haha i hate myself

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haha i hate myself

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>>7499885

Heh

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Hah. Haa.

Hello thread. How is today?

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>>7500666
Hi, Satan. I'm tired and I feel like my head is a brick.

How're you doing?

you guys want some peeps?

Mandarin bro, wsssup?

What happened to the last thread?

Why is /trash/ moving so fast?

Why aren't those shitty bogdanoff threads being deleted?

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>>7501412
because this website is a piece of shit
post kyle x douglas

>>7501438
Kyle x Douglas is best ship

i wish making friends was easy

>>7499885
this reminds me of the popular 'the goose is loose' screencap

fag ships annoy me tbqh

>>7501928
Ships with women annoy me because relationships involving women are all horrible. Women are bad people.

>>7501947
tru

>forget to drink enough water yesterday
>get dehydrated
>headache
>go to sleep
>still headache next day
>now is next night
>still headache

Well, fuck you too, body.

>>7502149
>drink like 3 cups of water before going to sleep yesterday
>pee all night long
>wake up with a headache and nausea

you just cant win

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Someone recommended Drop Out in this thread a while ago.

I read the entire thing, and I found that it's really well put together thus far. Read while mellow.

Here's a retarded URL because 4chan hates its URL.

https://duckduckgo.com/?q=drop+out+webcomic

>>7502360
not furry but watch The Maxx Animated Series

>>7499973
answer this

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>>7500666

I might have found some asshole eating possum fuck, just like me, living nearby.
So looks like Im gonna have another fucking reason to hate myself for fucking up soon.

Hahaha I hate my life.

>>7502965
Hopefully you'll eat each other's assholes for many years after you become married.

You're both gay dudes, correct?

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>>7503476
Sure, but knowing my life he’s gonna decide on the marriage altar he’s straight or that he doesn't like to eat my ass.

>>7501357
I'm still alive
Dunno if a good thing or not

Why are these threads moving so fast

>>7503698
Foreskins are great discussion material i guess

How's eating going and wsup with that girl of yours? I didn't see your posts for some time.

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>>7503822
Yea i checked out for a bit since i didn't want to talk about foreskins and the like

Eating is meh, i can't even hold down a bowl of cornflakes and work sucks atm

The girl is giving me some hope, i really like her and she likes me too
I'm gonna get burgers with her tomorrow and i'll see where that leads

I just hope i don't puke on her


What about you mate? How have you been?

this girl kept hitting on me
but she was like a 16 year old autistic version of me

>>7503932
That doesn't sound too bad

>>7504025
i'm into girls (male)
and she's super autistic

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>>7503868
>I'm gonna get burgers with her tomorrow and i'll see where that leads
mfw someone got seduction game figured out But jokes aside, good luck mate. Does she knows about your food troubles?

Pretty much same old, feeling like shit 24/7 but at least feeling less lonely

>>7504076
I didn't seduct her i got invited :o

She doesn't know anything yet and i hope it stays like this

I'm always around if you need someone to talk to :3

>>7504076
god she looks even uglier than i remember

>>7501947
Men who're mentally ill and think they're women are even worse. You're better off staying any relationship is bound to shit itself eventually

>tfw this vag fag
anon pls

>>7504161
He doesn't understand that woman are inferior yet.

>>7504181
its a hard thing to understand, and we're all at different points in life.
can't blame him too much, its just obnoxious with the crazy amount of vaginal worshiping the internet does

>>7504100
Yeah, probably better if she doesn't.

>I'm always around if you need someone to talk to :3

Better not if you got work :p

>>7504226
Depends on where you are online. Also I mean girls can be good and all as friends but maybe I'm just messed in the head because I couldn't have sex with one if I tried. Vagina's look gross as well.

>>7504274
yea, they can be a bit easier to talk to. vagoo is eww dude, a lot of people feel that way just men deny it because of social pressuring

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>>7504231
I got work tomorrow but it'll be slow as usual so meh

Got any plans?


Also for the others haggling me about being no homo, y'all can feck off

>>7504415
I think you mean we're heckling you. It's just our (correct) opinion that male love's the best kind.

>>7504432
Yea heckling
I'm not a native speaker

But honestly, i don't care what you guys stick your dicks into
And i mean i wouldn't say no to some fine boibutt but this woman hate just annoys me

Love is love

>>7504481
I'm just joking. I don't care what people do even if I don't really get it. Woman just aren't attractive to me sexually or romantically in anyway, most likely was dropped on my head.

I do actually find them good to talk to about stuff though, all my friends girlfriends are very helpful.

>>7504515
To each their own, my man

I just hope we all can get happy somehow, sometime

>>7504540
I doubt it. Life has a way of fucking us all over but that doesn't mean we can give up on it.

>>7504129
Yeah, trannies are always the worst.

>>7504415
Yeah, killing myself. But gonna drink and cut myself or some shit from boredom for now i guess, that's sound and fun plan too.

I figure this is the thread to ask.

How the fuck can I get some psychiatric help when I'm unemployed and don't have any money?

What resources are there available?

I'm in California.

>>7502360
Just read though it all. Enjoying it so far.

>thriving emotionally and deriving emotional satisfaction off of others' suffering and negative moments

i feel dirty

>>7506899
I'm pretty sure I'm doing the same thing. Kinda feels bad but at least it's something.

>>7507430
it's not like i drive them to their misery though

they just express it themselves and then i get to try to make them feel better about it or even better, empathize to them about it

Post Possum Pussy Please

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>>7508968
No. Possum dicc.

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GOD DAMN KEEP THE FUCKING THREAD BUMPED HOLY SHIT WHAT IS WRONG WITH YOU PEOPLE WHY DO YOU INSIST ON FUCKING UP LITERALLY EVERY SINGLE SECOND OF THE GOD DAMN DAY FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK REEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

>>7510700
I know I'm a fuck up anon. Keep yelling at me please.

