Say It, Get it off your chest!!!

>>25543184
I am so sick and tired of all the dick rate threads on /soc/. Janitors need to start banning for posting multiple threads.

any advice on long distance relationships? Do they work? Have you cheated? Did you love him/her? What's your story?

Ive got everything for myself, still i turn down the gifts life gives me. Im kind of afraid to have sex now, since my first real gf back in 2009 ive never had good sex. Im good looking, got a big dick, popular, can get girls anytime... how could i feel sexual desire again?

i just want my fucking hormones and not talk to this dumb bitch for 6 months

I just want to hold someone and hold their hand and kiss them...

I made a friend offline for the first time in like 10 years and she's cute as fuck but also asexual and I'm gross anyway.

Having someone to hang and see movies with is great, but I'm still so lonely it hurts when it comes to love. idc about being a virgin really, just want human contact

I grew up fat and even though I've lost weight and am continuing to do so, I still have this sneaking suspicion that I'm too ugly and fat for anyone.

Why do girls always leave me for their abusive ex's, yet still call / text me when they need a shoulder to cry on? Am I a bad person for telling them to fuck off? I'm tired of being used by people.

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I'm 26 and rapidly approaching wizardry. I have no family and my friends are all getting married and having kids or in the process of one of those. Thinking of a life alone, I'd rather die I think. Things have already been painfully lonely so far. I've cultivated skills, improved myself, got a good career and have money in the bank, but none of these things have made me feel whole.

I know I'm not special, and maybe people like me never feel whole even in a relationship, but I just want to try it so I know for sure before offing myself.

>>25543292
As an ex fatty, you're going to love your new you

I rented a dumpster and started cleaning out my house. Nobody knows it's just practice for dying. I mean, if I can't let go of shit that's been gathering dust in the garage for a decade, how am I supposed to let go of my own existence?

I have all this shit I stockpiled, raw materials for craft projects that I now know will never happen, it's like I'm throwing my hopes and dreams away.

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I have a weird thing for wearing found panties. Currently wearing some dirty little girls panties I found in the woods hanging from a tree.

I started crushing on a girl named Lucy, so I dosed myself and now my brain's all loopy.

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>>25543184
I'm a fat disgusting thirty year old man who uses snapchat as a way to talk to cute girls and say things to them that I would never have the balls to say in real life. They only talk to me because I'm personable/charming due to them not knowing what I look like which goes to show you, kids, that looks are 99% of what matter. Don't fuck up like I did. Take care of your appearance.

I want to fuck my cousin.

>>25543996
how cute? I mean like gorgeous, or just average cute?

>>25544015
Average to above average. The really hot girls don't even bother because I don't send them a picture of what I look like. They just ignore me most of the time. I still jerk off to their snapchat stories, though.

>>25544070
I have yet to find a 9/10 or even an 8/10 on here willing to send pics.

In love with 35yo man, who decided today to start avoiding me (in the second time) because "daughter you know I love you but it's wrong think about your future I'm too old it'd be better and we should stop", long distance, what's wrong with him

i pick at my belly button and then sniff it because i am circumcised and i wish i wasn't so that i could bask in the scent of my own smegma

>>25544091
0.0

>>25544091

I'm peeling off and licking my smegma right now just to spite you

Uncut master race

fuck you

>>25544102
post pic...or you're bluffing my ass

>>25544071
Perhaps my standards are just really low then. Any even mildly attractive woman willing to give my fat ugly mug some attention jumps them up a few points.

>>25544102
DOnt post anything PLEASE

>>25544117
naw, im super you are fine. Girls are desperate most times anyway.

>>25544133
I really am as bad as I describe. The only reason I'm not a friendless hermit is because of my personality. But, friends are not lovers. I don't blame women for steering clear of me romantically.

I am so unremarkable and wish I was more talented or smarter.
I'm too stupid to learn and do all I want to.

>>25543539
I've actually become an abusive lover because of this it's better to tell them to fuck off then let the toxicity get to you

>>25543215
They work depending on what you want, keep it casual until they are ready to move basically. >>25543231
Try random kinks, stop looking at porn too.
>>25543539
You aren't a bad person, dumb bitches are dumb.
>>25543656
I'm doing the exact same thing and it's very cleansing
>>25544088
You are the problem, he's right
>>25544461
I feel you there, after dropping out of uni I feel like I'm basically retarded

I'm pretty sure I'm in an abusive relationship and unlike my last one this chick won't even let me cum on her face, she lays on her front and makes me cum on her ass.

