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ITT CHAT/DISCUSSIONS This is a thread dedicated to anger management

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ITT CHAT/DISCUSSIONS
This is a thread dedicated to anger management issues and cute things.
Last thread reached the limit because of unchecked digits. Always check your digits.

Chat General - Take a pic in your current state ( like Illinois or sum shit )
>Music Discussion ( Don't discuss music unless it's /mu/ meme shit )
>What are you doing?
>Why you are a fucking NEET weirdo? (it's cool if you're not cool)
>Video Games(?)
>Books you're currently reading
>Films etc.

General Discussion

You don't have to follow these guidelines, it's just a suggestion, just post some content so other anons get to know you.
This is a meet-up board after all.

This isn't exactly a rate thread but if that is truly what you seek OP won't deliver. R8 others if you're into it.
(Remember though to not ONLY post a rate but also partake in the discussion)
Do what thou wilt.

Last Thread
>>23640132
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Bumping for the new thread
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>Music
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=COiIC3A0ROM
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Tm8QqdTVgy0
repost on this but too good not to
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cc78jrA1Mng
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QkAdgq2bQxA
>What are you doing?
About to head out for a bit. Just wanted to drop in and give a bump
>Films
About 5 hours into the Godfather Epic on HBO. Have to take a break from it but this is my first time ever watching any of the Godfather. I'm liking it so far, going to withhold judgement until the end.

>>23653845
ofc Mel gib would have a spin controller
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>>23653845
Reveal yourself.
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>>23653975
1)
I like, much groove very boogy.
2)
I like it but I don't know why, it's like someone captured the moment you discover milkshake in the fridge only to discover it's out of date.
3)
Wut
4)
I like it.

How's the songs going?

Music
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0t2tjNqGyJI
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SYM-RJwSGQ8
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8WMXm4qFbW4
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I miss rouge :'(

Isn't it obvious also.
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>>23654055
I miss bae too :-D.
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>>23654070
Que te dije anteriormente.
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My arms are fucking numb and I can't write because controlling them is quite difficult
I can't even grab the pen properly

What do.


>>23654082
I don't care.
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I scarcely slept for two hours despite keeping myself awake for all day after failing to fall asleep on my usual time and being fairly sleep deprived. Insomnia?

Establishing ID.
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>>23654114
Nobody cares.
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>>23654121
I'll just leave then ;-;
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>>23654145
C00l, where you off to?
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What if I am truly /ascend/ and only need two hours of sleep per day now? If so, I can only barely grasp the possibilities of twenty two hour per day productivity output. Whereas you waste the time sleeping, I acquaint myself with the foremost philosophical and literary insights and ideas. Gosh, I'm even embarrassed to share a thread with sleeptlett cvcks. Not only there is wageslavery so prominent in this day and age, so is sleep-slavery.

I feel so well rested for the small amount of time I have slept.
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Why does daddy hit mommy?
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>>23654154
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>>23654189
Weakling.
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>>23654189
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>>23654206
You're being so rude you know.

>>23654196
m^2/hr is a decent amount.
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>>23654214
What do you mean.
In honestly you are for not responding.
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>>23654219
In honesty you started it.
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>>23654028
Well fuck you asked for it mang

>Musica
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ev5odVRMs6k
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BgEqJmwU4q8
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ind9EPBzh-Y

Yeah I listen to a bunch of odd shit
>What are you doing?
Just got out of bed feel like i need to smoke something

>Films etc.
Probably gonna finish up watching all of Jackie Chain classic films fron Hing Kong

How is everybody else doing today?
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>>23654223
Started what, I honestly have no clue what you are on about now?
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>>23654224
A N A R C H Y
N
A
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C
H
Y
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>>23654214
Eternal slumber is not 2 hours.

I'm genuinely curious if I am either developing some sort of sleeping superpowers or merely experiencing an onset of insomnia. Either way, I don't like sleeping anyways lel.
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>>23654230
>not reading filenames to know if it's different person or nah
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>>23654227
You didn't respond first.

>>23654232
The later
That's what I did during project submission periods
I went a whole week with 2hrs sleep/day
The first couple of days I would feel a boost of energy after these 2 hours.
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>>23654244
To what.
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>>23654230
wat did you say mah friend?
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>>23654255
One of the posts...

>>23654256
C H A O S
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>>23654273
Fine I will, check it out.
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I hab da kanker b0ss.
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>>23654244
I'm pretty sure I am developing superpowers.

You went a whole week like that before because you have shit tier productivity and probably shitposted too much lol.

I'm probably going to fall asleep later in the night.
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Why she mad tho?
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>>23654396
Try doing x10 of these in less than one week piderass.

>>23654337
You are shit for uttering lies.
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>>23654428
So it's not ok when I lie then.
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>>23654438
What's that suppose to mean.
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>>23654428
Looks like something made by a shit tier hack. I could do hundreds, if not thousands.

>ss
Barbaric tier.

Getting real tired of your shit.
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>>23654450
You were going to sooner or later, I guess tonight's that time.
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>>23654449
Nvm.

My phone just got an ad for pakistani women kek.
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>>23654115
Post musi. Also, what do you do (Neet, Slave, Heimskr),I'm curious.

>>23654183
Because MoonMadness
>>23654224
Hey.
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>>23654462
Like, comment, and subscribe.
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>>23654465
Why does mommy hit me?
>>23654471
Ew gross. At least you weren't there, I would've thrown up more.
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>>23654476
Why would I, I'm Mexican.
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>>23654476
Because her benis is too big.
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>>23654457
Yeah, it gets real alienating when you are a lone genius writing pure fire and reinventing literature and all you have to speak is talentless, edgy hack lol.

How did that whole meet up thing go?
>>23654465
Not so sure about that, my music is some top tier stuff, I'm not sure I should share.

I read all day. When July is around, I will move out. I want to write literature. I despise wageslavery.
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>>23654484
Cuando te conviene verdad?
>>23654485
Your mum has one too?!?
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>>23654465
Hey there senpai, how ya doing?

>>23654450
Fuck that pic made me laugh to hard
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>>23654489
Not in the mood for Google translate.

>>23654486
Point taken
Nothing of particular interest to you.
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>>23654486
>Tiered ties
I can handle this. I can handle that. I CAN HANDLE IT!
>/lit/
You got anything online, boii?
>>23654489
How dare you infer that my mother does not know correct tucking methods!
You have shamed me, sir.
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>>23654517
I thought you knew. When you want to be.
You're kinda pissy rn, maybe I will leave you alone. You have a new bestie anyways rite.
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Daily reminder.

>We have to learn to think differently — in order at last, perhaps very late on, to attain even more: to feel differently.
>One must be superior to makind in force, in loftiness of soul — in contempt...

>>23654505
Glad to help, my friend.
>>23654517
>particular interest
>particular
>to you
>.
>17
You do have a thick head. Silly billy.
>>23654521
No one can stand my aesthetical pleasures tbqh.

No.
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>>23654521
Listen here 10 or more eggs, you know full well what is being implied, don't be stupid. I know you're better than the rest of them.
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>>23654536
>you're better than the rest of them.
THAT WAS A LONG TIME AGO, I'M NOT THAT GOOSE ANYMORE!
>>23654530
>tbqh.
So what you're saying is...

>No

>>23654505
Hey yo wassap J.D. nigga what’s crackin’
What u doin, what’s goin on, what’s happenin’
See now-a-days I be pimpin n' macin n’ sellin crack n
Niggaa u still rappin’?
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>>23654554
This saddens me, I don't like what you have become.
:'(
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>>23654554
I posted a possible opener to what will either be prose or really long poetry.

>Blasphemy behind rising gate, sun radiant, of a cold, untimely grave wherein the baptism of uncleanliness dwell; that was the lot of times then.

It needs revision, but I can't change too much as I have said what I wanted using exactly the amount of words I needed, no less, no more, but I could change some of the words for a stronger impact as an opening line, to set the mood. Anyways, I would prefer to keep much of my ideas to myself until they are more mature. This is very raw and unpolished.
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Night.
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whatever lol
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>>23654572
Sleep tight, tiger.
>>23654559
>This hunking monster you have become
I can't escape this hell
So many times I've tried
But I'm still caged inside
Somebody get me through this nightmare
I can't control myself

Wake me up.

>>23654570
I kinda see where you're going with that but it sounds like you're writing for a sophisticated stoner...then again I don't read poetry so I might just not be used to the style.
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>>23654570
and competly full of shit lol
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>>23654591
Can't wake up.
>>23654593
KEK
You didn't say aye yesterday bb :/ :(
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>>23654591
It's definitely not for that audience. Those lines actuallyy represent work I did about a year ago. It makes perfect sense, it will make perfect sense as narrative goes on, it doesn't represent anything 2deep4u-esque, it isn't anything pretentious or poetical, it actually describes somewhat disgusting, tedious work in a certain setting as seen by me.
>>23654593
Almost literally so. I don't expect you to understand, you probably haven't read more than 1984 or some meme genreshit.
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>>23654608
Keep me posted, senfoo.
>>23654604
Westward we roll?
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>>23654639
I'm already at the west, but on the eastern side ya feel me?

Lol wtf are they sending me this shite?
I should've screenshot the other one, call me a dum beaner phagit.
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>>23654046
>3)
>Wut
Oops was suppose to be this link to the other Penguin Cafe Orchestra Album kek
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=L7NP5ust3xY
$uicide Boy$ isn't the best to start with in that genre t bh.
This is the path I went about to liking them, they really emulate southern Memphis sound with a bit of Houston thrown in there.

I started off with liking Outkast and this song introduced me to UGK when I was younger
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WLNzTZVvoWs
Arguably one of the greatest rap collabs ever, UGK is huge where I live because they came from close by. UGK introduced me to Three Six Mafia and that south Memphis style or "Phonk".
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=K9f29EnOR-c
From liking Three Six Mafia that made it easier to get into
Bones
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0IYght7FGdg

Little Ugly Mane
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DivvcAD1-60

and older three six mafia
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gsitWzZFF30
which is really what $uicide Boy$ goes for.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nqtobIpZt68

You might not like any of these but I just wanted to share just in case c;

>How's the songs going?
Maaan I got stuck again so I started working on a new beat. Put about 2 hours in it before I took a break but ended up having to leave. Turned off my computer but forgot to save the project so I lost it.
Kind of killed my urge to make anything for a bit :c I'll probably start working on them again tomorrow

Nice music links, really liked the Hippie Sabotage remix. That bass has a really nice hum
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depri
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>>23655003
Don't mention his name in vain.
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>>23654982
Not really a hiphop guy myself and probably has no relation to this kek, but I listened To Pimp a Butterfly and I can say I was deeply impressed.
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>>23655045
decided to show for an hour, when my girlfriend goes to sleep i don't have anyone else to talk to
how are you
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>>23655089
>Not really a hiphop guy myself
I wasn't either til about 5 years ago. I use to only listen to
Kanye
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XS6o7lKjLzg

and Kid Cudi
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rCLBGY0huVE

now it's one of the main things I listen to. It just kind of clicked over one day and my cravings for more kicked in and hasn't stopped since.

>To Pimp a Butterfly and I can say I was deeply impressed.
great album c:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Z-48u_uWMHY
I luv this video, adds to the whole overall theme and feel for me.
>>23655126
Nice to see your bespectacled face again anon.
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>>23655089
>>23655176
this was in comments for the Kendrick Video kek
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=S3VhdHx5nYI
Sleepyboyzgang for lyfe
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>>23655176
>Kanye
He sings Bohemian Rhapsody rite?
I only know the Stronger song and Goldigger, probably others I can't remember atm.
First time listening to Kid Cudi kek.
Das da gud stuff mang, and it does.
I like this one for some raisin, idk why it's just so catchy.
https://youtu.be/hRK7PVJFbS8

Now I ain't saying she a gold digga...
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>>23655237
>more like Kendrick Lafarce
Lmaoing.
I really hope this is comedic act, cuz if not...
#sleepiboizgang
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>>23655126
Better tell me what has happened to you.

Here will be a rather long post, hopefully I make it in time before you leave. Well, I have solidified my life goals and have a concrete aim in life, which is chiefly to write. I intend to leave my hometown so I can either move to my cousin to a bigger city here or to my cousin in UK this summer. A little bit of wageslavery so I can advance my goals. I intend to continue my fucked up education all the while working and writing my novel, which is crystallising as well, I just need to start writing it out. I have set quite high goals for myself and I will need to work very seriously to get anywhere close to them. Still, I feel very energetic and view these two months until Midsummers Eve as the last days of rest, but I don't feel bad about me subjecting myself to overwork and great difficulty as I am back on the track of getting my life work out as I intend it. I'm happy in that I am making an Atlas out of myself, which is to say I'm putting muh weight on my shoulders. I've also quit smoking, speed and alcohol; I intend to stay clear of anything of that sorts due to both pragmatical and philosophical reasons.

I do realise that this narrative is rather badly written, but I am trying to give you a gist of what has happened to me in these few last weeks quickly as possible and adding as much detail as possible, ending up with this mixture of rant and what I think.
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>>23655238
>He sings Bohemian Rhapsody rite?
oh shite lol ye he does
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ocCYI7aJ9aw
I don't think too many people like his cover tho

>First time listening to Kid Cudi kek.
going to drop another, u mite lyke
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ppKugqvnrCg
>King Kunta
<3 bringing me back to when I use to work at old job. We would play this song and album when closing down the restaurant and cut loose/act a fool/drink at the bar. Some good times
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>>23655265
To keep it concise, here is TL;DR
>move out after Midsummer Eve, just before or around the first week of July
>either find work here in Latvia or move to my cousin in UK
>pursue education, hopefully make it in university before I am 24; I intend to study physics or mathematics
>find alternative income so that I can quit full-time work and do part-time
>pursue my literary ambitions, write every day for at least an hour and read something for an hour as well because Western Canon is large and my time limited, so I am in no position to ever stop my frantic attempts at tackling it
>all this while wageslaving
>get published
>solidify my philsophical thought and publish a series of critiques and polemics

I've begun seeing life as Jack London saw it. Here is his "Credo".
I would rather be ashes than dust!
I would rather that my spark should burn out
in a brilliant blaze than it should be stifled by dry-rot.
I would rather be a superb meteor, every atom
of me in magnificent glow, than a sleepy and permanent planet.
The function of man is to live, not to exist.
I shall not waste my days trying to prolong them.
I shall use my time.

Forgive me for whatever errors and for how little sense I might be making. I have had some trouble with my sleep this night and the last, so I'm rather worn out and perhaps a bit too little eager to tell you what has happened and am making little to no sense.

It is good to see you. I'm glad I checked this thread out before starting my reading session, otherwise I would've had missed you.
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>mfw reading my own posts and seeing how poorly written they are
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>>23655265
looks like we're both moving in the right direction

i got back from a 17 day visit to my overseas girlfriend and i need to get back into the habit of being as productive as i was before the trip

since i left i read another nietzsche book and almost exhausted plato's works
i'm on nicomachean ethics now
i'm also learning dutch

glad you quit taking shit

who still visits here
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>>23655247
I love how he says Kendrick better not fuck with him again, either way it's the year of the Sleepy
No one is safe pham, this boi savage
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=94Fkfp9EQJw
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>>23655299
I've heard of it kek.
Husbandu muzak is best muzak, so ofc he would cover it.
With the Guatamaleans rite lel.
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>>23654652
Oh I feel you.
*Zips up Mr. Rogers latex skin suit*
>>23654982
The suicide one is good, honestly I'd just forget about that lost track and try to make more smooth jams. The sound you need is a good channel if you're stuck.

Has anyone got any tips on sleeping, I went to bed two hours ago and I'm still awake? Plz.
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>>23655319
What places did you visit?

I sincerely hope you do achieve your productivity goals. As of lately I've accomplished some things that I wanted with a degree of consistency which has given me confidence in my abilities.

I see that you have advanced fair bit in your reading, which pleases me. Hopefully it has paid off.

>learning Dutch
How's your progress?

Those last two flirtations with amphetamine helped me to arrive at my current thoughts and needs, so I am not regretting anything, although I intend to never touch anything of that sort again; I'm passing into a new phase of my life and I need a change of habits, thoughts and feelings so I might arrive at different level of being.

BJ comes here rarely, as he is working two jobs and is making music. He formed a band. I guess he is /ascent/ as well.

Koreananon sometimes posts here as well, he is holding rather fine. Haven't seen him in last days though.

Germanon, iirc, went on a trip. He hasn't posted in quite a bit, but I think he will some time soon.

Meme grill has become a living meme, as in I am going to use her as reaction image, and has also picked up alcoholism. Actually no, she posts here regularly, she has her issues, but I think she is holding fine. I'm still using this as reaction image tbqh though. >>23655318

As for others, I think regulars are all here.

Things are as you left them, more or less.

Oh, I also sometimes shitpost, but not as much. You need to have some chaos to birth a star. (^: t. mustache man with hot opinions
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>>23655308
could you share any ideas on how to prolong my reading sessions? i tend to read for 20 minutes at a time at most before getting majorly distracted

cool that you might be moving to the UK
maybe you'll come close
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>>23655388
>How's your progress?
pretty slow, i guess
i'm only about a month in and i've only got some shitty website to use
i'm probably going to bed five minutes after this post, i'll check the thread tomorrow before blacklisting again, though
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>>23655320
Oh wat da phuk, why he done roast my boo T-rump doe?
>>23655369
:0
Am pure virgen grill, ples no hurt mi :'(
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>>23655396
Increase them gradually, even five minutes added on top of the base amount of minutes per reading session every fifth session is enough to ease you in longer sessions. Also cut ADHD inducing entertainment that requires a low attention span as it can be extremely destructive over long time.
>>23655403
Alright, see you tomorrow. I can understand why you'd want to cut your access to 4chan, so I can empathise with that. Best of luck. Until the next time. Hopefully I will be present then.
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>>23654554
Well ya know just still selling that crack rock doing my daily struggle. Recently picked up gangbanging with my man T-ray, we like to fuck shit up and fuck
dat pussy up. And that was just on tha weekend tho.
You still making your county music album anon?