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>>7510700
But I feel like playing vidya instead

haha wtf is even steel reserve like haha just drink gasoline haha

>>7511756
>Not drinking 4Loko

You're doing it wrong.

>>7511778

I like it but I'm sensitive to caffeine

Plus they don't sell it in the shitwest

>>7511800
They took the caffeine out years ago.

>>7511866

huh I just complely bought the hype, any flavors you suggest? I know there's like 2 convince stores that sell the stuff but I didn't think they're worth it

>>7512198
He, I might actually listen to this crap.

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>>7512070
Try all of them.

Drink them all in one night.

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>>7512198
It's 2 am so when I wake up it'll still be day
I'll draw something then

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>>7510700
i have a job u daft ninny

also i make a lot of the threads

>>7502360
>Shitty tumblr art with a dash of Shmorky
>Lesbians
>Boohoo i'm gonna kill myself

Why the fuck would I read this?

I'm turning my life around.
I applied for a school to learn physiotherapy.
Strangely I don't have an aversion to touch people even though I browse 4chan.

>>7512732
Can you touch me when you turn your life around?

>>7512746
You have to take a shower first.

>>7512816
Fug you. I'm not having a shower.

>>7504300

>a lot of people feel that way just men deny it because of social pressuring

I will drown myself in period cunt no questions asked because I fucking want to. Not everyone who feels different than you is just faking it.

>>7512865
i bet you like them unshaved as well cause you're such a man

>>7513187
What does it mean if I'm a fag who shaves but likes unshaven guys?

>>7513223
liking unshaven vagies is extra manly
liking unshaven cocks is extra gay

>>7513233
society at large for you mang

>>7513233
Actually I withdraw my opinion. I like the cock area shaved but everywhere else unshaven.

>>7513242
any particular reason?

>>7513247
Eh makes it more rugged looking but I don't want to be dealing with pubes during sex. I also like pale skin and dislike muscles so my opinions are most likely odd.

>>7513255
i just can't get off to men i feel bad for yah thou

>>7513261
I can no longer get off to 3d porn myself. Has to be furshit.

>>7513275
well thats your problem, they're both buried in hair and not

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>>7512828
You sound like my roommate.

He hasn't showered in 3 months.
He won't tell me why.

Also check out my rad mask I got for my birthday

arent i edgy

>>7513645
Cool mask. Makes you a ghost in the night.

I try to shower everyday but I'm a hopeless NEET with no reason to even get out of bed... makes it hard.

>>7513653
Thanks. Im wearing sunglasses underneath so no one can see my dead as fuck eyes.

Also consider this:
Step 1: shower
Step 2: climb back into bed
Step 3: enjoy bed at maximum comfy because clean

>>7513672
I'd rather live in my squalor.

If I'm going for a job interview or leaving the house I try to shower and shave.

Also smash a pair of sunny's and tape the lenses on the inside.

>>7513653
Classical sign of depression. I'm a NEET, too. I'm not good at planning, and when I have to do shit, I'm in a constant state of panic. I'm moving. I haven't calmed down in a week.

But you bet your stinky ass that I shower every day. I honestly can't stand feeling filthy. Then again, I also get out of bed every day. Eventually. Never been a morning person.

Plus, why stay in bed when you can shitpost?

>>7513775
I can shitpost from my bed. I've got a laptop.

Is it really a sign of proper depression though? I think I have it but... not really sure.

>>7513775
There is such a thing as Shitposting™ in bed.

>>7513816
>>7513819
It's not comfortable shitposting unless you're louning in a chair, with a steaming mug of tea. Just imagine you're Skankhunt.

Anyway, yes, refusing to leave the bed and not taking care of personal hygiene are two of the most typical, recognizable signs of depression.

>>7513844
Well shit. I really do need to get around to seeing the doctor for a few things but I can't be assed.

Also I prefer ice coffee.

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>>7513816
>Not changing clothes for a few days
>lack of eating and proper hygiene
>lack of immediate social contact
>loss of interest in hobbies and activities you enjoy
>quick to anger
>chronic fatigue
>apathy
>brief/chronic manic episodes
All this and then some are signs of depression. Its quite literally a mental illness, and comes in from a chemical imbalance in the brain. It's honestly not just "my fee fees are sad" as many a baby boomer are quick to claim.

Unfortunately, its so wildly misrepresented, inadequately researched, and not taken seriously by scientists and doctors, that it's become something of a public misnomer.

This is why depression victims often take the advice to go outside more, be more social, do more stuff, etc, and come.back feeling worse, often leading to suicide, because they've hit a brick wall.

It ain't your fault. Its your brain drunk piloting your body.

>>7513869

>Not changing clothes for a few days
Read this and knew most if not all were going to apply to me.

I've never felt right doing the "It's not my fault" thing though. I mean it is at least a bit.

>>7513869
My personal experience with seeking help has been shit, too. Most of the hacks who call themselves "therapists" are used to housewives coming in with "depression", meaning they're feeling kind of shitty for a month or so.

And then they push through budget cuts, and it hits the people who do proper work harder than the hacks. Pisses me off. There's this one care provider, I would nix them entirely. Just pack up your shit and go home, or go onto the market, because you're not actually helping anyone.

But yeah, even the "professionals" assume that depression is just a bout of feeling kinda shitty. And that attitude stole years of my life.

>>7513869
i'm scared to think how much less farther i'd have gotten in life if i were depressed to the point that i couldn't even muster the will to take care of myself

>>7513911
Well it's not fun I can tell you that.

>>7502948
It's like Krundle but cooler.

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>>7513916
not bragging but i miraculously got a dead end retail job to earn some spending money, for reference on how far i've gotten

hilariously all it's been doing is rotting in a savings account because i'm still a shut-in whenever i don't have a work shift

>>7513933
That's my dream so you have every right to brag. I've got a thing going where I'm putting some resumes out sometimes but I dunno if I'll get hired or even manage to work.

