Haha I hate myself. Tactical angst edition.

First one to give me a (You) gets a good night kiss!

>>10717339
I like kisses.

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beep beep

>>10717393
*kiss*
Good night anon!

>>10717249
Someone tell the artist, I am retarded and can't find it through reverse search.

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>when someone tells you that starting a family will fix your depression

>>10717477
*kiss* ;*
Goodnight to you as well anon!

>>10717580
Just some guy who comes here sometimes, he normally just takes suggestions about what kind of possums to draw.

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>>10717675
"Enough with the depression, Anon, think about your family!"

>>10717675
good joke

>>10717884
>think about family
>commit suicide because children are from the hell beyond hell

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>>10717861
But do they have a tumblr, I want to see more. Also, remember to drink plenty of water.

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>>10718119
I hadn't seen this one!
>tfw no goat friend to wick away the heat of my own personal hell with frozen dairy products

>>10717675
It didn't help Robin Williams

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>>10717675
what about this little nugget?
>"You need to get laid, dude.."

>>10718119

If they have an alias or website they haven't mentioned it.

Never asked, and I regret it because their art style is my kind of weird.

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peanusis

I've heard them too, I've also gotten
>Just be happy, you have more control over your emotions than you realize
>Why are you so sad? Dude, I gotta deal with x and y
>Sucks to suck, so fucking deal with it

And a lot more.

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>>10721708
>bruh just do (vauge action that is near imposable to do) 4 reeeeeel doood belive me I swear (but not in the way that you can say anything to me if it doesnt work) it'll work.

Fuck normalfags

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>>10717675
>start a family
haha what, so my kids can be depressed losers just like me?

>>10717675
DUDE JUST LIKE STOP BEING SAD

JUST STOP

>sitting outside crying about dumb bullshit
>send like 50 texts to my friend dumping all my problems on him
>next morning, he sends almost as many back consoling me and helping me with my problems

i am really, really scared i'm going to lose this friend when we move away from eachother and i dont know what to do

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>>10721708
>you just need to get a job and you'll feel much better
>get a job
>a month later attempt suicide after having a panic attack at work that lasted a full 2 hours
>you just need to get laid
>literally fuck 7 girls in 7 days
>nothing changes, except now I'm bored of the bar scene and sex has little to no appeal
>you just need to do what you like
>you should get a cat
Only good advice I've gotten recently. My hobbies and my cat at least distract me from all this shit.

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>>10722879
Sounds like a good friend. Do you chat with him online at all? Like, voice chat? That's how I keep in touch with mine, and I find it really helps.

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>>10722943
we voice chat while we play dota and we text eachother. our schedules are a little different though so we dont play together too often

>>10718119
Now draw them holding hands and looking away blushing please. They look cute and them being happy would make me happy cause I'm not happy

>>10721708
>Sucks to suck, so fucking deal with it
Oh how I love this fucking conversation.

>"Just deal with it!"
>"I don't know how to deal with it, that's the problem."
>"Well figure it out! Jeez, I'm not a therapist, why are you complaining to me about this shit?"

I rarely expect answers from people, all I want is for someone to just let me vent. All the people I know either refuse to listen, or do listen but insist that playing devils advocate is the only way to respond to my issues (you know, complaining about some jackass cutting me off gets met with a response of "Well maybe you should have been paying attention to the road"). This is precisely why I keep shit bottled up, because venting actually does make it worse since no one I know will actually let me air my grievances freely.

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>>10722879
>i am really, really scared i'm going to lose this friend when we move away from eachother and i dont know what to do
I've had this friend for 19 years and our friendship has survived our difference in politic opinions, our diifferent social and economical status, and my transfer to another state. Keep in touch, write lengthy letters and everything will work out in the end.

>>10722926
How the fuck did you get laid that easily? Man if only we could swap problems

>>10724185
That's hot you got moar? Or at least the artist? Assuming he does more of that stuff

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>>10721950
>>10721708
>>10722926
i had a friend who, whenever i'd start to talk about my problems, he'd interrupt me and tell me about his problems or do that "Just go for it!--Do it!" line, i don't mind hearing problems, but can i finish mine, first?
turns out everything he said was just a lie, i'm just saying, people who say that "But go for it!" guys are shit, i can understand for certain things like "I wanna learn x!" or "I wanna do (something vague but simple like go fishing)" that's when i tell people to go for it, but i try to listen with problems, sorry i went on this tangent, i just hate when people don't listen and just say "Fix it, Felix!"

>friend I enjoy talking to posts in thread
>he isn't on much cause work etc.
>know it's him cause of thing he posts
>end up replying to see if it's actually him
>it is
>hope he gets on so we can chat later
>he's not
>tfw I feel like he's avoiding me
Haha

>>10724886
Artist goes by "James (artist)" on e621. Has an Inkbunny somewhere too.

>>10724854
Uni girls are pretty easy, especially when you're both drunk and don't give a fuck. One of the seven was a drunk redhead and the first thing I said to her was "You got a great ass. Wanna come back to my dorm and fuck on my roommate's bed?" And we did, listened to some Led Zeppelin while she rode on top.
I tried that line on five other girls before her that night and got three slaps and two giggles for it. So I guess the trick is persistence? And sizing up the chick. Dyed hair gender studies types are easy so long as you lay on an air of intellect and avoid overly mannish stuff. Punky and angsty girls are easy to pull into a conversation if you've got good taste in music. Etc etc. If all else fails just butter up a pleasant chubby gal with wit and maybe beer if she's down with that sort of thing, they usually make for better conversation than sex though.

>>10725424
Sounds like you're playing with fire like that. I wouldn't wanna fuck a stranger unless there was no chance I'd have to see them again if things got awkward. Of course what do I know, I dropped out of college and shit but still.

>>10725424
i am too fucking afraid of STDs to even try that, maybe for a handjob, yeah, but that's it

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>>10725487
Huh. I guess I never thought of it like that. I didn't really care if I saw them again or whatever. I just banged em and then ditched out on them the next day every time, on pleasant terms, usually.
>>10725745
Always wore a condom, haven't got nothing yet.

>>10725862
hey man, i get it, but i you hear horror stories about condoms, and good you're being smart and not dumb
in another thread some dude got AIDS because he fucked a stranger with no condom, it was his first time, too

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>>10725885
>aids first time
Jesus.

>>10725968
i'm really hoping the guy was shitposting

>>10725994
I really hope he was a bugchaser if only to dampen the crushing feel of getting AIDS on the first time.

