>tfw everytime I take stimulants I start being productive and happy, working on things that''l improve my life long term
Should I take more? I feel nothing but anhedonia otherwise.
How many stims are there that are NOT neurotoxic at therapeutic doses?
>>9151393
I am not sure, as far as I know Dexamphetamine is not neurotoxic at theurapetic dosages. I do not know about literature on the rest.
hell yes. meth is amazing and any side effects (ex. permanent memory damage, Parkinsons symptoms, etc...) are massively outweighed by the infinite increase in intellegence and libido
until you stop. and then you're p much fucked
>>9151437
Are the side effects and long term damage worse than being anhedonic, depressed and stressed because of your inability to act on command?
>>9151472
yeah because
>being anhedonic, depressed and stressed because of your inability to act on command?
are a very large part of that long term damage, if you think you have it bad now, it ABSOLUTELY can get worse.
What you are calling ahedonic now, will be seen in hindsight as pleasure, what you think is depression will be seen in hindsight as caring about yourself, and the last one will always feel the same unless you give up and stop stressing because your life is fucked anyway.
do you have a prescription? if you can regularly get the drugs you need and are fine with a chemical dependency then so long as you don't go overboard you can live with a crutch, keeping the side effects and consequences in mind.
you should still be real careful about taking drugs in place of "x" where x is motivation, sociability, depression or whatever. with stimulants at some point you'll just waste days spun doing nothing but jerking off and unable to get out of bed otherwise.
it really sounds like you should talk to a therapist and try to make some lifestyle changes. drugs can be an answer but it shouldn't be the only one or you can fuck yourself bigly
Addictive. Once your hooked, you won't stop. If your made to quit you will have withdrawals that last and you'd wish for anhedonia.
>>9151393
neither methylphenidate nor dextroamphetamine are
>>9151947
5mg is like threshold dose, really low even for therapeutic use
don't listen to these fags, at therapeutic dosages pharmaceutical stimulants don't have any lasting negative effects and they're not addictive either. trust me, I've been using these things since I was like 10 and without them I wouldn't be half as successful as I am now. I can go long periods without them perfectly fine, but I just won't get very much done
>>9151957
5mg seems to work fine for me, mostly because I hardly ever take it I guess. Mixed with Green tea is great, I enter this super chill but focused state and I can work without any negative thoughts for hours.
The difference in productivity is so staggering...It makes me believe I could leave the shithole I am in if I continue using the meds.