>>7513933
Get a debit card like me and just pay 12 bucks a month in a bank fee go use it whenever instead of dumbass credit cards.

>I maxed out my cards, I'm sad
>prescribe me VALIUM

>>7513911
The real problem with depression is that you fuck yourself over by being inactive. See, someone who enjoys a hobby on its own will acquire some skill, will eventually meet others who are into it, and will generally acquire a normal life.

If you're depressed, you aren't getting any joy out of it, so none of that shit happens. You might even be ashamed and embarrassed. I used to write. Never a lot, but I used to do it. Tried to do art, too. Haven't done either in years. Guess what I also didn't do? Improve. Speak to other writers and artists. Have stories to tell my friends, even if it is "I'm working on another story".

Depression is a negative spiral. And my depression is pretty mild, and probably linked to assburgers. I still get out of bed, I still shower, I still do shit with my friends from time to time. Shit, I still HAVE friends. And I do enjoy a few things.

But I also note how much it fucks me over at times. As in, I assume something can't be done, so I don't even try. I studied psychology, so I could see the signs pretty clearly. Still didn't help.

And when you get out, and try to fix shit, you see all the stuff you've let go unattended for years.

>>7513940
Shiiet, that's what happens when companies want to hire "veterans" instead of potential trainees or outsource to immigrant workers.

College is a meme, by the way.

>>7513950
I think highschool's a government brainwashing facility and dropped out. No way I'm going to College.

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>lost another tool on the flightline

>>7513971
Again? How?

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>>7513940
how's your resume? the way it's written can really change whether or not you'll get picked out from the bunch

>>7513943
ye i got debit and credit

i don't feel like spending it on anything other than like the occasional pie, italian soda, box of jam cookies, or vodka, or in-season fruit (i fucking love mangos and persimmons)

>>7513948
pic related haha iktf of not improving

though i do have artfriends to watch over my silly struggles and point out glaring mistakes

>>7513983
What am I even looking at
Your own waifu?

>>7513983
My resume's decent but the one reference and lack of "Highschool Diploma" ain't great.

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>>7513974
I had a bag of rags out and as I was packing up my stuff one of them jumped out and landed by a fire extinguisher. I didn't realize it until I had driven away from the aircraft and by then someone else had found it and I got in some shit.

Small fuck ups are killing me big time.

>>7513997
Has it always been like this or is it a new thing?

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>>7513993
fuck dude

no high school diploma is hard mode in this day and age
>>7513989
a generic cat girl with some dressup that i

i draw a lot of anthromorphic cats because they're an obsession of mine and a sort of crutch that i rely on to not draw hideous things instead of beyond hideous things

>>7514013
>a generic cat girl with some dressup that i

that i thought "hey lmao what would an anthro cat wear irl in order to not feel uncomfortable given certain circumstances"

and i thought that they'd need prescription goggles instead of glasses if they were nearsighted because their ears can't be used the same way human ears are used for holding glasses

>>7514005
Tool accountability has been a big deal since forever, and it's only recently that I've been doing a shit job at it.

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>>7513967
You're not wrong.
Once you've got the basics down, school becomes nothing but "the nail that stands up gets hammered down" daycare bullshit. I dropped out in middle school. Got my G.E.D., which required one class to remember shit and then a single SAT style test. Boom. Highschool diploma.
It always feels a little weird explaining to people that's how it went down ("Yeah I dropped out of middle school and got my GED."), but nobody's ever looked down on me for it. It's functionally the same fucking thing. You can do anything with a GED you can with a highschool diploma, unless you're trying to get into one of those snooty fucking colleges or something, and fuck all them.

>>7514036
You get it. I'll do a GED (Or whatever in my country) eventually but I wasn't spending another 3 years learning pointless crap about how to be a good boy.

>>7514029
Anything going on that would make you shitter?

>>7513967
Haha, that reminds me of this last-year class we had, basically called "society class". It was about the political process and stuff. The teacher we got was this proud immigrant with a big, fat accent. She immediately tried to get buddy-buddy with the class, going "just call me by my nickname". Big mistake. Nobody really respected her after that.

And we got this video about therapy for underage criminals. It was clearly fucking bullshit, as they put this immigrant muslim 16 year old hitman with a pudgy kid who obviously had mental issues, and expected them to respond to the same treatment. As a class, we told her it was bullshit. And she flew off the handle, coming with the old "you're supposed to be the future of the country". Well, joke's on her, I'm a big NEET. But we went over her head to the director, and she had to issue a formal apology to the class.

That was the most useful thing she taught me in that class. Learned more about politics from that than the visit to the senate and all that other crap. Though we did get to see the country's fattest politician, which was nice.

Doctors should start to offer putting bullet in patient head, I bet that would fix at least me.

>>7514086
>fattest politician

Rush Limbaugh feat. his soft, shitty body?

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tricked out my ds lite. still waiting for my flash carts to arrive.

what do yall think?

>>7515149
All japanese games are trash.

>>7515149
Hey that's awesome anon. Sticker or paper?

>>7515162
Sticker

i spent like a year trying to get a bubble out. ended up just poking a hole in it with a pin. i think it adds character.

>>7515149
I'm gonna fucking buy huge poster on wall like that, or paint that shit.
Also gj anon, you damn weeb

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>>7515206
Dunno whats so weeb about a ds but ok

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>>7513869
Ha haaaaaaaaaa
Sounds like me

>>7513869
>chemical imbalance

No, that's not the cause of depression, that's just pharma marketing.

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>>7516856
okey?

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>>7515149
Oh hey thinkpad yoga
Is that one with the shitty trackpad with no buttons?
Also kinda sad since my DS lite hinges just broke

>>7517598
Nah, they brought the upper trackpad buttons back. The trackpad is N I C E though so im finding myself using it way more than the clitmouse, unless im typing something.

