Am I the only one who constantly explains video game related

No, it's common among lonely people

>>382221321
yeah you're retarded

>>382221381
>>382221383
Oh, that makes sense

>>382221615

You're not even me.

>He doesn't pretend to be Arino Kacho-san in his head when he's gayman

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Yes it's completely normal OP.

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>>382221321
Is this a pepe mixed with a sachin teng piece?

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>>382222438
Yes. I don't know how to feel about this.
I despise frogposters but love his art for the most part.

>>382221321
I find it's good practice for both understanding concepts better for yourself and being able to articulate that information to others. I mean, how do you practice answering questions at the end of an oral presentation or stuff like that?

I used to do that, these days I envision my 2DGF sitting beside me watching me play

Yesterday I mentally explained to her why Crossout is shit

>>382221321
i do that alot, and with conversation's i've had with people over the past few days.
That being said, im autistic.

well technically im just talking to myself

i used to do that with my toys, now i just straight up talk to myself like a crazy person

>>382221321
You would be a schizophrenic if you thought the people were real

>>382224059
we disagree

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>>382221321
>used to carry on conversations with myself all the time
>peeps came walking in a couple times asking who the fuck I was talking to
Is that a sign of the auts?

Talking to yourself is a fairly common and often beneficial habit, although usually only when it relates to solving problems.

I've been told I always know just the right thing to say in most situations, and I feel like part of that is because I have internal conversations with myself all the time.

>>382222943
>tfw he keeps drawing about dragon age even though the series has been shit

>>382224136
This is a sign of Schizophrenia.
I am serious.

>>382224215
Light schizophrenia is not too bad desu. I know they are not real, and I can't do anything about it, but I don't even care.

>>382221321
Usually do it out loud

>>382224343
>Light schizophrenia is not too bad

>>382224343
The thing about schizophrenia is that it always develop further want it or not.
With time i will get only worse.
As a medic I suggest to go to specialist right away so he would prescribe you some medicines.
It can't be stopped but may be slowed down.

>>382224179
I really wish he'd stop. Every time I get a notification of his newest piece, it's some fucking cover for a Dragon Age comic.

>>382224215
Are you one of those faggots who say schizophrenia is a multi personality disorder? I'm sick and tired of hearing that.

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Psychologyfaggot here.

Funny thing everyone should try sometime. Verbally ask yourself questions and verbally answer to them ask fast as you can.

Formulate an interesting question without thinking about an answer and then speak it out and rapidly answer without giving yourself the time to really think about it.

This is a technique to talk to your subconscience and the answers you can get can be quite mindboggling, literally.

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>>382224478
The pieces he make are good (obviously) but it had to be dragon age of all things.

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>>382224215
I don't know man, I don't hallucinate or get paranoid/delusional. Fairly sure I'm just a goofy dumbass and don't have no friends or nothing.

It's a little weird how 1:1 the non-psychological symptoms are, but I'm fairly sure every Tom, Dick and Sally is somewhat depressed and irritable these days.

>>382224551
I am saying that hearing voices is a sign of schizophrenia.

>>382221321
I do that.

>>382224602
Are you trying to make people go crazy so you have more clients? How devilish!

What do you think of tulpas?

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>>382224602
>manually induce schizophrenia
>it'll be fine

This is some next level autism

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>>382224602

>Is fapping to traps gay?
>Yes.

The fuck is wrong with me?

>>382224343
There is a light form of schizophrenia called schizotypal personality disorder, it's very mild and the major difference is how much you believe in your delusions.

>>382224637
It will get worse with time 100%.

The funny thing is that you won't consider yourself to be ill at all.
You will create your own logic to justify things you would do.

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>playing horror game
>pretend im streaming it so i dont feel so scared

>>382224450
Meds? Lol, that shit has incredibly low success rate and is made by a companion for profit. I have done all the necessary preparations anyways. When the flying ghost of Zuzu finally comes to get me I will be long dead

>>382224215

Not necessarily. Can be BPD too for instance.

>>382224954
>BPD
Elaborate

>>382224753
You know the truth

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>>382224826
Ah well. I'll have plenty of time to come to terms with being a crazy nutter instead of your regular unlikeable isolated twat.

>>382224646
When I'm drifting off to sleep I can sometimes hear the voices of people I talked to in the day call my name, happens very rarely though
Is that sign?

>>382224646
I genuinely hate this feeling and I get shit for it both ways.

>Feel like my mother or other family members I'm estranged from are yelling my name
>Jump and look around
>People look at me oddly
>Hear someone yell my name again
>Ignore it
>They tap me on the shoulder and ask why I'm so stiff and jumpy

>>382224743
Only /x/ and /mlp/ are autistic enough to actually want a tulpa.

>>382224215
No it's not. Talking to yourself is perfectly fine.

The issue is when you substitute objects for human interaction and begin having a conversation with said things.

>>382225158

Not really. Just a sign of exhaustion.