>>10726006
he seemed incredibly bummed out, to be honest, i don't think he was

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>>10725862
>not having romance

https://youtu.be/n3NHem937Xs
relevant

>>10725424
>>10725862
You sound like a really cool guy. Thanks for the tips. We would totally be bros you and I, and we could hit up some bars and Eiffel Tower some bitches

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>>10726676
>Tfw not sure if this is a shitpost or if an actual normalfag found his way into trash, from soc

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>>10726742
>getting upset by normies
>in a thread that was originally on /co/

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>>10726847
>implying normalfags can into trash

>"friend" always gets depressed when this guy thats like 20 years older than him has to work
>really clingy like he wants to fuck this 40 year old dude
how do i tell him he needs to rethink things without him singling me out or axing me

>>10726086
I don't really like most women beyond their genitals to be honest. Shitty personalities.

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>>10726985
>implying I haven't been here since before this general was moved to /trash/
>implying the hidden boards are hard to find
You have a false sense of superiority worse than /r9k/
This isn't your special secret safe space.

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>>10727078
>implying i thought it was a super special secret safe space
(You)

>>10727016
If he browses /pos/ he'll already have taken the hint, unless he's an idiot who can't tell when he's being vagued about.
If he doesn't then... I suppose find a way to contact him in private and tell him you're worried he's a bit too attached to this guy?

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Why isn't he real, bros?

>>10729805
Because he's a cartoon animal and if he was real he wouldn't go after an autist like you.

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>>10729833
Damn

>>10729805
because that steak would flop right off that plate at that angle
and if not that then the entire plate would slide off his fuzzy mitt

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>do thing
>it's coming along nicely
>panic
>stop doing thing because I fear I'll ruin it
>thing all but screeches to a halt
why do I keep doing this to myself

>>10730434
I don't know, me, why do we do it?

I want someone to snuggle with.

>>10730904
I can snuggle with you

>>10731037
Can we kiss as we snuggle as well?

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>>10731051
Of course, dude

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When I stop trying to interact online, I stop masturbating almost immediately. However, I do nothing else. That is all.

So if Werewolf Jones isn't actually a werewolf, what the fuck does that make Owl?

>>10731096
Thank you, anon.

>>10731124
What do you mean? Owl says that he's an owl.

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do you possums ever plan on having kids

i don't think i will, i'd rather have a dog or something

>>10731124

A terrible reprehensible person who shouldn't feel remotely superior to any of his peers.

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>>10734681
I want to have at least two, and ideally three. I'd like two boys and one girl with the girl being the youngest so she'll have two big brothers to look out for her when I'm dead.

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>>10734681
Who knows. Certainly not any time in the next three to five years. No one to have kids with, no infrastructure to raise them in, no guarantee I'll even be around then--either way, just one more measure by which to feel like I've failed or disappointed myself and others. I know I shouldn't feel that way, but the whole subject is a whirlwind of emotion that makes me detest myself when even thinking about it.

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>>10734681
doubt it. people have to like you to want to reproduce with you.

>>10734681
I wish, sadly I don't think I could stand to adopt a kid or get a surrogate for me and my bf.

It would feel like it's going to be unfair to the child to make them have to deal with being raised by two dads, they'd be seen as a bit of a pariah.

>>10734681
Wouldn't want to risk passing on any of my own problems honestly. I mean under the right circumstances of course the idea sounds nice but reality is unfortunately rarely as nice as it should be.

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>>10734681
i can barely care for a plant, what makes you think i can care for another living breathing thing that needs constant attention?

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I hate that I only feel emotionally stable when engrossing myself in something completely unproductive.

>>10736510
Plants are boring and forgettable, but then again each of us is a flower in life's garden.

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>>10736555
yeah same

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What instruments do you possums play?

I have several that I've done very little with. I sometimes take my 6 hole ocarina to play on long walks, and I beat on my djembe because it's so loud that it's cathartic. The noise makes it hard to find an opportunity to play, though.

>>10737080
I have a guitar I can kinda play, and a harmonica I can't play.

>>10737080
ukulele, sorta

>>10737080
Right now I only play guitar as a side hobby, but throughout my life I've pretty much been knee deep in music; In elementary school I had a year of choir, and a year of violin, then through middle and high school I had 5 years of viola and 5 years of piano lessons. Though ironically my major in college has nothing to do with music.

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Just tried to make amends with an ex that cheated on me and all they wanted from me was more money that I already gave them. And then the one I left them for trashed talked them for a bit but still doesn't want to be friends. Why am I such a fuck up.
And why do I find myself still in love with the cheater who I know is nothing but trash?

>>10737080
mainly keyboards - I play bass, a bit of guitar and sing okayish

I like write music but I don't have the dedication to practice because I'm a lazy pos

I want to write a few songs, an album, whatever, that I'd be proud of making. Something to look back on when I die and be like "hey, I did that"

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>>10737080
I play tenor sax and am a bass 2 in choirs for the last 11 years.

>>10737358
P.S. what are you drinking or insult me for as always resorting to alcohol and being too afraid to seek professional help.

>>10737080
I've been learning keyboard. I've pretty much obsessed over it this summer. It's been pretty fun learning theory and all of that shit.
I'm really hoping I could start a band or something. Already came up with my band name from an earlier thread.

>>10737080
I used to sing and play drums and guitar.
All I wanted was a functioning band, but people were always selfish.

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>>10717249
T A C T I C A L

>>10737080
I took guitar lessons as a kid, but never got real good at it. I also have a bass guitar I fuck around with sometimes. I'd like to get better with Renoise so I can make some decent breakcore shit.

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>>10737080
I have no musical talent whatsoever so I just write lyrics about my shitty life

I only shared my album with one girl (Who most of the songs were about) and then she never talked to me after that

>>10737080
started piano when i was 11, was in school band percussion all of middle school and high school -- was in the front ensemble in marching band and played cymbals in the bleachers at football games
since then i haven't touched my instruments at all, but i recently picked up ukulele

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>Sister came back home from England because she finished uni
>This was a week ago
>She's been in constant conflict with my mom and bunch of times almost managed to give mom a stroke
>Wake up and discover that she packed her shit and ran away after receiving 800GBP on her UK card since her regular card for this country is blocked

I know it's kind of inappropriate but I want to open a bottle of rum and celebrate

>>10741258
tell her she's a whore and spit on her next time you see her

anyway, why she turn such a bitch?

