Haha I hate myself Come eat trash and get hit by cars with us

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Good morning possums.

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Where are all of you possums from? I'm assuming most of us are from the midwest?

>>11276143
new england

>>11276143
from the UK, moved to Western Australia for a bit

I have never seen a possum in my life

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>>11276143
The United Kingdom.

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>>11276143
Northwest, it's pretty shit if you don't suck Seattle and Portland's collective dick.

Pretty though.

>>11276143
upstate ny

>>11276276
ayyy sick m8 which county

>>11276143
Michigan

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>>11276314
Surrey.

>>11276301
I feel sorry for you

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>>11276143
Baltimore

theres plenty of /trash/ here

dream everyday of moving out into the middle of nowhere to homestead alone and write before getting tired of it all and eating a gun

>>11276406
as a neet it isnt bad, i wish it was colder, the internet was better, and i didnt have to travel 20 minutes to my mental health appointments.

>>11276143
Colorado here. Are we midwest?

>>11276543
No colorado is not "technically" the mid west

also how is living in colorado? Do you think its feasible to move there without booku amounts of money

Baltifag from up above

>>11276543
You're basically dead center of the western half of the US.

Yes you're midwest.

Where do friends come from?

>>11276589
Colorado was flooded with rich hipsters who can't drive from the West Coast after weed was legalized. Prices for housing and taxes are going higher and higher every day. Still cheaper to live in than the coasts, but that's not saying much. Try your luck in some of those "flyover" states that are too poor and red for the hipsters, they usually have very affordable housing prices. And hey, you won't have to jump through hundreds of hoops to get that gun you want to eat.

>>11276654
Shared interests with people you've talked to long enough to be comfortable around them.

>>11276686
>interests
>people
>talked
>comfortable
Uh...

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>>11276143

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>>11276762
It's pretty tough isn't it?

Friends don't just happen unless if you talk to random strangers on the internet. It's actual effort to start and maintain them otherwise.

>>11276143
yet another UK anon here
it's only 6pm here and I already feel like going to sleep

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>>11276844
>mfw my state is bigger than your country

>>11276963
what state, m8?

>>11277197
Colorado. It's always strange for me to think just how small most European countries are.

>>11277265
Really? Google said it was 1.11 the size of the UK.

>>11276654
they're kind of like gifts... the best sort of friend you'll ever have tend to come from nowhere; and although you won't have the same interests you'll end up influencing each other for better or worse.
The problem is that these things usually happen at school or work. Internet friends are a bit of a hit and miss and it's harder to form a bond in earnest.

>>11277295
oh... I guess I'll wait for that perfect friend to magically fall into my lap...

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What's everyone doing today? I'm gonna try that free Destiny beta to kill some time.

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>>11277615
I'm already doing it.

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dubs decide how I do it

>>11276655
wah, i dunno maybe kentucky or virgina maybe but I kinda want somewhere maybe a little more scenic.

I wish Oregon (fuck portland though) wasn't so expensive or id maybe move their in a heartbeat maybe. Hows the crystal hippie silicon valley portlandia vibe near there? Is it really obnxious or can you mostly avoid it?

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>>11278245
eating chocolate pudding

>>11278245
Don
t do it.

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>>11276143
Minnesota

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>>11278362
what the fuck is this from

also it took me a bit to notice the squirrel gong in the background

>>11278439
I honestly couldn't tell you, I have far more possum images then I ever anticipated.

Have this instead
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GmnYcGUfXEM

>>11276143
michigan

>>11276143
Indiana

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>>11278517
Legitamtely teared up a little

Then I remember that possums only live 2 years in the wild and 4 in captivity

And I fucking Balled

The mother dog is going to outlive all of her babies

A mother shouldn't have to out live her children

Goodnitght sweet possums, into the grace of gods sweet possum paws I go

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>>11276143
Germany

>>11278245
lose control of your life

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>>11278245

>>11276143
Pittsburgh

>>11278245
Water poisoning

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>>11276143
Virginia here

>>11277237
"To an American a hundred years is a long time, to an Englishman a hundred miles is a long way." - I have no idea who said this.

>>11276143
Oklahoma

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>>11276143
Mexitrash here

>>11276143
Norgay.

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>>11276143
Canada

>>11278246
What about Idaho? Poor place, but still has some beautiful nature.

>>11276143
Connecticut

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>>11276143
Nova Scotia, Canada. Pic unrelated.

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>>11276143
>>11279090
Moi aussi.

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>>11278246
Up in the mountains in Virginia is really scenic and fairly inexpensive

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>>11276143
Midwest, baby. Best timezone.
I'd post my state but it's embarrassing.

>>11279833
This, currently at uni in the mountains and it's pretty beautiful scenerywise

>>11281078
come on man, do it

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>>11281097
Fucking Missouri.

>>11281211
eh not that bad bro.
>better than Indiana

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>>11281211
The only state that deserves embarrassment for living in is California. At least people in Missouri know they're living in a shitty state.

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>>11281270
Maybe. All my shit's here so MO has that going for it. Also meth if that's your thing, I guess.
>>11281288
Believe me, we know.

>>11281324
>>11281288
>>11281211
at least its not Mississippi
(I do not live in Mississippi)

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>>11276143
the uk

wheres clem from? the south or something?

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>>11279425
>>11279833
>>11279090


Like what towns are inexpensive but you'd still wanna live there? Is it cheaper than maryland? Maryland is expensive by most standards of the US

What locations would be good for being by yourself but still having access to internet?

any suggestion that aren't riddled with herion or crime? I already deal with that shit on a regular basis here.

>>11281539
"georgia red clay"

our first clue

>>11281539
I assumed from South Carolina or something becuase of the way the backgrounds looked and also the one comic where she talks a lot about her grandmas shrimp and grits

I don't know why I assumed that but thats just kinda been my head cannon

anywhere south east coast really I guess

>>11281976
south carolina has such a weird little shape

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how the fuck do you know if you're trans
i've been fucking myself up for way too long thinking about this shit and i just don't have an answer for myself
so here i am
tldr is:
>want to pass for a girl in general everyday life, not just for gay shit or whatever
>still want my dick and in working order as well
>tits are still a case of https://youtu.be/KnsiZOJjfUg
>just want to not have a permenant scowl on my face because i hate who i am and what i look like
>scared of later on in life, both as what i'm like now or what i'd be like
so am i just in denial or some stupid shit like that or what
i'm sick of thinking about it
i just want to get on with my fucking life and this issue is kind of in the way of progress

>>11282131
I know exactly how you feel, ive been fucked up for alike 2 years now because idk if im trans or not

>>11282131
Please don't do this to yourself, man. I know a few trans people, and they've all gotten seriously fucked up because of it. Shit like the hormones causing hallucinations, depression because of not passing, and suicide as well. It's not going to make your life any better. I'm guessing you already tried therapy?