>>382225043

Borderline personality disorder. Hallucinations are a symptom.

>In my head people think Im interesting and want to know about my interests.
Yeah, that happens.

>>382224892

[citation needed]

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>>382224602

TELL ME ABOUT YOUR MOTHER

First year psych fag reporting in

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>25 years old
>Still pretend I have superpowers when I'm alone

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>>382221321
I'm glad I'm not the only one.
Do you also often imagine possible future conversations with other people, going as far as to imagine their responses and your responses to their responses etc.? I do it all the time.

You're not really crazy unless you have delusional paranoia.

>>382221321

Yeah, I do that sometimes. And what's worse, I do it in English even though it's not even my first language.

>>382225676

I think that calculating responces with particular people is a perfectly normal thing to do, Actors that improvise usually use this method to practice.

>>382221321
I do it out loud.
Do I have autism? It doesn't seem I do, but I have my moments for sure.

After reading American Gods whenever I do something I think that my actions are tribute to some god and that they are watching me doing it even if I can't see them.

>false impression of superiority

hah, that's where they're wrong

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>>382221321
it's called self trial, it's commonly used among people who look to debate others without the intent to entertain the argument of the other person and quickly shut them down, they argue to themselves in their own head to look for flaws in their arguments and how they can fix it, just so they can be ready to spew out their memorized argument.
this is why a lot of sjws freeze up when their argument they have memorized isn't good enough, they have nothing else because that's all they know, and they try to pick up the pieces and say whatever first come to mind and they end up looking like a fool, and then hours later they kick themselves over and over when they think they've thought of another good and worthy rebuttal, and they begin the memorization process once more, in a never ending loop.
Milo Yiannopoulos does this a lot as well, it's the reason he talks so fast when arguing sjws and why he froze up when Joe Rogan put him in a corner about religion, he's memorized almost every possible outcome of sjw thinking.

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>Imagine I'm streaming and have a huge audience, explaining mechanics or overreacting inside my head

I only mentally talk with myself,its called thinking.

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>>382224753
Are you comfortable with the received answer?
If yes you're comfortable with your sexuality.
If not you're in denial.
If you actually fap to 3dpd traps that is.

>>382221321
Kinda same but instead i give reviews on my fav games and most of the time explain street fighter 3rd strike

>>382224602
>is mgs2 better than mgs3
>si
well shit, I wasn't expecting that, I usually think in my third language.

>>382223880
I differentiate two egos within myself, an outter ego, which is my visible body and the one that speaks, and an inner ego which would be inside my mind and is my "thought voice"

I often speak out to my inner self, and sometimes I reffer to us as "we" when making plans. It's pretty fun.

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>>382225653
Artist here.
I come up with my best ideas doing shit like this and get praise and commissions for them.

I'm just sick of people asking me to draw their fucking logo or some graphic design stuff when I'm clearly an illustrator/painter.

>>382223610
>actual sensible answer never thought about it that way

Holy shit ty senpai

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>/v/ is legitimately insane, it was never a meme
>they literally talk to themselves and think it's normal
>I'm doing it right now
Goodbye, I'm leaving before it's too late.

>>382221321
>he doesn't imagine himself shooting imaginary energy weapons to imaginary dragons every once in a while

>>382225158
Hypnagogic aural hallucinations.

I get them regularly. Be glad you don't have exploding head syndrome, though I think mine went away.

>>382221321
I do that with stuff. Used to think it was weird but i think it's stemmed from a desire to have kids :)

>>382224646
I don't think most people talking to themselves hear voices. I know I don't.

>>382225158
Sleep paralysis is a hell of a drug

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I talk to myself a lot in my own head and have imaginary conversations with people where I actually have confidence.
>pic unrelated theres nothing intelligent

>>382226464
Yes, this is the sensation, I said this to my dad long ago and got a nervous laughter, never mentioned it again, but yes, it's like the inner voice has different thoughts

>>382226902
Nah, that's way worse. That's when the demons and shadow people come out of the walls and shit.

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>>382226793
Its already too late.

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>>382224602
>mfw been doing that for ages, asking myself what I want to do, and the first answer I always get is "to die".

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Is it crazy if i just talk out loud with no one around?
Its not like im arguing with myself.

>>382226793
It was always too late, comrade.

>>382226793
You are here with us forever

>>382226464
>>382226992
Might want to get yourselves probed, as this could reflect some heavy mental disorders.

At least do it before you decide to shoot up a school to protect the squirrels because your inner voice told you so.

>>382221321
https://en.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/Imaginary_audience

>>382225676
This is away too common, i think pretty much everyone does this.

>>382225871
Same. Whats wrong with us

>>382224826
See, psychologists will assign everything as ill so they can treat it thus earning money.

>/v/ - psychiatry

>>382226000
I don't think traps are gay and I like having sex with dudes

>>382221321
I often talk to myself and pretend like I'm talking to other people I think that's normal for lonely people though

I get caught up in imaginary coversations/events in my head a lot.