>>42435585
/autism story/

Going into a meeting in a few minutes
I feel like I am preparing for war
I analyze everything that happens in the meetings
How I get treated and how people talk to me I over analyze everything
I a stepping into the meeting now
I feel like I am going to war or something
Plz pray for me
I need help

>>25543184
need a gf rn on god

>>25543636
When I met my boyfriend he was in the same boat as you. The right girl will come along and it will be a great thing that you have your life together. Keep truckin'.

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>>25544801
How old were you both when you met?

>>25543636
I make the mistake of focusing too much on girls. Try to live your life, try to have fun. You have your shit together, that's worth a lot. Work on your social skills and being a better you. Eventually you'll get lucky and you will catch someone's eye. Be brave, talk to her, and let it flow from there. Don't force it. Cheer the fuck up, nobody likes a sour bitch.

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>>25544739
>They made fun of me after the meeting right before the meeting is over they mentioned a comment about me
>I guess they expect me to dwell on what they said but I wont
I wont worry about this shit

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Sexually abused at a young age from women in the neighborhood
Formed unhealthy relationships later in life
Molestation continued and than stopped
Grew up semi normally and forgot about those days

Ended up becoming successful in a career but still had social issues
Never understood that social relationships actually matter and I have been a shut in for years
Lost my respect at work
No self esteem
People at work know how good I am but they stopped carrying about talking to me since I had social issues or something
Everyone just ignored me around the office
Treated me like shit and acted like I am an autisitc fuck or something
Shit started fucking up at work, nobody asks me for help anymore and they don't want to talk to me at all
I fall into depression, start drinking and using drugs
Go to work everyday miserable as fuck
Looking for a reason to live
Ended up finding another job, as I leave the company everyone realized how much they fucked up in treating me that way
They expected me to pass down some knowledge to them after I left but I never thought them anything and I just took my leave with a clear conscience
If they believed they were so good and better than me than they had to learn on their own
They fucked up, company lost clients
I'm at my new job for months now, make a lot more money
Still alone, still lonely, and might be headed down the path of alcoholism and drugs again to numb the pain
>I'm 30 years old and people just don't take me seriously anymore
>I might know a lot about my field and I get hired on, but they end up treating me like I don't know what I'm talking about
>I listen to them and the projects fail so I had to pick up the pieces on my own and stop listening to other people............

Dick rate threads are fucking dumb and instead of having twenty rate me threads with 10 replies you could just have one that will eventually 404.

I've ran out of things to like. Now I can just sit there and not do anything anymore, I've lost interest in everything.

>>25543184
I'm dealing with a lot of shit right now, between debts, my car on the verge of breaking and possibly killing whoever is driving it or worse, selling the family house and having a shit job with shit hours that most of the senior staff are jumping ship very quickly.
It's just a hard time.
Ontop of that I had a dream about my grandfather going to heaven, and I'm agnostic.
It's been so crazy lately, I've been feeling so swept up in everyone around me and their issues when I'm naturally a loner, I went from having no one to having too much all at once.

I'm not overwhelmed, it's just a lot to deal with and I'm really struggling to stay on top of it all and out of my daydreams while I'm moving from point A to point B on the long drives from work to home. I'm afraid I'm going to daydream myself right into oncoming traffic.

i want to drop out of school, get a boyfriend, and travel the world...

>>25547074
As long as you consider all the consequences and can support yourself, you can.

But that's if you can.

>>25543184
GAS THE KIKES RACE WAR NOW!!

>>25547178
I've been saving up plenty and gaining the skills needed to live on my own, it just sucks that society stigmatizes being a traveler or drifter.

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I've had quite the amazing week getting to know a boy with caeruleus eyes. Finding a gem like him felt like luck. Our interests, opinions and desires seemed aligned so well it must have been a fluke... A sick joke the universe plays on humans. This person was by far the most genuine, thoughtful and caring person I had spoke to in a long time... And they could sing. Although we both had flaws, physical, mental and emotional... It felt as though we both embraced our oddities; but, that doesn't seem to be the case. My reasoning stems from the 7 year age difference, distance (roughly 1000 miles), and I being BPD diagnosed. I did all in my power to let them initiate conversation... Did my best to keep my feelings to myself...but i was told today they were overwhelmed. I said that I understand and will leave it up to them to get in touch with me and take time for themselves. I'm afraid I won't ever hear from them again; but, I told them I'm not the type of person to fight for someone who doesn't really want me...feels bad man.