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>>11282131
Smoke a bowl and fap. Always makes me feel better about my shitty life.

>>11276143
California

Why am I constantly surrounded by people I have nothing in common with

>>11282191
i wish i would have started this cycle of nonsense years ago when i was stupid and couldn't keep my mouth shut
i'd either be disowned and in a ditch or happy by now

>>11282235
well that's the first time i've heard anything like that
especially the hallucinations bit
i've already got depression covered and i'm too much of a bitch to end it
therapy for what

>>11282251
jacking off doesn't even feel good anymore
and i don't do drugs

>>11276143
Nor Cal

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>>11282381
I'm sure there are a lot more people around you that fap to furry porn than you think there are.

>>11282131
get your ass on hormones

it's fine to want tits but also a dick, if you look like a girl nobody will mind-dogma hasn't caught up but I know plenty of people who share the opinion

as long as you don't start going to bars and tricking dudes you'll be fine, that shit gets you murdered

that said, I'd look into joining a local Pink Pistols chapter if you can find one, especially if you live in a red state. shitty people are everywhere, and a Taurus LCP is cheaper than a couple years of Krav Maga.

>>11282598
okay so that's one yes one please no
better than what i expected
only one person's ever gonna know what's going on under my clothes, so, whatevs
i don't drink and am about as antisocial as possible so that won't be an issue
i don't really go outside by myself and don't really plan to leave my house until everything is basically done so i don't really think people are gonna be an issue
gotta stay pale anyways
biggest issue i have is how in the hell am i gonna tell my mother about this so i can get money for whatever i need to get

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>>11282991
You're gonna need a LOT of good boy points.

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just got off of work and i'm off tomorrow
how are you all doing tonight, possums?

>>11284028
bored

>>11276143
Massachusetts

>>11279451
>>11285353
NEIGHBORS

>>11283103
*good girl points

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>>11276143
>>11281078
Midwest Midbest
Call Illinois a flyover state and I'll cut you

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>>11284028
pretty shit haha, cut myself again. right after my dad told me he loved me and that I was his hero, lmao.

>>11276143
Chicagoland

>>11276301
ayyy, upstate bro

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>>11284028
I've been in a pretty shitty mood today but playing sonic mania has helped I think

>>11284028
Just woke up in the land of shitposts - it's almost noon and I was meant to get shit done this morning but oh well.

Gonna shave my nether regions and chill for a bit first, might have a bacon sandwich after

What are you doing tonight Anon?

>>11278733
Oh shit dude I'm sorry

please post possum feet because i am trash

>>11286037
Listening to Prince Rama, shitposting, and enjoying the hour to myself before bed.

Kinda miss being a neet but I don't have any choice anymore.

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>>11286354
kek

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>be slim albeit hairy cisgendered male with a non qt face
>go shopping for clothes
>have a weakness for turtlenecks, cardigans, long sleeve tops etc
>mens section has little to no good selection
>womens section has shitloads of nice tops
>too cowardly to go through them and try them on

Any of y'all have a similar problem in wanting to crossdress? I don't even care about dresses or skirts I just want a nice god damn top

>>11276143
Ohio
I'm surprised there's so many people here from the midwest.

>>11285692
>that I was his hero,

Your dad sounds really nice. Wish I had a father figure like that. Maybe not to the point where he would lie to me that much, but maybe at least just been glad to have me around.

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>>11286751

>>11286923
its really fucking boring
also heroin

>>11286946
This guy knows
Theme parks only entertain you for so long when the rest of your state is corn and soybean and all the towns are suffering from overdoses every day.

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>>11286702
Nope. But I am also a bisexual.

I left any guilt I had towards cross dressing a while ago. In all honesty just shop online, you'll find better looking clothes their anyway.

I mostly wear womens accessories and skirts as they usually fit men fine. Most womens clothes are super uncomfortable for the average man unless its kinda bulky to begin with. Also, womens clothing is super fucking impractical becuase of the purse-illuminati.

Just search for clothes online like I said or go to a thrift store and try a bunch of womens clothes on.

I look like a goddamn peacock most of the time and its mostly all mens.

All the big box stores or mall shops will give you is plan cargo pants, a pair of sperries, and a plaid shirt if you a man (copious amounts of vomit)

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I'm ''quitting'' smoking right now and it's awful. I'm only doing it because I can't by anymore, I'm just smoking old butts I find in my room.

haha

>>11286985
this describes where I live, minus the theme parks and access to drugs

and there are regular old woods instead of corn and soybean

and almost all of it is privately owned by territorial assholes who never use it but go as far as to install surveillance cameras

and the police will care about trespassers because they have nothing better to do here

the nearest "town" is a ten mile drive

bumblefuck shithole olympics

>>11287485
That's really shit anon
At least the woods I have around me I could crawl into and escape the rest of the world for a little while.
Gotta get out

>>11276143

Arkansas

>>11287749
spots like that are hard to find but they're good to chill out in

Drinkin' a forty and wondering how I'm going to live with myself tomorrow
How're y'all

>>11275240
is there like a place i can read all the comics because the authors site sucks balls

>>11289479
Sounds good.
I'm sitting here thinking about how I know the things I want to try to get good at but knowing I won't have the discipline to ever go through with it.

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>>11289533
It's not about discipline, it's about lying awake at night, knowing you haven't tried hard enough, and being so frustrated and angry you can't sleep so you get back up and start on whatever it is you intend to improve at. You will not improve and the effort will only frustrate you but you will have eaten up enough time that you are emotionally and physically exhausted. Then it will be years later and you will be objectively better and yet still inferior to so many and so dissatisfied with your efforts.
I'm sorry.

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>>11289572
You seem very familiar with this cycle.
Thank you for the depressing warning of a semi successful future if I pursue it.
What's your chosen curse?

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>>11289631
Guitar, and by extension songwriting.
It's a struggle just to get anything I can write committed to tape without a mistake - generally a couple of hours worth of takes. If I tried to play it all live I'd fucking die. I like to sing but my voice is terrible, which adds to the frustration.
The same thing happens with writing, which I do less often but to much the same result.
What's your desired wall to press against?

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>>11289687
Guitar's a pleasant one though really difficult. Not surprising you have to put so many hours into a perfect recording. Sorry about the vocals.

