You all are also constantly explaining vidya related stuff to

>constantly
Occasionally
But yeah, I explain video games to the imaginary person in my head too

>>324171745
Sometimes I do this but not for video games, for problems I don't yet know the answer to that I need to figure out. You know things that matter...

Not really, sometimes I speak aloud when trying to puzzle out a section where I'm not sure what to do

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... yes

>>324172232

>I speak aloud when trying to puzzle out a section

Sign of a low IQ.

That's pretty specific, but yeah.

>>324171745
I think aloud so i say it.
but yes.

>>324172520
DO
YOU
HAVE
A
SINGLE
FACT
TO
BACK
THAT
UP

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>>324171745
i do it from time to time, but i only really worry about it when i realize at some point in the explanation i've actually been saying the words.

>>324174319
Yes

>>324172520
That's the sign of an auditory learner, dumbass.

>>324171745
>people in your head
Sorry, there's only me in here.

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>>324171745

Yes.
Sometimes I even pretend I'm let's playing a game, narrating/commenting as I play all in my head.

Holy fucking shit I thought I was the only one.

I'm not alone! I thought I was the only one who did this. Though it's usually music rather than vidya. Often when I listen to music, I pretend I'm listening with another imaginary person, to whom I explain the music, lyrics, artist history, discographical context, and personal significance to myself.
Before you ask, yes, I actually am autistic.

>>324174792
Are you me?
I've noticed I answer question in my head as if I was doing a Q&A.
I'm so fucking lonely.

>>324172232
I often speak aloud when reading or typing out posts on /v/.

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Yes, this is because I have no friends.

I do it with anime sometimes too, but mostly vidya.

Yeah. Probably a coping mechanism for having no life

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>>324174927

not anymore

>>324174927
I do this too, even when when my gf is in the room. I don't think were lonley, just autistic.

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>>324172520
>Using IQ to measure intelligence
Try harder anon

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I love explaining shit to myself like I'm trying to teach somebody. I guess it's all I have.

>>324171745
...yes.

>>324175103
Everything is gonna be daijoubu, homeboi
;_;
>>324175136
I often answer said questions whilst referencing my ex, thinking she's still with me. It would have been three years in February.

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>>324171745
I THOUGHT I WAS THE ONLY ONE

>>324171745
How did you know? ಠ_ಠ

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Sure I do this, but I do it with everything and have discussions/conversations with myself constantly, it has come to the point that I have to try really hard to stop myself from speaking to myself in public.
loneliness at its finest I suppose.
am i taking it too far, is this unhealthy, anyone here doing the same?
I just don't know who to talk to.

>>324171745
>think i was the only one
>see this thread
it's really getting to be a pain to constantly read about how i'm not as odd as i think i am

>>324171745
I do that with music stuff. I can get some pretty smart shit going on in my head, but rarely do I ever end up articulating to anyone :\

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I try not to.

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>used to play multiplayer games by myself because I had no friends

YOU CAN'T MAKE THIS SHIT UP

>>324175819
i do it
but i'm certified crazy
i'm sure plenty of the other people itt who do it aren't though, so... yeah
i'll talk to you, anon

Yes.

I sometimes try to imagine explaining nowadays to people from the past.

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Yes.
I talk to myself all the time, I need friends.
Pic semi-related.

>>324176074
It's probably just the loneliness along with a myriad of issues I have, I do tend to worry about it but it's pointless.
sorry I dislike pity

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>>324171745
Yeah. I sure do. I want some friends to sit around and play games with that I can explain things to.

>>324176425
yeah, it's not like i'm lonely or anything and really wanted somebody to talk to... hah hah

>>324174939
Even if you did have friends, they probably wouldn't give a shit about what you're explaining to them.
Trust me, it's for the best.

>>324176619
But then they weren't friends in the first place.

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Sometimes I'll just go through my comic collection and pretend I'm introducing each book to an imaginary person.

What does it mean?

>>324176683
>real friends
i've heard tales but never seen it myself

I do, and it helps me stay happy which is all that matter.

Even when I'm driving I often explain things out loud to a non-existent passenger.

If it helps with the loneliness, then it is a good thing.

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>>324176575
i don't care about you anon, you could die and I would never notice because you are anon, if you want friends you need to look elsewhere not an anonymous image site

>>324176867
>implying that makes you any different than anybody else on this planet
i just want to have a conversation with someone, shitbird

>>324176685
You want to share your passion, pretty normal.

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It makes me feel like shit when I think about that, I've never been able to make friend although it's a normal human skill.
Can we talk about video games?

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>>324171745
damn it

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>>324176991
>>324176685
Yeah, this. You have something you enjoy, and you want to share it. This is what drives teachers and instructors to do what they do. They can share their passion and leave a mark on the world.

>>324176407
Anyone who likes 20th Century Boys is a friend of mine, anon.

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>play a game I like alot and know really well
>imagine explaining it to people who are interested in hearing me

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Yes. For many things that aren't video games, as well.

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>>324176984
So go have a conversation with someone that cares enough to pretend to care.
Because I don't.
i hope you find someone though

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Wow that hit a bit close to home.

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>>324171745
>You all are also constantly explaining vidya related stuff to people in your head, right?

Let's not bring that argument up, okay?
I absolutely don't talk to imaginary friends based on real people I know in hypothetical situations about various arguments I can give monologues about.
I'm not lonely nor crazy okay?

>>324177172
>garbage can
kek
>>324177268
>i need to care deeply about someone to have a conversation
your problems are 2deep4me

>>324171745
Sometimes, but it's always better to talk about that stuff with friends. In a non-autistic way of course.

How do we know this means we're lonely? Maybe everyone does it.
Someone ask a normie if they do it, too.

