Shame.

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>Be me.
>Age 10.
>Discover porn for the first time.
>Clicks on video.
>A length of 30 minutes.
>Watches video for 5 minutes.
>Pulls down pants to reveal hard cock.
>Attempts to masturbate, despite not knowing how to.
>Starts slapping dick frantically.
>Bounces it around with both left and right hand like a ping pong ball.
>The "White Stuff" won't come out.
>Starts shouting, thinking that'll speed up the process.
>It doesn't.
>This goes on for about 4 minutes.
>Mom walks into the room abruptly.
>Mfw
>Mom stares at me.
>I stare back at mom in shame.
>Mom walks out of my room with a shameful expression.
>Closes door.
>I got to sleep in shame.
>Wake up the next morning.
>Computer gone.
>Goes downstairs for breakfast.
>Have the audacity to ask mom, "Where's my computer?"
>She says nothing.
>I say nothing.
>Awkward.jpg
>This goes on for about a week.
>Gains courage to talk to mom again.
>Decides to apologize.
>"Mom, I'm sorry for touching my thing..."
>Mom is quiet for about 3 seconds.
>Mom bursts into laughter.
>I run back to my room crying in shame
>Closes door.
>Can still hear mom laughing from upstairs.
>Turns off light and goes to sleep crying, and ashamed.
I did not fap for about 3 years after that.