haha i hate myself

>>6898525
Then die

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So possums, got any new year resolutions?

other than finally get to killing yourself haha

>>6898851
I got a drawing tab for Jesus' b-day, so I'm resolving to finally get my comic/animation/whatever it evolves into off the ground. Also I'm a bit drunk.

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>When getting a DSLR camera actually makes you wanna go outside

Help.

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i got a new phone and now i'm no longer stranded from my internet friends when i leave my home

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>>6899223
/R9k/ is there, this is /trash/ possum thread

>>6898851
I'm trying to cut back on stealing, it'll probably help out in later life.

>>6898548
This

>>6899834
I wish luck, but why you steal in the first place?

>>6900902
I'm just really dumb and poor
That and nobody's really tried to stop me. I know it's wrong, I just do it cause I get away with it. I'm sitting on about £400 of stolen shit and nobody that I know's batted an eye

>>6901201
Keep on doing it and sooner or later you will get in trouble, knowing life soon after you get straight especially

>>6901201
Quit while you're ahead, it's not worth pushing it.

Ha ha Merry late Christmas.
I got a Macbook Air as a gift but to be honest I know jack shit about laptops so I don't know if I got shafted but better than a phone at least plus somewhere better to keep all the porn.

>>6899471
But /r9k/ smells funny... I like it more here

>>6901906
>>6901995
I'll try. Growing up sucks.

Gee I had an argument with me mom again over me moving out
I wish I had relatives that more or less care about me

>>6902885
i mean if she doesn't want you to move out then she obviously cares about you
the only ones you shouldn't be a fucking asshole to are your parents, understand that

>>6898851
walk into incoming traffic
study abroad
find a bf

some combination of all 3 at once

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>>6902953
I get that, the problem is that she's fucking nuts, she's non-violent but has psychosis, hallucinations, doesn't sleep at night and impossible to reason with, so my options are:
Send her to a funny farm (and that also means sending my dad to an elderly house because the idiot is disabled after alcohol poisoning), which is probably easiest and best solution, but something I'm not really ready to do
Endure her psychosis like I've been doing for past decade and eventually kick the bucket because I feel worse and worse with each year
Move out without giving my new address, potentially doing some stupid shit in the process and ruining my life forever like my brother did, except that at least financially I can pull my own weight, and leaving my senior parents without any help, also ruining last safety net I have in my life

I wish someone told me that I'll have to make these decisions when I was an angsty teenager, then I'd promptly off myself back then

>>6903629
>tfw I have the exact same parents
>tfw they both work so I can't tell them to fuck off to a retirement home
>tfw I don't have enough money to move out
if you're confident, and your parents are that bad, the last option sounds like your best call.
If you have an ample balance, you could try moving cities or ask a faraway friend if you can crash with them.

>>6904094
I'm not confident, but I'm never really confident, neither I have any friends, partially because of the environment I live in

>tfw I don't have enough money to move out
Fucking sucks, stay strong dude

Maybe some day I'll tell funny stories about my mother's psychosis to make up for my blogposting, but right now it's an issue

>>6905230
>stay strong
likewise, bro. good luck and happy trails

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>>6903629
Sounds like cutting contact and moving out is the only decent option I would say that is better to die trying than endure your shit position till you or they kick the bucket, and suicide, well, sounds like you are still far from being in that hopeless position.

Good luck man, maybe on next Xmas everything will be much better.

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https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BuKft9LpL_0

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End me haha

>>6910639
yes

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Since I'm a yuropoor shit, I never seen a possum
I just wanna pet these rabies carrying lil shits

>>6911720
Looking at the bright side at least we have imported some 'coons

>>6901201
You steal from places like walmart or from people with jobs who work hard for their shit?
Because if its the latter just do everyone around you a favor and hang yourself in the closet you piece of shit but before you do BRING ME BACK MY COPY OF POKEMON SILVER YOU FUCKING SACK OF SHIT

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Speaking of stolen shit...

Is buying stolen phones for super cheap, unblocking them, changing their IMEI and then selling them for regular price morally wrong?

Once bought a used phone from a gypsy and accidentally joined a group that resells stolen goods

>>6912229
it's genius if you ask me

>>6912229
As long as you don't get caught, who cares if it's morally wrong?

>>6912229
Just watch out that you don't get stabbed by said gypsies.

>>6912060
No walmarts here, f a m.
I usually steal batteries and drink from poorly-run, poorly-gaurded convenience stores. I make sure to hop from town to town as to not raise suspicion.
However, should there be some sort of widespread drinking event going on nearby (Music Festival, House Party), I just go ham and start pickpocketing the most expensive-looking drunkards I can. I commonly get watches and earrings and shit by doing that, so I usually pawn it off or scam my friends in the slum where I used to live.
I'm still baffled I haven't been caught once in my 6-year "career".
haha I'm a filthy criminal

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>>6912229
Gee, sell them at least bit cheaper - you are already not much better than damn gyp, don't be total jew into that

Or whatever, people buying it probably deserve full price anyway hahah

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>>6898525
I find you people fascinating

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>>6898525
Which ever one of you fucks is sleeping in the van out side my job you need you leave.

>>6914145
What's with all the quarters, Anon?

>>6914555
Haha, no, you have to kill me hahaha

>>6915104
Its not mine. Some guy in a thread was commenting how he had a bunch of coins for booze and tolls and the sort.

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>>6914145

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>>6915698

>>6898851
Actually get good at guitar and find a bf.

>>6912229
Morality is a spook.

>>6918244
Shit, we got the same goals

>>6918870
They're good goals. I can't play for shit and it doesn't help that I'm learning upside down because I'm a lefty who's to poor for a left handed guitar.

I don't think finding someone will be any easier though.

>>6918897
>Lefty
You can restring and modify a guitar to make it left handed. It's long and tricky, but cheaper than buying a new piece

>>6918959
I've already been playing it in reverse for a while and it feels right to me. There are some chords I can't play and my strumming sometimes is a little hard but I'll get there.

>>6918980
>Chords
Fucking kek. Best of luck, Hendrix

>>6919000
Thanks. I'll need it. Heard the name but until just now had no idea who Hendrix actually was.

>>6914555
This looks new

>>6919025
https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=_PVjcIO4MT4
watch and learn. just a fuckton of watching, and fuckton of learning.
That's how I did it atleast, and I'm still garbage. Just use google and ignore me

>>6919221
I've got one friend across the country who I ask when I'm having trouble but aside from that I'm doing the same as you. It's tricky to try and find out what the next step in learning is.

