>keep procrastinating going through a maths textbook I have and SICP because any difficulty at all with the material implies I have an IQ that's lower than other people
I can't fucking stand this.
Nice blog post, faggot. I'd upvote this, but unfortunately we're not in Reddit. Perhaps you should go back there?
Good news guys. I somehow stopped procrastinating against all odds and started going through SICP again at about 9 pm. I hadn't even touched it, or any other STEM stuff for over a month. I didn't find it hard at all. And to think I considered spending the rest of the day eating junk food and telling myself real life starts tomorrow