Has a video game ever caused you to postpone your suicide?

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>>375859947
Yes. Mass effect Andromeda. I can't even delay suicide right.

Haven't they all?

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Lol all my games postpone my suicide.

I don't know how I grew up into such a damaged person, but getting hype for new games and getting into games I'm playing is literally what I live for. Right now I listen to the Persona 5 OST in the car on the way to work and it makes me feel alive.

I have a gf, friends, a decent job and a family. I'm content with my life. I do all the normie things and I have fun while doing them, but for some fucking reason nothing, not parties or girls or travel or books or any of that shit hits me like video games do.

If someone told me I could never play video games again that would probably be it for me. This is my curse.

No. Nothing postpones suicide. The reaper comes for all.

>>375859947
FF XV(SUCKED ASS)
Persona 5(love it)
Kingdom hearts 3
DMC5
After that I don't give a fuck about living

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>>375861556

I'm uncomfortable with how close to home this hits me

>>375859947
MGSV, didn't really work out as I had hoped though

>Implying I ever had planned any suicide at all

Suicide is for pussies that aren't capable of handling the mysteries of life.

>>375861917

The biggest disappointment in my life.

>>375861940

>mysteries of life
>working for 50 years and then dying

lol

>>375862105
Now go and make that toilet Sparkle bitch

>>375861940

>Suicide is for pussies

This is what middle schoolers think

People who commit suicide have serious mental issues

>>375862403
this

no one kills themselves because they're an oversensitive faggot. It's incredibly hard to make that choice.

>>375861556
>tfw I also jam out to the Persona 5 ost during my commute

With the Stars and Us is my shit

I buy into hype trains because of this. "Just a few more months/weeks/days and x will be out."
Something to look forward to

The World Ends With You 2

That way I can force myself not to suicide even if it never happens.

>>375861541
deees

>>375861556
Believe it or not, I was like that, and I don't even feel disgusted by people who feel that way.
Fact is, normie life is just so shitty if you have predisposition for something more from life.
Its not even about the money, rich people use cocaine to feel alive.
I noticed that people who need food,fuck,fart,drink,clothes live happiest lives, never in any doubt, children in 20ties, parents same as children etc( I hope you know the type) .
Games gave me illusion of living couple of espresso lives and gave me strength to endure daily bullshit.
But, I quit and trick is to fill that void with something that fills you with same feel of encomplishement (for me jogging(runners high is absolutely glorious feel,when you figure out your will is the boss above the pain of your body), having a dog/cat,and job that fulfills you=type of job you don't feel like you go to work and biking).
I play games here and there but I'm in control and my taste is so refined(I'm not saying I play 100/100 games but I know what I like and I don't give a fuck or follow what's new ) , I play maybe 2-3 games a year but I enjoy them totally( wrpgs ,old school reboot isometric and I wouldn't budge if stalker2 ,Interplay Fallout3 ,old Bethesda Morrowind 2 or hl3 come out).

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>>375861556

I love games, I'm currently unemployed and I haven't played a game in 4 weeks. I have nothing but free time and I can't bring myself to play anything. What does it mean?

>>375864578
Objects in motion stay in motion unless acted upon by another force.

It takes less energy to keep an object moving then it does to make it start moving. This is called initial friction.

When you wake up with nothing to do, you don't have any reason to go to the moderate effort of starting moving. On the othe hand, when you've just gotten home from work or school, you're already 'in motion' and therefore more likely to do things that require some effort and involvement than you would have been if you hadn't done anything that day.

What I'm currently trying to do is get into going to the gym. I've nothing to do for the summer so I get a lift to the gym in the morning, 1 hour in the gym, one hour to cycle home on my fairly crappy bike. This not only gives you some endorphin high, but hypothetially it gets you able to actually do stuff. It might take about 3 hours out of the start of the day, but it works out much better.

Mass Effect 3. I don't know how I managed not to kill myself after finishing it.

>>375864332
Having Children are only logical increment=NOT!!
Having children is most selfish act human can do, they use it as second chance to fix their mistakes .
Fact, you will die, fact you will die alone , with or without children,fact, your wife doors not love you, she just settled, fact,
only way to fulfil your life is to have one cheap hobby that fulfills you and one expensive hobby that annoys you.
If you can squeeze family in that mix, well, glory to you, but never forget to have good financial nest for old age.
Also, believe it or not but fucking church helps(let me explain before I get flak), people who go to church are good, women are not sluts(mostly),
people are successful so you will find good business opportunities and at the end of the day, you WILL die, so why waste precious time on dwelling on inevitable, you don't have to believe but lie to yourself that you will be small fat angel after you die and just enjoy in life.
I spent 5 fucking years obsessed by mortality and just one day said fuck it, I'm Christian, I'll go to heaven, this is just one phase and lo and behold, I'm living peacefully, little stupidity is a small price to pay for just living the life without constant bickering :" should I go this way, will I miss something if I chose that path." Life is so fucking short , we really don't have time for dwelling on stuff that you can't influence.

>>375859947
System Shock Remake

>>375865827
He gets it.