>>324176051
Get on my level, I even cheated when I did to make "my" side win. From vidya to irl card games.

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>doing chores around the house
>mind wanders
>hear video game voice files in your head
>"ugh do I have to do the dishes today? I don't wanna..."
>"It's the right thing to do."
>"Okay, I'll do it"

>>324177634
does anybody here kno any normies we can ask?

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>Talk to myself about game
>Voice in head sounds so loud, get paranoid if I spoke some of it and others heard

>>324171745
Yes, it helps when solving puzzles or with strategy

>>324177714
Only normies I know are girls who don't play video games

>>324177762
it's hopeless

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I had friends throughout my life until the last two years of high school. At first I thought my friends abandoned me, but really I abandoned them. I stopped inviting them over, I stopped talking to them, I refused to use Facebook, and I always got mad when I was always left out of parties and shit.

Now I've had no friends for years and, once again, I thought that it was a bad thing... until my friends called me recently. I see the name on my phone, but I never answered until one day. My group of friends all said "Anon!!!" and were delighted that they finally got in contact with me. They invited me over, but I told them that I had work to do and couldn't but I'd like to hang out some other time.

They called a few times afterwards, and I never answered the phone. They left voicemails where they are all excitedly telling me to pick up the phone, but I never do.

They finally stopped calling a few months ago.

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>>324177634
This is a picture of the last person who asked

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>>324171745

Mostly the mechanics of online shootans

if any of you would like to know anything about Insurgency meta I can tell you

I used to do this a lot, now only rarely.

Maybe not at all, I don't remember the last time I did this desu.

>>324177860
seems legit

On my drive to work usually. Such a boring ass drive.

>>324176407
>20th Century boys

MY friend

>>324177853
iktf
try to get back in contact. make the effort. if they called you so many times they really did want to see you.

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>>324177634
>Someone ask a normie if they do it, too.

Yeah I do this from time to time. Even more pathetic, is that I sometimes listen to the shitty music that I make and imagine that I'm playing it for people.

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>>324178054
>any opportunity to post this

>>324177762
I know some normies I could ask but that would force me to reveal my powerlevel

>>324178183
>that would force me to reveal my powerlevel
foiled again

>>324175186
Me and you anon.
And most of the time it's the same shit too since I don't have many arguments to talk about even when talking to myself.

I work in a call centre and the other day an older man called in because he'd received one of our products by mistake. I thanked him for letting us know, and he said he appreciated the opportunity to talk because he lived alone; his wife had walked out on him a while back after he was diagnosed with cancer.

People like to talk, it doesn't matter that much who to.

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>>324177568
Hey like I said, myriad of issues.
Can't risk talking to people so carelessly.

>>324171745
yep.
just in case i ever have to explain how to do this to someone like my nephew, i rehearse

>>324171745
There's two people in my head, I have no personality disorders of course but those two people are still there, one uses my name and it's pretty normal, the other uses my main Internet nickname and he's a anon tier faggot.
So if I think something stupid or edgy the normal part tells the other to shut up and viceversa.

You can't beat my autism.
You can't.

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I've accepted my fate of being loney forever
I use the interent to fill my void of acceptance and socializing

Unrelated, please say you enjoy my webms

>>324178589
Anon, if you aren't pretending to have people in your head then you do have a disorder and a serious one at that.

That's really cute, Anon. I'd listen to you lonely faggots ramble just to make you happy.

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>>324178351
welp
as you were

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>tfw my friends tries to talk to me about generating 3d graphics from his job and all the math involved in the process
>tfw i just say "sounds neat" and understand nothing, but know it makes him feel better to share his interests

>>324178779
y-yeah? \(^_^)/

>>324178765
It's more of a pretend play indeed but it kinda pops out on its own, like when you see words and you read them inside your head without even thinking about it. So I guess it's semi-automated?
Of course I don't actually hear voices or anything but yeah I'm dirty lonely.

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>>324178701
dem graphics, god damn.

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>>324171745
>tfw pretend to explain the mgs story to someone
>tfw no friends and even if I did have any, they wouldn't give a shit

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>>324179114
Tell me about it
It's a shame it's the only good thing about the game

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>have only three friends but they're super close to me
>I'm great at faking interest into others' stuff
>they all dump their passions into me, because they know I'll look it up and say it's cool and all that

>try to get any of them into a movie/manga/videogame/whatever
>two of them always say "yeah sure" then never talk about it again
>the other ignores the message completely

Welp, atleast I know I'll never be a salesman.

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>>324178840
I don't care about anyone and no one cares about me, but your pic reminded me that I have a little folder with images like these.
These always hit close to home.

>>324179284
>that guy falling

tell me there's wilhelm screams in that game

>tfw never been depressed once in my life
>still relate the most to a character when it's a depressed character

why is this

>>324179367
>friends treat me like shit
how about you dump them, you fucking idiot?

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I explain what i am doing when playing vidya to this doll. How creepy is that?

>>324179496
Many real depressed people actually don't notice they are instead of telling everyone they're depressed.

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>>324179456
There is, but it's not context sensitive

>>324179589
That depends. Are you a cactus?

Why'd you remind me of my ex who understood my passions and attentively loved hearing me talk?

Gonna go sulk now.

>>324179634
>people who go around talking about their mental illness
the worst

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>>324179395
>tfw my 20th birthday was a just a few days after being robbed and having almost all my stuff stolen
>tfw my friends who i had only known for about 5 months let me stay in their house
>tfw they made a huge birthday breakfast for me

>>324179589
It is collecting your kills.

>>324178868
Same, stupid ass just keeps talking about his coding and I have to ask random questions about it to make him feel good.
but hey he's a good guy.