>>23654530
I think this thread will need more STALKER images sooner or later just doesn't feel right with out it, you know what I mean


Hows everyone who still alive in this thread doing. Just woke the fuck up from a nasty ass hot ass nap in this 90F weather. And now I'm pretty damn hungry and idk what I'm going to fookin eat.
Anybody have any great dishes or meals recently, just thinking about food helps me out (it really dosent)

.......And how does this hat look on me? Reminds me of the ones the Olympic judges wore.
My friend had it in his trunk and said it was his 27 year old brother, 18 year old girlfriends so this shit seems like a hit or miss.
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>>23655441
Lol and somehow I just got banned till the 18th for some stupid shit, right after I posted this. Guess im posting on my phone or on a VPN

Thank you obama, you ashy ass nigga
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>>23655441
I'm not sure I got any STALKER ones.
>>23655494
>getting banned
Ayy.
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>>23655325
>With the Guatamaleans rite lel.
yep, them Guatamaleans lyke to get wild and I swear some of them wore eye liner but denied it kek

>>23655369
>I'd just forget about that lost track and try to make more smooth jams
good idea, I shall be more cautious in the future.


>The sound you need is a good channel if you're stuck.
Thanks, going to check it out.

>>23655421
>Oh wat da phuk, why he done roast my boo T-rump doe?
He went too far with that one tbqh

>>23655441
Hat looks good on you anun, get a nice jacket to match and you'll be set
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>>23655995
>spics d00ds wearing eyeliner
Jajaja who would do such a thing...
>He went too far with that one tbqh
May Emperor Trump have mercy on him. Amen.
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It's time for my weekly Sunday night existential crisis, in which I whine about how deeply unhappy I am with my life and the decisions I've made. So I'm laying here in bed feeling bad for myself and being lonely and obnoxious.

What're you doing, /soc/? Anything interesting?
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I can't sleep, hope you're happy. I went on a Shakira binge for no raisin.
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>>23656448
Laying in bed, is that interesting?
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>>23656470
Not really. If it were, I'd be content doing it myself and not coming here to pine for attention.
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>>23656493
Kek, sorry I didn't really say that well. I meant I am also laying in bed, is that of interest to you?
I figured btw, this is /soc/after all, so what's on your mind if you wish that it may be known.
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>>23656514
What's on my mind is...I dunno, stupid edgy teenager shit. It's dumb.

I was hoping someone else would have something interesting for me to pay attention to. Escapism, you know.
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>>23656552
>Escapism, you know.
I know full well what you feeling. I usually just lay down, listen to music and wait to fall asleep, but I felt compelled to come here.
Generally there should be people posting around this time but it's weird that no one is. Then again these threads are starting to die down.
I'm more of a listener myself, but I guess I'll entertain you for a bit before my inevitable death.
The guy known as turtle guy made me remember a funny story, wish to hear it?
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>>23656597
I've been asleep basically all day. I went to bed at like 2 last night, slept til like noon, woke up, ate, and then went back to sleep til like 7pm. I've tried crawling out of bed a couple of times but I always feel compelled to go back.

And I will gladly hear your turtle guy story.
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>>23656610
I wish I could do that at least once again.
It's not really turtle related but now you made me remember another one. Anyways last thread he asked me if I ever been mugged or had troubles where I live.
Not really, but my ex did lel.
I went to go see her a weekday after work, and when I saw her I knew something was wrong immediately. But you know how women are, won't tell you shit for days. We were hanging outside her apartment, when suddenly she burst out in tears. Wtf did I do now? I'm just standing there like an idiot cuz a) I really thought I did something; b)I had no clue what to do. So then she calms down enough to tell me that when she came back from the grocery store earlier before I got there, that some dude groped her and tried to rape her. Bruh, if there's a way to let primal beastial spic rage take over, it's to hear those words. Before that thought, her she told her dad (she was 17 at the time...) and her dad had already gone and beat the guy up. Seeing as I was her boyfriend, and nobody grabs my girl but me, I couldn't just let it be. The most natural thing I could "think" of and do was go back and teach Mr. Moe Lester how to really use his hands. I fucking ran to that grocery and sure enough dude was there already smacked. But when I am mad, I see red. Like my ex was trying to restrain me and yelling at me until I regained my senses because I would've legit killed the man.
Which is kinda stupid because if he weren't already busted beforehand I'd have probably ended up dead instead kek.
That's my little boring story though...
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>>23655003
>>23655126
>>23655319
>>23655396
>>23655403
>(You)'s for a supreme gentleman
>;-;
The day I leave early, this happens JUST

Glad to know you're doing well, you've been missed

Did you post here a few days ago, I had a feeling it was you behind a few posts(There were three associated with said ID)

Good luck with perusing your goals, I hope you repeat this visit again sometime in the future.
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>>23656812
>repeat this again
>repeat after you repeat
>autism
Eh, whatever gets the job done.
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Top
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I slept. Saw nothing.
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>>23657875
Sleep some more ha.
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It is still 16.5°C, at 9:45pm.

>>23653845
Who is this man and what is he doing?
>>23653975
hello what did you deliver today
>>23654115
pls slep
>>23654224
can I be your friend
>>23655126
edgy pic m8
>>23656812
daily reminder that I will never ever fall into your orbit
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>>23657950
ssup betanon
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>>23657980
>1 post by this ID

and a great post at that
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Was it, strictly speaking, autism?
https://youtu.be/i5ufgkJ-uVE
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>>23656460
>Shakira binge
We talking hips don't lie Shakira? I can get down to that c;
>>23657950
>hello what did you deliver today
Aye ausanon, nothing yet today. Hopefully something tho, I haven't been to work in about 6 days now.
How's everything going with you today?
>>23656692
That sucks to hear about what happened to ex. Moes are scum
>>23657992
I heard that he was slightly autistic in the book? :^)
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Feeling bit melancholic lads.

>>23657941
It would be extremely wasteful of my time.
>>23657950
I already did.
>>23658065
Haven't read it myself, so I don't know. Gosling, in person, seems a bit autismal as well.
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>>23658236
well done man, can you go on another beach walk soon and provide pics?
>>23658065
yeah not bad, it was a warm day :) just submitted an assignment as well.
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I left my heart to the sappers 'round Khe Sahn
And I sold my soul with my cigarettes, to the black market man
I've had the Vietnam cold turkey, from the ocean to the silver city
And it's only other vets could understand
'Bout the long forgotten dockside guarantees
How there were no V-day heroes in nineteen seventy-three
How we sailed into Sydney Harbour, I saw an old friend but I couldn't kiss her
She was lined, and I was home to the lucky land
She was like so many more from that time on
Their lives were all so empty, until they'd found their chosen one
And their legs were often open
But their minds were always closed
And their hearts were held in fast suburban chains
And the legal pads were yellow, hours long pay-packets lean
And the telex writers clattered where the gunships once had been
The carparks made me jumpy and I never stopped the dreams
Or the growing need for speed and Novocaine
So I worked across the country from end to end
I tried to find a place to settle down, where my mixed up life could mend
I held a job on an oil-rig, flyin' choppers when I could
But the nightlife nearly drove me round the bend
And I've travelled round the world from year to year
And each one found me aimless, one more year the worse for wear
And I've been back to South East Asia, but the answer sure ain't there
But I'm driftin' north to check things out again
Well the last plane out of Sydney's almost gone
And only seven flyin' hours, till I'll be landin' in Hong Kong
And there ain't nothin' like the kisses from a jaded Chinese princess
I'm gonna hit some Hong Kong mattress all night long
Well the last plane out of Sydney's almost gone
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>>23655318
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>>23657950
No vacancy bb.
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be honest with me guys.
when girls are like "i dont care if his dick is 5 in" or "big dicks hurt"

they are just saying that to make me feel better. Right? No one wants a tiny dick loser like me. They just say that because they dont want to hurt my feelings. But I know people want big things.

Honestly, tell me, would you prefer to suck the tiny dick or the big one. The big one obviously
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>>23658236
>Gosling, in person, seems a bit autismal as well.
He kind of looks like Dylan Klebold in this pic
>
>>23658341
>warm day :) just submitted an assignment as well.
Noice
It's storming pretty hard here right now, which is always wonderful to me. Definitely looks like no deliveries today but ho well c:
>>23658382
Ayyyee Mg
>>23658443
It sounds like you already know the answer m8.
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>>23658443
lol
>>23658467
I have a day off today (Tuesday) too, but I'll probably be working on my reports.
>>23658407
:DDDD
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>>23658341
I haven't got a camera man. If I do get one, I'll pot some.
>>23658382
Hey. What do you think?

Recommend me a movie. I downloaded Ghost in the Shell because I've seen that name thrown around, but I want to get another film. Something like Drive maybe. Or should I just rewatch Drive?
>tfw not a real hero
An hero me then.
>>23658443
Yes, they're lying. (^:
>actually caring about this
>>23658467
Post more Gosling pls.
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Fill in the blanks.

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>
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>>23658467
Ayy sup turtle guy.

>>23658515
Of what exactly

>Drive
What the hell was that, the girl was top qt tho

Taxi Driver seems related, have not seen it tho

Why are you melancholic, I am as well.

>>23658554
>Holy
>Slav
>Empire
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>>23658474
>working on my reports.
What are your reports over?
>>23658515
>Post more Gosling pls.
With pleasure
>the eye sees all
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>>23658565
>Ayy sup turtle guy.
Not too much, just watching my yard slowly flood. Kind of nice tbqh
What are you up to?
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>>23658565
You as meme material.

Wait, haven't you seen Drive?

What is that film about? You could recommend something that you really like though.

I don't really know. Not the depressed melancholy, the more subtle, contemplative one. Why are you? What did you do today?

>Palestinian
>There is no such a thing as Palestinians; they only came to """exist""" after Jews settled the uninhibited land, building great cities, by migrating to this prosperous land and claiming to be natives while in reality all of them came from the states surrounding Israel
>State
>the thing applied to non-existing peoples with non-existing history means that the words """"Palestinian"""" """state""" is an oxymoron, a non-entity, the opposite of what is considered a state, a non-counry, imagination, phantasm, a ghost
>>23658592
Why is he such a real hero? ;_;
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>>23658592
I've got a major one on a protein that I had to identify from mouse cell culture, and some smaller ones on protein purification.
>>23658598
REAL HUMAN BEAN
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>>23658598
>Why is he such a real hero? ;_;
Just found this
https://youtu.be/rY2Z0qhhgk4
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>>23658614
THERES SOMETHING ABOUT YOU, ITS HARD TO EXPLAIN.
THEY'RE TALKING ABOUT YOU BOY, BUT YOU'RE STILL THE SAME.

...
...
...i drive...
...mhm...

[MUFFLED FAUX 80'S MUSIC IN THE DISTANCE]
>>23658627
https://youtu.be/RMQK2sVxf2A
They just both wanted to become real human beans.

>that description on Eliot's video
Rip
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>>23658597
A U S T R A L I A

>>23658598

About time I did

I haven't no, you asked for something like Drive, I've been meaning to watch Taxi Driver anyway
I once recommended The white ribbon, I like If...1968 but I don't suppose you will
Then there's David Lynch's "art films"
And I like Lolita 1997 lol for some reason

What are you contemplating
Been thinking as well,since yesterday in fact, tho this time won't mention here
I went to school, failed two quizzes because I barely read one, found out I did not get the T.A job which means I must go kiss the homo's ass for one tomorrow

>a ghost
But I am spoopy.
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>>23658652
Though I'm not sure if I should use that picture of yours as a reaction image.

You've been meaning to? Pfft, do it today.
Yes, I remember. 'If', by the description, reminds me of 'NEDS', a film I'd recommend to you. I'm capping your post so I don't forget.
>lol for some reason
leFBIman.PNG
:^)

Just my memory. I thought about my memories from childhood which I am entirely sure never took place. And their location doesn't exist either, but those are amongst my most powerful memories. Then there are memories I know to be true, but I can't remember when they happened.

You should mention it here. By the way, the time between your replies is enough to read a chapter, lazily without haste, so don't worry about making long posts.

You can't use succubi magic on him.
>spoopy
No, you aren't very spoopy. You said I'm scary once lel.
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>>23658637
IM GIVIN YOU A NIGHTCALL TO TELL YOU HOW I FEEEEEEL
>>23658652
you called?
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>>23658729
https://youtu.be/tlPfWxul5F4
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>>23658706
Whatever you like

Noted.
What did you end up deciding on
I've been wanting to watch something for some time now, but I have been busy worrying about homework and such without actually doing them lel

Are you really thinking about moving abroad
Wouldn't you want your beach..etc. for your writing

I'm not worried about my post length,
It is this particular thing I do not wish to share it
Oddly enough, it is both causing me this grief and pushing me slightly forward
Es pat nezinu if it's making sense

He once pissed me off so much, I closed the door and started yelling at him, a 40 year old PhD holder kek
Since then he fears me even more

Once! pls no yell at me, I won't again.
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heres some cuteness
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Has anyone seen a Mexican grille.
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>>23656448
I made an odd observation on the students in my class but I'm not so sure if it's just because everyone's still on that freedom vibe or not.
Aside from that, I have some Chinese cooking.

How can you be sure you're real when all your senses can and are being lied to constantly?

>>23655995
*Nods heads in recognition of pain of lost sounds*
>>23655421
>Vegan
>Grill
Something's not adding up here...
>>23655441
Boy howdy you know I may be making those 10/10 beer jug beats!
Is it true that you're a drawer?

>>23657950
I'm sexually drawn towards that hoodie.
How's you doing, kangaroo jack?

TFW, I brought some new clothes and no one even commented on it. I don't know why I bother.
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>>23658637
>JFMSU
That change in character at the end was slightly jarring.
This came on after lmao
https://youtu.be/JKKbxZvj0lQ

>>23658652
>A U S T R A L I A
pǝuǝddɐɥ ʇɐɥʍ ʍouʞ ʇ,uop ı bnɟ

>>23658614
Sounds like fun, how many more weeks do you have left in the semester?

>>23658861
>Mexican grille.
¿dónde está la niña bonita? Yo soy muy triste :c

>>23658885
>new clothes and no one even commented on it
I'll comment on them, bost pics anun
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>>23657950
It's based Mel Gibson doing based Mel shit, he's training his blade for the next tournament.

>>23658885
Ha I remember I use to observe all the different groups of kids in highschool. Did it so much I got my friends into and we would just watch the hipster or hyper nerds go about their business and proceed on shitting on them and what not. Almost wanted to write a book on those social classes could have sold......tens of tens of them.

And hey this here is a discussion thread I wouldn't mind seeing your new clothes and commenting on them. Best place to try it out.


And I'm still on my ban so I'm just fucking around on me phone. But yesterday here in the LA valley we had some pretty big fire show up out of the blue. And weirdly enough all the smoke it produced only smelled of burning asphalt.
La is bad enough but do we need tar babies in our lungs too?
Pic definitely related

Any body else around the world have any natural or human made shit happen where they live?
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>>23658816
I probably won't for reasons.

For now I will read until it's late and see Ghost in the Shell. After that, I will probably download if... and watch it the next night.
You worry about actualising yourself and doing things that could prevent you from actualising your time whilst doing nothing and not actualising as well. You might as well watch a film, maybe it will help you.

Yes, I am. Either way, even if I don't go abroad, I want to leave this pit. I've fermented here long enough.

I don't need no beach, all I need is my hands, head and determination to write. Beach is nice, but it's beauty is offset by how much I dislike this place.

I like when you write longer posts, tbqh with you phamelette.
You are making some sense.

Try acting the opposite of what you normally do in his presence, it can stun people and dumbfound them.

Now that you ask sweetly I don't think it's even capable from me to yell at you at all lel
>>23658929
That video crashed my browser.
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>>23658929
>>23658947
>Pic related, I...don't know how to shop.

>Fire
That sounds like it smelt disgusting, desu.
>Human shit
A guy I used to hang out with set fire and burnt down a big stadium that's about an hours ,slow, walk from me.

>Groups
I have a gang of autistics here. There's about 10, possibility more, of them.
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Has anyone seen this grill pic related

>>23659018
Nice shirt Anon.

>>23658997

Alright I will, later too

You should leave, I hope you do publish something, I'll be the first to get one when out
I have a pretty good memory, I won't forget...

I think I need to work a little better on my getaway plan too
I'm preparing the conversation I need to have with family little by little in my head, it will be difficult but I think especially in the past year I've become more mature, and might just be able to pull it off
I like it too.

It could work since I've learned my way with him, if I oppose him once the next he appreciates my cooperation
I've been cold and judgmental last time I've seen him to prelude to this request
I do not aim to stun anyone, unless with a gun

Almost the 20th, have you decided on a date for your trip to Valmiera(was it).

>>23658929
See pic related.

>>23658729
Sorry you have to wait in line.
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>>23659018
Honestly senpai that's a pretty decent shirt probably go pretty well with blue jeans, I wouldn't try it with black ones might not go to well. But it's 2016 as well so they might have to be semi tight cause fashion.
But just keep looking for shit that compliments just you not what everyone else is wearing. Remember having that swag fag epicdimic over here couple years ago.

>>23659141
Uhhhhhhhh idk anon can't really make to much out of that drawing. She might be around somewhere but who knows could be on hiatus I know I do that sometimes.
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>>23659141
Yas.

It won't be very easy, I will probably struggle with that, but if all goes well... I'd send you a free copy if you wanted lel.

I'm working on mine as well. I need to stay in touch with both of my cousins so I have some connections. Cousin from Valmiera has considered moving abroad as well, so I might hop along, I will actually, as it is easier to do as much with someone else. The UK cousin is the brother of the younger cousin, and I get along well with both, so it is a matter of me convincing them. I'm pretty good at that when it comes person to person. UK cousin comes over here during the summer, which is the best time since I can earn some cash so I can buy tickets and whatnot. Basically I need to take initiative and remain assertive for the time being, which is fine with me. World needs people who take the lead and I should do as much. I'm not insecure in that department, thank God. Besides, I have nothing to lose from asking people for some help. The same cousin already offered me a chance to go abroad by the end of last summer, but I was in a bad position to do it, plus I didn't have my current mindset. Muh ambiguous autism personality type I/ENTJ might finally pay off. (^:

Well, just retain some element of unpredictability.

Depends when my uncle leaves. Anyways, the point of this trip was to meet my cousin, and I did meet him just last week, so I'm in no hurry. I will probably visit for two days. It might be just before May though, but that's fine with me, let the time pass away fast.

It's very comfy making these long posts.
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>>23659141
>>23659199
Oh, and yes, you did get it right, it is Valmiera.
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>>23659180
She's very hispanic and sensible :-D
If you see her approach quietly pls.

>>23659199
Checked

Signed pls :-D

You are tbqh, so the plan is pretty feasible after all
>is NEET
>World needs lead
At least find the job first(stupid joke)
Nah I believe (You) can /ascent/, just don't cuc around
So you intend to finish high school in UK too ?

