I think femdom is the most beautiful thing in the world...

it is but in reality my soul is so stained I'd need such a lashing she would get winded and then I would become scornful and tell her to get lost

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I've been thinking about prettyboi lately...

I liked his views (to a certain extent), humor, memes, and personality. He sometimes posted his lewd thoughts or sometimes lewd pictures, but that didn't detract from his credibility or niceness. It didn't even detract from him as a person. When he was caught up in serious talk, he was always knowledgeable and sincere. He wasn't afraid of expressing his thoughts and I really appreciated him for that. What a courageous lad he is.

Compared to prettyboi (and many other people here), I think I'm ignorant and a fugging coward in my current state. The few times I have tried to be serious, I believed that the basis for the things I was saying was lacking. I just fugging hope that when I enter my college years, I gain enough experiences through other people and skol itself to truly be able to get my point around people with much more efficiency, rather than saying dumb baseless things because I hadn't had enough of those experiences in my life.

Sometimes, I have a desire to talk about my dark and embarrassing secrets as well as thoughts, but I think I'll just hold off on that until I think I am ready. I'm just a silly, troubled 18 year-old High School Senior, so I think I will probably hold off on this for a few years until I feel like I truly matured.

And to my "friends" here. I really don't want you to think that I'm a bad example (or person) when I post lewd or crude things here. Fetishy shit just kind of gets to me sometimes, but I swear with all my heart that this fetishy and lewd shit doesn't project with enough strength to get through me and detract from me as a person in any way. I believe that I am emotionally strong to repress these guilty feelings so I can avoid being a shallow and obsessive cunt. I'm a good person, please take my word. I desire the best for my friends and I would never ever let them down.

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>>5801685
yeah sure

>>5801958
Who is prettyboi

>>5801977
a very nice person that I admire and look up to

he got drunk a lot. his drunk posts were the best tbh.

>>5801986
I liked prettyboi too some people just have a presence when they post abd boi did he

>>5801977
>77
who is dubs
nice

>>5801991
he said he lives in michigan

my older sister is living in michigan right now and I think we're going to visit her soon. I hope I can meet prettyboi irl but that's probably a bit too far-fetched. I don't have any way to contact him, really.

>>5801685
Perhaps appropriately, there's a sharp and painful duality to femdom. The western imagination regarding sex in general tends to be repressive and shamed, this seems to lead fairly naturally to degredation being a highly common theme in fantasy and (as a result) in pornography. Whether it be the self-insert in the mind of the masturbator or the "other" that they are engaging in mental masturbation with, someone must be humiliated. The question is whether or not, as is most typical in common porn for males, you push the humiliation onto the other or if you shamefully accept it for yourself. The latter is the current state of western femdom. Extreme pain, verbal degredation, a partner not just emotionally distant from the act but emotionally distant from you, dehumanization. It's a worrying and unstable fantasy. Contrast this with the culture in Eastern drawn porn. While obviously you can find similar and even further extremes there, there is a wealth of material that simply isn't present in western erotic arts wherein being a male and submissive isn't viewed as a shameful and terrible thing deserving of humiliation, but just as part of someone's sexuality. Caring female partners who enjoy taking the lead role, interest in the pleasure of the submissive, interest in the submissive as a person outside the sexual act, love.
I am not a psychologist, but the latter, to me, seems healthier as a fantasy than the former, and the prevalence of the former is worrying both for those whose most inner wants are inherently destructive and for those who pine for the latter but exist in a culture where that is the norm' for submissives. I hope that we as a society evolve our sexual mindset, our future submissive males will begin to see worth in themselves and subsequently have their fantasies shift away from needing to work around a sense of inherent worthlessness.

>>5802012
self worth++

>>5802012
nice words but it isn't about being submissive or feeling worthless its about all my life I'm the one who had to be the hunter so maybe just once in my godforsaken life I will be the hunted

>>5802012
I only really like lighter femdom. eastern kind I guess.

I don't want to be degraded and feel worthless. I want to see that the gril cares for their partner...

>>5802022 (dubs)
I don't mean to generalize all people in this group as being the same, so I hope that isn't what you took.
Furthermore, I'd point out that what you said does not require the types of things I pointed out as potentially poor for the psyche. What I'm essentially talking about is the almost omnipresent removal of worth (to some degree) in femdom in the west. Also, being the hunted is inherently submissive. You might be able to find some weird edge case in which you could define an act as femdom in which the male participant is not submissive like maybe but honestly it's almost definitionally about being submissive. It seems like the distinction you're making is closer to being submissive by choice (in the "universe" of the fantasy/scenario) or by force (once again, in the "universe" of the fantasy/scenario). The latter being closer to "hunted" fantasies.
>>5802044 (dubs)
I think a lot of people on this site are like that, and I think it's probably a result of
1. this site being a very accepting sexual outlet. Not exactly much point to repressing when you're only one click away from /d/ at all times
2. the culture of this site will naturally steer people towards Eastern (specifically Japanese) media, which as I mentioned has a much higher availability of the "lighter femdom".

>>5802067
You analyze things really well.

Just wanted to say that.

>>5802085
Thank you, KekMaster; it's a subject close to my heart, so I have put some thought into it. I have to go to sleep now but please post your compliment in my thread for proper filing
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>>5802089
cool

I want to be a chemist someday...

I'm currently in High School and I'm doing well in AP Calculus. Not so much in English classes because I hate writing and reading tbh. My sentence structure and vocabulary suck ass.

>>5802101
>My sentence structure and vocabulary suck ass.

me too stay in skol haha don't think you're going to magically become a comedian one day like I did!

>>5802109
how did you magically become a comedian
did a wizard curse you

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>>5802114
i didn't become a wizard i became a alchoholic

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>>5802109
If my career path ever fails, I would like to star in comedy movies that take place in High School. I look like the stereotypical nerd with curly hair. Like a mix between Seth Rogen and the dude who played JB in Project X. But just not as fat and with an overall slightly better face.

is mommy stuff a form of femdom even if it's nice and caring and not mean at all?

>>5802179
I just found out that guy who played him browses /tv/.

http://archive.4plebs.org/tv/thread/80066287/#80069245

>>5802207
Yes, because your mom is a form of authority