>>10737080
I can piano but I can't really play any piece

>>10741258
What a bitch... Sometimes I'm kind of thankful I only have brothers and no sisters

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what did y'all possums make for dinner tonight?

sorry if this is too early I'm still getting used to Australia hours

>>10741502
9:45 AM here in burgerland. Had a banana for breakfast

>>10741502
Had some chicken, fish, and rice, nothing special. How did your dinner fare?

>>10741558
10:45 in the whitest country of south America. About to take my brain pills.

>>10741558
US West? It's the same time here where I live, but PM

>>10741502
burgs for dinnerfast even though i should be eating chicken instead
>tfw your sleep schedule has gone aus on you

>>10741502
Rotisserie chicken with salad and garlic bread like eleven hours ago.

Breakfast is coffee, cigarettes, and brain pills though.

>>10741826
ngl that dinner sounds delicious - try eat something else to fill you up after breakfast cos coffee and no food gives you the worst shits
>>10741589
is chicken generally more healthy than beef? i'm not good with actual nutritional knowledge as shown by my skeleton mode
>>10741574
that sounds nice and filling though, I just had chicken nuggets and tried to make potato rosti cakes but it ended up too soft - essentially ended up as mashed potato and onion. should've put it in the oven for longer
>>10741558
try get something else up inside you to keep you going, you got a busy day ahead of you? x

>>10741876
i guess it is? i dunno i just got told to eat more chicken and less beef to help slim down and stuff.

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>>10741502
Probably gonna make some tomato-mozarella sandwich like i often do in an hour or so.

>>10741876
That sounds lovely. I just eat whatever's on the table; I only know how to cook rice and eggs myself. Once I start living by myself cooking is going to be one the first things I will practice.

>>10741586
us eastern.

>>10741876
>you got a busy day ahead of you?
nope. gonna head to the gym around 3, but that's it

>>10742024
Ah right. I was thinking of NY but I kind of jumbled the east and west thing. How embarrassing.

>>10742126
It's not like America is much more than New York City, the state of California, Seattle, and Texas to most Americans let alone other people.

>>10742149
Don't forget about Atlanta and DISNEY WORLDDDDDDDDDD
Also I guess Florida?

>>10741937
neat, hope the weight loss goes well! you doing cardio too? cardio is love
>>10741943
that looks super nice, do you put it under a grill? that and some olive oil would be absolutely peng
>>10741957
eggs and rice are god tier though; throw them together and egg fried rice is my life

another super easy thing to make is pasta and bolognese (or however you spell it) - pasta is just boiling it like rice and bolognese is just frying things in a pan in order of hardness (onion, garlic, beef, mushrooms, tomatoes, wine if you insist, which I do)
>>10742036
hope it goes well mate!

>>10742181
Lets be real, literally nobody cares about 'The South' outside of the area and I was born there, and Florida might as well just be Miami as far as anyone is concerned.

New York and California are unfortunately the powerhouses in culture and American image since the grand majority of films and TV like to take place there and that's probably how most foreigners actually see average American life being like.

>>10742233
B-but what about all those new film jobs in Georgia?

>>10742187
There ia a bit of olivw oil on there. I dont have a grill atm, but i need to get myself one sometime. You mean like a foreman, right? They are not really that popular here in germany.

>>10742258
Just because Atlanta wants to be hollywood like, really bad, doesn't mean they will ever be considered as such. They're still cool for keeping Williams Street around but all the tax money those peaches have to offer won't make it relevant to the rest of the world.

>>10742187
I agree, eggs are god's(if you believe in that stuff) gift to man. So many ways to prepare, cook and eat eggs; simple yet effective. I'm a big fan of pasta and asian noodles too. To get through the day I would be eating something with rice or pasta at least once; bread(though also fantastic) just doesn't fill me up as much.

>>10742149
Well that is pretty sad, though given how diverse the US is I guess it's understandable that not everything can be condensed into one imagery. What I personally like the most about the US are the long, empty roads among the dusty landscape in the middle of bumfuck nowhere (like Wyoming I would figure) as well as nature reserves and Alaska.

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>>10742579
>bumfuck nowhere

Yeah, that's Wyoming and every state surrounding it which if you combined the populations of that entire huge area would be roughly the metro population of Chicago. And half of those people would come from Colorado alone.

It's kind of like living in real life elder scrolls tier nature out here and it's comfy even if sometimes inconvenient and also everyone is in poverty.

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>>10742233
>New York and California are unfortunately the powerhouses in culture and American image
Except now people who've lived in coasts their whole lives are slowly realizing they live in the shittiest places in America and are all flooding into my state. All of them are huge assholes, can't drive and I bet just a few years ago they were calling my state a "flyover state" too. Fuck coasters.

>>10743525
i'm sorry anon, me personally i've lived in new york my whole life and will most likely die here
if i don't die here, i'll die in russia or japan

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>>10717249
(posting from another thread but still looking for advice)
26 year old KHV here. severe suicidal depression since I was 13. Almost ate a gun on my bday this year. Got on paxil the last two. I feel no attraction to anyone now. The thought of someone finding me attractive disgusts me because of dysmorphia and 13 years of self-hate. Now I just try to quarantine myself from others so I don't bring them down with my toxic mind. Any advice?

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>>10744543
(cont.)
Well I've been working on trying to improve myself the best that I can to get out of this depression but it never lasts very long. I always end up falling back into the depression.

I have felt scatter brained my whole life and always feel confused about what I should be doing and what I should going to do in work/life. My mind is always reeling with too many thoughts. Many of them yell at me all the time and are extremely visual. I literally have to tell them to leave me alone or else they berate me. I was actually diagnosed ADD as a kid (wasn't everybody) but my mother refused meds and actually berated me for trying to get antidep for a long time. I don't know how much of that has affected me.

I always had a very shy but loving personality (INFP-T if that means anything) which means I've been taken advantage of quite a bit but that doesn't bother me. I feel like my life has no value and as a whole am very nihilistic. I feel no passion for anything other than writing and gardening but neither of those things will make me money ever so Iam conflicted about career.

I really wish I could just be left alone to live in peace. I kinda wish I could just go into the hills in the USA and live like a zen monk. I just want to love and be loved and not feel like Iam failing everyone and everything including myself.

I immense self-hatred that has kept me out of relationships for not wanting to hurt others. I often starve myself and binge pretty frequently since I grew up as the hyper bullied fat kid.

