense of "anchor" and your thoughts become scattered and erratic. You think you're weird/different now but just wait until you've had zero human contact for a few months. For your own sanity you need semi-regular contact with someone, anyone. Even if it's just fleeting meaningless interactions with a cashier at the store, even if it's just random small talk with coworkers you hate, it makes a difference. The only reason to do something like that would be if you're deliberately trying to drive yourself mad because of a combination of guilt and suicidal ideation.

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>It's a ''Anon thinks getting drunk will make things fun again, only to realise that he's been drinking so often that getting drunk is now boring and thus the only escape he ever had is now gone'' episode

>>388401465
exercising before bed just makes it hard to sleep

>Recently became NEET after finishing college again/
>Have hundreds of games in my backlog
>Keep spending all my time here instead

>>388409181
Fucked up the spoiler there.

Well...

I'm tired. I have no obligations, but also no purpose. Nothing is enjoyable anymore except eating and masturbation, and even those wear thin after a while.

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i'm starting my third year of uni, I love my degree and all but it's essentially going to be 9-5 work not including projects and papers and shit. So video games are going to go the way of the dodo for me after that. Plus i'm losing a lot of sleep worring about it and socializing again since I spent the last 3 months or so alone on roguelikes and fighting games.

I'm both excited and dreading it. I just want to sleep.

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>>388401758
also depending on where you live heat might be a problem

>>388409280
What's your major. anon? With how businesses are becoming tied to the internet, you might have an easier time finding second and third shift positions depending on the industry.

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>>388409058
No, I know about the psychological damage one can sustain from completely cutting off human interaction. I don't want to do that. I just want people to leave me alone and avoid any unnecessary interaction.
I'm fine with going to the store and talking to a cashier. There's no problem there. I just can't stand having to struggle to maintain relationships with friends and family. It seems to come so easy to everyone else, but for me I have to put on a fucking theater to not make things awkward or boring. No one really likes me for who I am, because I'm a bland, cynical asshole who'd rather not see them, but I try to make myself seem nice and it's draining me. I can tell no one enjoys my company, because when we're in a group, I usually fade into the background and no one notices.
I'm not angry or anything, but if no one cares about my presence and it's only making me feel worse, why should I bother?
When I say I want to disappear, I mean I want to get away from those people close to me. Maybe it sounds edgy and juvenile and I might change my mind later, but right now I can't deal with this shit anymore.

Mostly I guess. My social life is pretty decent, but I'm concerned whether I'll be able to get a job after I finish my internship at the advertising firm I'm currently working at. I wish I had gotten into programming as that basically guarantees you a job compared to the stuff I'm working with right now.

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>>388409416
I'm doing an honours in chemistry, and what I meant by 9-5 is that I have a shit ton of labs and tutorials to do so i'll be a busy little bee this year, and next year. I live with my parents.

>>388401956
good for you anon , i hope you get it together .I've had the talk about suicide with my lifelong best friend yeasterday and i feel a lot better ,think it can only get better now

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>>388409343

am i hipster yet?

>>388409538
Ouch. Loved Chem but not enough to do all the lab work and reports. But good luck to you. I just finished up all the vidya I had to put off for my senior year- better late than never.

>>388409498
Programming is pretty fucking hard if you don't think a certain way. It's easy to get employed if you have no standards but you'll basically be signing up to get abused in that case. Plenty of places will scoop you up for a year or two, burn you out, then discard you with hardly anything to show for it. If you're just doing it to get an easy job then you'll be that perpetually mocked codemonkey temp worker drifting from gig to gig. Better to have something you want to do and are willing to work for than take a stab at something hard because it's easy to get fast money if you're good at it. t. someone who wanted to code but noped out when they found out they sucked at it and what kinds of shady shit recruiting firms do with college grads

>>388403915
>literally doesn't know how much of a melting pot Houston, Dallas, Austin are

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I don't know what I'm doing with my life.

>In a few months, people born in the year 2000 will be officially allowed to post here

I think 2018 will be the time that I finally get off 4chan's wild ride.

>>388409868
>Dubs on /v/
>8-digit post number

That image is so old.

Does anyone have the lighthouse keeper pasta?

If I split my sleep in 2, will I get better sleep and more free time?

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I'VE GOT THIS BURNING LIKE MY VEINS ARE FILLED WITH NOTHING BUT GASOLINE

>all these 21 y/o complaints
Fucking hell kids, lighten the fuck up, try being 27 with no job and incapable of physical labor and no other marketable skills.

