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This hits close to home.
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There's nothing better in life than playing video games in an air conditioned room.
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>>381044481
>homeschool
>even once
No wonder their kid is a social retard.
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it's someone reflecting on his past and roleplaying
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>>381044481
>homeschooled

no wonder he only plays games you fucking tards
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>>381044689

>i-i-i-i-i-it has to be fake. It's too hard to accept otherwise.

Nice cope faggot.
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How can someone with normie tier game taste be a degenerate.
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>>381044481
>homeschooling boys
>create autistic weirdos
Eva is a prime example of why not to homeschool males. You get retarded, autistic individuals who have no social skills. At least a girl can spread her legs and still land a relationship. The guys gonna be awkward, cringy, and alienated once he is integrated into the real world.

Awful parents.
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>>381044887
This, how does anyone waste their entire life playing vidya and not develop even a semblance of taste
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>>381044481
I play games every day because I'm sad. Maybe this poor boy is just sad?
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>>381044856
>>>/r/incels
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It's what this fag dad gets for being a bad parent.

This kid sounds like he's doing better than me. I'm wizard as fuck, never had a girl so much as ring my doorbell to say hi while I was growing up.
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>>381044856

that's not what I'm saying
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>>381044481

who gives a shit. talk about video games.
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I was home schooled for a year to skip a grade because I got held back as a kid due to family always moving around for work.

It worked but god dam a year in isolation with nothing but family around turned me in to a social retard

Whats even worse is that before this I was extremely social and could make friends any where, after I just felt I never belonged.
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Honestly, that kid is experiencing paradise.

Fuck girls, fuck books, fuck careers, fuck life. Its all primitive dogshit. You're a fucking talking monkey. Thats what you are. You're dead in 65 years.

But fuck all of that because winning a really fucking good game of dota2 is the most satisfying experience in existence.
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>>381044481
>has had girls make passes at him

Fuck off my board
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>>381044641
This is true, especially if it's with your waifu
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>>381045051
Sorry dude but Rei and Asuka turned out pretty weird too
Just don't homeschool
Wait the fuck the Eva kids weren't even homeschooled
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>>381046176
kek
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>>381046084
Until mummy decides she doesn't want to pay for your loser habits anymore and kicks you out of the house.
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>bring a human into the world without asking whether they wanted to be born
>be unwilling to accept responsibility for your failure as a viable genetic lineage as well as your ability to rear children
>take it out on the victim of your actions
I will never understand this.
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>>381046084
they can always just toss him into one of those wilderness survival schools. In that case the guys can literally take you by force out there.

Probably do him some good too. Most of us are smart enough to avoid that.
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>>381044887
Think about it.
There are fedora-tier people that love things like Naruto and The Big Bang Theory, the biggest normie show there is. Would you say they're not degenerate?
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Autism + homeschooling is a shit combination.
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>>381046619
I have literally never heard of that.

Also survival school sounds fun. But once it's over just go back to video games. Lmao
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>likelihood of home ownership diminished
>likelihood of a good wife diminished
>likelihood of a steady career diminished
>why don't you go out and get a job and house anon it was easy in my day

Every time
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>>381044481

>missed out on dating in teenage years

God. Dear God, I know that feel.
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>>381044481
The problem is that he's homeschooled.
The parents never let their son learn how to socialize properly, and the dad has too much pride to admit he fucked up his son.
There are just some people who are unfit to raise children, and these parents definitely fit in that category.
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>>381044481
I was more of a social butterfly because my parents were rich and always bought me whatever I wanted, so I was that kid with all the new video games that everyone always wanted to come over and play. I had tons of friends really, pretty likable guy. I've never had any interest in a career. Then, my father died and me and my mother moved far away from my friends sadly. Then two years later my mother died and I moved in with a uncle. He would constantly try to get me to get a job, even though I was getting disability due to my parents deaths. My uncle moved me into a apartment complex to live, and then he died two years after my mother died, due to cancer. So now I live in a apartment, getting free money from the government, which allows me to buy pretty much any games that I want, whenever I want, and never have to work a day in my life.
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>>381044481
Why would a wizard apprentice have such shit taste?
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>it's because of videogames he's like this and not our weird parenting
>to fix him we've tried taking away his hobbies and making him miserable, everything short of actually getting him some professional help
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>>381044481
link to post or bullshit
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>>381044481
>My son is not 20-30 yet, but judging by his lifestyle and habits, he's headed down that trajectory

uhhhhhh yeah no shit? Are you like hoping he dies before he hits 20 or some shit?
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>>381044481
>one month without vidya
Just take everything away; offer alternatives and if he still chooses to sit around like a tard it's all him. It'll definitely take time for him to acclimate but what's a couple of years worth of autistic stumbling compared to becoming pic related forever?
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>>381048046
Yeah that didn't make sense to me either
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>>381047708
>disability die to parents deaths
Wait what?

Also I know that feel when no family. It's shit, but you'll get it again if you start your own.
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>>381044887
It happens. I was with my mom while she was watching a 20/20 or a similar show and there was a guy in his 40's like this. He had a wife and two kids but when some friends made him play CoD he apparently bought a xbox one and would sit in his basement playing CoD. I forgot what happens to him but I just remember being amazed that someone, and someone in thier 40's too, was addicted tp something as basic as CoD. His wife was even attractive I remember.
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>>381048470
My uncle was a asshole. Right when I started living with him after my mother's death, he sat me down and talked to me about the football season and what cars I like and what jobs I have had, and I told him I never really got into that stuff. He walked away in silence. The next day he told me to some person that gave me a bunch of tests, and after I was diagnosed with aspergers syndrome, and I started getting disability for it. I asked when he took me there, and he said "anyone that doesn't know shit about the football season, OR cars, and hasn't had a single fucking job once when they are 18 fucking years old is likely a fucking retard. And sure enough, I was right."

Also yes, I have no interest in having a family. Would like a girlfriend, but I doubt I could find one that doesn't seek to have a future of any kind really.
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>>381044481
Me too but I live alone. My dad asked me if I was gonna be an old bachelor, I mumbled something unintelligible and he let it go.
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>when the son talks on voice chat he is suddenly eloquent and has many friends and talks a lot and is perfectly easy to understand
>when the parents talk to him he mumbles and doesn't show interest
Wow it's almost like the parents are shitty people.
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Just don't do things to make your kids hate you. They're not these blobs that you can just force to do whatever you want, you have to connect with them just like any other person. Doing all sorts of things like denying your kid their hobby and shouting at them will just make them hate you. Literally sit down and play some video games with your video game addicted kid and bond with them, then when they feel like you're a friend they'll communicate and you can make progress.
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>>381044481
I would kill to have that kids invulnerability to pussy.
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>>381049104
Your uncle sounds like the retard to be haych.
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>>381049104
uncle sounds based
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>>381046084
>But fuck all of that because winning a really fucking good game of dota2 is the most satisfying experience in existence.

Ahhahahahahahahahahahaha jesus god damn Christ man get laid
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>>381049104
Assburgers isn't a real illness.
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>>381044481
>homeschooling
They were pretty much asking for it
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> tfw almost 28 and still living with parents

Not really because of vidya though. I'm just socially retarded and can't figure out what I want to do with the rest of my life.
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maybe they shouldn't have homeschooled their kid if they didn't want a freak
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>>381050460
KYS
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>>381044481
>homeschooled
And he's surprised by this?

On that note, how can I prevent my fucking retarded mother from homeschooling my half brother? I'm a failure, socially inept, and I need to catch up on a decade of missed education so I can get my GED if I even want to work some shitty dead end job, and yet she still doesn't get the clue that homeschool is a fucking disaster. She's the biggest helicopter parent you've ever seen.
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>>381050448
Fuck off you stupid gook no one believes you stop spamming your fantasies on /v/
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>>381050448
hav u fugged
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>>381050580

I thought about it, but nah
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>>381050448
that's a cute dog
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>>381050663
Think about it some more.
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>>381050650
m8 its just a pasta, not a real gook
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>dad was great at baseball, broke records in high school and college
>older brother is the same way
>dad forces me to play soccer, football, basketball, the works
>miserably awful at all of them
>years later he still makes passive aggressive comments about how people always asked if I played sports, since now I'm a fat, ugly sperg with no friends and girls think I'm a creep
I would kill someone to be normal
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>>381050448
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>>381051025
Just don't be fat and you'll do much better fatass
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The parents have only themselves to blame. You can't cure addiction without an alternative. If you substitute the time previously used to indulge in addiction with just leisure time, there's going to be little to no effect.
A hobby can only be replace by another hobby. If he has enough free time to be at home "moping" around all day, they're approaching the issue from the wrong angle.
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>>381046503
*tips entitlement*
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>>381046176
>few times grills showed interest in me
>didn't do shit
>decade later still a perma/v/irgin
I'd say at least it's not because I couldn't and just didn't try, but I'm not sure if that's better or worse.
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>it's a dad wants you to get a gf so you also end up trapped in a marriage with two unwanted sons and blames your only way of escapism because he's too afraid of admiting it's his fault you became this way episode
Nah dad, fuck you, I'm not making the same mistakes
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>>381050916

nah
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>>381047527
>The problem is that he's homeschooled.
No it isn't. I'm a 24-year-old KHV and I went to both public and private schools (public for HS, private for middle, both for college and uni). I just suck interacting with people.
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>>381051240
>Dating women automatically means marriage
Sounds like you're finding excuses for not leaving your comfort zone. Videogames are safe, but you'll never get anywhere without leaving behind safety once in a while.
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>>381051076
More pics
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>>381051194
Edginess aside, he's partial right. The parents are the direct link to their son and spend the most time with him. He's home schooled, so it's not like he has a lot of outside influences affecting him. It's their responsibility to instill within him the need to go out and meet people via social gathers and setting up playdates when he's young. There are many events like that for home schooled kids that they can take advantage of.
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>>381044481
>homeschools a literal sociopath
>"FUCKING KIDS THESE DAYS AM I RIGHT?"
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>>381051212
Why the fuck did I think buying MtG cards for that Faerie/Rogue deck or ordering that M3DS flash cart was more important than going to prom?
A fucking decade later and the closest I've gotten since is being friendzoned by a chick from work.
I guess dropping out of college to play WoW and EVE at the same time didn't help either
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>>381051070
sorry, i just like talking about her

>>381051514
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>>381051494
The only woman I dated was all about marriage. Never again.
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>>381044481
>The 17 year old neighbor girl has even come over and made passes at him such as "Seeing as how we're both homeschooled neighbors, we'll probably be dating soon!

Em, nah.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rFCfUl1R7SQ
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>>381051593
Hometard here. That shit doesn't work. It's artificial and forced.
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I can relate on the 'fuck bitches I just wanna play some fucking video games' level. Finishing that schoolin' and working a part time job because I need money to sustain my lifestyle, but I really do not give a shit about getting my dick wet, when porn and masturbation get the job done. I've basically reached the anti-thirst point.

I'm not opposed to the idea of getting into a relationship and all that, but on top of just not feeling financially stable enough for it, I just don't feel any real incentive to take the initiative and make it happen.
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Yeah, i'm sure forcing him out of his hobby and seeing him as a piece of shit will help.
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>>381051716
Dating is just trial and error for a life partner. You don't have to get married (she'll make you) but dating just for entertainment doesn't work. If you know your relationship isn't compatible then just end it. Don't keep dating because you think it's better then being single for a few months before trying again with the next girl. That's how people get trapped into shitty marriages. They've been together for years because neither had the guts to start over with someone new so they get married despite not actually liking each other.
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>>381048047
years? That kids gonna find a way to play some games at that point
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>>381051914
I'm so old now I had to google that usage of "thirst" just to know what it was. I'm still a live with parents NEET permavirgin. I am your future, enjoy this hell, friend.
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>>381047882
>let's also completely ignore his hobbies unless we're trying to goad him into socializing, them make fun of his sheer excitement when he thinks his closest confidants actually care about him.

>then let's post on an open web forum with a traceable usernames so he will eventually find this post and realize all along that the people he loved the most were talking behind his back to random people on the internet

this kid is going to kill himself. His parents are worthless human beings.
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>>381052336
Eh, I'm not too worried. If I ever hit that point of desperation/worthlessness, prostitution/suicide is always on the cards.
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>>381052856
>Prostitution
People don't pay much for male whores. You can find a heroin junkie under any bridge who'll suck dick for $10.
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>>381044481
Then quit homeschooling him
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>>381053096
I was born the wrong gender
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>>381044481
Used to be like that.