Unpredictability as in?
Nothing is certain anyway, merely a general outline
Still so much to go through when said time is here

It felt strange meeting with the girls yesterday, they're all leading these extremely boring lives, but they are happy/content
I would never be able to live such a life, I find mine slightly more exciting but it is not giving me that joy they're experiencing
I'm still trying to find out what makes me happy

How old is your mom I'm curious(it's in the Palestinian genes we must ask this)

I just remembered I wrote two or three stories for a local children's magazine as a kid
One of which was about my four year old cousin who got lost for about four hours at night kek.
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>https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LKDixFhvCAU


>>23659141
Thank you, crazygirl.
>>23659180
>Compliments
TFW, I have no fucking clue how to do this.
Why can't we just wear bear skins and elk hats.
>Swag fag
I'm not even a /fa/ucker but this dude looks like he pissed himself and this was trending.
>Blue jeans
I'll try to find some new ones in store, all mine are torn up. Thanks for the advice, anoon.
>Semi tight
Giggity goo

>https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LKDixFhvCAU
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>>23659374
I would check yours, but you didn't get any digits, pleb.

Just let me write something first lel.

It's only as feasible as much as I am willing to take risks and go all in, but as again, I have nothing to lose and I will sooner drown myself than stay here lel, not so much from depression, more so from boredom and injured pride.

>implying worlds best weren't NEET lords
>Napoleon BoNEEparTe
>Friedrich NEETzsche
>LeoNEETas

I don't cuc around, cuc.
Probably. I think it is possible. I'm fluent enough and haven't shit for brains, so I'm considering that a possibility. If I stay in Valmiera, I will finish school here. Either way, I have a plan. Most of the people would doubt this, but then again, most people are only capable of measuring everything according to themselves, which is mediocrity.

Just don't act like a retartet phaggot.

I know that feel. I don't even think I will live like that, my life is already fairly different from most of the people I know. Happiness, that isn't even my goal, but the closest thing I know is being overcome with aesthetics. That can be achieved in multiple ways.

She turns fifty next December. Why ask :-D

I'd love to read those. Pls translation now.
>>23659420
>those teeny weeny shoulders on that faggot
What a shoulderlet.
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>>23659420
Yeah I know man it takes some time to find a style to stick with, but hey once you find that shit it "will" stick on you.
And shit I'd love to sport around a raccoon fur hat with no fucks given, but I live in wack ass Solcal so I'll probably get jumped by some hipsters or something tbqh.

Fuck man I guess I'm lucky I never had to deal with euro swag faggots. That shit looks fucking awful man, how man damn wrinkles do ya need in a pair of pants. And it looks like he got scared and shat his "nice" pants

Good luck on those pants mah dude shouldn't be to hard to find the right pair
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>>23659453

Daily reminder of when
>Hurr durr I hate bored people

>**NEE*
Appy polly loggies Sir :-D

Me neither, I'm not sure how it's achieved to begin with, other than granny wine :-D
An occasional pleasant state of mind maybe

And she still pays for your shit, you shameless twat
le retartet recording
>
http://vocaroo.com/i/s1lXOTnfCTJV

They are so retartet, It's embarrassing if you insist I might not sure if tonight tho
I have shittons of drafts of stories I wrote as a kid, one of which is a horror film script kek

I have scrapbooks with pictures of animals I would cut out from science books when school year was over, or from newspapers and magazines my neighbor didn't want
That and news about aliens.
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>>23659646
M'lady.

What do you seek then?

>pays for my shit
Niggah don't make me laugh
That's why I want to move out duh.

https://clyp.it/lybc5r5j
Right at you.

Yes, I insist.
Please show me some.

Post pictures of scrapbooks.
>aliens

You into spooky stuff lel?
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>>23659719
What is exactly three days over 2 months of complaining in posts
I'm still trying to find out

I sound like a what
Speak engrish fgt

Maybe tomorrow :-D

>muh skulls
More in the past tho
>tfw I was around seven? when I had a dream about some deep shit convo with Hannibal Lecter on the bus
>Nobody cared who I was
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>>23659776
>What is exactly three days over 2 months of complaining in posts
...I don't follow?

>not knowing what you want
Typical woman.

Y-you sound like a faggot because you sound girly. F-faggot.

Please, yes. :-D
>that straight hair
You look whole lot younger with hair like that :-D L-looks g-good.

Silence of the Lambs is one of my favourite films tbqh. I think I was seven when I first saw it and had no clue what it was about lel.

>nobody cared who I was
...until you posted ITT.
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>>23659811
I've been posting ITT about how clueless I am for this long
Actually it's exactly 2 months, since Depri left on the 19th of February and it was the thread in which everyone started posting feels and shite

Didn't he say he'll be checking again tonight

Actually I've been told that my voice changes a little when I'm speaking English
It is a little rougher in Arabic

All I knew back then was an edgy dude eating people and I had a crush on him for so long
What else did you like as kid.
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>>23659861
I was referring to the point where this became a feel-tolerant thread, not the first day I posted ITT.
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>>23659861
No it's not two months exactly.
>February has 31 days
Retartet.

Have you any faintest clue as of lately? You seem to be in somewhat optimistic mood sometimes.

Yes, it does, you start to sound like a cuck while I sound like alpha Slav. (^: Actually, I didn't see much of difference. You posted you counting to ten here once. It's probably the difference between languages. I sound harsher speaking Russian, but that's because Russian is like that.

You had a crush on Antony Hopkins?

Encyclopaedias, probably one of my first books. Especially the ones about animals and geography. Sea. Sweets ( we were rather poor, so it was a rare treat ). Running around the local forests. Observing ants. You know, kids stuff.

>>23659874
When did you first come here? When did you visit /soc/ for the first time and what thread?

Also, pls post more pics with you and straight hair.
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is their alway a beta orbiter here lol
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>>23659929
http://orgyofthewill.net
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>>23659929
Yeah it's like that here sometimes, unfortunately
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>>23659914
Wew

I'm starting to get a grip again, I'm not sure what I want exactly, but I know it starts with leaving and going on my own as I said once before
So I need to start suppressing my laziness and indecisiveness till I'm back on track again

>Alpha mile
Yeah you probably won't notice
But I do try to sound manlier in Arabic kek

Not the guy, the character, the idea of a man eating real human beans

>Aww
Little (You) is too innocent
Did you have any pets

Mid September-Early October
I think it was a rate thread

I'll post a meme-ish one cause it's embarrassing when someone asks.

>>23659929
Just bumping the thread :-D for the Alphas.
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>>23660023
Well you have a goal then. It's a good one. Whatever the goals you have, they are better than let's say problems, as in, 'I have these goals' is always superior to 'I have problems'. Think seriously about moving out.

>laziness
Stop being a faggot, it's that easy. (^:

>try to sound manlier
Kek

There was this Romanian aphorist, Cioran, and he once wrote, paraphrasing him, that he'd sometimes like to be a cannibal, not so much for the pleasure of eating someone, but as much as being able to throw them up. Those lines stuck with me.

You romanticise my childhood and me, again.
Yes. Cats and a dog. I think I even had two of them at one point very briefly.

What did you browse before? Do you browse other boards at all?

When did the chat threads come about?

>embarrassing
I was expecting a nonmeme, but what can I expect from a meme spouting phaggot. (^;
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>>23660076
The plan is Masters after a year
The aftermath of this however is known

>Saved
Bootyful lines
I'll stop asking if it discomforts tu

I found 4chinz in 2010
I use to peek every now and then but not browse cause tbqh dicks pictures disgust me
>JUST fmsu
/x/ around 2012-2013
Then it was just visits from time to time until last summer, I came back to /b/ and was redirected to /soc/
/b/,/mu/ sometimes for links
And /pol/ to confuse the ignorants with anti semitic posts from an IL flag
I generally check the boards sometimes

What about you

The first thread with this OP format was on 28th of January, however there were general chat threads before

I will go sleep, I'm tired and I need to wake up early
Will reply in morning
Nakts.
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>>23660023
Well shucks this what your ledgarnary hair looks like after its been brush?
I kind of feel like I should be on my knees begging for your forgiveness and not to wipe my black ass.

And for laziness think we'll all or most of us are stuck in the same boat. Best way for me to get out of my rut, would just be staying productive in something like house cleaning, yard work, and I guess drawing but I don't really count that one lol. Try making a mundane routine of some shit you usually wouldn't do.

Usually just usually youll get your mind set to doing what every that shit is. And might even want to do something else on that line. Remember that's how I felt when I use to cut grass, started feeling good about having da place looking good.

But don't listen to me I'm just a afro americunt
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>>23660150
Well you can have more than one goal, you know.

It doesn't discomfort me, I'm just curious about you seeing me in this light and it makes me confused, if anything.

I wish I could filter out the countless dick threads tbqh. Also whole lots of contact faggotry ones.

Was /x/ as cancerous as it is now? Lots of quality greentext stories come from that, at least the ones that get posted in screen cap threads.
I think it doesn't take much thinking to figure out you're not Jewish, but Palestinian, especially if you post stuff like that on a board with flags.
I came here around Zimmerman's trial. Started /pol/, went to /int/, eventually settled for /lit/. I visit most of non social boards depending on what interests me at the time.

When did you first start posting in chat threads?

I'll go watch my movie and then read some before dozing to sleep.

Ar labu nakti.
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>>23655319
>learning dutch

everyone in my mom's family speaks dutch fluently except me(my grandmother is from amsterdam) I gave up on trying to learn it because it was really hard for me
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>Music

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NyQdisFFJas

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QXnNtTgdsJk

>Films
About to watch Tokyo Ghoul and finish up Capitao Falcao
>>23658997
>That video crashed my browser.
Sorry pham

>>23659141
>See pic related.
Those cheekbones <3

>>23659018
Shirt looks good bboxanon
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>>23658637
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https://youtu.be/kaXyjl7NkJg
https://youtu.be/Xe63rCogihE https://youtu.be/VrkT5P5q410 https://youtu.be/ni9FCzIOX2w

How does one even acquire haircut like this? Why? This keeps me awake at night and I can't sleep. I just keep saying 'JUST' over and over again in my head, thinking of Brendan Fraser and his alimony. Just, JUST, imagine being him for a moment. Does your hair become like that naturally at some point? These questions demand answers.

So, my friends, what keeps you up at nights?
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How do I fix my hair when this is my hairline
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>>23661603
J U S T
U
S
T
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>>23659141
for my own country? never
>>23658947
why is he so crazy?
>>23658929
5-6, and I'm getting raped by assessments. Halp.
>>23658885
o-ok
I like your new clothes :D
People always comment on my new clothes due to the fact that I get them so rarely lol
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>>23661585
J U S T
U . . S
S . . U
T S U J
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>>23661643
>that shit looking word square

J U S T
U_.._..S
S_.._..U
T S U J
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>>23661619
should i an hero?
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J U S T F U C K M Y S H I T U P
_.U S T F U C K M Y S H I T U
._...S T F U C K M Y S H I T
_.__...T F U C K M Y S H I
_.__......F U C K M Y S H
_._......._..U C K M Y S
_____........_C K M Y
_____..........._.K M
______________M
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Holy shit, bump

Anyway guys, fucking 30°C tomorrow holy shit
I'm also gonna do something crazy tomorrow
Life is weird
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>>23660216
I realize that, I just don't atm

I just enjoy reading about little you, why does it confuse, I mean this in particular, aren't many things here confusing

I did not go to /x/ recently, if I recall it had a shitton of astral projection threads, Illuminati, and there was the false prophet website thing going on in that period
I also liked the images that were posted on there
It doesn't but there were always those who took a while it was weird, in addition to angry juice muh land arguments, it wasn't that intense anyway

I posted in BJ's thread on the 28th as I said and then when it started dying, that's when BJ made this format
I posted in chat threads before but not as much as BJ's

I went to university, only for them to find out that there's a strike and that the teacher decided to commit to the strike last minute, so I took an hour and a half bus ride for almost nothing
Almost cause I spoke to my gay teacher and he's, despite my attitude towards him and his work, actually very interested in employing me, so that's something

How was your day.

>>23660754
But she's not coming ;-;
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Hey guys, Germanon here.
I´ve just came to say my goodbyes for now because Ive invested quite some time in talking with you guys and I think you deserve to know that I wont come back in the near future.
I just realized that Im too young for this shit, mentally.
You guys all bring some seriously cool shit to the table and it was just depressing for myself to see me fail to deliver, so I made the decision to use the hours that I would use writing here for doing something more productive and picked up working out and Im also reading more and started drawing.
I´ll miss you guys, Meme grill, Nietzschanon, PJ, dude from London who never recieved a nickname... you all had some pretty big inpact on me in the months Ive spent here, thanks for holding out with me.
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>>23663403
Germanon ;-;
You will always be the gif.overlord
We have lost another one
Good luck with your life, you'll be missed

Please visit occasionally to let us know how you're doing.
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>>23663268
>little me
>intellignet, nihilistic and with a wicked sense of humor
>me now
>failed retartet phaggot
Oh lawd.

Where do you stand politically?
>not being apolitical
Silly, dumb political kuk boi. (^:

What was the strike all about?

Of course he is interested in employing you considering the circumstances. I'm surprised you didn't realise that even before speaking to him. Read some more Dostoyevsky and Stendhal. Such naivete from your side oh lel

Mine was rather bad.

I woke up late. Decided to go chopping wood. I had this rather large mound, I was doing fine until my damn axehead dismounted from the main shaft and I was struck using a lighter axe meant for chopping little twigs and what not. My intention was to chop up the entire mound, but I didn't, so it left me rather pissed as I like to get things done when I start doing them. Plus I brushed one spot on my thumb too much and there is this small collection of white liquid, I don't know how to they call it in English, and it's annoying as it hurts and I can't burst it. Then I decided to shave, for finally I got some shaving lotion and cheap, one time razors. And what do you know, they are completely shit. I used all five of them to get a shitty shave. I broke them all up and trashed them. My neck hurts because I had to go over it twice due to shit razors. Fucking hell, I'm buying proper razors this time.

Also, more sketchbooks pleas :--D
>>23663403
Just drop by from time to time làd, show your gains and talk about the books you've read.

When I'll move out, I won't probably post as much as I did because I have my goals, but still, I don't think I will drop you folks completely.

Stay focused and /ascend/.
>>23663426
BJ's a big guy.

HOW LONG BEFORE MG LEAVES AND POE PIOUS FINNEGAN OF BLESSED POSTS IS ALL ALONE? WHAT IF AUSANON IS DIED?

Pic related, tumor on my thumb
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>>23663268
>But she's not coming ;-;
Did she leaf too :c
How many anons are left now?
>>23663403
Hey germanon, we never really talked that much but I enjoyed the conversations that were had. You seem like a really cool/great dude and your Death Grips post were always appreciated. Wish you the best mang
>>23663491
>small collection of white liquid, I don't know how to they call it in English
Sounds like a "blister"
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>>23663516
Yes, that. God fucking damn.
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>>23663403
godspeed mang, all the best in your life
>>23663491
I will leave "forever" for two days soon
>>23663562
when you realise the cancer is just a blister
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>>23663491
>Excited for a long post
My life is a joke

I don't care for politics, I hate the juices at the same time I dislike my people
But I hate the juices mostly cause I cannot tolerate degradation

Something with the teacher's union, I don't follow tbqh cause I do not care and it happens often

I knew he was but gay dudes are unpredictable sometimes

Struck where ?
Kek pls post pictures

>Pictures
>Sketchbook
I remember my science teacher loving it tho


Kek it does seem that way, my fingers look retartet here
But I had to twist weirdly to get all names on cam (sort of)

Same, I will post from time to time
I'm too addicted

I translated Autism:the story.

>>23663516
Ikr she was qt
Poe, Aussie, boi from London, turtle guy
Koreanon and BJ did not announce any official retreat yet
How have you been.
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>>23663576
I'm e-excited for long posts as well
S-some dude wrote Nietzsche a sixty page letter once, it's l-like our convos are the same, r-right?

Degradation?

How long the strike goes on?

His sexual orientation has very little to do with his choice.

I'm not going to post pictures of firewood and a broken axe, are you high?

How big is it?
>tfw barely any stuff left from childhood as I rigourously destroyed anything I left behind as a kid for some retartet reasons

Also, what's with the shirt? Bit too bright for you, I thought you were all black and shit? (^:

I also like how I am on the highest finger since I am an alpha male par excellence and in domineering position, just like real layfe (^:

>addicted
Sucks to be you. I'm not. The idea that I can't get addicted to something is as much enslaving an idea as the dependency on something, if I ever was, that is, the idea and the bad conscience coming with it that I shouldn't post here because 'le wasted time xDD' is retarded and a spook, that is, I post here only because I have time and I want to. If I want to read, I read. If I want to exercise, I do that. Having spooks like that in your head must be hell of an experience. I'm not sure if I am making any sense. Bad conscience is a stupid thing to subject yourself to.

Post it, please?
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>>23663611
Ye sure I'm Neenzche and you're Cuchs :-D

Obeying, life under control
It's sickening
Every day I'm at that checkpoint and every day I am angry

Depends but I think it's just today

Yes pls bost sexi aks
Your cucked face, post it

I have many things because I cannot throw anything away
Approx 27x15cm from what I see

>Keeping track
Mostly black :-D
My friend picked it for me and insisted I wear it, also my gay teacher likes red :-----D

>real layfe
You only exist as a post#
Which is dubs, that's pretty alpha got to admit

Knew I'd be getting this lecture on addiction
I'm not spook over time here wallah
I'm going to leave it at addiction tho.
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O boi
>pls no bully I was kid

Lost on the roads
At six thirty in the evening, I was sitting with my family in the living room, my uncle with us, and suddenly he receives a phone call informing that his nephew [x] was missing, he rushed his way out leaving us all in astonishment and awe. A few moments later my mother’s voices rises, addressing my father, and shattering the silence in the room: (Come along [My father’s name], let’s help them search for him). And so they got dressed and left taking along my sister, naturally I stayed at home with my little siblings.
Everybody went out searching, terror consuming their hearts, each and every one of them uncertain of what could have happened to him, their imaginations couldn’t stop thinking of the most horrible things a four year old kid could encounter-this wasn’t the first time he went astray- . Like everyone else my father was looking for him when he ran into my grandmother, who while shivering in fear for her beloved grandson was searching too, unable to take a few more steps out of terror. Everyone carried on; they assumed he has taken a specific road as he did once before so they spread in it searching. It was a dark gloomy road housing wild dogs, hyenas, snakes, and everything that not only would make one worry but also pray he did not enter that path again. They all walked a great distance into that road and after a while they stopped, for they as adults were exhausted, how could a little boy walk any further.

