>tfw no Brigitte gf in high school
Wasted years...
>you will never take nighttime walks by the river in freezing February weather together before coming home and drinking hot tea in bed
Why live?
>tfw no strictly platonic friendship in high school
Wasted years...
>you will never pass out in each other's arms on the living room couch after coming home from work on chilly October evenings
>>87262236
Wasted indeed. Then again pretty much everything is a waste of time/energy anyway.
What a fucking life...
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=F4r8mr1kH3Y
>>87263447
Yeah, feeling that way myself today. What's up?
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XVqzcNOi_4U
>>87264779
>What's up?
Ehh, not much. It's one of those days.
It's all so tiresome.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=W5LPTjs9O1c
>>87265291
I sometimes wonder why life couldn't have just been good instead of shit. Seems so arbitrary. But there are worthwhile moments interspersed among the monotony.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dCr8NR9R1II
>>87266660
>I sometimes wonder why life couldn't have just been good instead of shit.
I used to wonder that all the time. "Why can't life be good?" used to be the question I'd instinctively ask myself on a daily basis. I never came close to anything even loosely resembling an answer.
"What the fuck is wrong with people?" is the question that I instinctively ask myself on a daily basis nowadays. I don't think I'll figure out an answer for that one either. I have no idea what is wrong with them, or what motivates them to do what they do.
Sometimes I think that if I was given one day, just one day in complete and utter peace and comfort, I'd figure it all out. Oh well.
>But there are worthwhile moments interspersed among the monotony.
That is true. I just wish they weren't only moments.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yh7JayCpmhw
>>87268009
>Sometimes I think that if I was given one day, just one day in complete and utter peace and comfort, I'd figure it all out.
No way. There aren't any answers to these sorts of questions. There's just endless rumination, leading to more questions, leading to more thinking, making you feel more and more detached and distant from everything. The best you can do is distract yourself. I haven't been able to drop my teenager mentality in all the time I've been trying.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=povMIUZGkQ8