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haha i hate myself sleepy edition

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haha i hate myself

sleepy edition
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Damn, I should've made one before it died. You beat me to it meany.
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>>11068217
don't worry you'll get it next time if I can't be arsed to do it
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>>11068336
Well, let's hope other people get here soon so the thread doesn't die tonight.
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>>11069162
Loyal eurobumpfag always around
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Haha i hate myself
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Motivate yourself, possums.
Today you are doing a thing. Just one thing. You can do it at the confines of your home but you have to do at least one thing today. Tell me, what is that thing?
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>>11070765
Laundry.

I will wash a load of clothes and maybe hang them up if I feel like it.
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>>11070765
Going out in the woods with some friends and pick mushrooms. The edible kind not the funny kind.
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>>11070765
I cleaned my room and went for a jog, but i still have zero motivation to start studying for my second round of exams
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>Repair exams in less than two weeks
>Know jack shit
>Depression hitting hard and no matter what I do I can't motivate myself to learn shitty math, grammar and literature

Watch me get drop out and then get kicked out of the house
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>>11070817
Good start, but you aint finished yet. Sit you ass down and study. How about you start with 20 pages for now and then see what happens?

>>11070827
You are not giving up that easy. You made it this far already. You can keep going and you know it yourself.
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>>11070853
Im gonna go nap for a bit and the sit my ass down with fresh brewed coffe, see if that helps
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>>11070853
People been telling me that for few years now

I think I'm ready to give up now
Maybe I'll finally get some proper mental health care after that or I'll just hang myself and get proper rest
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>>11070765
does writing for entertainment count as doing anything? or am I just a lazy bastard making excuses
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What's the best way to go about doing it? I want something that will 100% do the job painlessly. Don't want to end up as a vegetable or something because I fuck it up just like everything else I do in life.
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>>11070783
Proud of you, anon. c:
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>>11070811
Have fun, anon! And enjoy those mushrooms.
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>>11070817
Good job, anon!
Come on, study just a little bit. c:
I believe in you!
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>>11070884
I just finished my own coffee. I am going to study now, you should do the same. I will report back in an hour and tell what i've accomplished in that time and you tell me what you have done.
I know it's basically a dick measuring contest but i figured that if the challenge each other, we'll also motivate each other. See you in an hour.
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>>11071111
Nice quads Stuspike. It's pretty difficult to do it 100% painlessly and also not fuck it up. Since the "painless" methods tend to be the hardest to pull off. The right pills can have you knocked out in a few minutes and dead in under an hour. But they cost a chunk of change and you won't find them at your local pharmacy. Guns of course aren't painless, but they're easy to use and are pretty much instantaneous. Slitting your wrists hurts at first, since you have to make a real deep cut to hit your arteries, but afterwards it's not so bad. Takes a while though so you might change your mind about it partway through. Hanging works, not painless by any means but it works. Getting hit by a train will kill you much more consistently than a car. The're also always helium tanks and exit bags, those are easy to use, essentially painless and reliable but they take some prep.
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>>11070927
Get the proper care that you need right now. c:
Don't keep waiting, anon.
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>>11071084
It counts! Be proud of yourself, anon. c:
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>>11071300
Not that guy, but I like the way you do things, anon!
You're a good dude. Have fun studying if you can!
Good luck!
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>>11071111
Don't do it. Please, anon.
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>>11071317
Why would you ever give out this kind of advice?
Shame on you. That's not what we should be doing here.
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>>11071377
Meh. Pretty much everything I posted can be found out in a three minute google search.
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>>11071393
That's not the point.
Come on, anon.
Let's try to spread some happiness instead. c:
Have a good day, dude.
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>>11071300
No fair, i just read the message. So you in an hour or so
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>>11071321
I tried
First psychiatrist I used to go to since I was two and that cured my strabismus was asking for too much money (80 eur per session) and didn't help
Therapist at a hospital was scamming me out of money (and too pussy to report him)
Second psychiatrist was just pumping me with antidepressants that didn't work and ended up actually telling me that she gives up trying to help me
Second therapist took me off her patients list because of one missed appointment
Multiple hospitals refused to hospitalize to a nut house even with a paper from a psychiatrist because they are constantly full
Third therapist doesn't work during summer because he's a pedagogic psychologist and the ministry of education closes the psychology centers for summer
Tried to go to a new psychiatrist in a hospital recommended by my current therapist but they don't take new patients before summer

I've been trying to get help for several years and here I am, being in worse state of mental health than I was a years ago

Honestly it kind of feels like I should just stop trying at this point
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>>11071577
I just aced an online test that i study for. Joke's on me though i thought it was one of four tests but it turns out it's just one out of twelve. You know what that means? I need to study even harder now! Make that another hour.
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My long distance boyfriend went to bed really early so he was asleep by the time I woke up today. Then I was busy and passed out a bit so when he woke up (2 hours later then normal) I wasn't here.

Just talked to him now 6 hours past when we normally start chatting and he says he doesn't want to talk much. I sent a bunch of messages basically getting pissy and saying "Fuck this I'm sleeping".

He responded with a cheery goodnight.

Did he not realise I was being an ass to him or does he not care? I'm pissed off and wanna sleep and wanna fucking stab him.

Fuck
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>>11070765

Well, I'm in an amateur dota 2 league and we have our first game in 2 weeks tonight. Probably going to get a practice game in with as much of the team as possible, then the game is at I think 8. I'll be double checking, but it should be fun.
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>>11071596
Damn, anon. :c I'm so sorry.
I hope you don't give up.
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>>11071648
Jeez, dude. Relax.
You're way too upset over this.
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>>11071718
I know, I'm normally not pissed off but today I am really bad. All I want is to talk to him and be nice and all lovey dovey, instead I'm just gonna go drink in bed.