Cont.
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>>23663661

Everyone was in despair; they searched every path about the house yet there was no sign of him, they stopped and sat thinking. Meanwhile [x] was walking along said road, not only did he reach the point at which they quit looking but even double that distance in, he was looking for his dinosaur friends that he had seen on the television earlier that day, he loved them so much, he did not care for darkness nor he got scared, until he reached the end of the road. Only then fear invaded his limbs, there was no sign of his friends or his home, so he sat by the road crying.

A little later three young men passed by [x], they asked him where was his home, he couldn’t answer for he was confused and scared, he went on crying, so they realized he was the lost kid all these people earlier were searching for. They carried the boy until they reached a small shop, they asked the owner if he recognized the boy, as it turns out he was a friend of his father’s , the man returned the boy home. It didn’t take long before everyone heard of the happy news, the boy’s father thanked the three young men and rewarded them, [x] received the warmest kisses, especially from his grandparents.
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>>23663655
You're a cuch :-D

Yeah, but you actually do like obeying since Jews are a master race and all anger stems from not being a superior Jewish woman ™ and not having a nose job like a tru Jewish woman would at you're age (^:

I won't fetch my axe :-D
Here's my face though, the middle finger was unintentional (^: not a clue about my fingers doing spooky shit. Post your unkuked feis please

I burned almost all of my notebooks lel

You look fine, brings out your pale skin, you look like Moby Dick now. (^;
Red is fine on women, but he probably likes it for fag reasons lel.

You see, you are already seeing my alpha digits. Come home, singles poster

I'm not lecturing you on addiction, you idiot. :-DD What I said flew over your head :-D

>>23663661
>my family
Two seconds later
>my uncle with us
Implies uncle isn't family, as he isn't included in broader term by default and needs special mention.
>mother's voices
Mother speaks in many voices, potentially possessed, a hint (?) towards oppressed Christianity in family
>dark
>gloomy
Reference to Lovecraft's 'Dagon'. Prior search parallels Lovecraftian terror of unknowing and imagining as a force of fear, with the dark and gloomy road a hint at the hellish mire in 'Dagon'.
>>23663664
Powerful allusion to Christianity here.
>boy is led astray by false phantasms seen on TV, probably Islam
>same, Muslim family searches for him
>boy finds they don't exist
>cries as he is left all alone, i.e. nihilism 'God is dead'

>three men
>three
>clearly a representation of Christian trinity, as all figures are masculine, the son, the father and the holy spirit
>Christianity saves the boy
>ask where is is from which is as almost 'What is meaning'
>boy can't aswer as he has lost hope
>the Christianity carries him home
>the family loves the Christianity, love being the main tenet of that faith

I see that you went Kierkegaard levels of Christianity and existential despair very early on.
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>>23663562
>Yes, that. God fucking damn.
Pop that bish

>>23663576
>Ikr she was qt
The qtest

>Poe, Aussie, boi from London, Koreanon and BJ
I like these anuns but everyone seems to be bosting less and less :c

>>23663576
>How have you been.
I've been okay lately, feels like I'm slowly coming out of some limbo. I still don't know what I want or exactly who I am but as time passes I figure out a little more and more. It's like being at the Optometrist's office and looking through a phoropter slowly focusing in on my self. It's all blurry now but through time and diligence hope to reach some clarity.

How are you today, did you clear up the stomach issues you were dealing with?
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>>23663757
>LESS AND LESS
>
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>>23659453
>Shoulderlet
Heh-ha, yeah just look at him.
*Puts on extra thick jacket*
>>23663403
You will be missed.
Get dench for me, senpai, and I'm always available to talk if jew what.
>>23661631
>>23660754
>Clothes
Thank you!
>>23661603
You do what I do,
Cry in a corner and use your tears to make a hat.
>>23659503
>Wrinkles
Exactly, that shit only looks good on old people and mole rats.
>Pants
God speed.
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>>23663729

There are no shaving scars, I'm disappointed
I'm not pale, my webcam is cucked and there's a window in front of me

>Come home not go home

Kek I know what you meant I'm not total tart
I'm just saying I just left "addiction" in place of other things for reasons

I do have shitton of christian neighbors
>Uncle issues
This was based on true story
>Naturally I stayed at home
They wouldn't take me
>Early edge
I came up with the three guys and dinosaurs part so it must be true
I can't stop KEK-ing tho.

>>23663757
Aye been there
Give it time and think clearly
What are you currently doing I forget, forgib

I've tried to install InDesign 3 fukken times and it's not working
How the fuk am I suppose to get shite done like this.
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>>23663729
P.S
What's around your neck.
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>>23663828
Of course there aren't, I'm not retartet and this isn't the first time shaving. I was used to shaving with a Soviet era device that was rather dangerous if you don't handle it right, so safety razors are no problem lel

You're not pale? So you aren't pure? Would not waifu 2/10

Other things like?
>>23663839
Random amber necklace. I put it on because I was curious as to wether or not you'd notice. And you did. :-D
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>>23663852
What device

N-no bully ;-;
>

I'm a grill we notice everything
We just don't reveal that we do, you are clueless of the wicked ways of wimmon

How was the film btw,
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>>23663875
It's basically a shaving razor with removable cap so you can replace the blade. It was very easy to cut yourself with it, so I became rather careful with my shaving.

OK, no bully today. :-D

What else have you noticed?
Am I too naive and innocent to understand the wicked ways of women?

>Men have hitherto treated women like birds which have strayed down to them from the heights; as something more delicate, more fragile, more savage, stranger, sweeter, soulful – but as something which has to be caged up so that it shall not fly away.
-horse loving German man

I didn't watch it all, I quit midway because I got distracted by my thoughts and read quite a bit about how 'evening' schools operate. Afterwards, I slept.
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>>23663903
Or bully

See, it's not just about noticing
But again I'm not going to reveal my secret ways to you evil white male
To understand them you need to become one

Will you continue or not
What were you thinking about, if you don't mind sharing.
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>>23663963
I'm not tsundere today.

Weren't you honourary Aryan? Besides, I'm Mongolic.

>become one
No thanks, phaggot.

Probably.
Just about my education and how possible my goals are. That is to say, I thought about whole lot.
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>>23663762
>LESS AND LESS
Where my fellow amerifats tho

>>23663828
>Give it time and think clearly
For sure, having alone time is something I've had an abundance of lately. Picking up archery/ drawing and making music has really helped wipe my mind of the clutter.

>What are you currently doing I forget, forgib
forgibed
I just work a delivery job and that's it at the moment. No school, just work so I can save up as much money as possible to move if things work out. If not then instead of moving I'll probably use the money and take a nice trip to a few places in Asia. It's a pretty loose plan but I like that, makes it flexible and adaptable.
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>>23663969
I forget about my approved nose
And what conclusion did you come to
The posts are getting shorter, are you in the mood for reading.
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>>23663998
But your nose is rather small.

That I should write down my nearest goals and consider all the possibilities, even the worst outcomes and what I ought to do.

My mood is fine. Strike up something interesting and I will talk a lot.
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>>23664164
I think I haven't any atm
So I'll let you be
Later+/Night.
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>>23664203
Why leave so early?
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>>23664216
I haven't much to say.
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>>23664227
Yet you post here everyday lel
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Why I'm so smart?
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>>23664242
And still gets you to respond.
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>>23664260
Only for now. I won't be a NEET forever and have all the time in the world to reply to (You). Shit comeback though, almost made Google up "Suicide methods for low income NEET".
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Why do I write such great posts?
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Why is he proud of this?
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>>23664267
>Daily reminder
Why remind me ;-;
I think you maybe should get a job earlier than July and start saving
Finish school in Latvia, then higher education wherever.
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In the end
It'll just be me and the king of /soc/.
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>>23664300
Why? You will be a wageslave to a closeted professor soon enough.

No. It is important that I cherish these days long after they are gone for what I could call last days of my budding, coming about. Besides there are very serious problems with that.
I don't think I will leave. From what I understand it is entirely possible to finish up high school in less than three years and it is in fact encouraged in 'evening' schools. I can handle it because school was never difficult.

Very curious how obvious all choices in my life now seem, but I couldn't fathom taking any such action during my late year of degeneration and apathy. Shame I didn't get to this earlier, but then again, all of this, even the so called wasted time was necessary to form my current self. Indeed, you are unaware of what it is to become what one is. Even these threads are a formative experience. Only idiots have regrets for their past.
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>>23664336
>Another reminder
JUST

But seriously it will only be for a while until I get my shit together, find a scholarship, and escape(to UK cause that's apparently where on escapes these days)

How much until you are able to get back into school
Did you find schools around wherever you intend to go/start looking (Don't schools start in september)
At least get the theoretical part done these days

>Last two lines
Couldn't agree more.
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>>23664402
>Where one escapes

I suddenly feel exhausted, eyes shutting on their own

Early night
Pls don't ask google for an hero.
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>>23664402
There is nothing 'JUST' about that; work will make you appreciate your time whole lot more and perhaps strongly make you realise you despise it, therefore giving you great drive. For me it did, although I worked the worst possible work. Anyways, hold on tight. Appreciate your handicaps. Think about how many spoiled, pampered people of your age couldn't get done what you have without your handicaps, yet you can, so by the end of this, I'm pretty sure you will be very rich personality wise and also so much more superior to them. This is why I love Nietzsche's amor fati, it's such a powerful concept.

Will you earn big bucks? Pls send me 10 Euros. I don't like UK very much, I'm very drawn to Mediterranean myself, I want to live in France or Italy ideally; la dolce vita can only happen there.

Yes. You see, my Valmiera cousin too wants to move in an apartment, move out, and I will try to convince him to move out with me to lower the living costs. There are schools. One in Valmiera. Anyways, I will work like a madman during the summer to earn at least one thousand Euros to give myself a start for apartment, clothing and all sorts of other costs so I'm able to move in an apartment, apply for a job and school mid August. For me the theory is very much practical part as soon as my mind is hard set on something.

I'd wish you to disagree. You'd sometimes have more fuel for conversation then.
>>23664440
Sleep tight.

I won't, I promise. Not until I have exhausted all the possibilities, which I hardly have. Even if all failed, I'd see all of Europe somehow and live dangerously as to kill boredom.
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Just gonna bump this thread right quick


Gonna be heading out in a little bit to go to my eye examine that I've been putting off for far too long. Hopefully they have some decent looking frames in stock might try to go for plastic frames since I've been told I'd look "good' in them.

But how's everyone else doing in the thread, got anything new that happened to you? Or anything that didn't but should have happened to you too. Haven't had anything too amazing happen with me recently besides the usually
dumb shit but I always got some kind of stupid story of something happening from being in good old LA.

And is anybody having any crazy weather in their neck of the woods? Its another 90F over here and apparently pretty hot over one the east coast too. Seems like all the storms here in the US are charging up for something big cause
you can never trust calm weather tbqh desu

I also finished another drawing a couple days ago. Might post the scanned version of that landscape and new drawing when I get back or just do it tomorrow. Who tha fuck knows
Is that anon who said he might draw something in the last thread around here? Wouldn't mind seeing what you drew


But have a good day/night everyone.

And Don't Forget to let it Rip!!!
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>>23664657
What's wrong with your eyes? I'm short-sighted, but I've never had glasses and will probably get a correctional surgery once they become affordable and I have my income set.

My mood is the usual, I'm staying all sober and collected because I have important things to come such as moving out.

Wouldn't know about US weather, here in Latvia it has been very cloudy with occasional sunshine and soft rain.

Cheers mate.
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>>23664762
O' king of /soc/, bless this thread in the name of Maxim™.
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https://youtu.be/uu-EuNeiTRE
Thots on this?

>>23664657
Damn, hope your eyes good mang. Nothing crazy here to report with unfortunately.
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>>23664800
Picture related is literally me.

Fast speed man attempts at life.
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>>23664657
You should post your drawings when you get back too.
>Is that anon who said he might draw something in the last thread around here? Wouldn't mind seeing what you drew

Oh ye, that's me. Here it is, not really sure what "it" is tbqh. Sort of just ran with it
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>>23664814
>Fast speed man attempts at life.
How does he go so fast? How can I go so fast speed?
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>>23664895
I'm no man, I am dynamite.
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>>23664904
really nice eyebrows and hair tbqh
>I am dynamite
What does this mean anun?
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should I take a shower before or after I kill myself
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Just re-watched "Drive". Impressive.
>>23665116
He knew he changed philosohy for good and that nothing after him will be the same; and so it was! The absolute madman.
>>23665402
Why are you killing yourself?
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>>23665498
why would you re-watch Drive?
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>>23665402
Hey geoanon, everything okay?
You should take a shower because showers are nice. Then, to really throw in a twist, don't an hero.
>>23665498
>"Drive"
I have real human bean on a loop.
>The absolute madman.
I'm going to a bookstore tomorrow to pick up my order. Is there any book in particular you'd recommend of his to start out with?
Also curious if you had to chose a pen name for the first book you wrote, what would you go with?
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>>23665530
Because it is a very good film with anti-Semitic undertones thrown in here and then.
>>23665551
Birth of Tragedy. The later edition with his preface essay explaining what has changed and a bit of self criticism. And Zarathustra, but don't expect much out of it at first.

You could try "On truth and lies in nonmoral sense" as well. It's an unpublished essay available online.
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>Tfw you're dating a girl and feel more like a side dude than anything
>Tfw so depressed you can't even blink.

Made another video for my channel.


...I want off this ride.
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>>23665551
am ok. have been in a horrible mood this week, but it habbens. how are thangs witchu?
do u want me to leave u with some more links to mongolian music videos before I an hero? will b mi gift 2 u

>>23665560
I went to the movies to see it and walked out. perhaps I should re-visit it
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>>23665588
Why would you walk out on such a film?
Perhaps you should go to MOVIES to look at MOVIES instead of FILMS. (^:
t. /tv/ cinema efspert
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>>23664696
Ah nah just getting a new prescription since its been like four years since I had a new one, nothing to insane even though the optometrist(who was actually pretty cute) was surprised that one of my eyes was worst than my other one. But that been old news for 21 years now lol.

And fuck anon you must have some strong genes to not have to wear any glasses my whole family wears them ;/ And honestly keeping a clear head over shit like housing is the best thing to do, lot of shit you need to remember. Hope that shit works out for ya

And now I think I know where all the damn cold weather went over here. Rain is almost a commodity in La right now, but we did have a good storm a week ago.

>>23664895
Ayyyyyy whats up anon wondering where you were at. And I actually like this one, plus it shows your working on your cubes and perspective. Probably one of the most important fundamentals you can practice on. Keep that shit up and just doodle what comes to your mind mah friend

>>23664800
Nah mah dude just a routine examine for new lenses, since I can't renew my licence with out them, cause for whatever reason the put "corrective lens" on it and it expired a lot quicker

>>23665402
Honestly my hair is a real bitch to pick out but if someone one was going to put a .45 in my head I'd like to a little decent, but you'll probably feel a little better and prob help your mood if you did tbqh desu

And heres the new one, prob took two days cause of smoking weed with my spazzy friend. But I'm honestly thinking of drawing someone face from here into one of these drawings.
Still thinking how everything would work out but its a thought.
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>>23665600
I'll make sure to go the theatres next time I see a film
do u even /treeoflife/ breh
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>>23665560
And I don't want to bud in, in your guy's movie convo but Drive was one of those movies you would kinda just watch once. I mean I like slow panning shots and live car chases but at a center point the story just got a little under bearing and kind of lost my attention. Might need to watch it one more time and get my opinion straighten out.
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>>23665650
tru. I should at least be decent to whoever has to pick out the guts
I have showered. Feels much better after three days of not doing so (y am I so gross)
ahhh, your drawing is super cool yo. that guy is like "lol keep trying, fagget." I like being able to look at the anon's creative sides in these threads. it fascinates me and makes me really jealous at the same time tbqh

>>23665654
don't feel bad, it's a chat thread youuuuuuu silly goose
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>>23665708
Ayyy lol that's the spirit, as long as I look presentable in the wake I "think" I'll be happy.
Yeah I know i defiantly felt better after mine, and don't worry man I do the same shit too when i'm feeling down. I really don't want to say I've went past 4 days without a shower before, but I ain't going to lie on the interweb

And shit thank ya t, and honestly I'm just glad that dudes face came out alright, I usually have trouble getting facial emotion in drawings (maybe its just irony from my real life lol) but I think that face is the basic center of that pic so glad I didn't shit the bed with it.
But don't flatter me (or do) I'm not the sharpest artist here. Would love to see more folks post there drawings would make this there pretty exciting but this isn't a draw thread so I won't spam. And don't let me make you jealous being a artist isn't all that great honestly feel kinda autistic sometimes
not a big fan of people looking at unfinished work plus theres that pressure from other artist to draw all that fury crap and fan fic porn

I'll try not to feel like a shitty water bird next time ;p

srry for the fat ass post
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>>23665560
Thank you, I'll get Birth of Tragedy and Zarathustra as well as check out that online essay.
Dat pen name doe
>>23665588
oh my
Those dubs are beautiful <3
>have been in a horrible mood this week
Any reason for that? Or just one of those weeks
>how are thangs witchu?
Things are going pretty okay. Nothing new to report really besides me being uber broker after paying the taxman :c
>do u want me to leave u with some more links to mongolian music videos before I an hero? will b mi gift 2 u
I'd like that, but if you an hero then who would link all the good foreign music ;-;
>>23665650
Thanks mang, I appreciate it. I keep paper and a pen at my desk now so in the down time or just whenever I go for doodling, It's really nice to draw and listen to music at the same time.
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>>23665812
>lying on the interweb
y wud anyone ever do dis
4 days is borderline, lel. I think my worst was 6 but that's because I was camping in the middle of nowhere
oh I'll flatter all of you, pls. I don't have the eye or the patience to do creative shit. I can only admire from afar. do you only stick to drawing or do you do other shit? besides faces, what else do you struggle with? I see that your guys are covered in armor but it still seems to have some depth to it. it's probably a bit harder to make skin look three dimensional, so maybe that's your issue with the faces.
I'm also a complete pleb when it comes to this shit so sorry if it sounds like I make zero sense kek
>furry crap
omg pls draw ur fursona

>>23665918
oh heavens, they are bretty nice. I will not deny it
>shite mood
I'm starting to become very broke because of my failing job search, and I'm going crazy because I hate not working. also I have had really bad cramps these past few days lel. I had an interview this morning for a bank teller job. the lady said a hiring manager would call me by thursday, so I hope that means I got iiittt
>taxman
FIGHTER OF THE WAGEMAN aaAAhhh
(sorry if u dnt get shitty reference)
we can have a broke person parti and I will dj it with the mongolian music
also u cannot hab more links. I want 2 be buried with my 5-page word document
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>>23665955
>I had an interview this morning for a bank teller job. the lady said a hiring manager would call me by thursday, so I hope that means I got iiittt
Hope you get it, sounds like a pretty decent job to have. This is for parent's anniversary?
>(sorry if u dnt get shitty reference)
>Dayman
Fighter of the Nightman
>we can have a broke person parti and I will dj it with the mongolian music
Yo let's get this party to happen. I'll bring the lites. What's Dj name?
>also u cannot hab more links.
</3
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>>23665918
Yeah seems like I do my best (not greatest) work when I'm listening to some musica and shit kinda wish i had a desk job so I could draw shit at work.


