Haha I hate myself Kyle's a qt edition.

Gonna ask in this one again, should I use my fafsa money and go to community college and learn japanese? Otherwise I probably will never go to college.

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>>10547719
>go to community college and learn japanese
No. God fucking no. College is often not worth it for real subjects, let alone fucking Japanese.

I wish I could spray you with a waterbottle for even thinking about it.

>>10547776
Haha I hate myself

>>10547776
the fafsa money would cover it 100%
i'm not stupid enough to pay money for college or take out a loan especially not on japanese

>>10547837
I wouldn't, but that's because I have no interest or reason in knowing Japanese.

You could do it, but I'd be looking for work while you do it and drop out if it gets too much.

>>10547877
Oh i've already got gainful employment, I'm just bored most of the time and feel like learning a Foreign language would be neat.

>>10547542
>but it's kinda buy to win, and the loading takes forever
Yeah, to get most of the weapons people do usually just buy them, but I've been playing since 2007 so I've just accumulated pretty much every item from just off and on playing. Also, I agree on the loading times, they have definitely increased, I used to think it was my old computer that made it take a long time, but even with my newer computer it still takes a bit of time to load in.

Wish I had more scars I stopped cutting to soon. Though I really like chest scars so maybe I should add some.

>>10547891
I can't see a reason not to do it dude.

>>10547918
even if you play on a valve server and junk, right? that's such a turn-off i hate waiting five long minutes only to have the server change maps and repeat

>>10548094
Oh damn, five minutes? That's way longer than I have to wait, usually the longest is probably a couple minutes which is still pretty shitty, but five whole minutes is way too much. Have you ever tried to find a fix?

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everyones proper grammar in this thread makes me mad

you assholes fuck you

>>10548132
maybe me alt-tabbing added to that, but even when i didn't i feel like i still waiting 2 or 3 minutes, which is still pretty long considering

>>10548166
I'm sorry for that, Anon, is there anything I can do to make you feel better?

>>10548013
why do you cut?

>>10547719
What do you plan on doing with your Japanese knowledge? Is it just personal interest?

>>10547837
It still represents an opportunity cost of time and money that could be directed elsewhere.

I think an introductory class or two could be good for finding your feet in Japanese, but from there a combination of self study and finding a way to practice it among native speakers is the most efficient and cost-effective if you just want to learn for learning's sake.

>>10548211
Eh, I don't think alt-tabbing should add any time to the loading unless you've got a shitty computer. But yeah, waiting more than a minute is pretty unforgivable, and also having to wait forever for an actual game if using the match-maker, that shit is ridiculous.

>>10548166
From whence doth thy anger rise, like a phoenix born anew?

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>>10548330
>spent longer downloading a map i don't have
>get i-
>server changes map to something i don't have, again
this didn't happen constantly, but it happened enough, at least three times

>>10548441
Oh God, yeah, downloading custom maps takes for fucking ever sometimes. Especially if the server has like some custom stupid models they like to give donators or admins, then that shit can seem to take hours. But that probably is pretty much universal with source games, I used to wait forever to get into some custom CS:S servers.

>>10548477
>CS:GO
i feel like i've heard some horror stories

>>10548306
Every weebs dream of being able to watch and read without subs/translations. If I were smart I'd learn something like mandarin since its gonna get important in the coming years.

How the fuck do people find time to make friends if you go to class 3 days a week and work the other four

>>10548518
I haven't made real life friends in years outside of making friends through existing friends.

>>10548506
Well I don't have CS:GO, but it definitely seems like a clusterfuck sometimes.

>>10548551
i misread CS:S as CS:GO, i don't even know how, holy shit

>>10548576
Hah, I've seen a couple people do that, I mean it is only a couple letters off.

>>10548601
i think it's just super late, for me it's 2:37AM

>>10548510
If there isn't something about the language that speaks to you, you're going to have a much harder time learning it. It irks me when people are only interested in language for BIZNIZ OPPORTUNITIES!!1 If you like Japanese, go for Japanese.

Projections of China's future dominance are greatly overstating things, anyway. Mexico was predicted to be a huge player on the world stage until the drug wars started eating them from the inside.

>>10548615
Oh damn, that is pretty fucking late, you should probably go to sleep.

>>10547542
Trust me, all you'll need is 1 mann co key ($2.50) and go to scrap.tf and you can trade for all the weapons on the game + more

I play with a bunch of gay autistic furries every now and then, it's great

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>>10548630
meh, i might, but i might not, it's up in the air, really
i wanna, but i hate sleeping, nightmares, man

>>10548693
mehhh, but i don't think i wanna go back to live, them load times, bruddah

>>10548717
Oh damn, you get bad nightmares? That fucking sucks, I'm pretty glad I've actually never had a nightmare in my whole life.

>>10548284
I used to for reasons I don't remember. I don't anymore.