Moved to Florida, got a job, got my own apartment and now all I do is wake up, go to work and play vidya and try to hit on my female roommate.
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>>381053183
I don't my being a man. Sure it's harder but I still get to lust after cute grills without having to be filthy lesbian.
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>>381053096
I didn't mean whoring myself out. I meant if I really, really suddenly felt the whole of my limited self worth was linked to the question of whether I have put me benghis in bagina, I could go pay someone for that.
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>>381051868
Singing your kid up for something like musical lessons, softball, boy scouts, etc. is hardly "artificial and forced". It's a social activity and a necessary substitute for homeschooled kids since they'd otherwise be missing out.

I mean, it's not like he's busy or anything. The parents are retarded and don't understand that homeschooling kids requires a different approach.
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>>381053096
If you can pass for a good trap you could probably make a pretty decent living
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>>381053339
Fort Myers?
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>>381053096
You know people, especially wealthy people pay for quality, right? Unless your plans were becoming a street walker.
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>>381052856
You sound seriously underage.
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>>381050460
Bruh don't worry
I'm 28 and have a car, no debt, a condo, a stable job with 401k, etc. and I still want to kill myself.
Materialism =/= happiness
I'm seriously contemplating giving it all up beside my gun and starting my own business. If I fail miserabky I can happily place a bullet in my skull.
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>>381044481
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>homeschool

there's your fucking answer.
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>>381044641
living the dream lads. could do with a quieter ac, but all is well.
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>>381051363
You idiot. People like you might be 1 in 50 from public school, but 9 out of ten homeschooled kids end up like you. My niece is homeschooled and she is the most autistic, frightened, spoiled little bitch of a human I have ever seen, and every single fucking one of her homeshooled "friends" is exactly the same. The 5 of them literally went to the park and sat on thw benches sulking because one (1!!) other kid had the gall to play on the playground that day. They even came back to my house complaining about how he ruined their day and how he should have just left when they got there.

Never, NEVER homeschool your kids.
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>>381053673
21, but manchild is probably not far from the mark.
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>>381044481
>be a shitty parent
>kid turns into an autistic NEET
>It must be the damn video games
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>>381053670
I see plenty of quality prostitution where I live. Sugar daddy/baby taken to a whole new level. I'm not quality enough for rich women to buy. It's also a much smaller market.
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>>381046084
>a really fucking good game of dota2
You're a piece of shit and I want you to know that.
Get some fucking taste.
If you're going to turn down all the other aspects of life, at least do it fucking correctly.
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>>381044481
>he missed out on girls! he's a weirdo!
>he missed out on weeks of mind games, manipulation, generally being a clingy bitch, and some of the most awkward sex because both of you dont know what the hell you're doing
>its his fault he's a shut-in, not because we homeschooled him!

Some parents really are just retarded.
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>>381044481
literally me
but 4chan replaced the vidya
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>homoschooled
Bitch is crazy
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I was homeschooled. Would not recommend.
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>>381044481
>girl hits on him
>now a dude with a car is banging her
Why did I find this so funny?
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>>381047527
Depends on the community. I knew a girl that was homeschooled and her parents were deeply involved with a local community of parents that homeschooled their kids. Every weekend they would all meet up and do something so that they could socialize and make friends and then also make plans on their own. It sounds like these parents never let their children do any of that.
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>>381054240
t. virgin
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>>381047497
>missed out on dating in teenage years
Fucking this. Holy shit. In retrospect, quite a few girls had an interest in at least going to Prom/Homecoming with me, but I was too big an asswipe.

Oh well, we're still young enough anon. Just go clubbing, I guess...
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>>381051076
>we've done stuff before
Like?
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>>381051240
>Always felt like I was being judged for never bringing a girl home to meet the family
>Date plenty but never really tell my parents about the girls because it's never serious
>Dad tells me one holiday he's glad I'm not getting serious with girls
>Tells me he's proud that I'm not making the mistakes he did and not to ever get trapped by a woman

Dad is based.
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>>381045147
Didnt know what Incels meant so I had to look it up
Holy shit these are the most pathetic people in the world
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>>381044481
I wasn't homeschooled, but I was also a vidya-obsessed loner throughout my youth. Never even bothered trying to get a girlfriend. Just didn't feel like it, and still don't. Sex and romance have never felt necessary to me. Maybe my libido didn't develop properly or something.

I did get good grades throughout middle and high school and got into a good university, so my parents put up with my asocial tendencies. I made it through 3 years of university before I decided to take a "break" because none of the majors appealed to me in the slightest.

I'm 26 now and spend my days mindlessly browsing the Internet with the occasional vidya break. I don't play nearly as much as I used to, and I don't enjoy it as much as I used to, either. I'm also struggling with chronic depression, which makes it difficult to enjoy anything anymore.

I do not blame my parents, although they were perhaps too lenient with me. I dug myself into the hole I'm in now. The question now is whether I man up and climb out, or say fuck it and get used to life in the hole. My depression-addled mind isn't too keen on either.
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Not even joking, that sounds a lot like autism and he may be on the spectrum. He can't understand social cues and he's intensely focused on a singular subject and is only interested in that subject.
That, or he is trying to cope with something. May have been abused when he was young, is bullied at school and wants to escape, etc. But of course the Dad just sees his son playing games and thinks that's a problem. "I played games when I was a kid but then I started crushing puss like a total Chad! Why doesn't my son do the same? It must be those darn video games!" He's trying to treat a symptom and not the cause.
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>>381051494
>Videogames are safe
Im-fucking-plying
You ever play Starless?
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>>381044481
bitches < fetish porn
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>>381044654

This. Why the fuck did they take him out of school? Wait...lemme guess...He didn't fit in? He was bullied?

Nigga please. I was called fat, faggot, nerd and a nigger by punk ass white kids in middle school and high school. I didn't give a fuck though. I knew I was smarter than those cracker ass crackers. I knew my dick was bigger and that I came from a better family too. There's nothing those motherfuckers could do besides just annoy me with their stupidity and general self centered bullshit.

God, kids nowadays are such pussies. Yes, bullying sucks. But deal with it. Bullies are cowards. They're the biggest pussies of them all. They're all talk. Call their bluff. Trust me. They won't do shit. Not a goddamn thing. Once you do call them out, no one will fuck with you.

We need to teach kids confidence. How to stand up for themselves. Yeah, empathy is important, but not everyone is capable or willing to listen or love. Some people are just insufferable assholes. You just gotta run their asses over and remind them they ain't shit.
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>>381055000
>girls had an interest
This tiny Filipino girl who was definitely a weeb kept me princess. It's been ten years and I still think about it all the time. She moved after that year but I might have missed out on a goldmine in her.
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>>381055161
Have you ever considered a form of religion? Buddhism? Christianity? Hinduism? Etc...

It's worth a shot if you've hit rock-bottom.
Plus, pretty decent chance of finding cute girls
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>>381055336
Lmao faggot
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>>381047954
I really like this picture anon

Thanks for posting it
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>>381044853
>passing off his failure at being a decent parent onto his son
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>>381054652
t.projecting
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I'm not sure if this is real but this describes my brother perfectly. I dont even know how old he is anymore: 17, 18, 20? I havent communicated with him in over a year, and we live in the same house. He also grows his hair long and uses a female avatar when he games so he is probably a tranny for all I know.
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>>381055000
you dont have to believe me but
>be me
>huge fatass in hs
>5'10 250lb
>tired of being made fun of
>lose seventy pounds
>get in great shape senior year
>get gf
>stop playing vidya
"fuck am i becoming normal?"
>experience much of the shit i missed out on as a fat child (first kiss, dances, people actually looking at me, etc.)
>get accepted to ivy league college
>she dumps me
>for a fat guy going to a state school
waiting to go start college now. i play vidya at all times when i'm not working or working out to keep my mind off it. no matter what i do, i'm never enough
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>>381055161
Well see your problem is actually very simple. You have a choice to do something easy or do something hard. You're better off than most because you're aware of where each choice leads, so you have to really ask yourself, are you going to allow yourself to be a failure or are you going to force yourself to be a success? It won't happen overnight. You won't go from depressed NEET to having your life on track in the span of a day or a couple of weeks, but if you really want to be better than you are you start small. Get up early every day and go exercise. Then you build upon that foundation until you reach your first goal, whatever it may be, it doesn't matter if it's a small goal. Once you start doing that, things start falling into place and it gets easier and easier to do the hard things and before you even realize it you're becoming successful.

Or you could do the easy thing and stay in your hole, and keep digging it deeper and deeper until it caves in on you and you're lost forever. It's certainly quicker and less painful than self improvement. Your call friend.
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>>381055161

Me, plus acouple years.

Whenever I really look at the enormity of my failure, it kinda floors me. I try to mitigate by thinking about people who have worse lives, or died young, but fuck it man, It's a horrible feel.

Wish the world would just end with some hollywood style panache.
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>>381055638
btw i grew in that time too, to 6'1 170lb. inb4 "manlet"
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>>381055062
>tfw dad says the same, says as long as i get a decent job and have a happy life it doesnt matter if i have dont a gf or whatever the fuck
he too got screwed over by my mom so he really doesnt care if i stay single forever
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>>381055498
>uses a female avatar when he games so he is probably a tranny for all I know
So 80% of /v/
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>>381055749
>my mom is a bitch
>dad wants to divorce her
>she gets a terminal illness and he cant drop her without looking evil
w o m e n
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>>381055706
Not even that anon, but exercise is hard. Like, what the fuck do I want?

I don't want to be a body builder
But running only gets you so far.
Push ups? Do I need to lift if I only want to be tone?

Fuck man, how do normies do it?
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>>381055360
>Filipino girl
top taste
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>>381055173
>is bullied at school
>homeschooled

>Sorry Jimbo, looks like it's either your lunch money or the belt, your choice nerd
>but dad you gave me that money, and you only let me use it to trade it with you for food!
>*whip*
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>>381055161
I relate to this a lot, even being 26 YO.
Except the depression part, I pretty much feel alright every day even if nothing happens. Helps that I live with 2 close friends and have a hobby I leave the house for every week.
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>>381055379

It's been suggested to me before, but I feel no need to believe in any sort of higher power. The meditations and breathing exercises in Buddhism are interesting, though.

And I have nothing against cute girls, but I still have no inherent desire for romance, love, or even just sex. Maybe I'm genuinely asexual.
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>>381055336
Good points bro. Better to pray for a strong back than a light load

Btw did you go to school in an overwhelmingly white area? I always wondered if the few black kids at my HS ever got bullied by the many, many shitkicking hillbillies that were also there
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>>381055819
The only thing that will cure my brother is if you throw him out in the middle of Africa and tell him he can only play video games if he somehow makes it back home. Until my parents learn this he will be a failure and an embarrassment to the family.
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>>381055883
you need to do a low weight lifting routine and cardio. find a sport you like or run. curl around 30 pounds and bench rep around 115, for weight reference. eat healthy, you'll get lean. also drink fucktons of water
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My dad cybers with old women (and potentially men) in AOL chat rooms. My father in 2017 still pays monthly for AOL using the same client that came on CDs twenty years ago. He thinks I don't know what he's doing but he's worse at hiding it than I was at minimizing porn when I was 14.
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>>381055360
Messed that up. She kept calling me princess. I was very confused by it and perhaps started my femdom fetish. I never got to ask why she called me princess.
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>>381055881
i want to say i hope your mom dies so your dad can be happy but that is super horrible to say
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>>381044481
I think that kid literally has autism.

Also, idk why anons here think that going to public school means you won't end up socially retarded.
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>>381055360
aye, i was once with a tiny asian grill myself, also a weeb. became crazy as fuck tho when i dumped her
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>>381056037
Link him to omegle or chatzy for the love of god. "happy father's day"
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>>381055638
Similar situation here, tho I'mm about to be a junior

college is a place to start over anon. I met new people and completely changed, am much happier now. forget about that girl, there'll be others who will actually want to be around you.
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>>381055379

I wish life had a cycle of rebirth after death, like Hinduism states.

Definitely feel like a do-over.
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>>381055638
Dude there's tons of bitches in this gay world, forget about her and get another

You did it once, you can do it again
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>>381055638
>I'm never enough
That's the wrong perspective to have anon. It's not that YOU aren't enough, it's that SHE wasn't enough. Why do you want to pine after and mope over a girl that does not want you? If you know you're great and you know you're a catch then who the fuck cares if she dumped you? It's HER loss and not yours. At the end of the day you're still fit, you're still smart and you've still got a bright future. What does she have? Nothing of value or substance. You need to start defining yourself by your own personal goals and not the approval of others. Fuck the approval of others. So long as you keep becoming the best you that you can possibly be then people will FLOCK to you. You will enrapture them and motivate them and they will follow you. I was very similar to you not too long ago, and I'll tell you right now that once I stopped caring about not being enough for other people and just being enough for myself my life completely changed. Happiness is not achieved by living for another.
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>>381056153
i know. That's how i feel. she is manipulative emotionally and generally evil, and he has an absolute heart of gold and does everything for our family. he raised her two sons like his own (their dad payed child supp, so he isnt a cuck) and works in a 100 plus degree tire factory to pay bills. i love that man so much
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>>381055993
>but I feel no need to believe in any sort of higher power
Pascal's Wager, baby!

