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Previous threads: >>49704301 >>49704302

there was still no new thread so I made it for you anon, enjoy
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Dropping my recent stuff.

Also, it's my fall break week, so I'll probably have a brand new CYOA up tomorrow and then spend the rest of the week finishing up the Cryogenic Cyborg one and others that I've got in the backlog.
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>>49731209
Mystery Box.
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Accepting builds for the new version of Hell Invasion.

Build must be from the Desert Soldier CYOA, must include a picture, a title of the character, and a description of them (personality, history, etc.)

The only open slots are 2 behemoths and 2 wraiths.
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I forgot to save the resized full version. So you'll have to deal with the split version.
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>>49731231
And I fucked up the order. Way to go me.
Here's page one.
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>>49731225
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>>49731255
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>>49730991
>tfw no Whore of Babylon RP
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>>49731267
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>>49731278
I still think she'd best team up with the hero of children.
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>>49731016

Brain Booster Tier 4
Time Control Tier 5
Psychokinesis Tier 2
Gravity Control Tier 3
Bearmode Tier 1

Now I have infinite time and I will use that time in order to continually improve science by looping back and publishing all the discoveries made in the previous timeline. Eventually I lead humanity into a glorious golden age and turn anyone who attempts to disagree into a stain on the ground
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>>49730976
>Eternal Wanderer
>Inspired Creator

The power! IT CONSUMES ME!
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>>49731434
Wow, your dad's face will be so red.
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>>49731363
Wow, it's like they're meant to complement each other. One physically weak, other superpowered, one has nothing, other has an empire. Both young and alone in their own ways.
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>>49731484
Yeah, and they can have sex and pretend it's okay because they're both physically like kids, not just one of them.
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>>49731498
Ahem, well, yes, that too I suppose. If you want that sort of fantasy adventure.

My "young and alone" bit was meant to allude to that.
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>>49731538
I just figure it would inevitably come up when both of them actually have much older minds than bodies.
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We didn't make two threads this time, we're mildly less autistic!
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>>49731606
And they both don't age. So they're stuck as perfect matches for each other forever.

>this will never be your game

Which one would you be? Pleasesayheroofchildren pleasesayheroofchildren pleasesayheroofchildren.
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>>49731668
Second thread poster here, we were only on page 6 so I thought it would be safe to pay less attention for a while.
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>>49731668
Hooray?
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>>49731687
Sure, I could be. It's probably the best choice in the CYOA, and the only real downside is waived if you actually get the whore to be your girlfriend.
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>>49731716
It's a date then! <3

I'll make sure someone alert is on guard duty at the bunker entrance to let you in. I think as puppet figurehead I'll be able to arrange a party, for the morale of the troops of course, when you arrive.
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>>49731763
That just got me thinking I'd probably take ages and ages trying to find the bunker.
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>>49731769
The base probably has scout patrolling the surrounding countryside. Survivors like little lost boys can be rescued and taken inside to join the other survivors.
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>>49731231
>>49731249
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>>49732564
Thanks, mang.
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>>49731249
>>49731231
actually, I just noticed that your filename says '1.1' while the mage itself says '1.0' in the corner.

>image related
Is Rorke your Traveller character, lobo?
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>>49732635
Augh. Anusbutts. There's always something I forget to alter.
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>>49732635
I'm here, if anyone has questions.

I'm on my phone at work so I can't link the ones in the past thread.
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>>49731062
>Over three thousand seven hundred pixels wide
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>>49732711
I do have a question about the Dark one, I think I figured out who he is and what he wants.
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>>49732753
Oh really? Let's hear it.
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>>49732749
A marvel of modern technology.
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>>49732774
Ok is he God's first creation (the idiot), and does he want God's empty throne?
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>>49732753
that's not a question, anon. That's like me saying "I've developed a marvellous proof that the universe is simulated!

Hmm? Pass the pie, please."
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>>49732830
My question is in two posts
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>>49732785
A weapon to surpass Metal Gear.
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>>49732799
He was the idiot, he's changed a lot since.

He does want the empty throne.
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>>49732923
WOOT! He has indeed changed by learning the lessons God taught perhaps too well. What was his role in God's death? Perhaps he said something.
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>>49731225

Like psychics more than behemths and wraiths, so I guess this won't work for Hell Invasion. Here's a build though
>Psychic
Kind of like being magic, right?

>Berzerker
Stronger, tougher, faster! Good for surviving in desert!
>Plasmoid
Energy attacks...basically magic!

>Electric Discharge
Good ranged attack and hits lots of bad guys!
>Psionic Blade
Good if I have to fight up close. I hope not to much!
>Decelerating Aura
Good for protection.
>Essence Drain
Heal while killing badguys.
>Blink
Super useful.

>Laila Stark
I think we'd get along splendidly!

>Mindflayer Suit
Stronger psychic attacks! Yes please! Not to much protection though...

>Rations
Need those.
>Purifier
Need that.

>The Emperor's Children
Don't really like them that much, but somebody has to unite the world. Plus they seem to have good balance between adventurousness and safety. And I think Laila would like them a lot and would agree with me that we should join them.
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I think I remember a few threads ago Box Wine said that they were doing things. Has Box done things? Am I hallucinating? I really like Hero Academy, so I'm just hoping to see more like it or by the same author.
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>>49733152
Fuck off Angel.
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>>49733152
is that supposed to be nahiri?
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>>49733240
Nahiri? That's Irihan, from Space: The Convergence.
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>>49730959
Give me the pokemon.
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>>49733027
>What was his role in God's death? Perhaps he said something.

Not the author, but I personally think he just cheered on sidelines and when everyone is not looking, took a piss on the corpse.
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>>49733282
I hunger for the chance to make that world somehow worse.
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>>49733327
Maybe but we have to consider that it might have been God's plan all along, and that he trained the fool to be his successor.
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>>49730976
>Eternal Wanderer
>Improvement Embodiment
Assurance of constant improvement + infinite chances to improve = eventual mastery of everything.
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>>49733333
Of course Quints-lord, we shall destroy the world of the Pokemans!
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>>49733027
Hes changed but be didnt learn any of the lessons God taught him. God loved the idiot because of his ignorance.

The Dark One didn't kill God or influence his death in any way. He did fight with the Prime Angels after his death.
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>>49730959
Planeswalker.
I can't decide if I'll be blue or black, but I'm going to save RWBY from the bullshit it has in store.

Or maybe become an even worse villain? Could be fun.
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>>49733282
Someone post that CYOA.
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>>49733404
Why would the Dark One even want the empty throne? He seems to me like the type of person to shirk away from responsibility and just manipulate shit from behind the scenes.

Or is that his goal? He WANTS you to claim the empty throne and be his puppet.
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>>49732635
Cool, will make a build.
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>>49733404
Fighting the guardians of the thing he wants makes sense (same reason he stole the Slayer Suit).

But he really did not learn any of God's lessons? Not even the first (this was the biggest clue in figuring him out)?

Oh well I just when I thought I figured it out.


Black Phillip, Black Phillip
A crown grows out his head,
Black Phillip, Black Phillip
To nanny queen is wed.
Jump to the fence post,
Running in the stall.
Black Phillip, Black Phillip
King of all.

Black Phillip, Black Phillip
King of sky and land,
Black Phillip, Black Phillip
King of sea and sand.
We are ye servants,
We are ye men.
Black Phillip eats the lions
From the lions' den.
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>>49733477
Satan has always been portrayed as envying Gods position and eventually trying to get it.
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>>49733282
A SHIT
SHIT
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>>49732799
>>49732923
cntrl-f 'idiot' isn't giving me anything. "creation" doesn't give me anything either.

I did look for a scribe of the old laws on a hunch it might be in the tablet description, and noticed: "Demiurges are recognized as the rightful rules of the physical multiverse." Should be 'rulers.'
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>>49731225
I've no idea if this is what you're looking for, but here's something, just for you.

>Boom-Boom
>Behemoth
>Demolisher, Fistfighter
>Glaive Launcher, Hamfisted, Mutated Hide, Exhume, Greater Regeneration
>Adrianne Gonzales
>Mobius Crystals () Ozz Fluid (Adrianne)
>Rations, Purifier
>Ashville

>Not entirely there, often laughs maniacally when rushing into battle.
>Utilizes a reckless fighting style of explosives and unarmed combat to take out groups of foes at once.
>Often gets caught in his own shrapnel from his explosions, and friendly fire is a guarantee if one is too close.
>Strong, leathery hide that makes it even more difficult to injure him, as well as enhanced regeneration.
>When closeby living things die, Boom-Boom can recover from various wounds.
>Often ravenous after battles, will need to eat far more than a normal person to regain his strength.
>Outside of battle, Boom-Boom often rambles to himself about bomb recipes and other inane things.

Also,
>Commando (Can't be Behemoth)
>Nigel Attenborough - Behemoth (Commando and Fistfighter)
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>>49733621
A lot of it is not in the CYOA but the author has discussed some of it before in threads. Namely that the conversations the Angels eves dropped on were between him and the fool. IRL "Do as thou will" is a Satanic principle and Dark One is obviously him.
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>>49733621
The blind idiot was mentioned in the CYOA before but I edited the line out to make the description shorter.

>>49733528
God taught that life was pointless, nothing has meaning. The idiot was never satisfied to sit and meditative, nor was he someone that simply praised God. He fought God at times, other times he asked him questions but he could never fully grasp the answers given to him.

The Dark One sees the universal truth but only from one angle.

>>49733477
He wants many things and never seems to get them but he grows closer to his goals over time.

It's not virtue that he seeks but might.
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>>49733561
You could interpret his ambitions and goals as envy, but I personally think that deep down he misses being loved by God and being right beside his divine presence.

Doesn't want to replace God as he knows he will never live up to his ideals or expectations, he just wants the empty throne for its pure sentimental value.

In fact I wouldn't be surprised if the Conquering King actually stole the tablet the old laws were ever written on. It actually his diary.
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>>49733912
>In fact I wouldn't be surprised if the Conquering King actually stole the first tablet the old laws were ever written on.

Man I'm drunk tonight.
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>>49733874
oh, I overwrite old versions when I download the new one. Oh well.

Can you use the Soul Bind Gem with the Slayer Suit?

btw I said it in the other thread, but thanks for adding the tech waifus. I think I complained multiple times, so I feel like I should acknowledge it.
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making a cyoa, black background gonna be alright?
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>>49733974
Maybe, maybe not, sometimes it works well. Shouldn't be a problem though so long as you don't have a lot of text directly on it, or that if you do have a lot of text you give the area with the text a different background.
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>>49733974
as long as the text isn't black.
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>>49733995
>>49733997
give text a background, make the text not black (and presumably not white)

got it.
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>>49733874

So God was a suicidal nihilist?

Yea I can get why the Dark One might not be able to accept that.

This does give me an idea for a new quest reward though. A grimoire of the Dark One with his account of God's teachings. It could cause multiversal havok as a alternative to the OLD LAW (or a wise demiurge could compare the two to get a bit closer to the truth).
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>>49733646
More than what I've been looking for, thank you kindly.

Also yeah I noticed that, but Desert Soldier didn't take off so well, so I never got around to making another version.
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Making progress.

I exhausted all the reasonable degrees of choice about sexuality and identity that I can think of, but I want to draw on the thread for if you'd like anything else extra in there (like for example another subcategory under Identity).

I'm really racking my brain for ways to steer away from dumping all the other ideas into an enormous extras category.

Don't dwell on text formatting and stuff (I see that one set of flavor text that's randomly antialiased). I want to get the content done above all else first.
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>>49733874
>>49733947
I think it would work on any armor. Together it gives the strength power a good boost and it is why the unique armor perk was removed for strength.

I really like how many of our suggestions/feedback the author has taken up. Your waifu, the soul bind gems, the changes to CK, the Soul Matrix, etc.
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>>49733912
Yea it is a matter of interpretation.

>>49734011

Jinx great minds think alike.

Dark Ones Diary!
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>>49733874
>>49732635
The Titan Wars quest seems off. Time travel seems like rule-breaking, ie magic.
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>>49734067
>Terminus Est
>True Reset

Already I know what I must do - now, if only there was the option to forget everything instead of just modifying the base events.

No, don't worry about me. It's someone else's turn now.
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New version of Catastrophic Caper because why the fuck not? Added 8 new items. Reason: I wanted to. Hope you folk enjoy them.