I recently stopped cutting and drinking heavily everyday so I guess thats some improvement.I currently don't really speak with my family as we really don't get a long and haven't our whole lives. We all just don't really like each other.

Right now I am looking at schooling for tech or med even though I hate both and will probably become more suicidal if I got a career in either.I just feel completely lost just like every other moment of my life.

>>10744560
Damn, I know how you feel, anon.
I really wish I knew how to help.
I'd say keep trying to improve yourself.
It's tough sometimes, but if you carry on, something good is bound to come your way eventually.

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>>10744543
>>10744560
anon.. i know this probably doesn't mean much, coming from a stranger but i'm really sorry to hear you've struggled with depression for so long, i don't know what would be best for you, but from what you've wrote about being taken advantage of and such, i feel you, maybe you just need a friend, maybe i sound silly, i know it seems hard to love or even like yourself, but you are worth it, and if you don't want a relationship, don't get one, focus on what makes you happy, like the gardening/writing, drawing makes me happy, i hope you catch this
i really want to be there for you, you sound like a decent human being, and i do hope it all works out for you

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>>10744543
>>10744560
>>10744671
>>10744629

thanks for the replies anons. It means a lot to me. I do have a handful of friends left that I have deep ties to but they too are slowly decaying/have many mental instabilities. Its nice to talk to people who have the same problems but eventually you all realize that the blind cannot lead the blind.

I never really felt the urge to be in a relationship, I never have wanted kids/marriage ever. I still feel completely alone and everywhere you go you are reminded that there is something deeply wrong with you for being alone. I don't blame any of my issues on the world or other people who have what I don't. I can only blame myself for not being a more functional person. I've had many close friends in the past who have said "your one in a million" but I still don't believe them. If there is something to me then I don't see it. All I see is a monster in the mirror and in my head.

I just want to see what everyone else sees. I feel completely blind. Everday I wish I could cry but I was "trained" not to so I just feel cold and emotionless.

Anybody feel the same?

>>10745311
Man, I think a lot of people feel that way to an extent.
There's nothing wrong with you for being/feeling alone. Maybe you will never see what everyone else sees, but you might see something better.
Don't give up, anon.

>>10745311
>Everday I wish I could cry but I was "trained" not to so I just feel cold and emotionless.
you need to stop being me, it's really not good for you

you mentioned earlier about just wanting to live alone in peace, which I want too, life is way too stressful and I don't even have any real responsibilities yet
I have no idea how other people cope, I must just be really shit

I hope things get better for you anon, I wish I could actually do something to help but I don't even know what to say that might be comforting

>>10741502
My parents just got KFC because they just got back from a vacation and the freezer was pretty empty.

>>10745918
I think most people barely get by.
We all struggle, we just have different ways of coping.
I don't really know, anon. I just want to help people any way that I can.

>>10745887
thanks anon, Iam trying not give up but it gets harder with each passing year. Its hard to convince yourself that things will get better when you've been telling yourself that for 13 years and its never come true. I am pretty sure I am blind to any improvements I have made. I've tirelessly to to improve myself but I feel like I am running out of time. I feel like I can "feel the weight" of time always (its hard to explain). I know that no matter how hard I try, time is always ticking. This makes me think my time would be better spent trying to find peace rather than run the rat race. I can go without a lot but the thought of living like this forever is daunting.

>>10745918
thanks anon, what do you mean you have no responsibilities? You might have some and just downplay it in your head. I don't understand how people cope with it either. It makes me wonder whether theres something seriously wrong with me when I see the amounts of stress other people can put up with.

>>10741502
1,5l of orange soda

>>10746255
I know EXACTLY how you feel, dude.
I'm sure you have improved quite a bit over the years, it's just harder to see it yourself.
What is something that you like about yourself?

>>10746383
I guess I like my ability to see the good in others,I like that I am blunt with my feelings about myself and others and try to be as real as I can be, i like that if shit hits the fan I know I can push myself through things, I like that I try to find peace and enjoy quiet moments, I enjoy my imagination and creativity in my head even though fantasy is a trap for self-torture, i like my adaptability and open mindness, i like my love of nature. Theres probably more but I see all of these as both good and bad points of my personality

>>10746240
that's probably true, I guess I'm just not as good at coping with stress or something
thank you for trying to help, it's much appreciated

>>10746255
I said I had no real responsibilities because I don't have to worry about paying bills, driving, buying groceries, or any of the other stuff you have to worry about if you don't just live with your parents

I have a job at least so there's that, but even just that I have difficulty coping with sometimes

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>>10741502
Lunch was a spinach and onion omelette and coffee.

>>10741502
nothing.......nothing was for dinner

>>10741502
Went to a nice cafe with my parents for lunch, though I got a breakfast meal of steak and eggs. Was pretty good and tasty.

>>10746467
Wow, anon! That's a lot more stuff than I thought you would say. That's really great.

>>10746512
Hey, don't let it get you down too much, anon.
I'm sure you'll find something that will help you cope with things better. There's something out there for everyone.
Maybe your job is also just really stressful.

>>10747021
Thanks.
I realize that there are good things within me and everyone else. The only problem is overwhelming nihilism tends to cripple the impact of that. Also telling yourself what you like about yourself has nowhere near any weight comepared with what somebody else says about you.

>>10747112
I understand.
I don't really know you, but you seem like a good guy. If I knew you better, I'm sure that I'd have more nice things to say.
Also, I think a big problem is that a lot of people tend to overlook things like complimenting others.
It goes a long way, but it's so often forgotten.

>>10745311
you're kinda hitting too close to home, i have to do this weird ritual to cry that whole "Big boys don't cry." hit me hard and fucked me up as an adult

So, are most people in these threads furries?
Maybe it's a stupid question, I just don't want to assume anything about anyone.

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>>10748147
Yeah, people really downplay how awful it is to teach men not to express emotions or feel them. Anytime I told a women this the universal response was usually, "Thats cool, i'd love to not have these awful emotions". Whenever I told men they would usually just try to play the macho card. I am bi and the only place I've really felt that cares more about this is the gay community but even then you'd be surprised how many gay men still have the whole stoic "men don't cry" burned into their brains as well. As far as men go, no one really understands what its like to want to express your emotions when your whole psych from the day you were born is built to suppress that, It scares me to think about it. I honestly believe its a pretty heavy source for violence around the world.