>>23665955
I mean maybe I won't to hid that I was a convicted duck strangler or something, I wouldn't want to bring my work to the chans ;p
Ha damn six days is pretty crazy but you were camping so where else could you get fresh. I went camping before too but idk how long i was out there plus it was a pretty plebby camping ground cause it had some nasty ass showers. But honestly
I really wouldn't smelling your dirty pits I've smelled enough to know who has the most worst lol. But everyone, everyone has some kind of creative side, honestly you just have to search deep inside your heart of hearts to find it. Didn't you say you use to be a gardener? I bet you could do something
amazing with that ish, even if it isn't your main.
And I usually draw shit like that pic, landscapes if have a good local, maps, cars if I'm feeling it but like you said I still have my issues with depth that I'm still fighting. And I'm honestly glad you called me out on that skin and what not always like taking criticism , cause its fookin impossible for me to
see flaws in my shit idk why tho.
Yo don't beat yourself up you made some good point mah dude and I'm kinda crying rn as I type this ;/


>omg pls draw ur fursona
lmao what tha hell would my fursona even look like? Does that include draw a butt plug tail up my own asshole?
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>>23665650
None of my family, at least the immediate one, has eyesight issues. My near sightedness is mostly due to me playing too many video games when I was younger. Strangely enough, my eyesight has degenerated to a certain level and doesn't seem to become worse, as if it had adapted to the fact that I am greatly in need of viewing things mostly close by.

Well, it's not only housing, it's also education, future and all that spiel. Plus I've grown antipathies towards intoxicants.

It's not that cold here though. May is practically here and I'll start swimming by the middle of May.
>>23665653
Tell me more?
>>23665654
Try thinking of the main character as autistic and it will make more sense. That's the meme analysis of that film, although if you distance yourself from applying /tv/ and /r9k/ biases unto it, there's so much to it. There's a lot of symbolism in it. My favourite scene is probably the one where he, the driver, and that kid watch some cartoons and talk about bad guys. Paraphrasing
>who's the bad guy
>the shark
>why
>just look at him
>there are no good sharks?
>no
Driver falls silent then.
>>23665918
I will reread The Birth of Tragedy and that essay. I just finished reading a forty page introduction only to realise I have been wasting my time on things that I already know and on a TL;DR that isn't without biases in itself, like all of them, despite what some academics might think of their 'objectivity'. Work in itself is about hundred pages long. With essays, it's just short of one hundred fifty. Young, Schopenhauerian Nietzsche with his still pessimistic worldview as presenter there is quite different from his later, more anti Schopenhauer and life affirming self. Funny how he projects his later beliefs on his earlier self with that introduction produced seventeen years later. Still, it is relevant to understand why does he turn away from pessimism a là Schopenhauer and Wagner later on despite being in both of those camps earlier on.
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>Music Discussion ( Don't discuss music unless it's /mu/ meme shit )
Listening to Tame Impala lately. Pretty chill, I guess.
>What are you doing?
Nothing. I have the next two days off from both my jobs. Haven't had that happen since sometime last year. Drinking some moscow mules right now.
>Why you are a fucking NEET weirdo? (it's cool if you're not cool)
Trying to make an effort to more things, go to more concerts, ect. Working two jobs doesn't help. More often than not I usually end up sitting around in my apartment.
>Video Games(?)
Binding of Isaac: Rebirth and Tales of Xillia.
>Books you're currently reading
None atm. Been meaning to finish The Dark Tower series.
>Films etc.
Almost done with rewatching American Movie. Need to watch The Revenant at some point.
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>>23657950
Me again

Never realised how fun pooposting on this board is. Also I feel like shit but this is giving me a bit of hope.
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>>23666045
yessir, that's the one..it would be the first job I get where I get to sit on my ass in a nice air-conditioned place all day. I may go crazy because I prefer physical work, but we shall what comes of it
>dat pic
YAY. that's one of my favorite shows of all time. I need to find more like it
>parti
DJ Shitwreck McFuckfest in the HOUSE
I'll bring the ecstasy

>>23666063
omg pls no cri
I think you're right about everyone being creative somehow, but I don't want to look deep down inside at the moment, lel. I get really weird about that shit because I feel uncomfortable sharing anything remotely creative that I've done. I remember in high school I had to take some art classes and I would never let anyone see what I did. Any creative essays I had to write were also hidden (except from the person grading it). It's like, too personal and embarrassing for me (kinda hard to explain). I should stop being a little bitch tho

I did used to garden, but I was payed to do all the bitch work, hehhhh (my boss would do all the designing and arranging).
>butt plug
DUH

>>23666100
movie is bretty biblical in my humble opinion
a good portion of it reminds me of the book of Job. I can elaborate slightly more if you're familiar with the Job story
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>>23666100
Well shit guess me playing games and working with computers really dosn't help my dying eyesight. Honestly just be glad you'll not have to wear magnified glasses when you get around 40 cause I'm heading down that sad dusty trail. Just try and take better care of your
eyes will save you a ton of money.

And with Ryan Gosling being in that film I already kind of knew he give that autistic vibe didn't really help the character development or the lack of it. And yeah I try not to bring that /tv/ into movies they just like shitting on anything.
The film felt like it was taking its self a little too serious at times where they'd bump up the music and do some long zoom in or panning angles on the driver just to boost up the tension. And at times like with the cartoon scene, I felt like it came of a little to unsubtle paraphrasing whats good and whats evil. the audience was already aware the driver was not an angel, and if they were mentioning another character being between good an evil they never showed who that was.
Think the one part that sums everything up was probably at the beginning when he shakes hands with that mobster and explains about his dirty hands.

But it was still a great experience glad I saw it, still think the best action scene had to be the motel part and the shot gun in the shower.
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>>23666264
I know that story, but I don't see the parallel.
>>23666268
I tend to take regular breaks from screens, so that's something.

I've never really understood the character development as some sort of measurement for film's quality. What does it even mean?

Well, I think it was necessary for lulling people in, thinking it was run of the mill action film, trailer presents it as much, so does the introduction. And suddenly, it tones down and becomes 'boring'. I like it for being such a ruse, as in the film wasn't subjecting itself to satisfy certain moviegoers by following the already overused action movie phenotype, instead doing the opposite in many ways.

I don't think it is about good or evil at all. It is certainly, I think, about the nature of things in themselves. The parable to scorpion and frog is even brought up at one point. Guy even has a jacket with a scorpion on it. Shannon refers to him as a 'good guy' early on. I think the Driver is torn between wether or not he is good or bad by nature, and whether the nature of himself is changeable at all ultimately; that's why he is disturbed during the cartoon scene, because it implies that he can't change. When he goes to the meeting to give back that money, he already knows what will happen ( why bring knife if not ), but he still acts upon it. He follows this course of action instead of some another, because, I think, he ultimately accepts his nature. This is somewhat disorganised writing on my part.

If there is anything good or evil, I think it is only the implication that his acts are beyond good and evil, the love is. He does a lot of questionable things and also good, if we are to moralise, but I don't think he is moralising anything or bothered by it; I think the inherent nature bothers him more as pointed above.

I'm to sleep now. When I awake, I roll probably correct whatever mistakes there are to this and have a more concise reply ready for whatever replies follow this post.
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>>23666264
Ahhhh shit idk how I missed your msg t I'm so sorry :/ I feel like shit now

I use to feel the exact same way about sharing my work, when I was younger I would sometimes show my bother some of my work but he didn't seem to care to much about. Idk why tho he drew a little too but mostly anime related shit maybe he was just mad.
But at some point i honestly have no idea when, and just started sharing my shit with my friends and then started posted stuff on the chans. Maybe the draw threads helped me out with that.
That pretty funny/cute story to be honest, I'd just say you need to find a chill person who you feel comfortable sharing your embarrassing encounters and opening up to. Just having someone to talk to can help ten full, hell maybe even a pen-pal might help.

And yo I understand how you feel about all that ish sometimes you put your heart and soul into a paper, idk if I ever let someone I knew proof read my shit, its almost like having someone you knew look at your naked bod for the first time. Maybe that was a shitty metaphor but you get the gist lol

And fuck they always give the youngest ppl the bitch work thats how it was at my last job, and they made me garden the shop when we moved. And cause of that my family thinks I have a good green thumb :(

And fuck ask and you "will" receive. This is a personification of my true fursona
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>>23666450
Didn't think it was boring but at times it had a very slow pace. But that's just how the director likes to film his scenes. But for the life of me i can't even remember what the trailer was like. I do agree with them not following the generic action film copy and paste.
But then again the movie kinda threw its self to being a drama more than anything else. The action scene were nice but sparse at times almost making me ask for more or wonder why there was any in there at all.

If it wasn't about good and evil than I guess it was more about whats the difference between the two and can someone who was between the two really have a choice to set himself free from it, and live a happy life with the kid and his mom. Or keep on doing what hes doing
and be stuck with the dirty hands (choices) that he started off with in the beginning. But honestly I try not to read to much into films cause it sometimes dilutes the actually meaning or moral to the story and what the director really wanted the audience to see. And sometimes
it can be something as simple as a single pieces of dialog that explains the entirety of the story.

One thing it did teach me was even if your on the side of right and the just, you'll still be the demon you were from the beginning. But fate can be changed with a price.

But who knows I'm half asleep right now and hungry, catch around tomorrow anon
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Should I just pull the trigger?
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>>23667195
I'm not sure about the pacing. For me it seemed just about right for what it was trying to pull off. Now, Stalker has some slow pace, but it's a different film. It's not even the pacing that ever bothers me, it's the film as whole; if it is lacking, I will find it boring even if the pacing is about right and easy to follow.

Well, I think he did want to make a choice only to realise that he had none and was entirely acting out on his instincts, with his affection for Irene and Benicio being a natural result of him, being a 'good guy', and also him getting drawn into that whole affair also a natural result of his actions and inclinations. It's interesting to read between the lines just for the sake of it. I don't take none of this too seriously. Then again, there are those who genuinely think that the 'author is dead'.

>>23667441
What kind of cancer is that?
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>>23667669
I took sociology.
I thought I'd be looking at how society plays a role in people's mental development and how external variables can change the direction of a persons life.

...NOPE.

This and some other bullshit is what the course consists of.
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>>23667678
>he picked up a meme degree instead of actual, demanding humanities one or STEM
J U S T
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Should've studied psychology, philosophy or economics if you wanted answers for that lel.
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>>23667700
I do psychology, I studied economics.
>philosophy
>P H I L O S O P H Y

I was lied too, I didn't bother to check any information aside from what they told me.
I feel betrayed.
I feel like a parent of a fat child learning that fast food is bad for you.

I-I-I feel!
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>>23667717
J U S T F U C K M Y S H I T U P F A M
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>>23666264
> I may go crazy because I prefer physical work
I feel you on this, I have a job that requires a lot of sitting down and it drives me crazy sometimes. I've gotten into the habbit of shaking my leg bad now.
>YAY. that's one of my favorite shows of all time. I need to find more like it
Just made it to the new season myself. It's bretty great, Lethal Weapon 5 is one of my favorite episodes.
>Fat Molester Dennis fuqqin kek
I just restarted Arrested Development again, you might like that as well if you haven't watched it. It's different than Always Sunny tho, would recommend Eastbound and Down for another show to check out too.
>>23666264
>DJ Shitwreck McFuckfest
Sik DJ name
My friends and I use to call each other stupid DJ names. DJ Stank Daddy and DJ Taint Spanker were thrown around often lel
>I'll bring the ecstasy
Cool we can start with that before moving onto Ayahuasca 8^]
>>23666063
>musica
What do you like to listen to while drawing?
>>23666100
>Still, it is relevant to understand why does he turn away from pessimism a là Schopenhauer and Wagner later on despite being in both of those camps earlier on.
Will keep this in mind. I thought I was going to have the pleasure today of going to the bookstore/cafe to pick up my books and read for a bit but, unfortunately, I am a slave to the wage and worked called. So now I have to wait until Saturday for my books and for the Gelato from the cafe there that I was planning on trying.

How is your day going so far, take any nice walks along your beach?

>>23666246
Shiteposting is fun m8

>>23667165
Oh boi c;
I like the shorts the most

>>23666115
Any specific albums of Tame Impala you've been listening too?
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>>23667776
Just ate some pizza with some quality pastries and had two coffee cups with exactly zero sugar.

No walks on the beach, it's windy and cold and I'm somewhat tired.
https://youtu.be/1rmo3fKeveo
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>>23667737


>>23665570
>Siideguy
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=P9rn3YBxzHw
Pump and dump.
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Ayy

>>23664485
I haven't reached that point where I'm protective of my time yet
But I despise it already since it's with that fag

Es pat nezinu yet, but he's practically jewish in the sense that he's crazy about his shekels and got a jewish nose
Luckily for you I am goyim and will send you 15 instead
I do not know where I like yet, definitely not a hot place tho, but UK is the place for my education

How much do school fees cost
You should either visit or call to get all related info and required paperwork

My state of indifference is only slightly starting to wear off, I'm pretty boring atm, I'm just hoping that I will change that by the end of this phase of my life
But I relate to that due fact that my worst experiences(and they are many, I am jinxed) seem to get a retroactive justification in total

Today in comparison to past few days(or months) has been rather productive
I managed to prepare the text for project I'm supposed to add to my portfolio for tomorrows class
And thought of a decent layout, which took a lot of time since I'm very picky
It even made me think of a few improvements for the project if I do get the time later
Haven't started practically applying all this tho

I also had a blood test
How long would it take alcohol to leave my system entirely btw

How was yours
Did you cuc another finger :-D.

>>23664657
What did you cook today Drawanon.

>>23665560
Antisemitism, where
I r8 8/8 without even seeing it.

>>23665402
Take the third pill and seclude yourself in your odor
Will eventually die from stink because the "third pill" doesn't exist.
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>>23667871
Too bad, too bad.

If that is the case, you will get cucked out of your wage since you're a beta goyim and he an alpha Jew.
Thank you, only signed bills though. :-D
Not everyone lives in a desert so 'hot' is probably is understood very differently by either of us. Mediterranean Europe is culturally superior to much of Europe, so there's a reason, plus French have agreeable character.

Nothing.
Gosh you sound like my mother. Hur dur do this and that.

By implication you weren't always boring, that is, when were you when you weren't boring? Things won't change by themselves. Of course you rationalise whatever happened, this is the so called rationalism, that value which people literally think is the guide for all in life, despite ignoring the fact that none of this rationalisation was present when whatever happened and was certainly not the cause of anything, merely something happening after the fact, reaction to an action, not the initial cause but effect. Socrates go homu.

I'm impressed you actually did something today. What the hell is it though?

From vein? I hate when the needle penetrates the vein, it's so unenjoyable, but I can never look away from it happening. One time I figuratively almost shat bricks when the needle went it and nothing was coming out, meaning they'll need to go for the second go, but suddenly the blood came and I was relieved.
Not so sure about that, I'm pretty sure most of it is gone by the day after hangover. It depends on how hydrated you are. They won't probably see it come up. I don't think they are even expecting to see that, you know, doctors are busy enough, so they are very specific about what they want to see in test results.

Mine was fine as ever. It's cold and I'm upstairs enjoying how cool my skin feels like. Also I'm rereading much of Nietzsche, starting with The Birth of Tragedy.

No, I didn't. You find time to reply, yet the first thing you expect is me harming myself. :^__;

>where
Need I tell?
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>>23667822
>coffee
I still have yet to find a coffee I like and the same for tea. I love the smell tho, so comforting and cozy.


https://youtu.be/KW7uvYz9yjA
Is this what they wanted for the world?
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>>23668049
Yes tbqh
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>>23668006
The french I encountered in my life were disgusting, except for one guy and he's pretty famous too

Hot as in anything that causes sweat
I want to live in Antarctica and feed the leftovers to the penguins

I'm not totally retartet I know things won't change on their own I just say that
Besides I just assume that by default

Working on a portfolio for my projects, I was sketching possibilities for a size and layout
Naturally took for ever cause I'm rather picky when I care for something
We have a pin up tomorrow but if I don't make at least two pages by tonight I will skip tomorrow

Yes and like your story it did not come out the first time so the nurse made a second attempt
I actually like this, I enjoy watching the blood drain
>inb4 edge

>cold
;-; I'm jealous , it's hot as ever here, not as intense as the summer heat to come
Yet again any heat is unbearable to me
Did you start yet
I just fucking noticed we have Will to Power in Arabic

Cause you're a fair house-lady who gains excitement with heavy contraptions :--D

>Bitter coffee
Why even bother
I've had a shitton of carrots today

>tfw you think you got away with not doing shite and you gotta do them now anyway cause without your portfolio looks lacking
At least I have them though out, sort of

I wanted to ask, what was your previous back-breaking job.
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>>23668188
Sounds about right in my alley.

I sweat easily at anything warmer than fourteen degrees celsium. Personally, I can't handle heat at all and prefer cold, but as of lately I've found myself wanting of warm, maybe it's because I'm changing.
I want to be a penguin one day.

I see that you are rationalising your retardation as well. (^: Seriously, a change of air can only do you good, if not good, it can bring different something, and difference is sometimes very needed.

Can you make those two pages tonight?

I don't mind blood, I just dislike needles. Blood from veins is so dark, almost blueish, which is always funny to see.

lel, I'm going to start swimming very soon, so it isn't that cold, although it does get chilly towards the evenings and mornings. Wind doesn't help at all. I live on the second floor with the roof at the wings of my walls with very little insulation, so it's rather cold and noisy.

Yes, I did.

Don't start with that lel. Have you any other Nietzsche?

I actually do enjoy chopping wood, it's a great exercise plus I enjoy physically exerting myself once in a while. I've noticed it tenses forearms quite a bit, so if you need to train those, you can always sign up for wood chopping lessons with me only for the mere cost of 9.99 American Dollars. If you chop your fingers off, it's your problemo :-DD

I like my first two cups with no sugar. Afterwards, I can drink it with sugar or milk, usually both if I have milk.

