“There was a footpath leading across fields to New Southgate, and I used to go there alone to watch the sunset and contemplate suicide. I did not, however, commit suicide, because I wished to know more of mathematics.”
True. I remember i wanted to kill myself a while ago but i didn't because I didn't want to die without knowing everything first.
Funny part is no matter what i do i will never know everything, but for some reason i still view it as a valid reason not to off myself.
>>8503354
"The SF created us to enjoy our suffering. … The sooner we die, the sooner we defy His plans."
>>8503373
This
>>8503382
"We'll continue tomorrow — if I live."
>>8503373
Precisely this
>>8503373
Yep, I'm in the same boat.