Need some advice /soc/
Visiting my home town for Xmas. Browsing tinder and I just came across a girl from my childhood and I don't know whether or not I should hit her up.
This girl was the first girl I ever had feelings for, she had them back but I was too much of a pussy. We were both poor kids at this small ass country school and there were like 10 other kids our age max. So I have no fucking idea if I'm gonna come off like a serg remembering her from 14 years ago.
Anyway after leaving that school is lost contact with her, moved to an all boys school and became fat. Basically she was the only girl in my head for like 10 + years, i was an autistic neckbeard and the biggest regret in my life was never making a move on her.
Anyway after highschool I eventually got over it, got my shit together. I'm 25 now and fuck random tinder sluts all the time, but fuck i've never really had those feels again.
She looks like she didn't make it out of that shithole we grew up in though, is a single mom and seems to be working min wage. So I really don't know if I want to go down that path, could tarnish my idea of her.
Sorry if this comes off like a faggy rant but it was surreal seeing her name pop up. (Remember her full fucking name and probably couldn't name a single other kid or teacher from that entire school)
Here's my tinder profile as a pic
>>24707568
>the whining soc manlet thinks he can get laid
no one is falling for it also this is not your blog
>>24707573
5'10" is just clear friend but alright then I'll go elsewhere for advice.
>>24707568
>/fit/
>still autistic after acquiring gains
>>24707568
Theres a novel that follows this storyline. I fucking kid you not. Read it in highschool but can't remember the title for my life.
What ever you choose gl anon!