My bf is into cutting as well though so when I visit him we'll probably play with knives a bit, so I'll tell him to go for the chest.

>>10548624
That's a fair point thanks for discussing this with me.

>>10548742
i've been having these adult fear dreams, and i'd rather dreams about goblins eating my eyes
i'm scared some dude i know is gonna try to get back into my life after he gets out of jail
he;s lied to me, i lost all respect for him upon finding that out, heh, lucky

>>10548785
>i'm scared some dude i know is gonna try to get back into my life after he gets out of jail
That sounds like some pretty heavy shit. I wish you the best of luck with that, somebody who's been to jail and also known to lie is not somebody you want in your life.

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>>10548831
this picture has never had more relevance and has never made me laugh harder than it does now
night, fuck it

>>10548874
Goodnight, dude. You were pretty nice to talk to.

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bossums :-DD

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>>10549167
trash rats

Hehe

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do you guys have a favorite vidyo game character

mine is probably naked snake/big boss (except not in the phantom pain, because we don't talk about phantom pain)

haha i have an irrational fear that prevents me from getting probably the most important thing ever, a license and all because i cant handle driving on the highway
fuck me

>>10550084
Kirby. I just really like Kirby's look.
I also really like Renzo from Timesplitters: Future Perfect and Lucas from Mother 3.
I tend toward the innocent, or what I perceive as innocent, which is hopefully not indicative of anything.

>>10547671
Is this a new strip?

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>>10550172
Nope. I'll post whole thing though

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>>10550205

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>>10550213

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>>10550239

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>>10550269

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>>10550301
Fuck. Order's messed up. Sorry.

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>>10550321

>>10550150
I already got mine, but i developed a really heavy social paranoya and i cant handle responsibility, so now i am incapable of driving

>>10550560
nice
my parents think im a failure and an awful person because i cant just
'man the fuck up'
and are sick of taking me places
so as a result i dont go anywhere

>>10550628
I get around by not really getting around
Plus i have a all around bus/trainticket from my uni, at least some friends and the rest by bike.

>>10550726
public transit here is ass so that's out for me so i suppose i should save up some money for a bike

My parents think i'm on top of the world and i'm the number one son in the family right now, i can't wait to reveal how big of a fucking disappointment i am in 4-5 years time when i can't use being a dumb young adult with career prospects as the reason I don't have a gf.

I'm sure a bunch of conservative baby boomers won't be upset their up and coming son is a gay furry with depression haha :-)

>>10550985
Just get a gf (male)
But if you have other siblings, then its not gonna be as bad, i think, maybe.

>>10550985
I'm similarly the most successful member of the family (doing well in uni, clear career path, holding down a job and classes) and am secretly a near alcoholic with mood problems and a suicide attempt under his belt. My family's archCatholic and I'm gay as well, so it's a miracle I've made it this far without giving it away.
I'm sorry. You're not alone, if that makes you feel any better.

>>10551030
thanks anon
It feels like i'm stuck
>excommunicate myself from my family and they'll be upset and wonder why I ran away
>tell my parents my true nature and be the black sheep in the family who no one wants to be associated with

I wish i could be normal sometimes
I don't want to see my parents sad

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>>10551076
I work hard to stay in contact with my family just for my little sister. I love her dearly and want to be in her life as long as I possibly can.
That said, I cannot tell her or anyone else what I do day-to-day, as it consists of nothing they would approve of, consider worthwhile, or (worst of all, honestly) care about. Only my good marks and steady employment interest them, I feel.
The worst is that I know my mother knows that I'm not as 100% as I claim to be but I can't tell her the truth. If I did she'd demand I go to a counselor or something like that and I'd never hear the end of it. I fell like I'm falling in slow motion - I'm already over the edge, it's just a matter of time before the whole situation breaks apart.

>>10551019
I have siblings fortunately but that's only going to soften the blow a little bit
Both my siblings had high hopes for uni and screwed up big time ending up in unstable and dead end employment. On the other hand both of them are in long turn relationships with one being married.

Now it's my turn and I have a solid change at getting a decent job through engineering but i can only pull the "i'm focusing on my uni/career" card so many times before they'll stop buying it

I estimate i have 4-7 years left, wish me luck

>>10551156
I really feel for you anon, i wish i could help you. I hope only wellbeing and hapiness for you

>>10551186
I wish the same for you, anon.
I want a longterm relationship too. It's elusive when you stay in your basement playing guitar and drinking but maybe someone will wander in someday.
You are kind. I wish you the best.

>>10551213
are you me anon? I think you're me.