>>324179634
That may be, but I still think of myself as a happy person.

Can't think of anything to complain about. Maybe if I had more money

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>>324175186
Same -- mostly when it comes to academics, and especially history.

Thinking I might become a teacher.

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>>324179681
reminder she's doing better now

>>324179718
please, please tell me you kept 'em.

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>my character burns to death
>start softly screaming like I'm also burning to death
Please tell me I'm not the only one

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>>324179663
No

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I do this a lot when I'm trying to fall asleep. I'll be completely exhausted and still unable to fall asleep because I can't stop explaining Hearthstone mechanics or whatever to an imaginary future girlfriend. How fucking pathetic is that?

>>324179585
First off, aside from that, they're all great people.

Second, if I were to drop them I'd be alone.

Fuck being alone

>>324179795

Probably. We care for each other immensely but circumstances broke us away. We ended on good terms. I hope the best for her.

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I do it because a friend told me it's harder than you think to come up with entertaining commentary while also being gud at the game. That was years ago, now I can't stop.

>>324171745
>in your hear
Nope, I say it out loud. I live alone, so it's not I have to worry about anyone hearing me.

>>324179867
I agree hearthstone is fucking pathetic tbqh.

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>>324171745
Wrong. Actually I'm constantly explaining how grammar works.

>>324179912
i wanted you to be hurt by my pos, damnit ( -_-)7

If there are other people in your head you need to get help твн

Man. This is a fucking depressing thread...

and I can relate to a lot of it ;_;

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I get lost in this fantasy where I am back in high-school in the cinema room with the big projector.
I am playing this videogame I made (of which I have every mechanic, character, lore, etc down to a T, in front of my previous classmates and explain its mechanics to them
I also immagine the occasional "wow" from them

>>324174491
which episode was this?

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>showed evangelion to my brother and explained it to him as we went along
>pointing out quality of the animation, history of anno and the project and funding, references to earlier science fiction literature and mecha anime that inspired anno, etc etc
>he didn't really care about any of it
>will never have anyone i can sperg out about how awesome a certain film, book, tv show, game, etc. is because nofriends

>>324171745
Yes and I talk out loud sometimes too, it feels less lonely this way. Sometimes I act like I'm explain everything to a complete noob, trying to find the best words so he/she can understand faster.

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>>324180059
HA HA HA
YOU FUCKING WEIRDO
i do it all the time and i'm fairly certain i'm wrong most of the time too

>>324180059
In this day and age someone has to care about grammar, anon.
You will be useful eventually.

>>324179807
i moved away from that city after the robbery.
they were going to help me work on a project over the internet but they stopped talking to me.

>>324180216
Gimme your steam ID, I'll listen to your shit

>>324180131
what do you think, mental help just grows on trees, wordfilter circumventing nigger?

>>324179867
I can't be your girlfriend but can you explain hearthstone mechanics to me, Anon? I just started playing last week

>>324171745
Yeah.

>>324179745
Spooky. Probably should stop playing games where tons of people die then.

>>324180206
the one with the shotgun

>>324180361
>can't be your girlfriend
you're not even trying

Sometimes programming stuff

>>324171745
unlike some fucking faggots claiming here, it isn't an autistic trait, I used to do that, but stopped doing it when I matured. I used to do it from time to time when I was in my 20's

Sometimes when I'm playing a game I pretend there's a 6 year old version of me in my head who's absolutely amazed at how games look today.

>>324179867
>tfw my sleep schedule is utterly fucked because of shit like this

Yes, I do it about all my other hobbies though. I wish I had someone to talk to, but I'll never reveal my powerlevels to anyone that is close to me.

>>324180559
My ass pussy is a one way street.

>>324180361
Not him, but i woukd recommend you Play hunter, warlock or pally, look u a cheap netdeck and play against other decks until you find one that looks fun. Then work towards building that deck.

>>324180701
heh heh heh

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>die in a game
>become frustrated
>die again
>become even angrier
>imagine /v/ is watching me and telling me I'm shit and comparing me to DSP every time I die
>start getting unspeakably angry at the imaginary group of people in my head
>begin to slam my fist down on my keyboard in anger or punch walls or a pillow or something
>mom has to yell at me to calm down
>spend the rest of the day feeling frustrated and ashamed at my outburst
FUCK YOU /v/ THIS IS WHAT YOU'VE DONE TO ME

EVEN WHEN I'M NOT BROWSING THIS SHIT HOLE YOU'RE THERE TO MAKE ME FEEL LIKE GARBAGE

FFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFSFSEARRRRRRREERWRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

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Man, it was so fucking fun introducing my gf to all my favorite games and watching her react to that shit, it's like a microcosm of experiencing something for the first time again.

This is honestly the driving force why I even want children. I hate every single thing about the prospect of having kids: the work you need to do, the monetary cost, needing to be involved with a woman for conception (and that's a whole other can of worms), the annoyance of infants, the stress, etc, all that shit, sounds like a fucking nightmare... except sharing shit with them.

Sharing shit with a mini-me is like the dankest thing I can even think of. It's like giving someone a do-over of my life. I can teach them all the shit I learned, introduce them to all the stuff I liked, and then hope they won't fuck it all up as bad as I did and love them even if they do fuck up as bad as me.

It's honestly what drives me forward to learn and do new shit, because I can share all this with my miniature self offspring.

>>324180206
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Lu02VSsLorE

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>>324180312

>>324180598
>I matured

So why are you still here?