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I doodled an opossum at work today.

>>6919245
My next step would be solos. I try to get into the mindset of "it's just a riff but on the higher fret" but it's gonna take a bit of time. Thant and my pinky is the devil incarnate.
Other than that, I should stop trying to play Black Metal because my arms are weaker than a heroin addict's. Overall, at the moment I'd say I'm good enough to be a bar performer, mostly because people will be too drunk to contemplate how bad my playing is.
But you're right. It's difficult get your bearings when you have no clue what the fuck you're doing.

>>6919323
More then I've ever acomplished at work.

>>6919341
I've only been playing for about a month so you're better then me. So far I'm just trying to get good at stuff and I'm learning how to play an actual song.

>>6912060
>You steal from places like walmart or from people with jobs who work hard for their shit?
Stealing "from walmart" is still "bad" because chances that it won't be written off as a loss, but instead people whose shift it was might get penalized. Companies will try to get their money either way.

"Bad" is because you can't tell if you're hurting a good person or an asshole who deserves it person, so, whatever, don't stress too much over it.

>>6912952
Although I think it's better to stop being a filthy criminal at all, because many countries have penalizing prison system instead of reformatory, and "society" might hurt you back much more.

>>6919381
senpai, get yourself educated on AC/DC, shit's great for newbies. Youtube has like 300 video lessons on every song they've made.

Although I personally think it's better to listen for yourself and see where all notes fit together, but whatever gets your goat.

>>6919398
My country's law states that I can't be sent to an adult prison for another 3 years. I'll try and wean myself off stealing in the meantime, but with being surrounded by opportunity it's pretty difficult.
I just wanna sit on a sizable pile of cash incase I get fired from whatever job I end up getting (if any)

>>6898851

>learn how to drive
>find a job that doesn't make me want to jump out a window
>transition
>hit 130lbs

>>6919579
Ah fuck. Now you've reminded me I need to learn how to drive. Good luck with it all though.

>>6918870
Actually that makes at least 3 anons with same goal in one thread... If I don't pop damn string during tuning again

We should make some shitty folk punk possums band haha

>>6919907
Haha holy shit. Good to know other people like folk punk in this thread.

>>6919907
>>6919959

Does folk punk ever utilize keyboards? We could be a quartet.

>>6919991
Aside from the fact I can't really play and come from a land down under this was actually not a bad idea.

>>6919907
I can do the sloppy off-key vocals. I sing like a fag and have a beard.

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>>6919907
I have a full blown MIDI keyboard and I can turn multiple floppy drives into musical instruments with that said keyboard and an Arduino microcontroller

Does that count?

Haha

So literally no one wants to pretend to play on bass?
C'mon, you gonna get the best seat in the bus during tour in Sweden

>>6928171
But I already live there.

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can some tell me why do people like this because i really want to kown

>>6929217
Habits?
Because I'm a sucker for slice of life.
Opossums?
Because they're cute and strange.
Being a self pitying basket case?
No clue.

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What are these threads for, exactly? Venting? I see them all the time and I've been too afraid to ask.

>>6929506
It's for being comfy with other miserable people.

/r9k/ without the shittiness.

>>6929506
From what you've posted I can tell you don't belong here.

>>6929506
For discussing Habits webcomic

>>6929539
Did the fact that I open admitted not knowing what these threads were about give it away? Well sleuthed.

>>6929599
No, I think it was animeposting

>>6929547
can you link the comic?

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>>6930036
http://terribleterribleterrible.tumblr.com/tagged/terribleterribleterrible/chrono

>>6929027
Bring a bass guitar and you will die there too

Hahaha I'm jelious

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>>6928171
I could give it a go. Standing in the background and twiddling my fingers is practically my specialty.

>>6929027
Are you the guy that the one Anon was trying to get together enough money to go and visit?

>>6933581
It would be news to me if I was.

>>6933581
>>6933581
>Are you the guy that the one Anon was trying to get
>together enough money to go and visit?

Was that something in older possums threads? I think I missed it, and sure sounds kinda gay.

>>6933581
>Are you the guy that the one Anon was trying to get together enough money to go and visit?
Oh, I forgot about him, anyone knows how did things go?

I hate this comic?

I don't care for the characters, and I hate the pseudo-nihilist depression bullshit, but I enjoy the deadpan humor

Got wasted and barfed in bed again. Kind of a shitty night all together.

>>6940853
iktf man, shit's nasty
nothing like being hungover af and having to clean up 12 hour old puke in hard to reach places

kurwa

>>6939709
>the pseudo-nihilist depression bullshit

What did he mean by this?

>>6939709
no one's forcing you to like the comic or stay here

haha

heh

die

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eh

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HOWS THE FELLAS DOIN WWAAAAAAAAA

>>6947730
what is this

>>6948029
hi guys, we are baked. how are you all?

>>6948077
As usual

>>6948229
what did you do to day

>>6948623
was a useless shit whole day

So I've reunited with my brother not long time ago. He's a cool guy but we had to reschedule our meetings all the time in the last second, 9/10 times he asks for it.
He invited me to his bands concert today evening. He lives quite a long way from me (2-3 hours of travel buy a bunch of trains and buses to get there), but invited to stay at his house for a night. I've agreed to meet up, got a couple of friends going with me too, told him yesterday.
But like 40min (its really early morning right now) ago he said there is no way I can drop at his flat, but "you are still gonna come too cheer me up and stuff right?"
Like, I've got my bros and me pass on bunch of cool ways to spend this day just for his gig and now this happens.
I'm fucking pissed just a fucking little.
Should I give him a chance, as a new year present or nah?

>>6949911
I would but I'm not the best person to take advice from because I sleep in a park most nights.

>>6949911
Die you flip the coin? We don't know how big of dick was really your brother, so flip the coin if you don't know and then deal with your conscious

>>6949974
Are benches that comfy?

>>6950498
I've got a bag I use as a pillow. I could stay at a friends most nights but I don't like intruding and It's kinda nice sleeping outside.