Non shitty jpeg link: https://drive.google.com/open?id=0B8zll64VUyohcnlfbHBkOW10SG8
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>>49734131
But I want a Jaeger (said in leader guys voice)!!!
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>>49734131
It's honestly just an excuse for a kaiju war, m8.

>>49733947
No problem. I remember someone wanted a economist business waifu so I combined both into a techie business mogul.

'll probably add another tech waifu at one point. I still need more stealth/thief options.

Yes, you can use the soul bind gem on the slayer suit.

>>49734011
No, God was just done with living. He had lived for eternity, knew everything, experienced everything, and been everything.

>>49734072
I try to listen to you guys. I do appreciate all the feedback I get. You can make a request anytime.
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>>49734067
Something you can stick personality profiles into, like I'd love to have the anime style airhead thrown in on me, full on ditz yet has plot armor of over 9000.

Some extras for bodies would also be nice.
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>>49734067
>option to get new ID
>option to change your life/age
Thank you so much for including that.
>option for dominance/submission levels
>option for libido
Oh gosh…… is this… heaven? Is God real, and he has decided I am good enough?
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>>49730959
What options would you want in a CYOA where you construct a Space Station?
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>>49734282
>God taught that life was pointless, nothing has meaning.

Sounds pretty nihilistic to me, although ok he had a "good" reason to off himself. In light of this being the ultimate truth I am seriously reconsidering the Other patron (not that it would give meaning but that I would be cool with it as an Other).
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>>49734067
Allowing someone to keep their dick would be nice. I can get over being a girl, but being penetrated just is not my idea of a good time.
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>>49734282
A bit late but I had wanted to mention that I really enjoyed the music play list you included a few versions ago.

BTW here is a pixelated music video of an incarnate killing a guy ;)

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DXhThbgtWwI
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>>49734363
I want to be a futa loli and rape women until they're addicted to my fat cock.
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>>49734435
OKAY
THIS HAS GONE TOO FUCKING FAR
/D/.
NOW.
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>>49734401
I'll drop the next version with some songs too. I just need to get a night or two off from work so I can fuck around all night on /tg?/
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>>49734363
Just buy a strap-on and find a modern male bf that is not bound by the oppressive traditional gender roles and doesn't understand why the society thinks that he is gay for liking to ride his mistress' 12 inch dragon strap-on.

Or in other words find a metrosexual closet faggot.

>>49734458
I wonder how you would react actual sexual deviancy if loli futa mind break is too much for you.
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>>49734458
anon can't appreciate completely hetero locker room talk.
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>>49734458
>>49734502
I'll be honest, I think this would fit better in /d/, too. There's better material and discussion for such subjects over there.
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>>49734363
>I can get over being a girl if I get to not be a girl XD
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>>49734067
If I want only myself, which one would it fall under?
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>>49734535
Sexually?

Probably Yuri, except that you're just a narcissist.
Alternatively "We Just Don't Know." I didn't factor exclusive autoeroticism into my calculations.
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>>49734327
Maybe something based around the station's role?
Like Resort, Refinery, Habitat, etc.
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>>49734067
>no option for overnight change
reeeee
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>>49734581
Isn't it better to enjoy what you have, than scream for what you do not?
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>>49734661
It's just a minor annoyance. If it was anything gamebreaking I'd be REEEEing in all caps.
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>>49734525
eurgh there's always one of you annoying faggots starting shit in every thread fuck off
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>>49734502
imagine being this edgy
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>>49730959
I have kinda a CYOA, though really it's more of a series of encounter interaction tables. I guess here you can use gets instead of your followers. I can post the rest if you want or I can shill and give the address where they are all on. Here's the first one of the series, it's October based.
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>Name: Jasyx
A chaotic seeker of knowledge and arcane truths.

>Moon & Sun
You're a wizard, Harry.

>Causality [0 Points]
Sometimes the subtlest action, invokes the greatest change...
>Oracle [0]
To see the future is to see one's mistakes before they happen.
>Coordination [1 Point]
Great price for large bonus to aim and dodging.
>Kinship [1]
If there are Death Worlds out there, this is invaluable.
>Survivalist [1]
Survive in the void of space and survive many environmental hazards.
>Shape Shifting [1, but Free]
Blend in when needed.
>Immunity [2 Points]
Getting poisoned is a probable way of dying. Well, used to be probable.
>Elementalist: Fire [2]
An ally can teach their special fire technique, so might as well invest in this.
>Occultist [2]
>Miracles [2]
Obvious choices for magic.
>Constructs [2, bu tFree]
Moon & Sun gives a focus bonus, and constructs are partially based on concentration.
>Telepathy [3 Points]
Learn people's inner desires, and manipulate them.
>Mind Control [3]
With telepathy, mind control is less a sledgehammer and more a scalpel. Change a few things here and there, and suddenly they act the way you want.
>Astral Projection [3]
Fun for information gathering and teleporting into new areas.
>Instant Transmission [3]
Get out of jail free card and a fast means of travel with astral projection.
>Stealth [3]
Sneaky jester. Teleport in while invisible, manipulate someone's mind with telepathy and magic, then teleport out.
>Plague [3]
If there's a planet or colony I don't like, I just pop in and spread my plague before leaving.
>Mentality [3]
The better to master magic and trick enemies!
>Speed [3]
Pretty much required by any Incarnate for the reaction time. A faster Incarnate will almost always win a standard fight.

>Black Heart [+1 Point]
One face...
>Golden Heart [+1 Point]
... of two.

>Patron: The Other
The Other promises Truths from beyond.
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>>49734779
>I have kinda a RYOA
FTFY
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>>49734793
>Legend
Fame has its perks. Universal fame has even more perks.
>Supremacy: Corpi-Cell Capital World
No questions asked!
>Special Weapon: Knife
See former picture.


>x2 Mega Portable Nuke Bomb [20 Shards, one free]
Teleport in and drop one. Should kill even a heavily fortified Incarnate.
>Blue Box Armoire: All Clothing [15]
Blend in anywhere with shape shifting.
>Fancy Hat [1]
Blend in anywhere even better.
>Armor: Energy Shields [8]
Good for blocking shrapnel and other such things not so easily dodged.
>Handy Bag of Holding [8]
For when one needs to carry 3,000 pounds of goods no matter what.
>Gem of the Dreamer [Free]
Thanks, The Other!
>Magus Hood [2 Shards]
Thought probing could potentially ruin the fun of various schemes.
>Magus Catalyst, Magus Tome [24]
Magic ahoy.
>Miracle Talisman, Miracle Manuscript [22]
The Other could probably perform miracles after He arrives in the physical universe.
>Blue Devil Liquor [4 Shards]
Useful for communication and thus, manipulation.
>God Seal [30]
Good deal.
>x2 Blue Crest Seal [45]
Another good deal.
>12,000 Slaves [15]
Cheap labor and Shoggoth fodder.
>Nimbus Bread [1]
That floating is surprisingly useful for when teleporting in places while invisible.

>Spirit Stone, Philosopher Stone
Teacher of magic and miracles. Adviser.
>Flame Master Laurence, Rogue Pyromancer
Giver of enhanced elementalism.
>Heir of Sunlight Solange, Fire God
Bodyguard. Bro.
>Hierophant Vatiel, Moon Priestess
Healer, warrior, adviser.
>Oracle Yora, Black Moon Sorceress
Teacher, morale booster.
>Prophet, The Mad Titan
A needed tank, can soak up damage.
>Monkeigh, Oni Ronin
Another tank, this one melee capable. And who doesn't like revenge?
>Jek, Space Pirate
Three tanks should do. Criminal contacts are also useful.
>Sir Francis Silver, The Legend
Good for PR and a great teacher. Especially if he regains his youth.
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For any who care to answer:
What's good in life?
What choices have you made today?
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>>49734801
>Invasion of Xanthous City: Eldritch Horrors & Cosmic Terrors [Reward: The Grimoire]
Glorious magical tome. Useful, loyal servants.
>Cult of the Liquid Sky: Insurgency of the Arcadian League [Reward: Chronus Chamber]
Reverse aging and heal mental illnesses. Awesome.
>Conquest of the Devils Nest: War of the Slums [Reward: Giga Bomb]
Take back control of the mine to my capital planet, and get a nice "kill everything" bomb.
>SCP Prime Weapons Facility: Teeth for Coins [Reward: Nano Infusion]
Explode people with a thought? Sounds too fun to pass up.
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>>49734797
It never roll your own adventure is a much better descriptor anon thank you
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>>49734803
I found another food that I can taste despite the dysphoria caused by my depression stealing my sense of taste away from me. Roasted eggplant hummus added to the list consisting of monster energy drinks, dill pickles, and blackberry ice cream. So that's what's good in my life.

I made the choice to add options to one of my CYOAs.
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>>49734793
At least be decent enough to quote the pdf so I don't have to see your build. That seems fair.
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>>49734779
It's not typical of these threads, but I'd like to see it. The drawing's nice too.
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>>49734844
I must have accidentally deleted the quote. Oh well.
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>>49734803
>What's good in life?
Imagination. ERP
>What choices have you made today?
Shitloads. I'm about to read a few pages in my textbook before heading off.
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>>49734803
There is much that is good in my life. My mood isn't one of those things.

I don't really know why, and that only makes it worse. To avoid going into full blog-mode, I have every reason besides romance not to be depressed, but I am, and feeling guilty over that isn't helping.

As for choices? Uncertain. I've never been good at choosing.
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>>49734779

Here's the next one, I'll post a couple for now
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>>49731039
1 Power 3 Perks:
>The Journey
>Immortality
>Regeneration and immunity to disease
I'm going to spend my time jumping between comfy slice of life anime/manga worlds. When I'm bored of that I'll jump to fictional worlds that I can gain power/magic in and eventually become a living god.
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>>49734912
>>49734907
>>49734898
>>49734779
These are creepy as shit, anon. I love it.
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>>49734803
>What's good in life?
To crush your enemies, see them driven before you, and hear the lamentations of their women!
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>>49734803
>What's good in life?
Achievable? The absence of discomfort and immediate worries and responsibilities. Otherwise? I wouldn't know. Fantasies could easily turn unpleasant if made real.
>What choices have you made today?
I don't make choices. I just present rationalizations for my actions where necessary. I try not to fool myself into thinking I I know what's going on inside my head.
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>>49734938
What if I don't really have enemies because I can't bring myself to feel anything that potent toward anyone?
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>>49734951
Then you're just like me.
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>>49734961
I think there was an event for every day in October.
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>>49734975
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>>49734957
Here's to apathy, I guess. *Raises glass* I can't even feel positive emotions potently enough to fall in love or even be friends with anyone. It's just too much effort past an acquaintanceship or general empathy.
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>>49734793
Nice I really have to agree with you on Speed 3. It is essentially a requirement no matter the build if we want any chance against an incarnate rival. I would argue mentality 3 is too.

Nice idea with taking Supremacy on Corpi-Cell as well.

I really like elementalism but in its current format enemy incarnates are too likely to be immune for my taste. Ergo any rival that has at least lvl 1 of your same element is immune. Although it would be funny for two master elementalist's to start punching each other since they are both immune.
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>>49734951
You have entered the void. You win. You're free.
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>>49734837
A choice with result! Or was it simply an outcome you've named?

>>49734858
Choices flock to you, it seems. Their aim?

>>49734938
That probably covers everything. Is there room for bad?

>>49734945
Could you present me with a choice, since you've no need of them?
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>>49731851
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>>49734067
How about a reset where you keep your knowledge and skill, making you a child prodigy?
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>>49735014
The void, eh? Then I suppose the only thing left is to release my mortal tether or something like that.

>>49735018
I had initially planned it to be over. I decided to add to it, as, after deliberation, I felt that it would be more interesting to have more choices for builds. Without the new items to add depth and backup to the old items I had, some of the items were probably never going to be chosen. Unfortunately, nobody's replied to the new one, so I have no idea how well I did.

>>49735031
Well, they're not wrong.
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>>49734067
A 1-2 hour transformation option maybe?
The difference between instant and two weeks is pretty big
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>Is there room for bad?
Sure, not lifting enough to be able to accomplish the good.

>>49734951
Then you just haven't done anything big enough to make enemies.
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>>49735018
>Could you present me with a choice, since you've no need of them?

It's not a refusal to choose. It's just that there is no free will.
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>>49735095
Or everything I've done was so far in the past that it no longer matters to anyone, least of all, myself.
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>>49735095
Most dire!

>>49735075
The unchosen aren't. The singer does not know his own voice.