>>10749177
I know that I am, I am not a fursuiter and I've never wanted to become a fursona or anything like that. I just knew that from a young age I liked the thought of being in a world full of sentient beings of other species. The alieness of it just attracted me. I guess it was just used as an escape to make life seem more interesting than it is like any fantasy or scifi epic. I can't speak for the rest of the people here though

>>10749177
I think anthro characters are neat, and I like the porn, but I don't think that makes me a furry.

>>10749177
It's not a requirement, the source of the threads are a webcomic about punk animals but it's definitely not a furry comic.

terribleterribleterrible.tumblr.com/archive

You're likely to be some kind of weird if you hang around trash anyways.

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>>10749209
well that explains a lot seeing as i have lots of unfiltered rage, sometimes the gay community can be fucking hardass about it, 've met a few dudes who hates that, idea of "Men don't show emotion." my dad used to burn that into my head, but he himself is an emotional wreck, i still remember he gave me this garbage advice of "Don't be yourself, be someone else."

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>>10749177
I check more than enough of the boxes to count as one. I just have no association with the fandom and am perfectly content to keep it that way.

>>10749266
>>10749348
>>10749823
>>10750452
Okay, cool. Thanks for the answers, anons.

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>>10750385
ITT: shitty parental advice you took to heart
>"Always forgive others, never forgive yourself"

>>10750385
>"Don't be yourself, be someone else."
Wow, that reeks of someone who took the advice "be yourself" to heart and then was so disappointed by it not being what he thought it would be that he decided he needed to be a complete contrarian and tell the complete opposite advice.

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>>10751036
>>10750385
>>10750885
Damn dude it sounds like your dad and mine took their role model classes at the same school. I sorry to hear that. Please don't believe that advice. Its fucking terrible.

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>>10752319
That reminds me of this:
https://youtu.be/eqhUHyVpAwE

I think I posted it here before, but either way it's a good watch.

>>10752586
Very interesting.
Thanks for posting it, anon.

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So I have a pretty big issue that I'm too scared to post about in the discord (because it might get traced back to me) and I still want other possum's input.

Basically a guy that comes regularly where I work told me that my boyfriend slept with him recently, like 2 or 3 months ago. This seems super uncharacteristic of my boyfriend to cheat on me and we're super close after the 2 years we've been dating.

I talked to my boyfriend and he said that the other guy and him did date for a bit before we started dating and it was a very messy breakup. He did mention how he had a not so great past and to deal with this he slept with a bunch of people and now is looked down on by a lot of people in the town we currently live in.

Somebody is lying and I have no idea which one, regardless I have no idea how to remedy this situation because this is my first real relationship.

I'm still pretty drunk so I may not get back to people right away but thanks in advance or just shoot me haha.

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>>10750885
A lot of people give me shit for not forgiving my father for beating me.
I ain't gotta forgive that shit. I ain't gonna forgive that shit.

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>>10753687
>gay
I think the answer is obvious.

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>>10753687
Did your boyfriend deny that he slept with this guy? You didn't say whether he did or not just that he had a dramatic past

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>>10753794
>>/pol/>>/pol/>>/pol/>>/pol/>>/pol/>>/pol/>>/pol/>>/pol/>>/pol/>>/pol/>>/pol/>>/pol/>>/pol/>>/pol/>>/pol/>>/pol/>>/pol/>>/pol/>>/pol/>>/pol/>>/pol/>>/pol/>>/pol/>>/pol/>>/pol/>>/pol/>>/pol/>>/pol/>>/pol/>>/pol/>>/pol/>>/pol/>>/pol/>>/pol/>>/pol/>>/pol/>>/pol/>>/pol/>>/pol/>>/pol/>>/pol/>>/pol/>>/pol/>>/pol/>>/pol/>>/pol/>>/pol/>>/pol/>>/pol/>>/pol/

>>10753794
That statistic on the top right is 40 years old.

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>>10753794
epic
epic
go
back
to
reddit

>>10753687
Damn, anon.
Not sure what to tell you.
My ex cheated on me.
Ended up going through his messages and stuff.
It was awful and kept getting worse, but I kept digging anyway.

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>>10753794

>>10753794
I really wish people on this site would stop basing their opinions on info graphics they see on anonymous websites and actually do some proper research for once haha

>>10754179
So you're saying if I were to cuddle you and kiss the back of your neck while caressing your tummy that you wouldn't hunger for as much cock as possible?

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>>10754179
>expecting people to do anything on the internet other than shit post
yeah right
good one anon

>>10753876
He slept with him before we dated because they dated for a bit.

>>10754655
I know, I am asking whether he outrightly said that he denied sleeping with him while you two are together.

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Haha I like that you can get 40 oz malt liquor in glass bottles again. It's the trashiest way to consume alcohol other than straight everclear and plastic bottles don't have ghetto blessings.

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>>10754425
>letting complete strangers even touch you

>>10756363
Thats a bit more than a liter. Whats the normal capacity of liquor in us then?

>>10756979
'Malt Liquor' is just cheap beer and yeah it's like 1.1L

A standard six pack of canned beer is 72 OZ or 2.12L

Actual liquor is sold in units between 375ML to 1.8L

>>10754752
No he didn't deny it, he was just super hesitant to talk about it.

>>10757053
Speaking of malt liquor who else drunk as fuck up in here?

>>10757099
haha me, bought the shittiest beer I could at the gas station and drank it all in about half an hour.

>>10757188
Nice.
I'm downing supermarket gin. I have one can of Hamm's remaining then I'm out of beer outright so I'm trying to make it last (I'm only 20 so I will have to beg somebody to buy me alcohol).

>>10757099
I just finished that 40oz and I barely qualify as buzzed but it's nice to have anything distract me for those precious few moments.

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>>10757215
Good luck on your conquest for more alcohol, have a nice night.

I'm going to bed, hopefully I die in my sleep hahaha.

>>10757247
I hope that you are happy, whatever happens to you. Goodnight, anon.
>>10757230
I'm a little too dependent on downers so I'm trying to stick to alcohol alone and yeah the distraction aspect is key

>>10757288
>a little too dependent on downers

That's an entertaining way to say that you struggle with painkillers or full blown heroin but yeah I feel you. Feeling nothing is a dangerously enticing prospect but not one that can be maintained for any meaningful amount of time.

>>10757313
I mean sleeping pills. Like xanax, valium. All the various -pams and -lams.
I have tried painkillers but I don't have the connections to get them and that's for the best. Feeling nothing is terrifyingly nice.