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>>10551256
Tell me your story and post some of your favorite tunes, anon. I need to be sure.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EXyPIhD5pbg
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=w8IR0jz-aiM

>>10551292
First year uni student.
I thought i knew i was a giant furfag for the longest time but didn't know what to do, i just sorta thought i'd figure it out when i became an adult (I was wrong)
Conservative boomer parents who grew up poor
Two older siblings and a younger brother who I've sorta stopped contacting him with because i don't want to ruin him
Neither older siblings will be having kids any time soon and my younger is a shy, all my dad's side of the family wants grandchildren or this will be the last generation of my bloodline in this country
Every time i see my older brother he asks me if i've met any cute girls at uni and asks why i don't go out partying. I'm on meds at the moment so i can't drink which gives me an out but only for so another month.

These three songs hit closer to home more than any other songs i listen to, i just put them on repeat for days on end some times.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5LBnMRWeV-E&ab_channel=Cornershop
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yuTMWgOduFM
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1v_qm1okshk&ab_channel=Janinho

>>10551370
not him, but do meds help? I've never had them.

>>10551416
They're not psychological related, but i can't drink alcohol while on them unless i want liver failure

>>10551370
I was on Seroquel but stopped taking it. I couldn't take how tired it made me feel. I drank on it anyway, which you aren't supposed to do.
I'm definitely a furry but it's more of a concern regarding my personal life than my family life - I really don't want my roommates to know but I have posters of furshit on my walls and sleep with plushes so it's hardly well hidden.
We have different music taste but I liked the songs you chose, especially the first one - I liked the singer's expressiveness.

>>10551440
I'm only into furry for the porn so fortunately i don't have to worry about stuff like that.

I definitely could be more sociable but i chose not to out of fear i might do something dumb and people would find out

I'm usually content and comfortable 90% of the time but when i have to interact with close family members I just get full on depressed the moment I'm out of their sights

>>10551499
I'm just a fucking rollercoaster all the time and it's hard to stay family-friendly when I go to visit or keep up general appearances.
I constantly do stupid shit in public. It never stops. The last time I caught myself doing it and punched myself in the thigh right in front of the person out of anger and obviously that only made it worse
It's been a month since my friends have seen me in the wake of that incident

>>10551558
I used to be like that all the time when i was younger
I had a friend who gave me tough love initiative on how to not be autistic in public as a teen fortunately
Probably one of the most socially gifted people I've met.
I can only socialize as a charade though, i have very limited social skills beyond taking the piss

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I love you guys

>>10551648
I am so starved of affection that when I read posts like this I automatically choke up a little bit

I love you too

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>>10551740
>>10551648
Bless possums

>>10551648
<3

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>>10551648
does that include lurkers

>>10552060
of course, everybody here deserves love

>>10552265
Heh

That is a really sweet sentiment
I really want to believe it
Or at least pretend that I believe it

You arent allowed to die yet haha

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>>10550084
Toni Cipriani, and my favorite line of his is pic related

>>10553155
good
I still have things I at least want to attempt and probably end up fucking up horribly first

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>>10552060
you know it nerd

>>10553155
1 (one) good reason why

>>10553765
My mantra always is:
At least have so much going against you that you know you wont half-ass the suicide attempt

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>>10550084
King Dedede is the perfect male. You may not like it, but this is what peak performance looks like.

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>>10550084
Twitch a qt

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Taking my final today. Operating under 2 hours of sleep and a bad stomachache.

it's times like these that make me wish I would cease existing

>>10554365
best of luck to you, anon
what topic?

you ever get the urge to smash something

>>10554550
Yeah, usually pussy, occasionally boypussy, and rarely objects I own.

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>>10550084

>>10554034
cute buck teeth

>>10554365
cute dog

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>>10550084
guzma hands down for best dude ever
i wish i knew someone like him
maybe i wouldnt be such a shitty person

>>10554416
Math. I failed it last semester and had to retake it in summer. I might've also failed again, I don't really know. It all depends how gracious my teacher will be when grading things.

>>10550084
Garrett from Thief, before he got turned into Batman in that godawful reboot.

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How are my possums today?

>>10550084
BJ, I heard he has shrapnel is his cock

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rip
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=eVTXPUF4Oz4

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Here's a complete version of the poss yin and yang. I wanted to make it more circular, but that generally made the possum shape less recognizable.

>>10556970
looks gr8

>>10556784
>implying I don't want random people watching me undress

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>>10556970
It represents the duality of laughter and self-hatred. I like it!

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>>10556784
Dying inside as usual
Strayabro?

>>10548922
hey dude, hoow'd you sleep?

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>>10556784
i think i might write a suicide note for when i eventually do it, that's not a feeling more of a thought, sorry i didn't answer correctly

>>10557099
not them, but I am from Australia

>>10557166
O-oh
Might you be strayabros bf?

>>10557255
no sorry

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https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CTAud5O7Qqk this song, i dunno it speaks to me on some weird level, mind if i share a dream i had?

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>>10557492
go wild anon

>>10557340
Oh okie, have a nice one then

>>10557492
Well shit i was listening to this song not more than ten minutes ago

Tell us about your dream

>>10557120
Hey there! I slept okay I guess, kinda went to bed pretty late so it was a little hard to wake up for college today but overall I'm doing fine. How did you sleep?

