Not feeling too well, been thinking about suicide. Part of me

You in Sweden?

>>24544833
As cliche as it always sounds, you're not alone OP. Wishing that you didn't exist or just wanting to die are very normal things to feel if you deal with depression or other mental illnesses like it.

Depression is a serious pain the ass, the idea of being able to take your own life and have control of what happens for a change sounds nice in theory, but isn't anything more than a quick but permanent solution to a temporary problem. In most cases, at least. It would never be worth it though, because live can get better.

>>24544842
What he said, and I'd suggest not asking /soc/ for advice. Luckily there's an advice board, I think you'll find better folk on there

>>24544842
I am sick. With more than just depression.
And I hate myself for it.
I've tried to get better. But I don't think I'll ever be stable for long. And I'm just not sure the brief periods of good moments and worth the long periods of horror.
>>24544850
I've never been to that board. I'll try it
>>24544840
No. US

>>24544842
Life*

>>24544859
Sick with what?

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>>24544859
Tough titties. Things will get better though. You just need someone to talk to irl, which you will find. Here's a cute picture.

Man, I love playing video games.

Video games are so good to me.

I'm playing Styx, it's good.

Have you tried Styx OP?
It's good.

>>24544859
Add me on skype, it's dotlofn

Recently went through something similar. Godspeed OP, things will get better.

>>24544866
Several mental problems >>24544897
I don't have a console anymore. So I mostly read and watch TV>>24544928
I hope so, and quick.
Inpatient might be necessary. I'm trying to avoid it bc I don't want to miss school.>>24544867
I don't really have anyone to talk to irl.

>>24544911
Okay. I will have to figure out the password

>>24544833
I've actually made a half-assed suicide attempt a few months ago myself. If you feel like talking, post your snapchat or Skype and I'll add you. Can't guarantee any help, though.

>>24544962
What's your Skype

Agree with the permanent solution to a temp problem guy. I live to make it better for those who follow. It's a shitty life for lots of people but we can make it better. Those who fight and run away, live to fight another day. Meanwhile, just push in the right direction. Good things will come.

>>24545032
I asked you first, nerd. But it's spencerboaz.

>>24545035
Thank you.
I will try to think more like you.

>>24545045
>>24544911
Added

>>24545061
ASL? If close we could get a bite to eat

>>24545063
25/f/US
But I'm not sure about meeting up :/
It scares me to meet online ppl irl.
Sorry.

This actually helped.
It also distracted me enough to calm down and not think irrationally.
Still feel horrible but I'm calm.
I'm gonna try to sleep it off.
Thanks everyone.

>>24545068
Oh, wow. Not them, but I was gonna offer to meet up as well, until I saw you were a female. Don't post that beforehand if you ever plan to go to a meetup, and ensure that at least someone knows where you are. Life sucks, living in a creep's sex torture dungeon is much worse.

I can still give you my Skype if you'd like it, but I'm only 18. Whatever you'd like.

>>24545068
>>24545090
Oh, and in case it wasn't obvious, I've felt similarly for a very long time.

Things will get better. Just do not worry about things you have no control over. Make changes where you can.

>>24545090
Sure yeah. Skype is good.
And yeah, no torture dungeon

>>24545129
do you have a snapchat? I can post mine if you'd prefer to add me

I almost killed myself last few day drinking a lot, but not purposely it just got out of hand.
In the same situation almost, drifting in and out of consciousness, hoping that this is one big joke and that she will reconsider. But it doesn't look like that is the case.
Don't worry though, you're not the only one who goes through this shit and it does pass. Or else how would humanity have survived all this time. Call it hope of faith, but it is something inherent and maybe unique that we all possess. The potential.

>>24545131
I do not.
>>24545141
I'm a weak little bitch.
Wayyyy too fucking sensitive
And it makes this world terrible.
Nothing good is ever good.
Not really.
Not forever

Do it, kill yourself, no one will miss you.

>>24545178
I get you, really I do. It is all futile in the end. But it just doesn't make sense or rather it's not worth the time or energy to be in that state of mind all the time.
Now go get some rest.

>>24545090
>>24545129
My Skype is "2talltman". My picture is a picture of Lain, I'm pretty sure, because I didn't have anything good on hand. If that bothers you for whatever reason, I can send you a (terrible) picture of myself
If my ID has changed, it's because of a wifi thing, and I'll try to go fix it

>>24545230
Yep, it changed. But I am both >>24545230 and >>24545090

>>24545230
>>24545237
Make that [email protected]
(Pls no subscriptions to gaypornweekly or anything)

Let me know if you can find my profile, please