Like, I'm in the shower or working on something and I start thinking up some scenario that's either already happened or yet to, and start elaboating on it more and more as I "play it out." Then I suddenly realize this shit has never happen, won't happen, and is all in my head and I've just been doing nothing for god knows how long lost in it snap out of it.

Haven't talked to anyone in 3 months straight now, but it's been a common occurrence since forever.

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I talk to myself when I am designing my fictional worlds.
To speak out my ideas, helps me visualize them properly

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>>382225676
I literally do this all the fucking time.

>>382226992
It's perfectly fine, it just means you're bored and probably a bit lonely. It's your creativity coping with these things. I wouldn't share it with anyone tho, some people get scared pretty easily.

Don't mind this faggot >>382227169 he's been trying to make anons believe they're psyco the whole thread.

>rehearse in my head how I'm going to explain this game to someone if I was in the situation
>"hey what's this game anon?"
>"w-well it's just.... it's basically umm, y'know uh, well basically..."

>>382223610
Yeah that was the same thing that I thought

>>382227254
I used to do this when I was a kid. The article makes it sound like a normal thing.

>>382226795
>exploding head syndrome
Experienced that a couple times I think
The last time I had it I thought a nuke hit, but I was too exhausted to move so I lay back down to accept my fate

>>382226902
Nah, never had that, thank God
Heard it's scary shit

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>>382225676
>>382225676
>you rehearse some topic on your head
>said topic comes out in a meeting
>you display masterful knowledge and conversational skills thanks to your psychosis

tfw

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>>382227698

>rehearse in my head how I could explain this really cool game/book/band to someone
>realize I have no friends and no one cares

Doesn't stop me though.

>>382227169
I don't think so, the voice doesn't give commands, it's more like another part of myself
>>382227692
I figured as much, I don't plan to share this with anyone in the foreseeable future

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>>382227937
Reading up on hypnagogia now
Adding to this I've also had the Tetris effect, but with Doom
Stayed up all night playing Doom a while ago. Turned the game off and heard sounds like imps and barons screaming, zombiemen dying, and doors opening and closing
That's when I knew it was time to lay down
>mfw

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>>382228494

>tetris effect with Runescape

It was cool up until I had nightmares of dying in the wildy with full guth

I still want to go back though

>>382228132
> tfw completely choke and all the perfect silky crafted arguments come out as the most incoherent asinine nonsense

>>382226464
Fuck that sounds autistic when you say it like that but I do it too

>>382226902
>had sleep paralysis once
>already read on /v/ that you're supposed to wiggle your toes until you're free
>do it
>slightly disappointed that it ended so quickly and you didn't get to experience anything

>>382228885
Every time. I can make the most rhetorically elaborated argumentation in my head, but when talking to people I can barely form a sentence.

>>382221321
No I do it too. I do it about things other than video games as well. I haven't caught myself starting to even do it at work. I'm so very alone. I haven't been embraced by anyone but family in over a year.

>>382226794
I always imagine firing rockets under the cars on the street, and how they would blow up in the air.

I'm fucking 26, how lame can it get?

>>382231302
Have*

>>382230734

can someone post the original gif, fuck

>tfw cant stop constantly making up overwhelmly detailed new worlds and characters inside my head
i dont mind

>>382224602
What do you think about life Life isquite a shit place.

What do you think you could do to help theworld be more of a fucking superman i dunno shit man Im really hungry to be honest with you pete.

Why did the chickencross the roadj because its a chicken and chickens do strange things and ooerate on little logic I mean they peck at their own poop do they even realise their poop is their own like it actually came out of their but like we people sometimes do and have whole damn studies on our poop.

How do you thunk you could improve your lot in life i fuess if i try hard and be a little bolder opportunity might open up to me but to be honest we are all a bunch of jackasses who dont pen up to each other anymore i mean who bonds with others these days who has the time to actually sit and think about how they feeo anymore may as well just keep on being seofish and doing your own thing because nobody ever trupy wants to risk getting hurt internally we are all alone. we just react to it in different ways imjust a loner

>>382221321
this image is amazing, and op is insane

>>382222438
you know it is, why are you asking?

>>382226464
>"We're not so different, you and I"

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>Make up a "script" for literally any upcoming social interaction if i have the time to prepare, even just going to the store
>make up arguments in my head and argue for and against whatever it may be
>listen to music and imagine an elaborate mecha fight scene choreographed to it

>>382223880
>tfw whenever you pick up a plushie doll, you sometimes pretend its alive and you gesture and communicate to yourself with it like its a puppet.

>tfw you're an adult and you still catch yourself doing it.

>>382226464
look into Buddhism, this is entirely normal and you're not mental. Just don't talk about this to people. Nobody wants to be confronted with the existence of their ego.

I say it out loud even

>>382232538
>tfw you make up entire alternate life scenarios in your head about people you interact with. Sometimes it being scenarios you would love to be real, and sometimes its just plain weird shit. You imagine entire lifetimes with people sometimes also. Even people you've just met or strangers.