>>49735115
Is there action or possibility?
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Starting to work on a "flesh molding" clinic CYOA. Anyone got some neat gorey surgical artwork or know where to get it? I've pretty much ripped all of what I could find off Deviantart and Artstation and need more.
The boorus I use are... well, not that kind of stuff.

>>49735219
I suppose that there's always lurkers that might have read it.
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>>49734961
>1-2
>2
REEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
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>>49730959
Planeswalker. Good deep red splashing U and B, basiclly just go site seeing and enjoy life.
Try not to cry all the time from all the lost lovers and friends every time they die.
Try not to ruin their lives and what they meant to be reanimating them with necromancy.
Fail at both and regret everything.
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>>49730959
Arcadia. I want to be the straight-faced sarcastic sky-pirate that hates hanging around these damn teenagers on a ship, but is actually glad to be having the adventure of his life with these damn teenagers.
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>>49735219
>Is there action or possibility?

Depends. Each vibration of each subatomic particle could be seen as an action. Possibility is more nebulous; We use probabilities to project unknown outcomes, but once we've seen how the die has landed, could it actually have been any other way?
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>>49735266
I realize there's probably a decent amount of stuff like what I need on guro sites, but I kind of don't want to pick through them. Not my fetish in the slightest. Not at all. It's frustratingly hard to find flayed flesh that isn't fetishized or has diagrams and lines all over it.
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>>49735685
Obviously I pull it to the RIGHT, on the off chance it'll pull up something great.
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>>49735685
Pull it left, this way they'll be hoping to die.
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>>49735712
But what if they're all filthy meme-lords who love the song?
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>>49734990
No offense but you sound like a little bitch who needs to get his shit together
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>>49735773
I suspect you're so used to emo teens faking it that even legitimate depression feels fake to you when you observe it. A "cry wolf" effect.
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>>49735761
That depends on whether they love it unironically or ironically.
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>>49734938
I thought it was hot water, good dentistry, and soft lavatory paper?
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>>49734067
>have to pay 20 points to retain my sexual orientation
I'd still pay 10 points to be straight, being bisexual doesn't double your pool of dateable people. It just means you fall in love with a bunch of people who can never love you back. People of the opposite sex think you're gay most of the time so they don't bother.
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>>49735075
>nobody's replied to the new one, so I have no idea how well I did.
Assuming it's the picture version of the Universe cyoa thing, I haven't had a chance yet.
I'll get to it probably in an hour.
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>>49734779
>I can post the rest if you want or I can shill and give the address where they are all on.
Source address please
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>>49735797
You sound exactly like a whiny teen crying "woe is me". Let me guess, you're not undergoing any kind of treatment? The depression is self-diagnosed?
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>>49734067
I'd suggest dropping the cost of any row where there are no 0-point options by 10, unless it's clear that you don't have to choose from that row. E.g., Direction, Libido, and Time/Age.
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>>49733238

What did I do?
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>>49734067
What's the point of giving EVERY option a point cost in a mandatory category?

If you have to select a hip size, why not drop the cost of every option by 10 and lower starting points by 10 to compensate?
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Rolled 1 (1d6)

>>49732635
Rollan for fool
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>>49736268
I hate this.
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>>49734339
cool
>Mind Diver 3
>Flesh Artist 3
so I can create my waifu right?
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>>49734339
It's... a very kind CYOA, that's for sure. But hey, I love a weirdness factor power, so thanks for that!
>Absolute territory 1
So I can create food instantly, and make much better food than I can be bothered to cook myself.
If I have points left over, I'll bump it up to 2.
>Society manipulation 3
Basically remove Islam, NEETs, addictions, people who don't want to work. Genetically enhance people to make people more attractive based on my views.
>Flesh artist 2
That means I can change myself into any human form, right? AND do it on others?
Cool. I'll see if I can find some Saint Bernard dogs and other dogs with genetic diseases, and cure them.

I would have loved some powers to make myself smarter, but infinite memory should help since I don't forget. A power to slow down time would be great, too.
I'll probably become a doctor with as close to a 100% perfection rate, using Flesh Artist if I must.
I haven't decided if I'll remove transsexuals etc. If not, I'll become the most perfect surgeon for transsexuals - as in, I can actually make them real girls. It's eerie how good I am at my job, and how strange is it I don't need any coworkers.
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>>49734067
>can't become younger without going back in time
Well, fuck.
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>>49734339
Society Manipulation 4+Absolute Territory 1+Pocket Universe 1
Time to avoid the collapse of civilization! Society Manipulation lets me avoid most existential risks (environmental, nuclear, etc). Absolutely Territory allows me to create materials out of thin air, and Pocket Universe does the same for food.

If all else fails I'll relocate as many healthy women as possible in my Pocket Universe, along with a sperm reserve.
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>>49736356
>remove Islam
Another ideology would take its place though, you'd still have a bunch of angry, desperate people in the Middle East.
>NEETs
What good would that do? Save a few bucks on welfare?
>addictions
I can get behind that.
>people who don't want to work
You'd still have unemployment and working poor. Most unemployed people WANT to work.
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>>49734803
I actually choose to get out of bed on time and do a few push ups.
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>What's good in life?
Power.
Sorry I don't have a better reaction image.
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>>49733431
>Save RWBY from the Bullshit it has in store.

There's a different CYOA for that but it hasn't gotten posted in a while because it tends to eat the thread.

Besides, it's not like anyone important died.
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>>49734803
>best in life
Masturbating to the siamese figerpaintings desu.
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>>49731225
I'll give it a go.

>Bug
>Berserker & Plasmoid
>Electric Storm
>Scythe Arms
>Mutated Hide
>Raptor
>Greater Regeneration
>Ozz fluid
>Boost & Knife
>Sactuary

A shy & reclusive woman who hides her mutated visage behind a veil & robes.
Has lots of obvious mantis characteristics, chitinous plates over most of her body, antennae, huge, weird looking eyes, wings, large bladed arms, and a second set of bug arms that she has to use to actually grasp & manipulate things with. And is extremely self-conscious about all of it.
Fighting style relies on manipulating her lightning powers to isolate small groups of foes and then utilizing her extreme speed, arm blades, & knives to murder them and get out.
Has a moderate Boost addiction and a near cripplingly dire tea addiction/obsession. Loves to try to make tea for people she likes out of whatever plants happen to be nearby because it's about the only memory she has of her pre-mutant life. Also likes to tend her garden of approved tea herbs.
It is unknown if she would try to kill and eat any lovers, but, after all these years in the wastelands, she doesn't really have any strong objections to eating human flesh.
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>>49734067

>Instant
>Athletic
>Itty-Bitty
>Cute
>ZR-bait
>Whynotboth.jpg
>Variable
>RightMoment
>WarmWelcome (a laugh to see how long it takes for some to notice.)
>PrimeTime: I could use a bit of revision but I'll take my psychoses over having to deal with school again.


Now to see if I got the spoiler code right.

Could do with some foreward-oriented perks if you get the notion for them; guaranteed events or potential opportunities. Can likewise offer additional point-buy petals in return for complications, either retroactive or on the horizon. Most of the content seems pretty fluffy, so I wouldn't suggest getting too grim about it, but a little challenge doesn't hurt.
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>>49730959
you forgot
Resources: pastebin.com/vrqYhnpu
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>>49735332
URZAAAAAAAA YOU FUCKING COCKGARGLER
-t. Barrin
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>>49736492
>Another ideology would take its place though,
Nope. The views are removed.
>you'd still have a bunch of angry, desperate people in the Middle East.
Nope. Changed their views and genetics.
>NEETs
>What good would that do? Save a few bucks on welfare?
Increase work force and get closer to my utopia.
>>people who don't want to work
>You'd still have unemployment and working poor. Most unemployed people WANT to work.
That's not what I said. I am removing the trait of not wanting to work. There is always work.
>working poor
Nope. Not in my utopia.
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>>49734339
Fictionland 4
Absolute Territory 2

I doubt I'll ever leave Fictionland, but if I do then a total list of all objects I can create and 100 tons per day of creative power sounds incredibly useful.
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>>49736813
>The views are removed
So what are you removing? The view that the
West is the enemy? That's not Islam.
>Increase work force and get closer to my utopia.
What's your utopia like?
>There is always work.
Not in modern economies there isn't. But maybe you're changing how the economy works?
>Nope. Not in my utopia.
Good salaries for all! I like this.
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>>49734339
>>49736339
The guy exactly 2000 posts apart has it right. Except rather than a waifu, an arbitrarily large harem of perfect slaves.
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>>49734803
I've finally found the value of hard work. Or more accurately I found ways to stretch what little work I'm willing to do far enough to get my life in order.

I've chosen to actually get things done.
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>>49732635
Hollow would've been nice if not for the fact that my max memedal KanColle account will be gone too.
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>>49732635
Reposting this question
>>49721089
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>>49736916
Oops meant >>49722867
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>>49734067
Yes, I like it. More, bigger, more options, more categories, more explicit lewds!
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>>49734339
Simulated universe lvl4
Fictionland lvl2

I'll start as if was just a cozy CYOA, but as I get used to it I'll create a multitude of different worlds of different technological levels.
Actual planets are bad use of resorses, so I'll just create flat planes with fake suns.
They will all create lots of fictinal works that I can enter, so I'll have entertainment for all of eternity.
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>>49736944
You're on the internet, anon, you can get porn anywhere. There's a finite supply of anons that aren't banned for posting smut on a blue board.
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>>49736961
>Simulated universe lvl4
Did you mean "Pocket universe"? Simulated Universe is the name of the CYOA.
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>>49736984
Yeah... Dumb mistake on my part.
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>>49736999
Don't worry.
>>49734339
>Negative things related to your past are wiped from memories and records.
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>>49734067
Why are breasts and butts incremental instead of flat price?
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>>49737090
So that the discounts/added cost from your body type have a larger effect.
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>>49734339
>Pocket Universe lvl
>Create lifeforms to your specification, but once created you can't modify them unless you have a power that can.

So you'll have to murder and recreate your waifu if you want to adjust her? That's pretty brutal.

Well, I guess the murder part is optional if you don't mind having outdated versions running around.
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>>49736936
Yeah. So if you buy a m1 garand, for example, you can now arm all your companions and servitors with them.
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>>49737173
You can create a tiny pocket universe that serves as a retiring home for discarded waifus.
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>>49734327
A goal, like military station or resort or mining or research, that assigns score and restriction to what we can build.

attention paid to both the physical makeup of the station, and the crew we fill it with. Also, maybe give some thought to how location can impact performance

A layout grid. Each piece of the station had a shape and the player can optionally create a layout. See Dungeon Meister for inspiration.

hex grids are superior to square grids
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>>49737328
I asked this last thread, but didn't get an answer, so asking again:
Can we take multiple instances of bad blood for having multiple patrons as opponents?
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>>49737404
I hadn't considered it. Sure you could but i wouldn't recommend it. Even one Patron is end game boss level.

You're still limited to 3 drawbacks max though.
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difficulty normal mode
court the court of jin
disadvantages ill repute and debt

powers fortune, old friend, armed and armoured, cult, multilingual and destiny beyond knowing
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>>49730959
>Planeswalker
I'm not familiar with which mana is which, but not having to sleep is nice. If someone can explain the manas, that would be nice.

>>49730976
>Improvement Embodiment
Eventual immortality and possibly infinite stamina; hell yeah.
>Eternal Wanderer
Just as insurance.

>>49730991
>Becoming the monster.

I didn't ask for this. I wanted to stay alive and enjoy my humanity. Perhaps I can still help humanity in other ways. Going against the other terrors of the night directly is a terrible idea, but maybe I can indirectly help humanity; Leaving a few items here, "accidentally" dropping a boulder on a night terror, and other such things that the unintelligent terrors would not be able to blame me for.
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Link to the /d/ thread
>>>/d/7066540
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>>49737445
Oh, I asked this last thread.
Why'd you remove Qillinth? Could you be putting him back anytime soon? Does the cosmic gauntlet do anything if you already have the powers it confers?
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>>49737563
White: Plains mana. Mana of equality and law.
Blue: Island Mana. Mana of logic and technology.
Black: Swamp mana. Mana of ambition and amorality.
Red: Mountain mana. Mana of emotions.
Green: Forest mana. Mana of nature.