>>10757362
Not quite traditional downer territory then. The assorted benzos are similar but different in that they don't cause that pure euphoric feeling of simply being gone. Also they're like way unhealthy to abuse just like regular downers so be safe. It would feel silly to get way addicted to xanax when it isn't worthwhile.

>>10757681
When you want to neck yourself just being out of it is enough.
One of my friends is fairly addicted and it's a sorry sight to see. Puked on himself at a get-together and just stared blankly

>>10757763
Addiction in general is just bad news bears. If it wasn't for other people ruining it for me and getting to see how full blown grown addicts live their lives in my late teens I would have almost definitely wound up a dope fiend myself. It still sounds nice but at least I know it's not remotely worth living since the whole point is to not live as much as possible without dying.

>>10757777

>>10758814
good numerals

>>10758001
Jokes on you for deleting it, because I saved it already. Good job dude.

>youll never be bound a kidnapped

Haha wew

>>10759435
At lease my bf will roleplay that with me.

>>10759803
>you'll never have a boyfriend who's comfortable with your shitty fantasies

HaaH WaaW

Who here /waiting for final drop out update/

Two hours left.

>>10760646
Forgot it updates mondays
Pretty hyped

>>10760748
It's usually thursday but finishing on the first is as good a day as any. Kinda glad they didn't make everyone wait the full week after these past handful of updates being so intense.

>>10760646
Me


Pomf pomf kimochii
What's all this sticky stuff on me?

>>10760646
>final
Haha not enough time to flesh out a happy end :)

>>10761242
A happy ending would somewhat cheapen two straight years and a hundred pages of traveling to the grand canyon.

30 minutes now.

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Brutal

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7M2Qt0RjktU

How is everyone feeling today?

>>10762269
Down in the dumps as usual, but also slightly stressed out to go along with that.

>>10762269
Like trash.

It's about as comfy as it is terrible.

>>10762269
not as tired and stressed as I thought I'd be
it was a shitty end to the work day but I'm just unable to be stressed about it apparently, which is a nice change

>>10762269
Was having fun till they banned me for it.
Feeling alright.

>>10762284
What's got you down, anon?

>>10762663
Well, I hope you feel better, anon.

>>10762701
I see. Glad things aren't too terrible for you right now.

>>10762269
got an anti-depressant-description today.
maybe that´ll help me getting my act together.

>>10762734
What did you do, anon?

>>10763013
It's only a small part of major life changes you need to actually improve yourself.

Also consider counseling and good diet and exercise. Start learning an instrument or how to draw or whatever just to get yourself doing something.

>>10763013
Good for you, anon!
I sure hope it helps.

>>10763037
yeah, i´ve been getting back to jogging and trying to make a dietry change. i have found a conseuler to talk to and maybe will get appointments at a behavioral-psychologist to help me get out of my social anxiety/paranoya

>>10763055
Ayyy thanks man, have a good day also

>>10763030
Was streaming anime on the anime tab thing on Twitch.
I know they don't allow it and that it was going to happen, but they also should have had the hindsight of not letting others starts a stream on there if it was just for themselves.

>>10763108
You're welcome!
Have a good day yourself!
It's really nice that you're trying to make a change.

>>10763118
Oh, I see.
Pretty lame that you got banned for that.
I hope you find something else to have fun with today!

>>10762950
I've just been down ever since my ex broke up with me, waking up and knowing there isn't someone who loves me and wants to be by my side hurts a fuck ton.

>>10762269
I'm in a usual elevated mood but yet again feel cuddly but have no one to cuddle.

>>10763403
Fuck, man. I'm so sorry.
You'll find someone else one day, I'm sure of it.
There are definitely still people out there that love you. :3

>>10763744
I'd cuddle you anon!

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https://pastebin.com/rC649hiR
Attached is my Discord name. Add me if you are like me. You are like me if you have no real solid interests and a lot of free time but do barely anything in it. Honestly, I'm just looking for anyone to whom I can say 'Are you here?' and they actually respond. However, I'm down to talk too. I will never invite you to group chats.

>>10756447
>this
Fucking hate when people touch me. Even if I'm at work if someone has a question don't fucking put your hand on my shoulder or poke me use your fucking words. I love being touched by some one I trust thou, but that was a long time ago.

>>10765296
>a lot of free time
Well, I don't have a lot of free time due to being in college, but if you message me I'll always try to respond back. Is that alright?

>>10766349
Absolutely.

>>10752319
Huh, I didn't know that artist did so much of that kinda cheer up art. Reminds me of the picture I sent my ex when they asked me if I was gonna be alright. It was same concept, everything will be alright n such. Since he decided we should go our separate ways, mostly due to work, soon to be increase in distance and such. Instead of a dog or w/e it was an Eevee. I actually saved it earlier for him and to show it, since he loved Eevee's and the evolutions.

I'm not sad about ti anymore, but there's a lot of things that keep reminding me of him. What do you guys do to get those, relate things to your ex thing? Or am I alone on that?

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i'm afraid i'll never find love haha

>>10764030
Thanks anon! I'll think of your blank canvas as I curl up with my blanket tonight.

wow you guys have turned these threads into a shitshow pol posters begone

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>>10768707
i gave up on that 2 years ago haha

>>10768707
You will, anon.
As long as you're really looking and putting yourself out there, you'll find it.

>>10768764
Sorry I can't really be there for you!
Don't let the loneliness get you down.
I'm here as a friend if you ever need/want to talk.

>>10768707
Anybody else here accepted they won't for pretty much as long as they can remember?

>>10769191
Don't worry anon, I don't get lonely when I know there's people in the world that care about me! I just feel a little irritable when I feel like I can't properly share the love, you know?

>>10768707
>>10769866
Aw, come on now. There's always someone for everybody!

>>10770003
Yeah, I get it!
Wish that I could help somehow.

>>10768707
I've accepted that years ago. It's better this way.

>>10770395
Come on, don't be like that.
If you stop searching, of course you'll never find it.

>>10770924
I don't really want to find it anymore.

>>10771063
Don't search for it if you really don't want to, but don't keep your heart locked away somewhere where nobody can find it. Someone might come along and like what they see.

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This is what I've been waiting for
>last semester at college
>won't see any of these fuckers again
>can put myself out there without any worries

>>10771323
Happy for you, anon!

fuck im sad

>>10772957
hi sad how are you

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>>10771323
Don't hurt yourself on the outside, just drink and hurt yourself on the inside!