>>25547334
It's not about what society wants. It's about what makes you happy. And if you can do that without taking down other people's happiness, that's grand.

I'm a bit too nervous to get rated here in case someone I know sees it so I've had the thought of asking someone who lives in another place on here for a solid 'run-down' but I'm unsure how to go about it.

>>25548277
A quick rundown?

>>25548279
As in an analysis or offering of tips.
Sorry for the awkward phrasing, sleep deprived.

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>>25548286
hmm....

I'll just drop the snapchat
anonym4638

>>25543184
I've not been faced with this much condensed and wild reality in a long time. And I'm getting used tto it to it. Or rather I'm being shaped to fit this reality.
I don't want to give in to that though. I can't stand this cynicism in me. It just keeps eating me away piece after piece

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>>25543184
I think the Human race is a pestilence on the Earth and it needs to be violently put down in a nuclear hellfire.

Fuck this gay Earth.

>>25543184
I want to die because I'm transgender.
I hate it so much and no matter what I do, I'll never be female. It hurts so damn much.

>>25543184
FUCK YOU ABIGAIL

I'm dancing around with several awesome girls rather than committing to just one. I don't know if I prefer it this way, but I'm incapable of the sacrifice

I shouldn't feel like this, i guess i should just kill the sexual fantasies i have about being fucked by a cute guy while i make out with an asexual friend that i have, she even said she loved me and fuck, she's really cute and i feel guilty for feeling horny. Before i actually got turned off when in porn a character looked or even resembled her, and i get turned off, but in my fantasies is just so hot.

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AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA WHERE GF

Trusting you, believing in you, and what did I get? Nothing. You took everything I had. I gave until it hurt. I wasted 8 years on you. Fuck you Chantal.

Have not had any girlfriend,now I am 20. I feel like I am missing a lot. What should I do? How can I meet new girls? In my area tinder and other dating apps are rarely used. I do not like to go out a lot, since my friends are all in different cities now and I am alone. And I feel like approaching a random girl would feel very awkward and emberassing

>>25549186
You want all of humanity to die but can't even bother killing yourself

Being in a relationship with a guy who has a low sex drive and issues keeping hard is really.. well hard. It makes me feel unwanted and unsexual.

Not a sad story, but as a part time hentai artist, I love the people I work with. I've never met such an easy, laidback crowd. The dedication some of them show their waifus is admirable. It's just a pure love, and I feel like I'm getting the opportunity to look into a very private window of their lives when I get emotional art requests. Very nice people too. NEETs, I get you.

>>25552057
ask him to drop porn, try testicular stimulation and cock rings until then

I live in a place where psychological assistance is so hard to get the suicide rate is as high as Zimbabwe(16th highest in the world) and when you do manage to get help(which I did) just to give you an idea about how competent they are. The only friend I've made while I was there killed himself two weeks after. So I'm kind of out of options.

Spending time with someone you like really much, but at the same time get angry over so many times, is pretty exhausting. Someone who's studying psychology, then when your there and that person is with one of their schoolfriends, talking all philosphical or theory-crafting and I'm just sitting there wishing they would just shut the fuck up. Also not being straight forward with their messages, but instead using "other words" or means to express themselves and if I act like I would usually act with everyone else, I'm suddenly an egoist, asshole or whatever. Just in general, sending mixed signals all the time..

>>25552469
I hate that too, sometimes I wanna slap people in the face. All three of them.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bwN9jQNVIEI

>>25544812
I was 22 and he was 25

A friend killed themselves two days ago, and I feel like dirt. Either I feel numb and it just feels like a weird joke and hasn't really happened, and other times I just cry. I've been waking up from my sleep crying lot.

I keep on thinking about her body in the morgue and her being really actually 100% dead, and how she must have felt before she did it, and her partner and how he must be feeling, and her mother who's baby is dead. It's an utter fucking bastard, and I can't feel angry at her, I don't think I'm really feeling anything.

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>>25543184
>>25543196
>>25543215
>>25543231
I want everyone to join here https://discord.gg/8ahgCsW
There I said it, i finally got it off my chest.

>>25552265
He doesn't watch porn unless we are together (if you are going to ask how I know, there is no wifi or data where he works so he can't acess porn at work, he doesn't take his phone into the bathroom with him at home and our computers are side by side, if he is off work I am usually around or he hangs out at my job) cock rings we've tried and he can't feel anything so it's not enjoyable for him, says it makes all the sensations go away. He's taking supplements.

It's almost 95 percent mental, we had a huge talk about it last night. Taking a break from sex for a bit while he deals.

