I tell myself I need to keep on going to get high, but then I

Do you think anyone will read all this and actually care.

>>24305779
I didn't say anyone would care, and I didn't say I gave a fuck what you wanted to hear, I just had something to say,

>>24305801
Of course you give a fuck you histrionic faggot. If you didn't give a fuck you wouldn't have posted it.

>>24305803

well either way I knew I had things going on in my head that needed to come out. I already cut myself tonight a bit and I'm drinking which I'm not suppose to with this brain injury. To tell you the truth I've got a lot of shit going on and I don't know where the hell any of it goes.

>>24305750
Little that you know. it's all about connections. the more you have them the better you'll be. try to pay attention in neurology class.

Sophist.

>>24305750
well that guys obviously cares a lot. What a pissy bitch. OP, keep moving forward, and if shit stays the same, you'll get better at it, and thus it'll get easier.

>>24305750
You need a therapist or something similar to that. This is way beyond the scope of even the most compassionate, caring, and intelligent Anon.

>>24305974
Yep, and you aren't likely to find one of those in here lol. Call a hotline man.

>>24305750
Fuck OP, I could have written this myself.
Sexually abused as a kid also, got a bad head injury a couple of years back. Now I'm fucking tweaker and totally alone in life. Same age too. I don't think you or I can come back from this shit.

>>24305750
You need to get away from 4chan. At the very least, you need to get away from this board, because if there's anything I've learned in the four plus years I spent every waking hour on /soc/, it is that this place is the absolute hell for people who feel broken and alone.

You need to be able to talk to someone in person. One person, whom you trust, and just vent. You have a lot of pent up feelings or thoughts that need to escape, because otherwise they will obscure your thoughts and plunge you into a bottomless pit.

No one is the sum of their parts alone, nor are they the sum of their history, but rather the majority is how you view yourself; if you hate yourself, and you come to loathe the sight of your own existence, how could you ever hope to progress? For just as one who is in the mouth of a lion can either turn their head to one side and see the teeth that have ripped their flesh apart, or look to the opposite side only to see a gaping black hole that will swallow their entire existence can have no hope, nor can the man who sees a past that has left him maimed and bloodied and future that is dark and uncertain.

I cannot say how to change this. The greatest literary struggle is man versus himself, and the length and breadth of human culture is full of stories, myths, songs, themes, and histories that overwhelmingly condemn man to be an immoral creature bound to its own nature, which always leads to their inevitable downfall and self-destruction. Your psychological enemies are yours alone, and only you can overcome them.

I sincerely pray to God, who is called the true source of light and knowledge, to find it worthy to shine a beam of His radiance upon your mind, that it might overcome the darkness thereupon, and that you be neither swallowed by Tartarus, nor fall into darkness.

>>24306512
>human culture is full of stories, myths
>I sincerely pray to God
lel

>>24306752
*tips fedora*

>>24306758
You're still here? You're lurking pretty hard for how little you value this thread, Mr. Fedora.

>>24306752
So too do I pray for you, just as all of mankind, that you may find the light of God in your life, and that it may grant clarity and strength to you in all it is you seek to do.

>>24307292
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