>>388409819
You know, everytime I mention I do chemistry that is usually tthe response, something to the effect of wow good luck with that and it doesn't exactly give me confidence

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Things used to be so easy and cheerful. Why did it have to be like this?

>>388410153
that's what Leonardo dicaprio did.
dude lived to be like 90.

>>388410153
look up power naps anon, i didn't do it but i've heard it works

>>388410182
I mean it can lead to some very lucrative careers. A lot of prominent companies in my area -DOW and DuPont in particular- can't get enough chemists. But it's hard and tedious work so I applaud the people who are willing to do it. Particularly if they go into engineering to make cool new shit, one minor discovery at a time.

>>388410153
Take naps instead. No longer than an hour of actual sleeping though, otherwise your body will dive into deep sleep and waking up from that will just make you more tired.
An hour long nap is perfect for refreshing.

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last try

>>388400749
Barely. Opiate withdrawal. ;_;

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What's it like living with purpose again?

>>388409819
>Tfw doing a double major in Computer Science and Statistics

I don't particularly enjoy it but I'm too far in now.

>>388407486
30 ;_;

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post your depression station

>>388410837
That's pretty comfy looking desu

>>388401468
They do anon. Get some and experience pudding the way it was meant

>>388410837
I dunno, I just try to stay in bed for as long as possible, only getting up when the urge to piss outweighs the urge to not want to live.

>>388410672

If you keep the statistics part you can switch to a Management Information Systems or Data Analyst major that keeps your coding experience but adds business classes. The MIS major is kind of a hybrid between CS, BA, and a smattering of data analysis- you do a little of everything and only code as much as you're required to by the CS side of things (I had to take two classes, varies by school). I did a lot of interesting stuff like workflow management, database administration, and data mining as required electives on top of more traditional elective stuff like computer networking and large scale computing (mainfraimes and COBOL, fuck that noise). You won't lose many credits, if any at all, and you can still apply what you've learned going forward. You just won't be shackled to writing programs.

Statistics is a handy major though. Keep that if you aren't hating it.

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>26
>haven't worked in 3 years, haven't even tried to look since
>didn't graduate grade 12
>haven't had sex in 15 years
>living in mom's literal basement
>diabetic
>only thing my toaster PC can play is vanilla WoW
>zero friends in any capacity
>no plans to change anything in the near or far future

Doing fine man, thanks for asking!

its bretty hard

>everything was going fine and dandy
>realized my table was tilted
>because my floor is actually slightly lop-sided
>have been autistic about it for a year
gonna jackhammer the fucking ground and re-pour cement soon
fuck tilted shit

>Move out
>Go to college
>Realize I've just been following a preset track in life that seemed to be what everyone else was also doing
>Realize I don't actually want to do this degree at all
>Spiral into depression over the course of two semesters
>Lose interest in my friends, lose interest in vidya, lose interest in boxing
>Gain weight, can't sleep, spend a lot of my days in bed doing nothing
>Force myself to go home for family events so I wouldn't start worrying my parents, but every moment spent at home was pure suffering
>Eventually stop showing up for college and get kicked out
>Lowest point in my life
>Turn 22
>Realize I have nothing left and sign up for the army in hopes of being sent off to die in a ditch in some foreign nation
>Go through basic
>My sense of purpose gets rekindled
>Fellow boots are bro-tier and shooting the shit with them reminded me of my old friends I cut contact with
>After a year in the army I feel like my old self again
>Actually enjoying vidya now

There is always hope, anons.

>>388410974
I can't afford to switch majors now so I'm keeping stats. I get decent marks in it but some stuff can get tough. I actually suck at programming more. Your suggestions definitely seem good though for me.

>>388405601
>consider getting my license
>look up road fatalities

literally n o p e
also with a car, you are making payments FOR LIFE...having a car is great when you are a rich fuck but most people probably dont consider the fact that a car is a heavy ball and chain on your foot if you dont have excess cash

>>388407401
Come to think of it I guess I was always screwed. I used to have terrible sleeping patterns going as far back as middle school because I was in every possible advanced/honors class and I was a perfectionist. I didn't learn this until years later but all the """advanced""" shit they were making us do was basically the same material but just with a heavier workload. It wasn't impossible to do it and keep a regular schedule but I was a turboautist overachiever and took two to three times longer than everyone else to do stuff. That meant that I was staying up past midnight semi-regularly even back then.

