What's stopping you from killing yourself, /trash/?

im happy with my life

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>>5696966
Look at this faggot.

living parents

>>5696866
I feel like some people still depend on me, if even just a little bit.

fear

>>5696866
haven't tried out a psychologist yet

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>>5696866
I am a wealthy fag that has a nice house, comodities and I don't even need to work.
I also have people that rent properties of mine and some workers expanding my house to rent even more stuff.
I literally just don't kill myself because I believe that all this power and wealth has been given to me for some reason and I have yet to find one.
I donate to random people sometimes, maybe that helps them some with their shitty lives.

>>5696866
Apotheosis

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>>5696866
i guess i'm the only one who isn't depressed on this board :)

tfw no qt bf

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>>5696866
memes and a trust fund

I didn't really like it when my dad did it so I figure if I can outlive him that'd be payback enough

Waiting for war to come round.

I'm prime for another ten years, maybe more if it's a real desperate one.

If I aint either sorted out or Kia past that then we'll talk.

I'm incapable of choosing to die

I don't like pain and painless methods are too expensive

Siblings

Too much effort.

>>5696866
The fact that I'm moving forward with my life. Got a new job and I'm back in school so things are looking up. All I needed was to get unstuck.

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>>5696866
Thanatophobia and a low pain tolerence

Literally the only things stopping me

>>5696866
I made a promise to a girl when I was a younger man.

I can't leave my mother alone.

It'd be disgustingly selfish.

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>>5696866
My dreams
My ideas
I don't want to die alone
There's so much vidya left to play
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>>5706577
Just like it was disgustingly selfish of her to bring you into this miserable life?

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>>5706632

>>5706641
You know people say I am shit and edgy/underaged for telling my mother how much she sucks for bringing me here. But it really took a weight from my conscience.
I am 30 years old and most of my life thanks to her mistake, I was born schizophrenic and I have been suffering this hell only because she and my father wanted a fucking son.
Fuck them.

>>5706666
fuck your quads and your pass.

>>5696866
knowing that self harm/suicide is selfish and dumb as fuck.

>>5696866
PORN.

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My little brother would be mad at me, but I think most of my family expects me to do it anyway.

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>>5696866
I am satisfied with how my life is right now

I'm waiting for some packages in the mail

>>5696866
The fact that I don't want to.

>>5696866
The fact that I don't have a reliable means of killing myself painlessly other than jumping out of my apartment window which would just make me retarded if I survive.

>>5697077

This, while i hate them for being bad parents they dont deserve to suffer even more.

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>>5696866
>just finish uni, job is right around the corner
>when I get a job, moving out will be eeeeasy
>no bf? you just aren't searching hard enough, there's one for everyone!
>it'll get better
>it'll get better
>it'll get better

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If I killed myself how would I eat food or play vidya?
What if a cool movie comes out? I don't want to miss that potentially cool thing.

>>5717987
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>>5718349
>pic related
Tell that to all the people working jobs they enjoy, coming back to their homes to open, loving arms of their partners

>I don't want to miss that potentially cool thing
Feeling it, add that to a list of reasons

>>5718474
Those people probably had happy childhoods too

You can't escape your feels, anon

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>>5718953
But it's too early to do it. It's a permanent solution to a problem that may be temporary. There's nothing really preventing me from achieving my goals other than my laziness. Why wouldn't I be able to escape the feels?

>>5696866
>>5696966
>>5697077
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>>5715755
these gets and my diancie
>>5706666
worst get possible

>>5719249
You're banking on an advanced form of Gambler's Fallacy.

>>5726721
Explain

>>5696866
A strange combination of cowardice, lack of motivation, and a tiny, tiny bit of hope found in the good moments in life that make me think that, some day, I might actually enjoy life more than I don't.

Also, I think my family and friends would kind of hate it. If I were to do it, ideally I'd find a way to make it look like an accident.

Guilt

>>5706674
That's very selfish of you

>>5729457
Not him, but I can get it. I love my parents, but at the same time they were shit parents. Not in the sense of not providing for me, or being very abusive. I'm no Genie. But at the same time they basically didn't raise me. I had zero guidance, but loads of directives.

You know that Frank Zappa quote? Something like "Most people don't want kids, they want some kind of tame child-like creature". That's my parents. And my father likes to say we never lacked for anything, but that's basically the "nice guy" approach to parenting. You don't get kudos for keeping your kids fed. That's what's to be expected. So a parent who brings a kid into the world, and then spends zero effort on that kind beyond the bare minimum, is being selfish. They wanted a kid, and then didn't want to take the effort of raising them properly. Now I'm an adult, and I'm discovering I absolutely love stuff that my parents never even gave the time of day. Or, worse, ridiculed because it wasn't "serious" schoolwork that would land me an upper class job, in their crazy babyboomer eyes.

Plainly put, expecting gratitude for putting yourself first all the goddamn time is lunacy. Demanding it might actually be emotional abuse.

I mean, do you know what it's like to have to treat with your parents over shit like you're at a UN summit? Sure, it beats being slapped around and raped all day, but it isn't exactly good for your worldview.

The possibility of Hell
The off-chance that you could get tortured for all eternity really throws me off from not biting a bullet

>>5729756
im being tortured for all eternity as is, so

>>5696866
delusions that I might make it one day and achieve my dreams

>>5730300
Having a "shitty", boring life > getting your skin flayed over and over or something like that

>>5696866
Nothing's making me want to right now

Doesn't mean I don't think about how to do it, once the time comes

I have 2 projects that I want to see at least started before I bite the dust.

>>5706674
Are you that same guy who cried about nobody liking your video game-related stuff on here and /vr/ and threatened to kill yourself over it?

Possibility of full immersion VR although that probably won't be a thing for the next 40 or 50 years.

I want to be a cuntboy in a scat and piss bath being filled by two overweight male bovines while a octopus girl with tentacle dicks fucks me in any accessible orifice.

I wish I wasn't a NEET HS drop out who only has a college freshman grasp on math, I'd kill to study something interesting or important like neuroscience.

But really why I don't wanna kill myself is because I don't feel the reason to, I don't feel bad about being poor, having no friends or in no relationships because I don't care about those things, but what does suck is the random bouts of self-pity centered around my complete lack of dedication, concentration and progress in life.

>>5732997
close* to college level, I'm still pretty much a brainlet.

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Future computer technology is going to be fucking amazing.

Even if VR never gets off the ground, PCs should continue getting more and more powerful for the next 10 years, if not longer. By the time I'm 40 we'll probably be able to buy ultra 8K HD monitors for under 500 bucks. Couple that with AI... we might be able to get virtual waifus, even if they're nothing more than furry versions of Cortana (the actual one from Halo, not the shitty Siri-copy).

I'd be a fool to miss out on all of that. All I have to do is get a job I can stand, and make enough money to live comfortably until the singularity arrives.

>>5696866

I'm terrified of death.