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>>10557532
>>10557551
i was talking to this girl from middle school, or rather i hadn't seen her since middle school/early high school, she was interested in me and genuinely seemed to enjoy my company, she took me to my old apartment building in the stairs, she grabbed my hand and led me to the building, when we went into the stairs we went into this weird like gate, i think we were gonna kiss but i felt uncomfortable doing it there, i asked her if she wanted to go on the roof to kiss, she was skeptical, but agreed, we got at least three floors up when some guys, to my understanding they were her ex's friends and were getting in my face, i threw one or two down the space of the stairs, because the building does that thing where the stairs were a continuous square? i dunno if you know what i mean by that, so i push the last dude down the stairs, then i was told the other two dudes died, but i felt kinda bad
it's messing with me because i haven't thought about this girl in a good decade or more


>>10557588
didn't have a nightmare, so that's good, ran a little ragged today, other than that, i'm fine

>>10557681
>i'm fine
That's good to hear, interesting dream though. I was really into this girl I knew from first year of middle school all the way up to sophomore year of high school, though I never had a dream of her but I did do a lot of fantasizing at the time.

>>10558010
that's the weird shit, we weren't close, we barely interact aside from a tad bit of bullying, but she was just as much a background face to me, as i was to her, it was just surreal

>>10558098
Y'know I've actually had dreams about a couple girls who pretty much meant nothing to me, like when I was pretty young I had a really sexually charged dream about this girl who I absolutely hated 'cause she was just fucking mean as fuck but in the dream we were like lovers and I was just fondling her body, was super weird now that I look back.

>>10558197
that's really fuckin' weird, i think she lives in my neighborhood, he was nice to me when she wanted to be, i just hope if i see her it ends up better than the last time i met someone from a decade ago

>>10556784
indulging myself in bananas and pistachios after narrowly passing my shitty summer courses

>>10556846
I was listening to their two good albums for nostalgia in my 2002 honda just yesterday.

Memes aside the dude had it rough and his band obviously took a downturn since it is impossible not to when your debut is also your peak.

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>>10557020
will you let me watch you undress, anon?

>>10558370
Oh? What happened last time you tried to meet someone from your past?

>>10557152
I ve always told nyself that im gonna write full letters for everyone in my live who deserve it, but everytime i want to kill myself i am too disheartened to do it, so that kinda saves me.

https://youtu.be/2Xuh_A58Gkw
Is robbie rotten still alive?

>>10559417
Yes but he hasn't done much in the past two years on account of the unfortunate cancer business. Truly dark times ahead for us all.

>>10559417
>>10559535
I looked into it and I regret it because he's in the final stages at this point and it could happen any day now.

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>>10559575

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>>10547719
College is a meme, boyo. Especially in today's economical and sociopolitical climate.
Just use Rosetta Stone like every other weeaboo.

I always build myself up to a emotionally stability and then come crashing down when I realise my dreams and aspiritiobs are hopeless to follow

I'm an idiot

>>10550084
More like phantom pain in my ass.

>10558581
Yeah okay.

>>10560275
haha same

>>10557099
I'm here now. That wasn't me because I haven't been posting for a while.

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>>10558676
longstory short, i expected some friendship with this girl i had a crush on as a kid, what i got was "Lol, Anon! I'm so in love with you! Be my boyfriend, because I have nobody else around right now!" she didn't say it, but that was the vibe

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>try to apply for job
>demands references, hobbies, interests and experience
>close the tab immediately and have a meltdown
How do you get past this?

>>10560330
Thats just a recipe for disaster.
As appealing as the bagina might be to you, this could only spell trouble.

>>10560415
>hobbies and interests
The fuck kind of job were you applying for?

>>10560330
Yeah, that doesn't sound like anything good could've come from that.

>>10560434
Most jobs ask that nowadays. Just to try and have a sense of your personality.

The person who puts "Helping the poor, wildlife rescue and volunteering at the PTA" is more likely to get a job then "Video games, masturbating and Chinese comic books".

>>10560473
I've already written that 126 different times. I obviously can't get a real job so I'm looking into how to join a terrorist organization.

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>>10560417
you think i don't know that? the second she told me she was in love with me and shit, that was a huge red flag, she hadn't seen me in forever, and he told me all this bullshit

>>10560437
i know, you don't love someone from your past automatically, hell she even wanted the me she remembered from fifth grade not current me, i told her i wanted to change my name and she denied calling me what i wanted to be called atthe time i laughed it off, but thinking back it hurt

>>10560632
The IRA is probably hiring right about now.

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>>10560664
I thought they disarmed.

>>10560640
Yeah, not being able to accept someone's changes is a big no-no, especially relationship-wise. Also pretty weird of her to think you'd be the same person you were so many years ago.