>>324180340
lmaooo nigga u crazy sмh faм

>>324180872
>pretending to be retarded
brave choice

>>324180779
There's stuff about Arena that I don't really get, mana curve and when it's acceptable to coin and how to 'see' the synergy between cards. I'm stuck with shitty decks since I'm a low dust pleb. But I know eventually I'll understand more. Still, it would be nice to have a more knowledgeable player coach or help out a bit.

>>324180869
because I still play video games

i only do it because i'm so socially retarded to the point where i'm seeing a therapist so i can speak with my own family members without being awkward as fuck

>>324180817
Your opinions about children are normal anon.

>>324180319
>posting my steamid to a thread on /v/
i said i was nofriends, i didn't say i was nosense

Sometimes the voice in my head repeats stuff I've been trying to forget forever :(

>>324180807
git gud

I do it all the time.

It helps me go to sleep at night.

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>>324181106
I will

I explain things to people but its not about video games. I act like I'm teaching a lesson about different areas of life. Its even gotten to the point where I'm making jokes, hanging out with imaginary friends, or giving my reaction to things while others watch. What the hell is wrong with me. Maybe this is a product of having too much belief of self-worth

>>324180807
same here, very big rager, made 2 big holes in my walls by kicking them, and 1 by punching, feeling very ashamed very often.

You guys need help.
Not saying this in a spiteful way or anything but this kind of behavior clearly isn't "normal".

Nope. Sometimes if I get real bored, I plan out reviews in my head only to realize I have no place to post them, but that's it.

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I talk to myself in my head about video games quite often. Even when I have a friend also interested in the game to talk to, I talk about it in my head first to organize my thoughts and prepare topics.

But as a very recent example, I know for a fact that he will not care about the lives of fictional representations of Japanese historical figures in shitty button mashing games. So I keep it to myself and the thought organization goes nowhere.

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>>324181254
I mentally talk to myself so hard when I'm in bed that I can stay up for an hour just lying there thinking about anything and everything.

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>>324171745
I'll find myself doing that sometimes, yep. But also, I've had an idea for a story for a long time, that I've grown to love. So much so that I'm willing to have it in either film, animation or vidya. Not fussed.
I'll often sit there, or lie in bed, imagining the scenes in my head, the characters, the music, and imagine people loving it.

I just wish I had the money, staff and resources to make it happen ;_;

This is turning into a fucking blog post, but this is basically blog post: the thread so anything goes!

>>324181008
I really hate to promote twitch guys, but watch people play arena there. A few of the guys explain what thet do as they play.

I've literally never done this with vidya. I occasionally do it with cultural or historical concepts. Like I'll imagine myself explaining the social dynamics of Game of Thrones to someone, or how the Sack of Baghdad affected the middle east, or explaining modern society to a theoretical time traveler. Autism unite!

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>listen to song
>imagine yourself singing it in front of your class and people thinking "woah this guy has talent"
>in reality you are a failure with no friends

>>324181445
It's a split between lonely people who probably watch twitch streams or let's plays and when they play games themselves, they might fantasize about having an audience or a friend or gf or whatever to explain things to. Then there's people with PTSD/schizophrenia etc. who enter daydreams for hours on end or talk to voices in their head.

>>324181519

I usually walk around mentally talking/thinking to myself for about a half an hour before I get into bed, and when I do get into bed I usually drift off to sleep within 15 minutes.

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>>324171745
>I'm not the only one

>>324181638
thanks, doc

>>324177634
>Maybe everyone does it.
It's safe to say a good deal of people do this, it's often done as a learning mechanism, in school, some people learn stuff by writing them down, others by reading it out loud.
Talking out loud and explaining your play as if you're "let's playing" to yourself is just a manifestation of how you've accustomed your brain to handle information.

>>324181324

Thank you. I just want my esophapussy violated.

>>324181524
I'm in your same situation actually, I think the best medium would be a comic or a video instead of a book so since I can't draw for shit I'm stuck.

>>324181445
Its something I got from watching Lets Plays

>>324180807
Dean?

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>>324181143
I guess so. I mean, I don't share a lot of peoples views though, like I'm not concerned with 'continuing my bloodline' though and I don't feel like my life will be invalidated if I don't have offspring, and I don't care about the social status of having kids, I just want to share shit with them.

Also I grew up a massive weeb and now that I'm fluent in Japanese, I think it would be pretty fucking cool to have some bi-lingual kids who get to enjoy a bunch of weebshit without even putting in the effort like I had to.

>>324174723
...and that's a sign of a low IQ. Any questions?

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>have basically an entire sci-fi novel of lore written in my head that I add to every night, it helps me sleep
>it's about humanity discovering ftl travel accidentally and establishing routine trade with an alien race of purple horselike people
>gradually humans start eroding their society through osmosis, meanwhile terrorism from both planets threatens the spaceports for human ships carrying goods and a Chinese/Russian military colony is quietly established on one of their moons

>explaining things to myself in my head
>go over every detail
>segue into other aspects nicely

>explaining to an irl friend
>mess up explaining
>say things in the wrong order
>probably just confuse him more

Why can't it be this easy?

>>324182065
>Any questions?

Why do they allow you internet access at the Home for Clinically Retarded Subhumans?

>>324171745
I constantly do shit like this. Sometimes I think about making a YouTube channel for game reviews where I can just be as passionate as I want about games I love and games I hate. I mostly end up just writing them down as long notes in my phone or word documents but never upload them anywhere.

>>324181524
Same here. I often dream of a game using what I loved most in real games I played, and imagine a reveal happening at a E3 or any big event and all people loving it.
I also comment and explain to myself about something interesting I find when playing, be it lore or some quest.

Wish I had a cool gf to play with and explain things. I feel lonely as fuck. ;-;

>>324182237
I think you have me confused with someone who talks out loud to themselves in order to think properly.