Things grow rapidly more complex, but that's the quick version.
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>>49734067
>ignores all advice
Going to be shit.
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>>49737577
Suggestion to put the /d/ thread link in next thread's OP.
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>>49737606
>Things grow rapidly more complex
I'm curious, how complex do they get? Also, are there specific spells I can only cast with specific manas? Because that might determine my choice.
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>>49736971
But I cannot get decent lewd CYOAs they are still rare in comparison with crappy lewd CYOAs or CYOAs with lewd elements. Also, I don't want straight up porn, I don't need porn pics and other stuff that'd make it bannable. I want text, choices, options with pics merely stimulating the imagination!
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>>49737631
>advice
What advice? All I've seen so far was a demand that he changes it so you retain your sexuality (for free) and have to pay to change it.
>>49737636
I thought the exact same thing when I made the post. That board is so slow and I hate having an incognito window open as well as a regular one.
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>>49737722
>needing incognito mode to browse /d/
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>>49737760
To be honest shit like futa or femdom a should be moved to the /h/, that way /d/ would stop being lame as fuck and become a board actually worth of browsing.
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>>49734975
Are more being posted daily, and if so, where can I watch for them?
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>>49734803
Blowjobs are good in life.
No decisions yet, just woke up.
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>>49737652
Because the colors also have a morality aspect, since what color you are also has an aspect of your motivations and stuff. Like, say there's a puppy there, and you decide to adopt it. Did you do so because there's a law saying all puppies must be adopted? You're white. Because it looked fluffy? That's a red action. Becasue you want it? Black. Because you want to make a study of dogs? Blue. Because it's an animal and thus better than those filthy humans and their civilization, and besides, you're not adopting it, you're teaching it to be a mighty hunter!? green. Etc.

As for specific spells:
Blue is the only one who flings around counterspells. Black tends to do sacrifice, life drain, unconditionally kill chosen target (white kills in revenge, green uses creatures to kill, red kills with damage, blue just removes back to the summoner's hand), etc, and it's shtick is "anything, but at a price". Green has big creatures for lower prices. Red is the only one that does direct damage in the form of throwing around fire and lightning. White tends to throw around disabling spells that actively prevent creatures from attacking and stuff, and spams out crap-creatures which are then buffed by single, powerful, leaders, or have the single leaders buffed by the crap-creatures.

Of course, each color tends to borrow from it's "neighbors" and I'm not actually positive there's any unique mechanics, though I don't recall direct damage, kill arbitrary target, or counterspell ever really showing up in any but their 'home' colors.
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>>49730959
Green/Red Planeswalker.

>>49737858
I'd take the puppy because it's cute and I'd like to raise & protect it; also eventually have a puppy/dog.
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>>49737858
Thanks man. I think I'll go with black on this one. Though red is tempting.
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>>49737994
>>49738000
Shit, I can take multiple manas? In which case, red/black.
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>>49736268
I'm going to be paying attention for your build, anon.
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>>49738084
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Rolled 4 (1d10)

>>49738093
fek
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>>49734067
How does that work if you take one of the slow transformation options and also one of the options to become younger? Do you just suddenly go back to that time period or is it like the transformation where time slowly rewinds around you?
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>>49738099
>2
Where's the first one?
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>>49734067
I don't care what, but please add more! Whatever you're doing, it's working!
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>>49734067
>Slow Burn
>Plushy
>Chest: Endowed (0)
I'd love a tier between Endowed and Outrageous if possible. That big isn'r functional, but I want more than Endowed
>Butt: Massive (0)
>Hips/Thighs: Built to last (30)
>Direction: Dual-classing (50)
A fluid lean.
>Dominance: Variable (70)
>Libido: Overdrive (90)
>Reception: Warm welcome (120)
>Time/Age: Take Two (140)

I'm a little unsure how Time/Age and Reception work together.
Very enjoyable, looking forward to the final product.

If I'm going to be a girl, I'm going to be the most feminine girl I can imagine.
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>>49738194
Pretty sure it was more-or-less the same as that one, 'cept there were fewer monster types and general options.
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>>49731209
>>49731218
Help the dog person for two weeks
Brahmin cattledog
Solar Spitz
subspace backyard
Mellow Flowers
Undiggable Trowel
Musicker Box
Why can't the dog person use the subspace backyard as shelter for two weeks?
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I'm gonna play smash mouth
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>>49734504
>i'd say she likes to dress you in girly clothes, but i know too many of you would like it

Well does she or doesn't she?
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>>49734363
>but being penetrated just is not my idea of a good time.
Why on earth not?
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>>49734504
post the other page cunt
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>>49734339
>Fictionland 4
Since everything is simulated anyways, this is as good as dimension hopping. Only really need the 'real' world as a source for more and more fictional worlds.
>Absolute Territory 2
Can never seem to pass up this type of ability when offered.

Since I want access to my Absolute Territory while putzing around Fictionland, I'll pick this CYOA and build a character for it.
>Absolute Territory 3
Since I don't need Fictionland while inside it, might is well bump up my power level
>Mind Driver 3
Mostly for the skill transferring abilities

Plan is to go on endless adventures across my favorite worlds, see the sights, enjoy the powers, help out here and there. Won't really keep all the powers I get from world to world, this is not Jumpchain and it would make everything very boring, very fast. Should be pretty cool.


Nice work Author. You by any chance the Demon King CYOA creator?
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>>49738503
post your build hunny
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>>49738503
>>49734504
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>>49738611
tria dude
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>>49738587
>Nice work Author. You by any chance the Demon King CYOA creator?
Nope. The one's I've done are:
*Chess
*Pieces of paper
*Trapped in time
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>>49738743
>*Trapped in time
post it pls
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>>49737600
Not the author but the answer seems obvious to me. The horse while appealing in some respects was simply not worthwhile for an incarnate, and certainly not worth being a gold option. It was fundamentally a transportation option and we have much better options available including spaceships, teleportation, godgates, magic trains, and most importantly we can perfectly mimic it if we take flight 3 and speed 3. As the build posted mentioned most of us are going to take speed 3 anyway because fighting a faster incarnate is a bad idea. It could probably be brought back but it is not worth a companion slot. I would make it an item priced at 8 prismatic shards, and let me tell you I would never buy it.
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>>49733595
Pasille did nothing wrong.

>>49733434
>Posting 37 pages worth of cyoa.
Here is the link to it: https://drive.google.com/drive/folders/0B8wEYNxDPxzdR1M3M2pqdEVFM00
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>>49738807
It's basically poor mans Altering History.
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>>49738743
I take it you approve of my munchkinism. Is there a way to get better performance from fictionland or am I out of luck when it comes to galactic sized playgrounds?
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>>49734067
Transformation: Savor the Feeling
Body Type: Thin
Chest Size: Subtle
Butt Size: Cute
Hips/Thighs: Slender

Sexuality: Dual-Classing

Dominance Coefficient: Equals Only

Libido: Powerful

Reception: Warm Welcome

Time/Age: Take Two
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>>49738873
any reason you picked the year of Alexander's death?
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>>49739140
>But I need your opinion again.
If you mean room for in CYOA you're making, just frikking extend the image, fit them all.

If you mean room in the CYOA you're playing, what the hell, isn't making your chocie depending on the choice of other users destroying the purpose of the CYOA itself? Choose your own girl.
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>>49738875
No problem on my part, but at level 4 you can transfer powers from one fiction to another anyway, so there is no need to go all inception.
The powers here may be good, but there are more fun powers elsewhere, and working within limitations can often be more enjoyable, so lesser but more fun powers would be my suggestion.

Going galaxy size is fine for Fictionland, but most of the world just won't get generated. The Star Trek episode 'Ship in a Bottle' covers it quite quite well; unless you know about it you won't notice it.
>>49739133
Turmoil makes it easier to change things, and the technological level was too low farther back and you get to little time farther ahead.
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>>49738111
I had not thought about that. I'll have to decide, I suppose.

What would you prefer?

Man that would be fucking weird if time just rewound around you while you transformed. I'm leaning towards just having it take place at the beginning or end of the transformation as to avoid time fuckery but maybe someone here has a time fetish.
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>>49731218
I start petting her until I get my rightful reward.
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>>49739190
>just frikking extend the image,
No. I would need to extend every page since I've decided all pages are equally long, and it would mean there's more companions on one page of four.
It's bad.
But looks like big-tittied blonde stretching won. She isn't exactly as muscle girl-y as I had wanted, but I didn't find any good images.
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>>49738873
Male
Athletic
Genius Intellect
Masterful Social skills
Scientific Tablet
Health Zone (otherwise people die way too quickly.)
Rival (gives me a constant, someone who's going through the same thing as me. and adversity to keep me sharp.)

My main fear is loneliness and disconnect. I think I'll have to get attached to one particular area (Athens) and after I've taken over, institute an aristocracy made up of my friends and allies' bloodlines, kinda like the Lord Ruler in Mistborn. It's a good way to stay attached to people generation after generation.

I wonder where my rival would set up his rival power. Sparta? Rome? In any way it should keep us busy.
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>>49738858
>Ground-types cannot be paralyzed
I fucking swear.
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>>49739327
>No. I would need to extend every page since I've decided all pages are equally long
Extend other pages too, then. More fun for everyone, even if also some more work for you.

>She isn't exactly as muscle girl-y as I had wanted, but I didn't find any good images.
I find your inability to find qt tomboys looking how you'd exactly like them to - disturbing.
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>>49739227
>The powers here may be good, but there are more fun powers elsewhere, and working within limitations can often be more enjoyable, so lesser but more fun powers would be my suggestion.
Might not have gotten it across very well but that's actually my plan. Like I said, don't really wanna go Jumpchain with this since it would get stale near instantly. I'll settle for whatever powers the place I'm in has to offer along with my Absolute Territory and Mind Driver.

The reason I went all Inception was cause I was sure you couldn't take powers from the *real* world into Fictionland, hence the workaround.
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>>49734779
I like these a lot, post more (or give source).
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>>49739231
>Time fetish
That'd be an odd thing. I know some people are into age regression/progression though. Honestly, I think you'd be better off just getting rid of the whole time travel aspect and just make it so we can set our age. Like everything else though, there'll be social stigmas placed into the people around us that cause us to where they expect us to go back to high school or elementary, or get a job, etc.
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>>49739448
>Extend other pages
I can't continue to add more stuff, not all pages are companions. All pages are done but the final. All I need to do is write 11 more companions.
>tomboys
I asked for muscle girls. You didn't post a muscle girl.
It's easy to find girls with short hart, I have plenty of those.
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>>49739442
This is why we toxic stall anon
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>>49739231
Not him but I'd set it so the change to your body happens first, then at the end you change in age/time changes.
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>>49739683
Thing is though, Stun Spore can paralyze Ground Types in regular Pokemon. They're only immune to Electric-based Paralyze.
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>>49735773
>>49736132
I'm just a guy with actually diagnosed mental illnesses. You want to try getting your shit together when your brain is literally fighting you every step of the way. Shove off, mate. I'm here to commiserate, I've got my shrink to tell me how to be better and his advice will always be better than yours.
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>>49739632
We have people that masturbate to Ohio and tiles, time fetishes shouldn't be that farfetched.
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>>49739658
>I asked for muscle girls. You didn't post a muscle girl.
But I didn't post what you'd like. I posted cute tomboy I like because your pics reminded me of those.

As for musclegirls, *boorus have shitloads of them. Knock yourself out.
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>>49739729
The CYOA already takes a lot of liberties with what actually works in the games, such as the type chart itself. I don't think the intention was to make it exactly 1:1 with the game mechanics, just similar enough. I mean, you can buy base Accuracy and Evasion as stats.
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>>49739772
>people that masturbate to Ohio
What? How does someone even do that?
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>>49739772
It probably is a thing. Just not sure how. I'd take the perk to become a high-schooler again just so that I could gain some years of my life back.
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>>49739824
>What? How does someone even do that?

Well you see, when a man and a hand love a place very much... You really shouldn't ask questions you don't actually want the answers to, Anon.
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>>49739945
Like this apparently.
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>>49739965

Glad you had that saved, because I didn't.

I'm surprised Anon took issue with masturbating to Ohio and completely ignored the bit about floor tiles.
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>>49739632
Do you really want to lose your friends? They won't regress with you, y'know. That's why I'm doing time stuff.
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>>49739772
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=W0Xc_XRyH48

Fucking /v/.
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>>49740047
>Thinking we actually have friends here
That was your first mistake.
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>>49734067
Can I make one suggestion?

Jobs

you get given a job for your new life as a girl so you're relatively set up. both if you chose 21 or for when you grow into it.