Fuck, I love carrots. Please send me some memegirl ;_;

I don't know that feel, oh wait, I do since I missed you on high school and should be in university by now. Wew (^;

Do you really want to know lel?
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>>23668261
It doesn't look promising, plus I'm getting more attached to like the idea of staying home by the minute

What reply wouldn't be "rationalizing" Mr Smart guy

>Implying I'm starting anything anytime sooner than mid July

It's not all on the same shelf, from my seat I can see Human, All Too Human tho

If I chop my fingers we both die >>23663426
I think I will go back to Zumba classes in the summer too

I don't like coffee in general, unless it's chilled

I will send you the 15 Euros in carrots

You were a prostitute :-D
Nothing to be ashamed of
Slampa.
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>>23668304
>will to NEET
disgust.jpg
I'm disappointed.

Well, every one of them coming from your mouth is, in fact, the fact that you have to ask is rationalising the supposed needlessness of rationalisation.

Why no sooner, you pleb?

Oh, don't read that book now. Read it after The Birth of Tragedy and Untimely meditations. Anything before H,ATH is somewhat still affiliated with Wagner and by extent Schopenhauer, but that book is definitive departure from both of them, thus the proper beginning of what is Nietzschean philosophy.

I see that you have quite Jewishly placed me nearer to you so in an event of cataclysm, I am also bound to be fucked, with that cataclysm being you miscalculating where to choppity chop.
>tfw practically held hostage
jfmsu

That's a lot of carrots, yes?

No, no, I was working in a fish canning plan doing all sorts of tedious tasks and smoking a lot of cigarettes.

Slampa means slut, the slampa, the word you're looking for is mauka. :-D
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>>23668304
>>23668341
Tu slampa*

What's Zumba tbqh
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>>23667165
I went to sleep anyways; don't worry about the late response. it must be pretty humbling to share shit like that for the first time. old t has to swallow her pride every now and then
kek, I liked the bitch work, especially weeding. it would always clear my mind and it felt really calming (in like a zen kind of way)
do u actually have a green thumb tho or are they deceived? KEEP THE LEMON TREE ALIVE.
>dat fursona
amazing
filename is even better

>>23667441
just write "SOCIAL CONSTRUCT" across the whole paper and set it on fire

>>23667776
my back starts hurting if I'm sitting for more than 2 hours at a time yo. I will never understand how people play videogames for hours and hours kek (2 hours is my limit and then I gotta go walk my dog or some shit).
>sunny
thanks man, I will definitely check out them shows. I'm also catching up to the new season and that recent episode about the asian creampies had me dying. I wish Artemis would be on more episodes; I like her vulgar interjections (link related)
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=U5k7BtY23nw
>DJ Taint Spanker
fuggin lel. that reminds me of something that I will start in a different post

>>23667871
took ur advice
am dead now. pls feed my body to the birds and sea critters
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>>23668341
>Disappointed
>Is NEET
I'm doing myself a favor by doing so, as I can produce more at home than in class, and I do plan to continue with the spirit I was in this morning

Cause I got classes I gotta pass
The bus ride is an hour and a half, I get carsick sometimes, even more if I try to read whilst

Reading advice from (You) I'll be damned

Stop rationalizing my finger art perv also philistine :-D

Is it enough tho

That's it
Kek didn't once mention you got drunk while working, it's funnier in fish factory tbqh

>Making use of NEET 101
You fell for it
Zivs mauka :-D

It's dance fitness shite.
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>>23666450
red headed bitch loses her son in war
she goes into the woods and looks up at sky, asking "who are we to you?" demands an answer
then there's a half hour that focuses on the creation of our solar system, and all that BBC Planet Earth bullshit (really good music, too)

Job asks God similar shit after God plagues him and makes his life horrible.
God responds from a whirlwind, asks him "where were you when I laid the foundations of the earth?" God keeps going on and on about his dominion over the sea, the rain, the weather, the light, the darkness, the clouds, etc


both redheaded bitch and Job are so pissed off at God for making their lives shitty, and he responds to them in both cases by showing them everything that he has created, his omnipotence, etc. he's basically like "stfu faggetz, u mean nothing 2 me." both stories have similar themes, which (for me) is the insignificance of human life in the grand scheme of things

there's a lot of other biblical shit I picked up on in the movie but I won't talk about it any more. I wrote a ten page paper on it for university and I'd rather not revisit it lel
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>>23668418
I'm not NEET for the reasons anime watching fucks are and my ends are quite different. I don't like it, but it will have to do until summer.

Ah, really? I've never been carsick. I don't like reading whilst driving, I once tried reading War and Peace in a lengthy bus ride.

I'm going to objectivity your finger and save the pictures of them for my biology research. (^: Lewd fingers, that sounds like next level shit now that I think of it ayy LMAO. More lewd fingers pls :-DD

Yes, but only if you clean them and prepare those carrots since I hate cleaning veggies.

Well I hated it. Enough to kill my self destructive urges, to a degree.

Yes. I've also been high as fuck on speed there as well. I worked like a devil then, my colleagues and my supervisor were always super impressed with my productivity then. At one time I kept my shift thirty minutes overtime because I insisted on finishing a pallet of what was cans that needed to have their best before dates sprayed on them using ink sprayer down the line lel. I'm not pulling these moves anymore, makes me nauseous to think of working in a factory without a goal and depression.

Oh fug :-D
T-tu arī.

Why would you need that? You're not a chubber or anything lel?
>fell for crossfit meme
Should've started Starting Strength with GOMAD for fat as lard aesthetics lel
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>>23668410
>Construct cus pyromanic child
Making a gif is more effort than I thought, I hope you enjoy you...rocker!

>>23668107
Don't make this more of a thing than it is already.
>>23664657
You had me at "Stupid story"
Go on...
Les see the drawing.
>Who celebrated 420, who didn't care?
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>>23668491
I thought the Biblical stuff was about Drive oh lel.
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>>23668507
lel, ah no, tree of faggetz

>>23668506
more gifs pls
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>>23667776
I will chose my new Dj name from this bathroom (pic related)
I kinda like DJ Jizz Devil
this is from an abandoned insane asylum that my friends and I used to go to when we were younger. it shut down in the 70s but there's still documents and files everywhere. bretty cool and spoopy place
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>>23668548
semen demon
fluid druid

Add these lel
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>>23668557
lel, I'm sure that bathroom has gotten more vulgar since the last time I was there. If I ever go back, I will add these. do u want me to print out a picture of ur face and put it on the wall as well?
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>>23668565
I'm not sure how would my printed out face look like lel
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>>23668571
would fit right in tbqh
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>>23668586
Pls no bully
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>>23668548
Saber Crotch
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>>23668603
ahem, that's Saber Tooth Crotch Cricket to you
GOOD DAY.
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>>23668548
>>23668565
>>23668586
do you think it is haunted?
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>>23668502
A NEET nonetheless :-D

O-o-ok

>Cook and clean
Am I /ascent/ to waifu

>Getting high for work

Not currently but all it takes is a few careless weeks, I gain weight easily
It relaxes my overly stressed body and a little fitness is not bad
I haven't the first about fitness memes

I'm going to suggest that my parents go out with the kids tomorrow so I get the house to myself.


>>23668548
>>23668565
>>23668586
Cool
Jizz Devil.
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>>23668637
people say that it is but we didn't really experience anything too spooky whenever we would go. you could hear banging (like doors slamming) but it was always very drafty in there.
the morgue is bretty terrifying though lel
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>>23668639
make sure you have a parti when you have the house 2 urself
invite the jizz devil, too
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>>23668639
Yes, b-but I'm going to w-work so I can educate myself and enroll in an university to study physics and eventually proof eternal recurrence and also m-make big bucks.

Oh fug, that finger. Makes me unironically want to use ":3".

>to waifu
Yes.
>tfw no Palestinian fingerpainting waifu to recite poetry and readings of Nietzsche to whilst lazily eating carrots on Antarctic with penguins
>tfw you will never shyly present your work to meme grill only to be misunderstood since she has been busy to listening penguins flapping feet while you were ardently arguing for the case against Wangner and philosphical idealism, therefore missing half of what you said
Y live

brb gonna an hero

It is the opposite for me, I gain weight slowly despite eating like a cow. My favourite fitness activity is swimming.

You sure you won't come off hostile by asking that?
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>>23668527
Mr dear, dear, Anon.

No.

My phone is poop enough, can't make gif with it.

More gifs
>>23668654
Did you find that?
Hahahaha
>>23668677
Place looks pretty chill, tbf. It'd be a cool place once you fix it up.
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>>23668682
Then what happens

/Goals

>tfw no baby pingu
Don't an hero just yet
Do it after I marry the rich gulf prince husbandu who'll buy me Antarctica :-D

With what money
Can you even afford a carrot

Silly male
I don't directly, I just remind the kids how badly they need a trip to nature and they'll do the rest.

>>23668677
Party for one.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wHiGR0iuTUo
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>>23667776
Muh usually just some classic rock, old new wave, junk, early ska and movie ost. Just shit that can keep me in the mood to draw. Haven't gotten any new music since high school basically, so hard to dl shit now a days.
And I had a pretty good laugh once I finished those hot pants.

>>23668410
Ha well now I don't feel so bad now. And idk guess its a feeling between humbling and frightening. You'd be surprised how many people go out of their way to take a fat shit on people work, but this 4chan so you probably know the whole deal already. You just got to plant your feet in the ground one day
and just say "fuck it bru!" You'll get over that hill one day t-ray. But FUCK I use to hate pulling weeds took so many hours and it looks weird as hell seeing a black dude gardening in a mechanic shirt. I'd always get people talking to me about what I was doing, just told them they give the blacks the shit job.
But now when you say that it was pretty damn relaxing to have a clear mind and what not, that would usually be my me time and I just take my time till my break. And yeah I do unfortunately have a green thumb seems like it got passed down from my grandpa, he use to have a huge garden here.
And shit I'm actually trying to keep that tree on it toes, seems like it got cross pollinated with the lemon tree next door which is sick as fuck. Put some fertilizer spikes in it a mouth ago seems like it helping, well i hope it is.

As soon as that file name got in my head I knew it would go platinum lol Glad you dig my true self gonna show it to my dad now

And pic related some of the shit I planted this spring
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>>23667669
I've only read the plot to the Stalker film but yeah thats one of those films where I really don't mind a very slow pace since it was more about the mystery of what will happen. Yeah I really felt the same way, it was an enjoyable ride but felt there could have been so much more.

Maybe that was the whole point to it he was his choices would only end up to being him using his animal instincts to help the ones he loved. But a shark will always be a predictor and will always kill to survive. But this is one of those movie where the director seems like he want the viewer to take an
interpretation on what was really going on. I guess if anything its about the demons that hid in all of us and what happens when you become that demon. That might have been from MGS V to be honest
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>>23668878
It's a really good film, you should see it.

I wouldn't call instincts animalistic. At least not in the sense of the word as I understand it - drive, will towards something, that will being a general predisposition towards something.

Not at all familiar with MGS tbqh.
>>23668774
See all of that great art that I have been fawning over ever since I was in my early teens as it is one of my most intense, long standing wills. I'd want to see Florence with all its Renaissance pearls and become aesthetically overwhelmed. When I was seventeen I was seriously considering hitchhiking to Italy only to realise I'd run out of money halfway there and end up starving to death. Still, I yearn for beautiful things. You wouldn't know that feel as it is alien to you.

And couple of other things.

Silly meen, still dreaming of princes.

I practically own everything in this world, it's my property a là Stirner. Of course I can afford a carrot.

Yeah, sure.

Back to reading.
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>>23669108
Fawning isn't exactly the correct word here, I don't even know why I used it here.
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>Music

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=L9GJ50PD9N0

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OpHslyJmb40

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RTL5EK_R4lg

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OHxxk5_lakQ
>Films
Just made it to season 2 of Tokyo Ghoul
That intro <3
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1uFNRqxGVvI

>>23668410
>my back starts hurting if I'm sitting for more than 2 hours at a time yo.
Same here pham, I have shite posture and terrible attention span.
>>23668410
>asian creampies
kek I don't think I've seen this one yet. My roommate just downloaded three new episodes from the new season and we are suppose to watch them soon.
>dat video
I forgot how much they fuck up Cricket's lyfe lel
Artemis and Cricket are my favorite characters besides the Gang
also Country Mac <3

>>23668548
>I kinda like DJ Jizz Devil
I'm feeling DJ Jizz Devil as well. Saber Tooth Crotch Cricket is too obvious of a choice. Through em' that hard curve with Jizz Devil

>>23668565
>>23668586
>>23668677
>bretty cool and spoopy place
It does look bretty cool and spoopy. Reminds me of this old hospital we use to go skate at back in my hometown. There was a tree growing right in the center lobby and they took every piece of electronic equipment that got busted after hurricane Rita and threw it all in one room. So it was one room stacked to the ceiling with monitors, computers, and other junk. Went there by myself a few times but never stayed long. Druggies and the homeless would roam around at night and small town homeless people are sketchy af.

>>23668817
>Just shit that can keep me in the mood to draw.
That sounds like the way to do it, I usually stick to rap/vaporwave/electronic music when I try drawing lately.
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>tfw you will never be an aesthetic God, amoral and constantly suffering, releasing the burden of your fullness, of all the contradictions within you in a form of semblance
>tfw you will never be inherently amoral phenomena, existing only as an artistic justification in realm of aesthetics
>tfw no one will through the principle of individuation trace and put down your semblance in an illusionary phenomena, knowledge, to develop Apollonian godhood and art forms
>tfw you will never dissolute the individual, individuated as a cause for phenomena of purely Dyonisian effect, intoxicating in cosmic chaos and primordial non being
>tfw people suffering from overabundance of life, the Attic Greeks, won't ever develop a taste for pessimism from strength, them willing self destruction and tragic dissolution as worthy expedients of their strength
>tfw you will never witness the creation of Attic tragedy, the fusion of Apollonian and Dyonisian
>tfw you will never witness an art form made from the fragile balance of Dyonisian music, dance and chorus mixed with lucid and prideful clear-headed poetry and oration of Apollonian; the same Apollonian which is the demise of tragic hero, same Oedipus who dies of overabundance of knowledge, of Apollonian, by knowing the answers to riddles, eventually falling into Dyonisian destruction, wanting dissolution, and eventually putting his own eyes out as knowledge, the semblance of the world, falls apart
>you will never witness an extraordinary culture of pessimism which learnt how to live and had its education in poetry, physical exercise, danger and play, war and unrestrained passions as teachers
>tfw you will never witness it decline into cheerful optimism, optimism and cheerfulness originating in lack of optimism, weakness
>tfw you witness the Socrates and his sickness that made Apollonian quest for illusionary semblances as justification, moral metaphysics as central tenet, knowledge, become the replacement for amoral, aesthetic theodicy
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y liv
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>>23669923
You need someone to make a nice sculpture or bust of you.
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I feel like every single interaction I have with people, online or real life, the other person is basically the screen cap of Char Aznable saying "I came here to laugh at you"
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>>23669939
jfmsu
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2 MANY VASSALS P H A M
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>>23669947
>
Tell me about your day anon.
>>23669952
Have you ever but a gun in your mouth n shot it?
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>>23669972
E R R Y
D A Y
P H A M
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J|U|S|T
A E S T H E T I C S
MY
SHITTU ~~ UP
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pious is died
bye
signing off this wild riderino once and forever
hello darkness my old friend
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>>23669108
I might have to give that film a dl if its up anywhere, would be nice to watch something a lot more serious than all these new movies coming out, including all these damn super hero movies :/

Idk if anything i guess it was his drive to change his wrong doing that ended up being his down fall. Guess thats the way I see it but I'm a pretty shitty critic

Ehhhh not really missing that much well at least with last one. All it was from that game was someone taking the place of another man, and being cast as his phantom in disguise while "the man who sold the world" big boss went somewhere else.
Pretty disappointing story tbqh don't waste your time anon

>>23669312
Yeah anything that can keep my head focused and my foot tapping usually helps out alot. Haven't tried listing to rap or anything like that while drawing, probably have a negative effect on my work cause I'll probably get to in to it. Some rap music just gets he to
hype up to be perfectly honest. I know how bad that makes me seem but all well.
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>>23669108
I am alien to them

Meen, is what my little sister called me when she was a baby.

>>23669116
Cause you thought we wouldn't notice your misuse of vocabulary.
>>23669923
>>23669939
I'll make it out of chewed gum :-D.

>>23670805
Did you get the glasses.
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>>23670867
Ahh shit I forgot to post about that, thanks for reminding me;p But they said it'll take seven days for them to be fitted. Which is longer than I thought it would take but shit I'm no eye doctor. But couldn't pick a better time to get a new pair, my old ones got a crack on the temple out of no where. As soon as I get them I'll make sure to post them forsure I pinky swear it to you. Decided to go for plastic frames this time I pray I don't regret it lol

Hows your day been so far? Anything interesting happen
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>>23670805
I dislike capeshit in general and don't watch it.