Wish I picked razor blades so I could just fucking start hacking myself again.
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>>11071596
>Multiple hospitals refused to hospitalize to a nut house even with a paper from a psychiatrist because they are constantly full
The point is to exaggerate just enough. If you make up an abstract scale where 5/10 is the amount of things you want, don't ask for 5 or you'll get 3 or 2. Instead, ask for 8 and you'll likely get 5. As in, you'll need to exaggerate a little if you want to get the actual treatment for your problem in this case.
No psychiatrist wants to put you in a nut house despite having papers for it? You obviously need treatment yet they'll refuse you..
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>>11071749
I now realize that my post sound like i am trying to encourage you to act crazy to get treatment.
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>>11071738
Well, don't hurt yourself.
Come on, man.
You have a boyfriend, don't be self-destructive like that.
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>>11071738
Adding to this
>>11071788
I'll talk to you, anon. c:
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>>11071687
At least I no longer have huge social anxiety, seeing as I sunk so low with depression that I don't give a shit about most things anymore

Funnily enough, I don't have any energy to do almost anything and it's pretty hard to even crawl out of bed, but if I'm helping a friend in need I suddenly get a burst of energy and try to help them as much as I can, even when I go into hardcore burnout after that or it takes hours of my time or makes me stay up all night working on it. I even try to cheer them up if they feel down, yet I keep pushing them away when they see I'm a total wreck and trying to make them not worry about me

I often get asked a why do I even keep helping them (I hope in a good way).

I just don't want them to worry about my self destructive ass.

Also I have no idea what I was actually replying to and which picture I chose to upload

>>11071775
I was actually considering packing up my shit, go to a nut house, tell them that I need to be hospitalized to a psych ward and slit my wrist with a box cutter on the spot to actually get hospitalized
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>>11071835
You're a good person, anon.
I really hope things get better for you because you're too good to lose.
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>>11071998
Maybe on the internet, not much
in real life
I'm pretty much a walking idiot that breaks anything I touch, fucking up everything and I caused only trouble for my friends (examples include: having to be dragged from a pub by a friend after she discovered that I was wasted after drinking alone, borrowing friend's notes and losing them, owing money for a train ticket, acting like an asshat,...)

I might sound like a good person, but in reality I'm pretty bad

I have no idea how people can stand me, hell, I'm even super puzzled how can they even like me
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>>11071637
Good job acing that test. Im working on redoing the practice tasks from engeneering mechanics while going through the script. Got through the inteoduction and some good stuff. I think im gonna change to chemistry in a bit, thats the other exam i have to take. Man, i wish i could just do math again, i can loose myself so easily in the problems and i aced that one too. What kind of online tests are you taking?
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>>11072088
Nah, nah.
So you've made some mistakes.
We all do. It's not like you've been trying to hurt people or drag them down.
You're absolutely not a bad person.
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>>11072088
Pfffffft, I've met some real unforgivable subhuman douchebags and you don't seem to fit the description. You could have been a hard drug addict, murderer, stolen thousands of dollars from numerous companies, registered sexual offender, or just someone who actively tries to make the lives of people around them worse. And that only describes a few of the real characters I've met but honestly anon everyone makes mistakes and even most of those people described you wouldn't know it just from talking to them for a minute. How can you be so sure that you're a bad person? It takes serious effort to be seriously bad at life.
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Hang in there, guys.
I like all of you and hope you all have a good day.
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>>11072695
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>>11071111
jump off a tall building, shoot yourself with both barrels of 2 sawn offs pointing at the head and heart, while wearing a helium exit bag onto an oncoming train after taking cyanide, after yelling "nigger" from a megaphone in detroit, do this while dressed as Santa Claus, throw candy before you do it to attract children, and wear a suicide vest with the detonetor being a button held down by the sawnoff on your right hand. Measure out a razor wire noose 10 feet shorter than the building and wear it.

I haven't heard of anyone doing this and living.
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>>11073144
Imo head dive from a tall building is enough
Just make sure you poop before jumping
Don't want to shit yourself mid-air
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Hey possums, what's a good place to get clothes? Preferably that won't make my metaphorical wallet cry.
Asking cause if all goes well with my diet and everything, I'm gonna need some smaller stuff, and I don't really into shopping or anything.
I haven't seen any plain old solid colour shirts, without any ugly ass graphics or anything, any time I've been out with my mother to help her with her shopping. Haven't seen much in the way of hoodies/jackets of that sort either.
And those are generally the things that look the best.
I already made a dive into /fa/ and.. that was a mistake. We will not be going back to /fa/.
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>>11073886
Well, how do feel about buying used clothes?
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>>11073886
>>11073917
Also, good luck on your diet!
I'm proud of you, dude!
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>>11073886
Just pull off a Tom Scott and just buy plain t-shirts in bulk from Amazon
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>>11073917
Well, I haven't really seen any thrift stores around if that's what you're getting at, but I'm not against it.

>>11073931
Thanks duder.
it hasn't been going very well people keep getting me really good terrible-for-me food that goes bad fast.
But I'm trying! And I'll be alone for the next few days so I can make up for that hopefully.

