Doctors and other health care workers fucking me over

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I'm a healthy 21 y/o.

I had a tooth infection (from an ingrown tooth) that multiple dentists kept hesitating working on because it would imply that I need braces directly after and I told them I couldn't afford it. They just monitored it every visit for 3 years. Not doing anything about it even though my insurance covered them removing the baby tooth. Still no one took it out.

About a month ago, bacteria (most likely from tooth infection) gets in my blood. It went untreated until I started to faint, hallucinate, vomit, intense migraines, etc and went to the ER. I was in the hospital for two weeks being treated for Septic Shock.

Back to normal about two weeks later. All is well until similar symptoms happen again at work. I go back to hospital thinking the antibiotics didn't fully treat the bacteria in my blood and whoops I guess I have CDiff that doctors say I likely contacted at the hospital when I went there for sepsis.

Shout out to cleaning staff for letting me contact someone else's shit, especially a cdiff patients shit.

I don't wanna take medicine anymore and I really am tired of going back to the hospital. I told them how I felt and they said it's just anxiety and prescribed me lexapro.

Can I kill the bad bacteria myself and get probiotics into my system?

I genuinely don't trust the healthcare system anymore. I don't know what to do. Die?