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i guess i'm just not worth it, in term of physical appareance and personality.

Right now i have a crush on a female friend of mine, confessed to her in a "i know when a battle is already lost so i wont bother you with it but i'm just lettin you know" kind of way.
She's 25, almost 26, she's dating a 20-21 years old guy with an absolutely boring personnality, so i'm forcing myself to think that she's just immature (and in all honesty, she's kind of), that she's not very smart, she's shallow, i'm trying to focus my mind on her flaws to stop liking her but it's not very effective.

Everytime i see her my heartbeat rise a little, she's a 6/10 but i see her as really beautiful, i like big tits she have small ones but damn, i just love the way she move, the way she laugh, the way she say something kind, when she have this pouty face sometimes etc.

It's the first time i feel attracted to a girl that way since my breakup with my ex 2 years ago, i thought that, maybe it could work but no, she just see me as a friend, i can't blame her, i'm not attractive, i have plenty of things to give, plenty of passion, many adventurous things to live with someone, but she's just not attracted, period.
I feel so disappointed, so useless, why it's always me who have a crush on someone ? Why i desire to love and be loved so much ? Why can't i just love myself and that's it, let the love come naturally ?
I don't know, i guess i'm just unlucky with thoses kind of things.

Yeah, you might figure that i'm not very confident with my look, and i KNOW that's not attractive, but how can i be confident when i KNOW that i don't please the opposite sex eyes ? When NOBODY compliment me on my looks, when nobody WANT me, when nobody want to love me and give me everything like i'd give everything to the person i'd love ?

It's hard. I will survive, obviously, but loneliness is really a cancer hard to beat.

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Anonymous 2016-12-18 10:32:01 Post No.24705260 [Report]

He makes me wish I was dead

Anonymous 2016-12-18 10:32:27 Post No.24705262
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Anonymous 2016-12-18 10:32:27 Post No.24705262 [Report]

>>24705260
why?

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I'm aware that Imgur.com will stop allowing adult images since 15th of May. I'm taking actions to backup as much data as possible.
Read more on this topic here - https://archived.moe/talk/thread/1694/