>>11073972
Good idea, but I like seeing things before I buy them, especially like, clothes.
More pairs of shoes than I would be able to list have been returned because of online shopping being weird.
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>>11074064
Ah, okay then.
Honestly, I usually just check out thrift stores and the like.
Not sure what kind of stores you have around you.
Are you getting exercise too? :3
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>>11074262
I have walmart. And maybe a mall I dunno I only went there once for their gamestop. Guess I'll see if I can Gmaps up some thrift shops or something.
I uh, no.
I don't really know where to start with that, especially since I'm super out of shape and got like, weird health stuff going on. Overheat real easy and I've got small air passages and all that. Can't really run cause of that and like.. outside. Outside is a terrible place and I need to retain my ghostly aesthetic.
I should probably just quit being lazy and like, google some of the things on my guides.
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>>11074486
Well, I believe that you can find a way around all of that. :3 I believe in you, friend.
You don't have to run, just some light walking is okay. Just try not to be sitting all day long.
And I don't know what you're eating, but just make sure it's not all junk food. :3 Other than that, just don't eat too many calories.
Give it some time and I know you'll be the beautiful boy/girl that you wanna be!
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>>11074585
Probably after I drop some weight those'll get a lot easier to deal with, then it's easy street to my goal. Probably.
Yeah, I know, it's just cardio is *heavily* emphasised on the guides I have so, yeah. They're the uh, femboy aesthetic ones if you're wondering.
I can assure you it is all absolutely terrible for me but It's just about all I can stomach. Healthy stuff makes me sick, haha. Like fish.
Still gotta get more chicken going but so far I've just been cutting how much I eat in half.
I'm gonna be the cutest motherfucker. Hopefully, anyways.
Thanks positiveposs, you a best.
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>>11074825
Haha, I figured you were trying to be a femboy.
Dude, you're gonna be cute as fuck.
I don't even doubt that.
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recommend good punk rock for me
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>>11075346
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JytO0DFxzis
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=d06_Yl-mHE0
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZTlkpQJo_hs
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=U3VXiyS6zl0
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uNMEbaQtMR8

That should get you started.
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>>11075165
Gee anon how come you're such a cool dude. But yeah more or less that's what I'm after.
I dunno I'm kinda worried it'll be funky lookin cause my heads kinda round and I look weird with no beard. Hopefully my face thins out some. Gotta figure out what to do with my hair too, but thankfully I have no shortage of options with it being so long.
also kinda worried about if my s/o approves or whatever. Buuut that's a discussion for us to have at a later date, so, yeah.
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>>11075511
Man, try not worry too much.
It'll ruin it before you ever really start.
As for your s/o, I'm sure they'd love it.
As long as you're happy, right?
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>>11075620
Worrying is one of the few things I'm really good at. I should have a PhD in it at this point.
I'll be fine though it's pretty normal for me.
They might, yeah, but I can't really be sure of anything. That's how I mess up usually.
I'd be happy, yeah, but it'd be even better if they liked it too, you know? He probably will though so I'll uh, try not to worry myself toooo much.
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>>11075734
I worry a lot too, honestly.
Like I said before, good luck with all of this, man.
If you ever need a friend, or maybe just a dose of positivity, I'll be around. c:
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>>11072197
Drivers licence. Figured i should get one at the ripe age of 27. I have to take all these online tests before i can do the big theoretical one. I am more worried about the theoretical exam rather than the actual driving.
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I do believe it's story time. Adventures in suburbia. Tell me about your antics. Let's make it spooky this time.
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>>11076486
I live in bumblefuck nowhere and was sheltered so this is the only close one

>5 or 6
>playing in back woods with sister and other kid next door
>hear a twig snap to my right
>see a silhouette of a bipedal thing with a bear-like head jogging in a weird way
>jogs behind a tree and disappears
>I tell the others that I saw something
>we think it's a bear so we crouch over with our hands over our necks
>hear more twigs snapping
>decide to just book it

maybe it was a skinwalker, except I live in the exact opposite of the southwest
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>>11076445
Nice, keep it up. I cant say much about the test where you live, but for me the theretical exam was rather easy. I was really nervous about the practical one though. Not that my drivers license helps me in any way atm, i am incapable of driving cause of massive social anxiety and fear of responsibility.
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>>11076486
>be tonight
>take bike home from friend's place
>have to pass dark spooky forest or long tunnel
>go for tunnel to save time
>light on bike is out
>as is the entire stretch of road and said tunnel since a few weeks back
>whatever it's just a straight line anyway
>approach tunnel
>see three people inside
>nope
>spooky forest it is

I should fix that light
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>>11076486
>be me a month ago.
>skateboardin' to the pharmacy to buy more meds
>bout to cross the road so check both ways like a good boy
>get two wheels on the road when I hear a car roaring on my left
>some retard whips around the turn going at least 70 kph
>no time to react but he brakes practically on top of me
>bout to thank him for stopping when he starts hollering at me swearing an cursing askin what the fuck I was doing
>fuck him then
>tell him to go back home and fuck his sister then skate off
>cross a parking lot, easy enough
>other end I have to cross the road again
>check both sides
>wait and listen
>nothin
>get two wheels on the pavement and another fucking dumbass comes rip roaring around the corner
>again, stops just before me
>don't even give him the chance to curse and swear just flip him off and keep going
They looked the fucking same too, not exactly the same but close enough. It was fucking weird.
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anyone uhh.. timecalm?
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>>11076917
timecalm and his brother
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Where did it all go wrong, possums?
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>>11077443
I lost a friend, somewhere along in the bitterness
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>>11077443
>legit autism
>dysfunctional religious family
>live in middle of nowhere my entire life

I never had much of a chance
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>>11077578
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life
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>>11077443
I hated the degree I was in and droped out. Been an incredible downhill slope since then.
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>>11077443
Somewhere around the age of twelve, some combination of brain problems and disorders started to become noticeable.