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>have depression, anxiety etc. poor, no job but survives
>friend says a connect will sell weed at half an ounce for $85
>check him out
>offers to throw in a few more gs and a quarter of shrooms to drive him around a bit
>fuckyeah.png
>passes the money off to some high bitch stumbling out of a Burger King
>the fuck
>apparently she has the stuff
>she's later arrested for stealing from a Walmart
>after flipping a phone at Best Buy we go to dealer's shed and smoke a little
>dealer and their friend are playing guitar, actally chill
>knock knock motherfucker
>white trash kid shouting and threatening us over some skateboard from 2 years ago
>a skateboard from 2 years ago
>quietly having anxiety attack in the corner
>he leaves, smoke some more
>dealer leaves house to get the stuff again
>still waiting

hope your day's going better than mine, possums

>>6949911
Did you ask him why can't you drop there?
>inb4 this turns into a gay incest story

>>6950628
Eh at least you've got weed. Mines just an argument with my family so far.

Do you guys ever read Philip K. Dick? He's got this recurring concept of the "tomb world", which is essentially the world where everything has decayed, everything is dead, everything is falling apart. He describes it as "kipple" or, in the novel I'm reading now, "gubble". I've been having that realization, too, for a good part of my life. It's like a flash of recognition, of knowledge, that everything is going to decay. It depresses the shit out of me, as it does with the characters in the stories.

There's no fighting against entropy. Makes me wish I could just freeze time. I guess normies solve this problem by believing in an afterlife. I've got mine, but I can't take any real solace in it.

It's not that it's meaningless. It's that it's meaningful, but it's all going to go away anyway. It's not death itself that bothers me. Death is singular. It's just like Dick said. The tomb world. A world of decay where everything is rubbish. The feeling just hit me, triggered by a drawing of a cute puppy. Weirdly enough it's very often these drawings of cute animals that do it for me. And suddenly there it is, the realization that it's TOO perfect. It's a lie. And it pushes me straight into the exact opposite. The fragility of everything. A pure, existential... sadness.

Dick's two favorite themes were empathy and the nature of reality. You can see why.

>>6950522
Reminds me of my ex. Used to be one of those functional homeless people, too. Got a lot of weird stories. She was like a character from Habits, really.

>>6951065
That sounds pretty cool. Any recommendations for which books to read?

And yeah I kinda like being homeless because it just makes shit simple. I don't need rent or working, my days spent trying to get enough money to eat, smoke and drink.

>>6951095
I suppose Do Androids Dream of Electric Sheep is a good place to start. It's the novel Blade Runner was based on, except Blade Runner ditches half of the narrative, which is centered around this tomb world concept. Man in the High Castle is another good one. There's The Three Stigmata of Palmer Eldritch.

Honestly, they're all good. Some slightly less so than others, but I've never read a Dick story I didn't like. They all tend to deal with some pretty heavy concepts. Dick was primarily an ideas writer, and his characters generally aren't strong. They are conveyers for the ideas, and usually just bland, tragic everymen. Deckard in Do Androids Dream is nowhere near as dashing as Harrison Ford. He's more like a salaryman, who needs to bag his androids to please his nagging wife.

Dick has said that the short story is the more pure form of fiction, because there, by necessity, he focuses purely on the idea. And for the novel, those ideas get worked out into longer narratives. Very often his novels are direct reworks of short stories.

I wish I had the discipline to be a faster reader. It's weird, how someone like me, who loves his work, can be such a shitty reader. I'm easily distracted by the internet and videogames, I suppose.

>And yeah I kinda like being homeless because it just makes shit simple.

I can see the point in this. I'm a useless NEET, and I'm one for a reason. I don't really function in normal society. And because of mistakes already made, it's like I described up there. A fight against entropy. Against kibble. it was never a fight we were going to win, but for me, it's become all the more gruelling. Why fight at all?

>>6951603
I try not to focus on it and just try to have a good time. The entropy will come and there's nothing we can do about it so we might as well try to enjoy ourselves before we die. That's all there is to it as far as I know.

>>6951644
I'm finding it hard. We might have gotten rid of religion, here, but there is still very much of a Calvinist in me,

>>6952066
Can't say much about religion. I avoid it like the plague. I'm perfectly open to the idea there's something bigger then us out there but I see no point worrying about it yet.

So
What are you guy's plan on news year?
Getting shitfaced I imagine?

>>6956246
pretty much.

have to do a favor for my parents while i'm in town so i have to look presentable for a little bit

>>6950632
Yeah, he said that his parents flat will be empty, that he checked. But now suddenly they are there.
I've also forgot to mention that I need to be back at my place in the morning, to drive my family to the country house . So 3 hour trip to get there, and then or watch his gig for couple of hours and go back, before all transport stops working (no trains, underground, bus after 01 o'clock) Or run around until 4 in the morning, -22 night suburban winter town dodging drunk punks.

That gay incest thing reminded that I might have a group of friendly gays friends living there. MB they let me have a warm night at their shack.

>>6956246
I just chill with my family. Usually I'd go with getting wasted with buddies, but last years ended up lame af cause of it.
One I've got kissed by a random biker girl. Another one I've prepared bunch of presents and lame games for them, but they all bailed before midnight, ended up watching lame anime with one need that stayed. Another new year ive met watching friends play and argue DOTA 2 badly all night.
So, yeah, I'll just chill with family this time.

>>6952585
I have 12 Bibles (gonna sell half of them soon, only need KJV and NET) and a shitloads of other religious works and do believe there is an omnipotent and eternal being, but I still usually act like a hedonist absurdist.

Mormonism appeals to me for some reasons, though.

>>6951065
I've read him when I was younger, so it was just a cool since fiction for me. Don't remember much, certainly not what themes and concepts he explored. Gonna reread it soon, everything you described sound right up my alley, thanks for advertising.

I try to use the feeling of pointlessness and sadness, that became quite a good friends of mine, as an fuel to my inspiration and creativity. Also knowing that everything I draw and compose has no value and doesn't matter in the end, helps me cope with critic. Who cares if my work is garbage. Plus Death of the Author and stuff is reassuring too.

>>6952585
I'm not religious, but culture is persistent. So me being from a Calvinist culture has had its influence.

>>6956246
I usually just hang with my friends who are normal people and do normal people shit like host a subdued party with their significant other at the house they own. I'm not much one for planning.

>>6958477
Yeah, I started reading Dick as a young person, too. Never really got it, and then I watched A Scanner Darkly, and promptly got back to his work. I always knew I liked science fiction, but some of the big names like Asimov never connected with me. Modern authors are, if you'll excuse the snobbery, all crap. When work has stood the test of time, you know it's good.

Haha

>>6951065
I don't know, man, I'm going to die at some point, maybe in 5 years, maybe in 50, but anything that happens after that is none of my concern, so I'm not really worried about entropy and decay.