Such a curse to have a potent imagination.

>>382224215
Holy shit, who knew let's players and every vlogger ever were all confirmed schizophrenia along with the majority of the human population.

i've isolated myself for so long that the loneliness has given up and stopped

>>382231952
Thought about writing?

>>382227254
unironically me

>>382227095
I do that

No conversations or anything, just reciting anything that pops into my head when no one's around to hear it

Although sometimes I'll just start verbally berating myself for a while

>>382221321
lmao fucking schizo

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I sometimes imagine a younger version of myself is watching me play games. If it's a newer game they're amazed by how far we've come and in my head I explain the evolution of various mechanics genres etc.

If I'm playing an older game that my younger self would have known, I like to blast through it, playing as perfectly as possible, collecting all the secrets he didn't even know existed etc. and imagine my younger self being impressed.

Sometimes I go to the kitchen in the middle of the night to get a drink then spend the next thirty minutes walking in circles there explaining something in great detail to a vague imaginary person, then my mom walks in and looks at me like I'm fucking retarded.

For some reason it seems like I think better when I'm walking around aimlessly or taking a shower, I even used to have a tendency to just stand up and start walking out of my room whenever I get autistically fixated on thinking about something.

ur not unique

>>382234316
That sounds like maladaptive daydreaming, where you spend a significant amount of time lost in thought. Pacing is also a common symptom of anxiety.

>>382227075
>thinking about something
>randomly say to self "I want to die" I want to kill myself"
>continue thinking about that other thing

>>382231980
lots of people are selfless and still bond with others, maybe you're just unlucky you've never met someone nice.

kek at the chicken poop

i like to explain mundane modern things to imaginary ancient people, like ancient rome or just colonial america.
i like to think the view of just a highway at night would blow their minds. i fantasize about time traveling to the past with a phone i'd downloaded wikipedia on or something

>>382234692
You would be burned at the stake instantly

>>382234308
This sounds like a nice way to have some harmless fun by yourself. Just don't go and think that it will be anything like that if you ever have a son.

>>382231952
Write books.

>sometimes fantasize about aliens coming to earth and being humanity's representative, explaining mundane earth concepts to alien qt waifus

I don't want this feel

>>382221321
Happens to me all the time. Worst part is, I tend to be an awful conversationalist even towards my own brain.

>>382221321
I do it too :)

>>382234892

It wouldn't be as fun to pretend I had a son because his frame of reference wouldn't be what mine was when I was 8. Modern games wouldn't impress him because it's what he grew up with.

>>382234316
The walking thing is pretty normal, sometimes the "reasoning" part of your brain works better if the "automatic actions" part is busy.

As regards people walking into you while talking to yourself I recommend always having your cellphone in hand if there is any risk of that happening. You can always prettend you were on the phone with someone or sending an audio. Even if they don't believe you it'll be less awkward than acknowledging your autism.

>>382224450
This is true. I'm on Tavor and Zyprexa and had to stop smoking weed because apparently it makes it waay worse. But atleast I can leave the house again now.

>inb4 DUDE

>>382235353
DUDE

>>382235438
WEED

>>382235438
WEED

>>382235479
>>382235483
LMAO

>>382234316
Everyone does that tbqhdesu

none of you faggots have schizophrenia, it's extremely rare and i'm pretty sure it's genetic

>>382234763
bring cross
and gun
alternatively, bring them here instead of vice versa

I often find myself elaborating conversations with my crush, in which I finally tell my feelings towards her. Sadly she has a boyfriend, and she's actually a close friend of mine, so I guess making up that shit in my head it's the only way for me to at least pretend to feel what would it be like to fucking finally be free.

>>382227075
canned phrase. in this case, you are thinking in phrases, not in thoughts.
"I want to die" is a very common phrase for expressing dissatisfaction, or general unpleasant moods, and can be used ironically as a vulgar, shocking-value joke, and is not always phenotypical of suicidal thoughts. you think "what is thing want to do, funny thing want to do=die, ergo thing want to do=die"
i believe that this is why certain stroke vicims are perfectly capable of saying "have a good day" or "nice to meet you", but are incapable of constructing actual sentences fluently.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3oef68YabD0
Psychfags factcheck me, i'm just an autistic neet

>>382222438
funny thing is the females all look like a female wojac too

>like to explain video games to an imaginary person from a point in history before they existed and imagine their mind being blown by them
>sometimes imagine I'm talking to Hitler himself while playing WWII games
>don't have to blow his mind, he already took care of that

>>382235783
Not a psychfag but I can vouch for the stroke victim thing. I used to be a nurse for people with MS or stroke related conditions and it was crazy how they'd speak in phrases. You could have a conversation with one of them, then find out later they're not copus mentum and you were talking to a vegetable. Even when the human brain is just going through the motions it can still auto-pilot basic speech without the person talking understanding what's coming out of their mouth.