I basically walked from childhood right into being a nonfunctional self loathing trainwreck and the years since then have taken their toll. Other notable moments were dropping out of highschool, best friend suddenly dying, unstable employment history, and drug and alcohol use just to make it far enough to type this now. Even if things improved slightly in any area of my life everything else would still heavily outweigh the impact.
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>>11077443
Chose the wrong college with something i didn't really like nor had a chance for a job, moved to expensive city, got a shitty job that didn't give me enough but did anyway to survive.
But hey, i turned everything around after that. Took me three years but i did it and things are looking up now.
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>>11077443
15 years ago when my grandma died, honestly.
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>>11071788
>>11071804
I ended up sleeping and I feel better this morning.
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>>11078069
Good for you, man!
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>>11077443
Birth.
>born after two dead sisters
>dysfunctional family always demanding perfection
>black sheep because being beat up over little mistakes didn't do wonders for my behavior
>tossed between relatives like a hot potato
>always lied to by relatives
>guilt tripped as soon as I wanted something for myself
>manipulative bastard of a father
>obsessive, controlling wife
I don't even know why I'm still alive, I've tried to off myself but never hard enough.
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>>11076486
>be me as a teen
>my house's doors have been opening and closing in the middle of the night
>footsteps and voices can be heard downstairs in the middle of the night
>one night I am brushing my teeth
>I hear a noise
>I spit out my toothpaste
>behind me is a rack with heavy bath towels
>One of the draped towels begins hovering up by its corner all on its own
>I watch it fly higher and higher through the reflection in the bathroom mirror
> after watching it for a minute I quickly turn around
>The towel stays perfectly still for a couple seconds before dropping back down
>later that night I awoke to a shadow person growling at me
>2spooky4me
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>>11078349
Damn, you're married?
That's so rare here.
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>>11078537
I think they meant the wife of the father. So probably not their biological mother.
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>>11077443
I wasn't supposed to be able to happen and therefore karmic whateverthefuck dictates I must be fucked sideways.

That said, holy shit I feel great right now I just shaved for the first time and god damn my everything is s m o o t h.

>>11075997
Thanks again duder, sorry I like, disappeared on you, had to get cleanerific and stuff.
Yeah I'm always around so uh, if you want to check in just hollar I guess.
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>>11078537
Yes, I am fell for the "get a family" meme. It turned out horribly since we're struggling with debt, a child that apparently inherited my panic attacks and one that's unwanted.
As for my wife, she managed to relieve me of most of my friends and all of my hangouts after marriage. I haven't seen some of them in years and the last get-together I was able to attend was 4 months ago.

>>11078601
This too, actually, one of my stepmoms thought I was the Antichrist and tried to drive the devil out of me beating me. Also:
>buttfucked by stepfather
>mom didn't give a fuck
Actually more complex, but it boils down to that.

And you know what? To me, it's my fault and noone else's, because if I had spoken up, all of the avobe could have been avoided.
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>>11078749
Fuck, man.
I'm so sorry.
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Come someone please it explain it to me how there are people with depression that manage to be in relationships? It seems like something that would take some level of being a functional human being.

Here I am putting myself in quarantine because I rather not be a horrible person and burden another with my suicidal thoughts/general uselessness.

Depression is a mental plague. The last thing I want to do is to infect another person with this hell
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>>11078934
You just bottle it up, put on a smile and let it eat your insides.
Once you're dead inside enough, you can go through the motions without anyone noticing, at least until something snaps and you have an episode. Then you're forced to address the subject with them, and if they stay by your side, it's their choice.

Or, you know, get someone who understands it, knows the shit you're into, and genuinely wants to help. But that's the difficult way.

>Captcha: calle comfort
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>>11078934
Love, dude.
I wouldn't break up with someone over them being depressed, I'd love them harder, if anything.
Try to take care of them, fix the problem.
No one is perfect, and I wouldn't want them to struggle alone.
Even if it's hard on me, I'll shoulder that burden.
If they were feeling weak, I'd try to be strong enough for both of us.
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>>11079053
>find someone desperate enough who will be ok with you being a complete fuck up

sounds pretty awful


the only people i've met who understand my mental health are people who are just as fucked in the head. We all appreciate each other but keep our distance as we understand its best to not spread the suffering.
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>>11079143
I really do wish love is all you need but then the bills start pouring in and drugs start being abuse and blame starts being thrown, etc, etc, etc

Nobody in their right mind would purposely stick their finger in a wasp nest like that
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I'm really digging how trash mammal this thread is right now. I just wanna say how great this and how much I love you all.

I'm probably jinxing it now
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>>11079185
Ah, well, I've never loved someone with a drug problem. I was just talking about depression.
I can see how other things on top of it would be too much.
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>>11079247
Love you too, bby.
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>>11079343
depression leads to many many issues if you have had it for a long time. Also if your dealing with other mental illness on top of that. I've seen more than a few couples shatter into pieces when one of two starts drinking or doing drugs while on their anti depressants and losing their mind.
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>>11079247
It's unprecedented levels of hip and chill for sure.
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>>11077443
My dad sprayed his DNA inside my mother 18 years ago
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>>11079822
Happy birthday
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>>11079822
wait... that would mean your birthday is nine months away
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>>11077443
Probably birth. But also too many step dads (all three of which I hated) and not enough parenting from my mom. I used to defend her over it, to other family members, for myself. Now I despise her. I've come to realize she's a huge part of why I'm so fucked. Cunt who takes herself too seriously. No physical abuse, just verbal, combined with neglect and rejecting anything I enjoyed, either passively by ignoring me or by just up and telling me it was wrong.
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ew my bad memories are back again
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>>11080900
A little booze will put out that fire, anon.
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>>11080988
i have some rum and i have some jack
which one will keep the bad thoughts back
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>>11080900
Thank you for reminding me to take my brain pills to keep those intrusive thoughts at bay.
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>>11080988
>put out a fire
>with alcohol

I don't think thats going to help anon. It might do just the opposite

also can rats splash in the trash with the possums and trashpandas?
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>>11081042
Both!
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>>11081052
same, holy fuck thanks for reminding me. Take that brain zaps and my fragile sense of reality!
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>>11081117
It's an analogy! The booze is a metaphor for a healthy lifestyle, regular exercise, and a good diet.
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>>11080900
Sounds like you need a hug, anon.
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>>11081117
The Word Of Lauren says they can. So join us, the flow of trash is endless, our dumpster is a cornucopia of garbage,
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>>11081154
>>11081042

mix rum and jack together!
fuck it!