>>7515149
Writing there something interesting anon?

>>7512732
Got accepted into physiotherapy school.
Whole family working their asses off to pay for my last chance.

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>>7502149
>>7502176
>Girl turns me down saturday
>Spend following monday night drinking after seeing her
>Repeat Tuesday
>Feeling like absolute shit past three days
>Tell her Wednesday afternoon that I was drinking and how I felt

It's been two days and I'm just now recovering, Still hurts inside but at least I don't have a headache anymore

>>7513933
That pic is me, I really, really, really like that image. Mind if I save it?

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>>7515259
get on my level

>>7517738
Congrats! Now don't fuck this up.

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>>7517738
Congrats, but what's that, is this music time already?

https://youtu.be/a01QQZyl-_I

>>7518775
Thanks, I'll try not to.
>>7518858
Thanks.
I saw Bowie perform that live at one of his last concerts.
I always think of this song in these threads.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3cVRmp7xMQ8

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Good night bump

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I have this weird feeling/urge scratching in the back of my head for the past week and I have no idea why.

For some reason I'm constantly thinking about just slowly stopping being active in a group of friends after I began noticing that one of my friends is hanging out more with then than I do. Like, I'm constantly telling myself that he's going to be a good replacement since he has similar tastes, similar knowledge and we're both slavshits

Now that I think about it, if I will be gone from the group the overall mood would improve because recently I've been just posting depressing shit because the universe is pulling off shit on me daily and if I'm not doing that I'm just drunkposting there after getting shitfaced.

...this actually sounds even worse after I typed it out

>>7517781
Me too! Save it, it's all yours my friend :)

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>>7521547
Am seeing problem with logic, which essentially boils down to this: addition is superior to substitution.

If Set 1 (which is X) includes group of friends without you,
And you are considered as Variable A,
and Variable A is roughly equal to other friend (who is now Variable B),
then X+A = X+B, which is your logic.

Same logic also states that X+A+B > X+B, which is proposed solution.

Add in fact that humans (making broad but justified assumption) are tricky variables, and are not equal to each other even when overlapping in many factors. Many, many times there are hidden sub-variables that connect with other humans in Set X, often without being told or even recognized, which are inherently and even critically valuable to final result.

Translation, if needed: may be more important than you realize. Are not so easy to replace.

Besides - more slavshits hanging out together lead either to drunken shenanigans, lifelong bonds or things on fire and property damage, sometimes all three at once. Would be shame to deny this.

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>>7522498
Your logic pretty much counts only the bodycount and doesn't take the person's quality.

At a few points I've been told that I'm either depressed, sleep deprived or drunk. If he replaces me, it would be a good exchange.

Stressed out suicidal furry trash with alcoholism replaced by furry trash with something still good in his life and not ruined by mental illnesses sounds good to me.

Also it would be probably worth it in the long run because they will forget about me after some time and won't really care or will discover if I wrecked myself in some horrible way or if I committed suicide

I ran out of ginger ale and I'm not happy.

>>7523357
Get pepsi and you'll be happy.

>>7523370
good idea, will do

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>PAYDAY TOMORROW FUCK YEAH
>going to get a half oz of weed and a eightball of coke
>really shouldnt
>only getting so much because Im treating a bunch of "friends"
I know half of them wont give a shit but i still need to otherwise ill just feel like shit doing all of those drugs to myself.
I need to meet better people.

>>7502360
>aliased art

this makes my dick rock hard

>>7524306
>I need to meet better people.

I sometimes wonder if I would rather be the shitty loser friend among a better [potential] group of friends, or the somewhat-has-his-shit-together guy in an even worse off [current] group of friends

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>>7524306
I already told you to do meth instead. Listen to my advice and also stop reading shitty webcomics.

>>7526080
What's wrong with Paint style, especially when artist doesn't do a hack job or any obvious copy-pastes

>>7526203
Didn't that comic end abruptly and was utterly unsatisfying?

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>>7516856
>chemical imbalance

Also known as 'an astute observation of what a fucked mind looks like manifested physically'.

So, wee pal, ya one of those folks who pushes forth 'natural' remedies or are you just naturally daft.

Get fucked. if it's not big pharma providing goods to unfuck ourselves, it's gonna be the alcohol or the tobacco industry,

A means to an end, but not an end in and of itself. That's for the afflicted to decided.

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>>7513869
>Go to therapy
>Take meds
>Wake up and do battle with thyself again and again and again and again and again and again...

Okay stud. It's you versus the world. The world is bending to your will. It tries to trample you beneath its steel treads. Yet. You still have not perished.

That luxury is ensured to your own will.

Struggle. Challenge, Rise to Struggle again.

I feel like these threads are getting slower. Are the most depressed among us offing themselves?

>>7526288
nothing bro

it makes my fuckin dick rock hard man

i love aliased art

>>7526340
Not yet. I've stopped posting a lot recently though.

>>7526374
That's good! Dead posters do little to bump the thread, so do try and contribute,yeah?

>>7526563
Can only bitch about the same issues for so long. What about you anon? Anything up?

>>7526584
Grad school is awful! Would not recommend. 3/10. Many of the people with me also hated it.

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>>7526340
I didn't yet get around to killing myself unfortunately, but I also don't feel like shitposting recently, again.

These threads have slower and then faster weeks to be slower again etc. Just like your average possum has his mood swings.

>>7526663
Why do you think it's shitposting? I get that this sometimes can come off like a a bastard /adv/ or /r9k/ thread, but feel free.

>>7526760

Oh I feel free, just don't feel like it recently.

Kinda like I have mood swings with friends - one week I talk normally, the other week I don't say much because I feel like I would be annoying, clingy etc.

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>>7526184
Either one beats being yet another fuckup in a group of fuckups.
But then again im not one of the guys donating plasma for drug money.
>>7526203
I already read Cheap Thrills though, like, 3 times, and fuck no im not doing meth, that shit will fuck you up. No smoking anything besides weed, no pills, nothing to do with the blood. A couple bumps and a blunt occasionally is good enough for me.