>>324182141
The things in your head aren't as crisp and segue as nicely as you think they do. Our brains are actually very adept at convincing ourselves that our thoughts are way more cogent and cohesive than they really are. It's not that different from dreaming, if you try to retrace your steps from a dream, you start to see how quickly things become unhinged and lose cohesion.

At least that's my crackpot theory. I think we have to retrain our monkey brains to organize thoughts so that they fit reality, and some people have a harder time with that than others. (Or some people have no complex thoughts whatsoever so they never really run into challenges)

>>324182594
No, I think you're right. That's why it's so much easier to imagine pictures than it is to draw them. Your brain fills in blanks for you without you realizing it.

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>>324181591
>play game
>imagine you did it with your name on the cover art
>will receive interviews before launch and journalists say you're really artistic and it's well done
>get a 8.9 on IGN, editor's choice
>remember you're not that guy

>watch movie
>imagine you did it with your name on the theatre poster
>will launch in your city and people say you're really artistic and it's well done
>get a 8.9 on IMDb, top 250 movies of all time
>remember you're not that guy

>listen to album
>imagine you did it with your face as cover art
>will launch listening party in your class and people say you're really artistic and it's well done
>get a 8.9 on pitchfork, best new music
>remember you're not that guy

it hurts, stop this

You guys ever notice that these depression/loneliness/mental issues threads are always full of people who watch anime and or post anime girls? What a strange coincidence!

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I sometimes make comments about the game to myself out loud because I have no one else to.

A lot of people do this so it's pretty normal, right?

right?

>>324182890
It's because anime girls help me quell the roaring emptiness inside me, at least briefly.

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>>324182890

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>>324171745
I'm just strategizing with myself.

>>324182681
Yeah, I think our brains are very talented at telling us lies. "You don't need to go work out today", "We don't need to go running today", "Wow, that science fiction novel idea you had is really good, but we don't need to write anything out just yet", I think they're feelgood traps we fall into if we're not careful. I think it's important to identify and remove those feelings/thoughts and feelings and realize it's not real and that there's a part of your brain that is actively trying to fuck your shit up.

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Yea, because no one else will listen to the shit that comes out of my mouth.

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>>324182890
>no friends
>most likely have some form of depression
>don't watch anime or any weebshit

>>324182890
A long time ago it was comic books, then anime, today it's minecraft, mlp and pewdiepie.

>>324182329
Yeah, I get what you mean, I'll often even see a scene from a film/show/cartoon/anime on Youtube that I think is cool, then imagine the same scene with my own characters and tailor it in my mind to fit the story... sounds pretentious as fuck, and it is, but still.

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>>324171745
>Playing a game i really like
>Imagine myself explaining the plot and gameplay mechanics to a friend
>Sometimes i explain the plot of the entire franchise and talk about how much the games evolved since the first one
>Mfw i realize ive been talking to myself out loud for the past 40 minutes

>>324183084
Fuck that cunt. He's not even the best in the industry but he acts like the rest of the industry doesn't even exist. Satoshi Kon shits all over that faggot.

>>324182890
I don't like anime but I do like some manga.

>>324174792
Fuck. I do the same thing and feel ashamed everytime because I play like shit and feel bad as if people are watching

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>>324171745
Yeah

>>324183405
do you also like girugamesh?

>>324181810
Yeah, that's probably true for me too. I even managed to find VAs that would work for free (in return for experience and getting their names out there), now I've pretty much let them down as I realised I'm fucking terrible at animation. I think they did sign up for multiple things, though, so hopefully they're alright.

>>324183008
I get the feeling that a lot of people play 1v1 games with mics on to rationalize this kind of behavior.

>>324182714
When I listen to music, I always fantasize that I have a time machine that I've used to plagiarize it and release it decades early. It blows everyone's mind and has a massive influence on music for decades to come.

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>>324171745
>Do this while playing the game
>Catch myself absent-mindedly repeating a string of 2-3 sentences for like 30 minutes straight without realizing
>Realize, stop
>Think it to myself for the rest of the day

Just make it stop already please. Shoot me if you have to

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>>324172520

>>324182890
No, since every single thread is full of anime pictures.

>>324183672
THIS! I do it but with videogames this time... If we just knew, where there, or had skill, now.

>>324171745

yep

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Yes, and it's getting worse as time goes by.

I do have friends, but none of them likes videogames. In fact, none of them knows I fucking like videogames at this level, the only time I get to talk about them with other people is here on /v/

>>324183539
They are fine.

>>324183305
I know that feel, for me its when I listen to OSTs, I love it and I do all the time.
I'm doing this right now.

I sure am, op.
I'm never really conscious about it but I think it's helped my conversational skills somewhat. When I'm playing a Tales of RPG I frequently think of how I would explain this weeaboo shit to my dad so that it doesn't sound retarded. it's difficult.

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>imagine conversation between two people in your head
>from small talk it slowly derails into an unprecedented machine of continuing, escalating banter
>start laughing or imitate the smirks and faces one of those two are making in your mind
>it's just that in reality people don't know what you're thinking about and you shouldn't be laughing

>>324183818
I'll give you a hint

Almost all of the people who watch anime/post anime pictures have mental health problems

>>324181891
No, Nathan. If anything it's you as I only game on console and don't know who DSP is lol

>your life will never be like a slice of life anime

>>324175186
I was lined up to become a teacher because I've always liked teaching people stuff, but then I learned about the systems and shit behind being a teacher.

That shit is fucking downright awful. No wonder schooling in the US is fucked, the behind the scenes is absolutely abysmal.

>>324184219
I tried to explain Abyss to my friend shortly after I beat it because I just had to talk about the game and had nobody else to turn to.