I'm not familiar with any MGS games tbqh.
>>23670867
Why are you so mean, meen? Stop bullying me. Also, fudge you for not understanding my Grecian and metaphysical feels, I thought you were smart and all that jazz. Not even replying to you unless you make a life-like bust of me from chewing gum.
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>yfw your lab goes two hours overtime
>>23670061
pleas don't die man
we need shitpost bumps
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>>23671334
I'm experiencing unending bullying and abuse from a certain Palestinian poster and no one understands my Grecian feels so gg m9
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>>23671337
I will save you

>>23670867
bls stob bullying my man
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>>23671340
T-tell her she's an uggo that looks like female Michael Jackson. T-that will s-show h-h-her.
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>>23671342
nah she's cute

but really mean so no bully pls
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>>23671346
REEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

YOU FUCKING ORBITER SCUM

SHE IS NOT REEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

YOU ONLY SAY AS MUCH BECAUSE YOU WANT HER TO BE YOUR WAIFU

I WAS MERELY PRETENDING TO BE INTERESTED IN TALKING TO HER ALL ALONG REEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
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>>23671351
I IRONICALLY ORBITED TO PISS YOU OFF AHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHA
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itt 2 beta orbetars with austism
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This is officially a no bully thread now, so no bully ples.
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>>23671352
IMOLYING I WAS EVER UBSET ABIUT THAT
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>>23671355
>>23671356
FUCK OFF

THIS IS A LAWLESS THREAD NOW
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>>23671357
WHAT HAVE I BECOME

MY SWEETEST FRIEND
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>>23671355
>orbetars

YOU FUCKED YOUR DUBS UP M8
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smol tits
shit skin
alcoholic
unwashed, lice filled hair
dead eyes
shit tier neanderthal nose and sloping forehead
is fat
has no future
is a failed normies
seems to wear clothing straight from charity shop
constant, irredeemable lack of talent
is devoid of any intellectual capabilities beyond spewing memes ad nauseum
wishes kill herself but will even fuck that up
looks a bit like MJ in certain lighting, not in diva superstar sense, but in she makes people uncomfortable tier

REMINDER FRENDS
DON'T REPLY TO CANCER
DON'T ACKNOWLEDGE CANCER
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Deprianon was the only female worth anything posting in these threads.
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>>23671359
Curve your anegr anon, I'm too fast anyways.
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>>23671387
>
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>>23671387
Shhh, no anger now, only /smug/
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Thorough observations I see :-D
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>>23671389
2fast
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>be Palestinian
>get bombed by IDF
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Unlike your cucin self I deliver.
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When were you when you didn't you the cancer? I was sat at home, contemplating my bright future.
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>At school actualizing that bright future
Stay jelly NEETs.
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>waaah waaaaah I'm indifferent to everything and depressed :'(
>I was merely pretending, he he, silly bois (^:
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>22 years with the juice
>Propaganda 101
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>be Palestinian
>delude yourself into thinking Jews are ever wrong due to inferiority complex

Hmm.
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>>23671396
That's pretty fast but I just found the voice to text option so now I'm too fast too fast to.
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>inferiority complex
>impersonates jews online
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>assumes my jokes are my actual, sincere beliefs

I see a dishtinct lack of power of shufficient reason to individuate semblance between what is this and what is that etcshetera. *sniff
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>and SUHDENLY no (You)s
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>>23671454
Fuck off you criminal Mick scum, I thought Brits already exiled your thieving vagabond ass to that godforsaken shithole of a """"""country"""""" known as Australia.
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>hurr durr muh individuation
Also meme-ing a meme with a meme
Grow up :-D.
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14mm of rain today lads, not bad at all
>>23671462
t. generic post-soviet country no. 69
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>Aristotelian ideas and Schopenhauer's great work, "The World as Will and Representation", are considered memes now

Kys.
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>>23671472
This picture literally takes three hours for load in Australia. You can't make this shit up.
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>>23671479
by the time this picture loads in l*tvia 15 people will have committed suicide
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>>23671485
>mfw shithole Eastern European country, but still cuck first worlders by internet speeds

Kill yourself, Latvia is literally permeated with optical cables.
https://en.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/List_of_countries_by_Internet_connection_speeds
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But I'm incapable ?
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>>23671501
BRAVO ESTONIA
>>23671503
good
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just neen my shit up ;__;
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>>23671508
if only a man could drive on optical wire infrastructure
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>>23671375
>smol tits
Not a big deal
>shit skin
I've been told I have bad skin too. How do people make their skin 'good?'
>alcoholic
Only a big deal if you let it interfere with moving your life forward. But based on your posts I get the impression even if you weren't an alcoholic you'd still barely go outside.
>unwashed, lice filled hair
And yet your hair still looks better than mine. But if you really have lice you should do something about that.
>dead eyes
What do people mean by this when say this?
>shit tier neanderthal nose and sloping forehead
oh well
>is fat
Are you really? Or is this just one of those typical girl things were they say they are fat when they look fine
>has no future
Same but having a future is overrated. And not everyone is going to have the same chances in life. It sucks but I personally just accept my life is not going anywhere because I knew I made an effort and things didn't work out and I don't consider the reward worth the effort for me personally.
>is a failed normies
Same
>seems to wear clothing straight from charity shop
Same and a lot of my clothes are really old because of how poor I am now.
>constant, irredeemable lack of talent
Same here
>is devoid of any intellectual capabilities beyond spewing memes ad nauseum
At least you can talk to the memelords in this topic and they seem to like you. I don't really get memes and I'm told I'm very slow.
>wishes kill herself but will even fuck that up
Go someplace where assisted suicide is legal. That's what I plan to do.
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;_;
stop bullying
i had enough
now i an hero
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>>23671515
is this pic a metaphor for our lives
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>>23671555
>tfw you fall into orbit
god help you son
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>>23671555
What an autistic waste of trips my friend.

Angryanon?
>>23671562
To some yes, to some, no, seriously speaking.
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>>23671501
wow this justifies me wanting to move to the netherlands even more fuck the us
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>>23671567
what?
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>>23671570
>Angryanon?
What would I be angry? Wtf
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>>23671555
This nigga kek.
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Can I have a (You)?
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>>23671584
where?
>23671591
Here (You) go :^)
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Appreciate my art first.
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I don't even know what is going on now.
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>my fucking face when I see all this cringe
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Quoth Paradife Loft, Fatan fayeth
'Better to reign in Hell, than to ferve in Heaven.
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>my Beaner face when*
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>>23671600
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I am left so dumbfounded I have reverted into primieval man.
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Is this how despair and fear feel like?
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I depart wisdom of Silenus here. What is the best way to live? Not at all. The second best? To cease as soon as possible.
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>>23664686
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>>23671624
Who she?
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>mfw transvaluation of all values
>mfw truth is irrelevant and Sophists were right
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>>23671632
Edgy mejican grille everyone is looking for.

>23671640
You will never have superior alpha male mustache.
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Y*u do realise that even the reference to my post # is technically a (You)? Stupid Stacy.
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>>23671651
Why
Sound like you're describing yourself.
Anyways imma go now. Bai ho.
>>
No more carrots ;-;
t. Stacy
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>tfw banned from /int/ again
racist shits
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>>23671555
You remind me of Autismo....unless this is Autismo
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>>23671660
Bai Bish.
>>
2
See?
^
Now, don't drop the carrots. He a nice non-stacy and you will move closer to a (You).
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>>23671665
Bai cringehoer
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No nu
And I will dismantling the great statue.
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23
What statue?
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>>/tv/68518690
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Post yfw rouge is kill
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>>23671693
Sigh
>>>/tv/68518690
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>>23671699
rekt
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>mfw
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23
Very basic violence. Not impressed.
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This >>23671550
>>
2
The edge.

Shouldn't you be reading 120 Days of Sodom or something?
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Please refrain from using any images that depict me, for we are no longer acquainted.
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I've seen the film.
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this thread makes me unreasonably angry. I should be happy this cancer is contained in this thread but somehow when I see it on page 1 my face contorts in disgust
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>>23671753
Thnks4bump :-D
>>
God damn son I wake up and find this thread full of shit posts and meme drops. Don't tell me it's already time for a new thread.

This is why we can't have nice things
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>>23671753
You wanna have a lil fun with these retarts? :)
>>23671765
Post ufw u r kanker
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>>23671737
De Sade isn't a serious writer, if he is to be called a writer at all.

I'm all for Casanova, so much more interesting person and a writer, a representative of culture, wit and Zeitgeist of his age as opposed to that retard De Sade whose writing reads like 'Look ma! It's Mistress X performing outrageous sexual acts on these people we kidnapped with count Arseslayer! Catholic church sure sucks, eh? Am I edgy enough and shocking now?'. What appeals purely to shocking, unusual, bizarre, contrarian and appalling for no other reason than just to do so for its own sake is always base, so was Duchamp and all the rest. Even that idiot who burnt down that Mausoleum at Halicarnassus was of that sort; think of those peculiar avant garde artists as arsonists to culture without creating none, actually, worse, by replacing it with something even worse when nothing, exaclty nothing, not the ashes and ruin left behind that great fire, are preferable to inferior replacements. All in the name of 'art'. Shit on canvas too was considered 'different', word conflated with innovation, but was just that. Of course, difference for the differences sake, will to be deep for deepness sake; funny how things so deeply yearning for depth usually have the depth of a puddle. If only they had an ounce of self awareness.

I deeply and genuinely dislike the De Sade type of artists and De Sade himself as well. Only good thing is he was never important as anyone of any importance never took him seriously.

(You).
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>>23671787
I meant temple of Artemis at Ephesus, not the mausoleum. Got my seven wonders of antiquity all mixed up.
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>>23671785
Please refrain from asking me to post my face for we are no longer acquainted.

>>23671787
>tfw (You)


I've never read about De Sade
However I like Duchamp
Shocking for sake of what then? You're returning to the same point that they departed from, you're assuming culture is a sectorial 1-..2-.. criteria with the numbers left intentionally black to be filled according to category
What the Anti-Culturists presented was maybe not a culture but maybe a proto-culture
When culture becomes authoritarian it must be subverted regardless the outcome, sometimes one cannot afford waiting for the "correct" alternative.

>bae
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>>23671858
Shocking for what? Why do you think tragedy or any form of culture ever came about, these things being deeply sadistic, but for what reasons? Why on earth you'd enjoy a play about incest or seeing a man become overdone with his own ambition to only choke himself on it? But people do. Do you think Shakespeare's work exists just for the sake of it or for some other purpose than itself?

I'm not assuming whatever -isms you are presenting to me, nor do I care to.
>anti culturalists
>culturalists
>proto-culture
Ah, these same moralistic motions swaying about in what is supposedly 'aesthetic for aesthetics sake'. Not so much I'm going to talk about now, but just notice how wonderfully these moralisations come to fit in the art that was developing right into the modernity of all the periods. Forest? No, trees are obscuring the view. Same thing happened in Greece, but who would know of that as most of what is argued here is illiterate and ignorant of past.
>anti-culturalism
Wherever humans exist, there is culture, even the notion that culture must be done with is culture, so contradictio in adjecto right from the beginning. Opposition creates something, and that as much is the culture of anti culturalism, etc. ad nauseum.
>proto citself
>anti ^
Proto to what? All culture as of now proto' to something in the future, so why the idiotic, convoluted terminology that makes one sound like a Frenchman of existentialist leaning during 1950's, sitting in a cafe and trying to sound 'deep', which was, by the way, as much as Foucault admitted himself, a general fad amongst French 'intellectuals' ( disgusting term in itself ) to sound reputable and get taken seriously. This mystification, fog, is still as strong as ever. French were a mistake.
>becomes authoritian
It is by default as such, art even more so.
>it must
Surely, not like this is not authoritarian. (^:
>regardless of outcome
It is precisely what matters.
>correct
It depends on your ends.
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Haven't slept for quite a bit, must make it to 22:30 though to fix my sleep cycle, jfmsu phamily.
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Daily reminder that this is height of Western poetry.
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This one is up there as well.
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>>23671962

I do not think that obscenity should occur for its own sake, my argument is that rebellion/critic is reason enough

I do not care for labels either tbqh I merely used them as indicators
Let me say this however,
>Where humans exist there is culture
Is what I'm trying to say, it was you who claimed earlier that
>think of those peculiar avant garde artists as arsonists to culture without creating none, actually, worse, by replacing it with something even worse when nothing

What Duchamp produced was art/culture, whether you like or dislike it is another matter

>Proto/anti/....etc.
My point was that even if you think such works did not contribute to a solid culture, they still inspired the later

That was of course based on my understanding that you totally rejected such work

I'm not saying this was the speshul only "proto"
I understand everything is proto to something, I was merely saying they were that at the least
as in having the basic traits of any human production

I don't care for Foucault either, I read Foucault for a course, and most of it was repetitions of repetitions

>It is by default as such
The constant need for a rebellion

>it must
Speaking for myself here

>what matters
Who decides what's worthy

tl;dr
No labels, I'm just for breaking the rules, because what I despise most(insert colonization joke) is control.
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20,Lonely, depressed and gay.
Recovering from weight-loss and hair loss due to thyroid failure. (taking pills for it now).

I just desperately want to get into a relationship with someone attractive while I am still young. I don't care about sex,I just want someone to hold at night.

Working on my family's farm, trying to support my worthless parents and finishing up my first audio book for an amazon author.

I just want to escape somehow,from everything.

I'm listening to:https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tKi9Z-f6qX4

What are you doing? Getting ready for the day

Why you are a fucking NEET weirdo? Because family farm doesn't really pay. Audio-book projects do though by they are a lot of work.

>Video Games CS:GO and LoL
>Books you're currently reading The Legion of Nothing: Rebirth (because its my next narration project)

Add me on skype:huskydick1 (and yes the name is a joke)
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>>23672064
Yes, he did, indeed, inferior one and what follows is even more inferior culture. Superiority and inferiority being determined by how life affirming it is. That alone matters to me in the end, art as leverage to affirm life and expand it.

Inferior culture is still culture. I mostly reject it. However, such consequences were something Nietzsche already predicted. They will be necessary, for things will change quite a bit. I believe there will be a culture of much higher intensity in life affirmation, much more daring, dangerous art in contrast to what I see as largely dry, resigned and deeply muddied modernism and post modernism, especially the later, both of which are so stiff, frail and boring in my view. I will compare of what will soon enough develop in artistic as this; think of somewhat simple plainchant of mediaeval ages compared to richness of classical period proper. Former greatly pales in comparison, in richness, in emotional impact, in life affirming 'Yes', in intellectual intensity and overall aestheticism. Only current culture will become ever paler, much paler than this comparison.

Foucault characterises much of twentieth century with that, and I believe he himself knew it better than either of us as he participated in that 'veiling' himself.

No, I would not call it rebellion. Fetishism of rebellion seems to point out towards some pathological hatred or some deficiency; actions have reactions.

You and I. Everyone. Perhaps not anyone, but somewhat the 'higher types', resounding with ze mustachio man.

I find you very self defeating and this defensiveness, I am not sure how to describe, but I don't think it stems from your strengths. There's just something murky about what you are saying. Then again, I forget how young you are and how characteristic it is of young people to strive for young ideas, anti-authoritianism and what not. Even my fervor for life affirmation and something new, powerful is youthfulness, overabundance of it.
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There's a weird cartoon on tv, in which a brown bear is trying to teach a little white boi how to make Chinese dumplings.
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I have seen that hentai
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>>23672064
>>23672111
I should call you names more often, you are so much interesting then. Even though these idle very dilettantic, these are fuel for my more mature thoughts. These musings, strivings that I feel need some outlet as I quite frankly have no one in hundreds of miles around here to talk to such things. This makes me how insulated my thoughts are, for better or worse. I've never considered emotional loliness, but apparently one can be devoid of intellectual outlets as well, this being much worse than any emotional desolation, especially with my inclination to think and formulate things in ambitious way. I have no one to hold up my thoughts against. Except the silent books. This is a strange feeling. I envy your academic setting, mostly intelligentsia family and your volatile environment. How strange. It is strange to talk of these things, it's very alien to me and I am somewhat insecure in this regard. Time ought to run faster so I can throw myself in more stimulating environment. I'm counting days, you know.

How are you? I assume we aren't shitposting anymore lel.
>>23672115
>watching TV
(^:
Sounds fun.
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>>23671695
Tell me more about rouge
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This may be the best one yet.
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>>23672111
>how life affirming
To each their own

>Self defeating
How so, I wasn't trying to convince you to like his work
Yet again I am aware of my insufficiency which I blame on my lack of information+/passion for persuasion
Language barrier in the sense that certain specific phrases I understand when I see but it would take time for me to remember when looking for it due to lack of practice

>tfw I like mideival art lel

>>23672123
>dilettantic
I am aware as said above, and my own fault

These are very useful for me too, for every post would require me to search for something in order to understand what you write

I can't talk to my family like this even tho they would love it I'm sure, I should be learning more from my father but something inside me is always blocking me
Idk but I have issues which are uncalled for, but anyways I know my opinions would upset them
They would blame themselves for "bringing me up right"

When actually I had my disagreements since I been little
Without these objections(internally mostly but still) I would've ended up like the girls I spoke of in threads earlier
The relatively excellent English helped of course but again I'm even better than my siblings cause I practiced on my own
Ever since little I would speak with myself kek, and murican cousins but they only came for a month or two in the summer, that's why I'm fluent

I really want you to get there too
Your head was clay btw not gum, I ought to make a penguin and place next to you

Kek the kids were pretty into it when I passed by

I didn't go to school obviously, I was starting to feel down yesterday, the usual shite days that come and go, when I feel them approaching I wouldn't want to see people even if there wasn't interaction
But the whole thing here ITT distracted me from these thoughts so better

What about you.

>>23672187
He wears the mask.
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>>23672187
Most likely the only person who wasn't a poser. Everything about him was natural and genuine. Spoke from experience and not fantasy as you can see from most itt. A wild man, a handsome man. Such beautiful red-orange hair that pulled off the mohawk magnificently. Not an attention whore, and suprisingly an intelligent individual with no signs of autism or A.D.D. Based muzak taste and art as well. If only he was still here, I should've confessed when I still had the chance...
Only a hole is left in my already small and darkened heart.
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>>23672247
Remembering everything anout my has left me in a depressive state, but I must bear it for now and remember his memories and will.
At least the untermensch is back kek.
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Wasted not what the fowl feeds upon yet the cub trends eagerly through slain lands starved of it's home.
The bell beckons the bloodied land call forth it's tender samplings and grow a new.
Lost is the slain whom blind to the face sees all but non wanders insatiably through painted cells and buried possibilities.
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>>23672268
about my lover*
It has affected my pure mind so much I cannot think straight.
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Is not the fate of those hands grasped at grass to lead to life or if not life than re-birth.
Is not those fallen yet stood those that guard those that cannot fall.
Is not those whom pass with each rotation be born anew for fear of oneself and the truth of the fear of those of who consume them.
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Self inflicted ghost bring forth visions of others yet non know your eyes.
The ramblings of a the seen or mad or deluded bring upon images of time and self reflection.
What I ask are you?
You are me as I'm you.
Through the bloodiest hands, unruliest battles, and joyless nights are we bound.
Locked and turned as a key to a strange door yet no known to maker or the master opens.
The key only knows it purpose and cares not for what made it but is replaced with ease.
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>>23672225
Kek wat
>>23672271
>>23672280
Pls dont act like the rest of these retarts
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>>23672294
I'm bored as fuck senpai and I can't be arsed to try to jump in with the "proper" shitposting.

My marbles dropped.
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>>23672247
>Most likely the only person who wasn't a poser.
What qualifies as a poser here?
>Spoke from experience and not fantasy as you can see from most itt.
How old is this gent?
>Such beautiful red-orange hair that pulled off the mohawk magnificently.
That sounds beautiful tbqh
>Not an attention whore, and suprisingly an intelligent individual with no signs of autism or A.D.D.
>Based muzak taste and art as well
This made me moist, now I'm beginning to understand your heartbreak.
> I should've confessed when I still had the chance...
>Only a hole is left in my already small and darkened heart.
I've made the same mistake before. He sounds like a bretty great individual tho, If he ever comes back make sure you tell him anun c:
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>>23672054
I'll think you find that is this man.
>>23671753
Wehn rea uyo ngieakm em nndire?
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>>23672302
If you call the things itt "proper shitposting", then you might have a serious serious mental condition and urge you to get evaluated.
About the boredom, dw I got you covered ;).

