>load up game >lose the will to play it at the main menu

>load up game
>play it for five minutes
>exit
>piss about on 4chin for the next 5 hours
>evening comes
>wonder why I didn't have the time to play any vidya today
>repeat every weekend.

What went wrong?

>>384004516
>play game
>leave on holiday for a couple of weeks
>come back
>don't feel like playing the game again

>>384004637
depression.

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>>384004516
I haven't played any vidya for almost 2 weeks now

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>start new game
>get half way through
>slowly lose the urge to play
>come back several months later
>can't remember where I was
>start new game
>get half way through
>slowly lose the urge to play
>come back several months later
>can't remember where I was
>start new game
>get half way through
>slowly lose the urge to play
>come back several months later
>can't remember where I was
>start new game
>get half way through
>slowly lose the urge to play
>come back several months later
>can't remember where I was
>start new game
>get half way through
>slowly lose the urge to play
>come back several months later
>can't remember where I was
>start new game
>get half way through
>slowly lose the urge to play
>come back several months later
>can't remember where I was
>start new game
>get half way though
>slowly lose the urge to live
>kill self

There are so many games in my backlog pile sitting at the 50% mark.

>have friends
>play vidya with them
>lose friends, even a /b/ro. mental illness scared them off
>everytime i load up a vidya i remember the golden times
>stalk profiles and contemplate messaging them
>watch youtubers yell and scream and have fun
>laugh as they say shit like ᵍᶤᵛᵉ ᵐᵉ ʸᵒᵘʳ ᶜᵘᵐᵐᶤᵉˢ˒ ˢᵏʸ ᵈᵃᵈᵈʸˑ

>Want to replay game badly
>Keep telling yourself "I will once I have more free time, after this project is done"
>Project involves lots of fucking waiting around either by nature of the business or you're reliant on others
>Still don't play during the downtime
>Still don't play AFTER the project's done because you repeat the excuse on something else

I don't have a backlog, but holy shit is this frustrating.

>play old game twice
>"oh man I'm really getting back into this game. I'm going to put a shortcut on my desktop so I can access it easily"
>never play game again

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>>384004814
tfw perfectly applies to me

>play indie game
>"oh this looks fun"
>quit after playing for a few hours
>never play again

>start game
>watch the intro
>play the game for 10 minutes
>search for the first save point I can find so I can quit
>exit game and never pick it up again
>have more fun lurking and do nothing then playing vidya

>>384004814
>>384004516
Describes Fallout 4 perfectly. What a waste of money that was. Learned to never buy a game at release.

>>384005095
This is pretty much my experience with Morrowind.

>Get game way back when
>Didn't even know the sandbox rpg genre even existed as I was too into jRPGs on console back then
>"HOLY SHIT I CAN DO ANYTHIIIIING"
>Spend a year religiously playing the game every day for like 12 hours and fucking about with mods, never do main quest
>Do pretty much everything but main quest, decide to do it
>This is amazing!
>Never the same after that
>Get urge to replay
>Spend hours installing full overhaul mods
>Play for an hour or two
>Lose will, there's no point, I know where everything is and what to do, I've exhausted all novelty years ago
>Quit
>Repeat almost every year for like 10 years

It's still there. The theme gets my hype as fuck, but there's nothing there for me to enjoy.

>start rpg
>play it for 25 hours
>take a break by playing different game
>go back to rpg after 3 years
>can't remember shit
>no story journal
>fuck

>>384005473
You can partially avoid that by not playing another game as a break. Do some other activity but nothing that requires a lot of dedication, like start a jigsaw puzzle but don't start a 40k army.

>Wake up
>Lose the will to live in the morning

>>384004912
What a bunch of assholes man :(

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>>384005684
nawh they have justification. im too much of a wild card, and i act like an ass. better off that they're happy and doing their own thing instead of baby sitting me.

it promotes me to replay the games that i watched my /b/ro play, live in the past and try not to cry while playing them.

on another note
>start playing tower unite to decorate my condo
>buy a pair of everything (pillows, towels, chairs) as if i'm living with someone.
>decorate the bedroom with cute pictures of couples and scatter some porn in there.

>>384004664
Happened with new vegas for me. Shame. Because i was having a really fun time.