It was usually a lot of paraphrasing and use of the same few phrases but it was really creepy.

>>382235353
>because apparently it makes it waay worse
Memeing aside, it does. it speeds up or helps develop psychosis.

>>382236151
I often think how I'd explain stuff to someone in the past. Something like a game is easy, you could say it's like a play that you control, but I can never think how to explain stuff like computing or electricity.

>>382236342
Just say it's magic and you have cool wizard powers

>>382226464
I literally argue with myself in my thoughts.

>>382236436
I mean I would if I actually got sent back and had to, but the fun of the thought exercise is figuring out a way of getting them to understand it rather than just accept it as a given.

>>382227139
You always are though. Even though I've cast aside alot of the negativity I was marinating in, I still bring my ass right back here when I'm idling.

>>382236436
The best part is that this is literally correct.
pretty much any definition of fantasy magic and wizards, electricity and electricians fall under.

>>382235776
If it's any confort to you, it probably wouldn't be as great as you imagine it would. We tend to make perfect versions of the people we fancy in our imaginary scenarios.

>>382235332
>the "reasoning" part of your brain works better if the "automatic actions" part is busy

This is precisely why spinners are a thing actually.

>>382221321
Bit mental, but I'd still trust you enough to let you look after my naive 5 year old daughter for 3 nights.

>>382223610
then why i blabber like an idiot and it never goes like i have imagined it when it actually happens irl?

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>>382221321
I do it too
when somebody asks something in a videogame, its like I look at the files stored in my head for a explanation or opinion
fuck being normal, I'm way past that shit

It's honestly art how people continue making Pepe kino content like this

>>382238018
Because you can practice how to develop an argument with yourself all you want, but that doesn't count towards social skills.

You SHOULD have an easier time elaborating ideas with others if you already went throught them in your mind beforehand. You're just such a sperg that even with this advantage you cannot feel confident enough to put up a decent speech in front of other people.

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>>382236151
>Imagine showing classical music to old times great composer from a smartphone
>Imagine their fucking faces when a whole orchestra can fit in a tiny metal box
>Imagine showing modern music, videogame music, and movie osts to Beethoven, Bach and Strauss
>Imagine their faces as they look at each other in absolute confusion

this is the coziest feeling ever

I do this shit all the time.
At work I used to get compliments about how I have a "voice for radio" so I wonder if they're full of shit or if I should be doing something like that with my life.

>>382235776
stop hurting yourself anon
it's not healthy

>>382234692
this is my fetish, I like when they do this in tv or movies

>Am I the only one who...

If you type/say this you are a confirmed faggot and should end yourself.

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>>382234316
This anon is me
I come up with ideas and do a better process of thinking when walking and speaking alone

it just werks

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>play guilty gear
>pretend I'm giving lessons to a class as I play

>tfw I play pretend and practice stealth kills and attacks when I'm alone with a knife in the kitchen

Is this normal?

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you know, i come up with so many situations to get my socks off when i jack off without any visual content to back me up i might as well just write those down and write a really good erotic novel out of those

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>Do something sub-optimal in a game
>Explain the people in my head why I did it

>>382239865
nigga I dance like a retarded travolta when nobody is home and I laugh my ass off when thinking about it
I bet everything people do in when they are alone is their unrepressed playful childish selves

>>382224215
A sign of schizo doesnt mean you have it. Some people just learn by talking through something. I figure things out by talking in my head and posing questions to myself.

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>>382235776
Same exact situation with me, anon. We are brothers in sad now.

>>382239920
cute autism!

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Whenever I watch someone else play a game I imagine myself doing the input for what I see on the screen, but not visually or for a whole body with sitting in the chair and all, just what the keys they're pressing. It don't do it if I don't know the layout for the game and I can't come up with one that makes sense myself and it doesn't bother me in these situations, but I just feel my thoughts drifting to the action.
I don't feel distracted by this either, I simultaneously think of what buttons they/I would press and understand what's on screen, but I just can't really stop myself and don't care to do so.

>>382221321
Don't worry, I'm lonely and insane as well, so I do too.

The only thing you fuckers are is way too self-conscious.

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I sometime like to imagine myself arguing with casuals and explaining to them the many tiers of gamers, and how they are on the lowest of tiers. I also find myself arguing about subjects I'll see on /v/ with myself, such as diversity in gaming being good or bad.

Other times I imagine myself being interviewed and explaining shit that got me to where I am, for whatever I'm being interviewed for. Usually video game related things.

Sometimes I imagine myself at E3 on stage, for either Microsoft or Nintendo and showing off a line up of games that would basically help them win E3 and in doing so, acting very cocky on stage.

When I am alone, I'll do a lot of weird things. Act out games I'd like to create with music from other games/anime. Imagine myself in vidya scenarios and such.