3D. Originally it was drawing but the frustration that came from ruining something with a simple jerk of my wrist became too much.
I also found myself always falling behind in the art classes in school. The embarrassment made me eventually stop trying.
When I started learning to model though I found myself captivated by it for hours. The real end goal is to start animating after I get this down though, which is a whole other thing.

>>11289807
Wow! that's not a hobby I hear a lot about.
What program do you use? How does it work, even? I know nothing about it...
I'm sorry about the feeling of embarrassment. I was the worst guitarist in school through middle and high. It was the worst feeling in the world, talking about your latest efforts at lunch with four musicians who can run circles around you technically and compositionally.
At uni, I might be alone, but at least I'm not scared of making a fool of myself

>>11289858
>I'm sorry about the feeling of embarrassment. I was the worst guitarist in school through middle and high. It was the worst feeling in the world, talking about your latest efforts at lunch with four musicians who can run circles around you technically and compositionally.

I know how you feel, dude - I lived with 4 music students last year and they were phenomenal, we jammed together once and I was hopeless. It was very awkward talking about musical exploits when they were so much better than you.

If nothing else, just write music for yourself. I mean, it's always good to try and strive to improve yourself, but you're never going to be the greatest vocalist, guitarist, songwriter, whatever. At the end of the day, it's worth it if you make something that you listen back on and think: "I did that, and I'm pretty damn proud of myself".

You never know, if you have the courage to put it up on Soundcloud or Bandcamp, someone else might like it.

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>>11289858
I've been using Blender. The professional program is something called Maya but it cost and Blender's free.
Basically what you do is you take a shape and edit it out to whatever you want it to be. Then you texture it and depending on how you want it to look edit a number of different options.
Then if you go to animate it you "rig" it which is basically giving it a skeleton to move around with. it's a pretty neat process.

I know your feelings too well. Hopefully they were at least supportive of you. Without making you feel like they were just trying to baby you. I had a friend who insisted we form a band, but he was the only one who had any real talent for it. He'd stand up and play some guitar solo while I plucked at strings on the bass wondering why I was bothering.

It's good you keep cracking at it though. Even if just for yourself like >>11289924 says. I actually lose a good chunk of motivation to do things when my friends find out I'm trying to learn something. There's an odd pressure that comes with that. Even if they don't demand to see.

>>11290022
point taken regarding the final product - it really ought to be good enough for myself, not an objective document of perfection.
I'm sorry you had to endure that experience. It made me physically ill sometimes.
>>11290022
Nice dubs. Thank you for explaining things in such simple terms - it made things a lot more clear for me.
I do appreciate that they supported me, even when I frankly didn't deserve it. I needed that at that time in my life (death of a brother and parents who were openly hostile toward music).
Keep going at it! I'm sorry about the friend pressure thing; know you at least are not alone

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>>11290063
That's true. I wonder if there's really a point where someone considers their work perfect. When they stop second guessing things and know for sure they've got the best thing that fits. It probably just works back and forth.
No problem. It always seems really complicated until you think about it as playdough and paint.
Oh wow, sorry for your loss man. Glad they were around, that might have been too much for me.
Same anon. If you ever feel like starting a bandcamp and don't mind sharing with a bunch of punks here I'll take a listen to ya.

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>everyone is moving on with their lives
>having the willpower to do something, anything with their lives
>having a hobby
i feel some people were just born to survive
it`s fucking sad seeing everyone struggling and improving themselves when i can never move on from beeing a irresponsible lazy cunt

>>11276143
straya
which makes me a possum, and the rest of y'all oppusums

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>>11290277
Don't feel bad
Outside of the one hobby I have to fight myself to work on at all I'm just waking up, going to work and coming home to feel like shit with my depressed family.
Just remember you can do just about anything you want if you can fight your brain telling you you're breathing garbage.

>>11278748
heyhey my dude
may i ask which Bundesland?

>>11290331
thanks my dude
i`ll get my shit together to start drawing or something
.... someday...

>>11290322
Which state, ya cunt?
>>11290331
What do you as a job, Anon?

>>11290277
I got dropped in the deep end, anon.

Losing the core of your support network will put the boots to you real quick.

If you're a sperg or other neurodivergent, there's programs you can use. I got my current job and room from one. It's not great but it's better than nothing.

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Another Colorado anon here.

Gonna go chat with my therapist in an hour. Not sure what I'm gonna talk about other than my wish that there were actual legitimate happy pills out there.

I'd kill for a prescription of that shit right about now.

>>11276143
Northern California

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There's a girl I met at a group therapy that I know for several months
I think she caught feelings for me (doesn't mind me being a degenerate furry, actually stalked out where I live to drag me outside, tagged along when I went out taking pics into a forest in 30c, keeps calling me cute, kept cuddling me after only two pints of beer,...) and it's kind of freaking me out.
First are the red flags that I just ignore and second, every time someone got feelings for me got hurt because I'm a depressed apathetic asshat suffering from anxiety disorder

Should I ignore the feeling in my gut and just keep going?

>>11291770
Yes.

>>11291631
Where in Colorado?

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>>11290362
northrine westfalia/nordrein-westfalen

>>11276143
ohio and probably ohio but basically west virginia soon

>>11276143
Northwest US. Washington to be exact. I really want to move though.

>>11276143
Southeast checking in.

>>11292475
Glad to meet another washanon. I'm from the Tacoma area, but live elsewhere now.

>>11292840
Sweet. I'm currently in Pierce County, but I grew up in the Seatac area.

>>11292863
My friend worked as the night auditor for a hotel in Seatac and had two suicides and a murder in his first two months.
I don't know if this is disproportionate but it seems a pretty fucking rough area to me

>>11292882
In the areas close to the airport and the more poor areas, definitely.

>>11276143
California, but I'm probably gonna move soon

>>11292230
The southwestern bit. It's pretty nice here.

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>>11276143

oregon; fuck washington. they got sales tax and shit, and seattle, which is like a colder shittier fucked up LA/SF hybrid

but eh portland is shit too and getting shittier thanks to gentrification and fuckers being fuckers but the crustzones are nice

>>11290912
Hotel front desk in a small town.
Not the best job but it's a living, and we stay busy enough from being next to a highway that we can keep the prices relatively high. Keeps out some of the local riff raff.

>>11294704
more ian porn when

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>>11295043
Only one more I know of: the continuation.