I deeply regretted it about halfway through the conversation.

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>>324184523
Joke's on you fucker, 'cause this is actually Adrian.

>>324184087
So am I
Mainly because of this thread, though. That's what set me off doing it again, I have ocd as well, so if there's a particular part of a particular track I like, I'll sometimes listen to that segment over and over

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>>324184856
ADRIAAAAAN!

>>324184641
If you actually get good at something you could be a teacher outside of the system. You know, like a musical instrument or artistic skill.

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>>324180807
>>324181334
>mfw i'm an extremely relaxed and chill person
>cool with every type of humor, critics against me or attitude
>when i play videogames or lose i don't rage, i don't express anger
>i just put it down for a bit or i >>324181215
>always succeed, never ever not at peace with myself

anybody else?

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Yeah, pretty much
Lately its been stuff about my dream game
Charaters, areas, bosses, plot, graphics, numbers

>>324184964
My brother!
I usually repeat the segment I like but I don't think I have ocd. This "genre" is the only one that makes me feel better, it's been like this a quite some time now.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4ai1TQzobgA

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>>324183672
>Thought about a time machine
>I could steal inventions and blow the minds of people in the past to make billions, explore thousands of years in the future/past
>Sometimes wait for my future self to suddenly appear and give me that time machine
>He never shows up

>>324179867
you may have anxiety, i too have the same problems. some days in bed i lay awake thinking what i'll say to jon steward on the jon steward show when im his guest. then i remember the show doesnt exist anymore. then i start to stop caring.

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That depends. If I play a game that I've never hear anyone else talk about or mention, I feel like I can be the one that knows games that most people don't know of.

I'm still terrible at it when actually explaining stuff to someone.

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I try to run through problems constantly, yeah. Sometimes I include thoughts to myself regarding standards in video games, and etc.

Because if it doesn't sound right in my head, why would it sound right when trying to argue against someone else?

>>324185397
Yeah I suppose listening to music over and over isn't exactly a sign of ocd haha, I just have ocd and always blamed that for the fact that I would listen to a particular segment of a particular track again and again

But damn, that track was gorgeous, I really need to play Chrono Trigger, I've been putting it off for ages in favour of other games.

>>324185214

I love Twilight Sparkle!

>>324184856
Sorry Adrian, Nathan isn't a retarded chink nigger like you 2bh

>>324185941
>loving dork pone
>not marshmallow pone
You sicken me

>>324185904

Basically this.

>>324185918
Don't worry, and even if is, it's a good one for sure. I'm glad someone also does that.

Yeah, sometimes I end up having more fun replaying old games.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YMZBy4JAExs&index=160&list=PLZBbSUe0zr0DMaxd7gxcb0KhfEigU8VeF

>>324175167

>original poster never even mentioned intelligence
>s-stop saying I'm stupid!

lmao low IQ faggot spotted

>>324185604
The reminds me of a joke on The Big Bang Theory

>>324182890
>shitposter
>from reddit
I wonder...

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>>324171745
Maybe...

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>>324186361

I always imagine someone's going to ask me "But WHY do you like ____?" or something similar, so I run through the imaginary conversation in order to figure out exactly why I liked ____ in the event that I am asked.

It helps for just learning about yourself, and being able to express those thoughts in clear, concise ways.

>>324186604

100$ this. Consider it practice for when you want to articulate your thoughts to others.

>>324174821
Can you explain how autism feels like? im not trying to be mean im actually curious

>>324186175
True that, man. Same here.

It's getting pretty late over here, so I'm off. Cool to talk to a like-minded person though. Hopefully we can both create something or other in the future!

>>324171745
Fuck, howd you know?

>>324187084
salty milk and coins

>>324171745
HOLY SHIT I am not the only one with this kind of autism. I do run an explanations in ither stuff in my head time to time, but it's often about video games.

I remember one time my good friend asked me something about a game, can't remember the game probably or dota or tf2, and I instantly shit a detailed explanation for him covering all aspects of his question, and it wasn't just a Wikipedia style copypaste in robot voice, it was a fucking crafted speech with an intonation and shit like asking 'and guess what do an average player does instinctively when he feels he is in danger?' and then waiting for his reply to explain further upon it. It was a whole conversation I crafted autistically in my mind, and when I finished it my friend thanked me...and jokingly asked if I prepare these explanations.., all I could reply to him was a retarded/awkward smile rising on my face like a rising sun reaching its uncunny width.

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I usually imagine talking about weird stuff in a vidya to my sister. Preparation for when I actually do talk with her. She's especially interested in JRPG weirdness, so I make a point to tell her what's going on in what I'm playing. She's particularly fond of guy characters fujoshis might lose their minds over.

>>324186587
How the hell do you go from "Bazinga" to "Zimbabwe?"

>>324187157
you're both faggots

>>324187367
Zimbabwe
baZimbwe
Bazinga

>>324187157
Good night, mate. And yes I hope so.
Cheers.

>>324187367
The comics originally went to some other word close to bazinga, but then it slowly corrupted over time.

>>324187367
they're all bastardizations, it's just the most famous
>bazinga
>zimbabwe
>bazooper
>bojangles
>jumanji
>bozzango

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I talk to myself constantly. So much so that I keep myself awake at night having vivid conversations with people that aren't there. I only do this when alone but when I am alone I practically can't think unless it's out loud. Literally there for hours being both ends of a conversation about fucking nothing.

Am I crazy, /v/? It started as just normal thinking out loud, but it's evolved and I can't stop it.

>>324171745
I caught myself doing this on the drive to work the other day. Was explaining the improvements of Firs Emblem Fates over Awakening in my head just in case anyone ever needed me to tell them..