In addition, at least religion gives you a sense of purpose. Something to strive for and work towards. Not unlike exercise, but I'd argue far more reasonable.
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>>381055336
>nigger

>punk ass white kids

>cracker ass crackers

*SMACKS LIPS*

BUT DEY WAS RASIS AN SHET
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>>381056180
i doubt it. There's a reason i post here. i'm extremely cynical and mean to others i get close to. i dont want to be, i really do love people. i just have a very repulsuve personality. also i dont booze and hate partying.
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>>381044887

Nothing is more degenerate than normeis.
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>>381056359

Please don't fundamentally misunderstand Pascal's Wager, idiot.
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>>381056221
she was the first girl to even hold my hand and just dumped me. a week before prom, like garbage. we made out all the time, and the morning of the day she dumped me she woke me up by calling me to say she loves me, and now she has me blocked on all social media. i dont understand at all bro. and like if i cant handle a girl from my hick village, how do i handle smart ivy league girls? fuck
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>>381044481

Fuck off
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>>381056329
damn thats some shit
i hope it gets better anon
my dad was in a similar situation, but he divorced my mom and she isnt dead
she tried to keep control over him after too, but calling the cops on him when i visited him, withholding visitation rights, moving us out of the state, and just generally being a maniac. man is a saint and i love him to death
i hope everything turns out ok anon
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>>381047497

>implying its worth it.
>implying it doesn't suck 10 times more than adukt dating.
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>>381055883
Yeah it's HARD. If you only do what is easy you will have a hard life. if you do what is hard you will have an easy life. You don't need to be a body builder. You just need to exercise enough to get your body to where you want it to be. Go to /fit/ and read the sticky, start small and work your way up to where you want to be. I started off just running a mile a day Monday-Friday, then I added push-ups and sit-ups after, then I added lifting and finally a solid diet. I'm not as /fit/ as I could be but that's okay because I'm happy with how I look now, but I would have failed if I had tried to do it all at once. You need to start small so you can get that routine going. After three weeks of routine, it becomes a natural part of your life and it stops becoming a chore. You adapt and get used to it. That's how anybody succeeds at anything. Start with a simple and easy to repeat routine and expand on it and you will see it pay dividends.
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>be me
>be literally 33 years old
>live at home with mom because its fucking impossible to live on my own even though I work +40 hours a week
>hate my job
>job takes up vidya time and time to study and improve to get a better job
>entire life is work, sleep, work, sleep
>have literally no understanding of idiots that live by themselves that make less then me.

You NEETs don't understand how good you have it. There is nothing out there worth doing or worth living for. Playing a good video game you enjoy while having a healthy family and people you care about is the pinnacle of existence.
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>>381055336
is this some new copypasta?
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This is what happens when you don't regularly beat your kids, millennials. Keep that in mind.
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>>381056297
i just wanted to be better for her. i have no muse now. i always wanted to improve even from the beginning because i wanted others to love me. being not fat and still being socially behind because of it is like seeing so many doors open, but you still cant go in. it's really mentally stressful, even for someone that can go without eating for a week at a time. it just sucks man. this isnt really even a reply to you anymore, just how i feel.
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>>381049104
You needed to be diagnosed earlier. Blame your mother, not your uncle.
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You guys just haven't accepted that you should, and deep down want to be, a self-centered asshole.

I'm almost 30 and I've managed to make it halfway through my retirement all alone, no family or friends to help me along the way, and my girlfriend is some dumb broad who loves my dick so much that she pays for damn near everything we do together. She's not even that attractive, but it's something to fuck instead of masturbating all the time.

Oh and yes, I spend 100% of my free time playing video games, because I'm an adult with a career and I'm allowed to do whatever the fuck I want with my free time.
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>tfw like a qt 3.14 girl who just graduated homeschool in a different state
>ask her when she turns 18 if she wants to do an LDR since I'm 21
>says since her parents don't know about me, it would be hard and she would want their support with this sort of thing
>says she doesn't know how to make relationships more than just friends
>also says that everyone in here family dated with the intention of getting married and she didn't want to mess that up
Just fucking kill me. I just want my qt who I can play Overwatch with,
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>>381055706
I know digging myself out is obviously going to be the harder choice, and won't have immediate results.

The problem is that I cannot imagine myself being happier living the "normie" lifestyle. I don't want a wife or family. I don't want a fast car, big house, or to travel the world. I don't want to sacrifice 40+ hours of my life doing something I hate every week until I'm old and decrepit.

So, what else is there to motivate me besides "well, everyone else does these things, so should you!"? I don't care if autists on the Internet think I'm a failure as long as I'm happy. If I can get a handle on my chronic depression, I'd probably be more than happy living a life of quiet, mild hedonism.
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>>381054224
>le taste
what's your favorite game you ignorant piece of shit
hint: it doesn't make you better than him
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>>381051863
Yeah. Nothing in OPs post is true at all, its some stupid bullshit anti-video game lets pass it around fb crap.
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>>381055417

lol. u mad? Seriously, give better advice. I'll wait...

>>381056017

Yeah I did. Luckily, I rarely if ever dealt with hostile, overt racism. If anything, it was pretty tame. But being light skinned, I was not black enough to be a "real" black person and still not white either. Dumbass teachers always asking and questioning what I was or insisting I was X or Y. Like.... Really bitch? Are you for real?

Now, most of them are married, with tons of debt and complicated their lives more by having ugly ass children of their own. Been living on my own for four years. Got out of a shitty relationship earlier this year. Currently seeing/ dating/ fucking a long time friend. White girl with big ass monster titties. Loves vidya and nerd shit. Also dieting, exercising and just looking for a new job. Waiting for Destiny 2, the new Wolfenstein and Mario Odyssey. Life is pretty alright.
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>>381056663
It's just hard because i want to see some good in her as me mom, but she's such a fake and a liar. she doesn't care about people, she treats people as means for her gain. she uses her illness as a leverage to manipulate people and make them feel sorry for her, and is such a fucking martyr. it really pains me to feel this way. i'm also a christian and she is such a farce of what a faithful person is too, but like how can i wish bad on my own mother? It's all really fucked
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>>381056620
Look man i know it's tough because she was the first girl you ever really cared about but she is honestly dust in the wind. You will never forget about her but you will move on, very quickly, once you start college. You are going to meet a lot of females once you start college and they are going to blow that bitch out of the water. You should honestly join a fraternity wherever you're going to school, they will quickly make you forget about that girl, give you great networking connections and allow you to meet the best girls on campus.
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>>381055447
to be fair, most of
>>381054240
is projecting A LOT
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>>381056968
Ninja Gaiden Black
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>>381055336
>I was called fat, faggot, nerd and a nigger by punk ass white kids in middle school and high school
HEY HEY HEY
THIS AIN'T YOUR BLOG, OKAY
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>>381044481
>why isn't my homeschooled child good at socializing with others?
HMMMMMMMMM
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>>381056620
Shut the fuck up you underage retard. You're still a child so obviously you don't know how to handle it. Pick yourself up and figure it out. You didn't great at the first part losing weight and gaining confidence. You experienced getting dumped. It sucks but it happens. The rest of your life won't even remember her name. Your life had barely started. Get out there and play some god damn videogames.
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>>381056739
>tfw work 23 hours a week and live fine on my own

Based relaxing life
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>>381044481
>reddit

so it's fake
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>>381056367

You triggered? Need to get back up from /pol/? Post did make me chuckle though. Good shit.

>>381056779

Nope. But if it becomes a copy pasta I'd be flattered.
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>>381057013
i understand i used to hate my mom for the longest time
shes 'ok' now, im 25 now so there is no reason at all for her to talk to my dad so shes mellowed out i feel
probably because she has my former step-dad to terrorize
i still love her but its mostly like biologically because she is my mother you know?
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>>381055161
>Never even bothered trying to get a girlfriend. Just didn't feel like it, and still don't. Sex and romance have never felt necessary to me. Maybe my libido didn't develop properly or something.
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>>381057057
i'm too poor to participate in fratting and cant rush until soph year. also i'm a conservative and am afraid to stick out like a sore thumb on an ivy campus, especially to women. hopefully i just happen to find a diamond in the rough i guess
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>>381057162

How is this even possible? I'm sure you are lying, but this is true for SOME people.
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>>381057161
almost 19 ya bodger
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>>381056560
How am I misunderstanding Pascal's Wager?
>Let us weigh the gain and the loss in wagering that God is. Let us estimate these two chances. If you gain, you gain all; if you lose, you lose nothing

Believe in God and he exists? Great. You get eternal life.
Believe in God and he doesn't? Oh well. You don't lose out on anything.

That's reason enough for some people to believe in a higher being.
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>>381055360
I feel you. I met a girl who was really interested in me and way too good for me but because of a mix of disinterest and autism at the time I never pursued it further. We would hang out and she would make food for us and we would just chill and talk for awhile. She was such a good person that she spent most of her free time helping out at charities and taking care of mentally inept kids. But I'm a fucking idiot and instead of pursuing her like I should have and had a great girl, I instead decided to play vidya and ignore her. Sorry for blog post.
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>>381057348
Anything under 25 is still a child.
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>>381056770
I hope you're going to marry her.
Remember to never let her get on birth control, not only to produce as many offsprings as possible, but because it fuck with her mood and general disposition towards life.
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>>381050460

>mfw everytime I move out I just move back in because of something really fucking stupid.
>mfw 26 and haven't lived on my own for more than 4 months.

starting to think im destined to live at home forever.
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>>381057231
mhm. Huggingwojaks.jpg
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>>381056809
I get how you feel man, I really do. But you need to change your perspective. You improved yourself for someone else and now that she's gone you feel lost. You feel lost because you placed the onus of your success on someone else. You need to be better for you, not just because it's mentally healthier but because it will skyrocket your growth. When you want to improve for someone else, you hit a wall once you've got that approval and stop becoming better. When you want to be better for yourself, you never ever stop improving on who you are. Anybody that says they are happy where they are and don't need to improve is somebody that ties their happiness to someone or something else. Really successful people tie their happiness to their own self improvement, and they never stop for any reason.

Now you can sit around all summer moping about this girl, or you can keep making yourself better because you WANT to be better. College is a clean slate for you. Nobody will know or care that you were a fat loser.
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>>381057374
Is that Earthbound?
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>>381049104
I asked when he took me there, and he said "anyone that doesn't know shit about the football season, OR cars, and hasn't had a single fucking job once when they are 18 fucking years old is likely a fucking retard. And sure enough, I was right"
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>>381044481
>his studies are god fucking awful
Stopped reading there.
I may be 22 and live at home while I'm finishing my CS degree but you better fucking believe i maintain a 3.9 overall.
The only people i know who pose as taking vidya seriously while still shitting the bed at their studies are normalfag-wannabee losers. Fuck them, they need to figure out where they stand in life instead of bitching about things they could easily change.
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>>381044481
force the kid to play Men of War: Assault Squad 2, IL-2:1946, and Red Orchestra 2.

not battleshit one.
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>>381044481
>The problem is that I cannot imagine myself being happier living the "normie" lifestyle. I don't want a wife or family. I don't want a fast car, big house, or to travel the world. I don't want to sacrifice 40+ hours of my life doing something I hate every week until I'm old and decrepit.
>
>So, what else is there to motivate me besides "well, everyone else does these things, so should you!"? I don't care if autists on the Internet think I'm a failure as long as I'm happy. If I can get a handle on my chronic depression, I'd probably be more than happy living a life of quiet, mild hedonism.
Holy shit are you me?
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>>381044481
The problem is taking the game away and forcing them to do something else.

You make the other thing into a punishment then. Why would they enjoy it.?
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>>381044654
this. fucking 90% of why I'm at least minimally socially adept is because of public school and forcing me to interact with 3d people
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>>381057382
you are on a site where 80 percent of the population jacks off to loli or at least pettanko or cartoon horses
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>>381050448
This image was posted in the cosplay thread. Though I didn't check time to see if this came first or not.
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>>381055336
>I was smarter than those cracker ass crackers. I knew my dick was bigger
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>>381056953
I'm not saying live the normie lifestyle. Just do what makes you happy and keep working on yourself. Figure out what you want, a goal, no matter how small and work tirelessly to achieve it. it could be getting in great shape. It could be finding a job. It could be writing a book. It could be making a game. It doesn't matter because so long as you are constantly working to achieve something that you want to achieve you will slowly become happier.
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>>381047497
>tfw dated in tennage years but it never paid off with sex
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>>381057365
You kinda have to be a retard to believe in any kind of supernatural entity, event or concept, though.
And assuming sky jew exist, he probably wouldn't be keen on the fact you pretend to believe just for the candy.