I'm sure under any psychological evaluation it would be seen as being insane but I just do this shit when I'm bored. I live with others and talk to them on a daily basis, as well as people online and my family

>>382237621
worse than people who bring up politics in unrelated scenarios

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>>382235956
they're clearly Ayanami clones with an ugly jew nose

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>>382238920
>"How does it work?"
>"i don't fuckin kno lol"
>bedeep
>"SIRI! HOW DO YOUR SPEAKERS WORK!"
>badaap
>"Checking."
>"Here 'sWhat I Found On the Web."
>their face when

>>382221321
>Thinking is now "weird"
Anyone taking shit about doing that is a brainlet that can't keep a line of though going for more than 10 seconds.
Its a way to train yourself to articulate ideas and explain a line of thought.
Talking it outloud in a public space might be weird, but doing it by yourself isnt.

>>382221321
N-no. I often talk about vidya to myself as if i'm talking to friends. the sadder part is I actually do have friends

>>382224602
I do this with a mirror. Shit's disconcerting.

>>382242050
Is that image an edit of eva? It reminds me of it, but i cant tell why.

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>>382228494
I've had that shit but with the screaming kamikaze enemies in Serious Sam.

>>382221321
Would really like to see the non-edited, non-pepe picture. Anyone know what the original is from?

>>382226464
You sound like a tremendous fag

>>382242710
>AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

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Sometimes I guess but usually not vidya related but other more complex things like how something works or a full detailed analysis of some event or situation ongoing or in the past, and I can't stop myself from doing it it kind of automatically happens.

I think this is partially because I don't think in words and verbally with an inner monologue in my head all the time, so in order to get a deeper understanding or refine my understanding of something my brain generates these imaginary conversations with people as an outlet for doing so, but its not like they're necessary 90% of the time so when I catch myself doing it I just stop it midway or so.

Anyone else feel like thats the case for them? I came to this conclusion after a lot of research and reading about meta-cognition, verbal vs. non-verbal thinking and realizing that my thinking is mostly non-verbal so why do I have these verbal conversations in my head with imaginary people etc, and it led me to that conclusion - but again its not needed 90% of the time, I'm NEET, I don't need to discuss things with people, and I get most of my refining of ideas and concepts down when writing on 4chan on various boards like now.

>>382225158
No that's normal hypnagogic hallucinations before sleep and sometimes right upon waking. I could play vidya all day and when drifting off the sleep keep hearing the voices, sounds, music and even imagery of the game for some time, thats also the tetris effect in action.

>>382226902
That's not sleep paralysis, which can come with auditory hallucinations but not always.

>>382221321
Help me, sometimes I think I've gone insane, how do I distinguish an auditory hallucination from my inner voice?

>>382236342

Sometimes I imagine myself going to some other world, sort of like a generic anime setting where the main average protag goes to a magical world where he has to save the day and such, and in doing so I meet tons of different people and in some cases species.

I honestly wonder how the fuck I'd explain this place to them, or the daily life I'd lead. If someone from that world asks me how I spent my days, it would be impossible to explain and for them to understand.

"Well, I go on this magic machine that lets me access moving pictures, moving pictures I can control and hundreds of people around the world can control."

>>382243458
Just take your smartphone next time you get isekai'd

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>>382240210
>I bet everything people do in when they are alone is their unrepressed playful childish selves
This used to be the case for me but porn and fapping and edging for hours took over instead, would rather lose all that lust and desire for porn than my sense of play desu

>>382221321
I do this
No one will listen to me do it in real life.

>>382224215
everybody has signs of mental disorders

that could just be coping behavior for OP

its not a disease unless it causes problems

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>>382228494
>Tetris effect

I've been playing nothing but Jedi Academy MBII mod and thats exactly what happens to me every night now
>all those voice commands
>get out of here!
>UUUUUUUUUUUAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHH!!!
>blaster fire
>voice taunts
>lightsaber noises
>force noises
>chat beeping noises
>UUUUUUUUAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHH
>they've got a furball!
>images of battles and scenes from the maps flashing briefly

All this till I fall asleep, strangely I haven't had any dreams about the game that I can remember yet, and I usually have dreams relating to the vidya I've been playing for dozens of hours a week.

>>382225158
>>382226795
I hear music. I forget the tune completely when I snap out of it or wake up in the morning

>>382225676
Wait what? You do that? I do the exact same thing! I thought I was just going insane! I probably still am but at least now I know I'm not alone.

>>382228494
>>382244182
It's like we're getting fictional PTSD

>>382221321
I heard that seeing and hearing imaginary people is a defense mechanism to cope with social isolation. I'm not a doctor, so I might be wrong.

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>>382221321
>constantly have intrusive thoughts that tell me things i'm worried about and scared of
>when i try not to focus on them they get worse
p-please stop...

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>>382242736

>>382244456
Its just tetris effect, overloading your brain with a specific and often repetitive series of images and sounds for several hours a day, and then those stay and replay in your mind over and over when you are in a sleep state, I think is the gist of it.

The other time I had it I remember playing a lot of BF2, and flying the jets messing around in camera mode, so I would fly the jet at the camera position all the time so it changes view angle and then fly the jet straight at the view angle again so it constantly changes, because I was bored.