For the last few years, I have visualized the complete development of a video game in my head with me as its director, and I'm constantly doing interviews where I am asked all the right questions. I also go online to play with my fans occasionally. Kill me

>>324187367
Like how people give cumberbatch names like beneficial cucumber and bendydick cabbagepatch.

>>324177634
I have a few normie friends who accept me. I can promise you that they think this is very, very strange.

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>>324171745
HAHA
No
What kind of a loser do you take me for?
Like every other fucking day just reflecting with projections and bouncing ideas off them, imagining the responses and responding to the imagined responses
Yesterday the thought experiment was
to imagine someone says "where are all the female videogame characters" and I just go off on them as I name 100 playable female characters off the top of my god damn head
This is because twice on GT time they had a tie breaker for the dumb game at the end of their podcast and both times never named more than 5.

>>324179867
>tfw i think of my own adventures in the star wars world when trying to fall asleep
>i'm pretty much jaden korr, with my bud kyle katarn meeting and teaming up with all kotor 1 characters
call me autistic but i just can't think of anything else while falling asleep

>>324182123
that sounds pretty cool actually

>>324185208
Reporting i guess. Just shut up and play the fucking game.

>>324187084
Hard to say, I've never known anything else. But I think my diagnosis was a major turning point in my life. I was always a weird, hyperactive kid. I had a bad grasp on boundaries, social cues, appropriate contexts for behavior, etc. I felt different, but not in a bad way. Things changed around 6th-7th grade. I started realizing that the way I acted pushed people away, and made me a target for bullying. This caused a rapid change in my behavior. I was no longer an energetic and talkative autist, but the quiet kind that stares at the ceiling all day. I knew that way I acted was bad, but that was the only way I knew how to act. So, I tried not to act at all. This was only slightly better. I was still the weird kid people picked on, but I was less acutely irritating to everyone. This is also when my lifelong struggle with depression started. I was finally diagnosed autistic shortly afterwards, and then everything made sense. I wasn't just a weird kid, I had a cognitive disorder. But jsut because it made sense didn't mean I felt or acted much better. I struggled for a few years in public school (I even got committed for a month in 8th grade for suicidal behavior) until freshmen year, when I transferred to a charter school for autistic children. There, I interacted with a lot of other autists. It really helped with the loneliness, but even moreso it helped me contextualize autism from an outside perspective. "What is this other autist doing wrong? Am I like that too? I'm going to work on that, then." This, combined with speech therapy and social skills classes, have allowed me to grow into an almost-functional adult. I can pass pretty well for normal in public these days (at least superficially). I'm doing a lot better these days. It feels nice.

Sometimes I don't know if /v/ is filled with normalfags or just people with avoidant PD's. I much prefer the latter though.

>>324179809
um......

>>324171745
Yeah, I pretend to have friends in my head who care about what I'm saying.

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>>324179809

>>324171745
We were made for each other, OP.

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Woah niggas you all crazy.

>>324179809
>projectiles flying at screen
>involuntarily tilt body to dodge them

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>>324188603

>>324188938
I'm afraid to seek help because I may actually be fucked up. I would rather just be weird than crazy.

Man this thread really helped my self esteem

Thought I was some psycho. Guess I really am just lonely.

>>324188620
I think most of the normalfags actually lurk rather than post. The term has lost a lot of meaning in the last few years anyway. Like I lost my virginity at 16 and just got out of a year long relationship, but I also dropped out of highschool to play video games 7 years ago, finger my own asshole when I jerk off, am a NEET living off autism bucks, and once didn't go outside for 3 months straight. To name a few things.

Problem isn't normalfags. It's the no fun allowed everything is tumblr or reddit shit these days.

>Had some good friends years ago
>Lost touch because I'm a social luddite with no cellphone and some kind of weird aversion to social media
>Haven't seen any of them in like seven or eight years
>Imagine they're in the room with me like when we were kids playing vidya with me
>They laugh and we have a really good time
>Then afterwards we watch anime or something
>It's all good until something in the game or shows remind me I'm completely alone, I'll probably never have friends again, and the ones I did have never liked me anyway

I don't even know how you're suppose to make friends after school. Like all through university I didn't really make any friends despite trying to join clubs or go to bars. I just felt pathetic sitting there by myself, so eventually I just stopped going.

it's probably because i'm a massively unlikable fucking faggot holy shit
video games

>>324177894
I'm installing Insurgency right now. I don't know if I should bother with a wiki before getting into the game (again) or not. I used to play coop maps alone or with random people and I usually did really good but just because I had decent aim and reflexs, besides things like know when bots respawn and things like that, I don't know much.

I don't feel like paying too much attention to a wiki now because of terrible experiences with others games with shitty wikis (like tf2). You almost always end up learning waaay more just playing the game and paying attention. I played some matches against people and they were really random, and some people trew shit at me for using the shotgun with slugs when Im decent with it. Did that attitude changed? I did not played it in more than a year, I think. Thank you very much.

btw. my ping is shit (170+) in most servers besides the local ones where people fuck around a lot (but I also had decent matches there). Just if this tell you anything.

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>>324171745
Yeah. I wish my friends cared as much about vidya as I do otherwise I'd have conversations with them- nowadays it's lucky to see them even playing ASSFAGGOTS.

>>324187805
Nah, probably not. I've been doing that my whole life. Like I easily remember being in third or fourth grade years ago talking to myself about video games or other things I was interested in.

It was probably because I never had any friends, but I don't know your situation so I don't know why you do it.