Besides, all the interesting people would be in hell, from the philosophers to the scientists to the engineers... Shit, alan turing was a huge faggot so for him alone it'd be worth it going to hell.
Bet the fucker would have made some supercomputer out of burning souls, he'd probably have access to earth internet too.
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>>381057434
i'm scared of that too. i wont have the novelty of being a "new man" after having been said fat loser. idk man. thanks for the posts. i'm still working hard, just kind of wistfully. like i said, i hope some good circumstances conspire to help me feel better
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>>381057550
Just realize that you're still a child who has nearly zero life experience and your first girlfriend doesn't matter at all. You'll be fine.
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>>381057486
the answer is Fully Automated Luxury Communism.

Robot work is for robots.
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>>381057374
:)
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>>381057692
SALVATION FUCKING WHEN
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>>381057692
>You kinda have to be a retard to believe in any kind of supernatural entity, event or concept, though.
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Religious_views_of_Isaac_Newton
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>>381047070
This. It's the economy, stupid.
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>>381057725
You have to make those circumstances man. You don't need the novelty of reinventing yourself. You don't need anything but to truly believe in your own greatness. You will be surprised by what you can do and how your own motivation and drive will make others see you.
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>>381057810
i just want her to face consequences. i want karma to fuck her. she did all of this shit and seems to be still going just fine, while i sit and obsess and am upset. i want her to feel as shitty as i do, then i'll be gratified, you know? It's about universal fairness. i didnt ask for her to do this. You're right, she wasnt that pretty or smart, but she was nice to me and was MY girl, and i'll be fucked if other people will take that shit from me, you know? her friends wanted her to dump me because they were always mean to me when i was fat and didnt want me to drive her away from them because i still hate their fucking guts. i want all the people who "like" me now that i'm not fat who could barely mask their disdain at me in the past to be exposed for the fakes of people that they are. sorry for blog(tm) dont feel the need to reply if you dont want to.
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>>381052296
If you take everything away from him and toss it he would have to meet friends in order to play games. Or he would have to get a job That alone is an improvement. At 16/17 though he might just kill himself instead which defeats the point.
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>>381049104
Bad news: you have no real disability.
Assburger diagnosis in US are literal fucking jokes.
Any introvert kid can possibly get diasgosed with it in US.
So get a grip on your life befor eits too late.

Also your uncle is the real retard.
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>le reddit
>le screenshot of post which is text
>le what do u think about this?
>LE CONTRARIAN VIEWS
kill yourself, youre cancer, this is /v/ not your little soapbox for cucks
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>>381057910
2060
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>>381058245
b u z z w o r d
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haha lads only hell awaits after high school. At least this kid still has something he enjoys

>wake up
>eat
>drive to work
>hate work
>hate coworkers
>hate boss
>think of all the things i could be doing instead of wasting my time at work
>think of all the things i could be doing instead of wasting my time when i get home
>wish for the sweet embrass of death
>it feels like years go by before i can finally leave
>drive home
>play video game for 15 minutes and realize i hate video games
>feel tired and depressed
>spend the rest of the time doing nothing on the internet
>feels like 15 minutes pass by but it was actually like 6 hours
>eat
>its time for bedtime
>spend an hour laying in bed thinking of how much i hate life before i go to sleep
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>>381057276

Look for,a better job. I have zero education and make 22 an hour. Litetally all you gotta do is look.
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>>381057638
>Just do what makes you happy

I've been trying to, man. But my depression has just made it impossible to enjoy anything. I can't even enjoy vidya anymore. I've been spending more and more time watching Let's Plays instead of actually playing games because the Let's Players at least enjoy the games they're playing, and I get at least a little vicarious enjoyment out of it.
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>29
>virgin
>high school equivalency and dead end job
>but get to play vidyuh games every day
Feels okay. I don't really like people enough to want to fuck them.
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>all these NEETs who are scared to become or don't want to become normies
>they don't realize that instead of turning yourself into a normie you can just learn to enjoy normie activities and add them to your repertoire, making you a more versatile person

You poured all your points into a single skill tree and you're fucking yourself, go spec into something else.
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>>381057276
my education helped out
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>>381058119
thanks anon. god bless you mate, even if you dont believe in him
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>>381044481
This was a kid who was told to ignore bullies and just be himself.

Well now he is himself with no sense of social standard or conformity. Look where it got him.

If you idiots have kids, teach them to be part of the cool kids group. Not to rebel against it because they "shouldn't have to change".
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>>381044481
>Homeschooled
>Afraid you'll be taking care of him at 30 instead of making him get a job
>His studies are shit but lol let him keep playing normalfagore vidya instead of making him study
That's just all around shitty parenting what the fuck


also just one more
>homeschooled
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>>381058386
For many of us, the cost to respec feels too high to be worth it.
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>>381058141
i was just like you at one point, and it took me a long time to realize that hate and anger can feel good but they will never make you happy. You are spending so much of your energy being upset and hoping for karmic revenge that you are missing the forest for the trees. This time in your life is a blip on the radar. I want you to screencap your post and in ONE YEAR look back at that screencap. I guarantee you that you will feel like an idiot and cringe. that's not a knock against you either so don't get it twisted. You are still very young and are still maturing and you will be for a good many more years. But I can tell you right now that letting anger control you is the path to unhappiness. You have to let it go, and it will take time, but you have to let the anger go. Be hurt and be sad but take solace in knowing that you are still off to bigger and better things and that the karmic justice she will receive is watching YOU succeed in life without HER. If you focus on yourself and become great for yourself, you are not only going to hurt her by extension but hurt everyone else that ever wronged you or doubted you.
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>>381055498
What is the first letter of his name?
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>>381058346
Start exercising. It's scientifically proven to increase happiness. From there you'll start being able to figure out what makes you happy.
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>>381058697
Then you don't want to be happy. You're still looking for the easy solution and there is no easy solution.
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>>381058904
>Start exercising. It's scientifically proven to increase happiness.

Started exercising 3 years ago, it's effect is overrated. Lost 100lbs too, same thing.

Unless you look like the dudes from Twilight the world doesn't care about you. And that's both genders.
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>>381044481
>blaming video games instead of bad parenting
Every time.
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>>381057541
>interacting with the 3d ones
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>>381051648
>Fairie deck
You better have bought those cliques senpai.
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>>381058421
No problem anon. When you get to college make sure you focus on your studies but also ENJOY IT. Live that college experience, you will not regret it so long as you don't forsake your studies to do so.
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>>381058646
He was homeschooled, he never even socialized with bullies.
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>>381058386
This is a trap bros. I genuinely love sports but my sports powerlevel is too high. I look down on them the same way everyone here looks down on the kid in the OP for playing Battlefield.
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>>381059202
Ah fair. The rest of my point holds. He was given no challenge to do anything he doesn't like.
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>>381044641
No, that would be crusing highway on a motorbike while listening to hatsune miku in a sunny day.

Not even joking.
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>>381057365
Option 3: tricking a guy who knows what you'll think before you think about thinking it is really hard and he also has a strong distaste for phonies
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>>381059048
That's not true at all. I'm an average looking dude and I'm not even that /fit/ but people want to follow me, and it has nothing to do with my looks. It has everything to do with my motivation and drive to be where I want to be. People might underestimate you or discount you based on looks at first, but if you are on a path to success they will eventually recognize that and come to want to be around you because your drive motivates them to be better.
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>>381058819
It's true, i dont even post in 4chan a lot and i just hate on everything. It's like i dont want to like anything. like, i like good music, vidya, my pets, some people, but i just like want everything to be bad so i can be pissed(?) i really am a loving person to others, but i just carry and express so much fucking hate all the time. i have a lot of things to do to distract me, but my family is also shit and i dont really have a support system of friends. idk. hopefully something changes and i dont fuck myself over too much by being so angry in college and actually give myself the chance to experience things. i'm going to set a calendar alert for next year anon. i'll post a thread. It's true tho, all my hate makes me feel is more hate
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>>381059326
For me it's taking my dog for a walk while listening to F-Zero X's OST
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>>381059259
same, i'm extremely redpilled on nba and collegefb. Remove the three pointer. (autists will be autists. finding something more acceptable to fixate on doesnt "fix" us)
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>>381049104
Probably would've punched my uncle right then and there.

t. someone with anger issues
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>>381057374
picture was made by a neet in this exact situation as a coping mechanism to make himself feel better, his line of thought was, if i make this and it makes somebody else feel better, that should appease my ego and make me feel better in turn about doing nothing with my life
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>>381055638
I can you-don't-have-to-believe-me-but even harder
>be me
>be huge fatass in high school
>play video games all the time in my free time
>never have a girlfriend at all through school
>turn down some rando chick that my casual high school buddies try to hook me up with for senior prom
>graduate
>still a huge fatass in college
>meet some rando chick on eHarmony from the other side of the country
>she's a fukken 10/10 cutie
>takes a greyhound bus trip over because she's thrifty
>decides she's just gonna stay here now 'cause things are pretty sweet
>graduate with a doctorate degree in a medical field
>still a giant fatass
>still play video games during all my free time
>have a low maintenance 10/10 irl waifu

I mean, I won't say I didn't luck into a lot of shit but lol
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>>381050448
This image is years old you all are fucking retards.
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>>381059729
fuck u
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>>381044481
I bought this until he began with the "have to teach him algebra using CoD analogies"

Fake as fuck, and some reddit-tier post.
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>>381056458
Man it seems we are all the same in this shithole of a site. I just dropped my first year of College (Im really bad at maths and couldnt keep up) and the time I was there I couldnt get to know ANYONE. Everybody seems to have friends there already and I dont know how to aproach and start any kind of conversation.
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>>381044481
what a fucking faggot
he bends under society pressure just to fit in
he's not a real man, he's a clown
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>>381058819
thanks anon, I also took a ss of this
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>>381058141
She isn't "your" girl, anon. Don't be an entitled brat.
Don't be so bitter. From what I can tell, you spent great moments with her, right? Well, that's what you gained from your relationship. Plus, you already had a relationship with a girl, something that many guys on this site desperately wish to have.

And you're gonna go to a fucking Ivy League school, ffs. Your life is only beginning.
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>homeschooled
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>>381050460
Trades are a pretty good option. You can kinda go anywhere with them and make decent enough cash to live on your own or with a roommate.
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>>381058697
You don't need to respec. Just add points into another tree. You have hundreds of unallocated skill points.
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>>381057692
>2017
>there are still people that don't understand religion
lol
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>>381058335
Basically me
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>>381044654
>>381044853
>>381060101
homeschooling is different from being sheltered from the world

alot of people in the new world and rural old world areas rarely regularly came into contact with more than 8 people but were socially normal and were homeschooled
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>>381055000
trust me
you didn't miss much except from mediocre sex
teenage girls are the nearly as retarded and try-hard-speshul as 32+ women with no child
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>>381059471
It becomes an addiction. You come to love hating things because hate is the only thing that lets you know that you're alive. Eventually being hateful becomes your new normal and when you begin to feel actually normal it feels abnormal. It will take time and a lot of hard work to let go of it. For me a lot of it came from my fucked up upbringing and it was hard to not only accept that the failures of my parents were not my fault, but to also forgive them for their own faults. Hating them didn't get me anywhere. I don't know exactly what is causing you to feel so much anger but it's not just the girl. You have to realize that holding onto the anger and resentment will never get you anywhere good, it will only drag you down deeper and deeper. It may feel good and vilifying but in the end you will only destroy yourself. Accept the things that you can not change and forgive those that have hurt you. If your family is shitty don't hang onto resentment of them. Instead forgive them, internally, for their flaws and vow to never be like them. Hate is easy, and nothing worth doing or having is ever easy.
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>>381059471
I used to be like you, and then I met the weirdest person, who also happened to change my life by giving the best advice.

Here's the key to enjoying life: do favors for others. Even if they reject you, do it. People with a constant stream of toxic thoughts need to see the good in people.

I would also recommend reading stoicism and some Dostoyevsky, but that's not as necessary as simply doing favors for others.
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>Clearly lacking a father figure
>Wonders why his son is so socially inept, prefers focusing (on his somewhat lame) hobbies alone

The fucking nerve.
Not like it's hard to talk to him about this shit every once in a while. You know, baby steps, that sort of shit.
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>>381056974
you're a pretty cool cat, anon, would hang with and possibly succ
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>why oh why is my son a gay autistic loser?!
>homeschooled btw

I remember when this brother and sister enrolled in my high school junior year. They wanted to have public school stuff on their records for college. Two of the most socially retarded individuals I'd ever seen.
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>>381060206
Sure sure, it’s a national cohesive for the majority.
The thing is, as proven by this jewish century, this is easily destroyed since retards inclined to be religious are easily manipulable into literally self-genociding.