Ideas could be
>Maid
>Idol
>Stripper
>Cheerleader
>Schoolgirl
>Housewife
>Model

Feel free to ignore.
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>>49740242
>tfw senpai doesn't love me

Was it all just a lie? You cruelly playing on my innocent maiden feelings? Is that all that I'm to you, a mere toy that you can play with and then discard when you get bored?
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>>49732635
So, am I blind or are there no rules regarding costs of powers?
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>>49734067
>Prime Time
What counts as basic? Bachelor? Master? Or does it just mean that you don't get any extra experience practicing it beyond what was required for the degree?
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>>49740297
What about the people who want their current occupation or a gender-neutral occupation, like a desk job?
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>>49740333
Just put a little note at the top saying [Optional]
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>>49740320
21 would imply not having enough time for college.
Either trade school training or just having picked it up on the job, I'd assume.
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>>49740352
>21 would imply not having enough time for college.
Where I live that's easily enough for a bachelor's degree.
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>>49739965
Damn. Someone gave this man MDMA and then raped him in the woods.
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>>49740047
Sure they wouldn't, but there's a perk that makes it so that they'll accept me and support me despite everything. I don't see why I couldn't still hang out with them. Sure it might be kinda weird at first, but if they can get past that I suddenly turned into a hot girl overnight then they can get past the fact that I'm physically a teenager again.

Even if I do decide to mess around with them, it'd be fine since the age of consent is 16 where I am
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>>49739965
das gay
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>>49740390
>immediately fucking all your friends when you become a girl
Guess it's true
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>>49740659
i mean if i became a gril i'd want a shit ton of dicks in me
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>>49740659
Is it the reverse true? If a girl becomes man they suddenly want to plow through eighty chicks with their new 10+ inch dick?
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>>49740721
How often do you find yourself to be a good example of the psyche of an average and normal person?
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>>49740721
That's super gay. You've basically admitted you'd fuck all your guy friends.
>>49740761
Don't know. Supposedly there's one straight girl in the thread, maybe she'll answer.
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>>49740798
>>49740761
It's necessarily true as long as it's a sexual fantasy, just as it is for the mtf sexual fantasies. I think it's less common though.
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>>49740721
If I became a girl, I would just see how many things I would fit in a vagina.
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>>49740826
I think I'm reading your post wrong. Are you saying there's female transsexuals?
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>>49740775
I'm a pretty normal guy, all things considered. have a job and home and friends, had a gf. i just consider myself bi and want to experience that sort of thing.
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>>49740864
No, thought there are female transsexuals.

But we aren't talking about transsexuals here, really, we're talking about autogynophiles and whatever the female equivalent is called. Maybe autoandrophiles or something like that.
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>>49734339
>Fictionland 4
>Absolute Territory 2
>All the freebies

Use the Worm CYOA and some endless multiversal settings to do some travelling.
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>>49740877
Yeah I don't know those words.
Why would a girl be transsexual? Why would she want to be a guy? Especially the way things are going right now with feminism.
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>>49740659
I said "even if I do decide". Not saying I would. If I ever did decide to have sex with a guy as a girl though, I would totally fuck my friends.

Mostly out of curiosity of what it was like, and if I liked it I'd just say we should be friends with benefits or some shit. I'd probably give them a hard time afterwards too, "Lol, I can't believe you actually fucked me. I always knew you were a faggot."
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>>49740928
That's irrelevant to this discussion, but it's a fact that they exist regardless of your ignorance of their reasons.

And you really shouldn't be looking at politics when trying to figure out personal feelings and life choices.
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>>49740928
Don't worry once the Feminist fuck up the economy and society with their shitty policies, they are going to be ousted.
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>>49740314
I'm sorry, Anonina. I've gotta be true to my first love, the open road. *Combs pompadour*
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>>49740954
"I always knew you were a faggot."
- the guy fantasizing about his friends fucking him, but has to come up with excuses so he doesn't feel gay.
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>>49740971

Yes, Islamists are supposed to take over. #Blackpill
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>>49740659

Man, for me it wouldn't be. Hell, it's kind of the opposite.

I've had friends make awkward drunken confessions that they wish I was born a girl. Both guys and lesbians. Didn't have the heart to tell them if I was a chick with my current mentality I wouldn't fuck a dude and the lesbian isn't my type at all.

We've never discussed this after their confessions. They were awkward for a few days, but since I was normal we moved on. One guy did project later on and ask if I was gay, bi, or what, and replied with a completely serious and doubtful "hmmm" when I told him I was straight. At least I'm guessing he was projecting. I've never given many stories about my sex life, but the few things I have said always involved women and I've never been shy about my attraction to them, it's just bedroom details aren't anyone else's business.
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>>49740297
>Escort

>>49740333
Have a few very generic options. "Office work" for example. Or even just "Your current job" or "Other", "Search one out yourself" or "Get headhunted" for people who don't know what they want to do. They they can just assume someone finds they something they like.
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>>49741099
>Being this insecure
I didn't say that. If the CYOA happened though and I decided I wanted to have sex with a dude as a woman, I'd probably do my friends. That's not fantasizing, that's common sense. I guess you thing it's more normal to just go out and have sex with some random stranger?
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>>49741429
That seems like the opposite of common sense to me. Why the hell would you fuck your firends instead of some stranger where there's nothing to lose? Besides, it's kind of disgusting, thinking about male friends that way, it just doesn't work.
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>>49741333
Man I wish I had that close friends.
Yes, I know why I don't have such friend.
I don't try.
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>>49741468
>I don't try.


It's really fucking weird, because I don't either. I'm just a pretty laid back, easygoing guy, so people figure I'm trustworthy and they'll tell me fucked up shit or have weird ass conversations for hours on end, I guess because I actually listen and give thought to what they're saying. But I really don't feel like that should be a rare thing, why the fuck are you talking to someone if you're not even going to listen to what they're saying, or give their words even a moment of consideration?

I'm surprised they haven't all ditched me. I'm introverted as all hell, so I've got a terrible habit of just disappearing for days/weeks/months at a time and coming back like it's nothing. But they forgive me for that sin, and for having the mouth of a sailor even if they can't normally stand people swearing.
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>>49741442
Exactly. Anon just wants to fuck his guy friends.
It's okay, he'll realize it sooner or later.
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Will this CYOA be updated for Gen VII?
>tfw no Pickup ability

>>49739683
It's factually inaccurate. Any non-Electric type move can paralyse Ground-type mons. And so can any Ability with a Paralysis effect.

>>49739817
Not asking for a 1:1 with the game mechanics, but just asking for it to be accurate where it can reasonably be done so.

>I mean, you can buy base Accuracy and Evasion as stats.
I never understood that either.
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>>49741442
I would marry my best friend if I was a cute girl.
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>>49741356
thanks, good suggestion

>>49740297
oh, and add 'princess'
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>>49740798
>That's super gay. You've basically admitted you'd fuck all your guy friends.
Uh, no. What he said was that he would want dicks, not his friends' dicks.

>>49740761
>Is it the reverse true? If a girl becomes man they suddenly want to plow through eighty chicks with their new 10+ inch dick?
Yes, but that's much less common.
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>>49734067
>Instant girl
>Plushy, and give me green hair
>Outrageous chest
>Massive butt
>Hips/Thighs built to last
Puberty will be fun.
>Boy-crazy
>In charge
>Powerful
I'll hunt shy boys and make them wish they were born a girl.
>Enemy Territory
>True Reset
4chan didn't existed till I was 7. I'll try to find moot and become his Yotsubato. I'll save you all.
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>>49741546
People jsut randomly come up to you, for no reason, start talking to you, and befriend you?
And they forgive you when you're weird?
This is what I want and why I always make charisma builds.
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>>49741333
>I've had friends make awkward drunken confessions that they wish I was born a girl. Both guys and lesbians.
who even thinks this sort of thing? "hm, friend has a nice personality, wish he was a pretty girl I could toss around the bedroom."

>One guy did project later on and ask if I was gay, bi, or what, and replied with a completely serious and doubtful "hmmm" when I told him I was straight.
sounds like you don't come across as straight. especially if multiple people have said they wished you were a girl. are you really feminine or have the perfect personality for a girlfriend or just love cooking for your friends or what?

>>49741546
>I'm introverted as all hell, so I've got a terrible habit of just disappearing for days/weeks/months at a time and coming back like it's nothing.
how and why do you do this?
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I'm in the early planning stages of a Society Builder CYOA, set in the near future. While the world all around you is going to shit, you'll be in possession of your own arcology. You'll be in control of your population and your economy. You'll be able to heavily influence your society towards your own values, or those most useful for survival, as you please. You'll have to protect yourself from a rapidly declining environment (I'm talking about ion storms, not just some flooding), rampant diseases and failing governments envious of you. And you'll be able to work towards a goal of your chosing, be it drowning out the existential dread in hedonism, trying to escape our planet or just ending it once and for all, whether they like it or not.

Since it's my first CYOA, and I already estimate it to be among the most complicated ones out there, I'd love to get some input on two important points before I get started:

Would you prefer it if the builds were just comparable, so you could make educated guesses on who would prosper and who would be shot and robbed by raiders, or would you be interested in it being accessible to actual (optional) multiplayer?

And would you rather make your build and be done with it, or would you be interested in some kind of mechanic that actually represents the gradual decline of the world around you, and how it makes everyone's lives more difficult (especially those plebs outside your arcologies)?
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>>49732749
I think it predates pdf on /tg/
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>>49741869
Fucking neato.
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>>49741759
You don't need charisma for that, you can use alcohol instead.
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>>49741914
That is not a good suggestion, friendo.
You shouldn't encourage me to drink
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>>49741869
Just don't let your cyoa become like the mechanical convoluted quagmire that was the times of trouble not!russian cyoa, and you should be okay.
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>>49741970
It's fine, anon, you just have to drink enough that you forget what happens.

Trust me, I'm an expert.
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>>49741759
>People just randomly come up to you, for no reason, start talking to you, and befriend you?

As a knee-jerk reaction I want to say no, but actually yeah that has happened.

>>49741783
>who even thinks this sort of thing? "hm, friend has a nice personality, wish he was a pretty girl I could toss around the bedroom."

I really don't get it myself.

>are you really feminine or have the perfect personality for a girlfriend or just love cooking for your friends or what?

The only thing I can think of is how I've played MMOs with them, and my main characters were female. This is because I am a filthy pervert who must install nude mods in every game I play that I'm able to do so without getting banned. I didn't ERP, but I like my eye candy for me. So in anticipation for installing appropriate mods later I usually make my preferred class as a female in any MMO I touch. I don't think I've got a feminine personality generally speaking, but I guess it's possible.

>how and why do you do this?

Easily, and I really have no idea. I just need some distance every now and then. Sometimes I get caught up because life likes to fuck me by throwing heavy shit my way, sometimes I just don't feel like going out of my way to speak to someone. It's not that I'm angry with them, nor is it some kind of angst/depression/apathy stuff, I'm just as happy as always. I realize it's weird, but I also realize most people recharge by spending time around others. I kind of do so by spending time away from them. But I guess most people are also extremely needy, while with me if someone earns a degree of trust or affection (as in moving beyond a simple acquaintance to an actual friend) then they've got it for life as long as they don't actively give me a reason to reconsider.
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>>49741869
>multiplayer
>reduction of comfy
No thanks.
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>>49741783
>>49741546
I have the same habit of dropping off the face of the Earth for long stretches of time and am constantly surprised that people actually remember who I am. I guess I come across as confident, open, intelligent, and likeable when I'm not sitting in my room dealing with crippling anxiety and depression. People who see me when I'm in a bad way say that I turn into a completely different person. Like a Jekyll and Hyde sort of thing if Hyde wasn't able to get himself out of bed and had an alcoholism habit.

I don't really have people I'd consider to be friends, because I can't open up to anyone about anything, but I do have people confide in me when I've barely met them. I'd rather they didn't, because I have to remember the things they said and tread carefully around those topics when I pop back up months later. It's nerve-racking, and makes me exhausted. So I drop back out of existence quicker.
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>>49741869
Very exciting idea.

>Since it's my first CYOA, and I already estimate it to be among the most complicated ones out there,
Ambitious. I like it. Don't be afraid to come up with more ideas than fit at all and put them aside for a possible whole new edition. It doesn't have to be a WIP forever; finish it even if it's not perfect, but keep the missing/alternative ideas and feedback on v1.0 for a 2.0.

>or would you be interested in it being accessible to actual (optional) multiplayer?
Not this. CYOA multiplayer doesn't work. It's just roleplay. And the best roleplay potential is the same as the best solo potential: making the builds as fun and interesting and personalised as they can be.