Speaking of books, have you read Slaughterhouse Five? Despite it's grim theme, it made a quite positive/motivating impression on me.

>>6958883
I wouldn't say its just crap. More like its harder to find something valuable. There we as much as shit back in the days as now, but time, as a life giving spring of fresh water, washed away all the shit stains leaving diamonds to shine.
Its still possible to find good in modern days. You better bring your scuba gear and a lot of willpower in your oxygen tanks to have a chance though.

But I feel the feel, mate.

>>6960035
I have yet to read any Vonnegut. Like I said, I'm a painfully slow reader.

>>6960420
I tried looking for it. But you're basically just stuck trying crap until something sticks. There's no resources for anyone looking for modern work in the vein of oldschool authors. And most people are self-serving bastards who will just recommend anything they, themselves, liked without any regard for the nature of the work. I tapped out when I tried China Mieville after all these glowing recommendations saying it was on part with literature, and it's literally just communist propaganda.

I lost faith in awards like the Hugo's years ago, before the Puppies were ever around. Of course, all that dickery means I'm quite smug in my early rejection of them. I just read stuff from the Science Fiction Masterworks list. It has never let me down, but all books on it are old. If those guys did a list of modern science fiction, I would take their word for it, though.

The list itself stops at the mid-80's, with the newest work on it being from 1989. Curiously enough, I've seen others mention that science fiction stopped being good in the mid-80's. I wonder if there's anything to that.

>>6960602
I stand corrected, the new run has some works from the 90's. But one of them is from a writer I thought was so boring, I couldn't even finish a novel by him.

>>6960035
That reminds me of time my mom bought a little 13 years old me a Richard Mathesons book, thinking it was a fun science fiction. It was a collection of his 'I am legend" "the shrinking man" and "Hell House". Naturally, all pretty descriptive psychological horror stories and a bit of gore.
I was an impressionable child at that time and his books were my first experience with such style.
Still remember getting weird boner reading hell house. That part when a woman had her nipples bit by an undead looking ghost.
Or people having and orgy at the theatre while a woman is mauled buy a tiger in front of them. Or the depressing restless nights of husk of a man, alcohol, music and vampires pussies from Legend. Ahh the memories, clear as a crisp spring morning.
Can recommend his stuff tho, its pretty good.

Come to think of it, this must be my /trash/ origin story.

heh

>>6960602
> science fiction stopped being good in the mid-80's
I'd say its stopped being a major player in the literature world.
Interests changed, attention shifted to other genres. Other media even. Bunch of reasons for this. It's sad, but a natural way, I feel.
All we have left to do is to wait for time to make it's magic again. And explore other stuff, other well documented areas of human culture in the meantime.
Or discus here, that's fun too.

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Hey guys it the candle guy from a couple of threads ago. Still hating life. My little brother got over his sickness though so thats good. I bought him some 10 dollar rechargable battery thing for when he wants to play his 360 games just in case we're out of batteries. How are you guys?

>>6961679
literally who?

>>6961731
Its was a thread from like a week ago. Just checking in on my Opossum brethren.

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My family is fucking insane

My mom is trying to break up a 14 years old friendship between me and my best friend only because she doesn't want to borrow her notes to me since last year I managed to lose her notes completely.
For the past 4 hours she's been raining a storm of swears at her and saying how she's going to make her life hell

What kind of fucking logic is that?

>>6961768
i'm sure you deserve it

>>6961768
I feel ya man. Maybe she'll run out of steam and chill at some point?

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>>6961768
Don't trip u weeb - all mothers are more or less insane, after all they have vaginas.

>>6961573
Science fiction was never a major player in the literature world. Which is one of the reasons the term "literature" leaves a bad taste in my mouth. Someone like Dick was shat on for the good majority of his life and had to live from paycheck to paycheck while some housewife craps out a disturbing schlick fantasy, and makes bank. Margaret Atwood has famously denied writing science fiction like a furry saying he's only in it "for the art", because of the shitty reputation science fiction has.

Literature class in school also have me that permanent dislike. I was already reading science fiction by then. I'm from a tiny Euro country, so that was all native language literature. And let me tell you, our literature scene is stuck up. none of the kids in class actually read the shit, either. You leafed through it, then downloaded a synopsis from a specialized site, and you were good to go.

I think literature, at least post-war, has always been an old boys' club. I think science fiction falls by the wayside because it's a genre that's primarily about ideas, while a lot of literature I've read (native, so YMMV) is about emotions. These snobs probably take one look at something like Dick's simplistic characters, and think it's all about laserguns and robots.

>>6962051
Candle guy again. My mothers dead.

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Went to a aquarium underwater zoo thingy today. Most depressing thing I saw this year.
It opened around 3 weeks ago. Hueg building, multiple floors and stuff.There is also a jungle type area on the upper level, where bunch of butterflies, birds and sneks are semi-free to roam around.
Fish tanks have muddy water, some of the fishes just lay on the floor, breathing heavily. Some are just plain dead. Sharks and turtles looked like they went through a war or smthng, with missing pieces of skin and scars. Seals floating in the darkest corners of their tanks, hiding there faces from people, also still. Penguin with blood on its head and feathers trying to clean itself. Dead carcass of a fish, swirling in a current created by a waterfall.
On second level there were small monkeys, clinging, petting each other. Half of the cages were empty, animal were hiding I guess. Flamingoes standing in the corners, hiding their head under wings. Some raccoons or something, just laying in the center of the room, on their backs, directly under the lamps.
Third lvl, one with butterflies and birds. Air was very humid and hot, for the tropical creatures I guess. A lot of nature noise, that ended up being artificial, since I saw only 5 birds that were just sitting there and one rat thing. There were butterflies tho. A lot actually. Swimming in the pool. Chilling splated on air conditioning fans. Dead on the floor. One was actually flying and sat on my leg. I really wanted to just grab it and run.
And all of this mixed with glitchy bugged screens that should show info on animals,but showed blue screen of death and errors. My aunt that wanted me to take a picture of everything and scolded me for not smiling. Screaming kids banging on tanks glass and people people people. A lot of them, very, very happy.

>>6962429
Welcome to Earth Anon. It fucking sucks and its mainly because of humans. The worst part of your story is I bet the people running that aquarium fancy themselves conservationist "preserving" these endangered species. Of course you as the individual have to accept the collectives consensus that this prison is a place of happiness or face the consequence of societal exclusion.