It’s much better to slaughter anyone remotely supersitious, and build a better Humanity with the worthy.
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>>381059729
>dating sites
Not even once.
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I'm just glad i'm not alone in this world. There are people who suffer like me, and somehow i feel a bit better.
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>>381047497
>had a handful of girls hit on me throughout high school
>always thought they were playing a joke on me so I turned them down

One hooked up with one of my best friends, the other moved to Chicago and became a SJW, one got teen pregnant, and one I'm still looking for so I can apologize
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>>381059724
the picture was made by shigesato itoi, creator of the mother series
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>>381055336
>God, kids nowadays are such pussies. Yes, bullying sucks. But deal with it. Bullies are cowards. They're the biggest pussies of them all. They're all talk. Call their bluff. Trust me. They won't do shit. Not a goddamn thing. Once you do call them out, no one will fuck with you.
t. someone who was never actually bullied

Come back when you regularly take trips to the hospital because you can't fight for shit and get your ass handed to you. Get back when you get locked in a locker and they forget to take you out before the lesson starts and you have to learn fakesigning your own absence notes.
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Not for me. I was home schooled through the fifth and sixth grade, but I finished most study/course work in the span of a week, for the entire semester. I'd just sit down and do it all with the promise that I could go and do other shit instead.

School was just fucking boring. Girls were boring too. They didn't like what I liked, they didn't share any of my interests. I didn't learn to fake it until I was like 25 when a friend sat me down and told me that I'd never get laid. I didn't really want to, but for the sake of social norms and holding a respectably normal life at work, I got a girl, broke up with her after a few months, got another girl, broke up with her. I just don't crave the physical contact. I have no libido.
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>>381056974
Not him but you did give some good advice.
I know what it's like seeing cousins and friends drop out of school, have kids, and completely ruin their lives because of how shit things are right now while you're working on your own goals instead. Feels good.
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>>381060424
fuck all of this bullshit. i just want to be normal. it seems bullshit that some people just seem default normal. i'm pretty fucking smart, and i think i should be able to figure out how the fuck they're doing this. i'm the anon in the thread with the terminally ill mom. i dont know how i can ever forgive her for the way she treated me. i know it's made me stronger and definitely brighter and wittier, but i can't forgve the way she's manipulated everyone. she doesnt deserve that sort of clemency. i want to be able to let go, i believe in god, i pray every day that this shit can be lifted from me, and i just dont know when it will happen. it feels sometimes that i watch how i react to situations from an outside perspective, separate from my own consciousness, you know? It's too late for this shit man.
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>>381059970
Fucking disgusting. She's not your little waifu. Let her live her life. I hope she runs away from home with Tyrone. She should be out partying and hooking up with black guys.
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>>381060506
>socially retarded
Normie, please.
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>>381053627
Spring Hill
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tfw no homeschooled neighbor gf to nut inside of
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>>381056858
This guy actually has it right. The actual key to success is only caring about yourself and what you want. Once you do this, other men will follow you and women will trip over themselves to be with you. There is nothing that turns a woman on more than success.
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>emotionally upset
>have no support group to help regulate emotions
>push away friends that could support because of uncontrolled emotions
>Iwarnedyouaboutthestairs.jpg
I
AM
CYCLICALLY ANGRY
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>>381044481
Shit That Didn't Happen.txt
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I just can't keep up with the type of grill I need. If I dated a grill who's as so far laid back it borders on apathy like I am then it'll be a disaster. I need the bubbly energetic grills who will spontaneously do anything. Problem is that I can only sustain that level for a couple days and then I crash for the next week.
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>>381049104
I was litterally you at 18.
Didn't know about cars or care to drive them. Still dont.
Sports are boring as fuck to watch. If i care about sports ill fucking go out and play them. Or better yet, do something im actuallly involved in and can put my mind too instead of turn my brain off and stare at moving pictures.

The difference? I didn't have some ancient dumbfuck past his prime try and tell me im disabled.

I got a job to fund my interests.
I got a home to stop being a burden on the folks who took care of me for 20 years.
I got a girl because i wanted a family.

Not sharing the shit taste of a boomer doesn't mean you are incapable or disadvantaged.
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>>381060868
You don't want homeschool friends, trust me.
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>tfw 22 and can't drive because it makes me have uncontrollable panic attacks
>dad gets disappointed everytime I tell him I don't want to practice because it makes me freak out
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>>381060769
There is no such thing as normal. Every single person on the planet has a bevy of problems and issues that you will almost never see. Your mom is a terrible person and is dying and you can't forgive her? I don't blame you. But she's going to be gone soon, and while the damage she did will always linger you can still repair it. You don't have to hate her after she's gone. What is the point in hating her after she's dead? I think you've misunderstood my post a little. I'm not saying to never hate or that hate in itself is wrong, I'm saying that letting it control you and rule your emotional state is wrong and dangerous. By all means hate the people that deserve hate, but after they can no longer hurt you or those you care about, let it go.
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I've been posting here since 2005 and I have to say it's hilarious to see the 18-early 20 year olds deal with the same problems all of us oldfags had.

Your life is going to turn out fine, and for the record women like what we you like once they're under your grasp, it doesn't matter what it is. Their only joy in life is spending time with you so once they are hooked you're in the green to do whatever you enjoy.
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>>381055336
>I knew my dick was bigger
This is what kept me going too
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I understand.

I can't find enjoyment in life either.

I can quit video games, but then I'd just shitpost on /v/ all day.
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>homeschooled
>has no other friends

GEE, I WONDER WHY
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>>381061124
i know this feel
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>>381061143

What the fuck, are you okay man?
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>>381061136
i'm going to bed anon, thanks for nice words
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>>381058335
literally me.
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>>381055161
It seems that I'm like you in a lot of ways except for the good grades part.

I've never had the slightest desire in relationships or romance. And as for my sex drive I've always been content fapping and in the last couple of years my desire to fap has gone down. I'm very shy and asocial as well.

I despise having to work with other people. I know I have to work and I wouldn't mind if I could work completely by myself.

But having to work around other people and deal with them is just the worst.
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>>381044481
>females being so forward with males

This does not happen unless you're extremely handsome.
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>>381060863
Never anywhere close. I always wanted a /v/irgin friend to get drunk with once and then never talk again because that's such a weird way to meet.
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>>381060769
On the bright side, anon, at least she'll be dead, soon.

I've got a mother like yours, except she's mentally ill instead of terminal. She and my father are still married; he laments about it to me every chance he gets.

Don't worry about forgiving her, but don't be so consumed by bitterness that you end up like her.

Godspeed, anon.
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>>381044481
>have gf (of 5 years)
>still a jobless loser

JOKES ON YOU DAD
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>>381056739

man the fuck up and MOVE you faggot. cost of living isnt the same in every state
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>Just sort of cruise through my teenage years, dating a few girls
>Never really focus on anything but WoW and DOTA
>Too lazy to really become a professional gamer
>Too lazy to uphold any meaningful social relationships
>Somehow still manage to have a qt3.14 gf
>Accidentally learn some programming
>Land a series of programming jobs
>Comfy salary in a comfy job for a well known company with laid back people
>Get married
>Have a kid
>Still have a large circle of good friends to go out with
>Life is pretty gud at 26

Was I lucky or are the neets the lucky ones? I never asked for this. Life just went this way.
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>>381061124
Move to New York City. It's the only place in the world where it's acceptable to be a pathetic excuse for a human by not knowing how to drive.
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>Literally pulling a "No way, fag"

I'm an omega NEET, but at least I'll never be this guy.
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>>381053715
Are you me?
>28
>Own car car
>Own half of a 2-apartment house with buddy/business partner
>just finished off my student loans last year, no debt besides house now
>programming job, about to go up to 55k/yr
>Have some friends left from college
>Not a virgin; Was in relationship for several years
>Still want to blow my brains out because none of this matters. Honestly can't remember the last time I felt actually happy. Everything is just moving from one disaster to the next.
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I ignored a nerdy qt asian grill who dropped too many hints of her interest in me because I preferred to just play video games instead of calling her even once, I was not clueless either. I willingly chose video games over her. The best/worst part is that I don't regret it.
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>>381061303
Yeah I'm doing pretty good
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>>381057276
Not the guy who posted, but I'm a massage therapist and make ~25-30 an hour. It's a pretty cool gig.
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>>381055883
visit /fit/
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>>381044481
>battlefield 1
>have to explain algebra in CoD analogies
>battlefront 2
>even needing to be tutored in algebra

this has to be a joke, theres no way someone is this retarded and the parents dont know that thats his sole problem
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>>381061783
How often do guys get awkward boners? My back has been tight for years but I'm too insecure to go get a massage.
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>>381056896
just say you want to marry her
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>29, 30 in 6 months
>left home at 27
>no diploma or degree, just working factory jobs
>made enough money to sustain a shoebox size apartment, food, internet and the occasional vidya purchase
>started abusing alcohol a lot when I turned 29 when I realized my life since I finished highschool has been completely stagnant
>most people grow and build careers, families, travel the world, devote their life to something etc
>i haven't done any of that in the 10+ years since I graduated
>an entire decade of my life wasted
>starting to get really fat now because depression and overeating
>will probably lose my job soon since I come in late a lot and hungover
>will only have enough savings to last ~2 months

It's amazing how common this sort of thing is with men my age. That's pretty much the only thing keeping me from killing myself, that my isolation and failures aren't unusual.
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>>381061960
Where I work we have fleece blankets, so honestly I don't ever really notice. Apparently it's pretty common though and we were taught to just ignore it if we notice it (unless someone starts jacking it mid session), so I wouldn't feel awkward.
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>>381057162
>tfw getting paid to write porn
>tfw also writing my own novel I want to self-publish
>tfw I got absolutely sick and tired of working for other people or companies only to be treated like shit after years of service
>tfw finally have the time to accomplish what I want in life

Feels fucking good.
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>the dad was surprised he was shrugging off the 17 year old

technology has surpassed what women can offer, unfortunately. same thing for women most likely. i dunno if people don't want to admit this or just aren't seeing it yet.
outside of getting your dick sucked and exploring the woman's body for hours, you're going to return to games on the off time, you aren't going to just be like, "oh okay i don't need hobbies anymore, i can just talk to this girl now" nah, doesn't fucking work that way.

by the time i hit 17 i had already been rejected by like every girl i ever tried to do anything with.
he literally missed out on nothing, other than socializing i guess. it's an acquirable skill, it's not the end of the world.
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>>381062013
Why don't you do something about it?
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millennials am I right?

just pull yourself up by your bootstraps kids
hey worked for me
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>>381055883
I know that feel.
I was in the same position, fucking fatbody kid and shit. I got lucky, had a couple friends who were into the gym. Tagged along, and now I'm feeling way better, though still working on it. Decided to join military, shipping within a month. I'm not successful, but I think I'm doing better.
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>>381044481

It's not that hard to balance having a life with vidya. I work out 4~5 hours a week, I cook, clean, do home and car repair for my mom, have a bi-monthly board game day with friends. And the entire rest of my time is spent playing vidya, watching anime, and beating it to hentai.

I don't think I'd be able to do nothing but video games all the time. Shit gets old without variety.
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>>381044481
>homeschool a kid
>whine when hes weird

choose 1
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>>381062192
I know this feel but my depression is keeping me from writing. I want to channel that into a novel I am planning to write but I can barely work up the enthusiasm to eat lately.

Can't even complete my porn commissions senpai, and I hate every second of doing it even though my clients don't really treat me like shit. I just fucking hate doing it. But when I'm not doing it, I'm thinking that I could be spending my time better working on commissions.
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>>381062378
The vast majority of millennials are fine. It's only a small group crying about college debt from pointless degrees and not knowing how to start a career.
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>Battlefield 1
>Battlefront 2
Your kid has shit taste
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>>381062530
>The vast majority of millennials are fine.
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>>381055883
>Fuck man, how do normies do it?

