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I'm so fucking bored with life. I feel guilty for not learning

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I'm so fucking bored with life. I feel guilty for not learning tonnes of stuff in my free time and not trying to make money and not reading lots of boring books. If I'm not doing everything everyday for 16 hours a day then I feel guilty. Procrastinating life by wasting it on the internet minimises my guilt. It's crazy logic but it is what I do.

I do so little at my job and stay there for so few hours despite my contract saying 9-5, you wouldn't believe me if I gave details. Nonetheless, being an ugly subhuman beta is hard work when you see attractive women everywhere, especially younger Chads and Staceys. I am locked out of society. Society is a scam that wants to use me up and throw me away. The workplace for normies is a place where they go to socialise with their clones and be judged by their clones.

I have an everythingstential crisis. I wish I had the autism that let me work on one thing for 10 hours.

Background:
>aged 26
>no friends or social life since 18
>no female attention ever
>went through university with zero social experiences
>became the loner nobody talks to within two days of my current job
>never been to pub, club, or party
>missed out on all the 16 - 22 formative social experiences that people look back on fondly (teen crushes, school prom, school dances, university fresher's week, any sort of relationships at all)
>know that women all have 5000 tinder matches and think the average male is ugly; seeing attractive women everywhere is demoralising
>feel completely bitter and detached from others due to being an ugly subhuman; lifting weights did nothing
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dumb frogposter
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>>87438675
So why do you still give a shit? Nothing good comes from giving a shit.
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>>87438675
I'm not reading this as it's too long but I will say that I hope you kill yourself.
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>>87438675
go to a bar and get drunk
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>>87438801
>On 4chan
>Complains about pepe.
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>>87439276
>So why do you still give a shit? Nothing good comes from giving a shit.

fucking solid advice from anon you know.
Caring about shit is what is making you suffer. Just chill the fuck out, fuck some prozzies, do some heroin or whatever floats your boat and don't worry about shit too much.
Death is coming and could take us today, why need to concern yourself with crap.
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>>87438675

Heh a shit life
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>>87438675
tfw when I'm nearly the same but 29, very decent looking and haven't held down a job for 10 years.

Kill me before I kill myself.
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>>87438675

I feel the same way sometimes OP, except I've been in a relationship for 5+ years and am about to buy a house.

I don't really have any friends that I stay in contact with, despite the fact that they try to reach out to me every few months.

I mostly just smoke shittons of weed after I get home from my comfy office job and play vidya. My fiance reads, sometimes we switch and she plays vidya. That's pretty much our life.

Once we have the house I'm hoping we can have more people over though. I mostly get over the depression by keeping a hate for normal society Alice and strong in my heart.
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>>87439562
get you you god damn fucking normie
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>>87438675
Think of it this way:
100 years ago there was a man who spent his entire life working hard, learning many things, becoming wealthy and having a full life. Where is he now? Dead. And maybe one person will think of him for five seconds this year.
We all die. We have a very short amount of time. It does not fucking matter what you do with it at all. All this shit: learning, making money, making friends, they're all just temporary distractions from our ultimate loneliness. You could spend your life doing jack shit, you could become rich, you could go on a shooting spree and kill 50 people. All of it will be completely forgotten in <100 years. Literally everyone alive at this moment will be completely fucking dead in 100 years. Have fun and stop feeling guilty. For all we know this is some weird fluke and we only live once, we are all too insignificant and stupid to take any of this shit that seriously.
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>wake up everyday after sleeping in late
>first thing I do is check 4chan
>stay on the threads for 2-3 hours
>go to the gym for 2 hours
>go to work, all I can think about is coming back home to shitpost
>maybe if Im willing to force myself I watch tv or play video games, but most of the time Im hunched back over my computer
>thats right, I cant even force myself to do those other wasteful hobbies 90% of the time
>know im wasting my time and I should be more productive, but cant stop
>often think back to better times when more of my friends were around and I was more productive and hopeful

only positive right now is that school started so Im forcing myself to go out and socialize, but in between that im a hermit
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>>87439728
great advice anon. This is exactly how I feel aboyt existence.
it's just a ride, have fun.
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>>87439770
Using the computer is interactive and better than being a tv watching vegetable.
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>>87438675
>/tv/ - Television and Film
Wrong board there, friendo. But I'll try and help you anyway.

Start working out and being social. No, I'm not telling you to "bee yourself," rather I am telling you to put on a passable facade of what a successful normie would look like in their day-to-day. When you are /fit/ and - at least reasonably - social with whatever most people are talking about, I have found it easy to blend in to normal society.
It takes work anon, but it's worth (it in my opinion at least).
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Lmao doesn't this go on /adv/ instead of /tv/?
Yeah I can relate except I don't have a job because fuck you wagecuck.
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>>87439384
Reminds me of that story of the guy who went to mexico to get the euthanasia drugs to kill himself and ended up doing a ton of coke and prostitutes and then decided he liked living

I don't even think the positive experiences are what helps, I think it's breaking the routine that left you feeling pointless
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>>87439881
Being fit doesn't magically make you better at social interactions. That requires time and effort put forth by OP.
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https://youtube.com/watch?v=KgzQuE1pR1w

Its just a ride bro
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>>87438675
Go /out/ing
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>>87439384
>reddit
fuck off
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>>87438675
Skinny fat Fuck lifting weights for girls and not himself.

Dude, fuck off.
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>/r9k/-tier bitching
Fuck off, cunt. MODS!
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>>87438675

just B urself OP and everythign will fall in2 place :)
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t.elliot rogers ghost.
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>>87438675
I want to believe this is a bait thread, but well it seems there are guys like you on 4chan often so...
What i can tell you is that nothing will get solved or better if you don't help yourself. The minute you stop drowning yourself in self-pity is when you will come back up and realise you're actually doing alright.
Don't give a shit about women or relations, it will happen or not, but you need to focus on your own mental health. Same for friends, it will eventually come up if you're doing better.
You have a job, that is good whatever you do. Read if you want to read, try stuff out and if it doesn't work for you, move on.
Use this thread as a starting point to move on from your self pity and start handling yourself better. 1, 2, 3, GO!
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