>>11290277
I mean though I cant really say I'm moving on much with my life, with hobbies its really a matter of finding something you do genuinely enjoy even when depressed. If you find a fun enough hobby especially one that leads to escapism it can help if youre depressed, on those days where you just dont have motivation to do much if you push yourself enough to indulge in your hobby a little it usually kickstarts doing a bit more that day other than laying around and procrastinating responsibilites, at least in my experience.
Willpower is the hardest thing to get though, I'm not gonna lie I have very little of it but I'm slowly figuring out how to get more, mostly through delusion via excessive daydreaming and escapism and finding outlets for my anxiety and depression other than food.
As unbelievable as it might seem when youre on a low, it can get better, but only if you try.

>>11294704
>>11295157
Who is this character and who's the artist?

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>>11295308
Character is ian, artist is mej on e621. This is also by mej, but not of ian. 'Tis all I know, sire.

>>11290912
vic, ya fuckin bastard
yourself?

Haha

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>>11281211

It's ok, my brother. One day we'll find a way to leave this place.

>>11295294
>>11291537
btw i saw your posts
thanks for responding

>>11291770
Since you're in this thread, I'm assuming that life shits on you regularly. Ending a relationship poorly will suck, but that would just be par for the course in our lives. Wouldn't all the potential good times be worth it?

Something to ask, though: What are the red flags? I'd hate to encourage you to date someone who might kill you or get you into heavy drugs.

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>>11291770
Do you enjoy the way you feel when you're around her? Is spending time with her having a positive effect on your life? If yes, go with it.

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>>11291770
Everyone should stick their dick in crazy at least once. Just use condoms and make for damn sure she doesn't know where you keep them.

tl;dr: pic related

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>want thing
>kinda get thing
>feel like I don't deserve it
>or that I don't actually have it
>Self Destruct Sequence Initiated. 10... 9... 8...

I keep screaming but god won't answer

>>11300098
he ded senpai

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>>11287972

Me too, lol.

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>>11276143
Pennsylvania originally. Currently residing in northern Vermont, and hoping to stay as long as possible, maybe permanently.

>>11281211
I drove across a few of the "flyover states" on my way from Pennsylvania to the rockies. They were a lot better and more interesting than I was led to believe.

Rankings, in my opinion:

Utah>>Colorado>>>>Pennsylvania>Missouri>Indiana>Kansas>Illinois>Ohio

Missouri didn't seem that bad, and in my experience you can find cool spots almost anywhere.

>>11301007
Utah is for mormons and Colorado is for rich Californians though. Pretty states at least.

>>11301007
what did you find that was interesting in Indiana?
Outside of the windmills I hate driving through that state.

>>11301007
>Utah
Utah is fucking gorgeous but I think id go crazy with so many mormons

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>>11301038
>Colorado is for rich Californians
d-delet this

>>11301196
At least they primarily use it as a secondary vacation house state since most of them get weird when separated from mega cities for too long. Started with all those rich hollywood types needing ski homes and the deal was sealed once legal pot became a thing.

>>11295525
WA, ya poofta

>tfw have to spend 7 days in the bush as part of my uni course
it doesn't help that I'm a pommie who knows fuck all about survival skills, RIP in peace

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Question for all you trashfags

>have you ever been in a relationship? how did you meet them?
>how much sex have you had?
>is sex purely casual / one time fling or do you see it as a more intimate / romantic thing with a partner?
>if you haven't had sex, what's the reason? I'm not chastizing, just curious

I'm predominantly gay but have only gone as far as oral with a girl and a guy, and that was out of drunkenness and (retrospectively) desperation. I like to think I'm more of a romantic, but I've never had a bf and am terrified of letting people into my life because I'm a nervous wreck.

/blog

>>11301910
>>have you ever been in a relationship? how did you meet them?
no
>>how much sex have you had?
none
>>is sex purely casual / one time fling or do you see it as a more intimate / romantic thing with a partner?
N/A
>>if you haven't had sex, what's the reason? I'm not chastizing, just curious
I'm ugly, chubby, borderline autistic, depressed, might be gay, and am hoping to gain wizard powers in 12 years. I will be casting spells while you normies are stuck with filthy roasties.

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>>11301910
>>if you haven't had sex, what's the reason? I'm not chastizing, just curious

not worth the effort

>>11301910
>have you ever been in a relationship?
no

>>11301038
>>11301179
>Mormons
>Mornosn
>Utah is fucking gorgeous but I think id go crazy with so many Mormons
The thing is: that doesn't apply to me. Since I'm so asocial I haven't had to "deal with" Mormons--or hardly anyone for that matter. All I know is that I found Utahans to be friendlier and more talkative than Coloradoans. Coloradoans were kind of aloof, which I appreciated as a sperg.

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>>11301910
i am saving myself for this

>>11299077
I usually break this cycle by making sure whenever I'm shoppping or buying something else for myself casually to make a mental note of it to show that I spend stuff on myself so even if I dont deserve it I may as well spend money on it rather than the other random junk like snacks I buy for myself. Alternatively try thinking instead of that you dont deserve it that instead it ultimately doesnt matter because you're trash so it doesnt matter whether you get things you dont deserve. If anything getting things you dont deserve just makes you happier trash which should be ok with you, and since youre so terrible of a person at least in your eyes you should be ok with doing something selfish like that.

>>11276143
Kansas, but currently living in Florida

I miss the cold

>>11301910
Ive never been in a relationship, partially because I've never fallen in love with anyone. well nobody real anyway, and I honestly dont really like people that much, I only ever really interact with other people I can call friends if its for a hobby. I'm not asexual, I have lust, I've just never really looked at a real person and felt that way about them.
Then comes the problem of getting lonely but knowing you will probably never really find anyone who you can have an actual deep relationship of any sort with, even friendship.
I'm just not a people person.
If I where to have sex I'd like it to be an intimate thing with someone I loved, if I could ever find someone like that.
I mean I kind of feel bad for the people who do have actual problems who want to get a relationship but cant because they cant talk to girls or dont look the best. I dont even have that as a reason so I guess I'm just a different breed of trash.

>>11302807
>well nobody real anyway
I, too, wish for the age when anthropomorphic trash beasts become reality

>>11301910
>have you ever been in a relationship? how did you meet them?
Twice. First time was a guy at school who later realised he wasn't gay, second is my current bf of 8 months who I met on 4chan. We were friends for about a month before we admitted how we felt.

>how much sex have you had?
None.

>is sex purely casual / one time fling or do you see it as a more intimate / romantic thing with a partner?
Romantic. I'd rather spend time with someone then have sex, casual flings are a no.