Swimming for me. I chose it because it's best for your back and is a low stress workout that hits all of your body and cardio. It's perfect for someone that spends all day at a PC gaming. Plus it's relaxing while you do it, and you often get to check out the cute girls in swimsuits.
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>parents divorce when I was a child
>discover dad is a druggie
>the few weeks a year I visit him I have to act as his guardian even though I'm still a kid
>other family drama happens
>by the time I reach highschool I'm an emotional wreck that's only held together through vidya and reading escapism
>I make friends but never get in relationships because I know I'll fuck it up
>family and friends pressure me to try and get laid but I just act like I have no libido whatsoever
>a few years and schools pass, I've finally worked through my issues and think that I'm ready to try out a relationship and work on being a better person
>literally the next day I got an incurable medical condition and had to drop out of school

It's been a little over 6 years now. I've tried to kill myself twice (once that my family know about) and I spend most of my day either passed out from pain, playing vidya, reading or watching anime to escape the pain/suicidal thoughts.
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>>381047497
>tfw did the whole long distance online dating as a teen
>tfw it all ended horribly and left me hating the idea of relationships with both women and men
>tfw still wanting to experience a relationship with a girl either the same age or older with similar interests, just wanting to connect with her personally and not have to step around glass while talking to her.
>tfw hate the idea of actually having sex and just wanting a nice relationship with someone that has a similar disposition of perversion yet aversion to being actually lewd
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>>381055336
They really should let kids fight back their bullies. It'd solve so many issues.
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>>381061350
But it does happen.
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>>381062806
jews wont allow it, goyim shouldnt fight back.
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Have any of you NEETs considered joining a military branch? It's free housing, food, training, and a job that has very little requirements for.

If you're too scared of "dying for Isreal" then you could seek a non-combat job like IT, photography, cooking, band, etc. It'll at least give you the time you need to sort out your life while feeling like you're part of something.
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>>381057276
not him but living in straya helps
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>Doing great in school
>Have a strong social life
>Work hard at my job
>Have a girlfriend
>Still viewed as a sperg because I'm passionate about vidya and it's history
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>>381055336
>God, kids nowadays are such pussies

t. someone who never had to deal with zero tolerance policies
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>>381062926
they would have to pass physical and mental requirements. most neets fall short of that.
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>>381062520
It is definitely hard to get into that mindset. I try to set time aside to write every day, or at least every other day. Then I switch off between commissions and my novel. And most of your clients will understand if you're going through shit or if something is delayed for a couple days. Sometimes it's not even about forcing yourself to do something. It's about doing something that will temporarily help you feel great because you accomplished something.

Also if you hate writing porn (which is actually REALLY fucking hard) try writing some other stuff, then coming back to it.

>depression
Yeah, that shit will definitely stop ya. Forcing yourself out of it is the fastest way, even if it is harder.
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Don't listen to the memes about fitness fixing you, what fixes you is what fitness requires you to do: a routine, goals, and putting in effort. If you read everyday and have goals of reading x book or x pages in a day then the same effects come to you.

The problem stems from the fact you know deep down you don't want to do what it is your currently doing and are not putting in any effort to change it. Your mind then subconsciously has the great idea that making you feel unhappy all the time will change your habits. This has the opposite effect and if you do not face it quickly it will erode any perceived hope of breaking free.

You know you have a problem and you probably already know how to fix it, but fixing your unhelpful thoughts is much harder than fixing your problems. Its a rut and your stuck in it, forcing your subconscious to stop fucking you every day is the hardest thing in the world. There is no easy fix or get well in one size fits all solution to getting the first step moving and keeping on track.

You are alone in regards to achieving your ideal mental health, but are connected to others with the same problems, don't forget that.
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>>381062926
I'm scared of having responsibilities, of having to grow up. Parents never taught me, I was "homeschooled" from an early age and kept isolated for so long that I became comfortable in isolation.
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I gookanon banned? I don't know them personally, but I live in the same city as they do. Ask meanything.
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Dude, if my son was like that I would teach him how to program.

If he doesn't pick it up then I'm launching cheat engine in the background so he gets a ban on origin and steam.
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>>381062926
I am physically and mentally unable to perform such tasks. I am also unwilling whether I like it or not. I have no choice.
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>>381062520
>I want to channel that into a novel I am planning to write
I've literally had like three or four different ideas I've worked on and none of them go how I want them too. I also have like three ideas on the back burner that I've been working on for years now. My problem is I keep coming up with new ideas constantly, and begin working on them instead of incorporating them into the current project or just holding off on them until after I get a decent way into my current idea.
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>>381058646
that sounds pretty shitty desu. You might be right but it sounds like teahing your kids to accept peer pressure and try their hardest to be whatever is currently cool.
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>>381062926

I tried. No physical issues, but I don't take orders well.
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What if you still live with your parents but you're both sharing a lease and equally pay for all bills/rent?
Rent's too expensive solo.
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>>381063172
This is met to a certain extent.

I don't mind having responsibilities that much.

But a lot of those responsibilities involve dealing with other people. And I'm terrified of other people.
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>>381063172
>>381063265
I hate you guys. I hate you will all my soul. I hope the devil sodomizes you all on live television and a few AM radio stations. I would give anything to qualify for military work and you willingly won't even try.
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My parents pay my rent so I'm not living on my own but at least I'm by myself.
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>>381063587
*me
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>>381051025
Just be yourself bro
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>>381058646
>yes goy just conform to society and be a lemming
The problem is that society is a curse and his only escape are video games. Thats why that is all he cares for and all he lives for. Games are his world, because the real world is a terrible cold place with nothing to gain for your average joe other than never ending wageslavery and cock sucking to those higher than you.
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>>381063338
Fucking this.

>mfw the main idea for my novel has changed like 5 times in the past 6 years
>it's gotten better each time
>finally have more to work with as a result
Believe it or not I went from full edge-lord 2ddep4u shit to using humor to tackle real issues that people have.

Honestly it's not a bad thing to have a lot of ideas.
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>>381063593
>and a few AM radio stations
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>>381062206
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>>381044481
Now that's some nice projection if I have ever seen one. I bet you anything that it's the "son" who actually wrote this crap.
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I SAW THIS EXACT THREAD BEFORE WITH THE EXACT SAME REPLIES

WHAT THE FUCK IS HAPPENING
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>>381063920
Welcome to 4chan. Have a great summer.
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>>381051240
kek, I have a similar story

>dad is 28, parents pressure him to get married
>from what I hear from my mum he was just like me
>awkward as fuck, brought a floppy disk to their first date and spent ages talking about its revolutionary technology
>mum was a total slut, still is actually, but she obviously latched onto him as a beta provider
>she cheats on him through their entire marriage
>dad wants to leave her but he doesn't want to leave me and my little sister fatherless/broken home situation (paternity tests reveals he is our real dad, guess he wanted to pass on his genes or something)
>he tells me all about the cheating and how mum ruined his life when I was a little kid
>now, I'm awkward and ugly I'll admit that so I never had a chance with girls anyway
>never bother with girls, dad asks me one day why not
>tell him that even if I did have the chance, I don't want to end up in a situation like him
>he doesn't look happy but he says he understands my decision
>my mother still pesters me about finding a girl, despite disregarding her marriage vows for the last 25 years and hopping from cock to cock

I can't understand her point of view. She obviously doesn't care about her own marriage yet expects me to get married. Does she want me to get cucked? I thought parents were supposed to want what is best for their children but I just don't know.
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I really hope you guys dont think OP's scenario is fake or impossible.

I know lots of kids and adults like that, grown ass adults who become legitimate vegetables without videogames or gaming of some form.

Life is about balance, you need more than one thing. I couldnt imagine life without reading books and manga...and audiobooks and comics. Videogames are just ONE of many potential fun things to do.

I think most people know, though.
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I SAW THIS EXACT THREAD BEFORE WITH THE EXACT SAME REPLIES

WHAT THE FUCK IS HAPPENING
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His parent's should only start spergin when he starts talking about cia niggers and faggots on his command line while playing COD.
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>>381063920
Who are you
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>>381064021
Hey thanks man
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>>381063920
The fuck are you talking about, Anon?
wake up
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>>381061439
You landed a well paying programming job without a degree?

I'm in the last year of my degree, its fucking hard work and to get a chance at getting a job with literally the only employer in my state I need to do extra shit like volunteering outside of uni as well.

But I'm less than a year away from having a well paying, steady job that I love, and living with my gf. I will be set for life once I get through this year.
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Welcome to 4chan. Have a great summer
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>>381064169
My post had a period at the end.
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>>381044481
What this dad fails to realize is females have gotten so much more picky since his time. Even if this son of his did show interest it is likely he would have way more female trouble than his dad ever did.

I don't even play video games anymore but I won't dare even try to get a gf because I know that women expect and want way too much from a guy in 2017.
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>>381064087
not him but freelance programmers can get hired wihout a degree much more easily because of their price, that is, cheap. If you're willing to sacrifice some of your pay, you can easily get a job over significantly "more qualified" people, because you work for less, and you know what that means? Every company ever will want to hire you. Look at india. Just look at it.
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With the way women are programmed to be these days, I can only congratulate the people that avoid them.
I wish I did as well. Fucking sluts.
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>>381061124
dont worry about it. i was just like you, being very anxious about driving. i was 23 before i got my license, although i had a permit when i was 18.

i took got 3 permits before actually manning up and doing it.
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>>381063721
Fuck I wish it was that easy for me. A good chunk of my ideas are just completely incompatible with each other and their settings. Like I have one story idea thats based more in a medieval fantasy world thing, and then one based in more modern times, and then a sci-fi one in space and shit. I fucking hate my brain and its ideas sometimes. It can come up with good ideas, but it comes up with too many for me to keep track of.
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>>381064360
Did you man up and do it because you finally owned a car?
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>>381064316
Just freeze a few samples and then get a vasectomy. Slut around with the best of them and laugh in their face when they tell you it's yours.
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>>381044481
What do you do if you're hte parent?

If your son actually has an autistic obsession with games and isn't playing them that much because of bullying etc?

It's almost like having a gay son.
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>>381061124
Try motorcycles. Cheaper and look cooler.
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>>381064506
>Just freeze a few samples
great way to end up with children with Down's Syndrome
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>>381062806
I remember that my mum told me how when she was in school, if the kids were having a spat, the teachers would intervene and allow them to have a supervised fight, and whoever drew blood first was declared the winner and at that point the fight was over. No fucking way anything like that can happen now.
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>>381064506
Vasectomies don't stop girls from cheating and catching STD's.
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>>381064598
How can I get mild surface rust off of chrome without destroying the chrome? If it's not possible then I'll just de-chrome the whole bike.
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>>381060653

Assuming all this shit is real, I'm sorry that happened to you. However we can't enable people to keep being victims. As a society, we can't keep creating more victims. You have to learn how to stand up for yourself. You're have to learn how to fight back. I don't understand why you did absolutely nothing. You didn't tell your parents you? The school board? The school administration? Nobody? You just took the abuse? That doesn't make any sense, anon. I don't understand why you didn't fight back at all. Even if it meant asking someone else for help, which is totally ok, you should have done something. Antony. The problem is, like I said earlier, is that we don't teach kids how to be confident. We don't teach people how to believe in themselves. Normally, there are three types of people: bullies, bystanders and victims. There's also alphas. Learn how to be an alpha, anon. I know a lot of people on 4chan and other message boards say that shit but it's true. You have to learn how to be an alpha. How to take charge and to take initiative I'm not talking some conservative, bootstrap bullshit either. It's okay to ask others for assistance. We're all in this shit together man. We can't do everything alone but ultimately everything starts and ends of you. You have to make a choice about how you want to live and what kind of life you want to lead. You have to create your own opportunity and be the master of your own destiny. I know that sounds stupid. I know it sounds cliche as fuck, but that's just what you have to do or else how else are you going to live? Are you just going to sit there and be a victim forever and expect things to magically fix themselves? I hope not dude.

I hope that helps, my nigga. Stay strong.

>>381060743

Thanks, anon.

>>381061169

My only regret is not being confident or enough to fuck more white bitches. I do now, but man I wish I had a time machine sometimes, haha.
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>>381047497
Girls are fucking gross.

Just study hard and play videogames.
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I'm wasting the prime of my life living in a basement watching trash anime and playing stupid video games
But I know nothing else
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>>381064695
Test tube it. Make Gataca a reality. There's no reason to pass on shit genetics if you can afford to have a test tube baby.
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>>381044481
Never home school your children.
>t. 19 year old virgin who was home schooled
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>>381064703
Stay away from coalburners and you'll be fine. Wrap it anyway for a new girl.
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>>381051212
This for me all the way. I really dropped the ball on my own self. I had numerous chances with girls but for whatever reason was too pussy or too arrogant to capitalize on all the times girls have shown me interest.

To be fair to myself here though, some girls that have shown interest in me were ugly. So of course my teen self at the time didn't want to be seen dating them. I'd never recover social status if I was dating some ugly fat roastie. I knew this very well at the time. Kids are cruel as fuck to each other.
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>>381064758

I originally wrote a long ass post but deleted it by accident. Used my phone's voice to text, so sorry if the text is all fucked up and retarded. I was too lazy to rewrite what I wrote.
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>>381064737
I realize this is going to sound like bullshit but coca cola or pepsi, the non diet kind. Look it up if you want proof.
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>>381064870
I'm wasting the prime of my life doing NOTHING. I can't find enjoyment in anything for more than a few days at a time. I'm losing it.
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>>381051648
Video games are literally more important than sex.
Only virgins would believe otherwise.
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>>381062926
Is joining the officer corps good for self esteem and sense of purpose?
I turned in my application last week
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>>381065148
I've seen videos of that but never actually tried it. Guess I'll take the fender if and give it a shot. It's not the end of the world if I have to sand and paint it or even just ride without a front fender.
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>>381062397
>I don't think I'd be able to do nothing but video games all the time. Shit gets old without variety.