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>>7526293
>end abruptly
Yes
>utterly unsatisfying
I loved what got published but it definitely couldve benefited from a proper end to the last arc, shit was getting to critical mass.
Overall its still worth a read.

Here's kind of a weird question:

If you're concerned that you might kill yourself, why not read the works of those that actually offed themselves? I'm talking about David Foster Wallace (or the DFW meme to some) who wrote extensively on his various [legal] chemical addictions yet chose to end it all by jumping off his deck with a short leash. I've definitely seem him quoted on here, since he was able to eloquently place what it meant to have no other option left in life.

>>7527265
Because most of them are overly introspective insufferable cunts. I also get the impression that many are tightly bound to the culture they are from. And I really don't give two craps about musing about the rundown Mid West or whatever that has zero connection to my own situation.

Though, I've been meaning to read some Mikhail Bulgakov. He was a commie-critical author in the Soviet Union, and somehow escaped the purges. He strongly suspect that he would die around age 50 due to an inherited condition, and was right. I suppose that's why he gave zero fucks.

>>7524306
>Only getting so much
>Getting any at all
Hope the dealer put rat poison or laxatives in it, faggot

>>7526299
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Neuroplasticity

Feeling like shit isn't caused by a chemical imbalance. The brain constantly changes in response to stimuli and cognition. The drugs used to treat the "chemical imbalance" don't help.

If it were a chemical imbalance they would test neurochemical levels instead of just using self reporting to diagnose it.

>>7502360
I'm halfway through and kinda love it so far, gotta be one of my fav webcomics.
Shame about the tranny bullshit, but that's still just a small shit stain so far, that hopefully won't cover the whole picture.

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>>7526299
>>7528955
outta here with that science shit

>>7526964
this guy gets it
>>7518858
https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=eDJVVWuSCZI

>>7528955
This sort of standpoint is what happens when people who know fuck-all about the subject matter grab onto one concept, and use it as a launchpad for all their predetermined nonsense.

I mean, look at the options:
>1: Brain chemistry is a complex, but can be influenced by drugs of all sorts, scientific or natural
or
>2: Every single doctor and psychiatrist is either part of or bamboozled by a corporate conspiracy aimed at selling a non-functional product

And what about those natural drugs? Are those lies, too? I mean, based on your explanation, they have to be, don't they? The same rules apply to them. Or are you going fully the other direction, and claiming shrooms will fix your life?

Then what are you going to say to the research that supports shrooms can, indeed, save your life and argues for using psylocybin in clinical settings? Shit, what about the relationship counsellors who use XTC?

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>>7529309
i said
OUTTA HERE

>>7529309
You're an idiot if you don't think that pharmaceutical advertising, pharma reps taking doctors out to expensive dinners and buying them gifts, and massive overprescription of what drugs the pharma companies are pushing isn't an issue.

I'm no hippie and that all-natural bullshit is fucking garbage. That doesn't mean that MAOIs and SSRIs aren't ridiculously ineffective for treating depression.

If your life is shit your neurochemistry will reflect that. Psychotherapy and low dose amphetamines and opioids are a far better solution than just writing a script for whatever ineffective antidepressant the pharma rep is telling a doc to push.

>>7529386
You're describing America. America isn't the entire world.

Antidepressants aren't perfect, but they *are* effective. Not just according to big pharma or "corrupt" doctors, but according to the patients. Of course, you could easily explain that away with "but that's the placebo effect!", but that's just that: An easy excuse.

A conspiracy as large as you're proposing has no chance of operating. Rather, the truth is somewhere in the middle: Antidepressants are effective, they are the most effective in conjunction with therapy. They are also easy, and an easy way to make money, hence they are pushed by hacks and shills alike.

>>7526649
What are you studying?

dont do drugs kids

>>7531540
dont tell me what to do

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>>7531540
Sobriety is for fags

Is there a name for being a lazy fuck 24/7 but not have fun or do anything while doing it? Just feeling bad about it feeling myself get older and lazier and stupider.

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>>7532386
I think it's called being me.
Tho looking at them sweet last 3 digits, maybe its just called being obsolete.

>>7532386
I always feel shitty when I manage to do absolutely nothing with my free time. Lately I've been trying to find creative pursuits. Habits made me want to learn to draw.

Feeling depressed because I barely have a social life in college, drink heavily just about every night, and longing for an intimate relationship.

>>7532386
Being a NEET. Or depressed. Or Aspergers. Or anhedonia. Whatever label you feel confortable attaching to it.

I've been like this for years. It's not nice. I'm selfconscious about it, so I've noticed I've actually stopped hanging with people because I can't take the shame that comes with having to answer "nothing" to the question "so what are you doing these days?"

I think we all know what the answer is. Get out. Do shit. Doesn't matter what kind of shit, really. Though, personally, I fear having to get a crappy job. I won't get anything else, because of the NEET hole in my resumé and my properly diagnosed and very real Aspergers. If all I have is a crappy job, and nothing else, and society judges me "done" because now I have a job, I'll end up killing myself. As in, not that I have the plan, but it's just going to happen one day. My greatest fear is becoming that "weird" neighbour, with the unhappy, lonely life, and I'm well on my way.

I always thought success would just happen, you know? It's how everyone acted, and what everyone told me. But instead I found out that it's hard -especially for me- to just do OK.

I want to get out of this, man. But how? I mean, I'm still sitting here, on /trash/, while I know doing literally anything else would be better. Well, shit, I guess I'll go do literally anything else.

>>7535142
As someone who was semi-social, what I've learned is that it takes work. This is me: >>7535197

I'm kind of old. I have a lot of friends who were sociable, and they always did a lot of stuff. They were part of lots of groups. The young people I know now who are social in college also do loads of shit.