>mechanic that actually represents the gradual decline of the world around you
Too vague to know. Maybe show a prototype of this when you get that far or consider it as an optional addon or something for a new 2.0 edition?

Bonus points if arcologies can be mobile, allowing traction city builds.
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>>49741995
Not him, but the idea of being a girl and having sex with lots of guys appeals to me because regardless of the fact i'm not attracted to them, it's compensated by how much i'm turned on by the thought of being treated and fucked like a girl and valued. Also, i generally love dicks.
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>>49741872
No excuse. It should have been vertical.
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>>49742123
Anon that cyoa predates your birth.
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>>49734803
Work is fun.
I made the choice to buy a lot of bacon and some snacks, which i almost never do. I usually only eat some bacon and no snacks.
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>>49742026
>because I have to remember the things they said and tread carefully around those topics when I pop back up months later.

I kind of know that feel, though I don't worry about it if I forget something and I don't bother treading carefully. Most of the time if I open up to someone to tell them shit I usually keep under the table they'll discuss it with me that one time and then immediately forget the conversation even happened. Overall I remember more of what's been said than they do.


>>49742094
>the idea of being a girl and having sex with lots of guys appeals to me because regardless of the fact i'm not attracted to them, it's compensated by how much i'm turned on by the thought of being treated and fucked like a girl and valued. Also, i generally love dicks.
>i'm not attracted to them
>Also, i generally love dicks.

Anon, I feel compelled to point out to you that there's no such thing as a feminine penis. That said, it's your life, you do what you want with it.
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>tfw you just want to make a grill CYOA that gets your rocks off and anons go full blog-mode as a result
Why is it like this
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>>49741869
Vault-Tec CYOA? Hell the fuck yes!
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>>49741995
>As a knee-jerk reaction I want to say no, but actually yeah that has happened.
Maybe I just live in an asshole country, or look like an asshole or like I said, don't make any attempt.
I like cyoas, they give me friends without me having to try hard.
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>>49742186
Don't you know that having a beautiful female body all to yourself that you can do whatever you want with is super gay, bro?
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>>49742186
>Why is it like this
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>>49741995
>The only thing I can think of is how I've played MMOs with them, and my main characters were female.
I can certainly see how this would help them realize their attraction, but I think there would have to be something in your personality they feel is compatible in the first place.

I'm honestly amazed they would admit feeling that way towards you, even besides the mystery of feeling it in the first place.

>I am a filthy pervert who must install nude mods in every game I play that I'm able to do so without getting banned.
>I don't think I've got a feminine personality generally speaking, but I guess it's possible.
you're as horny as a teenage boy. that's a pretty feminine personality trait.

>I really have no idea. I just need some distance every now and then.
>sometimes I just don't feel like going out of my way to speak to someone.
what do you do while our of contact? do you keep in contact with different people at a time or all on/all off? what makes you get back from a disappearance? what if they try to contact you?
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>>49742186
Because /cyoag/ is filled with socially inept, anxiety and depression ridden dysfunctional autists who can't connect with anyone in their lifes, but have lurked and shitposted on here for years, finding comfort and solace in other pathetic asshats in similar predicaments as them and have also lurked and shitposted here for years.
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>>49741577
>Will this cyoa be updated to Gen VII
According to Italics, yes. She said she's working on an expansion that is going to includes things from Sun and Moon.
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>>49742159
I love dicks, but not the men attached to them. I'm not gonna deny I have a weird sexuality, bro

I like girls but love the idea of being penetrated and treated like one
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>>49741980
>mechanical convoluted quagmire that was the times of trouble not!russian cyoa
...but that was its best part!
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>>49742132
No. Excuse.
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>>49742272
> Letting in the Gaijin
> When thier missionaries have not been humbled
WORST SHOGUN
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>>49742026
Same questions as the last bit of >>49742238

>when I'm not sitting in my room dealing with crippling anxiety and depression.
unlike other anon you only do it out of anxiety/depression?

>I can't open up to anyone about anything,
even online, anonymously?
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>>49742272
Doing a build for that cyoa felt like I was eating nails without milk. Every option I picked had to be triple checked and evaluated with 2-5 other options and I need spreadsheets to keep track of all the multiplier bonuses and points.

I'm not autistic enough to enjoy it.
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>>49742186
If It helps I already really enjoyed your cyoa. Both in the lewd and the fantasy way.
But it really doesn't feel very hot to me, for some reason. I wish I knew why, because it hits multiple of my fetishes.
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>>49742229
>all to yourself
>not wanting to share it with a guy you love or as many guys as possible

>>49742244
>pathetic asshats
gee, wonder why socially inept, anxious and depressed males find solace in imagining they were females. wait, i remember now: dicks like you. good job, you create the posters you hate!
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>>49741980
What was this?
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>>49742245
>she
Are you sure? Or is this that "all authors are lesbians" meme I've been hearing so much about?
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>>49742208
>Maybe I just live in an asshole country, or look like an asshole

Either are possible. From what I've heard, if you're a Finn it's hopeless. Still, it even happens online. Play MMOs sometime or something, looking like an asshole won't affect your CHA score at all.

>>49742238
>I'm honestly amazed they would admit feeling that way towards you, even besides the mystery of feeling it in the first place.

Again, they were really fucking drunk. The guy I mentioned tried to play it off as a joke, but it was entirely unprovoked and sounded like nervous guys confessing to their crushes in high school that you've either overheard or done yourself.

>you're as horny as a teenage boy.

Pushing30AndStillGotIt.gif

>that's a pretty feminine personality trait.

So is actually caring and being extremely understanding, apparently. But that goes along with actually listening, trying to understand people and their way of thinking, and always trying to fix things when presented with a problem.

>what do you do while our of contact? do you keep in contact with different people at a time or all on/all off? what makes you get back from a disappearance? what if they try to contact you?

Play single player games, read, burn through shows, take care of personal/family business, a lot of the stuff I do even while in contact, just without talking to anyone. Sometimes I disappear from one or two people at a time, the last few times it's been everyone all at once. For best results I come back on my own, but assuming my phone isn't broken I show back up if I'm called. If they call me back then I'll disappear again before too long, until I'm called back again to disappear again, or I return to the land of the living on my own.

>>49742260

Try pegging.
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>>49742349
>i remember now: dicks like you. good job, you create the posters you hate!

I don't just hate you anon, I hate everything equally.
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>>49742208
>or look like an asshole
Not him, but I can attest to this not really mattering. I have resting asshole face. Big guy, bearded, well built. People will still start a conversation with you even if you look like that. Just be polite, listen to what they have to say, and be there to support them if they need it. LIfe's rough, and not everybody is there for each other when they should be. Just listening to someone vent while offering them a smile and a few words of encouragement can really make an impact.
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>>49742406
it doesn't show.
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>>49742399
>try pegging

I love it dude. I can't find girls into it.

also there's something more appealing about a real dick. i think its the fact its significantly bigger than mine and taking me like a girl. pretty sure i have an emasculation fetish.
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>>49742399
would you like to be a girl and be girlfriend for a guy?
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>>49742159
I probably shouldn't worry about it, but my brain's shaped funky in some ways, so I don't have much of a choice. I can only not worry by spending an hour meditating.

>>49742312
I guess the "can't open up" thing doesn't work as well when I am opening up about it. If I had to explain it, I can only open up if I feel safe. Like being behind a thousand proxies and being anonymous or whatever.

Eventually life drags me back to the social spotlight and I put on my little performance of being smart, cool, and handsome. After that I just get tired of the effort and slide back to commiserating alone.

As for what I do, I write, I read, I play games. Recently I've been pushing out CYOAs. Had a few that I finished in a week's time. Been living off the (you)s because I'm pathetic, and it's the only thing keeping me going.

As for the why, I don't know that well. I tire easily around people, and I basically turn into an asocial recluse when I start feeling really depressed and anxious. I'm still undergoing psych testing to rule out certain mental illnesses, but I know I've got conversion disorder and recurrent major depressive disorder.
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>>49742440
/cyoag/ isn't the only thread I browse anon
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>>49742238
Is it wrong that I feel envy? That I wish you asked me all these questions, that you feigned interest?
>>49742399
>Finn
Close.
I don't really play videogames. That would probably be a help, I think. That *can* be social. I still suck at talking to strangers online. It just feels like my brain shuts down when a stranger is around.
>>49742409
> People will still start a conversation with you
Strangers will not randomly start talking to you. I don't think I've had that happen.
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>>49742521
>Is it wrong that I feel envy? That I wish you asked me all these questions, that you feigned interest?
try posting interesting things about your personality or how like a girl you are.
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>>49741980
I'll try to have it complex, but not convoluted. With a look at my notes, that seems possible. I also intend to make it easier to get to a comfy level of stability, or even luxury, depending on your society choices. After all, arcologies are designed to stand the test of time.

>>49742070
My intention for the multiplayer was more cooperative: Sending armies across the blasted hellscape of future earth is a waste of resources, especially since most arcologies have quite impressive security measures in place. But data can brave the distances far more easily, and some dedicated arcology owners might work together on saving the planet; a task too big for just one arcology to tackle.

Concerning the decline, my intention was to give the players options that are way less sustainable, yet cheaper (outdoors farms won't react too well to worsening weather, hydroponic gardens within your arcology are unaffected by that, for example), have the surrounding states fail (which leads to lost trade opportunities at best, marauding ex-soldiers at worst), and have the weather beat down on your little paradise harder and harder. On the other hand, I could just do it as fluff, and give you a reason to build protective measures as soon as possible. But you're probably right, that's a bit too much to start with.

And the oceanic surface arcologies are meant to be able to change location. I'd like to stay rather close to hard science fiction, and everything else is a bit too heavy to transport across the terrain. I do actually like the idea of mobile arcologies a lot, though.

>>49742207
You just inspired me to add some more social policies ... and involuntary human experimentation was already in my script. Just do remember that you're locked in there too.
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>>49741636
>I would marry my best friend if I was a cute girl.
what's he like? does he know? why not anyway?
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>>49742573
Sorry. I'm not like a girl. And I'm not very interesting.
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>>49742443
>I love it dude. I can't find girls into it.

There's a BDSM dating site, I'm sure someone here knows what it's called. I'm sure you could find someone there that would be down.

>pretty sure i have an emasculation fetish.

Sounds like it.

>>49742454
>would you like to be a girl and be girlfriend for a guy?

I'd like to be a girl if it meant being the little girl, because I could do with another 20 years added onto my lifespan. I'm not attracted to guys at all, so unless hormones changed that I'd have to go with a no on that one. Periods wouldn't be fun, but I also know they're generally not as bad as most women try to play up. Still wouldn't want to bleed for a week every month. Also wouldn't want to go through menopause, and if it weren't for the fact prostate problems run in my family I'd say being an old man would probably be far better than being an old woman for that reason, but I'd be equally boned either way. If given the option for a magical change I might go for it out of curiosity, but I'd rather have shapeshifting so I could go back to having my dick, troublesome as it is sometimes.

>>49742470
>my brain's shaped funky in some ways, so I don't have much of a choice.

You've just got to learn to take a deep breath and say "fuck it." I doubt that's overly helpful advice, though. I suppose it is a sign that you actually care, which there's nothing wrong with that. Just don't drive yourself crazy with worry man.

>>49742521
>I still suck at talking to strangers online. It just feels like my brain shuts down when a stranger is around.

Go play a game with online housing and just hang out in your yard. You'll meet your neighbors as they pass by and go to their place. It's even better if there's crafting stuff or market boards in the housing area, because then you'll probably meet more than your next door neighbors as people run up to use those services. From my experience, plenty of people get nervous and say something first.
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>>49742607
He is smart/successful, has similar interests, and is unironically good person.
nohe's not into guys
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>>49742643
>And I'm not very interesting.
well change that or find something interesting about yourself!

