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From a philosophical point of view, I'd say that the mind is a collection of various self-regulating and distinct behavioral patterns; which go dormant and awake from time to time, given the proper stimuli.
As such, I don't believe there's one version you, but more of a grab bag of ever growing aspects. Same person, multiple faces, if you will.
Considering your sissy desires are probably somewhat isolated from the rest of your life, I assume, the "awake, satiate all urges, hibernate for a long time" cycle is probably what's the cause of this.
I'd say you have three options: - incorporate a small part of sissy lifestyle into your normal public life to make it more mundane; this should decrease the intensity of your impulses somewhat - reject your sissy desires and steel yourself against temptation.. and then release pressure in a different way; some type of sport maybe? - ignore it for as long as you can, then splurge on crazy impulse buys and edging and chatting and.. and.. and.. and when you're all spent / out of cum you ignore it again for as long as you can, resetting the cycle
Just my 2 cents on the topic. :)
crosspost from sissyhypno reddit
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