>if you haven't had sex, what's the reason? I'm not chastizing, just curious
My original bf and me both agreed that we'd rather wait a while, obviously we broke up before then. My current bf is too far away.

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>>11301910
>have you ever been in a relationship? how did you meet them?
Nope
>how much sex have you had?
Nada
>is sex purely casual / one time fling or do you see it as a more intimate / romantic thing with a partner?
Don't know
>if you haven't had sex, what's the reason? I'm not chastizing, just curious
Confidence and low self-esteem. My friends say I'd be easily banging 5-7/10 girls if I just tidy up a bit and lose some weight. Another problem is that I can't maintain small talk with anyone and I take too much time to open up but once that happens, they lose interest or don't end up within their expectations. I've had 2 opportunities to get laid but chickened out on both.

Haha

>>11301910
>have you ever been in a relationship? how did you meet them?
Nope
>how much sex have you had?
None
>is sex purely casual / one time fling or do you see it as a more intimate / romantic thing with a partner?
If it ever happened, I think it would be something more intimate/romantic.
>if you haven't had sex, what's the reason? I'm not chastizing, just curious
I dunno. I'm not a very social person, so I don't really talk to or hang out with people a lot. Plus anxiety and depression and what not.

>>11301910
four, first for 6~ years, couple breaks in between when she was having issues and left me for a month or so, second and third were guys during two of those (which she was okay with), didn't last long but ended on good terms, still good friends with one of them.
all met on a site that doesn't exist anymore.
fourth and current is from 4chan, almost been a year now.
i have not done the sex.
definitely more intimate and romantic, with plenty of cuddling afterwards.
all moderately to very long distance.

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>>11303384

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>>11301910
>have you ever been in a relationship? how did you meet them?
the closest I've ever been to a relationship was when I exchanged dick pics with a guy on kik that I met on another board
>how much sex have you had?
zilch
>is sex purely casual / one time fling or do you see it as a more intimate / romantic thing with a partner?
I suppose it's subjective, personally I have no idea
>if you haven't had sex, what's the reason? I'm not chastizing, just curious
no social life
autism spectrum
aversion to being touched
poor body image
abnormal sexuality
internal conflict and incompatibility regarding radically different aspects of my personality that causes me to be a different person around different people
incentive to have sex diminished by asociality and antinatalism
apathy

>>11301910
Turbo virgin here, I'm more or less content do die a bitter sexless loser, though I do dread living past 40. Even the doctor at the mental hospital told me to get a girlfriend.

>>11303619
Almost forgot
>why haven't you had sex son
Because I'm an ugly, lazy, short guy who is as ugly and twisted on the inside as he is on the outside. I fear rejection and the cruelty of inflicting myself on another human being.

>>11301910
>have you ever been in a relationship? how did you meet them?
I've been in two relationships with people I've met irl, both of which lasted under a month
I've also been in two long distance relationships, one where the other person just stopped coming online one day and the other right now is with a dude I met on here

>how much sex have you had?
none

>is sex purely casual / one time fling or do you see it as a more intimate / romantic thing with a partner?
haven't had it but I see it as a more intimate/romantic thing, I don't see the point of it otherwise

>if you haven't had sex, what's the reason? I'm not chastizing, just curious
first three left me before I could do anything, the guy I'm with right now is too far away
I also imagine I'd be super fucking nervous about it

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>This thread right now
I find it pretty comforting knowing I'm not alone

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>>11301910
>have you ever been in a relationship? how did you meet them?
Yeah, one small immature thing in highschool. Got dragged into it somehow, but i cut it real quick because the fact that im gay and at that point just jacked it daily to tf porn didnt quite fit in a straight relationship thing.
>how much sex have you had?
None
>is sex purely casual / one time fling or do you see it as a more intimate / romantic thing with a partner?
I view it more as a romantic and intamate thing with a partner, though i would try it as a casual thing at leastvonce if i ever get the chance.
>if you haven't had sex, what's the reason? I'm not chastizing, just curious
Rather small town, had hopes for socializing in uni and stuff, but totally degenerated over the course of two semesters until i had a fear of leaving my dormroom for anything not classes related. I ve got a conseuler now and set up an appointment for a behavioral-psychiatrist, so i am trying my best to get my live back on track and get back in society. Hopefully i can generate enough self-esteem to not hate myself, so can go out and find a bf.

>>11305010
Who is this character?

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>>11305122
Tokoyami Fumikage.
A side character from the manga/anime my hero academia. A total edgebird. He has a living shadow inside of him.

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>>11301910
>have you ever been in a relationship? how did you meet them?
No.
>how much sex have you had?
None.
>is sex purely casual / one time fling or do you see it as a more intimate / romantic thing with a partner?
Looks like a chore. I don't desire sex but I wouldn't mind a relationship.
>if you haven't had sex, what's the reason? I'm not chastizing, just curious
Autism.

How do I deal with the fact that I'm unqualified to even flip burgers, stock shelves or work a cash register?
I really need a job, not for the money itself, I just want to be trash that at least goes to a job and talks to real people...

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>>11303652
i feel you deeply

>>11302006
>gain wizard powers in 12 years
you`re too young to be this bitter
please keep trying

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>>11307064
I become a wizard in 8 years. When is the right time to be bitter.

>>11307084
im seven years away
i dunno
my brother got his gf with 23, which motivated him to stop beeing a almost hikki
he met her at work, life`s weird sometimes

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>>11301910
>have you ever been in a relationship? how did you meet them?
Been in a few. A couple from high school, one was an ex of my then best friend. Funnily enough none of them have been as rewarding as my online relationships.

>>how much sex have you had?
Not a lot. Can count it on one hand.

>>is sex purely casual / one time fling or do you see it as a more intimate / romantic thing with a partner?
It really depends on the person. I like the things leading up to sex on the casual side. Each time I've went all the way though it's been a nerve racking experience because I didn't want to spend the rest of my life with the person in the event of an accident. Ironically none of the people I've been fully in love with I've had sex with.


Sex isn't really that big of a deal. I know when I finish jerking off now I wish someone was there with me to laugh about whatever dumb shit happened. Also maybe too much information, but if I cyber with someone that I actually like, the orgasm is much stronger as well. Guess a part of me really wishes things were more intimate.