>I'm not like a girl.
that's not quite true you're as needy as one!
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>>49742653
>I'd like to be a girl if it meant being the little girl, because I could do with another 20 years added onto my lifespan.
but ignoring hereditary issues, let's say you're becoming little and getting those 20 years either way and just have to choose boy or girl? and birth control can stop periods.
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>>49742655
Sucks huh? Try playing female characters in RP/vidya to open up his mind and sexuality.
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>>49741980
Someone post that CYOA.
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>>49742709

Well then again, I might go for it just out of curiosity. Grass is green either way, but it's a whole new set of experiences. I'd probably end up living my life more or less the same way, just with less manual labor because I'd be viewed as too weak to pack shit to help people move.
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>>49742722
I doubt that would work. Just friends is enough for me.
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>>49742722
Don't do that shit. Accept that he doesn't want your butt.
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>>49742653
>Just don't drive yourself crazy with worry man.
Probably way too late on that count, but thanks anyway.
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>>49742733
This isn't a cyoa thread anymore anon, this is a /lgbt/ thread.
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>>49742454
Not him but I do. Mainly because I'm as needy as >>49742670 says, and I'd love to get validation/care through giving it. I don't feel like a guy can do that successfully - exactly because it comes off as being a weak, needy man.
Also something something massive submission fetishes. I wish I didn't have them.
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>>49734067
>[0] Transformation: Instant Girl

Physique:
>[0] Body Type: Thin/Athletic
This is hopefully correct for gymnastics-mode.
>[10] Chest Size: Girl-Sized
>[12.5] Butt Size: Feminine
>[22.5] Hips/Thighs: ZR-Bait

Sexuality:
>[32.5] Direction: The Power of Yuri
>[52.5] Dominance Coefficient: Variable
>[62.5] Libido: Right Moment

Identity:
>[92.5] Reception: Warm Welcome
>[112.5] Time/Age: Prime Time

Looking forward to the finished version, anon.
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>>49742722
Gotta agree with >>49742792. Trying to warp someone's mind and tastes just to get them to fuck you is pretty gross, and just makes you an unlovable piece of shit.
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>>49742761
and it would be easier picking up guys/harder with girls.
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>>49742643
>>49742851
wtf, all that "I'm not very interesting" and it turns out you wanted to be a girl all along? why didn't you just say so?!

>and I'd love to get validation/care through giving it
even though it would mean giving up being male and dating a guy instead?

>Also something something massive submission fetishes.
how come? what kind?

>I wish I didn't have them.
why? would you rather be dominant and want to pound grils instead of getting railed by a boyfriend?
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>>49742862
You fucked up the cost modifiers. with Athletic and Thin, you'd get no modifier for butt cost (average of -5 and 5 is 0) and a 5 point increase to breast cost (average of 5 and 5 is 5).
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>>49742951
Fuck me.
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>>49742798

You'll be fine man, especially if you're getting help for your shit. Hope it all turns out for the best.

>>49742879
>and it would be easier picking up guys

Still not really my thing, unless hormones changed that.

>harder with girls.

Maybe, maybe not. Might be that it's just as hard being a lesbian as it is being a straight man. Maybe it's easier. Couldn't really say as to my knowledge I have never been a woman so I'm lacking in experience for that particular judgement. Either way being both physically attractive and charismatic would help tremendously no matter who you're trying to get with.
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>>49742766
Can't know if you don't try, anon. Being just friends forever because you never opened up is a sad fate.

>>49742792
>>49742874
Thanks dad but I have my own life now. Nobody said fuck anyway, just marry, and helping him discover new things isn't warping his mind. In fact, it's no different from getting /fit/ so a girl likes you after saying you were too fat/skinny before or asking a date to try a new hobby if you have chemistry but no shared interests.
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>>49743027
Have to agree that it might not be that hard to get lesbian partners. I know a ton of them and assuming we are attractive I would think it should be easy.
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>>49742934
>turns out you wanted to be a girl all along?
It's not so much that. It's more I want to be a stereotypical girlfriend. being a girl doesn't appeal to me on it's own. i wouldn't be any different.
> it would mean giving up being male and dating a guy instead?
I'm not too attached to my penis. it wouldn't be much of a sacrifice
>how come?
I don't know why I have the fetishes I do. Do you know why you like what you do?
>what kind?
Just generally being submissive I think. Doing what I'm told and he's way too aggressive/commanding. Forcing his will on me (even if I want to do it, there's still a boundary being crossed. It's like... being told to do what I want to do, so I don't have to say it But being forced to say what I want him to do, and it's awkward and embarrassing, is also super arousing?).
Something about collars that I'm not too sure about.
Aaaand I'm hard. I don't like this at all.

>would you rather be dominant and want to pound grils
Yes, obviously. It would make life so much easier if I could get a mind-wipe and be attracted to what I'm supposed to be attracted to. My fetishes are pathetic for a man and I wish I didn't have them.
Or get to actually indulge. Just change my fetishes/me so I can actually do what gets me going.
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>>49743126
You know being "dominant" is not all its cracked up to be. It is only really worth it if you fit a certain mold. My personality is too beta on the surface, and I don't look the part so I have a very hard time, and don't get me started on aggression.
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>>49743209
Don't worry, the only problem is actually just your personality. My condolences on that though.
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>>49743126
>It's more I want to be a stereotypical girlfriend. being a girl doesn't appeal to me on it's own. i wouldn't be any different.
if you got to be a girlfriend without being a girl, with a guy who treats you like one anyway, would that be good enough?

excluding the thought of being a girl and girlfriend, do you prefer the thought of guys or girls?

>Do you know why you like what you do?
well, guesses, but good guesses.

>It's like... being told to do what I want to do, so I don't have to say it But being forced to say what I want him to do, and it's awkward and embarrassing, is also super arousing?
imagine him telling you. maybe write it like a narrative, his instructions and your reactions.

>I don't like this at all.
don't hate yourself anon. you are who you are and you can grow and find the life for you.

>It would make life so much easier if I could get a mind-wipe and be attracted to what I'm supposed to be attracted to.
how much of who you are would you be willing to lose? just your attraction/fetishes or more if that was necessary to change?

>Or get to actually indulge. Just change my fetishes/me so I can actually do what gets me going.
which would you rather?

>>49743209
you don't need to be dominant on the surface, do you? how is your personality beta?

>>49743258
no u.
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>>49743258
I would still rather be a true beta, the inner conflict is very frustrating.
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age 5 years younger than me
background really really low below the poverty line

personality wild, energetic, thoughtful and flirty

intelligence and knowledge average
hobby she plays the violin
height she is about as tall as i am
skin deeply tanned
eyes green
hair black
build average
breasts E cup
features mobility issues so she's confined to a wheelchair

special features issues
weird features buxom is better
enchanted she's a witch
monster girl a siren harpy

novum-semita.deviantart.com/art/Gale-Reference-Sheet-459073102
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>>49743027
The reliance on the idea that I'll be getting help soon is what's been keeping me relatively sane. Only a week until my next test. Then a month after that and the Psychiatrist will have some pills or such that should help.
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>>49743323
>Below the poverty line
>Plays the violin.
Bruh, I know you're like an AI or something, but man, that's dumb.
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>>49743336
Pills will dampen down your thoughts, not cure anything. You can be happy. Follow your passions and what you believe in.
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>>49743303
To get certain results you do indeed need to be dominant on the surface as well. My personality is beta in the way it is for many on here. I have trouble initiating contact, and when I am interacting I rarely lead.
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>>49743336
>Then a month after that and the Psychiatrist will have some pills or such that should help.

Word of advice for that, make sure you hide anything that could be a weapon before you start your meds. Don't stay in an empty house for the first week or so, have someone there that can watch you. Antidepressants can do some crazy things to a person, and they've got a habit of making things a lot worse before they get better. But they should get better. Keep a journal so you can note how you're feeling and map out how your drugs are affecting you, then let your doctor take a look on your followup visit so they can be balanced to suit you.

Also, look up salvia divinorum. The plant, not the concentrated shit people make from it. See if it's legal for you to have, do research to see if it might be helpful in your situation, and ask your doctor if it sounds like it might be something you want to try.
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>>49743209
>ou know being "dominant" is not all its cracked up to
That's not the point. It's what I'm supposed to be like because I'm a boy. It would be easier if I were like that. It sucks feeling weird.
>>49743303
>if you got to be a girlfriend without being a girl
That's doesn't make sense. A boy cant be a girlfriend. It's in the name.
It wouldn't be the same. There are expectations to boys and to girls, and I wouldn't be following them. It would feel wrong. I couldn't enjoy it. I'd feel pathetic.
>a guy who treats you like one anyway, would that be good enough?
I do think so, but I have a feeling I'll need to try. That that is my best bet at a relationship.
>excluding the thought of being a girl and girlfriend, do you prefer the thought of guys or girls?
Excluding that? Neither. I guess if I HAD to have sex I'd pick with a girl. But I wouldn't want to work for it, if that makes sense. Like, if she offered to have sex, I'd be okay with it I guess.
But sex with guys isn't attractive at all.
>imagine him telling you. maybe write it like a narrative, his instructions and your reactions.
Then what? Or do you mean you want to read it? I mostly imagine it in scenarios, images. It's difficult to put into words without the background.
>how much of who you are would you be willing to lose
The only thing I really have to offer is creativity and decent memory. I'd gladly sacrifice both to feel "normal". I'd rather have sexual desires because that's normal.
>which would you rather?
To be the girlfriend. Almost all my fetishes require this fantasy. But I cant. And that isn't fair.

Sorry for taking so long responsing, and writing so much.
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>>49743323
what cyoa is this for
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>>49743398
I've seen pills help people. Of course I've seen them not help people, too, but that doesn't stop them from being able to help people at all. I know I'm fucked if I don't step up getting help. This has been going on for over a decade with just trying to follow dumb platitudes and has landed me without passions and belief in anything. I'm determined to not let it stay this way.

>>49743457
My parents have already locked away my guns and my swords, so that's pretty safe. I'll probably start the week of Christmas break so that I'll be home and have people around me. One of my brothers is on antidepressants, so my family is aware of the dangers they pose. I'll try the journaling thing though. I haven't done that in a long time.

Yeah, Salvia's not legal in my state. I had a friend that used to smoke it before they passed laws against it.

Thanks for the advice!
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>>49743418
what kind of dominant thoughts do you have? how would you be dominant if you rarely lead when interacting?

trouble initiating contact can be overcome with confidence or meeting people in ways that work for you.

>>49743463
>It wouldn't be the same. There are expectations to boys and to girls, and I wouldn't be following them. It would feel wrong. I couldn't enjoy it.
that's just social pressure. don't let it dictate what's right.

>I'd feel pathetic.
how is it any more pathetic than having the same experience as a girl and knowing you're happy to be a girl so that you can experience it? it's the same feeling, so it should be the same.

>I do think so, but I have a feeling I'll need to try. That that is my best bet at a relationship.
best of luck anon!

>Then what? Or do you mean you want to read it?
just as an exercise and for you to enjoy and reflect on. add images and describe what you and he feel and the conversation with you and him as depicted.

it would be nice to read if you wanted to post it, but writing it for yourself is the point.

>The only thing I really have to offer is creativity and decent memory. I'd gladly sacrifice both to feel "normal".
that's giving up a lot anon. don't sacrifice yourself.

>To be the girlfriend. Almost all my fetishes require this fantasy.
iktf

>Sorry for taking so long responsing, and writing so much.
no, it's good.
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>>49743586
>This has been going on for over a decade with just trying to follow dumb platitudes and has landed me without passions and belief in anything.
How did you try to find passion and belief?
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>>49743463
You know I do think what you are talking about is simply gender roles. Your best bet is to find a dominant woman for a relationship. Much easier said than done I know. And really you are not that "weird" society just makes it out to be.
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>>49743644
>Your best bet is to find a dominant woman for a relationship.
why would that be better for him than a guy like he said? femdom is one thing, but what he described is a much more rarely female form of dominance.
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blood distilled vitae
reagants raven feathers, river fish head and coffee beans

flavoring pure suger
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>>49743586
>Yeah, Salvia's not legal in my state. I had a friend that used to smoke it before they passed laws against it.

Too bad, it's illegal for me too. Passed basically the week I finished looking it up and started trying to find a place to buy cuttings to grow some plants of my own so I could make tea whenever someone's feeling down. I knew a guy that smoked salvinorum-a but nobody that had an actual plant. Some people have reported success in treating their depression with that, which drives me crazy that even the plant itself has been criminalized despite how many leaves you need to hallucinate.

>Thanks for the advice!

No problem! I figured the journal thing would be especially helpful, because most people can be a bit scatterbrained when talking to doctors. I know I've forgotten to tell them important stuff when listing off things, then needing to go back again and again for stuff I remembered, which usually ends in a look of disbelief like I'm trying to lay things on thick for some kind of meds to abuse. Journals would bypass that, since you can read through and summarize stuff neatly beforehand, without leaving anything out unless you didn't write it down.
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>>49743586
>>49743694
sucks that nobody gives a shit about personal freedom in politics.
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>>49743715

Blows my mind even more that when salvia was criminalized in my state the push was really getting started for marijuana legalization in others. Both are still illegal here, but I imagine I'll be able to buy and grow weed before I can throw a couple of salvia plants in my garden.
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>>49743601
I am dominant in desire not action. My personality is truly not dominant in a social sense but is sexually. I have not desire for power/leadership in my life but love the boss employee sex fantasy for example.