>>10560817
i think it crushed her when i wasn't as up her ass as i was all that time ago, well good, if you're gonna play cat and mouse, with me, don't be a cat dressed up as a mouse, be a cat and be patient

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>>10560817
Not really weird, just sad. She probably clings to that idea of him because her entire mind is locked in that part of her past.

>>10560234
Have been but so far it doesn't feel like i'm learning it well enough.
>>10560415
If you live in the US i can give you a job that is all work from home and any interaction with people is via email or web chat

>>10560702
They did. You could fix that.

>>10560920
>be a cat and be patient
Heh, yeah pretty much. You can't go and pretend then expect to get really close to someone.

>>10558796
i think i'm gonna just make a collective note, not point fingers at everyone but tell people what to say to who, like maybe not tell my sister until she can handle it

Anyone up for killing me haha

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>>10561349
no, but i'm up for giving you a hug

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If I ever catch someone in person giving a book a bad review because the Kindle version sucks or because they received it late or damaged, I'm going to break every single finger off both their hands.

>>10561152
B-but I don't want to.

>>10561394
I don't deserve love

>>10561126
What would that job entail?

>>10561536
everyone deserves love
and everyone deserves a hug

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>>10561781
not him but please give me digital hugs
i know i'm worthy of at least a hug

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>>10562042
here you go anon
you are worth it

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>>10562135
thanks, anon, you're worth it, too

>>10561781
What about Hitler

>>10562447
if hitler got more hugs maybe he wouldnt have been such a shit

>>10561634
https://static.googleusercontent.com/media/www.google.com/en//insidesearch/howsearchworks/assets/searchqualityevaluatorguidelines.pdf

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someone pls love me

>>10562808
I'll love you if you'll love me back.

>>10562862
but anon i don't even know you

>>10562808
I love you anon, do you love me?

>>10562906
But we could get to know each other, and maybe actually fall in love.

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>>10562944
>>10562906
>tfw it'll probably happen for you two
always a bridesmaid, never a groom..

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>Finding love in an anonymous message board

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>Finding love

>>10563070
I met my ex on 4chan, we were together 4 years. Not sure she ever actually loved me though.

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I don't hate myself at all....but I do hate others! Does that count?

>>10563034
whats your ckey

>>10563070
I met a guy on 4chan and was with him for pretty much a whole year, we were pretty in love but I fucked it up by acting really jealous and clingy near the end of our relationship which caused him to break up with me. I'll hate myself forever for that.

>>10563217
you dont have to get too personal if you dont want to, but i've always been curious, how does that work? like how do you decide to meet up when you're both anonymous?

>>10563285
ckey? what?

>>10563341
just assuming things nevermind

>>10563316
Well it was slightly indirect, there was some threads where people were sharing msn messenger details and adding everyone, and we both were doing that.

>>10563376
i'm sorry, anon

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>TFW youre suffering an anxiety attack and Self-Deprecation is at 1000%

>the smallest thing makes me want to cry

I don't like this feeling

>>10563795
let me hold you tight, anon, let me be the pillow you cry into

>>10563795
>haven't been able to cry in a decade
Not sure if I like this feeling

Stuck in a tar pit right now. What's something I can do for free that'll help shake this off?

>>10563795
I feel the same way, I seem to be able to just fall into a crying fit of sadness at the smallest thing.

>>10563946
I know how you feel
>lost a good friend
>couldn't even bring myself to cry
It's like a weight that settles down your entire body and painfully boils in your stomach

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I require a soft warm man to cuddle me and tell me things are going to be ok

>>10564199
I want that too, I want someone to hold me tight and tell me everything will be okay, that the both of us can make it in this world because we have each other.

>>10564199
omw
I'll hop on the next train out of town. Should I go towards NY or LA?

>>10564298
you take LA, i'll take new york sound like a deal?

>>10564298
>I actually live in LA
yes get over here

>>10564298
Towards San Fran please.

Do you guys wanna pick the brain of a normie who beat suicidal depression
https://youtu.be/gJXlZ6SjRI8 listen to that it's good music

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>tfw no emotional wreck bf to scream into your chest while you hold him tight

>>10564473
Well, I'm an emotional wreck, but honestly I'd probably be way too much too deal with.

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>>10564473
me on the right

>>10564166
Mmm My dad isn't doing too well and I fear that the day he dies I won't be able to shed a tear.

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does anyone even live in new york, the city?
maybe it's best to not even try with this kind of thing
>tfw no feminine anon to cuddle with
i'm more manly and it seems only manly men like manly men

>>10564536
What a horrible way to go

>>10564507
Don't worry I have high pain tolerance of both the physical and emotional kind.

>>10564663
But see I wouldn't want to hurt you, and I wouldn't want to be a burden on you. Though at the same I really just want someone to try to understand me and want to stick with me even when my feelings get the better of me, someone who'll just love me.

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>matchmaking solely on the basis of mutual loneliness and emotional baggage

This can only go well!