I never kept in contact with the people in college, part of me feels good about it, i never understood how some people were so happy, or just, never, not sad. oh well, maybe when i go back to college i can find another depressed anon and we can flourish and drink and smoke shit and w/e

>>10773153
im sad
and i dont know why
im gonna watch some shit on youtube for a bit and come back.

i missed you guys

>>10773270
I hope you feel better soon, anon.

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>>10773270
Watch something sad so you at least can redirect the sadness

>>10773514
give me links
nothing that makes me think too much
im pretty sure im stupid

One of my online friends was brutally honest about my personality flaws and it makes me feel like shit
but then i thought about it for a while and realized that so many of my flaws as a person are due to my own actions and only i can help myself
some i can't change but the least i can do is accept them and deal with them instead of whinging on the internet like a pretentious crybaby

Have any of you possums ever had a moment of clarity before?

>>10773660
https://youtu.be/ZKxhI4I5kq8
Come to think of it, its hard to find anything sad when you are specifically searching for it

>>10773756
thank you. i loved these videos

>>10773663
I haven't, but I'm interested in knowing what people think my flaws are and what I could do to improve on them

>>10773872
You can also listen to edgy sad music

>>10773660
I'm pretty sure that you're not stupid, anon!
Also, you could just listen to some sad music if you're into that.

>>10773663
What are your flaws, anon?

>>10773663
If by 'moment of clarity' you mean spending a night realizing how much of a piece of shit i was and then crying so hard i threw up and almost suffocated, then yeah

>>10774005
I have no self confidence and i'm a huge degenerate so i myself so i make self deprecating jokes and whinge and whine about how bad my life is in order to get pitty and symathy because i feel i have no other redeeming qualities. The only way for me to become a better human being is to develop my skills so i have more to talk about and more to be confident about rather then just whinge and whine about how sad and pathetic i am, no one wants to hear about that unless it's a 1 on 1 deep conversation. I can either continue to be a sad sack of shit or i can do something about it and make something i can be proud of

>>10774172
that's the unfortunate thing about harsh truths, they can either open your eyes and make you improve yourself or send you into a downward spiral. I know i've been through some stuff like that before but nowhere near as bad, i wish you luck fellow possum. I know you're a good human being

>>10774332
You don't really sound that bad, anon.
I mean, I'd happily listen to you whine.
Especially if it helped you in some way.
Still, I'm glad you're willing to better yourself.
I respect that a lot.

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>>10773663
>Have any of you possums ever had a moment of clarity before?

Everything is a dirty joke.

Show the right side of your face when talking to people for better results.

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i can't wait to be with my boyfriend so i can cut every fucking shitlord cuntstain of an asshole i have to deal with to be around him out of my life for good holy shit i hate people so god damn much and to think i was starting to get *s o c i a l* finally and now i'm right the fuck back in my hermit hole of fuck everyone
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=f6QBqCNuB3g

>>10774419
I have a couple of friends who i usually unload on with all my woes, and they do the same, it's a bit like a support group
No the problem was i kept doing it in front of the whole group of friends and it was honestly just annoying to them, it's not like I wanted a solution or anything i just wanted attention like a dumb little scene kid. I didn't even realize i was doing it until he pointed it out. It hurt a lot but it made me straighten myself out and gave me something to work towards.

thanks anon, you seem like a pretty cool guy

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>>10774565
You're welcome, anon.
You seem like a pretty cool guy, too.
10/10 would be friends with.
Good luck with all of your goals!

>>10774549
Why are you so mad, anon. What have they done to you?

>>10774823
i am made entirely of the element of angery: Gr
they all fuckin hate me for no goddamn reason like i cannot fathom how it even started but its always been like this throughout my life so maybe its just im a really hateable person or something
like literally there is no reason for it i try to be nice and shit and just fuck me god damn

>>10775149
Maybe ask them what they think is wrong with you. Maybe try to get some intel from the failed friendships so you know at least.

>>10775465
i mean the vast majority werent my friends in the first place so it's more they just fuck with me because they can and if i try to resist it just gets worse
fuckin did someone write victim on my forehead when i popped out or some shit
but yeah they're just a bunch of cunts rivaled only by the australians in their dickery

>>10717249
They told me life would get better
it just got worse
it just got confusing, frustrating, and isolating.
i don't want the world handed to me but a handout or two would help
i feel like i just get fucked by everything and everyone who can

interview anon from previous thread here. I qualified for the position. Feeling successful but not really happy tb.h
thanks for subscribing to my blog

>>10776374
You were deceived; sorry. Childhood is the only moment in our existence where we will ever truly feel alive.

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i really should have just killed myself yesterday.

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>>10778034
should've done it a week ago and now I'm fucking up more and more

Should've done it years ago aswell

>>10776673
*subscribes for more*

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>>10778034
>>10778183
No.

>>10776374
How old are you, anon?

>>10776374
i got told everything would get worse as i got older and
well
they were right the fuck on the money with that one
and boy do i feel that feel

>talking to a friend
>he says shitty a thing happened, he feels like shit and is going to disappear for a while
>tell him that's fine and I'll talk to him when he's feeling better and that I'm here if he wants to talk about it
>he goes offline
>5 minutes later I see him posting stuff as if nothing's happened in another chat, except he's still appearing offline

why do I even fucking bother trying to make friends if they're going to tell such obvious lies to get out of talking to me instead of just saying they're bored or whatever
I know I'm a boring piece of shit but at least be fucking honest with me

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>>10781186
Well, on the flip side of that, he obviously cares about your feelings enough to avoid hurting you directly.

>>10781333
I would prefer honesty
there's enough fucking lying and deception in this particular friend group and I fucking hate it

>>10781186
It's just how some people are, anon.
Don't blame yourself.

>>10781416
>there's enough fucking lying and deception in this particular friend group and I fucking hate it
Boy, I sure know that fucking feel.
I had nothing to do with it, but it still sucks watching friends fighting each other and eventually disbanding.

>>10781819
I know but I'm just sick of all the lying
it's all just so petty, I want to help them stop this shit but I don't know how

>>10781861
want to know the worst part?
for the most part I'm the one that everyone likes or at least I haven't pissed anyone off enough that they'll start shitting on me too, so I get to watch them throw shit at each other constantly

at least I think I haven't pissed anyone off enough to get shat on, arguably that happened today but there's no way I'm going to find out because nobody says anything when they have a problem with someone unless it's to be passive-aggressive
which is funny because I was going to actually do that before all this shit happened because I wasn't happy with how someone else had done something

this is the first time I've got this upset over this shit and I'm scared I'll just fucking start shouting at them for being shitheads if this continues

>>10782303
Wow, we're in such a similar situation, anon.
I've mostly stayed back, but it is really hard sometimes.

