My elders, is it normal to be instantly subdued when an Attractive

>>5636874
subdued...... erm-- ... like starstruck but with grils, rite? hm... yea. yea should be a word for that. i got nothin...

Tongue-tied? Cat got your mouth? Getting all sweaty when a cutie comes up to you. Casual touching, repeated hand motions on your shoulder. Does she know what she's doing? Stuttered words, mealy mouthed and mumbling. Confused and mixing concepts; fight or flight. Alarm bells, tension, rigid, inflexible, making a fool of yourself. Unable to improve, practice is too painful; a pained smile and an excuse to leave and suddenly you're alone again. A jarring loss of light that stings more when you realize that you haven't hit bottom, you're just back to regular.

>>5636941
i wish a cutie would come up to me. that would be hote