I remember a few years ago I was talking to one of my friends who was similar to me, and out of the blue she asked me about how I'd been sleeping. Back then my problems weren't as bad and I was still sort of in denial so it didn't occur to me, but I think she was running into the same problems and was trying to figure out if it was just her or if all those late nights had fucked her up somehow.

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>>388411005
>Be 26
>Haven't had sex in 15 years
Wait a minute.. You have some stories to tell?

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>>388411253
Sorry, i just did the math and im retarded, 16 was the last time I got laid so it's actually more like 10 years since i've had sex...

still an eternity in norman time

>>388411224
>Worrying about road fatalities
Most people who die were retards who weren't wearing their seat belt.
>Car payments
Are you retarded? You can get a perfectly functional 1998 Toyota Corolla for like $2000 and it will get you anywhere you need to go.

>>388411224

Goddamn the mental olympics of a neet are fantastic.

>>388411540

$50 the moron is gonna respond in respects to insurance gas and maintenance

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I work a boring, yet comfortable job. I make enough to support myself and I can pay for food and bills as well as some video games if I budget things properly. But, I never do.
Two weeks after my salary, I'm more or less broke. I always think ''When I get my money, it'll be okay. Just gotta get through these weeks so I can get money.'' and I always imagine what I'll buy. Always thinking about the things I want to buy and how great it'll be when I can afford it.
Then, I get my money and suddenly, I no longer want anything. I was thinking about how much I wanted to get a Switch the other month, but after I got paid and could afford it, I didn't really feel like it anymore. I just spend my money on booze and temporary entertainment and then it's back to being broke with nothing left.
I'm fucking retarded.

>>388411224
Or get your licence and still not make car payments because you don't need to make them if you don't have a car. But you're still able to drive in a pinch or borrow someone else's vehicle if need be.

I used to do the whole car licence = must also have a car thing too, but I mostly use mine for ID instead of actually driving. At least I can get myself somewhere if I need to. Just get it done Anon, and don't worry- majority of people fail the first practical exam. A lot even fail the second. So you're in good company if you fuck it up once or twice.

>>388411224
Don't drink/drug and drive
Stay off the roads during bar closing times on major holidays
Don't weave through traffic like an asshole
Don't fucking text and avoid eating while driving unless you can do it without looking at the food
Keep an eye on the cars around you and if possible separate yourself from the "pack" of drivers to reduce the risk of some asshole sideswiping you

That's literally it, I've been driving for 7 years now, 5 years of which were in a major city, and I have never been in an accident and have had only 2 close calls where some dipshit merged into my lane without signalling.

As for the money issue, don't buy a car from a dealership. As long as you get a car checked by a trustworthy mechanic you can't go wrong, and private sellers will often go lower if you can pay in cash upfront.

Starting the 5th semester tomorrow. I'm taking 7 classes but two of them are 3rd semester classes because I'm a dumb 2.7 GPA brainlet who repeats class.

But hey at least I'm not totally alone

>>388411749
This may not be the best idea. In some states the DMV notifies the insurance companies that he is now a driver, and he will be automatically added on his parent's insurance. If he's never driven before, that could be like 2-300 a month.

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>>388411156
>tfw joining the french foreign legion for this exact reason and in hopes of having this exact same outcome

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>>388411540
>Most people who die were retards who weren't wearing their seat belt.

yeah, tell that to the people who get killed by drunk drivers. Protip, the drunk driver NEVER dies because thhey are so loose and liquored up nothing injures them

also you shit up the planet, so thanks for adding to global warming fucking retard. please look up 'runaway greenhouse gas effect'

also motorists tend to be just plan entitled...they don't use turn signals or follow basic cross-walk rules, blow through yellow lights

I live in Canada, and we've got a show called "Canada's Worst Driver" that has been running for 15 seasons strong now, so maybe im a little biased but i've had infinitely more bad experiences with motorists than good ones

>>388411628
nah, just how drivers are entitled and unlickable douchebags (people only use you for your ride btw)

>>388411934
In my state I'm considered a "part-time" driver. I pay $25 a year to be on someone else's insurance. It takes some negotiating but it's easy enough to do.

>>388411934
>In some states the DMV notifies the insurance companies that he is now a driver, and he will be automatically added on his parent's insurance. If he's never driven before, that could be like 2-300 a month.


that is LITERALLY not true in the least.

>>388411996
>reddit spacing
why do redditors space posts like that?

>>388407486
21

I graduated with a meme degree and signed on at the job centre. Now I'm trying to get a job and not an hero.