>>10564877
can i open up to you about something, anon?

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>>10564897
Sure!

>>10564759
I don't really got an issue carrying the weight of others. I'd realistic might get tired of it periodically but I can't really abandon someone who feels like they need me.

>>10565003
What is that and how can I fuck it?

>>10565072
Looks kinda like a sergal
kinda

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>>10565003
i just want someone who's gonna open up to me, and talk to me, i've been with too many closed books, and i think it's really starting to get to me, i'm just becoming a jerk at this point, and i don't know if i wanna become a jerk
that's just why i wouldn't completely throw matchmaking on loneliness out the window
i don't care if ya make fun of me anon, i'm lonely as hell

>>10564877
Left-overs are better than nothing!

>>10565095
I can see it, but I think it's not.

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>>10564877
I may not be able to help emotionally, but I can make up for it with physical affection

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>>10565072
A species of parasite created by Chimera Synx. As to the latter question, not in any way that won't end in your death.

>>10565117
I think it's a false dichotomy. I totally get what you're saying, and there's nothing wrong with having loneliness is common, but I also think that seeking companionship with that being the overwhelmingly dominant criteria behind your search is cruising for a disaster. It's like scratching a mosquito bite because it's the quickest way to make the itch go away. It just makes it worse.

>>10565067
It would still kinda hang on my conscience, though I guess with someone by my side I could definitely find the strength to get over my problems and be a better person who isn't so controlled by emotion sometimes.

>>10565280
i suppose you're right, i mean hell you are right, what if the two people at least got to know eachother first instead of rushing into things?

>>10565280
Yeah but that's usually just like the starting common factor, something that is used to get closer to someone and thus you get to know them better and get even closer which, if you both end up really enjoying each other's company, will bloom into a full-blown love for each other.

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>>10565311
That's exactly it.

>>10565373
What I see here is people looking to rush into something with a narrow but firmly cemented idea of what they 'know' they need, as well as an idea that it's some panacea for their ills. It's a very tall order that no one can fill, and it's a herculean effort to adjust when one realizes that. By all means, find people you have commonality with, talk with them, befriend them, grow close, and take things as they come, but don't rush things, and make sure you truly see them for who they are and not who you want them to be.

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>>10565627
>make sure you truly see them for who they are and not who you want them to be.
stop, i can't right now, this has happened to me too often than not, i try to see people as they are, but i get too attached and a mess
i really wish i could cry

>>10565627
>don't rush things, and make sure you truly see them for who they are and not who you want them to be.
Well, that's kinda obvious. But I don't think there's anything wrong with starting off with the idea that you wanna get with someone, then just getting to know them better and letting feelings flourish over time.

I got a job today

now let's see how long until my natural laziness overcomes my desire to move forward in my life

I'm betting on less than a month

I finished a piece of my weird fetish art for an online friend as a commission.
Should feel good but without the kink and furry shit my art doesn't mean jack and that bothers me more than it should.

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>>10565726
Me too, anon. I know that pain very well.

>>10565760
I don't dispute that. It's obvious, but it's not the vibe I've been getting from the deluge of comments, and it's really difficult to keep in mind when you're screaming in your head and dying to have anyone just to absorb the echoes.

>>10565782
Congrats! What kind of job?

>>10565897
Relish in the fact you can draw, all I can do is color

>>10565627
>make sure you truly see them for who they are and not who you want them to be.
Main issue here is people typically hide who they really are really well and you have to take a leap of faith to hope you don't get much more than you bargained for. But that's what relationships are about anyway, trapping yourself with someone so you don't have to suffer alone at worst and helping each other out of holes at best.

>>10565902
Cashier at a gas station/subway worker

Nothing glamorous, but it's money.

>>10565902
could you tell me omething mean so i can let some tears out or something?

>>10565897
What kind of stuff do you draw?

>>10565949
You know why you can't cry?

It's because you're emotionally messed up. You're straight-up broken, and unless you have the money to hire the best psychologists in the world, you're never going to be fixed.

You're going to face the rest of your life knowing that you're unable to feel the same way the rest of the world does. And that's going to eat you up inside until you put a bullet in your mouth in a truck stop restroom.

Best part is, since you're so bad at forming attachments, nobody's even going to miss you.

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>>10565922
True. With everything said and done, it's still ultimately a gamble.

>>10565941
It may not be glamorous, but it's nothing I've ever managed to do. I lasted two days at Arby's.

>>10565949
I can't. Not just I won't, but I can't. I had an ex who thought me not being mean was me being dishonest, so she'd psychologically abuse me and rile me to anger to try to provoke me to be mean, and it still didn't work.

>>10565992
Something eating you, anon?

I just want to pet a possum haha

>>10566239
you can pet me

>>10565941
As long as it's a job where you don't have to try to look busy you should be fine with a lazy state of mind for a long time.