Well no shit you do all these things faggot. You aren't as hooked on gaming as others. I guarantee you don't have any time to be playing much more than a couple games at most for the week. You damn sure wouldn't really be able to get into very long RPG games unless it is all what you played.

Society really wasn't prepared for the addictive nature of video games. Society is built upon the idea that people will keep procreating and feeding the system through hard labor, buying products and more infinite procreation. This is why the jews have given us goyim things like sports and shitty stupid tv shows to watch. Video games weren't suppose to be in the plans like they are now.
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>>381044654
>Being an unironic statist slave
Good goy.
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>>381056559
They cant be degenerate by definition
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>>381044481
>tfw all I do is go to work and come home to play vidya
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>>381065283
If everyone is made to wear the same uniform, I guarantee that sense of purpose will be there. Bonus points if everyone is required to be shaved. That uniformity gives you that rare feeling that everyone is really the same in the end.
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I went through all of high school and never had a girlfriend. Ive been through 4 year of community college and never had a girlfriend. Whats wrong with me? Ive hooked up with girls but I can never get any girl to be my girl friend. Am I boring? A pain to be around?

I just want someone who loves me and wants to struggle through life with me
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>>381065701
>four years of community college
How the fuck do you take four years to get a two year degree?
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>>381050448
>>381051076
>>381056770
>people still haven't seen this shitty pasta
I don't know if it's actually pasta but I've literally seen this shit posted, exact same pictures and all posted as of like, a year or so ago.
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>>381064027
She actually wants you to turn into a boytoy for a bored older woman in a situation similar to her own.
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Will the pain ever end?
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>>381047497
You didn't miss out, Adult Dating is bad enough
also you'll have a girl that you spend every day with suddenly disappear from your life forever, over a rough break up over petty shit that doesn't matter at all in the grand scheme of things, She made me feel not alone in the world.
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>>381060615
>always thought they were playing a joke on me so I turned them down
this
I was always paranoid that if I said yes she would laugh at me or say yes, take me to her house, undress herself then suddenly run outside screaming "RAPE, RAPE!!!"
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>>381052217
>They've been together for years because neither had the guts to start over with someone new so they get married despite not actually liking each other.
I know that feel.
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>>381065798

I'm on a transfer program (dvc in case you know what school that is) and Im finally transferring to sac state this fall with two AA business administration and economics I fucking hate sacramento and really thinking about saying fuck school
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>>381065490
Civil Engineering Corps
I'm going to try to help world
I hope
It's not like I'm getting hired here. I don't really care about a salary because I've got nothing to spend it on besides upgrading my computer.
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I've also went through all of highschool and shit, never had a girlfriend as well, I'm not a virgin though, had some hook ups here and there.
That still doesn't change the fact that I pretty much don't find fun in anything by now, I'm 20 year old and have no interest whatsoever in going to college since nothing at all can catch my interest anymore, the only thing I do by now is shitpost on this fucking imageboard.
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>>381063452
This is me. I'm reasonably intelligent, able-bodied, analytical...but I completely fail at taking even the slightest direction. If it doesn't trigger the fuck out of me, I end up getting confused/overthinking things and doing it wrong. I've always been socially retarded but videogames enabled me to the point where it's just impossible for me to even conduct simple transactions. Probably gonna an hero soon tbqh
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>>381061974
You don't know how things work, do you?
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>>381044887
>How can someone with normie tier game taste be a degenerate.
Because taste is separate from real world interactions with people. I mean you could be a full on /pol/ack and still find some common ground between goldstein and his sheboon wife. As long as you are somewhat able to hold a conversation that most people can engage with you'll be fine. The problem is when your interactions are primarily within the same group of people. This is why homeschool kids are so fucking retarded, because the only people they are able to interact with are their parents, people whom control their lives to a certain degree. Homeschooling may be great in terms of getting an education, but the ultimate price paid is your son/daughter being an autistic sperg, unable to cope with the real world.
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>>381066232
Wouldn't video games make it easier for you to follow directions? Like if you think of it as trying to get the best possible ending to a quest.
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>get a gorgeous virgin gf
>too nervous to fuck her the 5 months we go out just because I've never had a mind for romance because it felt unnecessary
>she breaks up with me because of it, still wants to be friends
>invites me out to get drinks just to talk it over
>get intoxicated and unleash a side of me I didn't know existed, popped her cherry fucked her brains out
>back together and been fucking for a week straight

Its all about forcing yourself out of your comfort zone into something you have vague interest in
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>>381059724
>>381060650
haha
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>>381066431
I thought you were going to end this with her fucking some guy she just met. This is a nice surprise.
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>>381066431
I get drunk almost every night and most of my friends are bartenders. That part isn't the issue.
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My parents banned video games when they saw how addicted we all were to the NES. Older brother still ended up as a sperg but I'm thankful I can enjoy vidya in moderation now. I had to go make friends and play games at their house, which if nothing else taught me social skills.

If you have kids I'd ban video games right off the bat, though maybe that's impossible these days what with cellphones and all.
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>>381044481
Then stop allowing him to play Video games you fucking retard. If you don't set limits, of course most kids will try to fuck you over. Also just explain to him that if he doesn't pull his head out of his ass very soon, he'll be out of the house with no money, and maybe then he'll learn that working is not so bad after all. I know my dad wouldn't have hesitate twice if I had become a fuck up like this
Jesus, fucking spineless parents, I swear
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>>381044481
It is the parents fucking fault. The kid obviously can't afford his own video games, so somebody must be.
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>>381066961
He probably just pirates his games
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>>381066431
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Any time I start to feel sorry for the kind of people growing up like this I remember what bitter, judgmental shitheads you all are. And how entitled you get about everything. Thinking the world owes you something. You hop out of school thinking you deserve high wages and flexible hours. You expect hot virgin women to beg for you and cater to your every whim. You even flip out when games aren't made for your specific tastes.

All my pity dissolves after that. But inevitably you double down on your entitlement and blame others. Parents, government, minorities, whatever. It's never your fault that you refuse to try. You think you're handed a raw deal when the truth is you have it either equally bad as the rest of us older than you or easier.

Stop pointing fingers and fucking do something for once. Nothing will ever change if you don't make it. I don't know why I'm wasting my time writing this. You still won't listen.
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>tfw good grades so parents don't give a shit
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>>381067047
Somebody still has to buy the hardware.
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>>381067179

Nice generalization there doc.
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>>381066345
As far as story quests, I always self-insert/moralfag it up and will choose the "wrong" path if I disagree with the "right" one. I can be pretty sanctimonious.

In terms of more cut-and-dried situations, aka "minmaxing behavior," I've found that that often leads to problems rather than solutions. People have their own little systems with various quirks and allowances worked out. If you try to outsmart them, more often than not you end up screwing up their contingencies at worst, and needlesssly wasting time reinventing the wheel at best. At the risk of sounding like a special snowflake, my problem is that even when I make a good-faith effort to follow directions to the letter, there are subtle differences in my thinking that often lead me to do something the wrong way.
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>>381067179

I don't know how to change and there is nobody to teach me. I will just accept my fate.
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>>381067179
>nothing will ever change if you don't make it
things will change, you'll lose your house and your job. And then when you go out of your way to try and get another job to replace the one you had but lost because of some shithead with a visa working for a barely legal wage, you find that everything in your skillset is either now automated or being outsourced to third world countries to be done on the cheap.
the world is kinda fucked m8. Shit has changed from when we were kids. I'm 40 now and struggling to find work after being in the IT field for 20 years. Everyone has IT experience, so why not hire some indian kid here for college, willing to work $7/hr?
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>>381044481
As long as he can pay rent once he gets out of high school, I wouldn't have a problem with this.
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>>381067319
He probably used his christmas/birthday money
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>>381067369

Gotta ask for clarifications anon. Yeah, people will give you a hard time but thats dem brakes.
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>>381044481
They gave him shit taste. He plays only rooty tooty point-and-shooty games but has no bros.
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>>381055138
Le you do not belong here face
Sad nutcases the lot of them
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>tfw could not even enjoy teenage years because always sick and limping
>tfw forever a autist that can only get hard seeing thicc 2d thighs
what went wrong to me
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>no food in apartment
>don't want to go to 7/11 because the grave yard shift worker is sketchy as hell
Nigga says crazy things every time I go in there. I'm going to 7/11 at 3am it's pretty obvious I'm not ready for that
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>>381064758
>Antony.
why did this make me laugh
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>>381065701
All you want is sexall you have is porn
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I have a slightly different experience
Being a neet was one of the happiest times of my life. To me it wasn't time wasted, but time well spent doing something I love.

I ended up getting a job because I couldn't stand having such a ghetto rig and I didn't want to beg every time I wanted to get a new game.
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>>381044481
so happy I don't play the vidya-jew
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>>381064087
>to get a chance at getting a job with literally the only employer in my state
What state do you live in?
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>>381065225
>Only virgins would believe otherwise.
Who the hell do you think you're replying to?
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>>381065435
>work from home at a dead end job earning about 700 a month
>play vidya all day and work for about 2 hours at night
>could take the extra step and probably get more clients if I just got myself out there
>instead I do everything in my power to stay hidden because I hate working
>continue playing vidya to escape from the stresses of the day
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The moral of the story is that life is pretty shitty, the only way to make it less shitty is to cause more severe suffering to make normal life seem good in comparison. I wouldn't know though, I haven't felt happiness in so long I don't even remember what it feels like.
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>>381044481
kids obviously autistic or some shit. and their parents must also be retarded for not noticing.
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>>381044481
This story is in no way relegated to just video games. Most technical careers/exteme hobbies will result in a similar type of person. When someone looks at the success/enjoyment of their activity as being able to completely satisfy them, then they don't look for anyone else. It's not inherently a bad thing. It's just the direction western culture went. Where is became/becomes an issue is when it started hurting other societies and ineffectively using resources in order to support these habits.

This is because just like I said they aren't bad, they also aren't good. They aren't some innate good that justifies the eating of un-foretold resources just to support hobbies and jobs that unequally and unfairly eat majority of the world's resources in order to just make others that would do the same. It's completely unsustainable and irresponsible.
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>>381044481
>Have good childhood
>Good parents
>Go to school
>Parents provide all sorts of physical activity so I grow up healthy
>Probably good food, no junk
>Have kids
>Do the exact opposite
>"Wah Wah mah son do vidya all day"

Fuck that faggot. When the kid was 11, he probably bought him consoles and games, he probably also lived in a rich neighborhood so everyone had consoles so nobody had a reason to socialize.

Literally just a faggot parent.
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>>381050460

>not living with your parents
>not expanding the family further and further and reap the benefit and potential of creating a family business
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>>381044654
>homeschooling is bad meme
It is if your kid doesnt go out to socialise. It's a godsend though because you cam just learn whatever you want and keep going ahead. No need to wait for 10-15 other kids to finish as well.