Basically, it's halfway a sort of job to be social. No doubt a tiring one, for the likes of us. There's no other option than to pick through all the extroverts and find some people who actually understand what you're on about. They're out there.

I had the unique foresight to join what amounts to a frat in our country. It forces you to hang out with people and to learn social rules. Lots of people bitch about them, but I'm a massive autist, and it worked for me. 12 years down the line, and they're still close friends. If I'm invited to a wedding, or housewarming, or any other sort of adult party, it's these guys 9 times out of 10.

Well, some of the normies do that shit, and loads of other shit on top of it, too. Some of these people live for swinging their social dick in every face that is even remotely close.

>>7535294
For the most part I feel like I wouldn't belong in a frat, very anti-social it's easier to just sit at my computer and drink alone. The only main friend I have is from highschool who's at a different college.

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I feel like if I didn't have a job (that I changed to part time due to burnout anyway), I'd end up embracing the neet lifestyle. I already spend my weekends not bathing and dicking around on the internet. All my friends are online so it's not like I actually have anything to do.

How do people become jobless neets anyway? Where does the money come from?

>>7536101
If I knew the answer, I'd never work again.

>>7536101
>How do people become jobless neets anyway? Where does the money come from?
Unemployment benefits, disability, parents or relatives, just money you've saved, there's plenty of options

>>7536386

Ditto. Call centers are good money but GOD does it erode the soul.

>>7536863
Working a call center was one of the worst things I've ever had to go through. Luckily, I got a fast food job instead. I'd rather deal with assholes face-to-face than over the phone.

Also, it was minimum wage, so definitely not good money.

>>7536944

Other way around on my end. I started at a gas station (where I got fired because I got too many customer complaints when the pumps were not working. Apparently that was my fault), then I worked at Walgreens for a while, which was actually pretty okay. I still hated it but more in a general, "ugh work sucks" kinda way and less a, "Sometimes I kinda wanna die" way.

The call center job was pretty nice at first. Chair was comfy and I got to dick around online between calls. But then I lost a bunch of weight so now the chair hurts my ass and the call frequency picked up and I think somehow the phones actually got worse.

Why the hell does everyone calling want to know my name? Ugh.

>>7537007
Man, I wish people were calling me. I was doing cold calls for satisfaction surveys. Much less friendly when they aren't expecting you.

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>try to learn to play guitar cause i always liked music and i thought guitars were cool since i was a kid
>get one
>practice for 10 minutes max
>get bored and give up
>this ahs been going on for months
why the fuck is everything i try to do is so hard
this isnt just about guitars or instruments or anything anymore
i cant even force myself to do a thing without giving up not even half way through
i hate myself so much right now
i want my future self to travel back in time and beat the shit out of me already

>>7538733
I'm in the exact same boat. I picked it up after buying it, watched some videos, learnt to strum some shit and haven't touched it since.

It feels like everything's so much effort and no matter what I'll fuck it up so why should I bother.

>>7538733
>i want my future self to travel back in time and beat the shit out of me already

It makes me sad knowing time travel will not exist in my life time because if it would, then I would have already done that

I'm thinking about going to school to become a psychologist. I don't like seeing you guys in pain, and I know there are many more people who stay silent. I'm tired of seeing the world like this, and I'm smart enough to pull it off. I'm not content to wait for the world to fix itself, I'm going to make it better.

>>7540013
Good on you anon. Just remember you want to help people and you'll be better then 99% of shrinks. The world could use more good ones.

>>7540307

so iuo what do most shrinks learn psychology for in the first place?

>>7541454
Money I think. It's a decent pay and seems like if you know it then it couldn't be to difficult.

Also a lot start wanting to help people but give up and just treat it like everyday work. No passion.

>>7541463

yeah, though its about finding the right shrink i suppose; hearing so many sob stories can turn into routine

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>>7513931
ok but what does that mean

Why did these threads become so fast

It was comfier before

I'm all outta mandarines and happiness too

>>7542793
Maybe you are just lurking less nowadays so it looks faster.

Wsup, and where is the photo of your tree?

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>>7542821
I am always lurking and the poster counter went up from 30 to about 60 people


Am in bed and tree is at parents now since they have a greenhouse and i don't


How have you been

>>7542793
>>7542846

note i'm not >>7542821

i notice it's always bursts of activity so i think it's sporadic conversations between a few nerds that end up having synergy for conversation

and since there's a lotta nerds that have accumulated like since september 2016 there's been more and more moments where people have simply been finding things they're interested in talking about

>>7542904
> i think it's sporadic conversations between a few nerds
This. I know im guilty of trashing threads this way

>>7542846
I think these threads have always hit ~60 IP,
I even checked that (pic related), my data isnt 100% full but should be close enough on avg. of 56 uniqe IP's

And im like always, feel like shit or damn tired. Second one today.

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>>7542963
Fuck, forgot pic. Haha i fucking hate myself if anyone cares.

>>7542971
this some comfy mild autism

i like me some autism

it feels sort of..nice seeing the way things are

just ~56 nerds lost in life yabbing at each other on occasion and tending to each others' wounds

>>7543014
Ya it's true


Haha i hate myself really bad

>>7499885

haha i hate diets

>posted my bare legs on some online friends group in the name of shitposting

>they unironically tell me they're feminine

I DIDN'T SIGN UP FOR THIS SHIT

>>7543899
you're exaggerating or your friends are repressed homosexuals

>>7542793
People got comfortable baiting for attention.

>>7544005
Yea
I didn't come.here for attention
I came.here to talk to you guys

>need a hug

>only irl friend tells me to come over

>ignore him and stay home reading gossip and conspiracy theories on the internet that I already don't remember and browsing /trash/

>it's been 7 hours since my friend messaged me to come over and I haven't even had lunch

haha

>>7545928
Get off your ass and go to your friend. Get you some hugs and go out to a restaurant with him and get you some eats.