Hey any other /trashfriends/ here recently quite drinking? I stopped about a year ago and I gotta say I feel better mentally but the social suicide of not drinking almost seems just as bad to an extent
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>>11081131
>>11081237
okey dok
>>
only two days into the semester and the suicidal thoughts are back

sweet dude
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>>11081237
Never been much of a drinker, honestly.
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>>11081259
Be safe, anon.
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>>11081273
did something happen
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>>11081393
i'm three shots in, no idea how much it takes to get drunk
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>>11081413
>no idea how much it takes to get drunk
are you okay?
don't overdrink anon
be safe
little rat friend wishes you happiness
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>>11081397
no, i'm just scared about my future and don't know if my life is worth living for another 60ish years
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>>11081454
four shots

i'm a tall person i'm probably fine
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>>11081465
what kind of life are you en route to
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>>11081454
cute ratty
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>>11081465
the way I look at it. give it like 20 to 30 years and well either be living in an immortal 420 blaze it NEET Utopia or everything will be destroyed and it won't matter anyway.

NEETtopia could be pretty dope
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>>11081486
Just be careful, friend.
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>>11081819
5 or six

why what happens

i feel happy and keeo fucking up a lot
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>>11081844
if eell oops great
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>>11081524
all I know is that it'll be filled with a lot of loneliness and a general dissatisfaction with myself.
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>>11081875
i just really feel happy

holy fuck
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>>11081844
Probably won't feel very good tomorrow, haha.
You need a friend to be there to take care of you. c:
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>>11081903
i havent been drunk before, what is this happy carefre fimpulsive eeling
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>>11081844
>>11081875
>>11081909
Okay, you are being super cute though.
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>>11081921
IM GOIN FR ANOTHER SHOTT
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>>11081972
daww

six or seven shots
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>>11081903
I feel the same way.

I've met a couple older people who said you become more accepting of your life and its conditions the older you get. I don't know if I believe them but its something
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>>11081984
never been drunk in your life? like never ever?
Damn, now I feel like a freak for starting drinking at 13.
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>>11082050
noper

i'm 21

i don't want to think of all the bad memoriers

nevermind them

nope

never been drunk until tonight

HAHAHAAHA

cake stand in the captcha thats new
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>>11082050
Not that guy, but I'm almost 23 and I've only ever been drunk one time.
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>tfw kinda think drunk people are cute.
Haha
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don't touchy my terrarium i'm gonna rip my hair out
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>>11082143
touch
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>>11082164
NO i already put my hair in tthere
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>>11082185
OH MY GOD ACOHOL POISONING HOW MUCH IS TOO MUCH
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>>11082019
>>11081984
Drunkposting is bestposting
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>>11082185
t o u c h

>>11082213
any is too much senpai
probably like a lot though
but it sounds like you've had a lot
maybe don't have any more
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>>11082234
HHHaha drunkposting
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>>11082024
They say it doesn't get any easier when you get older, but that depends on your attitude. You can either try resist the waves and feel like drowning, or you can accept that life isn't going to be perfect, lie on your back, keep your head above the waterline and let the river carry you.
>>
>>11082213
Drink some water, dude.
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>>11082290
ok i don't felle anuthying

i love you
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yeah i can just rpetend to be sober when i'm around my parnets genius

i'm sohappy holy fuck

i cant ekeep track of yhe tresponses which responses who anymore
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I'm gonna laught at this tomorrow
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>>11070811
Mmm, chanterelles.
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>>11082308
Ha, I love you too, drunky.
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Good morning Aussietets, good evening Americantets, how are we doing today? Are we comfy? What are you up to (besides drinking)?

I slept in and missed a 10am lecture, chilling in bed with some coffee and jamming the new Everything Everything album. I don't have any more uni for a few hours so if anyone wants to chat or someone to vent to I'm all ears x
>>
my breains feel like it's retreated inland
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>>11071111
Purchasing a used bicycle? You'll definitely want to give it a thorough inspection and take it for a test ride to see if anything is off. If the seller refuses, don't buy it.
>>
guys

i feel so happy and light right now i jsut

oh my god
>>
yu knos what, fuck it i just like feeling happy right noew
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>>11071835
What game is that picture from?
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>>11082450
meant to get a lot of shit done today. friend brought me some edibles and I ate way too many of them. Ended up vibrating for like 12 hours and lost track of time. Couldn't get up to get food because I didn't have any and was too high so I just starved. Had to argue with my landlord about getting the lock on my door fixed while holding my shit together. Proof read some smut I wrote and then started reading another book. thats about it. not very productive overall
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>>11082476
>>11082499
>>11082362

tell me anon-kun
whats happiness feel like?
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>>11082546
'm not sure how to descrivbe it

i love this, it's shangrila, i want to just be in this little corner foreveeeer
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this is a super serious science experiment to see how my future self will react to this

hey future self.. gotcha haha
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>>11082450
I am, absolutely fantastic.
And it's not sarcasm for once even.