>>324189689
Game got popular, its still decent but it's full of reddit ironic memers.
Also, Allahu akbar spam every game

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>Deep in the PCMUSTARDRICE meme a few years back
>Imagine myself wrecking a "poor, lowly console babby" in a PC vs. Console debate

I wish I didn't have to see the exact same cringe-worthy shit every other thread.

I'm constantly reminded.

>>324171745
>Imagine having conversations with people where we each take turns explaining our opinions without judging one another and without raising our voices and having any sort of outbursts.
>All while sipping tea or coffee.

>Real life conversations consist of people who love the sound of their own voice.
>Will talk over you.
>Will talk at you instead of with you.
>You'll give them a solid 5-10 minutes to speak their mind, but when it's your turn to speak they tune you out the first 30 seconds you start talking.
>Will raise their voice at you for having a different opinion all while making it seem like YOU'RE the asshole.

>No tea or coffee...

>>324189972
Thanks. I was a little bit afraid of that; I think they abused special offers and give aways waaay too much. That might be the reason. I can still play against the bots in coop, anyway. I will give it a go and see if I can get anything out f it. As long as they don't try to kick me for using anything that is not the "meta", and everybody is trying to have fun, I will be fine. Thank you.

>>324190406
>Imagine myself wrecking somebody I'm against
I do this all the time.
Too bad it will never happen because I'm a weak idiot with no drive for improvement and I want to die.

How hard would it be to hire somebody to kill yourself? I already know I'm too much of a giant fucking pussy to do it myself because I'm a weak coward, but I figured if I saved up some cash for a while, it wouldn't be too hard to find somebody willing to kill for money, right?

>>324190461
>tfw massive anxiety problems and have to deal with the latter

I fucking hate it, and it stresses me out to deal with people like that. Just take your fucking turn and shut up for more than 2 seconds

>>324171745
>You all are also constantly explaining vidya related stuff to famous historical figures in your head, right?

Fixed that for you

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>This thread
Jesus fuck just kill yourselves the lot of you

>>324190461
>>324190793
They only drown you out because everything you say is worthless, boring bullshit they don't care about.

At least, that's what I assume about myself because I know I'm a boring choder nobody cares about. There's not much of a point in talking if nobody gives a shit or wants to talk.

so now i just talk to myself in my fucking head because i'm so fucking alone holy shit

>>324190993
I was waiting for this post

>>324172520
That's backwards anon.

but you can continue bottling yourself up

>>324190993
I would if I could muster up the courage to. I mean, realistically, I'd make a better contribution to the world and everyone within my life by just killing myself and getting it over with.

>>324178150
you misunderstand the Cheshire

but you also browse tumblr

>>324190993
Only thing stoping me is my family, I don't want to make them sad.

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>>324177064
>sauce is kurkoboltsi
this is unrelated to the thread but wow ok this guy is like my artistically talented younger evil twin

>>324183339
Who?

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>this thread

>>324191043
The shit they're blathering on about is worthless boring bullshit to me, but at least I have the decency to feign interest and let them finish what they're saying.

Some people just have huge egos and 0 self awareness

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>>324191380
>tfw you're the reason your parents stayed in a loveless relationship instead of pursuing their own dreams
>tfw mom told you your dad wanted to leave to finally do shit with his life but stayed behind because he wanted to be there for you
>tfw you ended up a piece of shit and your parents wasted their lives on you
Realistically, getting rid of the only thing that kept them together is probably the best thing I could do for my own.

>>324190993
>being proud of being a normalfag

>>324191380
>tfw will probably kill myself after my grandma dies

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>>324191152
>parents won't get sick and die anytime soon so you're stuck here for at least 20 more years

shit's fucking brutal, my man.

>>324172520
>IQ meaning anything
is this 1976?

>>324191380
>>324191586
The only reason to live is to spite those who hate you.

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>the biggest event you get to look forward to is going to work, because coworkers are the only people that you talk to more than once ever six months

>>324171745
I try to recap the entire plot of the MGS series

>>324191973
Nobody really hates me but myself, and that just makes me hate myself more.

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>>324171745
Yes and I don't know why.

>friend texts me on social media
>never answer for 3 months despite wanting to
>finally end up doing it
>say shit like I was busy and had no time to answer properly
>I'm actually alone at home all day everyday

I do this with everyone, I'm such a piece of shit

>>324192080
>not living to spite yourself

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>>324191586
He is right, every little bit of damage does count.
If you are one of those faggots going "BUT IMMUH HEALUH!" or "I don't dps while learning the fight" you are actually holding your team back.
Of course you're not supposed to prioritise DPS over healing, stop generalizing things.
The right course of action is to spot the downtime inbetween mechanics / damage spikes and communicate with your team when it is okay to DPS.
During progression your DD's can oftentimes not have figured out the optimal rotation / cd use for the fight yet and there are tons of times where that important add survived or a cast went through with 1% left on the dps check.
Just fucking do it, you're not endangering anyone, you are learning the fight the same as everyone else does.

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>>324179395
>I don't care about anyone and no one cares about me
stop with the feels
>>324171745
I really wish I didn't...

>>324187367
on foot it ain't far from baitistan

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>>324192170
I do this too
Is there a word that describes this type of behavior?

>>324171745

I talk aloud sometimes when playing a game but then I realize what I'm doing and stop.

>>324192378
ok

nah

>>324171745
I say it out loud so the spirits can hear me

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>>324171745
>tfw you realize just how much time you've spent talking and arguing with yourself

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>>324192297
This is what I do...goddamn I am a masterwork piece of shit, I'm still really nice to everyone else tho.

>>324192462
disconnected

people like us are just out of orbit compared to the ones who find it reasonable to be that socially...close.
It just seems bothersome in the long run right? but it eventually has to be done...