Self harm/ mental illness thread

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Sorry for who posted the picture, I thought it was beautiful. Suffer from bipolar, self harm rarely but when I do its usually hard.

This is 4chan we're all mentally unstable

Girl in the pic looks like she's trying to cut her wrist with a rolling pin so i dont think self harm is happening with her no matter how much she wants it

>>24137315
>girl

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Heroin, weed and whisky mixed with what you feel after the girl that you have just fallen in love with dissappears from your life completely makes for one deadly combination.

>>24137371
Jesus. What did you use to cur? I'm in the same boat rn but I'm not thinking of self harm.

>>24137371
How are you not bleeding out

I'm not into self harm but I plan on killing myself in 5 or 6 hours so meh

>>24137509
Didn't hit a main artery. Please leave kik or sc so I can contact you

>>24137509
don't kill yourself pliz
i beg you honestly

>>24137520
Meh I don't really feel like dropping my Kik on here so what's up

>>24137529>>24137529
Then add me 'jonathonjonny'

>>24137528
Eh you don't really know my life or story and it's either I end it and hope for the best with what comes next or I stay here spiraling downwards and become homeless and live a shittier version of my shitty life and probably become shittier myself because of it this has been long overdue

>>24137541
Please contact me

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>>24137541
If that's what you're set on doing just try not to hurt anyone else in the process. Someone finding a body could cause them some issues, I hope you feel better though

>>24137541
See you in a week

>>24137534
Sorry man I'm not really interested in bawing or having some one baw I'm just here to kill time idk

>>24137553
Who said I want to baw

>>24137550
Yah that's the worst part of it but i don't even feel like leaving a note numbness is a bitch and I know I'm acting extremely selfishly but some times in life you've got to ay
>>24137558
Idk just don't feel like talking on Kik I guess I don't want the don't do it life gets better or deal or meeting some one new in general and having bullshit small talk

Since it's kind of related, and I don't feel like starting a new thread; if you could choose the way you will die, would it be?

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=iiE5mE0ZorA&t=3m0s

>>24137572
I have clinical depression, I know what it's like. Have you tried SSRIs yet? They make you numb in the same way just without the sadness. Just remember you feel that way because of a disease/illness - it won't get better unless you treat it

>>24137577
Transitioning from a nice dream into the afterlife like going to sleep alive and walking up dead

>>24137572
Like I said I don't want to bawww. Just talk to me please.

>>24137581
Yah I don't want to live my life numb I hated that and they took away my dreams my greatest pleasures desu this is more circumstantial but I probably wouldn't be in this situation if I could have been put on proper medication but ay free health clinics aren't really there to properly treat you

>>24137581
lol, dude SSRIs don't do shit. At best they'll make you feel like plastic, and disable your sex drive. At worst it will permanently fuck up your brain chemistry making it so you can never dream again.

And if that's not bad enough if something traumatic like getting your heart broken happens to your while you're taking that shit it will actually intensify those painful emotions.

Seriously, avoid SSRIs at all cost. If you must turn to chemicals then stick with opiates, benzos, and weed. None of these will cure your depression but it will actually numb it a bit to where you can enjoy a video game or an anime that you like. In fact one of the happiest moments of my life was playing Banjo-Kazooie while on h for the first time.

>>24137601
Hell I wish I could have spoken to you

>>24137609
>At worst it will permanently fuck up your brain chemistry making it so you can never dream again.
[citation needed]
Yeah I've taken paxil and fluxotine... no issues.
>then stick with opiates
Yeah I can agree with you on the weed, maybe lsd and shrooms but not benzos and h the fuck? those are drugs with quite substantial abuse risks. Depression is just gonna cause a reliance on that even faster.

>>24137609
This also weeds a fantastic antidepressant if used sparingly once you start smoking daily it basically kills your motivation and the depression will start to creep right back up on you

>>24137618
Well I'm chatting now in the group so what's up

>>24137636
Group? Kiks further up add me please

>>24137650
The group that is this thread I'm going to finish my movie I'll be back in an hour

>>24137668
Lol.

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I'll bite

sure is edgy in here...

>>24137371
Kinda cool to see the inside of your own arm like that.

Do you have a pic of the scar you have now?

relapsing after 6 months clean disassociating for the past few days (weeks?) if anybody wants to talk to a crazy
Kik: anon82588