>>11082501
World of warcraft my dude.
Worgen race, added in the Cataclysm expansion, which.. exists.

wrath of the lich king is the shit though.
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>>11082526
At least you got a bit of work done Anon, so it's not been a complete waste of the day - there's always tomorrow to get the rest done

What sort of smut do you write? Is it hot?
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why is time going by so slow

i'd put a picture of my lucky drinking cup but my charger died so i don't want that to ruin my vibe ok

i love you all
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YYYYEEEAAAHHH

where is the vehicles
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>>11082604
Awesome, man! Has it been a great day or has the comf just enveloped you?
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i can totally see why people get addicted to drinkinalingg now
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ok seriously why is time going so SSSLOOOWWWW

holy duck thos is the best thing ive experienced beuing drunk holy shit
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IS TRHIS HOW MOST PEOPLE DRINK WHEN THEY DRUNK
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>>11082773
Sadly, yes.
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>>11082779
I LOVE YOU
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>>11082661
Just been a pretty cool day, which is hella rare. Talked to a nice guy too.
>>11078703 also this
I just feel really good and junk, it's great.
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i guess this isn't serious enough for capslock

what are you goingto do

everyone please preserve this thread so i cab see how i act whe i drunk

there is a first t(tim) time forever

i want you in my heart
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>>11082802
Haha I hate myself
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>>11078703
I'm glad you're feeling great, dude!
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i'm in afor a unicorn t9me formorow
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>>11082695
>>11082716
>>11082773
>>11082625
>>11082802
? you drinking mushroom tea too my little honey boogaloo?
Hey possums, whats your favorite way to get comfy?
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>>11082922
i be drinkinh == rUUUUuuuummm
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>>11082922
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cI5pEB5EFMo
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>>11082805
gb2par jiji
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should i be begoinbg to bed

i remember it's important to keput the booliuquor out of harm's waay

is there so much to be said
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>>11083032
Take a shower and go to bed, bud.
We've got a busy weekend of drinking and feeling like shit coming up and you'll need your rest.
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>>11082858
Thanks duder!

>>11083017
Nope, not him.
also please do not.
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>>11083070
why my mouth is so spitty
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>>11082854
Shh, no.
Don't be like that, friend. c:
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>>11082854
haha aww i love you too myself
i will aouw yu my dingy ifu want
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>>11083017
this is par
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>>11082805
Heck yeah, glad to hear that!
>>11083131
Drink a lot of water, my dude - try have some food before you go to bed, too. You will feel like death otherwise, tomorrow morning
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ima go to beddy bye time tonight bye
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>>11083017
>>11083088
My own clone.
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>>11081716
Being a NEET kinda sucks though, if you're too depressed or anxiety ridden to do anything fun
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>>11083262
Thank you too other duder!

>>11083375
Sure let's go with that.
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>>11083495
Quit talkin' to yourself, weeb.
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>>11083271
Night posso.
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>>11083524
You first, dweeb.
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>>11083378
If you have a purpose or a passion then yeah it sucks. If you have crippling depression and the thought of dragging your dead body out of bed everyday to go to a job you hate is a mental hell. Compared to that NEETdom ain't so bad. I think I've finally come to terms with my worthlessness as a human being.
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>>11083680
Fite me.
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>>11083524
>>11083680
I'm also going to respond with sabitposting. Nerds.
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>>11084186
Do I have to come over there?

>>11084236
but why.
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>>11084259
Because she's best Madotsuki clone and her game is less obnoxious to navigate.
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>>11084236
Good.
>>11084259
Maybe.
>>11084311
Good taste, anon.
I'm gonna stop spamming the thread tho so have fun.
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>>11082450
It was like 1pm in Aussieland when you posted that dude. I'm doing nothing.
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>>11084311
This is sufficient reasoning.
good taste my dude.

>>11084322
I'm gonna.
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>Other people being happy/having a good time makes you get angry

Well, fuck these threads nowadays.
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>>11084375
Same anon
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>>11084393
I miss last year, when it was all casual conversations about trying to live life and a cool comic. Now it's just a dumb hugbox.

Not that there's anything wrong with people having that, it just sucks seeing something I liked become something I don't enjoy.
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>>11084420
>it just sucks seeing something I liked become something I don't enjoy.
This will be a recurring theme in all of our lives.
>>
>>11084340
sike, it was 11am
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>>11084681
My PC's saying it's 3:16pm, and it was posted 2 hours ago. I mean it could've been 12 but I doubt it was 11.
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>>11084420
hugboxing is the only way I cope in my sad friendless existance

that, and drinking
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>>11084732
I get that, over time the majority of people in this thread decided they'd rather a hugbox then something else.

Good for them and all, still annoys me personally.
>>
>>11084758
Why don't you just try to change it, man?
I'm kinda new to these threads and I'm just trying to spread some positivity around, but I'm open to your ideas.
>>
>>11084375
So, we should all just be miserable here?
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>>11084697
You calling me a liar? I live in WA - it's 1:42pm right now
>>11084758
tbf I pop in and out, these trash threads are better than anything on r9k due to the relatively less toxicity, guess it's just spiralled into hugboxing. It helps me feel less shit about myself tbf
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>>11070811
Would live to get a guide and pick some as i love making lovely mushroom + creamy tomato / cheese stew. Can't nag the feeling i would probably mix something related up and poison myself.
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>>11085086
>WA
There's your problem, you live in the worst part of Australia, I'm on the East Coast.
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>>11084977
>>11085086
>>11085031
I don't care enough to talk in the threads most of the time, and people here are already happy with what they've got. I'll just keep making new threads and having them open in a tab 24/7 until the day I get sick of it, close the tab and never come back.
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>>11085171
For starting out, oyster mushrooms are the safest if you're anxious. They grow in large numbers on logs, and even though they do vary a bit in appearance, they're impossible to confuse with anything poisonous. And they're really delicious.

Worst case scenario, few mushrooms are deadly, and those that are are pretty distinctive. Most poisonous ones just make you puke.
>>
>>11085594
Nice, might pick up a guide then, most grow in autumn i quess?
>>
>>11085573
I feel like there isnt much non-shitposting interaction with possums besides positiveanon responding, really. But i feel like this is a thread that feel mostly like the old days, at least a little bit.
>>
I'm having chest pains with 1000 cholesterol and 4000 tryglycerides, can some anons invoke meme magic so I make it through the night to get to my doctor appointment in the morning? I don't wanna die
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>>11085712
>I feel like there isnt much non-shitposting interaction with possums besides positiveanon responding, really.
Pretty much, I'm 99% sure a lot of people ended up leaving and I kinda miss them. Not that the people here aren't good, but I guess I get nostalgic.