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>>388412064
it's because my monitor is big and I dont post from a phone
>soon wont be able to post on the internet unless I have a smartphone
fucking kill me please

>>388412064
two enters = new line for rebbit for some god forsaken reason so I guess they're programmed to think only one space is ok?

>>388412165

so to get
this in reddit

id have to

press enter twice?

>>388412165
>>388412064
>LOOK! GUYS!! I SAID THE JOKE!! YA KNOW THE ONE!! AM I IN YOUR SEKRET CLUB YET??? I FOLLOWED ALL THE STEPS TO BECOME A SUPER 4CHAIN HACKER OH BOY
it'd be funny, but you are a little late to this joke amigo

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>>388411996
>using reddit spacing
>being a fucking leaf
>being this smug about not being a driver
>global warming baiting and presenting proof with "google it"
>not posting any sources
This entire post is a mess. Honestly, what the fuck.

>>388412125
>21
Why don't you go back and get a non-meme degree, you're still really fucking young

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>>388412270
>global warming baiting
literally step outside you fucking retard
>American whos only concern is his immediate wants and desires and everything else is just peripheral distractions
GOTTA BUY BIG HUMMER TO COMPENSATE FOR TINY PEENUS WEENUS xD

>>388412353
Because I want to be A concept artist

I don't care about having a good job otherwise because I don't really see the point.

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>>388412367
>cropped furry porn
>still no sources
>assuming that i'm american
shameful. shit troll, 0/10

>>388412228
>First Line
>
>
>Second Line
would look like
>First Line
>Second Line
in rebbit

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https://youtu.be/06ioSRwzFGg

>This finally happened to me
Never thought it would be so bad.

>>388405364
>Already know how to drive and manage to go on the road at the age of 13
>Too lazy to pick up driver's license

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>got RE1-3 on PC so i couldnt savestate scum with the emulators
>game runs so smooth i cant abuse the lag of the PS1
how do i git gud? in RE1-2 i know about dodging and shit in 3 but what about the first 2?

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Turning 19 in 2 weeks, on the long yet short journey to wizardhood.

>>388404973
>>388405250

lol 28 is fine dude. I went at 32 and nobody gave me shit, in fact for some reason I became somewhat remarkably popular.

>>388415217
Just pay someone to have sex with you. It's really not hard to lose your virginity in this day and age

>>388407486
20 so far, itl get better anon, least we all hope so

>>388415217
19 is honestly one of the best, yet weirdest points in life. You're finally starting to figure out who you are, you're legally an adult, yet won't have to deal with a lot of responsibilities.
I miss being 19. I could still act sort of like a teenager and only really had to worry about your social life rather than career an finances.
Don't bother with sex. If it happens, it happens but it won't change anything about you. If you're unhappy without sex, you'll be unhappy with sex. It's a fucking meme at this point.

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>>388415303
Feels like that'd be a waste, being KHHHHV doesn't weigh as heavily on me now as it might in the years to come.

>>388415390
Not living the normalfag young adult life, desu, I just browse the chon all day.

>>388402314
This makes me want Proto-Stu to wank me off

>>388415390
>It's a fucking meme
is everything a fucking "meme" now?

What happened to words like overrated, unnnecessary, overused, commonplace, etc? english language gets more compressed as time passes.

>everything is going fine in life
>still want to die

I feel like a phoney masquerading as a human being.

>>388403274
How the fuck don't you reinforce for this shit?

>>388408905
I did this for porn. Doesn't work as long as you have the ability to undo the website blocks

>>388400749
Trying to find a new job since some i wasnt able to be hired after my internship program ended. Some guy fucked up big time and the company had to minimize costs everywhere, including not hiring interns after the internship period ended.

I spent a entire year working double shifts and during weekends all to be ruined by some motherfucker.

>>388403818
Just ride it out. We are all bound to die and you never know if things might change. Only kill yourself when you are sure you will physically suffer.

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>graduated with a BA in accounting
>did my internship (paid) and got my offer at $54,000
>pretty good prospects to continue well in life
>still kinda hate everything and don't really care about anything
>mostly just go home and be alone
Well, I guess when I die I can say things were mostly good, right?

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How can anybody be depressed with so many cute husbandos in the world?

I got drunk and upset the few people who can still stand me. I wish I wasn't this way man.