I bend to down to get the jack.
>>23672309
Everyone her unfortunately, myself included.
21 I believe he was.
If only I had save at least one pic to show him off.
I will, if you would like to express yourself as well, now is the time to do so if you so wish.
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>>23672331
>Bend to down
>Down
54.367403, -5.590948

>I'll get you covered
>Covered.
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>>23672341
Kek, I told you I was in despair. I am not in the right atm.

Aye, I did not mean that this time ;).
Not at this current moment, for even as great as I am, I won't properly fix this present thread.

The future is not far off though.
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>>23672358
>I told you I was in despair.
I previously stated I do not read through this thread due to the copious amounts of "quality" posts.
Check your history, present day scum.

>Thread
Then I will write a story. A story that will probably not retrieve me from this funk but I'll try.

>Timmy time.
Time is too complex, just limit your sight to the ever changing constants of the present.
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If it wasn't enough, a muzak royalty has died.
Rip in piece sweet Prince.
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>>23672380
>copious
Fedora tier.
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>>23672380
The irony of this post, but to give you a fair chance I did not explicitly mention it towards you.
You lack patience.
The time is soon.
Do not try and act philosophical if you don't understand.
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>Do not try and act philosophical if you don't understand.
But I like following trends...it's easier.
>Irony
:3
>Patience.
I'm on 4chan, if we had patience we'd be busy on self improvement rather than chatting to strangers.
>>23672392
intricate
baroque
complex
convoluted
labyrinthine
*Tips triple decker fedora*
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>>23672331
>21 I believe he was.
Did he have facial hair and a chest tattoo?
>if you would like to express yourself as well
I would but I lack the words to. I am fond of some anons here though.
>>23672383
He still looked good for his age ;-;
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>The blind leading the blind
In this case though it's the less-minded.
I do applaud the improvement though. Just a bit longer.
>>23672428
Nein, and probably? He did have them on his wrists and leg kek.
It's okay, whenever you are comfortable. Can't say my opinions on the latter though.
Ikr, so fabulous even to the end.

Anyways I have much to prepare so I shall take leave for the next uncertain amount of time, until then.
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>>23672510
>Nein, and probably? He did have them on his wrists and leg kek.
Ah nevermind, I was mistaken.
>It's okay, whenever you are comfortable.
Don't know if I ever will be pham, I'm more of a one on one kinda gril.
>Can't say my opinions on the latter though.
I'm curious to hear them but I respect that.

>Anyways I have much to prepare so I shall take leave for the next uncertain amount of time, until then.

Until then anon, b save.
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Lol
Sorry for late responses.
>>23658065
I'm talking about blacked hair 90's beauty Shakira.
https://youtu.be/5BzkbSq7pww
<3 :)
I guess, it's weird since she knew how to defend herself. Wait...
>tfw no Moe to excite me
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I heard y'all were looking for a Mexican gril? Maybe I can be of assistance?
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Guess no one is here lol, I do have a dilemma and need an opinion.
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Acquaintance only thread non Acquaintances pls leave.
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Seems someone is angered by my presence kek.
Nice "chat/discussion" thread btw.
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Anyways, say I have an orange tulip and a black iris, which one should one opt for?
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Anger is too much of a feeling for some
Implying some people weren't ever so critical of my input even before this thread.
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Black iris, but that's just poser me
So a natural, genuine person would choose an orange tulip.
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>>23672597
>I'm talking about blacked hair 90's beauty Shakira.
Woah never knew about this Shakira but I dig it c:
I only knew late 2000's Shakira
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=booKP974B0k
I can only do the one part of the dance
>

>>23672671
Orange Tulips for sure
>>
One might say that you parle from within.
No need of complications for such a simple inquiry. Are you perhaps in remorse of something?
>>23672701
She was so unf pre-blonde
>dat black hair
>fat fair skin
>piercing dark eyes
Middle Earthian influences almost ruined her.
Am boner nao!

Dangit now I need a tiebreaker :/
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>>23672739
>dat fair skin***
Ew no phat flabby arms like some gril here ples :( x(
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>>23672671
Depends, more information is needed.
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>>23672510
>Leave
F-fine.
Have fun.
>>23672648
WELL SHIT!
>>23672742
>Bingo wings
You take ONE bad picture and you never hear the end of it
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>>23672753
I just need to know what would best suit a faggot and non-acquaintant like me.
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>>23672764
Don't really know that feel since I don't care about looks.
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>>23672770
...Why, what's the occasion?
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If you say so
Nope perfectly fine.
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>>23672764
>Right of asylum
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>>23672776
Going to a funeral.
Au contraire.
You sure? Your bestie isn't here though
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>>23672812
Pay no attention to the last 2 statements DJJ, or do if you want kek.
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>>23672812
Maybe black iris is better, I would picture orange tulip more for dances and parties. Though if your suit is black then black on black may be too much....I'm not sure now familia :c

>>23672739
>fat fair skin
fuqqin kek
>Am boner nao!
I've been broner
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I don't have one anymore.
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>>23672812
Black iris.
>>23672775
O-Okay.
>>23672800
Thank heavens.
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>>23672834
It is black now.
I meant to say dat lel, but I mean a lil meat ain't hurt no one amirite?
Show ples?
>>23672851
Kk, tnx 4 ur input.
Dw am sure you are gorgeous, whoever you is?

Seems like you do. Sad news, what happened
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>>23672861
>Seems like you do. Sad news, what happened
I can't tell if this at me or...

>Gorgeous
Oh stop it you. :*
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I do not know, I do not understand women.
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I don't either, was this the woman you were searching for earlier?
>>23672870
No lol sorry, just the gorgeous part ;*
Unless you do have sad news in which case I am all eyes.
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>>23672881
Maybe.
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>>23672874
Nobody does, burdy.
>>23672881
Just the usual unwanted feels that jack up your mind.
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>>23672886
Would you like to tell her something in case I find her?
>>23672888
Guess we're in the same boat. Call dibs on the life jacket.
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>>23672903
I expect her to do so.
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>>23672910
In case she doesn't, what would let her know then?
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>>23672916
In the case she didn't would mean anything beyond that point is redundant.
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>>23672919
Let's say the opposite happens, what do you hope to hear.
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>>23672861
>It is black now.
This is best choice I think.
>I meant to say dat lel, but I mean a lil meat ain't hurt no one amirite?
Not at all, I like being the little spoon anyways c:
>Show ples?
Broner was kill :/ sorry
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>>23672931
A clarification if I had done something wrong
A justification if I haven't.
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>>23672903
Just gotta strap on that power armor and bust through it.

Heh...
ha

Hold me.
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>>23672936
It was clarified in the beginning of this thread. Justification will come shortly if you wish to wait a bit.
>>23672937
I hold your hand anon :)
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>>23672945
Should I be looking for "you're a whore".
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>>23672952
If you want to find that kek.
No though.
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>>23672963
Good
How are you.
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>>23672971
Pretty good now, not so much before. Was just on other boards just for brief change of air and not on 4chan just to get my bearings. I have confirmed that if you squint you get rated higher and if you pretend to smoke and act like a feg, alot of people get sensitive about it?
What about you?
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>tfw no roasts me
>tfw no face
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>>23672998
I've only seen the vaping
Yes the assumptions were pretty boring smoke this smoke that they should just stick to old fashioned "qt" rating
All is in this thread, rather fine as well
Watching The Danish Girl cause I feel that I need some tacky gay experience atm.
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>>23672932
Sorry d00d how did I miss this?
Once you go black...
And I like getting forked ;)
Shame, I was really frisky too...
>>23673036
That wasn't vape though :(
Ugh ikr, I said like 3 times that I don't fucking smoke, do people even read? That chick with the ring though, she was right on the money, one of the few who has done so. You beimg in that group.
There was no qt rating though...
Making me read 3 days of shite :0
What's that movie about?
>need some tacky gay experience
It's gonna come actually fairly soon...

Am listen 2 this
https://youtu.be/weRHyjj34ZE
>dat wolf howl at the beginning
It doesn't help if this is music associated from the fatherlands also.
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>>23673061
I do not recall seeing that one
Don't, nothing new anyway

>
A fictitious love story loosely inspired by the lives of Danish artists Lili Elbe and Gerda Wegener. Lili and Gerda's marriage and work evolve as they navigate Lili's groundbreaking journey as a transgender pioneer.

Kek why am I even

How soon, I need to mentally prepare

This song brings back school days
She's Arab tho :-D.
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>>23673101
Pretty praiseworthy tbqh.
I still will regardless.
...so I take it that I am Gerda in this case...
Idk, you are lesbo?
You know when, everything has it's limits.
Bump.
That song reminds me of that anime as well. Why were you listening to that song huh?
>She's Arab tho
UGH no she isn't she is Colombian, just her grandpa I think. Ugh.
Idk what would ne the worst part of that, but I'll go with the lesser of two evils and pick the Colombian aspect.
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>>23673158
The last part didn't come out quite right but you know what I meant, fak u.
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>>23673158
Idk what I am tbqh

You mean like ages ago?
Boi I said she's arab so we listen to Shakira period

tbqh the man Lili is secretly seeing is pretty cute

Did I tell you, on the bus the other day this one guy walks in I swear to allah he is a mustache-less version of tu husbandu.
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>>23673200
I know.
Sike.

Ye.
Wtf she is not, just cuz she used a bit of your culture doesn't make her arab daphuk.

I gotta see now, and lol what? I thought they were lezzies?

Please tell me you have a pic.
You know who else does, Sacha Baron Cohen lel.
Am sad, I have to listen to bae now, first I have to get the muzak on my fone.
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>>23673200
>>23673231
>Fag detected
He was bi also, get your facts straight.
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>>23673231
No you retart
I copied the description from imdb
His name is Ben Whishaw Idk first time I see this actor

I don't you want me to get a scandal
Plus I didn't have fone when I did
He had same jaw ebin
I'm sleepy I think I will go sleep nao since I have to wake up early to do shitton of homework I missed on by staying home today

Night Snish.
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>>23673270
No what?
Woah, this dude looks different in every pic lmao. He also looks nothing remotely like bae...
Ye.
It's the teef. I wish I had that but I am cursed with chub cheeks.
Should've done the h.w. today idiot. I'll tell you later then if this thread isn't archived, or else I gotta tell you next bump limit, if you still want to know.
Nite meen neen.
Kek that others are using my n.n's for you tho.
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>>23673061
>Sorry d00d how did I miss this?
y-you came back for me, it's okay
>And I like getting forked ;)
>Shame, I was really frisky too...
Woah let's not throw out the possibility of some forking happening c;
How can I reignite this flame?

>https://youtu.be/weRHyjj34ZE
another good one <3
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>>23673442

new tread fellas
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>>23672235
>How so, I wasn't trying to convince you to like his work
It's not even that, I'm just curious what is the point of 'rebellion', against what and when?

Some of it shines through, especially the architecture and book binding. Probably the best looking books ever produced have been the meticulous work of Mediaeval monk.

I'm a dilettante as well.

You can always ask what do I mean.

So you don't want to strain your relation with your parents? I can understand that. What would upset them the most?

>that paragraph
You do seem to be very different from your peers,! I have this hunch, and also from whatever is considered average Palestinian girl. Not to sound like saying 'not like other girls xDD', but you know what I mean. I'm not sure about my difference from my environment, as I can act accordingly to what is acceptable here, but I don't feel much sympathy for any of this and mostly feel alienated, if not sometimes lonely in that I have no personal friends, other than this chat thread and /lit/ as well to talk of my interests. My goals are very unusual for my family, I'd say I'm much more ambitious, but I wouldn't like to sound like I'm praising myself.

Your English is really fine. Me, I got a hold of it very early on because my grandma would speak really basic words and two phrases she knew in English t me because apparently I was quite a keen kid with a strong sense of curiosity. I guess it did pay off as I grasped English quickly, first at school, then through internet and ultimately through literature, this being my most challenging experience. I wish I could have your accent, you speak so much more effortlessly in English, that is one of the reasons why I called you a fag in reply to your vocarro because my pronunciation sucks and I mess up easily. IMO I ought to practice so I can record myself speaking about anything else than memes.
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>>23673994
Please invest in eastern poland.
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>>23672235
>>23673994
Continuing. My longest (You)'s so far to you.

I find it a bit exciting to see how things turn out for you in the immediate future. I'm hopeful to see they do, as much as it could be a little inspiring for myself.

Please do, I'd love to see some penguin models with the bust of my mug lel.

I loved cartoons as a kid as well, especially the fantastic stuff. Escapist tendencies for obvious reasons kek.

Nothing much, I drank a lot of coffee and fixed my sleep cycle. Sorry for falling asleep on you. I feel better now. I will probably read something today and do some wood chopping as I fixed my axe and my finger has healed. What about you? What plans for today do you have? Assuming you might read this in the morning.
>>23674000
With those trips, always.

You /int/ellectual?
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>>23674029
It is I, ausanon.
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>>23673317
No they're not lesbos
I was talking about the qt in the film you autismo
I didn't feel like it
Tell me pwes
Kek I have a shitton of names now.
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>>23673994

Against what is defined as proper art, against the expected, against "beauty"

Generally, since I am sort of "young and reckless" in the sense that I can carelessly support any subversion and my opinions/decisions do not yet have their consequences
I doubt the change will be radical when I do, but would certainly be more refined

Yes the architecture, tbqh I'd rather live in them over contemporary architecture(with internet tho)

I know I can ask, but the process of searching is sort of fun

Probably the fact that I think in this certain way at all, for instance the drinking would definitely upset them but the fact I could easily do so
Or perhaps the way I'm not a "normal shy girl", btw no girl around is shy but it's the "I need to find a husband" persona and people fall for it

>that paragraph
Kek I just noticed how many words are missing
The reply window is small so sometimes I cannot read what I wrote properly

I do
tbqh you guys know me better than anyone irl, I can't discuss things like I do here due to many reasons
Reasons that are more than just my personal barriers, it's complicated
In addition to fact that people here take advantage of everything, nobody is interested in the simple sincere ways
I understand, some things are fact tho.

Yes but to your advantage the broken pronunciation is kinda nice, in general I like listening to people with weird accents
>inb4 zizek lel
You would definitely need to practice for college purposes tho
Try talking to yourself/thinking out loud, it worked for me.

>>23674029
>Dat (You)
I feel royal kek
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>>23674029

Same :-D

I still like cartoons tbqh kek (including animu and capeshit)
What cartoons did you like.

It's alright I figured you were tired
Would you post the view outside your house, if you don't mind that is, I understand if you wouldn't want to
On Friday we clean the house, I finished my share
so after I'm suppose to work on my graduation project.
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>>23675629
Huh, so are they or they not in lesbians?
I know?
Why not.
Why am getting replaced :'(
They're all mine, I will be taking them back now :'(
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Is kil?
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>>23675652
One man
One waifu
Man find out is gay and wants to become Lily
Waifu is sad

Man in film is not man who looks like your husbandu jeez.

>>23675904
Nu.
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>>23675960
They made a mobie about me?
But I looked him up and it said he will play husbandu now?
Nu
May I say something before your attention is diverted elsewhere?
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>>23675970
No Lily is pretty
Wat same actor ?
Say it.
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>>23676027
:(
Yes duh who else.
Um w-well...
First sorry acting/being an idiot.
Normally I wouldn't give a flying fuck about anyone, but goddamnit you make me care.
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>>23676036
>Aww
Das gay man
I don't if you're being an idiot, I just care if you stay one forever :--D
I'm sorry too.
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>>23676050
That was easier than expected, not sure if you understood what I was getting at but we'll leave it at that.
I still have to preserve some dignity and honour after all...
You should be whore.
Kek
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>>23675631
Tbqh my preference to affirmation, rather than denial of life as the aesthetic goal of life, which can be achieved using all forms of art, is because I think humanity is more prone to denial, if not that, pathetic existence, weakness, passivity and mediocrity, and this rarer, much more difficult to acquire affirmation stands as one of the most innovative forces, it's like Faustian spirit in a sense. My thoughts on this aren't as crystallised as I'd like them to be, but for me this striving for affirmation is the greatest struggle there is amongst humanity. Nihilism, pessimism, or even worse, optimism, are all easier to fall prey to, even Nietzsche fell for the languorous odour of Schopenhauer, but the more life affirming thought is more hyperborean, requires much harder character, different thinking and feeling, much danger and risk and willingness to face terrible odds, for example, concept of amor fati, I think I already mentioned this. Beauty for me can be something terrifying, grotesque, but ultimately affirming to life. It is often the strength of someone that demands something of this nature. Wagner has a character that knows no fear, so he sets out to find the meaning of it. There's subtlety to this.

>with internet tho
Kek, meen abbeyess shitposting in Gothic church lel

How do you normally react to people?

Same here, sometimes I notice I missed out on a word, but leave it as it is for the (You) to figure it out because that's unintentional economy of words. You can enlarge the window tbqhlel Two replies again
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>>23675631
I don't argue with most people, there's no point. They get butthurt and the amusement of it wears off quickly. Arguments aren't magic and most of the people are ignorant, unironically sheep like and hold sentiments that mostly conform to some idea or another that stems from their blind acceptance of whatever is socially acceptable. Nationalism, patriotism and that spiel as presented in popular forms. Politicians are evil. Those who suffer are somehow entitled to things. Successful people ( paraphrasing them ) are the ill of society. I'm mediocre, unable to change something as simple as my spending habits and can't succeed, therefore every is like me. Majority believes it, therefore it's true. My personal anecdotes are complete truth applied even to unrelated cases. I could go on. Quite frankly I'm rather elitist in this and do believe that there ought to be some separation of people, not solely based on income, but on how differentiated they are, their cultural and intellectual advancement, their 'spirit'. Unironically, one extraordinary man is indeed worth ten thousand, if not more. Greatest, highest man even stands above what is considered aristocracy, normal laws and rules don't apply to that type, it is entirely amoral, or at least distinct moral values, and are concerned with the most significant, important tasks in whatever fields they are engaged in. Master and slave morality is superficial to them, they are beyond good and evil and have created their own values. Overman is the highest, rarest and most valuable type. Enough m/rant

I am starting to practice, some words sound a bit American, sometimes British, sometimes plain wrong lel.
>>23675636
Such great expectations from either of us. :-D

I haven't seen much anime, rarely any at all. Western (?) style cartoons, the type you see in 80's Disney before the 3D render. Ghost in the Shell had nice aesthetic to it, bit old school (?) anime. I don't know much about this senpai.
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>>23675636
I will try to. Either I will look something up in my PC or try and shoot something with my potato.

This thread will die soon, you don't have to reply to everything I said in the next. :-D
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