Also, have sex with him.

>>7546060
but he lives very far away and it's too late and dark, also I'm embarrassed

I'd try to talk him into having sex if he was fatter honestly

I'll probably just go for a walk and listen to some music, I need some fresh air, even if it's cold

>>7546141
>but he lives very far away and it's too late and dark,

How far?

>also I'm embarrassed

Don't be

>I'd try to talk him into having sex if he was fatter honestly

Eww, fatties are gross. Take him out to dinner and fatten him up if that's what you're into.

>I'll probably just go for a walk and listen to some music, I need some fresh air, even if it's cold

Walk to him.

>>7546191
>How far?
>Walk to him.
couple hours, it's so late buses have shut down already, I don't have a car and I don't feel comfortable sleeping in his house, if i got there it'd be super late

>Don't be
I am. I always do this shit. I always try to psyche myself up to do a ton of stuff and end up not doing and feeling like crap ten hours later

>Take him out to dinner and fatten him up if that's what you're into.
I wish. but I wouldn't do that to him, he's a jock and also my friend

>>7546246
Well at least give him a call and set something up for tomorrow.

And fatties are gross. Learn to appreciate how much more attractive fit men are than gross fatties.

>>7546374
>Learn
Fatties have given me boners since I was a kid and I find them cute

Fit men have never given me a boner and I don't even like muscle unless it has chub on top

me liking fat is a bodily function of mine and I don't have a problem with it. might as well tell me to learn how to photosynthesize, anon

and yeah, I'll text him or something, but I dunno about setting nothing for tomorrow. I'm a corpse on every level on sundays, I usually don't even leave the house

I'll go have that walk now

>>7546479
>Fatties have given me boners

Sorry about your brain problems.

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>>7546723
I almost feel bad you're so sorry about it mister Pence, but I'm not

feel free to strap me to an electric chair or whatever if the reasons I get a boner keep bothering you

>>7547268
Being gay is good. Being a fat fetishist is bad.

>>7547468
well, you're gonna have to live with some baaaaad people in this anonymous furry porn board, Mike

I am sorry

>>7499885
haha

>>7547546
But my name's not Mike.

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>>7547546
>>7549291
my name is Mike
hello

>>7549303
Hi Mike

>>7549303
hello Mike, hope you're doing fine today

>>7549303
dont i know you from somewhere

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>>7549895
probably not

So I just googled "opossum memes" out of sheer curiosity
I really shouldn't have
Don't do it

>It's another 'drink so much I'm hungover all day' episode

>>7550317
but am totally going to do it tho

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>>7551069
why did i do this to myself

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>>7551162

why cant you just like
NOT feel pain

i mean sure, i know i just stabbed my hand with a knife, im administering medicine to it so just STOP HURTING you dumb piece of shit

i cant believe our ancestors were too dumb to evolve a "disable pain" button inside of their brain

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>>7500666
REEE THIS THREAD IS CANCER

>>7555136
what if opossum was angel?

>1 cigarette left
>no money
fug

>>7557243

same

>>7557254
what brand?

>>7557462

camel light, u?

Where can I read these comics? I lurk these threads occasionally and a couple days ago I saw the piggyback ride strip and it was the funniest shit to me. I want more now.

>>7557710
[spoiler]I don't actually smoke, I was just trying to spark discussion because I'm lonely
I don't know what I was thinking.
[spoiler]man I wish spoilers worked on this board

>>7557710
I'm sad I can't buy Camel's everywhere in my country. Rare as hell.

I smoke Winnie Reds myself.

>>7558157
Nothing wrong with starting a chat.

really fucking tempted to start smoking

customers buying cigarettes is getting to my head

tempted to buy a pack of charcoal filter cigarettes

>>7558559
same, what's a brand that tastes good? I don't care if it's harsh or not

>>7558761
dunno lmao

i haven't started smoking yet

smoking will fuck your shit up, weed is much better

>>7559255
get high, then smoke cigs. feels good man

this asshat was vaping at my job last night, some guy was smoking one of those fruity cigars in the guys bathroom,
only for me to walk into 2 kids who must have been dealing or smoking weed in one corner
i have a headache pls stop doing this people

>>7554947
Is possible, in some cases. Training, meditative practices, techniques. Takes time and effort to learn. Useful? To some. Worth effort? To some.

Pain is evolutionary trait. Millions of years of biological signalling that - hey, something is not right in hand - is difficult condition to shut off in three to four thousand years of semi-evolved thinking life.

On other level - is good to feel pain. Am aware are meaning would like to consciously shut off pain when convenient - yes, hand, treatment is being administered, may disable alarms now - but am familiar also with negative side of lack of pain sensation. Periods of numbness in hands and feet. Have occasionally bruised, cut self on things. No idea what, did not notice at time. Only realized when saw blood, or more often other saw blood and say something. Have sprained, twisted, possibly broken toes before because could not feel when had kicked something.

Again, realize are meaning would be nice to quiet active alarms. Agree with this. Just wish alarms would not silence selves also.

>>7555136
THIS THREAD IS CANCER AND I AM CURE
ONLY IN DEATH ARE WICKED MADE PURE
or something to this effect. Praise Omnissiah, pass prometheum.

haha i hate myself and page 9

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>>7559744
Nooo, stop killing this thread you evil force.

>>7542159
It can mean a lot of things.

>>7557806
http://terribleterribleterrible.tumblr.com/tagged/terribleterribleterrible

>>7561912
Awesome, thanks anon.

>>7562318

https://mega.nz/#F!w8snESwT!q9gOUyA2hGjB-cmWAIsJpw

Fucking meds, all I want to do whole fucking day and night is to sleep

>>7565291
Sleeping's the best, but then my body wakes up at 8 like it's on a timer, the noise begins and I can't even enjoy lazing around in bed

Anyone else ever just have a breakdown after everything's been going really great?