>>388418657
>tfw no one to upset but myself because I don't have friends

>>388411630
I'm the EXACT same except switch out booze for random drugs

>>388418657
did the same thing a couple of months ago, I think about it every day and want to fucking noose myself when I think about it. Apparently i'm very angry and ramble about existentialism when im drunk.

>>388407486
18

>>388419148
How do you escape existential depression?

>>388419214
When you're dead. Alternatively distract yourself, never think about anything and never take anything seriously, thats what I do.

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>>388417380
Daily reminder that living alone is the strongest indicator for suicide.

>>388419148
Have you considered not drinking, you fucking retard?

>>388419358
>breaking up and about to move in alone for the first time in a city with no family (which is an improvement on family being around)
can't wait for the last few months of my life

I put away my games yesterday.
Packed all of them up in a box and put them in my closet.
Deleted all their data on my console so now it's just a Netflix/Hulu box.
Wish me luck

>>388419214
How does existentialism cause depression though? It's my biggest motivator.

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This is probably a bad place to ask but how do you get a woman, /v/?

>>388419470
be honest anon

how much time did you spend actually playing the games? I game because there's nothing left to do, but for the past year I can't find any enjoyment out of it

>>388419432
Good advice, thaks dad.
Nah but really, I didn't do it on purpose. It was my first time drinking and i'm pretty lightweight

>>388419565
Makes me wonder what I should be doing with my life.

>>388419591
Be a completely different person

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>>388419591

>>388408990
The real world.

>>388419591
initiate conversation
convince them you have value
proposition for sex
engage in sexual intercourse

>thread still up
Why do my 4AM threads die after 58 replies

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I have too much free time.
I'm trying to decide what MMO to start.

What do you recommend?

>>388419605
Too much.
Basically, any time that I should've been spending on drawing or making shit or just doing stuff, I'd spend it playing video games. I just started getting depressed every time I'd boot the system up. Now I'm forced to actually do something.
I just can't count how many times I promised myself I'd only play for an hour or two, then realize the whole fucking day is gone.

>Taking Calculus 2 this semester
>No quizzes or homework assignments, just 6 tests
Don't know if I'm gonna make it bros

>>388401320
Stop playing video games or browsing /v/ at night

>>388407136
2011 is the GOAT year I've ever lived, in general. I miss it dearly.

>>388419619
Whatever the hell you want. Thats the beauty of existentialism. Basically, if you accept that nothing matters in the grand scheme, and that you are small and meaningless, you can empower yourself. Acknowledge that you'll never experience reality in it's full scale. You aren't a timeless immortal being that can experience everything. You will only ever see through your eyes. Essentially, you are god. Whatever you want to do, you can do it. You have the agency. Thats such a fucking mindblowing concept to me, the idea that I have full agency.

Become a man with nothing to lose. Try shit, take risks, go out and do. Fuck what the entire world thinks, because as far as you're concerned, you're the entire world.

>>388409058
Can confirm feedback loop is real. Don't shut yourself in too harshly. I talk to friends online to keep myself "sane". I mean I'm still losing my shit over the state of the world but I'm not delirious at least.

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>>388419565
doesn't cause depression for me per se, more ennui, what's the point in doing anything if it all returns to nothing? I suppose we should look for our own meaning for why we are born but eh. We are a statistically nothing pile of entropy in a basically empty universe that no one cares about, so whats the point. Though I suppose that's could be motivating because if nothing matters, we can do anything.

>>388420000
>ecome a man with nothing to lose. Try shit, take risks, go out and do. Fuck what the entire world thinks, because as far as you're concerned, you're the entire world.

Nice quads but I'm scared and don't feel satisfied doing anything.

>>388411630
Same thing happened to me when my autismbux came rolling in. I bought tons of shit, including a Switch that came with BOTW. Immediately after getting it (like literally 5 minutes), I was like "...Why did I buy this? I don't want to play it. Why does it even matter."

Of course, almost 100 hours later, I clearly got over that feeling and have been making my money's worth. Buyer's remorse is what it's called. If you force yourself to play it, those feelings will most likely go away. It can take 5 minutes or 5 play sessions, but they will. Unless you actually hate the game.

>>388408485
This is the best you've got using a DSLR? You need to practice, my friend

>>388403969

> there is no good anime running at the moment

fuck you

isekai shokudou
made in abyss
gamers
aho girl
centaur no nayami
mahoujin guru guru
bahamut virgin soul

>>388420000
Really cringey post there, mate.
>you can do anything!
Except that clearly isn't even remotely possible for someone with depresssion.