>>25543184
I don't really like sex that much, but at the same time, I feel like I need female validation in the form of physical attraction. I guess it's some kind of mommy issues.
But fuck you, mom, you abandoned us, came back acting like an asshole and you won't even come to your brother's wedding.

>>25552647
does he have a fetish?

>>25552805
I've asked him and tried to explore a bunch of stuff but aside from just enjoying women he doesn't really say he has much. It's been 3 years together and you think he would be comfortable sharing with me the stuff he likes.

>>25552629
Same here.
https://discord.gg/snr96t

My parents are both horrible people and I keep trying to pretend they arnt. I wish they were normal and could be a bigger part of me and their grandkids life. They help me out finically and I feel like such a fake shity person for needing their help. Like if I didn't absolutely need it I probably wouldn't really talk to them at all because they are just so dysfunctional and negative. I'm working really hard so I won't ever need their help again. I'm so sick of being drawn back into their crazyness. It's so unhealthy.

I want to fuck my best friend

i wish i could know how you are and what you're up to. i wish i could know that you don't make fun of me to all your friends and tell them my secrets. i wish you would contact me and just tell me that i mattered to you and why. i could really use hearing it. i don't know why i care at this point.i shouldn't. i would understand if you're mad at me even though i have bigger reasons to be mad at you. i know the reality is that you probably don't think about me at all anymore. i used to not think about you. i'm just in a bad place, i guess. i don't know.

>>25553194
story?

>>25553360
nothing out of the ordinary, desu. guy i dated years ago. i don't think i was ever really in love but i was younger and scared. we had a serious connection in some ways. he made me feel really special. he wasn't always nice to me. would isolate me, make me feel dumb a lot. would embarrass me or make me panic on purpose. really contributed to my social anxiety. i broke up with him and then a year later we became friends again. i was confused about my feelings and i think that hurt him. there was a misunderstanding about him hanging out with some girls. i thought he had lied and it was like a weird, bad sense memory thing for me of all the times he used to lie to me. that used to mess with my sense of reality because he would lie about things that didn't evem make sense. we got into a fight. haven't talked since. that was years ago. i'm having a bad time and i'm thinking about him and our friendship. i'm not sure why.

>>25553541
forget about him, you deserve better.
Dont place your self-worth on some asshole.
he DIDNT deserve you, ok?

>>25553596
yeah, you're right. thank you. i was over it for a long time i think i'm just spiraling into old bad thought patterns. i need to just stop, there's no reason to go there. thanks, anon.

>>25543184
i want to fall in love with a stoner girl

I broke up with a woman I still love because of pride. Just kill me now.

Ban the dick rate threads!!!

I feel pathetic, I smoke too much to the point my girlfriend thinks I have issues ( I do. My cousin molested me when I was 6 , she knows about it) and she thinks I pick weed over her because in the past I've said I would stop smoking but I dont, even the times she didn't ask me to stop I would still fucking say that I would cut back on smoking but I wouldn't most of the time. I was fired from my job last Friday. I can't hold a job for more then a year. I'm ugly, I'm ruining my relationship but I don't want too, I just wanna be with her and show her I love her so fucking much. We have been together almost 5 years and I always fuck up with the weed and job thing. Yesterday was my birthday and I felt so sad that it affected her and now she's so mad and upset and it's all my fault and I have no one to turn too and I'm afraid she wants to be with me less and less everyday that passes. What is wrong with me. I just want to be with her and have a happy life and so does she but I keep doing this over and over and over again. She had a dream that I died a few ago and she was so torn up about it and she was so sweet and held me ans cried And I want that again so bad I want her to dream that I'm dead again just so she can hold me again. What's wrong with me why do I do this to myself, why why why...

I keep trying to lose my virginity in the moment but im to much of a coward to go through with it

I dont like you, i love you
I keep telling myself you are just scared,
but i know deep down, that you just dont care,
at least you could have the decency to tell me to fuck off

I've liked girls since I can remember but fell in love with a man and was with him for nearly 6 years until recently. Starting to think now is the time to give girls a go?

>>25555017
Tell us more abt this moment

Girl I was with a couple years back, still crush on her sometimes.

She was shit to me and I was way, way too good to her. Cheated, like, constantly. Found out, ended. Surprise surprise, shes been through a ton of relationships, two of which were paying pretty much her entire existence, yet she cant understand why they dont stay.

When I left, aside from giving out a warning to one of the guys (white knights gotta white knight, girl is never a liar, never bad) got taken for thousands, only when he ran out and was like 'yo we gotta live together i cant afford two rents' she dumped him for the next guy to pay her rent.