>>375859947
>There are people who prolonged their pointless suffering to live through one final abysmal disappointment.

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>>375859947
Looking forward to RDR 2, I suppose.

>>375866326
I didn't kill myself because of Automata and I wasn't disappointed.

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>>375861556
I'm pretty much in your situation, minus the gf and the normie life, on which I have given up anyways. My only highlight of the day is to stop wageslaving to go back home and play that one game a month I can afford.

>>375863061
it'll nevr happen, we me as well kill ourselves now.

>>375861556
fuck anon. if the gaming industry collapses into cell phone games and f2p shit. Lets make a suicide pact

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>>375859947
bannerlord

captcha: dead

>>375859947
yes. all of them.

>>375859947
Not a depressed cuck and I have absolutely no sympathy for suicide fags.

>>375862403
Suicide is literally the most rational decision you can make

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>>375861556
>you will never enjoy games this much

Why am I still here?

>>375859947
Yea, was gonna then nier autotomatoe came out, fell in love, beat it with a-e endings. Then went sideways after

>>375866434
I kinda envy you anon. I'm in a 4 year relationship about to fall for the marriage meme and all I want to do is leave work and play vidya all day with no one bothering me. If only I could be stuck in a perpetual loop with the first 1-2 years of our dating so that I could do my thing and just hang with my gf casually. Things have gotten to serious for me to enjoy life anymore

>>375866656
nothing rational about destroying the most precious gift of life

Without games I'd just go to the gym more often.

>>375861940
I don't know about you anon but suicide is not a easy thing to do. I very much doubt you would have the mental fortitude to shoot yourself anywhere. People say suicide is for cowards but I would never have the balls to actually do it

>>375866730
>4 years
>hasnt married yet

????

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>>375861556
>No girl friend.
>All my friends are married, and my last two single friends don't want to hang out due to being mad at me over stupid shit.
>Shit job.
>Not content.
>Don't look forward to vidya no mo.
Of all those things, I still really wish I enjoyed vidya.

>>375866968
I've been dragging my heels. I know she is the one but I don't want to share my living space with anyone ever

>>375866730

Since before getting serious with my gf of already a year and a half, I let her k ow I didn't want to get married or have children. I reminded her every month.

I used my parents, my siblings, her parents and her siblings as why marriage is a bad idea.

Shes on board and sees the benefit of no children and marriage. More comfort in the ideal that were together because we want to be with each other rather than needing each other

>>375866730
I'm biased towards marriage since I grew up with crazy families divorcing left and right around me, but nonetheless my (biased) advice to you, from someone who was traumatized by his dumb parents is NOT to marry. It's not worth it in the long run, and it'll cost you not only a lot of money, but years of your life as well, and once you realize that married life doesn't go on like the first 1-2 years of your relationship, it's gonna be too late.

>>375867079
literally degenerate

>>375859947
everything i do anything that isn't committing suicide i'm postponing my suicide

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>>375861556
>>375861821
You're not alone.
I've been that way for as far back as I can remember, I always thought maybe I'll feel differently after school, after university, when I get in a serious relationship, when I'm in a great career... But year after year, no matter what I accomplish, I still feel the exact same way.

>>375859947
Wipe this meme from the face of the earth...

>>375866697
Just to suffer

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Even thogh video games help as a distraction, I entertain suicidal thoughts everyday, but I know I will probably never go through with it because I don't have the actual balls to do it, also because I really want to see how deep I can go before my brain just gives up. Don't wageslave kids, get a college degree and do good things

>>375861556
Video games and times with my friends are the only times I feel complete in life.

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>>375867476
Sometimes I think about killing myself but then I entertain the thought of dying shortly before the BEST FUCKING GOD DAMN RPG OF ALL TIME comes out... Then I'm like, I'll wait and see.

Had this thought for the past eight years.

Honestly I haven't killed myself because I want to be sure I actually fucking die
Don't want to miss and be brain damaged or "saved" if I hanged myself
That's the only thing stopping me from killing self

>>375867190

>you must marry and have children against your wishes

>>375867913

Jump from a skyscraper

>>375859947
Nope, I went through with it without a hitch.

>>375859947
You kidding? Everything I do in life is a distraction from thinking about how pointless everything is that would lead to suicide without the distractions.
I think this applies to alot of people, especially people who visit 4chan regularly.

>>375859947
i didn't actually plan suicide, but when dark souls 2 got announced i had quite a hard time. the trailer and all the stuff they showed before release really helped me to hang on, because i knew i had something to look forward to. it obviously didn't live up to my expectations, but i still had a lot of fun in the first months.

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>>375859947
I haftha play all me steam games before I can end me life and spend all of entirety burning in the great lake of fire.

>>375868295
What if he hits a bunch of birds out of nowhere and only falls partially, ending up paralyzing him instead?

>>375867913

There's a few surefire ways to die but they are pretty horrifying, like drowning

>>375861556
>I'm content with my life.
>I want to commit suicide.

You either are not content with your life or you don't actually want to kill yourself.

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Yes.