>>6962196
no one cares
stop trying to stand out

>>6962196
>my mom is dead
>better tell my fwiends at trash in a jiffy
yeah no bud

i feel terrible

do you ever just see two people in a relationship and they are way too good for each other and all you want to do is split them up?

>>6960620
>one of them is from a writer I thought was so boring, I couldn't even finish a novel by him
Which one? Better not be my boys Vinge or Banks.

anyone have experience with brain fog? I've had it for 3 years straight now and I feel like shit. always tired and my brain feels slow as fuck.

>>6962841
Try drinking coffee? Always clears my head up.

>>6962770
Nope
The only person I want to do terrible things to is myself
I know that's selfish of me, i m sorry

>>6962841
Go to a doctor
If you can't for some reason, try to change your habits bit by bit, testing what changes affected you. Like sleeping more/less, eating certain foods, working/thinking too much etc. Maybe use some placebo and convince yourself that drinking water will create good climate conditions, that will make humidity in your brain go.
Just don't go overboard or have some medicine good people on the internet told you too.

>>6963200
I went to a doctor a while ago, I was diagnosed with mono, took some medicine, and slept for a month. still feel the same.

I noticed it started when I first started smoking. I tried stopping for 3 months and didn't notice any changes, didn't notice any when I started either.

it also started when I switched to an Android. that's neat.

but yeah it's probably because of exercise or sleep or some shit. I never exercise, sleep from 2am-12pm, eat like shit, etc etc. Maybe I'll try and be healthy for a month.

>>6963061
coffee doesn't affect me. I tried 4 cups and only noticed a small amount of energy. felt realllly sick too.

>>6963087
they are too good for each other and way too happy. I'm such a jealous bitch.

>>6962058
Sadly, I have zero knowledge in history of sci-fi and its relationship with "highbrow" literature or public opinion on it, so I'll take your word.

Lit studies were also crap most of the time in my country. I was lucky enough to have a dedicated teacher. We still just passed simplistic tests and downloaded homework from web, but at least the some ideas, like how to analyse things, read between lines, just enjoy language, open-mindedness, became rooted in some heads. I didn't understand and wanted them then, I cherish these wisdoms now. Also thx to my mom for having a big library of classics in many fields.

Thanks for interesting notes on the topic, anon, you sparked some curiosity in me

I've read mostly fantasy when I was young, Russian lit late school and post modern works and philosophical studies in university. Guess its time to eat my tail and read sci-fi again.

>>6963275
Yeah try changing you habits a bit. A lot of our major health problems are just bloated minor ones, thanks to bad way we treat ourselves.
Go to /fit/, read a sticky. Follow some stuff from there. Again, just don't try and swallow an elephant. Baby steps.
Hope you'll have a nice clear brain to fully experience our not quite that good world next year.

>>6963697
wahoo thanks anon

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Haha back to having painful night depressions

Hehe...

>>6956246
Dinner and some drinks at my mums house before getting high with friends.

>>6956246
I'm going to spend it alone in a city where I have no friends. I have alcohol, since I always have alcohol.

Should I get a tattoo or a piercing? My friends offered to pay for one for my birthday and I can't decide.

>>6970862
pierce your dick

>>6970965
dont do this

>>6970965
No. I'm to much of a pussy.

>>6956246
Nothing, cuz i got to work early the next day.

>>6972750
That honestly sounds amazing.

>>6972947
Nope. Sitting at home without any smokes because all the shops are closed.

>>6956246
maybe i'll listen for fireworks at my elementary school and go check it out if i do

i wanna loiter with strangers again like i did in halloween

my sleep schedule is fucked again

>>6973871
>admitting your age on a 18+ board

Nigga, come on. I hope this is a false flag.

Your art's good if you really art that young though, keep it up.

>>6973871
>literally admitting youre underage
>on /trash/
I knew these thread have gone down in quality over the months, but jesus.

>>6973871
No. School and collage are both shit and/or a scam designed to put you in debt and take all your money.
Just drop out of high school now, and stay in your parents basement for as long as they will tolerate, and spend all your time jacking off to degenerate porn drawn by people who are better than you will ever hope to be.
Also, this is supposed to be an 18+ website for big boys only.

>>6973871
>>6973980
mods WHEN

>>6974111
you actually sound cool and shit so be careful man

>>6974111
Nigger, at the very least don't admit it. Underage newfags are easily the biggest contribution to absolute shit quality threads as of late. These threads used to ATLEAST have the slightest connection to habits, but now all these are is generic "i hate myself xdd" or "im in a shitty situation everyone PAY ATTENTION TO ME" crap. Kindly fuck off.

>>6956246
I was gonna go to a friend's house, just chillin' out till we pass out or something, but my grandmother wants to see me so I'm gonna stay home this year

>>6970862
Tattoo.
It's easy to cover up (depending where you put it) and piercings are autistic and edgy as hell.
Bonus points if you make the tattoo a possum.

>>6974909
o shit he can ban evade, what a hardcore!!!

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whats you're plans for new years possums?

>>6974220
>>6974111
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>>6973980
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>>6974924
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whoops

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>>6898851
No way, dying is such a hassle I'm too lazy to go through the trouble.

Maybe coding and drawing and hopefully getting unstuck from "between jobs" would be decent resolutions. Not that I had them for this year, haha.

>>6899223
Come to think of it, mine's been in a bag collecting dust for a year too...

>>6976874
What was that? Tell me what did I miss?

>>6976948
underage b@

>>6976959
>underage b&
ftfy

>>6976959
>>6976982
The devil is in the detail

>>6977025
There is a check box on the top-left of your post, check it. Then there is a delete button on the bottom-right of the page, click it. Then post your post here and stop hating yourself.

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>>6977106
Oh man
I love Source Engine modding shit

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Habits has become more of a symbol than it has a medium of entertainment. More or less because of its absurdly relatable nature.

Think of this place as someone's house we all just go to because we're all dumb stupid vagrants with too many problems to reliably medicate without OD'ing. Sure you can talk about your experiences and just chat like an IRC room, (which is arguably better here because it's not overcrowded to the point where everyone is shouting and memeing to pay attention to one another.) but chill with the pity parties.

Attention whoring is always, ALWAYS the death of a good forum. I'm not saying don't talk, but don't bring it up more than maybe once or twice. Find other stuff to talk about. Don't let this comfy bastion of possum trash go to the wayside because you couldn't not wave your damaged e-peen around and show off how brainsick you are. This is not your Hugbox Island 2.0

I apologize. Felt like I had to lay down a few ground pointers.