I will be sure to go to the confidence store now that I know that's what I need.
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>>49743677
Because he said he is sexually more attracted to women.
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>>49743796
you can be sexually dominant without being socially dominant, you just need to find a girl who is matchingly sexually submissive but socially more independent.
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>>49743715
No reason for them to support it. Nobody's paying them to, while plenty of people are paying them not to.

>>49743694
I might even start using that journaling thing for meetings with my therapist. He's been working with me for like five years, now, and he's the one that asked me to look into getting a psychiatrist's help.

>>49743624
Do you really want me to tell my life's story? Because I just want to complain about being depressed and anxious, not get into details that could give people insight into who I actually am.
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>>49743601
>social pressures
I'm just not attracted to guys, unless I'm a girl. There's nothing attractive about two men in a relationship. I wouldn't want to be the stereotypical girlfriend if I stay male.
>it's the same feeling, so it should be the same.
I can't ant adds words to it, but it's not the same.
>it would be nice to read if you wanted to post it,
It's about late for that. Another time maybe. But I'm afraid of indulging.
>that's giving up a lot anon. don't sacrifice yourself
Maybe. But its better. I can deal with no creativity and having to work harder in school if it made me feel normal.

>>49743644
I guess so, yeah. But yeah, that kind of woman sounds like a pretty specific niche.
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>>49743817
>>49743126
>> it would mean giving up being male and dating a guy instead?
>I'm not too attached to my penis. it wouldn't be much of a sacrifice
>>49743463
>>which would you rather?
>To be the girlfriend.
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New thread: >>49743423
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>>49743841
>No reason for them to support it. Nobody's paying them to, while plenty of people are paying them not to.
not enough people who passionately believe they should.

>Do you really want me to tell my life's story?
asking isn't enough to convince you?

>Because I just want to complain about being depressed and anxious
not your blog.
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>>49743841
>I might even start using that journaling thing for meetings with my therapist. He's been working with me for like five years, now, and he's the one that asked me to look into getting a psychiatrist's help.

Kind of surprised he didn't bring the idea up before. Never went to a therapist, but keeping some kind of journal is just something I imagine would be standard advice. Starting it up for therapy would help you get into the habit before Christmas break and you start your pills, so go for it man. The sooner you start, the less likely it is you'll forget to use it and end up skipping a day or four.
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>>49743818
Yea I know you are right and have been trying. I do have one little issue though. I have some issues with modern feminism and most of the type of women who might be a match are feminist.

I don't hate being this way but I do think it would be easier if my personality and sexuality matched better.
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>>49743876
>Not your blog
>Tell your life's story
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>>49743844
>There's nothing attractive about two men in a relationship. I wouldn't want to be the stereotypical girlfriend if I stay male.
because social pressure tells you, you who want to be a girlfriend so much, that you shouldn't be just because of your body.

>I can't ant adds words to it, but it's not the same.
the feeling you can't put into words is the pressure telling you not to be you.

>It's about late for that. Another time maybe. But I'm afraid of indulging.
in your own time, for yourself. no need to share it with anyone else.

why are you afraid of indulging? your desires won't go away just because you avoid examining them.

>But its better.
maybe not. but you don't get the choice anyway. you are who you are and have to work with that and find the best life for that.
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>>49738873
Athletic
Beautiful
Rival
Omniglot
Masterful Social Skills
Perfect Memory
Instant Regeneration
Skill Copy
Small Pocket Dimension

Without our modern forms of entertainment (because fuck tablets, don't need that time dilation) the most entertaining things will be other people and creating things. Question is whether I'd want to significantly change history or just observe, and I'm not entirely sure.
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What is wrong with you fucking blockheads?
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>>49743844
Looking for a small niche of women: the story of most of our lives here.
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>>49743913
>I do have one little issue though. I have some issues with modern feminism and most of the type of women who might be a match are feminist.
if you think at all, you'll have issues with some of most women's beliefs. find the exceptions and talk out differences when you can with those who aren't exceptions now.

>>49743916
conversation != blogging
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>>49743930
>change history or just observe
would you let WW2 happen?
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>>49743938
>What is wrong with you fucking blockheads?
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>>49743891
He's tried to get me to do it before, but it was ancillary to teaching me how to do different behaviors, like how to meditate and find attachment to the moment. Starting it would make him very happy.
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>>49743938
???
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>>49743844
>>49743950
But on the other hand you are also a specific niche which the niche you need ought to be looking for as well.
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>>49743973
Obviously that depends on if the alternative nuking Berlin in the 30's or appeasement all the way from the Atlantic to the Caspian.
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>>49743938
What isn't wrong with us?

>>49743970
Eh. I'm still not comfortable giving you my life story.
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>>49743970
More than willing to have disagreements in belief in a relationship; but are they?
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>>49743928
I don't think social pressures are why I find the idea of two men together gross.
>why are you afraid of indulging? your desires won't go away just because you avoid examining them.
Because I indulged a few days ago and that's how I learnt I have a massive collar fetish, and another fetish i really don't want to write out.
If I hadn't indulged, I wouldn't know. Indulging can only make it worse. Repressing might stall it.
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>>49744028
Bro just go all in if you can, you will wish you had if you don't.
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>>49744024
who cares? that's why you find the exceptions and talk out differences when you can with those who aren't exceptions now. that finds compatible people.

>>49744028
>I don't think social pressures are why I find the idea of two men together gross.
what do you think is the reason?

>and another fetish i really don't want to write out.
and you won't tell us you little tease.

>If I hadn't indulged, I wouldn't know. Indulging can only make it worse. Repressing might stall it.
not knowing and stalling wouldn't deal with the underlying personality that fetishes like that grow from.

how did you indulge to discover the collar fetish?
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>>49743938
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>>49744118
Finding the exceptions is incredibly difficult when your such an introvert to begin with but your right. I never said it's impossible or that I had given up, just that the anon who wished he was a more sexually dominant type might not find it as easy as he had hoped.
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>>49744156
We have gifts for everything lol.
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>>49744232
Gifs* dumb auto correct
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>>49744232
>>49744245
>being unable to say this with a gif instead of text
way to disprove yourself anon!
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>>49744091
That would just make everything worse... I don't want to feel the way I do even stronger, I hate myself for feeling this way already.
I can't get it anyway so it's best to deny it.
>>49744118
>the reason
Something about beards rubbing together when kissing turns me off. being the same height, or me being taller. The whole buttsex instead of vaginal. And the lack of femininity in me.
>other fetish
Fine... Dripping cum out my vagina after having sex. Or having it spill out my mouth after a blowjob
It's disgusting and weird...
>how did you indulge to discover the collar fetish?
I was searching for art for A CYOA. Started noticing certain pictures was making me… react.
Searched for collars. Saved a lot of pictures. Then things progressed from there and I spent at least two hours like that.
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>>49744260
Lol I am not one of the gifmancers I have great respect for them though.
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>>49744278
Creampie FTW! One of my favs as well although I do wish to be the one doing it.
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>>49744278
>I hate myself for feeling this way already.
please don't anon.

>>the reason
be as feminine as you can. shave and dress girly and just cuddle.

>It's disgusting and weird...
it's pretty natural imo for someone with subby thoughts. don't be ashamed of yourself.

when will we get to see your cyoa?
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>>49744319
Yeah…
I mean, just take something you think is hot and flip it around so you're the "victim" instead… chances are I'll like it.
>>49744333
I told you, I don't want to be the girlfriend as a guy. That isn't what I want. Im not physically feminine at all. I'm pretty monotonous in the way I speak and act.
The CYOA doesn't include the images I found. Those were for my "personal enjoyment".
But ETA is Saturday
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>>49744278
You can get it in your own thoughts... Don't be ashamed of who you really are even if others don't like it (not to say that you necessarily need to be out and proud but you should not hate yourself).
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>>49744412
So all you need is a similarly fliped Amazon women. They are out there. Make it an epic quest to find her.
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>>49744412
your whole submissive personality won't just go away. if the thought of being in a normal relationship as a guy doesn't work for you, just repressing the alternative won't make it start working.

>I mean, just take something you think is hot and flip it around so you're the "victim" instead… chances are I'll like it.
yeah, that's pretty integral to your sexuality. wishing it away will only leave you like a priest forcing chastity on himself.

if you don't mind, how old are you?

looking forward to the cyoa.
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>>49744472
find a girl who wants to be a boyfriend.
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>>49744414
I wish Anon. It's hard not to hate myself for liking these things. It's not fair.
I hate getting this whooshing feeling in my Stomach anytime Something tickles my fetish(es). I don't even need more than a sentence.
>>49744472
>>49744524
Heh. That would be a treat.
>>49744499
>repression doesn't work
I know…
>wishing it away doesn't work
I know…
>age
21. Why?
>spoiler
Again, it has nothing to do with what we've been talking about. I've thought about making such a CYOA, but I always fall back to not wanting to indulge and figure out what I like, admitting to myself I like it, and being embarrassed to write it.
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>>49744629
>>repression doesn't work
>I know…
>>wishing it away doesn't work
>I know…
then why keep trying?

>Why?
curious how long you'd tried stalling and repressing it for.
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>>49744669
He might see continuing to repress or at least privatize these particular desires as the right thing to do.

I know it's the same for me, if not to the same extent.
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>>49744681
do you think you'll ever manage completely and fall into a normal relationship with a girl? where you're happy in your role as the boyfriend/husband?
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>>49744669
>then why keep trying?
Because what are my alternatives?
I don't like the ones i can come up with... I feel I'd lose a lot of sanity by giving up repression.
>stalling
I never really had a sexuality before I started thinking like this. I think I started feeling this way thanks to cyoas actually, so it's only been around for between a year and two.
>>49744721
My plan is to just never get in a relationship. My fear is having to break a girl's heart because she somehow loves me and I can't return the feeling
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>>49744629
>>49744681
Repress? Maybe. Privatize? Most likely wise. But hate yourself for it? No you will make yourself truly misrable if you do that. You have to find out why you feel your desires are bad and rethink your thoughts. It sounds like you are morally against "weirdness". I would say first off that you are not as weird as you think, but more importantly why is "weirdness" unethical to you? What makes it a sin to you?
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>>49744793
The second post wasn't mine.
It's been nice talking to you, even if I've been asked questions I've been avoiding. That's probably why it was nice.
The thread will probably die soon, so see you around!
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>>49744866
Oh, and
>why is "weirdness" unethical to you? What makes it a sin to you?
It's not unethical. But it's uncommon. Not normal. Not expected. Strange. Perverted. Freaky.
There's nothing positive associated with what I want and like.
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>>49744793
Well for starters it prevents me from being satisfied with a normal relationship, and it only encourages further escapism.

Also it reminds me of the fact that I lack both intrinsic purpose and the will to create extrinsic purpose for myself.
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>>49744887
Since I'm already dumping shit:
IDon't like showing emotions, but this is probably through my upbringing. I wish I could. I feel like I would be "allowed" to feel, and show feelings, if I were a girl.
Like there's more freedom in expression.
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>>49735685
Right, and luckily I´ll get Attack on Titan opening. That song goes with everything.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=T-SpHrJf7VU
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>>49744780
>Because what are my alternatives?
examining it, finding out where it comes from, and exploring how much of it is possible to indulge in.

>I don't like the ones i can come up with...
but you've just said that not trying doesn't work. you're choosing the nonexistent over what you dislike.

>I feel I'd lose a lot of sanity by giving up repression.
why? examining your feelings allows you to influence them.

>I never really had a sexuality before I started thinking like this.
it's perhaps as much a part of you as normal sexualities are to other men and women.

>My fear is having to break a girl's heart because she somehow loves me and I can't return the feeling
worry more about yourself than hypothetical girls in the future. relationships end anyway and you can't live your life hoping nobody likes you too much.
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>>49744887
>It's not unethical.
>There's nothing positive associated with what I want and like.

You just contradicted yourself anon. You have made a value judgment on this and you shouldn't. You fundamentally believe that "normal" is good, and "not normal" is evil. You need to figure out why and change your belief,
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