Remember, girls are perfect angels, never doubt a word they say :)

>>25552057
He stays hard if you blow him, right?

IF YOU FEEL TIGHT LOOK AT YOURSELF AND INSIDE YOU WILL FIND A SPECIAL PLACE TO UNWIND. IF YOU FEEL RIGHT LOOK AT YOURSELF INSIDE YOUR MIND YOU WILL SEE COSMIC ETERNITY

>>25552824
Is he gay?

Sometimes I think that people find me unpleasant and don't want to be around me. I don't talk bad about people, I'm not mean, I make others laugh and I think I'm nice in general. I'm pretty sure I'm good looking. I just feel that maybe I have some sort of 'mark' that people avoid on a subconscious level.

I feel like maybe I'm meant to be evil and bad but those kinds of things make me sick.

Maybe I'm evil and don't know it. :(

1. I hate that I have these secret that I can't talk to anybody about because it's taboo. Sometimes I just want to vent about it but I know no one would understand. They'd just think that we're both terrible people and deserve whatever happens as a result.

2. I bought some cock rings for my partner to try out as a surprise. I hope to try edging with him again. I was really shy/careful about it last time because I wasn't sure I was doing it right.

3. Idk I just feel sad and frustrated. I wish i wasn't so scared about opening up to others.

I'm one of the most successful people on 4chan

Anyone who looks at my photo thinks I'm some r9k guy who works in retail or low income

:)

They will never know who I really am and what I have achieved in my life

>>25544091
Do you wash yourself? I ask because cut guys don't have smegma unless they're filthy hobos.

Hell, before my adult circumcision I had an extremely tight foreskin I couldn't peel back and I STILL had no smegma.

You seem misinformed.

So my 2 cousins and my sister and I all used to kiss and fool around when we were little and one time we got caught by mom. The incident has silently bothered me ever since aND I've never been able to tall about the incident. Happened on a handful of occasions at my grandparents home and one time my sister and I kissed at our own home, only once. I'm M 19 sister is F 22 cousins both F 21 and 18, these are our current ages not the age of the incidents

>>25550864
Dude, how do you do it? I used to be a serial monogamous dater, and I have two local and one long distance girls and I feel stressed about having the resources for them all, about how they all seem to think there are other women and they stress me out about general stuff. I thought it would help me get over my ex, but now I feel new problems.

>>25551642
Just do it. It's going to feel awkward at the start but you'll get used to it eventually and even when you feel awkward, sometimes you'll run into a girl who thinks its cute or helps you along because she likes you anyway.

I am so fucking obsessed with wanting to get a girlfriend and I absolutely hate it

I got real high and basically got real sexual with a girl who's my best friend and had a moment. I don't know how to tell her I wanna be with her

Robby, I don't care how small your dick is, I would still ride you like a rodeo bull. I like domming you a lot, I wish you would dom me because I know you want to sometimes.

I've been fantasizing about you a lot lately. I wish we could just give into our desires.

>>25554984
This.

yknow dude
i fucking hate myself
i have no right to because i have a well paying job, get shit for being attractive and im honestly a nice person but like why cant i figure my shit out if i have the worrisome shit out of the way? why am i not nicer? im a pretty selfish prick because instead of using my summer to grow as a fucking person i decided to shut myself in and do fucking drugs and yell at everyone i know and i dont know if thats me or what the fuck but i dont know exactly who i am right now but i hate her

>>25555007
happy birthday :)

I've seen the kids Beth.

>>25559114
Really? How old are they and are they boys or girls?

>>25557621
wow... i dont know what else to say but thank you:)

i killed someone and i got away with it

>>25543184
I need a cum slut really bad

Starting college soon and can't get over this feeling that I'll dislike 99% of the people on campus for one reason or another. I'm highly paranoid of people trying to take advantage or if they see me as the frighteningly quiet boy, or if they even see me at all. I don't know what I want out of this experience, I just know I want college to be over with so I can get on with my life and figure out what actually makes me happy.

>>25560761
what a coincidence i need good dicking really badly

>>25560797
I think it's safe to say that quick a lot of people here need to get laid.

Just a shame that we're all so far from each other so when girls say 'I need a good dicking' and guys say 'I need to fuck something', nothing can be done.

>>25560761
>>25560797

I smell a sitcom!

I want to meet and fall in love with a disabled girl.

Im a sad virgin who just wants to see pussy one day but no one will let me