Maybe it's because out of the 3 people I talked with here often, one became my bf and doesn't come here anymore, one became my friend and doesn't come here anymore and the last just disappeared. Probably just a case of those 3 people were the ones I liked and now I talk to them out of the thread, so the threads don't feel as cool to me.

Shouldn't have brought this shit meta talk up where it's not needed, sorry about that.
>>
>>11085805
You the right to post in these tgreads as much as anyone else. The only meta discussion that is not allowed is about other roleplaying generals.Maybe try turning it off and on again and come back in a few weeks. See if that helps
>>
>>11085712
>>11085805
Ohhh, so we just need to get people to actually talk more?
Okay, I'm on board with that!
I can definitely see where you guys are coming from with all of this.
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>>11085797
Not really sure what to do about that because fucked if I know what it means. I recommend getting on your knees and praying, or calling the Ambo.

>>11085888
>The only meta discussion that is not allowed is about other roleplaying generals
Fuck I wish people followed that sometimes. I don't think I can take a break from these threads though, I've literally had them open 24/7 since I first came to them.

>>11085890
Kinda, I guess just normal everyday chats would be good to see more of. Sometimes we get them and sometimes we don't though.
>>
>>11086033
I'm gonna try even harder to fix this place up then!
Just for you, anon!
That being said, I'm exhausted.
So, good night, friend!
>>
>>11086157
Nighty night dude. Dream about garbage and death.
>>
I'm getting worse at the one thing I love to do in my spare time. Will self harm make my practicing more effective?
>>
>>11082501
It's world of Warcraft, a game I wasted many hours on
That screenshot is from the cataclysm beta when worgens looked worse

Actually learned a bit of modding of WoW and attempted to fix up the models, but I lacked the energy to do so and now blizzard is killing off mods with the way they package the game executable

Also "morning"
I want to die
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>>11075396
I've been listening to the descendents since I got home, I really like them. Thanks for the suggestions, dude
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>>11085534
>you live in the worst part of Australia
It's not so bad, but I need to go over to East coast sometime. I moved to Perth like a month ago from UK

also buying drinks in the city is so fucking expensive
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>>11087805
Yeah you're nearly always better off buying drinks in bulk when they're cheap at a bottle-o. They taxed alcohol to hell and back a few years ago.

You should consider moving to the East Coast. I've lived in WA and QLD but NSW is far and away the nicest place I've ever lived.

How are you finding the country though? Also how hard was it to move here?
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>>11088394
Yeah, I've found that goon is my new best friend

I'm only studying at one of the Perth unis for a year, then I'm back at the UK to finish my degree. I do want to check out QLD and NSW over summer though, I know someone who's offered to host me in Adelaide and Sydney so I'm looking forward to that if I don't fail my semester.

WA is really nice, it's been shitty weather with the cold front that's hit us but otherwise it's great albeit quite spread out - I'm used to the cities being really condensed in the UK but here everything's really far apart. I've checked out a few nature reserves but haven't really been out of Perth yet, given it's winter
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what the fuck is scrundle
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drunk possum from last night here

I had several shots of rum, which was fun until I spent the next four hours wretching and vomiting in the toilet until 4:30 in the morning. And I live with my parents, so I had to convince them that I caught a stomach bug.

The worst of it is over but I still feel a bit crappy. Definitely not doing that shit again
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>>11089344
You know there is also responsible drinking instead of getting shitfaced, right? Just because the alcohol makes you feel good to a certain point does not mean that you feel better just because you consume more and more
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>>11089344
>rum
oooh boy not fun

Yeah, drink in moderation, my dude - also be sure that you drink water and eat food afterwards to absorb some of the alcohol. Do you feel hungover at all? After so much vomiting, I imagine that most of it left your system

If nothing else, it was an educational experience - and very humourous to observe
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Sleepy edition is definitely good for me.

I wake up at 5 every morning for work, but I'm in an amateur eSports league and the last day to play a round was last night, and the earliest the other team could play was 10 my time. And game 1 went over and hour.

I mean we won both games, but fuck man, when I get home, I'm taking a nap until dinner.
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>>11087720
No problem, they are some of the most accessible old school punk because they can actually play instruments or something and the singer doesn't eat gravel between smoke breaks. Some people go as far as calling them pop punk which is that normalized friendly stuff you started to hear in the late 90s like greenday, blink, and offspring. Not that there's anything wrong with that, it's just not as edgy and terrible sounding as older punk and people get all trashier than thou about it.
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>>11089344
As someone who had a drinking problem for most of his life until recently, don't get started. If anything drink in moderation anon, don't let it consume you
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haha I love you guys!
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>tfw you will never meet a qt furry guy irl and be your bf
life is sufferring
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>>11090353
dude are you me
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>>11071317
>ruining some poor train conductor's life just because you don't appreciate your own
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>>11090353
take "furry" out and you have my shituation.
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>>11090353
>>11090375
>>11090525

So what you're telling me is that there's a a market that needs cornered to cater to help find qt gay losers find each other.