>>11302278
>>11302122
>>11302006
>>11302535
>>11302922
>>11302807
>>11303374
>>11303338
>>11303061
>>11305850
>>11307172
>>11305010
>>11304145
>>11303473
Thank (you) for your replies, Anons - it's interesting to see a lot of people have a similar stance about the intimacy of sex

>>11307106
>>11307084
6 months away from wizardhood
I'm actually pretty happy about soon reaching this milestone

>>11301910
Nope, zero, idk, too much effort when I can just fap to ultradegenerate porn and maybe soon toys

>>11276143
Kansas boi here. It's ok.
>>11301007
>that ranking
At least we're not Ohio.
>>11302692
What you're NOT missing is some muggy-ass bullshit. The hurricane weather coming up from Texas? That's been a REPRIEVE.

>>11307379
If I only had 6 months, I think I would be happy.
I'm not looking forward to the "closer to 30 than 18" mark though.

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Somebody you used to make fun of in high school has just dunked you into a trash can. They are also a wizard now, and have transformed you into an opossum.
Is this awesome?
N/AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

>>11307566
I mean yeah it's pretty cool

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>>11276143
New York Tri-state area.

>>11276143
Northern Nevada, not sure if that counts as midwest. Too many fucking californians running from higher living costs these days, at least the winter claims the weak ones.

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>>11307815
You're in the weird middle ground between northwest and southwest but midwest is basically everything north of Texas. There's tons of variations of this map like having 'Mountain' being called the inland northwest And Dry Sierra/Mountain Basin just being 'West coast or Southwest' and Colorado tends to get shunted into the midwest because their entire population hugs that top right corner next to the rest of the midwest.

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>>11308264
Meant to reply to
>>11308199

It's too early to be posting coherently I guess.

>>11297532
Well, the redflags are drug use, very stalkerish behavior and sometimes she acts crazy

Last time I was in relationship, it was 5 months of constant suffering, shitton of stress and urge to die, and she broke up with me a day before valentines day over Facebook

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>>11307566
AAAAAAAAAAAA--
But I was homeschooled and my parent is dead

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>>11308568
>stalkerish behavior and sometimes she acts crazy

Kinda sounds like borderline personality disorder or full blown bipolar.

Drug use also never ends well because it seems females literally can't handle somewhat responsible regular drug use and every single time will end up going overboard eventually if not just using you to satisfy her addictions.

Steer clear buddy.

haha there goes 90 dollars down the drain

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>>11308745
Huh, he must have mistaken you for someone else, at least you now have only a year and a half to live.

>>11309659
Why?

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>>11276143
Michigan, just outside of Detroit.

>>11276432
I go once a year for a con and I can't imagine ever living there. Is it better out of the downtown area?

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>>11301910
>have you ever been in a relationship? how did you meet them?
We met online.
>how much sex have you had?
For being in a relationship over 2 years it feels like far less than it needs to be for me, I don't know about him but I'm not getting enough.
>is sex purely casual / one time fling or do you see it as a more intimate / romantic thing with a partner?
Don't do random flings, make it meaningful.

I feel really bad because we might break up.

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>>11309828
got an excersize bike, turns out it's completely fucking worthless because the resistance is nonexistant and the knob to adjust it doesn't do anything and the moving arms (which are fucking retarded for a whole host of reasons) grind themselves to dust at the joints so it'll probably not be able to be returned

also bike seats are fucking torture devices

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Trying to get myself psyched up to make a phone call I've been putting off for the past couple of days. Slamming a couple energy drinks and blaring music. It's helping, but I still really hate talking on the phone.

>>11307084
33-year-old kissless virgin here.
I'm not bitter; I made my peace with the fact that I would never have a sexual / romantic relationship in high school.

Would it be nice to have a girlfriend? Yes, it would be nice to be able to fly and shoot nuclear death-beams out of my eyes, too; but I won't consider my life wasted if I never get to do that, either.

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>>11301910
>have you ever been in a relationship? how did you meet them?
I technically had a girlfriend for a week in eighth grade. It was really fucking weird for both of us because I'm more gay-leaning and I was peer pressured by my friends to ask her out. We ended it a week later, which was definitely for the best but it made our friendship pretty awkward afterwards. She was a cool person but I'd rather not get back into contact with her since I try to forget middle school as much as possible.
>how much sex have you had?
The only person who's ever touched my dick is my doctor, so none.
>is sex purely casual / one time fling or do you see it as a more intimate / romantic thing with a partner?
I think sex is really intimate and special. I'm a very affectionate guy so I'm pretty sure I'd rather cuddle than fug, though.
>if you haven't had sex, what's the reason? I'm not chastizing, just curious
I'm too fucking anxious and shy to try dating people in real life, not to mention I'm still in the closet to everyone but my brother and online friends. I hate my appearance too much to even attempt having a relationship, let alone sex. I'm basically a textbook case of 'masculine guy who wants to be skinny and androgynous.'

>>11310080
Why not just get an actual bike?

>>11301910
>have you ever been in a relationship? how did you meet them?
No, n/a
>how much sex have you had?
None. (Kissless virgin).
>is sex purely casual / one time fling or do you see it as a more intimate / romantic thing with a partner?
n/a (although if I ever did have sex, I'd like to think it would be a sharing of intimacy rather than just a mechanical thing.)
>if you haven't had sex, what's the reason? I'm not chastizing, just curious
The opportunity has never presented itself, and even if it had, I'd probably be too much of an emotional coward to go for it.

>>11310427
Actually; looking at my answers; I wonder if this has something to do with my hard fem-dom /male-rape fetish: The idea that I subconsciously want a woman to literally force herself on me because that's the only way I can realistically envision myself having sex.

>>11278362
>>11278517
it's some lady on youtube who makes weird videos about her pet opossums

I don't remember the channel name

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>>11309692
FUCKIN' AWESOME

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>>11310245
can't ride a pedal bike, want to stay pale (and get even more pale desu) and going outside is just about the worst way to do that, and i'd probably get mowed down by some retard in a truck anyways
also, bike seats are torture devices as previously stated
i didn't even want this thing, i wanted a treadmill, but i'm not the one with the credit cards in this house and mother dearest thought we would get this instead since she could get some use out of it too
gonna be fun explaining to her how trash it is when she comes home in a few days

>>11276143
Michigan, about an hour drive from detroit.

I'm really surprised from how many other people are from Michigan, and the midwest in general.

>>11301910
>have you ever been in a relationship? how did you meet them?
yes, met them online but the relationships were in person

>how much sex have you had?
a lot, although I haven't had any since I dumped my ex a couple years ago. she fucked me up pretty bad and now I have trouble trusting people in sexual or romantic contexts

>is sex purely casual / one time fling or do you see it as a more intimate / romantic thing with a partner?
casual is okay but dangerous/risky and not as enjoyable as masturbation, romantic is a lot better and less risky if you stay monogamous

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>>11276143
West Michigan Grand Rapids

>>11310581
It sucks here in MI. Of course there are plenty of possums.

