I want to learn math up to calculus and discrete mathematics but I don't know how I should do it. I want to be able to solve proofs etc on my own without so much help. I am so frustrated that I cant learn math just the boring algebra I want to learn the math similar of that in the book " a course of pure mathematics". I tried to read the book but it wasn't going good for me I could proceed on my own. Just tell me how I can learn high level math not the dumb math that they teach in high-school I know there is no difference, what I mean is that I should learn to understand the things I am being taught.