>>6970472
Shit man, are you me? You just changed cities or something?

>>6977145
Hear Hear

>>6956246
A party I was gonna go to got canceled so I'm going to go to a bar where I'll probably run into my family (the drinks are cheaper there)

>>6956246
I'm gonna stay the entire night alone, jacking off to furry porn, eating unhealthy food and playing videogames while my family is on a party.

Comfy thread.
Comfy morning.
I either need to get back into heroin or get my life back together.

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>>6976721
Less than a month i will be expelled from the institute and probably go to Russian army where bydlo from your pic will abuse me. Today i will watch Zootopia for a 4th time and cry.

>>6978400
maybe you should study instead of rewatching a movie over and over again

>>6978400
Huh! Thats a cool, I did the same on previous 31st. Never went to the army tho. Don't remember what I was doing that day. I think i felt pain all over and very tired. Just wallowed in self pity mixed with self hatred I guess.
Still, have a good new year anon!

>>6976721
Finally get my firearms license and do nothing with it because Toronto and then continue not getting in shape or practising drawing while failing at everything else that I do.

>>6976721
>all responses for this were deleted
wew

>>6979938
Huh, beat ya to license. Will continue practice arts and crafts and get fit.
Strongly leaning to start dating.
Maybe I'm a good family man deep inside or smthng.

>>6978400
Haha, I remember getting expelled for the first time, never got a draft summon though. But it was 120% depression.

You'll be fine, cut off your internets and go study. Don't quit and do whatever it takes to get a passing grade even if it drives the staff almost to the point of suicide.

Wuss out and you'll be me in a decade.

>>6911720
Good news! It's pretty much impossible for them to carry rabies.

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>tfw just wanna get the party over with but the sun is still at least partially up

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Should I go into boston with a girl I like (it's a group thing and we're going as friends) and be sober the whole time or stay in and smoke a bunch and eat a ton of Chinese takeout.

>>6981306
>we're going as friends
>and be sober
sounds like bad mojo to me but staying in is probably worse

>>6981429
I don't drink. She does though. A lot.

>>6981549
sounds like you should drink her drinks to even it out.

So its officially 40 min in a new year for me.
Thx for being anons here for me, anons.
Stay thrashy.
This year is a cock year, hope itll be a good one

>>6981657
>Stay thrashy
with pleasure https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=Hcw-zDDks_c

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>>6982681
My sentiments exactly.

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01:33am... Happier new year possums, or at least be our imminent suicide fast and painless for anyone who would care.

>>6984154
happy. pretty baked TN. still 5pm here

god fucking dammit.
haha i hate myself and all that shit.
i'm seriously losing it. i have so many bagged up emotional and possible mental issues that i need to let it all out. i need some place to vent. lord knows my parents wont help me, dad's in a different country and mum doesn't take anything i say seriously, even when i'm being serious, and my friends? ha! all of the cucks from college are either completely moronic or completely retarded. plus i don't have any friends outside of that shit hole. and the worse part is i'm too poor to afford a therapist/shrink/whatever the fuck.

what do possums. should i kill myself or just bottle up everything for another couple of years and then eventually resort to necking myself?

>>6985945
kill yourself now, friend. if youre going to do it just do it now to avoid unnecessary pain

>>6985945
If your life doesn't feel like game you always will lose, never win, then get sober, get ya shit together change environment and try to get a new life.
Gl possum.

>>6985945
>too poor to afford a therapist
don't waste your time with them, they jew you out to the extreme.
Shit'll get better. I know how it is. Vent some more if you must, just take as much time as you need.

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Shmokin' weed, shmokin' weed, doin' sluts, drinkin' beers

Its time to crack down sip up and shmoke shum weed.

Tell me what the east coascoast trash gang is doing during the last hour of this irrevocably. A majority of you getting shitfaced and plastered I hope

>>6986724
Irrevocably shitty year*
Jesus Christ I'm way past hammered

>>6985945
If you're still in college, then you can probably still see some light at the end of the tunnel. You'll probably be happier when you get out.Otherwise, you can probably find friends other ways.

Either way, you might be able to fix things over time/

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i'm doing nothing on new year's

it's just another dumb day for me

shut-in lyfe

>>6986724
you're just making me jealous of the fact I have no weed or alcohol

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>doing anything at any time when everyone will just shit on it without relent forever just because you made it

there is no year that has been good and no year that shall be good

all years have been and all years shalll continue to be shit

die

time to brace myself for another 365 days of nothing

Haha I'm still alive

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>>6992714
i'm sorry for your loss

I found finally new point, a meaning in my life - bumping this thread

Haha I wish I was dead like other fellow possums

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>>6994217
Same
Let's OD on some illegal substances

>>6995017
Golden shot sounds like a good way out.
How about making possums off meeting?

>>6995542
Sadly I'm a slavshit poorfag so I couldn't go to that meeting even if it became a thing

Well the last couple of days I've started cutting myself and honestly enjoyed it until this morning when I realised I'm an edgy faggot.

I feel like shit.

>>6996552
What type of Slav shit, fellow pierogi eater?

>>6999921
Nope
I'm that type of slav that consumes Tatratea and homemade Palenka

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>>6978400
>>6996552
>>6999921
>>7000113
That's a (not?) surprisingly large amount of slavshits

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>>7000996
Thanks for a reminder that even tho I'm lowest of the lowest, living in trash slav, suicidally lonely furfag, at least I'm still not a russian.

>>7000996
IMO slavs on 4chins are rare af because everyone just hangs out on places in their native language

Hahs

>>7001200
Fck you, tovarisch
I grow crops, recycle my trash properly, and take care of my babushka
Is a cool guy, yes?

>>7002924
I'm a deviant like that who enjoys foreign shit more than native one. Way more relatable and fun content here, then in my first language media.
Guess I just can't grasp how bad foreign stuff is, cause of the language barrier or my imperfect lang knowledge.

>>7000996
I think that most of those was just one guy.
But hey, I'm a slav too! From the most superior slav country, the country of blini and pierogi!

>>7001200 (Czeched)
Yeah, fuck russians.

>>7002924
Yeah, pretty much.
I started learning english really fucking soon in my life and was perfect at it in no time.

>>7007664
So like, a Westaboo?

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>>7008672
>So like, a Westaboo?