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>>11310236
Jesus fuck expand your image folder. I've seen you post that picture every thread since I started lurking here.

>>11310831
I've posted it in the past, but I'm not that guy. I just think it's a great image.

How do I get rid of the "person I'm interacting with doesn't really enjoy it" feeling

>>11311716
ask them if they enjoy interacting with you and trust them to tell you the truth
in almost every case if they aren't enjoying being with you they'll tell you, assuming they aren't a shitty person

>>11302535

Could someone edit this to be male/male plz.

>>11311801
>assuming they aren't a shitty person
what if they're lying because they don't want to hurt your feelings

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Any of you guys know a good way to get to sleep without alcohol or drugs? I've tried complete darkness, herbal tea, ASMR, calming sounds/music, no electronics, eating/not eating before sleep, and melatonin(took 2x the dose). I need to be up in the morning, but my sleep schedule is still set to the daytime.

>>11312690
Step 1. Don't fap for a while
Step 2. Fap
Step 3. Sweet dreams

>>11312781
I don't really fap anymore, but if it'll help, I guess I'll give it a shot.

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>>11276143
uk

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>>11276143
Slovakia

>>11312690
Something that works for me, but which has obvious negative consequences, is skipping a sleep cycle. I'll stay up for an additional 24 hours, give or take, so that I'm dead tired when it's time for me to go to bed the next day. It makes it much easier to get my sleep schedule under control when it starts drifting later and later.

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>>11312690
Things that work for me:
>Exercise during the day
>Not eating within a few hours of bed
>listening to news/talk radio while in bed, sometimes in a different language
>something making even a tiny bit of white noise (in addition to the radio)
>a cool shower right before bed

Haha really want to cut and I have no rubber bands handy haha

>>11312947
I'll try this next week, when I've got nothing going on. Thanks.

>>11312976
I've never tried that last one. I can't stand cool showers, but I'll give it a go tonight. Thanks.

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>>11313105
>cutting yourself with rubber bands

>>11313105
>rubber bands
i've never heard of this method, how does this even work

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Haha I hate myself

>>11313141
>>11313193
not him but apparently it's a way to simulate the feeling of cutting without actually cutting yourself, by snapping the rubber bands against your skin

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>friend logs off without saying anything
I guess that's the last time we will ever speak to eachother.

>>11312690
Have you tried mental exercises? Imagining some protracted, multi-stage process is a good one I use myself.

It may sound silly, but I imagine my bed slowly transforming into a space-ship; this bit folds out there, another thing folds out somewhere else and then unfolds into a rocket-motor, then the legs on the bed retract like landing-gear and so-on.

I'm almost always asleep before the transformation is completed.

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Haha I can't decide if I hate myself or my life situation or both

Can I get some fashion tips /haha/

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>>11314952
Situations can change but you're pretty much fucked if you hate yourself. It gets in the way of doing anything about it.

>>11314963
Black clothes, black hair, black boots, black fingernail polish. Goth it up like it's still 1998.

>>11314963
Sure.
Here's how to tell if you should wear a man-bun: Are you a samurai in feudal Japan?

If yes, then it's okay.
If no then don't. Seriously; don't.

>>11314963
dress up as a mime, mimes are cool

>>11315026
Are white tees ok?

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>>11314963
Vampire: The Masquerade shirts 24/7, my man.

>>11276143
Im from New Possum York

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>>11315133
only if you roll up the sleeve as a place to store your smokes

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>>11315263
I'd have to start smoking, and I don't think I have the arms for it...

>>11315285
start lifting and start smoking and grow the coolest pompadour

>>11314212
I've never heard of this before. I think it might actually help. Thanks, anon.

>>11290063
>>11290203
I wish I had the will power and energy to try and keep trying at my job and future career path. I also want to do animation. During college I got frustrated with how good everyone around me was, or at least the excelling students, so I joined military so I could put my life on pause, and work on my draftsmanship, but each and everyday has been getting worse and harder.
I hope you guys can enjoy your hobbies and life.

>>11301910
Only two, one girl, one guy, both online
Girl - None Guy - a few times
it was a bit of both. I wanted to make it a lil more romantic, but also a lil bit kinky. He also took my virginity and I was 26, im mostly just a shut in that hates living though.

>>11315485
S'okay; I hope it helps.

>>11314212
Not the other anon, but I have horrible struggles falling asleep, but think I'll try that. Maybe I'll stop focusing on my bad aspects trying to fall asleep

>>11315137
You have good taste anon. What's your favorite clan? Mine are the Gangrel.

>>11315383
That's...decent enough fashion advice, actually...

>>11315945
Not that anon, but Gangrel are the bestial ones, right? I've always been a Toreador guy myself.

>>11316098
>Not that anon, but Gangrel are the bestial ones, right? I've always been a Toreador guy myself.
Yeah, Gangrel are the ones who go all beastlike. Toreador are pretty cool, I was never a fan of their fluff but their actual powers in the tabletop and videogames are fun to use.

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>>11310831
but....but....its vinny pizza pasta

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>>11316507
No you're done. Only once every other thread. Or I swear to God I'll go outside and scalp someone's dog. Right in the street.

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I'm a total failure at life that makes cgi wow porn in my spare time, and someone just told me that they idolize me

Was saying that their selection of an idol is pretty trash and that they should find a better idol a bad thing?

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So, how about the ending to Drop Out?

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I got a question for you possums. Recently pulled my back severe enough to have to get PT. Eventually fell off my SSRIs and had a mental breakdown. Fell into a couple weeks worth haze of drinking and smoking weed. Eventually came out. By the time I came back I had been fired from my shitty job that made me wanna die every day. Felt even more suicidal and was thinking about eating a gun like everyday but much worse.

Instead I decided to start writing. I've been writing stuff here on trash and pastebining etc. This is the least suicidal I've felt in a longtime. I actually feel kinda good.I feel free. Its always been my dream to be a writer but I put it off because I never thought Id make any money but in all honesty if working the job I had made me want to kill myself than what was the point of making myself miserable for the money in the first place.

I am thinking about dedicating all of my time to writing and trying to use patreon like a tip jar. I don't really eat and my costs are already as low as I am going to get them. I have a little money saved up to skate for a little bit.I am a city hermit with no intention of having kids or a family so no big money commitments. Iam not looking to make big bucks, just enough to cover food and rent so I can keep writing. So far this is the only thing I can imagine living for.This is the first time I might actually pursue something I enjoy instead of just doing what i think I should do. Do you possums think I should follow my gut and devote myself to writing or am I just a loser who should off myself?