Then when I was falling asleep my mind would replay these exact scenes complete with the noises of the jet, and I would flinch a little feeling like the jet is almost coming towards me ahahah, fucking hypnagogia is crazy shit

>>382221321

I used to do that. Always thought "I must be the only person that does this."

>>382226464
Happened a lot as a kid for me.

>>382244660
Could be OCD I have it too

http://www.anxieties.com/94/ocd

Mine is Pure O type too, its mostly mental with little physical compulsions acted out, and its a pain in the ass, but manageable mostly

>>382244850
>"I must be the only person that does this."

What I learned from browsing /r9k/ is that is that is never the case

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anyone else hear near-constant static static that they tune out and don't notice until it suddenly goes silent

All the shit in this thread is the reason why i've become addicted to ASMR.
Just so i have a constant white noise and wont be alone with my thoughts.

>>382226795
>exploding head syndrome
would thzat also include static noises? Sometimes when I about to drift to sleep, I start get a feeling like something bad is about to happen, get anxious, and a few seconds later feel like electricity surged through my brain. It's a really weird feeling. This occurs periodically and sometimes happens in several times in succession. I´m starting to fear I might have epi attacks

I imagine a lot that I have a youtube channel and all I do is talk about my hot opinions about video games to a nonexistent audience. In reality I have no desire to actually start a youtube channel. It's a weird thing.

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>>382245163
Thats probably hearing damage, anon. I have it too, makes it hard for me to understand what people are saying sometimes but i'm too embarrassed to tell a doctor

>>382245417
sss
ssss
s
[tounge click]
[squelch]
hhhhahh

>>382245163
I get this
I think it's TMJ

>>382221321
Nope, I do that when I'm bored and it helps remember things. I did the same thing with homework.

>>382224890
>not acting like you're streaming/recording all the time
>not talking to the in game characters
Come on anon.

Is it bad if I do a similar thing but instead of talking to myself in my head I'm talking to imaginary versions of people I know? Like old friends and stuff. I kinda just simulate how I think they would respond to me and have a pretend conversation in my head with that person.

>>382245586
Accurate.
Still better than spending hours thinking of different outcomes and analyzing shit thats already happened.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rIcd5zZqTno

>>382245531
How good is the manga? Just saw the movie earlier today and I really liked it. Any major differences?

>>382245997

It's pretty much the same.

It missed out a story about the fat kid making a movie himself, but apart from that it's similar.

Although I felt like the Manga did the "I LOVE YOU" bit better than the movie did, since it was spelt phonetically rather that just out right.

>>382221321
I used to do this a lot when I was younger, I do it less now but once in a blue moon.

I also sometimes imagine a bunch of people are held hostage by a terrorist and I need to beat the game to set them free.

Jesus even typing that was painful

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>>382245978

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>>382221321
Not just video game things

>>382245417
accurate.

>>382246717
If step one is admitting you have a problem, whats the next step if you don't want to be cured.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=j1p3TedZCj0

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>>382244990
>mfw This describes me particularly with locking my door
>lock the door
>think "did I lock the door"
>get up and check
>repeat

>>382246997
>>382245978
I will never understand ASMR.
Shit just makes me uncomfortable.

>>382245417
Maybe you'll enjoy a good old rousing Let's Play of Angry Birds, then.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=X_3vmKm3d2Q

>>382247072
I only like the unintentional stuff like Bob Ross or some promotional video from a shoe store

>>382247140
This is actually where i got started. Wasn't hidden inside an angry birds video though. Still one of my favorites too.

>>382247047
Same, I dont even have the memory of me locking the door because its such an automatic thing but right before hitting the bed, just seconds later after walking past my doorway
>"Did I lock the door?"
>go back
>yes its locked
>fuck you brain for not remembering I checked it was locked just 5 seconds ago walking to my room

Fuck OCD. But that kind of "compulsive" OCD is the least of my problems because I mostly have "obsessive" OCD which is a real piece of shit http://ocdla.com/obsessionalocd

>>382244990
The obsessions can be like that? That explains a lot actually, I've been diagnosed since I was a kid but I never really understood why.

>>382221321
I suck at explaining things but I try my best to practice in my head. Video games are good with that because a lot of people know nothing about them so you have to start with an almost alien perspective.

The best one I came up with I think is that consoles are like TV dinners while PCs are like homecooked meals; the latter is obviously better but the former is good enough for many; prebuilt PCs are like eating out, a perfectly valid option but very expensive compared to others.

The original ASMR video:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=IUDTlvagjJA

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>>382247503
Yeah intrusive, nonsensical, irrational, thoughts that show up out of nowhere, cause serious distress and anxiety, cause you to act out mental or physical compulsions to relieve the negative emotions the thoughts bring up, checking with yourself mentally that you are alright and wouldn't do those things or acting out a physical compulsion in order to assuage the negative emotions, that's all OCD

I hate how meme OCD like "these tiles are out of order" or "I like arranging things in certain patterns" has taken over popular understanding of OCD, real OCD is something I wouldn't want to wish on anyone, its a total mental hell if you don't understand what it is and take steps to address, diminish and fight it.