Is that even a thing? Aren't we all nowadays living in America?

>>7009783
A westaboo is a gook obsessed with western stuff. A reverse weeaboo.

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>>7001200
>>7008503
Niggers, your countries' only hope to be remotely relevant is getting raped by a superpower. Go on and feel proud over some inventor/scientist with a slav-sounding name who didn't even link himself with your country.

You're truly the lowliest.

t. Russian bestowing some attention upon your posts.

>>7009960
Not one of the guys you're replying to, but you know that ruskies are slavs too, right?

>>7009960
Russia is literally on the same level as France. Except France is meddling in places with a nice climate and actual resources.

Man, I hate the fact that I ever started smoking weed. Now my concept of a nice, relaxing night involves smoking weed. I ought to quit, but I'm immediately stuck with the problem that it's a habit, and I have nothing to replace that habit with. At least, nothing that makes me chill out like weed does. Even beer doesn't do the trick.

>>7010236
As long as you're not losing money (at least not too much) because of it, it's no big deal.

>>7009960
Haha, face it russians, you are The Niggers of Europe, that's your relevancy in 21's century.

>>7010236
Shit, I think I'm gonna still stay away from weed, I'm happy with me beer. Thanks possum.

>>6985945
make a new really good friend and never be mean to them and after ~6 months y'all will build some trust and then you can talk to them about whatever. that's what I did and wow they help.

>>6985980
hey no

>>6986612
I've had a few therapists that helped me a lot with my whole depression thing. friends are way better though.

>>6991369
no

>>6999086
drink some water and stop fucking cutting yourself. it might feel good at first but the scars aren't fucking worth it.

>>7010236
you should try and find a hobby that you can do at home. helps you quit/use less.

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>>7011339
>I've had a few therapists that helped me a lot with my whole depression thing. friends are way better though.

You sound like someone too lucky to hang out in this thread. (tho overall I agree with you)

>>7008503
We have blini and pirogi too actually, so this is a bit confusing

>>7010028
>Russia is literally on the same level as France
I've heard that France is doing pretty bad these days but this is definitely a stretch

>>7012088
I'm just here to help y'all

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>>7011339
>make a new really good friend
Sure, one moment please

>>7012285
can't really help you there. I usually make friends by meeting my friends friends and getting to know them from there.


also when I'm baked it's waaaaay easier

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>>7012373
That's nice.
My friends never introduce me to their friends.

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>>6950628
>Get two ounces for 105$
Benefits of being good friends with a former Crip, I guess.
[Spoilersdontexistontrash]I don't even smoke it[/whatspoilers]

>>7011339
>drink some water and stop fucking cutting yourself. it might feel good at first but the scars aren't fucking worth it.

Yeah. I tried listening to this but I went ahead and kept at it. Fun times.

>>7014767
I'm sorry

>>7014807
Don't be.

>>7014815
<3

>>7014874
That was the nicest conversation I've had in about 4 days. Thanks anon.

>>7014891
you're sweet. stay happy my friend

>>7014956
As shit as my life is I'm normally happy with it. I know everything that's happened is my choice so I don't feel bad about it.

>>7011339
>you should try and find a hobby that you can do at home. helps you quit/use less.

I used to have those. I still play vidya. I should pick up my old hobby's again, but it's more than that. It's a habit. My brain has tricked itself into thinking that smoking this stuff is part of a normal day. So when you don't smoke it, your brain is like "bro, is everything alright?" But another great part is that weed just relaxes me. Makes me mellow out. I'm on edge, normally. I'm easily annoyed. I let shit get to me. I get snappy. But not when I smoke. It's just that smoking is bad for you and makes you lethargic as fuck.

I just need to learn how to relax without weed. But when I think back to the past I realize I never really did, without weed.

>>7014956
>>7014891

And now kiss. Don't mind me.

>>7015793
It's a shame life isn't as easy as a shitty romance movie.

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What are they playing, /wowg/?

>>7015991
>a wow player in a habits thread
like pottery

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>>7016006
Shit
Wrong thread

>>7015991
Man I haven't seen wow since last time I visited my mum. She's got an obsession with the bloody game.

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>>7015813
>It's a shame life isn't as easy as a shitty romance movie.

I sometimes wonder if every movie and book, even biography aren't some shitty fiction.

Where I did go wrong that even usual everyday morning duties seem like fiction, task only for Superman... unusually good and lucky day if to be done in under an hour ...

>>7016523
I can relate. You see everyone living normally then realise you must have fucked up somewhere to have it all going this shitty.

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>>6898525
Haha give me one good reason why I shouldn't kill myself

>been unemployed since 2015
>have to suck up to family member that hates me to pay for my car insurance
>constantly have some sort of sickness that greatly hinders me (which lead to me losing my last job)
>flunked out of fucking community college twice despite trying my best
>rest of my siblings are employed and constantly look down on me
>generally ignored by family and left out of conversations
>caused a car accident today

>>7016566
Yeah exactly, and you still try to be normal but fail, and you try again, and you fail and like this over and over again.. Is this the definition of insanity ?

>>7016934
I think it's just the way some of us are. I guess not everyone can do the same things and we got shafted in the lotto.

>>7016697
I don't know anon, try to figure out how to appreciate good things you have

You might be not on good terms with your family but you still have shelter and food
You have a car which is kind of a luxury
Appreciate being unemployed because of the free time you have

Also if you're getting shit from siblings because of health issues then you should worry about it less (I know it's hard to ignore though), because fuck people who do that
Maybe try and get your health in order, but I'm not sure if you have some sort of free healthcare or not

>>7016949
And that's what's fucks me up, I can't accept to be the underling...
But I'm so dead tired of trying to fix that life of decay.
No matter how much work I put for that temporary happiness, at the end this all is just like trying to fix rotting things with duck tape and paint... You can't even pat yourself on the back for something like this at the end of day.

>>7017021
>I don't know anon, try to figure out how to appreciate good things you have
I've tried. Sadly the issues take up more of my time.

>You might be not on good terms with your family but you still have shelter and food
I'll appreciate the shelter but food is another issue. I have to scrape by on either change or stealing from a family member's purse/wallet just to eat something.

>You have a car which is kind of a luxury
It's more of a burden. It eats up gas too quickly, costs a lot of money to fill it up, has a bunch of engine issues, and put a dent in someone's car. It's kinda like me which is why I hate it haha

>Appreciate being unemployed because of the free time you have
I did! For about a month or two. Then I my savings ran out but I still needed money. Having free time is nice but I'd rather have money than free time.