Iam going to bed now. hope this thread is still alive by morning. goodnight fellow possums

>>11316597
No because people should aspire to be more than what you are simply because that's not what they are. You should have encouraged them to be their own person but at least you didn't get an inflated ego over it.

That said, you're doing god's work even though I myself never cared for artificial 3DPD.

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>>11316695
i liked it
i'm glad it turned out alright for them

also lola is cute af

>>11316695
It was more gay than I expected but at least they didn't drop the ball.

I really did expect Sugar to jump though, the whole comic had built up the fact that she really, really wanted that bad end.

>>11316696
Don't become the starving tortured artist meme irl. Even if your expenses are low self employment is a real bitch without additional support especially when it's creative and especially when you're not doing easymode and just drawing halfway decent weird fetish porn for furries that have endless money to throw at people drawing things for them. I can personally tell you that the tax and insurance situation is absolute hell when you try to be self employed and I was doing back breaking labor making actual stacks of cash for all the trouble it caused me.

Just find some part time job and don't let yourself get invested or caught up in how badly it sucks. I've done that too and taken shit far too personally and it doesn't work either. Best of luck figuring it out.

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>>11316695
Didn't realize it was over. Just went back and finished it.

While it wasn't the best comic, reading Drop Out made me feel some deep, dark, scary emotions. The ending didn't make me feel anything at all. It was like when a show gets cancelled, and they have one more episode to wrap up the story. "Well, actually, everything is ok now. The end." I'm more than a little disappointed, both in the ending, and in the fact that my source of miserable emotions is gone.

On that note, though, does anybody else only feel strong emotions vicariously, like through works of fiction?

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>>11310521
if you live in an urban area, see if you can find a makerspace and bribe someone $50 to make bearings for the moving arms. also you can get replacement seats that are pretty comfy

pic related

>>11312947
This is the only thing that's ever worked for me, back when I was a hardcore neet.

>>11316591
Make sure it's one of those shitty ones that never stops barking.

I want to punt a chihuahua so bad. So fucking bad I can almost taste it. Just watch them keep fucking barking as I walk up, then back down, then stop, then whine as they realize-for once-for ONCE-their shitty fucking owner isn't going to step in, rear my leg back, and IMPACT

and the shitty little fucking rat dog goes fucking flying and hits with a yelp and runs off whining

FUCK I hate yappy dogs

>>11316935
At least it's understandable why they ended it they way they did. If you portray a suicide in any way shape or form in a a depressing work people are going to literally kill themselves over it to validate themselves or whatever and the artist who is a fragile legitimately mentally ill tumblr type clearly didn't need that weighing on their consciousness. They originally wanted to end it on an ambiguous ending when lola just walked away but even that wasn't satisfying enough and at least they didn't blue ball us with a 'make your own ending' scenario.

>>11316815
Glad it was a happy ending too
>>11316882
Glad they did finish it, but hey, gay ending is better than what could have been
>>11316935
Wish they fleshed the ending out a little more, but the author mentioned that there might be an epilogue
But yes, I do get all feels-y and stupid from works of fiction

>>11317065
But is the only way you can feel feels? That was moreso my question.

>>11317159
Not him but it sounds like some case of being able to feel empathetic for others, fictional characters in this case, but being to dissociated from yourself to have your own feels. That or nothing feelsworthy happens in your life or the life of everyone you know but I really doubt you'd be around here if that was the case.

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>>11316981
I agree wholeheartedly. I've wanted to do that for years now.

>>11310145
Who are you calling Anon?

>>11314963
>black skinny jeans
>heeled boots (Chelsea boots are great here)
>turtleneck sweater (muted colour like beige or burgundy, or black)
>long dark grey cotton coat,
>long cotton scarf (cream or black)
Perfect winter clothes

I miss England

>>11314963
punk animal starter kit:
get the most ugly fucking haircut you can imagine
never wash or brush it. EVER
never do laundry EVER
wear tight jeans with holes in the knees, or maybe a skirt
wear a shitty punk band shirt with stains
wear old shoes or boots with holes
sleeveless denim, hoodie, leather jacket or flannel shirt optional. patches or studs optional
literally everyone looks like this

>>11317833
Had to call a lawyer. It went a lot better than I expected.

>>11316935
>does anybody else only feel strong emotions vicariously, like through works of fiction?
Yeah. I don't really experience events in my day to day life that cause strong emotion. I probably live life itself through works of fiction.

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>>11318329
>boots with holes

Boots were the single most expensive article of clothing punks owned and they were addicted to loser fashion, even if most of it was DIY you couldn't do shit about cool boots other than shell out $100 for them unless if you were lucky. Also sleeveless Denim was thrash metal and flannel was obviously grunge but nobody gives a shit if you mix up your subculture fashion as musical subcultures are dead.

threds ded

>>11318531
yeah most people dont really look like your pic anymore, at least where im from. like you said, everything kinda died and fell in the same grave

>>11318570
rip in pieces ;__;7

threds ded
sudafed
watch your head
street cred
nerdy ned
a to zed
achmed
go to bed

>>11318591
I've seen a few diehard punks who still do the full getup.

Solely at punk shows and literally never once otherwise. And even then that was like ten or twenty people and everyone else being generic, myself included because I'm lazy and just deck myself out in black unassuming clothes.

>>11318570
We have several wonderful pages to ride on the way to the end of the board.

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>>11318640
i dont wanna go to bed

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>>11318667
we all go bed

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>>11318814
Maybe eventually. After I've overloaded all my senses and my mind starts spinning and drain myself physically, mentally and emotionally.

I'm really really tired of everything being my fault.
I'm deciding that everything is everyone else's fault from now on. Enough things have been my fault.
I'm 22 years old, I'm not thin skinned anymore. Your claws are just too thick. Fuck off and get violated in some way or another.
I'm sorry to the other possums who I don't care that this doesn't make sense to for the fact that it has to be in your thread.

>>11318591
>>11318648
I grew up going to 924 Gilman and a lot of people there still look like that.

I'm gonna have it demolished when I'm wealthy. Shit is a pit of sin and I'm not surprised these fucking threads attract the type of degenerates who want to get pozzed by that particular golden dildo.

>>11319081
>I'm really really tired of everything being my fault.
this makes sense to me, I've gotten it from people ever since I can remember no matter what the problem was