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>>10565992
i'm sorry

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>take pictures of myself
'huh these don't look bad'
>one week later I think they're awful and can't stand to look at them
every single time

>>10566075
He asked for mean.

>>10566363
Don't apologize.

Sometimes I like to be mean, and if someone's asking for it, I don't feel guilty afterwards.

>>10566522
i don't know what to say,except okay

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>>10565913
Heh

Used to be able to draw
Granted, it was shitty
Pic related as example

Can't draw anymore
Hands shake too much
Lucky to be able to hold a pen well enough to write legibly, if I take the time

But yeah
Pic related is probably one of my 'best' pieces
And will probably be the best I will be able to say I have done
Ever.

Ha ha

>>10566789
What causes your hand shakes?

>>10566822
Nerve damage

Of the
'It's not neuropathy
We don't know what it *is* exactly
But it's not neuropathy'
Variety

>>10566861
That sucks anon, there any hope they can figure out what the issue is and fix it?

>>10560321
Oh hi dude
How you bean

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>>10566861
Have you considered painting? Long bristles, flowing strokes, and holding the brush ferther back on the handle can all minimize or negate the effect of shaky hands. Charcoal lends itself to a style that minimizes the impact, too. For software, many programs have stabilizers that help.

>>10567070
>ferther
I had a correct vowel and an excusable vowel to choose from, and e wasn't either.

>>10565992
Nice projection anon

>>10566908
Not the best honestly. I mean nothing's gone wrong, I just feel like shit recently. What about you dude?

>>10567536
About the same here, at least the weather is getting cooler

what do you do when everything feels boring and you feel like everyone is tired of you

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>wake up at 5pm again

nice, I like how I keep doing this no matter when I goto sleep

>>10567801
have you got any friends to talk to about it?

>>10567866
i do but theyre the ones i feel like are tired of me

>>10567896
if they're actual friends and not just shitty people they would tell you if that were true
try talking to them

>friend always expresses worry and basically always plays the other side
>hes also 17, probably a tranny and fucking annoying
How do I convince my friends to ban him?

>>10568633
have you tried telling him yourself that he's annoying?
unless he's being malicious you should try and work out whatever problems you have with him instead of trying to get him to disappear

>>10568633
...Is this noodlescord shitposting?

>>10566885
>fixing the issue

So far the 'solution' is hanging around
'Take these pills which are probably not going to help
And are going to give you these side effects
And hopefully you can maintain a reasonable facsimile of a real life
While we pretend we're looking into new options'
Fucking neurologist piece of shit

Sorry
Apparently I'm still really bitter about that issue
Heh

>>10567070
>painting

Huh
Actually
Never tried painting
Maybe
If I get some free time
And some money together
I might
I don't know
Try taking a class or something
Or just look up some Bob Ross

Heh

Sometimes I wish I was a slav in a Russian ghetto with only an outdated computer that can barely run STALKER to keep me company. I don't know why, because every single person from Russia I've talked to has said it sucks to live in Russia, but I do.

Traveling swallowing dramamine

Feeling spaced breathing out Listerine

>>10569026

>tfw completing stalker @ 23+ fps on the family computer

it's not fun

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Speaking of games, I have the weakest tolerance for scary games, whether psychological, jumpscare, or both. I struggle to play even Half-Life. I saw a couple scenes from Dead Space and I did not handle it well.

>>10569502
Same.
I really want to try playing Dead Space though, I've had it for so long and have always been too scared to touch it.
Gonna start downloading it now, when I die from a heart attack or something I leave all of my shit to you.

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>>10569570
It's a deal!

...pls don't die though. Take breaks to watch baby goats playing.

>>10569692
Of course I won't actually die, don't worry.
I have multiple cute threads open in tabs on one of my monitors to get me through this.

>>10569502
>>10569692
Good rat

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>>10570589
*tips hat*

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>>10570589
>>10570733
>she'll never be real

why live lads

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>>10570878
>never
Not with that attitude. I believe that eventually we will see the day when the world bears witness to the most beautiful union of man and rat, and I want to be at the forefront of that movement, because it sure won't happen if no one gets the ball rolling.

life is pain

>>10571593
no pleasure without pain ;)

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Holy shit. I just sat down and played video games for 12 hours.

I think I'm gonna die. How's everyone else? Still alive?

>>10571811
>I just sat down and played video games for 12 hours.
this isn't normal haha?

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>>10571826
It used to be, but I haven't been into something that much for a looooong time.

Maybe it's a sign I'm getting better that I can find the will to do something other then lay in bed all day.

Fuck I think I'm gonna pass out.

>>10571839
go lie down anon

>Maybe it's a sign I'm getting better that I can find the will to do something other then lay in bed all day.
Everytime I goto do work I tend to instantly jump on videogames and phone shit in at the last minute haha

>Fuck I think I'm gonna pass out.
get some water and lie down anon

>>10571873
Damm, ever try doing that thing where when you want to get work done you basically block yourself from video games? Like, unplug a console or completely shutdown steam and shit. Apparently it makes it easier to focus but I've never done it.