I've got no one to talk to right now, family's yelling a bunch of shit they want me to do and I've got an appointment soon I'm freaking about. It all caught up to me and now I just want to chain smoke and cut the shit out of myself.

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>>7566236
Am familiar with this. Somewhat.
Am finding this to be helpful. Is for anxiety attacks. May not be anxiety attack that is causing issue. Grounding self may still help.

Breathe.
Find center.
Ground.
Follow five steps.
Breathe.
Will survive this.

World is big. Too big to do all at one time. Do little thing. Little thing can be done. Then do next little thing. Repeat.
Will survive. Remember this.

One little thing at a time.

>>7566587
Always thought things like that weren't helpful but I'm feeling a bit better. Thanks man.

I'm not sure if I get anxiety attacks or what but sometimes it just gets to much to deal with. I'll try to sort it though, I'll get it eventually.

Thanks again.

>>7566663
Glad this helped. Is not much, but is what am able to do.

Have also found, cheesy as sounds, closing eyes and taking three deep breaths helps. Slow, measured. Focus on nothing. Think of nothing. Just breathe.
Or if able, walk for short time. Not fast pace, not marching or jog; just active movement. Burns nervous energy without awkward 'why all the pacing' questions. Useful for Five-Sense technique as well. Just some advice.

>>7566587
>weed, weed, weed, weed, weed
>weed, weed, weed, weed
>weed, weed, weed
>weed, weed
>weed

Damn right im grounded lmfao

>>7566843
Are you russian by any chance, because im always reading your posts in a russian accent

>>7566843
>>7567184
I was actually telling my roommate the exact same thing.

>>7567184
Not in way meant. Am of Russian descent, but was not raised in country or speaking Russian.
Is force of habit to type this way. Something of personal coping method. Requires different method of thinking. Makes thoughts easier to process.

I can use proper grammar and sentence structure if I want to, but I start to have trouble with my thoughts running together if I do. My mind works too fast and too disjointed for me to keep up with, and I get confused. I have to force myself to stop and think about what I am trying to say, or I start to lose my train of thought a lot, and everything kind of blends together pretty quickly, and I don't like it.

Is easier to write this way. Thoughts are cleaner. Short. Solid. Train of thought stays connected.
Don't know. Is what is.

>>7569171
Honestly man it makes it easier to understand what you mean. Nothing fancy or over the top, just what needs to be said.

I like it.

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>>7569171
sure

>>7569171
It's the kind of prose you'd give to a speaking character in a game. Like max payne.

>>7569777
Looks like 'Max Payne Guy' it is.

haha i really fucking hate myself

why do i end up getting infatuated with anybody remotely passable and of the opposite gender that pays so much as half an attention to me

>>7572561
Because you're not gay? I guess then it would just be the same situation except the same gender.

>>7572561
>no one even pays any attention to me because i always manage to look like an idiot in public
>people just pass me as unsocial and dont pay any attention
>the only ones i ever do talk to are the ones who absolutely have no choice but talk to me

i want to find some crazy to stick my dick into, because i'm fairly certain only a total basket case will like me

>>7572570
desu though she's actually pretty fucking cute

dsfghsfdkgsdfkjgdfkghsfdhdgsh

i want to put my rice on that kebab

>>7572561
Fuck, i know this pain.
Like making friends wasn't hard enough without that already.

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What fucking animal is this?

Also turned that old square image into 1080p if anyone wants it.

>>7574546
An opossum.

>>7574546
didelphis virginiana

the roadkill pseudorat

>>7571569
Not actually familiar with Max Payne. Have not played vidya series or watched movie. Could probably look up YouTube clip to get idea of voice, but watching video on phone is awkward for reasons having nothing to do with capability of phone.

Will take word for it. Is second video game character have been compared to. Will consider it complement that isbmain character this time.

>>7574658
>isbmain

...feh. this is why should not post before properly waking up.

>>7574658
Rorschach guy was pretty good name for you too.

>>7574658
Either rorschach or max payne fits you well

I got stuck with mandarin man

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So close, and yet still far away from dying.

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>>7572870
Remember back when you were a teenager, and you made the "decision" (rationalization for your crippling fear of rejection, really) that you would never approach someone, and if other people were interested in you they could approach you?

That didn't turn out okay.

I moved. I now have rooms and shit. Almost locked myself out because the previous owner couldn't keep their damn keys straight. Most of my shit is still in boxes. My bedroom only has a bed in it. Cleaning fridges sucks. Cleaning kitchens, too. I still play my music at dorm room levels, because I've trained myself to get nervous when I'm making loud noises. In fact, that's why I often scared the crap out of the inattentive girls in the student housing. They'd be doing some shit, and boom, there I was, right in front of them. Fuck, if I ever manage to get laid again, she'll probably ask "why are you so damn quiet?" Or maybe I's just shush her every time she made noise.

Now the next hurdle is to actually treat this place like an actual home, and not leave my shit in boxes.

Still weed free, though. Haven't lit up in 36 days. I should go to that subreddit for people who stop smoking weed and show all those "day 1" faggots what's up.

>>7569171
Anon, I can't relate to that habit of yours even not having been raised to speak english, but dammit, that explanation makes you sound like a badass in a weird way. It's really cool.

You do you, anon, you do you.

>>7578747
godspeed, anon
moving out sounds real neato

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can someone tell me why do people like this because i really want to kown

>>7580062
This what?

>>7581066
its a dumb meme
https://desuarchive.org/trash/search/text/can%20someone%20tell%20me%20why%20do%20people%20like%20this%20because%20i%20really%20want%20to%20kown/

>>7572561
>>7572870
>>7573706
Good thing there's literally only one person that was remotely interested in me during my whole lifetime, so I don't get to suffer from this too much

>>7578747
Weed free for a year and a half.
Nicotine free for 2 months.
We're all gonna make it.

>>7582095
Nicotine for 4 days. It's god damn hard.