OCD/Anxiety/Depression and vidya. Does it help or hurt you?

>>377590693
Hurts sometimes.

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>>377590693
It can be a good distraction sometimes.

>>377590693
This is why I come to /v/ - Video Games. To talk about my feelings with other boys.

Depression isn't too bad. I have no long term goals other than to kill myself and then it will be over.

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>>377590693
>I used to do video games to deal with my depression
>video games are now shit nowadays
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Nice distraction.

decent distraction sometimes
but when i fall too far into the pit i just refuse to play games because i know ill be thinking too much, today was such a day, fuck me

>>377590693
I have OCD and Depression, but the pill helps me a lot. The games can be a distraction and relieve depression but can be fatal for the obsessive compulsive disorder.

>>377591027
Then do it.

>>377591027
Yeah, it's surprising how manageable depression can be. I can coast along just existing pretty much forever. My only long term goal is to survive until my parents die and the off myself, ideally in such a way that no one has to deal with my corpse or anything. I'll pack up all my belongs so they're easy to move and then I'll wander off into the woods somewhere and feed the worms.

But not before I play a lot of fucking ViDEO GAMES

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None of you know what it's like to suffer. You're all just sad normalfags because "waahh muh friends went new concert without meee" or "gf leaving for a week lmao no sex for so loooong :(((((("

literally end your lives you faggoteers

>>377590693
I have an ocd compulsion to press the side buttons on my mouse in a certain order, and I used to have one where I'd left and right click as close as I could to the top right border. This kinda fucks up my gameplay. Also I've got tourettes so the eye rics don't help either. I rarely find interest in video games, but when I do I play every hour of the day for a couple days before burning out. Can't quite remember the last time I had that level of interest, but I think it was al least 6 months ago.

>>377591425
Are you implying you do?

>>377591403
I wish I cared enough about anything to enjoy video games

I just want to waste enough of my life making money at work, put off all my other responsibilities and spend it all on living comfortably alone and gradually cutting off all human contact so I can gradually waste away in my own little cave and no one else will know. I'm most of the way there, I'm on my way to buying a place of my own and besides my parents who I only really talk to (as in responding to texts) every 3 or 4 months, I only have one or two friends I actually talk to and that's only shallow mundane shit

It's been a long time since I was suicidal, which I guess is a positive and a negative since I still have no goals, desires or enjoyment out of most things

>>377591623
Yes, you dumb summerfag.

>>377591680
>>377591425

>treating depression like its your sekrit club

You don't have it either, you just want to feel special from it because theres nothing in your life.

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>>377591680
Alright.

>>377591741
If that helps you sleep at night, summerbro. Just remember, your gf is coming back in 7 days, and no one wants to hear you bitch on normiebook about your non-problems