Also yeah, I'm gonna drink some water and sleep. Already 1am wow. Good thing I've got nothing on today.

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>tfw you realize you're the one from keeping yourself from fitting in because you're so scared of being hurt/fucked with again and never last more than a week or two in new places

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>>10550084
I'm playing through these games again.

God I love Mega Man Zero

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>>10571235

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Anyone on here have some comic recommendations? I just read this today.

I'm going to link the first page, The current front page is WAY important to the story and I wouldn't want to spoil.

Found here:
http://drop-out(dot)webcomic(dot)ws/comics/1/

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>>10571655
Pain is pleasure

Also splatoon 2 is the shit

>>10573385
Gone with the blastwave is fun as heck

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>>10573385
Lamezone's aight if you've somehow missed it

I think Cate has gone off the deep end or something, I don't really follow anymore

>>10571811
which game

>>10573385
Weeb trash here
Oyasumi Punpun

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>>10573385
Always Raining Here is a really great webcomic, it's also finished
"Adrian is heartsick, Carter is horny. This is a story about their misadventures as awkward teenagers as they fumble through unrequited romances."

Tied in Red and Sakana are also pretty top tier comics, you should read those too

I wish I was dead

>>10574151
Why wish for nothingness when the next day could get better

>>10574302
let's be real, it probably won't, nothim, but i'm gonna try to sack up and jump in a river as time goes on, or something

>>10574398
I hope you're not being literal

>>10574302
It never will, I'm doomed to fail
I'm un-fixable

>>10575017
Well with that attitude you won't fix anything

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where's the anon i was talking about video games with?

>>10575027
Ive been trying my hardest and keeping a positive outlook in life since I was 12
It hasn't led to anything but misery haha
Sorry

>>10575115
Have you attempted therapy or medication?

>>10575128
not him, but i have, i tried some meds but it made my heart hurt, then i gave some vitamins a shot
the vitamins make me productive and not sad, sorry if i'm confusing or anything but while we're on the topic

>>10575213
Vitamins i'm guessing helped were d3 and the b vitamins? Or were you taking like 5-htp supps

>>10575239
b6, L-Tyrosine, and Tryptophan.
i worded that wrong, they just make me productive, still sad though, but i'd rather feel shitty and wanna do shit and not happy and lazy

>>10575274
Well good it gets a fire under your ass even if your overall mood isn't the greatest though I have a similar conundrum as you, either I'm unable to enjoy anything and be emotionless and be thin or able to enjoy even just talking to people but be overweight.

>>10575317
which is the lesser of two evils for you anon, there's nothing wrong with being thin, and there's nothing wrong with being little overweight

>>10575357
Well I've spent almost all my life extremely overweight and only got it under control within the last few years but it came with the cost of not enjoying anything. Now I've got something that brings the color back so to say but it has the side effect of making me ravenously hungry.

>Friend vagues about a friend here
>Don't fucking know who it is

>>10577054
clearly it's me
hi
seriously though what
do you mean your friend is talking about another friend who posts here and you don't know which friend they are

>>10577054
If you're strayan he's probably talking about me
Maybe

>>10577209
>>10578070
It's about the Laachzone, not Bones or whoever.

>>10578123
right
I mean it might be me then
I don't know man I'm still not sure what you meant in your first post

>>10573431
>>10573478
>>10573596
>>10573771
Awesome, Thanks.

you ever get so desensitized to intimacy that watching porn is legitimately a chore

i don't think i'm asexual, i love fucking, but every step of the way there just makes me want to slip into a fugue state, imagining myself having sex is a repulsive thought.

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>>10578831
I do sometimes. I just stop looking at porn for a while. It's usually kind of hard to fill the gaps, I probably spend about 3 hours a day on porn. What I did last time was just look up different art instead. Lots of deviantart and tumblr pages with weird future architecture and stuff like that. If you still want porn you'll seek it out when you're ready.

The cool thing is that if you stop fapping for long enough you get wet dreams. They can be pretty vivid, just don't sleep naked or you'll jizz the sheets.

>>10575391
you could always work out a little, keep it a tad under control or rather go for lengthly walks if you live in the city

>>10579131
Yeah I'm using it right now to get an awesome early bulk on for fall/winter
Hope I can end up cutting for next summer though

>>10575096
Oh, I'm right here, I kinda just got out of bed.

>>10579692
It's late!--But how're you, dude?

>>10579751
I'm doing okay, I kinda stayed up very late hence why I woke up late as well. How've you been?

>>10579889
really good, drawing or trying to, hope to draw enoughthat i'm happy with to play some vidya like L4D or TF2v

>>10579943
What are you trying to draw?

>>10580059
>>10580059
>>10580059

Quick, vacate this trash can and go to a new one!