>>382247072

You'd prolly like it more if it was a plain no talking one instead of the weeb ASMR.

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>>382247628
>he even does food analogies in his head

>>382224215
No, it's just autism combined with loneliness. It's completely benign, just a little weird to normal people.

>>382235353
It really does. Good for you, stay away from it. DUDE WEED LMAO is not for everyone.

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>>382228132
>you rehearse some topic on your head
>said topic comes out in a meeting
>you focused so much on one thing that something else blindsides you
>you display the severity of your autism

>>382231980
Chickens cross the road so that they may attain the other side.

>>382247472
Yeah that's exactly it. Turning the lock is muscle memory so I don't think about it while I'm doing it. I've been combating this by forcing myself to pay attention when I lock the door

>>382224602
This doesn't work for me I don't think verbally and I can't force words to come out of my mouth without thinking them over at least a little bit, and combined with my OCD what comes out will just be twisted and non-genuine probably

>>382244665
I thought I recognized the spear of Longinus.

>>382247628
IMAGINE BEING SO FAT YOU LOOK AT COMPUTERS AND SEE FOOD

>>382244665
Thanks a lot

>>382248585
I've been sniffing my finger to smell the copper of the door lock that way I can reassure myself yes I did just check the locks and don't need to re-check "just to be sure".

And its funny, because if the door did randomly happen to be unlocked which is almost never, it would be a significant thing and my brain would remember it and I wouldn't need to re-check it afterwards seconds later, so when I don't have any memory of that just happening I can assume it was because the door was locked and thats that but for OCD that explanation isn't good enough and the mere possibility I'm wrong will gnaw at me until I begrudgingly get up to check the lock so I can fall asleep.

Thats why I started sniffing my fingers now when the thought comes up, I smell the copper and I can deduce that I had just touched the lock and it was closed - no need to get up and confirm to be sure, as theres nothing else copper in the house I could have touched instead, so that covers all the bases and silences the OCD for once.

>>382221381
This. I also daydream about going back in time to tell middle age people how to make modern technology and tell them spoilers about history

>>382249143
>and tell them spoilers about history
butterfly effect

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>>382241881
>nospinners

lmao pathetic

>>382249167
If butterfly effect is real, just air particles moving differently would be enough to ruin history instantly

>>382227075
>>382234525
>>382235783
>Psychfags factcheck me, i'm just an autistic neet
not a psychfag, just a nurse. We are trained that every expression of a desire for suicide, self-harm or desire to stop living should be adressed seriously, reported and treated. This is probably more of a "just in case" thing, but since people's lives could be at stake we should respond to every hint of suicidal behaviours. Since english isn't my native language, those phrases could be considered more canned than in my native language. Anyway, you should talk to someone about it.

>>382248853
Everybody understands food which is what makes it good for analogies. Here's something else if it makes you feel better.

White women are like BMWs and black women are like Kias. You'd obviously prefer to have a BMW over a Kia but for the same money you can get a Kia in much nicer condition than a BMW. Similarly an attractive black woman isn't going to have the outrageously high standards of an attractive white woman, but like cars both are a considerable investment.

>>382249293
then that means telling people how history happened is useless because for their timeline it will be different

but seeing as how its a fantasy and time travel is also a fantasy these banal restrictions and such are unnecessary

>>382224059
You don't have to believe the voices are real to be schizophrenic. You can have the voices and know what they are.

>>382249374
I understand that anaology even less than the food one

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>>382221321
I do it too

>>382225687
Top kek. I do that too to practice english in my head.

>>382249406
That takes time. Voices are just a symptom of the dissease, in most cases people know that they aren't real. If the disease is not treated for a long time you get to the point yousee in movies where the person starts to actually believe that the voices are real. When treated properly it can be managed like many other diseases, you could work, have a family and nobody would even know about your condition

>>382221321
>>382249143

I have these

>>382247047 i have this with the fridge door
>>382228494 i had this once with Resident Evil 3
>>382225653 i wanted to have superpowers to make my life easier when i was younger, but not anymore

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>>382221321
>to imaginary people in his head

What the fuck why not just talk to yourself?
Why it gotta be a imaginary friend?

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>>382221321
>>382224136
>tfw used to say things and then whisper them back to myself when I was younger

>>382250352
>why not just talk to yourself?

Because I hate myself.

>>382242593
the lance of longinus

>>382249374
I was just joking about the last one, which make no mistake WAS stupid, but this one is just nonsensical

>>382224732
>tulpas
Not the medfag but how do you even start? I think I am too sane for it to work. Tbh I have been trying for a single week only.

>>382254841
>desu not filtered anymore
hiroshimoot why

>>382226000
>>382227389
Traps are gay