>>10782641
well, good news at least
I stopped being a hypocrite and talked to the friend that pissed me off
turns out I'm a fucking idiot made incorrect assumptions about what was going on

I also lied in my original post, not sure why, but I did
I said 5 minutes later he was back and doing stuff as if nothing had happened, it was actually more like 20 minutes

turns out he was trying to figure out how to deal with the shit that made him want to disappear for a bit in the first place and just talking was helping keeping him calm while he did that

moral of the story: blind assumptions are bad, don't make them and then act as if they're true without at least checking first

>trying to obtain bara-mode
>small penis
bad feels

>don't see friend for a year
>only contacts me when he needs money
>everyone is happy to see him but acts like I don't exist
>just shoo's me away when he's bored with me
>hasn't talked to me today
even worse feels

Why do I hang on when it's clear he doesn't want to be my friend?

>>10783071
>turns out he was trying to figure out how to deal with the shit that made him want to disappear for a bit in the first place and just talking was helping keeping him calm while he did that

I was hoping that was the case.

>>10783071
And hey, don't beat yourself up about it too much!
We all make mistakes.

>>10783257
>trying to obtain bara-mode
>small penis

>tfw kinda like small dicks for some reason

>Why do I hang on when it's clear he doesn't want to be my friend?

If I had to guess, you're just a really nice guy.
So much so that people take advantage of it.
I'd just start ignoring him, but maybe that's wrong of me.

>>10783257
>>trying to obtain bara-mode
>>small penis
That's sexy, anon. Small dicks are cute.

>>10783257
I'd say confront him about it first, try and make 100% sure you know how he feels about you before making a decision
if he really only gives a shit about you if you're giving him money then you should cut him out of your life
don't let people use you like that anon

sorry to hear about the other thing, but like the other anon said some people like small dicks, hopefully you'll find a qt who appreciates you for who you are

>>10783337
>>10783356
thank you
I'm feeling better now that I've cleared everything up

>>10783491
This guy gets it.

>>10783257
If I could I'd swap my slightly above average dick for your small one any day.

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>tfw these threads have been making feel happy lately.
I really appreciate all of you anons.

>>10783449
>>10783515
He's my only "friend" though. I like being depended on because I like feeling important to someone.
I guess, you're both right, it isn't a healthy relationship
>>10783449
>>10783491
>>10783571
>>10783617
W-why do you guys want small dicks? Yea, I like to bottom, but I also like giving and would like to provide some pleasure to someone.

>>10783617
woops, didn't mean to quote you, sorry.
meant to quote>>10783615

>>10783650
I don't honestly know, man.
It's odd, but I think they're pleasant to look at.
Cute I guess. I've also sucked a small one before and it was a lot of fun.

>>10783650
Because they're cute, easily pleasured, and it's super cute to lovingly tease the owner of one then take his entire length into my mouth and show him just how much I love his little dick.

>>10783650
>He's my only "friend" though.
Fuck that, I'll be your friend, dude.

>I like being depended on because I like feeling important to someone.

Me too. And I love helping people, even if it's detrimental to myself.

>>10783617
that's good to hear, always good to see people being happy
you're appreciated too, anon, same as everyone else here

>>10783650
keeping in contact with a prick that's using you is worse than not having friends
also seconding >>10783779

>>10783779
>even if it's detrimental to myself
also stop being me, bad anon

>>10783650
>I like feeling important to someone.
God yeah, that feeling is so nice. I want to be needed, I want someone to say that without me their life would be worse off, I want to mean something to someone.

>>10783733
>>10783745
I've never seen it like that. I guess I've been browsing the /bara/ threads too much. Every cock drawn is huge and I compare myself to them.
>>10783779
>>10783832
>>10783867
I find it comforting that there are like-minded people here. I appreciate your responses.

>>10783650
This might be because of my highly sympathetic nature, but I'd say still keep him around. It's obvious he's using you, but I think it's better to be a person that gives just to give and help someone you care about regardless of their feelings towards you. Who knows, he might even come around and be a better friend to you someday.

>>10783928
I was going to to say something nice about your dick to be encouraging, but it seems weird to do that, haha.

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>>10783867
You mean something to me, anon.

>>10784863
Heh, I wish that was true, but you're just a random anon and we don't know each other at all. But, thanks anyway, the thought counts.

>>10784948
Hey, that doesn't mean I don't care.
Maybe it's stupid of me to feel this way, but I care about all of you guys here.
Yeah, you're all nameless and faceless to me, but my days would be worse off without these threads and the people in them.

>>10785139
Oh, well like that I care too, even though I just started browsing these threads a couple weeks ago, I really like the people who post here, I feel at home with the like-minded anons here.

>>10785267
There we go!
Yeah, we're kinda like a support group.

>>10785416
Yeah, a bit of a more personal support group as well I feel. It's very nice and comfy.
I hope I can meet someone here who'll become my boyfriend :3

>>10785817
>I hope I can meet someone here who'll become my boyfriend :3
Well, good luck with that, anon!
I'm sure it's possible.

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What vidya do you guys play?

Recently I've been playing a lot of Rainbow six siege. Big fan of counter strike too.

>>10786298
Lately I've been playing For Honor, PUBG, and Escape From Tarkov.

>>10786298
I play a bit of everything. It's usually hard for me to pick something to play, because there are too many games.
Been playing Terraria lately though. Didn't think I'd enjoy it, but it's pretty fun.

>>10786298
currently playing shining force, the remake on gba.
mostly play older stuff, like diablo and whatever. kohan is bretty gud but hell if i can find it anywhere.

>>10786446
>Been playing Terraria lately though
Heyy, I've been palying Terraria lately as well, got it 'cause of a friend but I've found I really enjoy it.

>>10786606
I also got it because of a friend!
He used to be obsessed with it, haha.

>>10786588
Is shining force good?

>>10786692
yeah it's pretty good, kinda like fire emblem but with more rpg in it and a little easier.
and no permadeath.
shining force 2 is really good too i think, haven't played much of it myself though.

>>10786902
I've been wanting to try it for a long time now, I guess I'll do it soon.
Thanks, anon!

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>>10786922
anytime my guy.

page 11 like my life haha