If you go out normally and find stuff to do (like hobbies and shit), you'll be fine.
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>>381068548
You know, honestly I think people don't like work because work doesn't mean anything anymore. For most, work is just being another cog in a wheel. No satisfaction, no real helping of people (because even if your job is to help people, massive corporations make sure the end result is fucking them anyways) and no sense of accomplishment as we try to hopelessly remove skilled labor in place of making everything simplified and "efficient". Keep in mind I put that in quotes for a reason. Because efficiency really would use resources properly and effectively as to make them sustainable. Our system's version of "efficient" is basically just a means of making profit. It doesn't care about the resources or the people manipulating them for that matter. Just hopeless draining of the world and it's people. And this is before we even get into wage disparity (aka modern slavery). It's really no wonder people don't like to work.
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>>381056968
>>381057087
Yeah I reckon it does tbqhwy
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>>381047497
I got the opposite scenario. I got myself into a relationship that went too deep when I was 15. I'm married to the first girl I ever dated, 10 years later. Don't get me wrong, I love her more than anything and we have a great relationship, but sometimes I wish I got a chance to play the field. I've only ever made sexual contact with 2 women. My wife, and one of our mutual friends when all 3 of us got drunk together. And I didn't even fuck the other girl, just everything short of that. It just eats away at me, I want to have experienced other women, but I don't want to cheat. I wish I could time travel
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>>381051194
Don't have kids.
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>>381069502
and if you had fooled around you would regret that instead
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>>381069502
quit complaining you lucky fuck
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>>381069637
Why's that?
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>>381069305
Thats because people are working more and earning less than the last generation. Most people are indentured servants at this point, be it from student loans, mortgage, auto loan ect.
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>>381069826
>wow, i cant believe i gave up being true to the one i love just for some mediocre sex

or something like that
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>>381067179
Entitled is such a poor choice of words.
Have some fucking standards maybe. Don't just spend your life doing stupid and humiliating things just because "that's the way it is". And there very clearly is a person to blame. The person who in his arrogance, ignorance or both decided on continuing this poorly constructed mess.
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>tfw nearly 60k in the bank from an accident settlement
>too unmotivated to even put it in some lazy low risk index fund
I can't even be bothered to put the smallest amount of effort into anything
I didn't even want the money to begin with, only have it cause my mother pursued the legal case
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>>381067179
>raise kids to be whiny bitches
>blame them for being whiny bitches

retard
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>>381069941
Oh, yeah, I'm glad I never cheated, I just wish I messed around BEFORE her. Y'know?
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>>381070010
5% minimum or it's not even worth investing.
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>>381069305
Everything's becoming automated now...I've had my car since 2012 and barely have over 1k miles on it because there's just no reason to leave the house. Need groceries? Amazon. Pills? Amazon. Meals? box service delivers the ingredients to you or takeout delivers to your door. Need to go somewhere? Call an Uber. I go to the dentist every 6 months and that's about it. Now if I need groceries I can walk into Whole Foods, tag what I want, and the machine will have it ready for me at the front so its even more automated.
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>>381055336
Most importantly, we need to redpill young males about the whorisness of women.
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>>381070143
I know literally 0 things about financing/economics and don't want to learn about them
why 5%? what other options do I have besides letting it sit? I don't want to spend any of it cause I've never had a job in my life
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>>381064027
If this story ain't a prime example of AWALT, I don't know what is.
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Are all of you gay or something?
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>Tfw only got bullied once in all of my school career and then was never picked on again
I'm not really proud of the way I made it stop. I'm pretty sure I nearly killed my bully.
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>>381044481
>Battlefield 1
>Call of Duty
Fuck's sake get him some DOOM .wads and some Serious Sam.
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>>381070637
No, but I don't like women.
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>>381070637

Why would you assume them to be gay?
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>>381046341
shinji was homeschooled. then he moves to the NERV hq and goes to normal highschool or middle school i guess. whichever it is.
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Is CompSci worth pursuing? Everywhere I look I see people mentioning that it pays insanely well and work hours are pretty good. Obviously you have to like it in order to work with it, but I've always had a fascination for hardware and software. I'm not the best at math though but I could take some classes beforehand to learn some stuff before pursuing CompSci.

Or should I just settle in a retail job and live in a dumpster filled with cockroaches just because people think living at home with your parents is weird as fuck??
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>>381070637
yyes
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>>381070637
I have porn-induced ED. Twice I tried bringing home a grill and I couldn't get hard. It was so embarrassing to pretend to have whiskey dick that I just stopped trying.
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>>381055138
What's incel mean?
Is it some type of fetish?
Doesn't seem to have any art on gelbooru
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>>381067558
god damn that pic is cute
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>>381069502
boho
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>>381071091
Oh it's another word for normie wannabes.
I don't understand why people want to be normies. Normie life is boring, I've tried it. Rather meme, shitpost, vidya, and masturbate to increasingly unrealistic 2d images.
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>>381044887
Because we're increasingly seeing the japanese phenomenon of grass-eating males occur in western territories (possibly not for the same reasons)
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>>381060650
dear god you're delusional
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>>381047497
Doesn't matter to me. Live out in the sticks so even if I didn't miss out none of the girls would've been interested in me.
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>>381070960

It is, if you can get gud at coding.
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>>381070960
I'm going an interesting route. I'm taking a two year Network & Telecommunications Engineering program for a Diploma. I can get jobs right out the door with that one, and it's supposed to pay fairly well. If I find I like what I'm doing, this specific program allows me to bridge directly into the 3rd year of a Bachelor of Computer Information Systems. You could look around and see if any schools around you are offering something similar?
I'm going to Okanagan College in Kelowna, BC, Canada if you were curious.
Best part about this program is it offers a co-op work term between each semester. Meaning they find a job for me, so I have experience right out of graduation.
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>>381052724
video games are not a hobby.
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>>381070637
I have too little interest in relationships that my standards have become too high. Not really in regards to looks, but personality, interests and whatnot. The affection, companionship and sex you get from a relationship isn't worth it to me if it means I have to do activities together I don't give a shit about or outright dislike. Basically, I'd only date people who I wouldn't mind being just friends with if dating wasn't an option.
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>no pressure from dad because he's a fat linux neckbeard and also a reifag
I think he's disappointed that I use windows though
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>>381070960
CompSci is a bit of a joke these days. The market's ultra saturated and commoditized and the "best" jobs don't necessarily have anything to do with actually having good analytical skills. It's good if you're good at following rules and just want to make some dosh, but if you're looking for something stimulating or purpose-filled it's tough. But then that's pretty much all professions now. There's no one industry or trade that necessarily attracts a specific kind of person anymore. It's all very "democratic."
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>>381071423
>tfw gonna get a Bachelor in CIS after associates in normal CompSci
Fuck doing all that math and physics.
Gonna get to Pre-Cal and jump ship
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If you knew that no one in your life would judge you or be disappointed and finances would never be an issue would you become a social recluse?
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>>381070960
Yes but only if you can get into MIT/Stanford or unis with similar reputation
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>>381071646
even with all those things I'm still a recluse anyway
what a dumb fucking question
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>>381064701
rofl, literally like duels in the past, nice.
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>>381071646
Depends on what you mean by a social recluse exactly, but probably yes. It's not uncommon for me that the only people I actually interact with in real life are cashiers at stores, and it doesn't really bother me. As long as I can keep my online friends, I'm fine.
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>>381070960
Compsci has the same problem that medicine has, where everyone talks about how top coding jobs pay six figures but they don't talk about all the med students, interns, and low level residents living out of their car.
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Honestly that picture describes me in full but not because of my own will albeit. I'm just genuinely stupid and socially retard.

I can't make well-informed decisions ever. I'm horrible at math. I forget words and literature a few weeks after reading them. I can't communicate with people well because I always get trapped in my head and eventually doze off mid-conversation. I don't have any willpower to push through extremely tough obstacles and the few times I do I almost always end up with a hand shorter than what I am supposed to get because I don't make the brightest decisions.

Romantically I'm dead. I cannot feel the burning passion of love or infatuation like most people. I can only get a semblance of this via shipping characters. I've recently discovered that I have an almost inhuman-like inability to fell grief or sadness because after my cat that I've had for 16 years died I just shrugged it off like it was nothing even though I've had him since I was 5 and to further drive home the point my father recently had a heart-attack that could have killed him yet I did not feel panic or even worried.

Often I wonder if I have been emotionally and psychologically traumatized to the point where I can no longer really care about real world object and connections due to my abusive and neglectful mother that raised me till I was 12. During those times my only real source of comfort and joy was my video games and I think that's why they are the only things nowadays that I feel any real sense of being alive.

I could also have autism but that wouldn't explain why I suck at everything I've ever done including video games. Honestly, i'm just an all around shitty person. I'm 21 years old and I just got my first job as a delivery driver and I'm a college drop-out.

If I was ever in a videogame, i'd be that one person that you would send in the front-lines of a war-sim because I'd be useless as anything more than flesh-fodder.
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>>381072017
>Romantically I'm dead. I cannot feel the burning passion of love or infatuation like most people. I can only get a semblance of this via shipping characters.
That's not dead, you've just trained your brain to respond to "wrong" stimuli. If you ever get close (emotionally) enough to a woman you will still feel infatuation, you just haven't experienced it.

>Inhuman-like inability to feel grief
This is very common in real life and I'm shocked at some point in your weeb animu lifestyle you haven't come across the extremely overused archetype of a character who can't manage to cry even in the face of great tragedy. It's an evolutionary defense to prevent you from being crippled by depression. Don't be stupid and beat yourself up over it. It's nuts how many people turn to drinking because "they weren't able to cry at their dad's funeral" or "they felt nothing on 9/11".

>I could also have autism
People misdiagnose themselves all the time, and psychologically manifest the symptoms of what they believe they suffer from. Don't be retarded.
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>>381071594
>But then that's pretty much all professions now.
That's what happens when the value of a single human life is almost nothing
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>>381072017
You're not alone.
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>>381044481
Kinda me. I just play games all day. Nothing is as good as games in this shitty life. Hope I will die in my sleep.
t. 31 y/o NEET
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>>381062780
R u me?
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>>381064027
it's biological, she had you because of biology, and now she sees that you're not having children so her genes can't keep going.
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>>381072286
>Don't be retarded.
>Can't into math.
>Can't into literature.
>Can't into college.
Too late for that desu.

At this point in my life I'm more so waiting to die than trying to live it because I already have too many embarrassing and cringe memories for when I do try to socialize and force myself to be a better person.

I only have a select few people who I'm friends with and 2 out of the 3 of them are only friends with me because I'm very kind and forgiving of people. Outside of that everyone either thinks I'm weird or mean because I said something I didn't mean to say or did something I had no intentions of doing. The worst part is that people thinking I'm mean or weird would be one of the better outcomes. I've done some really stupid things in my life that I hope I never do again.

I'd honestly rather just die alone with only a few people to remember me than to die and have a shit ton of people laughing at my memory.

At least in the former, if there is some form of afterlife, I won't be a laughing stock.

Tl;dr: Don't try to cheer me up or give me false hope for something that'll never happen. There are some people in this world who are never meant to succeed, who are never meant to be happy. There are even some who, by all laws of nature, should just be forgotten and left by the wayside. I am one of those people. I know I am. If I wasn't then everything I've ever done wouldn't be a failure of some kind.
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>>381064758
Nice pasta material
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>>381072973
>Tl;dr: Don't try to cheer me up or give me false hope for something that'll never happen. There are some people in this world who are never meant to succeed, who are never meant to be happy. There are even some who, by all laws of nature, should just be forgotten and left by the wayside. I am one of those people. I know I am. If I wasn't then everything I've ever done wouldn't be a failure of some kind.
literally a fucking anime character, I can't even tell if you're joking or not. Stop being so melodramatic.
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>>381072017

Anon, you aren't alone. I am terrible at math as well that I'm going as far back as relearning Multiplication and Division that I'm supposed to do at the top of my head. I have two jobs one in Pizza and the other in a theater and I don't even have a car. I could probably make my life a little better if I could just get a car and be a delivery driver. But that seems like a fantasy in my case. All I do now is just go to work, go home, eat like shit, play video games, rinse and repeat. I am a living, disgusting, horrendous parasite slowly killing myself. How does someone like me understand Math like everyone else does? Those people just do it so quickly and I look at like some intricate Alien language. I'm feeling the full force of reality and pain but I just don't care anymore.
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>>381072973
It's a self-fulfilling prophecy dumbass. You're acting like a TV character but nobody's going to give you the pity you think your monologue is supposed to evoke.

Maybe you should consider joining the army, like you said. You don't need to be in a video game to do that. Not because you'll "die on the front lines" but because you'll find some purpose in your life with forced social time around your squad, mandatory workouts, and contributing to something bigger than yourself.

Worst case scenario you get what you wanted and take an IED trip to hell, right?
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>>381073174
>>381073307
I can't really tell if these are Ironic baiting or if these are genuine complaints desu.

I don't watch TV or anime enough to know any of these character archetypes and I can't really tell if that's a bad thing or not.
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>>381073307
Oh yea and I tried to get into the military before I even got out of high school, I couldn't because I have ADHD and I need to take medicine to control even though I told them I don't take the doses they said that it only makes me more unstable.
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>>381044481
>excited about the new battlefront
What a terrible fucking father.
This kid clearly hasn't been beaten enough.
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>>381073535
We're just telling you that you sound like a ridiculous stereotype. Get over whatever seems to be bothering you, it doesn't even sound that bad, everyone does embarrassing stuff, or don't, either way stop whining about it.
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>>381044481
>games are a problem and not upbringing
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>>381073753
My whole life is something to be embarrassed about because I keep on making horrible decisions to start with, that was the point of my first post.
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>>381073853
cool shit dude, nice blog, nobody's gonna take pity on you so you can just stop posting
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>>381073984
>Stop posting shit on a forum faggot, don't you know you're not supposed to post shit on forums?

This is the summation of your argument right now. Never once have I tried to garner pity from anyone, I was just telling my perspective of reality.
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>>381071491
how were you even conceived
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