It's an idea worth millions for sure.
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>>11090565
hey, I never said I was qt
>>11090375
oh heCK I am you
I also got meself a Twin Fantasy t-shirt last year - nobody has called me out on it yet, though moot point because I don't leave the house much
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>>11090679
>slender frame and arms
>good taste in sexy yellow woofer monitors

You can say you're not qt but everything else betrays you.
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>>11090752
If you saw my face, you'd change your tune - maybe I could just wear a bag or a mask over it? But thank you, Anon x - my Rokit 5s are my lifesource
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>>11091058
I'm a chubby neckbeardy unkempt hair loser type of person with poor fashion sense and a slightly lazy eye along with yellowing teeth from coffee and cigarettes. Unless if you're horribly disfigured from a fight with a weed whacker or have extreme cystic acne you are probably fine anon.
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>>11089463
now i do
>>11089537
I don't feel like eating anything but i'll try
ugh i can still taste the rum-vomit
>>11090264
don't gotta tell me twice
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blehp
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>Wanted to get a scooter for daily commuting but get recommended a longboard instead
>All of the YT videos, forums and guides online said that it's pretty easy to learn how to longboard, so I decided to buy it
>Might as well look rad while being sad
>Been attempting to ride it at least once a week when it wasn't so hot and I had free time
>3 months have passed and I still have massive problems balancing on it while riding it, and kicking myself further just ends up with me eating shit on the ground
>Now fear to even attempt to ride it just because how much I injured myself on it

Why is this really hard
It shouldn't be this hard

Do I just give up and sell it?
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>>11092751
Just don't get a scooter. I knew a guy in his early 20s who rode one to our burger flipping job and there's no way you can do that without people noticing and talking about it.

Skateboarding at least builds that cool image all the way to 30 when society heavily looks down on you for doing anything teenagers do.
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>>11092751
I'd just get a bike if I was in your position. Balancing is pretty easy and some people sell them for dirt cheap.
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>>11089344
Well, at least you were cute and entertaining.
Glad you're okay though.
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For some reason, I've found thet if I treat diet as self-deprivation and abuse, it gets easier to follow. I'll be starting a workout routine next week, I wonder if treating it as self-harm would work too.
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>>11094555
I have been sick the whole day

fuck this shit, I remember being told how you feel like crap after something like this, that's a massive understatement
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>>11094424
Issue is that you can't fold a bike in a super crowded bus, and bikes cost extra bus fare, while foldable scooters and skateboards/longboards don't
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>>11095432
Just take it easy, dude.
You learned something for next time.
Make sure you have a friend around to take care of you. c:
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>>11095420
Hey, whatever works, dude.
Good luck with all of that. c:
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>>11095420
It does. That's how I got fit lmao.
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>>11090312
Love you too, friend.
Have a good day. c:
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Today i hanged out with my friend had few beers. Had a good day today i hope you guys had a good day today.
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>>11095669
Dude, that's awesome. c:
I hope tomorrow is an even better day for you.
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Who /fit/ here?
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>>11095552
I don't have any close friends

but ok
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>>11070765
dusted some surfaces and opened a window. It was getting musty in here.
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keep it up.
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>>11097917
I was really hoping people would let it die.
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I'm trying to write a memoir. I'm on the part where I'm 7 and I'm already feeling sick to my stomach.
Haha I hate my weakness
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Post more sabi
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How do I get over my shitposting addiction? It's gone way too far. Is it too late?
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>>11099529
I can do that, I guess.

>>11099534
You stop shitposting.
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>>11091173
Thom Yorke? I joke x

Have you tried whitening toothpaste for your teeth? Mine are pretty yellow as well and nothing I try works, considering getting them bleached on top of getting discrete adult braces and sanding down the jagged bits. But alas, no money.

Also chubby is great, you probably give great cuddles
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>>11098454
Is it like an autobiography? Are you writing it as a form of catharsis or are you eager for people to hear your story?

What is it you're finding difficult here? Was it a troubled childhood or do you not like self-reflection?
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>>11100491
It's an autobiography, and looking back at all the shit I had to put up with--
No, scratch that, it sickens me to see that a lot of the crap I endured could have been avoided by telling somebody.
And I'm writing it to get my ideas in order for a visit to the shrink, and to shake off the rust and start writing again.
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hey fellow possums, since the discord link seems to have not been posted in a while ill link it here:

https://discord.gg/8Exg7qa

if you join this discord please keep visiting the threads and dont spam the thread with links to the discord, thanks

have a sad cum
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>>11092751
When you said scooter I thought you meant the motorized vehicle.
Don't get a push scooter unless you are a cute college aged girl or a stoner with incredible self esteem.
I had one in college, and it only worked because I was high constantly.
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Haha, I don't know what I want anymore.
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>>11068079
Why is this genral still alive?!?!
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Fuck I hate weekends, when you're unemployed all the weekends are is the time of the week where little kids are everywhere.
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>>11102334
Unemployed here, too. All the days have just been kind of blending together for me.
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>>11102317
Self hatred
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>>11102722
Also because possums are rad.
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>>11102743
agreed
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sup posse, who's gonna watch the eclipse?
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>>11102762
I'm considering driving to see the full eclipse.
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>>11102762
I'm in Chicago, so I'm gonna try and hitchhike down to Carbondale.
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>>11102890
Oh shit another Chicagofag, which neighborhood you in?
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>>11102902
Suburbs, actually. West Chicago, near Aurora.
Sorry to disappoint.
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>>11102762
I don't think I'll be able to see it here in Detroit. I kind of want to head down somewhere to see it, but I really don't want to drive right now.
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>>11102925
>Suburbanite claiming to be from chicago
I bet you call pop soda too you fag.
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>>11102941
Sweet talk me more and I might have to come over and make your soda pop.

I spent a little time living in Chicago, for what it's worth. Not even half a year, but long enough to get an impression of the south side. Where you from?
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>>11103073
North Park/Albany Park area.
I live at the end of the brownline.
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>>11103127
I hear the north side's nice. I spent most of my time in Englewood, of all fucking places.
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Are dogs allowed here?
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>>11103465
they're not very trashy but yeah sure
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>>11103465
If it eat out the trash, ill eat out its ass
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>>11103610
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>>11103610
Live fast eat ass, that's what I always say.
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>>11103610
anon i do not understand
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>>11068336
no
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>>11104433
new bread
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