>Also if you're getting shit from siblings because of health issues then you should worry about it less (I know it's hard to ignore though), because fuck people who do that
At the end of the day I don't care about what they think of me because they're a bunch of assholes. But I do care about my health. I had a decent job that I liked but had to get laid off from because of a fungal ear infection.

>Maybe try and get your health in order, but I'm not sure if you have some sort of free healthcare or not
I don't haha

>>7017510
I know this most likely won't help you but what I did was just leave it. I don't have a job, I can't afford rent or anything so I just do whatever. I can normally find a place to stay with friends or whatever and I just live day by day.

I only need about $15 a day to live and it's easy as fuck to find that lying around or just ask someone for a dollar. I don't think this is a way of living for everyone but if you can't stand trying to again and again to fix everything I recommend just trying it. All my time's spent sitting around parks and just hanging with friends, it's great!

>>7016697
You didn't happen to crash right next to a pizza place did you?

>>7019191
No.

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How do I learn to smile again?

>>7022706

accept how much of a fuckin retard u prolly think u look like when u do smile, own dat shit g

>>7017608
Heh, too bad I'm also sick of doing pretty much nothing, and don't have friends to hang around, but thanks for trying anyway.

>>7017021
I dislike this kind of thinking. Shit doesn't work this way. You can't logic your way out of depression, and a shitty, unfulfilling life does not suddenly become fulfilling because you look at things differently. You're ignoring a lot of factors that make this life kind of shit. I mean, if your family hates you? That's a huge part of your social support network gone, just like that. And while everyone likes to claim we're living in some sort of new age, with no connection to the past, they're full of shit. Having family is a huge leg up, whether they give you money or whether you are a filthy muslim who calls his 1000 cousins when he needs to pick a fight with someone.

If life were as easy as snapping your fingers and being done with it, we'd all have done it already. Except me, because I literally can't snap my fingers.

The way it works is your thoughts are habits. Why do you think we're all in a thread for a comic named "habits" that is started, every time, with "haha I hate myself"? Because it personifies the mental habits of a lot of us. And changing habits isn't easy, let alone ones you can't see. So yes, you might actually be able to do what you propose. But it takes months of dedication, which is why we usually call it "therapy".

I know you're trying to help, but this does the opposite. It makes this shit seem easy when it isn't, and makes people feel more like shit because they can't do what others apparently think is easy. personally, I've heard the "you're so lucky" spiel my entire life. It does not help, and it has never made me happy. In fact, it places undue expectations on people because now they're being told to be happy as an obligation for everything they have, like being born in some random country. That's beyond my fucking control, and Third World countries have a better track record of employment of mentally ill people anyway.

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>>7024113
summing the fukkin facts cold and straight

trying how to figure out how to ignore and masochistically take in the shitty aspects of one's life is an asinine method of coping that leads people nowhere

>>7024113
Sorry if my post sounded too patronizing, but I'm not trying to push "why can't you just be happy" on anyone
Anon just asked to name him one reason not to kill himself and I've mentioned what stops me from topping myself

>>7024264
Well, I'm sorry if I sounded a little harsh. It's personal experience, and a lot of feelings of shame about "having it good". Once you get into the game of invisible checks and balances, it can take up a lot of energy. There are things you can't choose in life, and your situation is pretty dependent on that. I know someone who lived like a bum, and had a more fulfilling life than me with a roof over my head. Others live like bums and have their feet gnawed off by rats. That'd be me as a bum, probably.

For all intents and purposes, a person is their entire world. Sure, in theory they might be living a more comfortable life than some other person, but that doesn't matter to the individual's emotions. The mind is just a black box that feeds on what you give it. You could be sitting in a mansion, and your dick would be telling you "bitch, I haven't gotten wet in YEARS" and that'd make you feel like shit. And that's a legit emotion.

>tfw you've been on this board since day one and saw it become absolute shit from comfy all the way through
sad

>>7024320
Listen, you don't really have to explain me all of this, I don't hang out in these threads because I like giving out pseudo-advices to feel good about myself, again, I'm sorry if it sounded like I do

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Hahaha someone gonna need to make new thread soon, right haha

>>7026152
haha not if we just let it die

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After a few weeks I finally looked into a mirror by accident (I get super uncomfortable when I see my own face) and I look like a crack addict that someone punched in the face
I don't believe this is just from how many times I stayed awake during the night fiddling with electronics.

>>7029857
Damn, are you me?
Tfw understanding some circuit is easier than understanding yourself and too bad fixing fucking electronics is easier than your own damn life

My Australian mental health pension didn't come through so I can't pay rent on time.

Haha I hate myself.

>>7030723
Haha I don't even understand circuits and I'm failing electroengineering school haha

I just repair phones nobody wants to buy

>>7032126
If I had money I'd buy a phone off you.

>>7032126
Hah I got kicked out off school that barely could teach me ohms law, and here I'm now fixing and building electronics while being unemployed.
Hahaha I hate myself hahaha

>>7032126
ECE student finishing 3rd year here.

Are you failing linear circuits or RLC circuits? How are you even failing right now? my term literally started today.

I'd recommend dropping out and doing something else with your life if you're still in first year and not dead-set on engineering. Engineering is really painful and I haven't gotten much out of my program.

i struggle in any kind of environment for higher education so i'm going to be a hobo
AMA

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>>7032991
I'm in last year. Hmm. Let's see what I'm failing

>Slovak
>Automatization
>electrical measurements class (Direct translation)
>Lowkey failing electroengineering safety and telecommunications
>Math
>Economics
>Lowkey failing networking and computer systems

Before stopping going to my psychiatrist, she said multiple times that I need to stop going to school and either go to a nuthouse or mental health daycare

>>7033160
Trust me when I say it's a lot better then you'd think.

>>7033163
failing in last year is rough. It seems like they're slowly making it easier in my program as it goes along (that or my class is just failing harder and bellcurving it harder).

At the very least, you might not get kicked out if you fail, since you're seeing a psychiatrist. they usually accept certain circumstances like that.

>>7029857
I had to get pictures taken for an official document. I don't mind myself in the mirror, but goddamn am I ugly in pictures. And when I have to smile for pictures, I look like a fucking psychopath. Granted, I might be a bit of a psychopath.

>>7033457
nuh uh they don't

migr8 my dear possums

>>7035201
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